#maybe I'm a sap
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Been meaning to say this for awhile, but I hope more mascot horror going forward takes more pages from Amanda the Adventurer's Book.
Stop worrying about marketing to the children so much, and make an actual horrifying scenario based around a warped sense of Childhood Nostalgia. Amanda dealing with themes of abandonment, loss, and entrapment and can also be a deconstructive look at how some child actors get treated if you look deep on it. (and these are all my own opinions btw.. I haven't watched any game theory or whatever ppl are saying about it.)
Which is way more interesting to me then "evil science experiments, or a serial killer turned these mascots evil now."
I really loved this game since it's Beta premise and I'm glad it is gaining traction on youtube.
I hope that we haven't seen the last of Amanda. There's probably plans for a sequel, or even a whole franchise.
I just hope that the creators keep Amanda how it is, and try not to lean into that kids horror marketing. Not that there's nothing wrong with horror for kids, but I feel mascot horror is always stronger as a genre when it's appealing to "adults who remember growing up with this stuff" rather then "children who will buy our toys"
#amanda the adventurer#danachan's rants#just my thoughts#Amanda has been living rent free in my head since her betas#and the full game legitimately made me cry#maybe I'm a sap#but the implications about what happened to her dad and her actor are just so sad to me and it's great
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c'mon, deku
#mha spoilers#sometimes a moment calls for a hug and the source material fails to deliver#that's where i come in#and maybe it's too sappy for canon but not for me i'm a sap i love friendship i love self-sacrificing devotion i love hugs#i drew bakugou's gear wrong and i think we as a society need to move past that#bnha#bakugou katsuki#midoriya izuku
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rockstar Eddie posts his Spotify Wrapped and his top five songs are all Corroded Coffin songs obviously, he is their number two fan (Steve won the argument of being their number one fan years ago) and his number one artist is Corroded Coffin too but then the other four top artists? there’s Metallica sure and Dio but the number three spot goes to ABBA and number 5 is Taylor Swift?
fans are in uproar because what is happening??? Eddie also posted it with no context to his instagram stories other than saying something like ‘another year of keeping up CC’s streaming numbers, my back hurts’, the Party don’t even bother to roast him anymore because this has been happening for way longer than Spotify Wrapped has been around
Eddie makes Steve do a live reveal of his own Wrapped on Eddie’s insta stories later that day after being completely silent since posting his own and he outright cackles when Steve’s most played song is one of Corroded Coffin’s only ballads and it’s been played over 700 times, Steve just glares at him because Eddie knows that Steve plays it on repeat to help him fall asleep when Eddie isn’t there
Steve’s top songs are all the Corroded Coffin power ballads because he’s a big sap and also still finds it flattering that they’re all about him so they make him feel good after a hard day but his top artists apart from CC? ABBA makes another appearance, Madonna, Doja Cat and Taylor Swift reign supreme for him as well and you can almost hear Eddie’s eye roll from behind the camera, ‘what do they have that I don’t, Stevie?’ ‘they don’t give me a headache if I listen to them all day’ ‘divorce, DIVORCE, you see how he speaks to me’ but you can hear the fondness and love they both have for each other
all Eddie says about his own when asked later is that ABBA actually has some great lyrics and the music is technically very intricate etc etc and Taylor Swift? well Steve likes her so of course he plays her music for him when they’re together
(and if Eddie puts the song Lover on and thinks about Steve to the point of sometimes crying when he’s on tour or something despite having 40 years to get used to it, well that’s something for just him and Steve to know)
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#steveddie#stranger things#stranger things 4#middle aged steve and eddie are saps sorry#steve has sat eddie down and explained the t swift drama multiple times#eddie supports her rerecording and owning her music#because why wouldn't he#I'm not even a massive swiftie but I had a lover phase earlier this year#and I liked midnights#maybe måneskin makes an appearance as well actually
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Gotta say nothing more healing to the soul than drawing your favourite guys kissing after a rough day. Thank you for your service little fictional people
#Akishinji#shinjiaki#Persona 3#P3r#akihiko sanada#shinjiro aragaki#Soon maybe I'll draw them doing something. Like. Idk. Not just kissing or sleeping I guess#But I'm a SAP and I need the comfort....
