#makes me feel uneasy everytime Im there

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Holy— what the hell Zariman, whatt the hell?!

What does this mean?

Ugh, feels so weird playing in the Zariman now I discovered this...

[rkvriki]

— boyfriend things enha does ! - hyung line

hey everyone!! surprise im alive!! i still have a request to finish but it's been hard writing it and this idea rushed to my head and i just had to do it 😭

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WARNINGS ! might be slightly suggestive; might contain grammar errors.

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LEE HEESEUNG !

— leaves his hoodie at your house

to me this seems like such a heeseung thing to do.

he lives to see you dressed in his hoodies outside of your home, like, he loves when you go over to the dorms or when you go on a date and you wear his hoodies.

bonus: he loves it when someone notices it’s his hoodie and says something about it and he can proudly show that person you’re his partner!

when sleeps over at your house he takes an extra sweater or shirt to purposely leave his hoodie in your house.

when you wear it he’s like “oh my god, can’t believe i left another hoodie at your house.” and you act like you don’t realize it’s on purpose just to let him have his moment.

— keeps a hand on your back when you guys are out

heeseung can be a little possessive over you sometimes in a non unhealthy way.

he does this mostly when you are at social events or at a party, just out somewhere. he does it kinda unconsciously to be honest, but when he sees someone get their eye on you he will definitely do it on purpose to make the other person realize you are his.

you don't mind it, like at all. when you feel his hand resting on your back you’ll tense a little at the touch, and when he’s feeling like teasing you, he’ll trace his hand up and down your back in a teasing way, touching you with just the tip of his fingers and his nails slightly scratching your skin, to make you shiver, knowing how it gets you.

PARK JONGSEONG !

— hugging you randomly from behind

jay loves back hugging you.

no matter what you are doing he will be wrapping his arms around you waist and nuzzling his head on the crook of your neck and might leave little kisses on your neck and jaw.

you’re making a phone call and you’re walking around the house? he’ll be clinging to you.

you’re cooking? he’s right behind you.

you’re just standing looking at whatever? he's hugging you.

he just loves feeling you against him.

sometimes when he’s feeling needy he will come behind you and slowly wrap his arms around your waist and will rub his hands all over your lower torso, while leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck and sometimes licking and sucking the area, knowing it’ll make you feel hot and feeling uneasy.

— always asking for your opinion on his outfits

as we all know and i’ve talked about before, jake loves fashion and his clothes are a very prized possession for him.

everytime you sleep over and you go out he’ll show you different outfits and will model for you so you can give an opinion and choose the best one.

sometimes he’ll be like

“ok the one you chose is good, but what if i wore it with the shirt of that one and-” 

he’ll start ranting and explaining how the color scheme and whatever things you’re not really listening because he looks so good with the outfit and you can’t focus on anything but him.

SIM JAEYUN !

— kissing you out of the nowhere

when i look at jake i can’t think of anything else but his plush lips and how soft they might feel and i know i’ve written so many things about kissing jake but can you blame me??

jake is very aware you find his lips attractive so he’ll use them to tease you in more than one way.

sometimes you both are just chilling on the couch and he will start trailing his lips up your neck and will start leaving soft marks on your most sensitive spots.

he smirks to himself when you move your neck to give him more space to kiss and sees you rubbing your thighs together, giving himself a reminder to help you later on.

he’s such a tease for no reason, he’ll do this and when the good part is coming he just steps back and smiles at you like he did nothing, making you scowl at him.

— shows up to your home unannounced

jake is the type to miss you and go straight to your house without texting you.

you will be at home doing work or whatever and he’ll be knocking at your door when you least expect it.

you don’t even get surprised anymore, you’re so used to it by now, he should just move in at this point 🙄

if you are lucky enough he will bring you a present, which are mostly plushies. you have a huge plushie collection, because anytime he goes to an arcade with the boys he makes sure to always win one for you and will proudly give it to you and tell you how he easily won the game, even though he almost cried while playing because of how hard it was.

PARK SUNGHOON !

— will give you private serenades

what’s better than to have a boyfriend who sings?

he started doing this in the early days of your relationship when he wanted to get your pants (jk)

but it did start that early and he just made it a routine for you. he acts like he doesn’t like doing it but deep down he loves seeing your heart eyes looking at him while he sings for you.

when he’s feeling nice he will have you with your head laid in his lap while you look up at him and he sings something for you.

sometimes you ask him to sing you to sleep, since his voice calms you down and even though he rolls his eyes, you see the corners of his lips rise the slightest bit.

— takes you on road trips

sunghoon loves traveling and he loves traveling with you!

whenever he knows he knows enhypen will have a longer rest break he will take that as an opportunity to take you on a road trip.

you have visited the most famous places in korea since he can’t take you out of the country just when he pleases he will opt to just take you to korean places.

he loves taking you to places where it snows a lot, so he can take you snowboarding with him and teach you. teaching to him means laughing his ass off when you fall flat on your face.

he also takes you to beachy areas, because he loves seeing how happy you get when you play in the water (sorry if you don’t relate to this tho!)

[nerdofthecentrey]

I’m Sorry | So Mun x Reader

Genre: Angst, Fluff.

Warning: Violence, Normal Uncanny Counter Stuff

Summary: You and So Mun have been dating for a good while. But Recently he’s be acting stranger and stranger. Randomly running away during dates. You didn’t really believe his whole super hero story. Finally your fed up with it and want the truth.

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Super hero’s don’t exist. Even when your boyfriend started walking and beating up bullies you didn’t believe it. You weren’t gonna lie you were beyond happy when Mun dropped his cane and started walking in front of you. You practically takled him to the ground sobbing tears of joy. Remembering how you felt when you first saw him walking to class in 9th grade. You immediately developed a crush on him. You were always gentle with him. You were constantly scared he was gonna brake. You took care of him always slowing your pase to walk right by his side. Yelling at people who just so happen to say some rude shit. You even became close to Im Ju-Yeon and Kim Ung-Min. You protected them as well as you could. You wouldn’t take shit from anyone even when it caused you to get hurt. You would walk with Mun to his house , caring his bag if need be. He always told you how he wasn’t a baby but you didn’t care. You were gonna take of him till the day god took you both apart.

Then he started getting into fights for good reason. Rumors started spreading about how Mun was kicking ass almost everyday. You would try to meet him during lunch to talk but he wouldn’t be there. You would listen to the stories from his two best friends not knowing what to think. Then came the rumors after the huge fight Mun had. Rumors of him being a heir. He denied them up and down. But you didn’t know what to think.

Now Mun and you are out on a date another date where he promised to make up for the last one he had run off during. You walked side by side down the softly lit street eating vanilla ice cream. You laughed telling stories till he got a call. He stepped off to the side talking intensely on the phone. Mun walked back with a fast pase, headphone in his ear, yet a sorry look in his eyes.

“ Let me guess. You have to go?” You say. Mun nodded slowly.

“ I’m sorry but I promise I’ll make it up to you.” He turned to walk away but you catch his hand.

“ No way. This was spoused to be you making it up to me. What is going on, Mun..?” You ask him softly. “ And I want the truth. Your not a superhero. I love you but I’m not believing that.”

“ You know I can’t tell you that-“

“ Then what can you tell me! I’m tired of you running off everytime we have a short second together. You won’t tell me anything. I feel like..” You hesitate.

“ I feel like I’m not important to you anymore.”

Mun’s eyes widen he shakes his head, “ That’s not true. I just..we have to talk later I’m sorry.” With he ran away. There is no way you were accepting that. You were gonna get to the bottom of this if it was the last thing you did. You started running after him but he was moving 5 times faster. Luckily for you some old guy was passing by.

“ Can I borrow this like now please?!” You grab onto his bike. He just shrugs and gets off.

You follow your boyfriend in the distance practically yards behind him till you arrive at some rundown warehouse. You drop the bike looking around casually you catch a glimpse of red headed into the side of the building so you follow. You can’t help the uneasy feeling in your stomach but you ignore it for the sake of Mun.

The warehouse couldn’t look anymore rundown it was practically a maze stepping inside. large metal shelves with dark molding boxes. You pulled out your phone flash light making your way around the place you can’t help but whisper Mun’s name. Scared of who could be here.

“ I’m gonna kill you. And that will be that.” A male voice hisses. You cover your flashlight right away. Spearing threw the boxes your eyes immediately fall to the man standing over woman who cried. Your stomach was doing flips over the vibe you get from this man.

“ They will find you. Your not gonna get away with this.” She shouted.

“ Just shut up.” He smacked her across the face so roughly she went sliding across the floor. You knew your couldn’t just stand and watch. Or she was gonna die. But you weren’t dumb you grabbed the pipe that was sitting next to your feet. Watching as the man turned his back to you.

You took that as your time hitting him in the back of his head following all the way through. He let out a yell tumbling to the floor. He let out harsh curse words holding his head.

“ Come on.” You say to the woman helping her to her feet pulling her back the way you came. Luckily the woman wasn’t badly hurt so she could run with you. Finding the exit was rough but quick. You ran through the fields outside of warehouse when a metal plate was thrown at your back sending you flying towards the ground. The sharp pain caused you to wheeze you saw the man standing far away from you. You wondered how he could throw something so hard from that far.

“ Ma’am..” You whispered. The woman was staring at the man with scared eyes. It looked like she wanted to run and not come back. But she put herself in front of you.

“ Stay away..” She said softly. Then shouting. “ Go away!”

The man’s lips turned upwards into a sinister smile. “ Hope is a pitiful thing.” He hissed run towards you and the woman.

“ Run.” You tell her as loud as you can.

“ No I can’t. I won’t leave you. Not after what you did.-“ She grabbed you from off the ground pulling you into her side. You tried hard to breath but it hurt like hell to do so. Like their was pins staving your back.

“ Hey!” A voice shouted. It was you boyfriend. You watched as her slammed the man to the ground with inhuman agility. You and the woman just watched as three others showed up. Mun gave the man a hard punch for standing up. To which a young woman took over. Mun jogged over to you worry in his eyes.

“ Are you okay?” He asked going to reach out to you.

“ Noway! Mun, what the hell was that?” You say as loud as you can do him.

“ Y/N, It’s not important. Your hurt.” His eyebrows furrowed together.

“ It is important. I’m so beyond confused.” You eyes start to water tears fall down your face. An older woman in a red jumpsuit comes up to you. She gives you a warm smile which somehow makes you feel more calm. You let her get close just like that you were out.

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When you awoke it seemed as if you were in a cafe. You slowly went to sit up your body feeling droopy yet you were okay. The burning pain you had felt now gone.

Mun’s head appeared over you. His hands meeting yours right away. You snatch them back immediately standing on the opposite side of the table from him. The rest of the people you saw at the warehouse stood a couple feet behind Mun. You looked at your boyfriend with a look of confusion and fear. The person you though you knew you infact didn’t know at all.

“ What was that, Mun?!” You ask him.

“ It’s complicated.” He whispered. “ I never meant for it to get this far. Or for you to get hurt.”

You could hear the way his voice broke. “ Are you gonna me tell me?”

He shook his head, “ I can’t. I’m sorry I can’t.” He cried tears dropped down his face.

You could feel yourself getting choked up just seeing him like this, yet you didn’t know what to say. This was dangerous and he refused to tell you anything.

“ Mun..” You whispered. The older woman stepped forward giving him a look. Just like that your night was gone. Everything you had just learned about your boyfriend was no longer there. You were back to feeling lost and in the dark. Mun felt terrible, this felt worse than lying. Erasing your memory felt so shameful to him but it was for your own good.

And that’s that.

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A/N: Happy Holidays guys, Here’s a draft I started late summer. Sorry I haven’t been active like at all 😔. I’ve super caught up in school and everything I’ve had a lot to do. I should have more free time in January to get things done. I see the request in my inbox I’ll be getting to those as soon as I can. Enjoy yourself ❤️💚💙!!!

[ilovedazaiosamu]

“I love you, Myshka”

author’s note : hello, im a new writer here, if you can, please give me tips on how to get better! /// i’m also sorry that my fyodor is ooc😓

characters : fyodor, reader(you), a doctor

genre : angst, hurt/comfort, happy ending

enjoy!!

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You and Fyodor love each other dearly, at the start of the relationship Fyodor would always be there for you, whenever you’d want something, he’ll give it to you! Oh no!!You’re crying? He’ll find out who made you cry and repent for their sins. Oh my, but look at your relationship now, Fyodor’s too busy with work and won’t give 1 single shit about you, he’ll even hurt you if you disturb him when he’s in a bad mood.

He thought that humans should learn a lesson if they made a mistake, whether big or small, but now, he’s contemplating if he’s God or not… seeing you lay unconscious on the floor makes him feel like he’s damned.. he went over to you and quickly got you some help. But my, my! when a doctor shouted “Go!! get more help!! we’re losing this patient!” Fyodor’s eyes went wide, he felt an uneasy feeling that made him regret everything he did to you.. he wanted to see you smile and laugh again, not see you with lifeless eyes and a neutral face expression. Fyodor would do anything to get you back, to make you show your contagious smile to him, to make you feel special, to get you everything you need and want, to never feel this guilty and uneasy feeling ever again.

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(after 1-2 hours)

The doctor walked to Fyodor and asked him, “Hello sir, are you Mrs. [name]’s relative? or someone close to her?” “I am her lover, is she doing okay?” Fyodor said to the doctor, trying to not make himself sound worried, “I’m sorry to inform you sir that she is in a critical condition and needs to rest in the hospital for a few weeks or months, until she’s stable and ready to go, she can get discharged from the hospital.” the doctor said. Fyodor asked if he could go inside your room, the doctor then said yes and let him enter your room, seeing you lay on the bed made him feel guilty for not being there with you. He sat on the chair near your bed, “The moon reminds me of your beauty. So beautiful yet so far away. Here I am wishing I could hold you in my embrace” he said, and then suddenly he jolt up when he heard your voice, “Fedya?? is that you?” as you said softly, trying to make yourself sit up from the bed, Fyodor helped you and then asked you, “Why? why must you do that? why did you try to kill yourself?” silence then filled the room, but it was broken by your response.. “Fedya, you almost never came home, we never do things together, I don’t care if you bought me something expensive, I just want to spend time with you! Why can’t you understand? Why did you have to hurt me whenever I disturb you? You could’ve just scolded me! You didn’t even care whenever I spent hours inside the bathroom crying, you didn’t even want to spend any time with me when you had the time to, it even looked like you didn’t love me anymore, Fedya..” you cried out to him, trying your very best to not break and have a meltdown. “Myshka, never do that again, I’m sorry you felt like that, I’m sorry that I made you feel like that, I’d do whatever it takes to make it up with you, please Myshka, never do that again..” Fyodor said, softly, you smiled at him and hugged him, sharing your warmth with him. “ I love you, Fedya, my heart goes around the moon everytime I see you.” you said to him, Fyodor chuckled, “Myshka, if God ever offered me eternal life, I’d turn him down, because life without you is nothing compared to death, I love you more, Myshka.” Fyodor replied to your words, making you flustered than ever, he then gently cupped your face and then kissed you, you widened your eyes and then returned the kiss to him. In the end, Fyodor will always love you, no matter whatsoever happens to you and him. “Please rest well and don’t make me wait too long, Myshka, I’ll be waiting for you until you are much better.” Fyodor said, you nodded and teased him about getting worried for you.