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i need a griddlehark roadtrip type au but they would kill each other chapter one i fear
#tlt#griddlehark#like two feral cats in a taped up box#shoutout 2 the bumbleby roadtrip au i read it was nice and they went 2 walmart it was just a Little too fast paced 4 me i need sckl type of#slow burn. ALSO shout out 2 the griddlehark au where they commute an hour to and from college that has sort of the vibes i'm looking 4#maybe i'll draw it myself. ough#i need help stimulating the brainworms tho :pensive: and i don't have anyone 2 do that with. maybe if i think hard enough i can do it#sap says
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I can be normal about Random Crits in TF2.
#team fortress 2#tf2#IhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethemIhatethem#yeah I'm aware it's a janky 17 year old game#I'm aware Valve is probably never gonna turn em off and that community servers exist BUT#when I randomly crit another player I feel nothing and when I die to one I feel a Zealous rage not seen since the Crusades#Yeah I may be a Spy player. yeah I might have gotten random crit several times in one fucking game when I otherwise would maybe survive#AND how it disproportionately screws over Spy because in order to do his main gimmicks he has to be in melee range#oh yeah and did I mention melees have the ability to have upwards of 60% random crit chance?#Sure when other people insta-kill someone with a melee it's funny but when I. the Spy player. insta kill someone#Rare high moments my pasty white ASS#not to mention how dispraportionately these benefit some classes (demo#look.it's basic math#the lowest crit chance on a ranged weapon is what 6%?#so 1 out of every 20 or so shots will random crit#(don't ask me how this shit works for sustained damage classes like Heavy and Pyro)#most servers are 24 players right?#so if everyone shoots at the same time odds are at least 1 player is going to get a random crit#multiply that by how ever many hundreds of shots are fired over the course of a game and suddenly it isn't so rare#and suddenly those “rare high moments” aren't so rare any more#not to mention how it benefits classes like demo. soldier. and pyro because of their wide area of effect#jank hit reg makes you miss a stab and now the medic's aware of you? BAM random crit from an Ubersaw#trying to bait an engie away from his sentry you just sapped? BAM Random Crit from a wrench#I think there's a good reason you never see a random triple damage bonus in any other FPS game ever
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y'all I am soooo tired I think the rest of the fics are going to be very much late 😔
#this morning I was like 'yeah! I can do this!'#and then I went out and had an appointment and I've basically been exhausted ever since#had a brief perk up when my nephew was here but besides that??? nope#I'm just not keeping up with these like I usually do ough#how dare like three things go wrong this month that sap my writing energy rather than fuel it 😤#maybe I need another depressive episode sometimes those actually kick me into writer gear for some reason#...I'm kidding dw#but it did kinda work last october...#KIDDING#rambles from the floor
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I've been extremely happy with my clown dog progress so far considering the last time I """paused""" working on them they were loose unpainted faces and disassembled pelts (and stayed that way for.... months), BUT I find myself really itching to make my own Little Creature from scratch again........ I think once I finish Cotton Candy's outfit I'll pause that project again and finally try making a little poseable doll 🤔 if I can get a base body pattern figured out for that, I could change out the head/tail shape and fabric color/pattern as much as I want and make all sorts of different little dress-up-able creatures.