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[hikari-drkspc]

❅ “A Fun Show” ❅

characters: yandere! midoriya izuku, yandere! bakugou katsuki & yandere! todoroki shouto [boku no hero academia]

warning: yandere, mentions of m0rder, intentionally h0rting oneself, deep wound involved, izuku is lowkey ooc ; MINOR/AGELESS BLOGS DNI, PUT YOUR AGE IN BIO/PINNED POST TO INTERACT

words: 2.1k

a/n: this is a repost from my main blog (@/hikari-writes) so yes this writing is old + bad, i just moved them here w/o editing bc im lazy and wants to keep reminding myself how bad my writing used to be <3 this was a request and i still have no idea whatre the significance of circus au is/gen🧍🧍

Midoriya Izuku, the strongman.

Bakugou Katsuki, the knife thrower.

Todoroki Shouto, the trapeze artist.

Those three were considered to be the highlight and main star of UA Circus.

And then there’s you, one of the behind-the-scene staff, who’s stuck in their obsessive love.

~~**~~

“Oi, Todoroki! You were the one who swapped my lunch with Deku, weren’t you?!”

Katsuki yells at Shouto who stares at him without a change in his expression.

“I literally have no idea what you’re talking about.”

He continues slurping at his soba, clearly showing his disinterest in the conversation. Katsuki’s vein was about to pop off when you suddenly stepped in between them while holding out both your arms to stop the fight.

“Wait, wait, wait! I’m sorry, Bakugou. I was the one who accidentally swapped your lunch box with Midoriya’s.”

You look at him with an apologetic smile. Katsuki stares at you, his eyes are still glaring but you could see it soften a bit. He lets out a frustrated sigh before turning around from you.

“Make sure to not make the same mistake again. I don’t eat the same shit as that Deku does.”

“That’s mean, Kacchan…”

You heard Izuku softly comment on Katsuki’s statement. Right after he’s out of sight, you blink in confusion with an awkward smile adorning your face.

“H-he really did repeat the same thing as before…”

You silently thought to yourself. The truth is, this is already the fifth time you “accidentally” swapped his lunch with Izuku. The first time you did it, he gave the same exact response as he did just now and you got curious as to why he gave you that kind of response when he could’ve just got real mad at you. So you did it again, just to see whether he’d get mad at you or not, to which he didn’t. And so you did it again….and again….and again….and before you knew it, it already has been the fifth time you did that yet his reaction stays the same.

A part of you was actually impressed. Even without anyone telling you, it’s pretty obvious to you that Katsuki is a sharp person. He has always shown to be a focused and sharp person, a trait he picked up from his role as a knife thrower. So it always struck you as odd that he didn’t realize the same mistake you’ve been repeating for the fifth time.

Just as you decided to shrug it off and stop pranking him, you heard Shouto talking to you in his usual calm voice.

“You’re having fun with that?”

You turn to him with a small grin.

“Kinda, yep! Rather, you noticed me doing it on purpose?”

You ask while chuckling a bit, amused at yourself. You didn’t expect Shouto of all people to realize what you had done. He’s always known to be a dense person after all.

“Well, you always have that amused smile on your face whenever you were swapping their lunch boxes, so you weren’t exactly hiding it.”

You stop chuckling and look at Shouto with an awkward smile. A bead of sweat trickles down your face, and an ominous feeling takes over your whole body.

For all you know, everytime you swapped their lunch boxes, no one was around. They weren’t even supposed to be around. They were supposed to either be performing their part of the show or be in the break room after their show had ended at the time. Even if they were around and saw what you did, you would’ve sensed their presence.

You shake off the uneasy feelings away, thinking maybe Shouto just happened to see you on accident and you were too focused on your prank to not notice his presence.

“A-anyways, he’s an interesting person, don’t you think? To think he didn’t realize what I did…”

Shouto stays silent and keeps slurping at his soba until it’s finished before turning at you.

“Interesting huh? I wonder about that…I believe it’d be more interesting if he does some trapeze acts….”

“Oh, you wish for him to do the same thing as you? That’s nice—”

“…and falls down from that height while doing so. It would be interesting if that happened. That’ll for sure teach him a lesson to not ever take what rightfully belongs to others.”

You shut your lips up and look at Shouto’s indifferent face. Either he just meant that as a joke or you misheard him. Either way, your heart is beating like crazy against your ribcage right now.

“D-did he take something of yours, perhaps? Even so, you really shouldn’t joke about that.”

You try to ask him in a calm manner but your shaking voice betrays your hidden feelings as it shows how much you’re in fear. Shouto stays indifferent. If you look closely, he almost looked…amused at your reaction. And your gut is telling you that his amusement isn’t because he was joking about what he said, but rather the opposite.

“And what if I said that that something is you?”

“L/N, can you come here for a second?”

Izuku’s voice snaps you back into reality as your conversation was cut short and you quickly leave Shouto behind after giving him a small nod of apology. Shouto stares at your back as you disappear from his sight. You could almost feel his stare digging holes on your back but you chose to ignore it.

“What’s wrong, Midoriya?”

You silently thank him for getting you out of that uncomfortable situation. Izuku gives you a wry smile and points at his bleeding arm.

You let out a loud shriek at the sight, both worried and terrified at the deep looking wound.

“I uh…accidentally cut myself when I was walking near that thing…”

Izuku awkwardly points at a sharp looking metal with a smile, as if the wound on his arm isn’t serious and his arm isn’t bleeding heavily.

“Call me earlier! Oh gosh, follow me now!”

You lead him to the treatment room in a hurry. You glanced back at the wound and saw the blood dripping on the floor, making your own face pale.

Izuku has always been careless with how he treats himself. Shota, one of the circus’s behind-the-scene staff, even once asked if he had some kind of magnetic attraction towards accidents that ended up hurting him. He just laughed it off, saying stuff like, he’s used to it, or, it wasn’t that big of an injury.

Izuku is indeed the strongman of UA Circus. Despite having a baby face and a polite and meek personality, his strength rivals even the adults. He once told you that he’s aiming to be an amazing strongman just like All Might, a legendary strongman in the history of circuses. Ever since then, he’d been training diligently to get to where he is now. While you admire that part of him, you really wish he’d stop accidentally hurting himself.

“There. Be careful next time, alright? Good thing the wound isn’t that serious. If it had been, you might need to take a break from doing circus acts and rest at home. It’s a talent at this point to keep hurting yourself like this.”

You completed the treatment and jokingly said with a light chuckle, trying to distract yourself from the wound. Izuku stares at you for a bit before opening his mouth.

“If you ask me, I don’t really feel like I’m hurting myself.”

You look at him, curious as to what he meant by that. He sends a sheepish smile and scratches the back of his neck, a small blush starts to form on his cheeks.

“Rather it feels like I’m rewarding myself. After all, I got to enjoy your beautiful self treating my wounds like this. Before I knew it, I just seemed to start getting myself hurt on purpose whenever I see you nearby.”

Izuku lets out a small giggle as if he’s a teenage girl in love. You probably wouldn’t have minded it much if he had stopped at the second sentence. You would have probably just thought of him being his usual sweet self.

But he just HAD to add that last sentence, huh?

You look at him in pure shock and fear. What he said was definitely not normal. Why would he do that, would be a stupid question to ask at this point, especially since he has clearly stated his reason before the last sentence.

You see the way his eyes are glinting dangerously as his lips curve up into a sweet smile. So sweet it’s almost sickening.

“I-I have to go. Excuse me.”

You quickly leave the treatment room behind. Your minds wander back to the one time you were talking with Shota. The older man had mentioned in passing how Izuku had gotten into accidents and hurting himself more after you had come to work at UA Circus. You just brushed it off, thinking that Shota was just overthinking things. You thought nothing of it and had almost forgotten all about what he said.

But after what just happened…you started to think there was a possibility that what Shota said…might be true.

You quicken your steps and your mind is thrown into chaos. A part of you doesn’t want to think about it anymore, hoping what had happened today was just a bad dream, but you knew better than to run away from reality. Another part of you is just so bothered by Shouto and Izuku’s weird demeanor towards you that you can’t help but to start speculating things.

You kept your eyes on the ground while walking, completely oblivious to your surroundings. Only after your face hits someone’s chest do you finally tear your eyes away from the floor. The one you bump into doesn’t seem too pleased however since you heard him scowl and curse under his breath.

You look up to see a very familiar face. Katsuki. You could’ve sworn you’ve never been more happy in your life to see the gremlin blondie. Your face completely lit up but it soon wilted into a confused frown when you saw Katsuki glaring down at you.

He was being pretty soft and kind to you just a few hours ago. What have you done in that short span of time to make him look…angry at you even though you literally didn’t even see his face during those few hours?

Well, I just hope you don’t need an explanation because he won’t be giving you any. Before you knew it, you’re already on your knees and looking up at his intimidating eyes. After all you’ve been through for today, you thought that maybe Katsuki can help comfort you, even in the most indirect way ever.

You guessed wrong.

Instead of “comforting”, his glare literally made your knees weak, resulting in you cowering before his seemingly tall figure. Instead of “comforting”, he made your fear worsen and your mind totally gave up in trying to think up any words to say, at all.

“What were you doing, talking to that half and half bastard and that loser Deku?”

He asks in a low, rumbling voice. It almost seems like he’s trying hard to hold back his anger, as if the one he’s showing isn’t enough.

You try to say something, anything, but the word never came out. Instead, you’re left gaping at him like a dumb fish. Tears started forming at the corner of your eyes and you slowly closed them, in hopes that you’d wake up from this nightmare.

Instead of waking up, you heard a loud scoff behind and shortly after that, your body was being carried by a pair of strong arms.

“Kacchan, you really don’t know how to treat your object of affection nicely, do you?”

Followed by a small, mocking chuckle, you saw Izuku carrying you bridal style. Your heart must’ve leapt out of your chest for a minute because you suddenly stop breathing out of shock. After the situation has sank in however, it beats again rapidly against your ribcage, almost making you feel like throwing up.

Not even a second after that, you’re greeted with another shock as you saw a sharp blade only an inch away from Izuku’s neck. Izuku sends a side glance to the perpetrator behind him.

“Hands. Off of her before I make you.”

Shouto calmly threatens while tightening his fingers around the blade. Izuku doesn’t seem surprised at all as he lets out a weary sigh.

Izuku finally lets you down and puts you a bit farther away before gathering back to the other two.

That night became your unlucky night and you’ll forever remember it.

Not only will you need to witness this little bloody show battle in front of your very eyes but you’ll also need to be the prize of the winner of the battle.

And it goes without saying that your opinion doesn’t matter here.

[mystique-roses5]

Hello! this is my first ever ticci toby writing, so i hope its good! 😅

Warning: Murder, a tiny bit of stalking, and that's it.

Masterlist

Night shift.

(Not sure who the artist is, if you know tell me so I can give credit.)

Beautiful warm dark brown eyes. Has a nicely trimmed beard. 5'10. Pale skin, more on the thin side. Dark brown hair with little highlights. Maybe around 22 - 26. Always seems to have bruises and scars on him.

That's who I see everytime im there. He orders the same thing, black coffee. I've been wondering about him for awhile, he always comes in looking like he just got beat up. There was also times he would come in with another guy who also seems like he's hurt. But I dont say anything.

Usually when he comes in he's very silent. I would greet him like, "Welcome, if you need anything just tell me!". He would respond with this "Mm" like he's acknowledging me, but brushing me off at the same time. When he comes to the counter to order the coffee that's when I finally get to here his voice.

His voice was pretty deep, and husky. Its the kind of deep that would send a girl to her knees and make her heart flutter. Hearing that voice took me back a little, I mean with how he looks it fits him well, but it did startle me a little bit.

I gave him his coffee and as he was about to pay me he stopped and stared at me. I was confused and asked "is anything wrong?". He didn't say anything, he just stared at me. I started to feel a little uneasy. So i stood there, waiting, i was starting to think about how uncomfortable and awkward this is. Then all of a sudden he asks me something. He asks, "What's your name?". I was taken back for a second, but then answered.

That's when i found out his name. "My name is toby." he said. I answered with "Its nice to meet you toby!", he just gave me a nod and got his money out of his pockets and left. As I was packing up to go home, I seen something, in the woods. Staring at me. It was a tall figure with what looked like orange goggles, and a mask. I started to feel scared, so I stayed in the store and was debating whether or not I should call the police. After about a minute I tried to get my phone, but then I realized it wasn't in my purse, so I checked the counter and it wasn't there either.

That's when i realized, its gone. Not gone as in I lost it, but it must have been taken away. I started to race my mind thinking back on who could have had it. But then I remembered that I left to go to the bathroom for a sec while that guy was in here, what was his name? Toby? That had to have been it.

I saw the figure start to walk closer to the store, looking at me, but then I saw what he had on him, two hatchets. That's when I started to book it to the other end of the store. I was going to try and run to the back door. But before I could make it, i looked behind me and there he was, the man was right behind me carrying this hatchet that looked brand new.

I tried to get out the back door but the door knob was busted. So I did the next thing that I thought was apparently a great idea. "Please! Dont hurt me!" I say pleadingly as I get on my hands and knees. He stares at me. But as he was staring, I could clearly see he was smiling underneath the mask, because the mask was slightly going up.

That's when I realized there was no way out. As I tried to crawl away, he grabs me by my ankles and rolls me on my back. He pushed his boot right into my stomach, causing me to scream and cry out for help.

When I looked up I saw him swing his hatchet, and everything went dark.