#I try really hard not to look at any of these endeavors exclusively with an eye for ''could I turn this into a money-making opportunity''#because that immediately saps a lot of the joy out of it for me. I'd much rather just make things that I'm personally excited to make#and then if someone expresses an interest in it and is willing to pay fairly. maybe I sell them what I made/make one custom for them#BUT at the same time... I only have so much space in my home LOL#I really DO enjoy making these things but I also simply cannot keep and treasure every single one#so I do sometimes think more like... ''I wonder if anyone would buy this after I'm done creating it''#I feel like that still preserves the ~joy of creation~ for me at least#and also like. I haven't made ANYthing in enough volume to actually even try selling them yet lmao#I'm certainly never gonna sell Grub
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sometimes i think about the fucking "moon butt" text and i have to have a little sit down because genuinely what the fuck
#they just. showed us that.#my first 2024 post is dip and pip goddamn#dan and phil#rachel rants#YES in light of us not getting a 2023 texts video (YET here's how we can still win) i'm watching the old ones#i just took a shot and it hit hard and now i'm dan and phil sappy which is maybe the worst type of sap#dnp
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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself
Thanks mate <3
stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped
just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp
#vent in the tags - so warning ig#got home from uni#have been in fight/flight mode since#turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast#accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though#she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now#so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh#processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her#like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit#so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out#and now I've been on off crying for a week#feeling fragile as shit#but Improving#somehow#I think#*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly#last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster#then when I manage to get back up#put myself back together#have a little breather#get immediatly broken back down#I just want a fucking hug man#and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something#I don't know#nothing really feels all that good to me anymore#but I'm holding on through it#there's light at the end of the tunnel
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I was reading a one piece review on anime-planet which talked about how 'the recently concluded alabasta arc is phenomenal' (scrolled up to find that the review was from 2005). Now, before this the dude was talking about how gaara's 'sniveling flashbacks dragged naruto the show down' (umm okay flashbacks are notoriously overused in naruto but gaara's backstory and naruto connecting to it is literally one of the first tasters of the essence of naruto the show so i am already questioning this person's analysis). Then they go on to say that 'many, many people (including myself) would find it hard to like usopp' like boy byee!! USOPP??? you don't like usopp?? literally nothing you have to say is worth listening for me lmao
#this is the first review that shows up too for some reason#maybe not interacting with anyone while watching one piece was not a bad idea if this is what was waiting for me#usopp???#i only respect one engineer and that's usopp#oh okay two now that franky is also here maybe also iceberg but i consider him more of a mayor (sorry ice no ossan)#sorry for the excessive one piece posting i'm gonna take a break now it's really sapping i have cried for at least 4 episode straight today#one piece#usopp#naruto#gaara#give me a mic
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when im hanging out with my friends and theyre like 'can we please do this' 'could we watch this maybe' like i would kill for you, I would move mountains for you, yes we can watch this video or go to this shop or talk about these characters, as long as it makes you happy.
#Maybe I'm just a sap#But like#Yes ofc I will do anything you want just for you to be happy#Bc if you're having fun then I usually am too#just saying words#This mainly goes for online friends but irl ones too#platonic love
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never thought i'd say it. not happy about gay sex
#look. some of it might not be as bad as it seems.#i don't have context or all the facts i haven't watched it yet#maybe this 'bathroom scene' is just a precursor for a later callback#but like. jesper had a one night stand or something with wylan and FUCKING FORGOT ABOUT HIM???#real cute real romantic. /s#the hypersexual bi man trope!! the unnecessary sexualization of queer relationships!!!!#like there's nothing wrong with stories about relationships like this! to me it's the fact that it's being applied to wesper!#a relationship which i enjoyed bc of the slower building of care and knowledge and trust and meaning and all that sap shit#these writers do not know how to show queer characters' sexualities without making them have sex.#jesper just forgot about the prince who fell into the wrong story dude i'm gonna be sick#of all the ways they could have written jesper and wylan's pre-SoC history........bruh#listen wesper might have been the least developed of the SoC relationships but holy shit it was better than this#jesper wylan get behind me sweethearts#idk how to describe why it feels so hurtful. it just feels like something has been taken from that story#shadow and bone netflix spoilers#sab spoilers#s&b spoilers#delete later#this isn't like SEX BAD GAY SEX BAD. it just has me going like. who are these guys. these are different guys.#they are doing strange things that the people they claim to be would not. this story has been altered in a way that makes me feel it less#if you enjoy it still fine. but for me it detracts.