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[honeybbread]

I've lost a friend it makes me upset but I won't be someone's backup choice.

there's this girl who I feel uneasy with and im not sure why everytime I see her is just I have this feeling in my chest and I don't know why

[ithisatanytime]

Wicca Phase Springs Eternal - “Now That It's Dark” (Official Audio)

 i just want to say that its also the timing, for fear of appearing literally schizophrenic i dont document everytime i see them making moves specifically based on what ive literally JUST figured out for myself and shared publicly the night before. i dont think that the television is talking to me specifically, or that my cat is possessed by the ghost of st paul and hes commanding i kill taylor swift, i merely have seen numerous numerous very specific examples where i will offer up some idea or some take that i have literally NEVER seen anyone type nor heard anyone mutter before, and within hours or the following morning, threads dealing with that very specific thing. i have been harrassed online, but more, i have been harrassed in real life, only once that i NOTICED, but they made it so i had to notice because they realized that i dont pay attention. the way they harrassed me was direct, 2 strangers on the same day the fourth of july of this year, if i described the events of what happened it would sound like nothing, but if you had been there with me hidding perhaps in a bush i swear to you that youd believe everything i said in that instance because of what you saw. 

 im pretty sure i already mentioned what happened but i will briefly go over it, but understand i know this will sound mundane and there are other possible explanations that seem way more likely to you because i will not be able to properly express the nonverbal communication and full details. but in short, a jonah hill looking motherfucker was riding his bike in my direction on a sidewalk on my way to the beach, behind me about 20 yards so a bit of a distance was a group of young teenagers about 13 years old four to six in all. as he pass me, with his shirt open standing on his pedals as he rode past, he looked to me and said calmly “im on drugs im on probation, they cant do shit.” which he then repeated. i have been yelled at by crazy people many times, i spent 6 months in new york city, this shouldnt have made me feel as uneasy as it did, but it did. you have a sense usually, at least i do, of when someone coming towards you is crazy, or messed up on drugs, its not USUALLY a surprise when it happens you are tensed up waiting for it. i was immediately worried about the kids walking behind me, i turned around and started walking back towards the teens and saw him ride past them. when i got to them i asked if that man had said anything to them and they replied that he had not (this is highly unusual they were young attractive women with one very small young boy, the man didnt strike me as gay, i thought for sure if he yelled at me those kids were next makes no sense) i told them what he said to me, we laughed about it and moved on, occasionally while i was at the beach one of the kids would shout “im on drugs, im on probation, they cant do shit” and we would laugh. it made me really uneasy in a way no other public encounter had, not fearful but perplexed it just didnt fit in with everything else i knew about the world i had inhabit ted for 33 years. on my way home from the beach, a much more directly threatening encounter happened. this is the same day mind you, i am standing alone at an intersection, the road is clear, this is a small rural town, a young black man who sort of resembled xavier wulf but a bit skinnier a slightly more gracile bone structure, slow rolled around the corner, i mean hes practically stopped, and his window is down, his face is practically out his window at me and hes smiling as wide as he can in a cringy unsebtling low budget horror movie way, and nodding at me, his music is turned down, im not dressed out of the ordinary just waiting for my light, this is what i mean though, you will have to take my word that im not exaggeratting this and you must imagine it exactly as ive described it, if anything im under selling it. all i could do was smile and nod back mirroring him in a daze trying to make sense of what was happening right in the moment. he was so close i could have take a step forward and brushed his cheek as he slowly crept by. if you were there, you would have came to the same conclusion i did after a few minutes of walking home and pondering, but instead i must rely on peoples words.

 i am not taking pictures of license plates, or claiming a particular red car is following me, hell they might be! i literally would never know it, i am not paying attention. its possible these two encounters on the same day were not meant to be threatening, though independantly of one another, they on their own, each felt threatening to me, i wasnt scared, what i mean to say is i got the sense the message both these young men were sending was meant to convey a threat, each on their own, never felt that way about an encounter before, and both on the same day.

[alettelives]

i am literally psychotic

i feel like im not getting better anymore, im either becoming a more functunial addict or im really slipping and not reallizing any more and i do feel pretty self aware. but maybe i am getting better?? ive been able to hold myself right over that deep end before everything gets real bad. my room really measurers it like by how dirty it is, normally i would rot and rot and rot and my room would rot with me but recently ive had higher standards for myself, i wont lie just before i clean it everytime it is borederline unliveable, becsause my room will be dirty asf and then ill go on a rampage looking for something and ill make it 100x worse and so hard to clean. i dont know it feels like too okay almost?? but i still have my outbursts but where has my anger gone??? i want it back i dont wanna change ever i will be this way forever and i can feel myself slipping into nothingness im losing it all even the bad parts im literally becoming no one and nothing?? where has my crazy gone ?? my niceness?? my funny?? i dont know what to do i literally dont know anymore i need it to get bad again because whatever the fuck this is i cannot do it it dosent feel right its uneasy. i have never felt the need to have morals or standards or niceness or happyness for myself in the last 6 years or even longer like its too fucking weird. well anyway theres no way i can be fully nothing because the drugs are here to keep me sane and keep me form slipping, or make me un aware that its happening. i dont care either way i just dont like this.

[tears-of-boredom]

you know i feel very stupid for this revelation.

so, I have this thing, where i dont like having any artwork of any humanoid creatures on display. especially if their eyes are visible. i just feel like theyre watching me, makes me feels uneasy.

and ever since i started drawing things, i have disliked drawing. mainly because I never really like how my drawings look. but the one thing that has really turned me away from drawing, is because I hated drawing human anatomy.

and i just, for some reason had this idea of drawing in my head,, that drawing is all about human-like characters. that if I dont enjoy drawing humanoids, its stupid of me to draw at all...like, everytime I drew something other than a character, i thought about it like i was practicing drawing that thing, for some future artwork that did have a character in it.

i guess its also because, whenever I think of art that doesnt involve a character, i think of landscapes,, and more importantly, trees. I hate drawing trees.

and now ive realised that I can draw what i want. and that I dont have to draw things i dont like, to be able to draw. and like this is such a stupid revelation to have. because fucking obviously. but im still glad i had it.

[tired-teacher-blog]

How would hawks or bakugo react to finding out their gf is a virgin and genophobic? (Not looking for nsfw or any of that im just curious unlessssss)

Oh come on I know you want me to make it NSFW right? 😜 Hhhhh I'm teasing you. But seriously, this is an interesting topic to get into so I'll do my best and I hope you like my input❤️

Hawks reacting to his s/o being a virgin and suffering from genophobia

Genre : fluff/ angst/ NSFW/ romance/ happy ending

Trigger warning : mentioning of sexual assaults/ genophobia

Genophobia : Fear of sexual intercourse

Please do not read if you're a minor!!

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You and Keigo have been together for a couple of months, and they have been the happiest months of your life.

But there was only one thing that made your heart ache. You two haven't gone further than holding hands or kissing, and even those things were rarely done.

You were afraid to go to the next level with him, and it's not that you don't trust him, because you fucking do. It's just that everytime you even think about it, your anxiety kicks in, and it's not the usual nervousness one would get in a similar situation, no! This is much worse and it gets to the point where you're unable to even breathe.

Keigo noticed your uneasiness whenever you two are in a close proximity, and he was getting worried. He thought that maybe you didn't love him the way he loved you so he had to ask you one day when you two were watching TV in his apartment:" hey y/n, I have something to ask you." He was clearly nervous:" are you truly happy with me?"

You looked at him wide eyed, what did he mean by that? Of course you were, so what made him question that?

_" What do you mean Keigo? Of course I'm happy with you." You managed a shaky laugh, deep down you knew where this was going.

_" I'm sorry, I never ment to doubt you, but I keep having this feeling that you're not entirely comfortable with me, you keep avoiding my touch as if I'm about to hurt you."

You shouldn't be surprised with any of what he just said considering the way you act around him whenever you two get a bit intimate.

It hurt you to know that you were the reason for his unhappiness and you knew that you should explain yourself, he deserves that at least.

_" I'm sorry Keigo, I'm really sorry for making you feel this way but trust me it's not what you think.." your eyes started to water and you lowered your head trying to hide your tears:" I'm just.. scared." You finished almost in a whisper, but he heard you clearly.

_" Scared? Of me?!" He was shocked.

_" No! not you, I mean not just you." You wished you were dead:" Just know that I love you, never doubt that."

He was now worried for another reason, were you in trouble? Did something happen that made you lose trust even in him? He needed answers, not for his sake but for yours.

_" Babe please explain to me what's going on."

You started talking and held nothing back. You told him about the sexual assaults you had to endure in your childhood, the thing that made it frightening to even imagine yourself being involved in a sexual relationship with anybody. And how you lost trust in everyone and everything until you met him.

You could tell he was trying his hardest to remain calm, and you felt bad for him. What did he do wrong to be stuck with a person like you?

You paused for a moment before saying:" I realize that this is too much to take, and I will totally understand if you choose to let me go, I will never blame you I promise." Your heart was shattering at your own words, but you knew you had to say it. And as soon as you finished talking, you felt two strong arms wrapping around you, and a soothing voice saying:" I will never let go, not even if you ask me to. I love you and that's that. We'll figure it out. We can seek treatments and do whatever it takes to make you feel better. You have to realize that I love you, all of you and not just your body. Do you understand what I'm trying to say?"

Your tears started falling and you couldn't do anything to stop them, all you could do was nod your head and hug him even tighter. You were lucky.

Months had passed, and you were already starting to feel a lot better; no more nightmares about the past and no more anxiety when Keigo touches you, the treatments were really effective.

You seriously started to consider moving forward with your boyfriend, you even consulted your psychiatrist on one of your sessions when Keigo was called for work and couldn't stay with you till the end of the meeting like he usually does.

Your doctor liked the idea, and told you that the fact that you were thinking about it was a good sign, it meant that you were in your last stages of treatment.

You were having dinner with Keigo in his apartment when you told him that you wanted to have sex with him. Let's just say he almost choked to death on his food. You weren't surprised with his reaction. After all, it was the first time ever that you suggest such a thing. You felt a little bad for him you weren't gonna lie; being together for almost a year and never having sex before, not many men would agree to that.

He looked hesitant, he was really happy with the progress you were making, and didn't want to do anything to ruin it, so you had to convince him.

You stood up from your chair, walked right up to him and sat on his lap. You startled him so he wasn't sure how to respond, and just sat there.

You on the other hand, felt at ease, you were happy that you were finally able to do this with the love of your life:" Keigo, I'm okay I really am. I'm not forcing myself I swear. Let me show you that I mean it." You leaned in and planted a kiss on his lips. He was still in a state of shock, so you had to do more; you moved closer to his ear and whispered seductively:" please Keigo, do you have any idea how much courage I had to muster to be able to tell you this? I want you and I trust you, and I would give myself to you with no hesitation, so please.." you finished by kissing his earlobe.

He suddenly swooped you off your feet and rushed to the bedroom.

He gently placed you on top of his bed and hovered over you with his arms on each side of your head before saying:" Alright sweetheart let's do this, but I want you to promise me something, if you change your mind at any point then you have to tell me and we will stop, don't force yourself okay?" He finished with a smile.

You nodded and smiled back at him.

He leaned in and kissed your forehead first, then each of your cheeks, your nose, and finally your lips where he lingered for a moment.

You felt his tongue caressing your lower lip ever so gently, and instinctively opened your mouth for him. He deepened the kiss and you let out a breathy moan at the feeling.

His hands traveled slowly under your shirt, and you unknowingly arched your back.

_" Are you feeling alright love?" Your man asked as soon as he leaned away from the kiss.

_" Yes, I'm okay." You answered him with a smile, and you were really okay, you never thought the day would come when you would really be.

He moved to your neck and planted soft kisses along the side until he reached your collarbone.

His clothes were on the way, and you wanted them off. So you weakly pulled up his shirt signaling him to remove it, and so he did.

You were staring; there he was, bulging muscles, messy hair, half lidded eyes and those beautiful crimson wings framing this masterpiece. Only when he let out a small giggle were you brought back to reality:" you like what you see honey?" He teased you.

You instantly covered your face with your hands and nodded.

_" Alright babe, your turn. Can I remove your shirt?" He was so gentle.

_" Yes, please." You answered him before lifting your arms up to help him with the task.

He proceeded to take off your clothes, leaving feathery kisses to your newly exposed skin.

You enjoyed every moment of this new feeling, his lips felt amazing on you.

You were comfortable, and you were ready for more.

Keigo looked up at you and said:" babe I'm about to remove your panties, is that okay?"

_" Yes Keigo, keep going and don't stop, please."

He proceeded to slowly pull down your underwear, never missing the chance to leave a trail of kisses from your tummy and down to your naval.

You had your eyes shut at that point. It was embarrassing exposing yourself fully to him, but it felt good nonetheless.

You suddenly felt something wet and warm moving along your clit. You let out a gasp in suprise and he suddenly stopped:" Sweetheart I'm sorry, was that too much? You want me to stop?"

You sat up and kissed his cheek:" No Keigo don't stop. I was just surprised." You reassured him before continuing in a much lower voice:" I liked it."

That's all it took for him to push you back down and once again bury his face between your thighs.

The feelings he was giving you rendered you a moaning mess underneath him. You grabbed his hair and tightened your thighs around his head.

He knew you were close, and he wanted you to have that feeling once, before you move on to the next thing. Your legs were shaking uncontrollably. This was new, something you have never felt before. You cried out his name before falling limp underneath him.

He sat up, licked his lips, and moved up to kiss your neck:" The voices you were making and the faces you're giving me are driving me nuts."

You smiled shyly and said:" That's your fault isn't it?"

_"It is, and I'll take full responsibility for it."

_" Well then, I want to carry on." You replied while spreading your legs further for him.

_" Alright love, but please know that this next part will probably not be as pleasant, you're also still a virgin so it might hurt more than it should. If you want to stop here for now then that's totally alright, we have all the time in the world."

_" I'm not gonna lie, I am a bit nervous which is totally normal but I'm not scared at all, I trust you and I know you'll treat me gently." You smiled.

_" I promise you I will my love."

He kissed you deeply on the lips and moved his right hand down to your pussy while his left one was cupping your cheek.

He moved his fingers along your wet clit first, and then moved down slowly to your virgin entrance. He gently prodded you there and carefully watched your reaction. You bit your lower lip hard, it didn't really hurt, but it was a new and strange feeling that you just needed to get used to.

Keigo was doing his job to distract you from any unpleasant feelings and it was working, his lips were all over your face and neck and chest kissing and nibbling softly on your skin.