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{{ also i forgot to say that I got over the first thing that started my weird funk (consecutive panic attacks for four days straight about a specific topic I won't mention publicly).
but now I am feeling a weird form of Self-consciousness that Is Tangentially Related to the cause of said panic attacks and on top of that, my body is purging itself from the trauma associated with it so I just have to Wait until I'm feeling less side effects (which have been manifesting as lethargy + allergy symptoms because yes, the body Does That Apparently™).
All in all, aside from physical weirdness and some emotional upheaval (bc you know trauma stuff and processing it healthily), I'm gonna be okay. Sorry that I've been vague about my issues. 😅 I just have a THING™ about wanting to help myself first and foremost before I tell other people because What If It's Not a Big Deal After all? (Which has happened, and yes, I was embarrassed lmao gkhkkgkgn)
Anyway, I just wanna work on what my brain will allow as my body recovers and resets itself. Since I'm all over the place mentally, there's no way to tell what that will be so uhhhhhhhh, I hope y'all don't mind if you get random asks and memes from me--- (or just me commenting on your stuff because I still want to participate in the RPC culture). Also, I might be uh, posting some of the presents for people I promised a long time ago????????? So if you are a SAP who likes artsy stuff or receiving mushy, sentimental things like poetry and whatnot, I hope that's cool with you too????????? If not, oh well because I already fucking made them LMAO).
#OOC: Out of Limits#Negative (?) tw but not completely (?)#{{ tl;dr ive been feeling off bc of old stuff (trauma) and just got over it and now my body is recovering/resetting and i feel More Off™#{{ i legit forgot to specify what was wrong with me in the first place MY BAD Y'ALL 😭 FBFJFJJFNFF#{{ i hope i didnt worry or scare anyone 😭#{{ anyway i wanna be a sap and mushy and give people thingies so uhhhhhhh yeaaah. i hope y'all like poetry and art bc it's what I'm good at-#{{ i would ruin the surprise further but I won't. I'll practice restraint. anyway it's art and procrastination time.#{{ maybe I'll write one thing or two about maiz's vampire verse idk or rp but idk 😭 weird brain is weird.#{{ plus it's hot up here and HEAT MAKES ME SLEEPY ARGHHHHH
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I may not be able to talk about how trees work again without blushing. This may be a problem.
#mmm yeah let that sap flow honey#tell me how full your xylem are#(oh gods what have i done)#(who am i kidding? my gods are thrilled about eroticising plant growth)#(maybe i'm gonna have to do a live reading at Beltane this year)
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#ouagh. :']#ok. i am a simple thing. i'm just a guy y'know. and i try#i try to be kinder to myself i try to be kind and change for the better!! but this is hard but i've been doing well#i'm not as anxious as i once was and this is great. but Sometimes#yeah.#i'm a simple guy with simple occasional worries yk#and one of those things happens to be maybe#not being enough or being too much at the same time y'know#and i caught myself worrying so i was like hm maybe i will look at my nice pile of reminders and nice things#and so i remembered that i love. like a Lot. and i love my friends so So much#and i do my best to express this as often as i can right! and i thought about how it might make me feel#if despite all that my love could not reach a friend when they need it most#that they might forget (it's not their fault)#but in remembering this it helped Me be like. Oh. yes i am loved. don't forget so easily#whew. this whole trusting thing is hard. but man i am sooo good at this and i'm doing great#anyways. i feel much better#and also proud of myself for genuinely being able to reassure myself. it's always felt more like#“well we've Gotta keep going” as opposed to “yeah actually. it's okay” does this make sense#it feels as if i've made n held onto something solid as opposed to waiting for something like that 2 come along#sap says#well. goodnight :]
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