He was able to put two fingers inside you but he knew he needed to put more before you're ready for him.

With the third finger, a sharp pain came rushing over you and you shrieked.

Keigo halted all movements and was about to pull out his fingers, but you stopped him, you knew the pain was inevitable so you wanted to continue. You asked him to give you a bit of time to adjust to the new feeling and then carry on.

And so he did. It got easier soon enough, and the feeling of his fingers moving in and out of you turned from pain to pleasure.

You were prepared for him:" Keigo, please put yours in, I'm ready." You pleaded between moans.

He took his fingers out of you and situated himself at your entrance before moving in agonizingly slow. His fingers were nothing compared to his dick, you dug your nails deep in his back and braced yourself. He gave you time to adjust:" Are you okay honey? I won't move just yet I promise, take as much time as you need to get used to it." He was struggling to keep his cool but he would never do anything to harm you.

You took a few deep breaths and asked him to start moving. He pulled out slowly and pushed back in. You felt something trickling out of your pussy and down the crack of your ass. Keigo noticed it too. It was your hymns' blood, you were breached for the first time after all.

Keigo looked up at you and asked with worry filled eyes:" Does this hurt?"

_" No, it actually doesn't." Your tears started forming at the corners of your eyes, they weren't tears of pain or regret or fear, no, those were tears of happiness. You couldn't explain it at the time but Keigo seemed to understand. He leaned in and kissed your tears away.

He kept moving in and out of you at a slow steady pace.

The pain soon disappeared and another feeling came to replace it.

You started moaning again and pleading your man to move faster inside you.

He was happy to comply, especially that he too was getting close.

A few deep moves later, you arched your back, bit your lip and unconsciously tightened your pussy around your winged hero.

You came around his dick and finally let yourself fall slack, he kept moving inside you for a couple of more minutes. He kept feeling your pussy fluttering around his dick and it drove him over the edge.

He immediately pulled out, pumped his penis a couple of times and came all over your belly.

He looked at your flushed satisfied face, your naked body glazing in sweat and his cum, spread out in front of him and your chest moving up and down with each breath you tried to take.

He couldn't believe his eyes, he moved to meet your eyes and you instantly pulled him in for a kiss:"I love you Keigo, more than you can even imagine." You whispered against his lips.

_" I love you too baby girl, and I will never let you go."

And he kept his promise.

[kaijime]

So im 5’9 with a lil attitude, can i request a hc of Ushi and Daichi with a rough slow fuck, With a lil spice? Thank youuu :3

ushijima + daichi + aone | slow rough sex

cw. fem reader, soft sex, praise, dirty talk, vaginal penetration

a/n. I hope you don’t mind, I added aone bc I’ve been craving him for a while. I really loved this request!! It’s so soft!!

ushijima wakatoshi

He needs to relieve the stress and frustration some way, and how could he not use you when you’re looking at him with those pretty eyes.

So he decides to relieve himself, boy just wanted to fuck you slowly and hard 🥺

He also really loves the face you make when he hits those deep spots inside you.

Would praise you!!

“You’re doing so well baby... such a good girl for taking all of me in your small pussy”

His pretty girl is getting slowly ripped apart by his cock, how could he not praise you.

He shushed you, a whisper almost, to help calm you. To make you loosen up from the grip you had on him. No matter how many times you take him, his cock is always a tight fit. “Don’t worry, I’m not going to be so harsh with you tonight”

His words were soothing and he started a slow pace, every thrust had you gripping the skin on his back, soft scratches were sure to be scattered all over it tomorrow.

“To-shi, mmm... so good” you look into his eyes, making eye contact after a while and placing a soft kiss on his lips. Your tongues quickly got involved, making out in a passionate way while his thrusts didn’t stop. They were still soft and slow but they didn’t stop.

Just because he settled for being a little slower tonight, didn’t mean he wouldn’t be rough. He gently slipped out of your walls only to sheathe himself quickly, hitting the deepest he could hit while practically making you scream every time.

“Ah-! Yes... it’s s-so- h-hah-!” Your nails raked down his back while he buried his face in the crook of your neck, grunting every now and then to let you know he was enjoying this. It was his idea, after all.

daichi sawamura

Big dick man

He is fully capable of leaving you a few days without walking.

Though sometimes, rarely, he prefers to take things a little slow.

I think he would do it if he’s horny when he wakes up and just wants to slowly fuck you because he’s still a little tired.

He would’ve cockwarmed you but he knows he can’t hold backs when he does that.

“Daichi... fuck” his hips moved gently, almost as if he wasn’t even inside you, as if he was just grinding on you.

“So good, such a pretty pussy... matching with my pretty girl” you wanted to utter out something, anything, but he would move everytime you tried, making all but words come out of your mouth.

Light moans, gasps and groans where the only thing to hear in the almost silent room. That, and the squelching sound of your wet pussy everytime he stroked your walls with his dick.

“Love how tight you are baby- fuck- I want you to cum for me”

“Yes-! Yes, Daichi... gonna cum!” You said while he continued whispering sweet praises in your ear, reassuring you that he wanted you to feel good and interlocking your fingers with his when he grabbed your hands.

You gush around him, that feeling of orgasm you knew so well, yet it always hit you like a train. He buried his cock in your walls a few more times before cumming himself. When he came, he quickly pulled out and came on your stomach.

Even if he was half asleep, he would still like to see his babygirl covered in his cum.

aone takanobu

Let’s be honest, Aone will rarely be on top. He will always be on bottom, you riding his while he admires your beautiful body.

He enjoys watching you use him for your own pleasure.

Usually you’re rougher than this, maybe it’s because you had an exhausting day at work but today you’re being so slow and sweet.

He doesn’t mind though, he loves it, loves anything you give him.

He watches your breasts bounce and jiggle everytime you sink yourself on his cock, a sight he would never get tired of seeing, except now it was like he could savor it longer.

“Nobu!...h- fuck-!” Even if you were going at a slow pace he never failed to be too big. His tip always kissed your cervix when you took him all, you were such a tight fit for him, but both of you enjoyed it.

He was still entranced by the way your pretty tits moved, but he was too afraid to grab one for fear of your dicomfort. As if by instinct, you immediately notice his uneasy state and put his hand exactly where he wants them.

It was like he received the all clear from you, and he couldn’t help but lean his face to suck on the hard nub of your nipple, making you throw your head back at the immense feeling.

You tugged on the short tuffs of his hair, making him move his sight to you, the eye contact was brief, only for a moment but he could see you were feeling good. Not only by the look in your eyes, but by the way you creamed on his cock.

“Pretty... mmm, you look so pretty Y/n”

“Yeah? Oh, you’re so big N-nobu! I love it so much!” His mind was clouded, burrying his head into the valley of your breasts and hearing your sweet voice moan his name every few seconds. It was all music to his ears.

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@rana-kun @ghostlydiamond135 @kiyobbie @shygiggle

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[chloe-online]

loved and i lost

hi, atm chris is my comfort character (its bc of re vendetta rbjhe) so i wanted to write a lil something :) honestly with everything going on rn im not putting too much effort into it (hence the title) and i do apologize for that. also want to mention i probably didn't paragraph right but ignore it. i hope you enjoy anyway!

pairing: Chris redfield x fem!reader

its been four months. four months since you got that call from the BSAA breaking the news to you. ever since your life hasnt been the same. Chris Redfield, the love of your life, died on his mission and his body wasnt recovered. you couldnt even have closure, all you were told is that he was gone.

you let out a sigh at the memory. you were trying your best to take care of yourself but it was just really hard. having chris in your life meant that you had someone to look up to, someone to work for, but now that someone is gone.

you sighed, pouring the milk into your cheerios. if chris was here you would've cooked a proper meal, but cereal was easiest and it filled you up just enough that it would last you till tomorrow.

you sat out on the porch slowly lifting the spoon up to your mouth over and over. you looked up to the sky, there wasn't a star in sight. the stars were shimmering, and it made you take your meal and go back inside. you couldn't handle the memory of eating under the stars with chris.

you flushed your cereal down the toilet and went to place your bowl in the sink, which was overflowing with dirty dishes. you meant to do them but everytime you tried you physically couldn't. while you piling your empty bowl in the sink you decided that a shower was well needed.

you made your way to the bathroom and looked at yourself in the mirror. your hair was a mess, you've been wearing the same clothes for 3 days, and your face was smeared with makeup you tried doing earlier. you wanted to try and make yourself presentable because leon said he was coming over but you realized you couldn't let anyone see the state you were living in, so you canceled your plans with him and apologized.

you turned the water on, stripped yourself, and stepped into the warm shower. you just stood there for a few moments, soaking in the warmth. you were in and out in the span of 5ish minutes, you just wanted to clean yourself up a little bit and the warm water did that just fine.

you slipped into some black shorts and one of chris' shirts. it still smelled like him and it soothed you but at the same time it brought tears to your eyes. you missed him so much, it hurt. you curled up into bed and cuddled your blanket as if it was him. you couldn't stop the tears, they just kept coming.

you stayed like this for a long while. since you didn't finish what was supposed to be your dinner you thought it might be a good idea to get a small snack before you go to bed. as your feet touched the carpet you heard glass shatter from across the house.

there was no way it was leon or claire, they had a key so they would've came in through the front door. someone broke in. you scurried into the bathroom and locked the door. you put the passcode in on your phone and called chris' number, you knew he wouldn't pick up but you liked to leave voicemails, it made you feel safe. you tried your best to be quiet but you were crying and your voice was shakey.

"hi chris, i know you'll never get this but just pretending to talk to you is enough for me. someones in the house, I'm scared but i think I'm safe. i love you, i miss you so much baby," you managed to muster. you hung up and put your phone away.

it was silent for a while so you figured you'd just go check it out and if you felt uneasy, or if you knew someone was there still you'd call 911. the door opened with a creak and you tiptoed out to the kitchen.

you thought the coast was clear so you leaned your back onto the kitchen island, debating if you should continue to look around or if you should just lock yourself in the bathroom and deal with it in the morning. but when you put your back to the island it was already too late.

someone crept up from the other side and in seconds you were unconscious.

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".... i love you, i miss you so much baby." *voicemail ends*

chris let out an angry sigh, this mission was too much. he knew he had to go make sure y/n was okay. her voice was shaky, and she sounded very scared.

four months ago he was assigned to a mission where he had to fake his death. ever since he'd get voicemails and text messages from you. it broke his heart to see how sad you were. this job was very important but he thought that you deserved to know that he was okay, it should've been like that from the beginning.

"hq I'm going home, i will be back."

"Alpha you cannot just abandon your post, this mission is important."

"i don't fucking care! i have to go make sure y/n is okay. someone broke in. canine and umber eyes are taking over till I'm back." Chris just hoped he wasnt too late

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you were drugged, blindfolded, and tied up to one of the dining chairs. you could only hear them taking valuables, digging through drawers, cabinets, and any other storage unit you had. they paused and you could hear them pick up a picture frame and chuckle under their breath.

"well well, you're chris redfields girl? you're a fucking mess! there's no fucking way he put up with you. maybe that's why he died," those words hit pretty hard. tears threatened to start falling again. your lack of response clearly pissed him off.

"its your fault he's gone y'know, let that sink in. if you were good enough he'd still be here!" at this point he was grabbing your face, taunting you. he was obviously just trying to hurt your feelings, and it worked. satisfied with what he did, he threw your head back and let go.

"pathetic," at that moment there was a knock at the door. the robber voiced a very confused 'what the fuck?' you heard the door creak open followed by a loud thud. it sounded like someone hit the floor. grunts and sounds of fighting filled the room.

'is leon here to help me?' the sounds of fighting came to a stop and footsteps were heading your way. you felt a oddly familiar hand touch your shoulder.

"please don't hurt me, i don't want to leave my friends, we need each other."

"hey, hey baby its me," your blindfold was torn off and your eyes were met with chris' soft brown ones. once you were free of the chair you clung to Chris and buried your face in the crook of his neck.

"i thought you were gone, i missed you so much," you guys just held each other for a while. you pushed away and pulled chris into a kiss, which he gladly returned the favor.

"I'll explain what happened, i promise. just please come with me," you instantly agreed. chris was here and you couldn't be happier.

sorry for any typos, i hope you enjoyed!

[fairybaby777]

how do I stop getting all anxious, uneasy, angry, nervous, and/or sad whenever I see my sp with this third party. And then whenever new things go on with my sp’s career (he’s famous) I also feel all those feelings. It’s like I just lose control of myself and my power and I don’t know how to make that stop. I give in to the 3D SO quickly when those situations happen and it’s not fun spiraling while trying to keep myself from having an anxiety attack. I don’t mean to have anything else besides me on the pedestal but im so emotionally invented in my sp (in a good way like I just adore him) that it’s hard for me to not spiral or give into the 3D when crap like that happens, esp with this third party 💔 situation. Like I just stay a victim when I see my sp and this third party together or even if they’re mentioned in the same sentence or even if I see the third party’s name, I just want to scream or break down and cry (I don’t want this for me, I don’t like feeling like that). How do I get past this and not stay a victim and give up my power so I can have my sp and the other things I want? 😨

TAKE THAT MF OFF THE PEDESTAL !! you have him so high up, and you so down low. we need to change that, and change it stat. he is chasing you, not the other way around. youve got to exercise a bit of faith. you cant continue to give in to your 3D everytime otherwise you wont see change for a long time. there comes a time where you have to step back and think to yourself how is this serving me ? how is this victim mentality helping me in the long run. would you rather continue to be a victim to your reality or be the creator? you really need to be stubborn and not give a hoot what the 3D shows you. when you see your sp with this person you need to just continue to live in the end. youre already with him !!! 3D is silly. continue to live in your imagination, continue to persist. do not give in everytime you see something triggering in the 3D. you have to be strong ! work on your self concept to the point where you dont even want him anymore cos you know youre the shit and he wants you, hell you can get anyone you want. you are the main character and you need to start acting like it because rn youre acting like Girl 2 and that’s just not it bestie. can’t wait to hear your success story <33

[fairestwriting]

Hello Lis! I adore your writing, it always gives me butterflies. May I request hcs for how Vil, Azul, Floyd, Lilia, and Epel would take care of their dancer s/o who is injured, but is reluctant to rest or accept extra help because they dislike relying on others? (Me? Projecting my problems onto fictional characters? It's more likely than you think!) Thank you so much, and I hope you have a lovely day!

im glad you like my writing ^_^ i Am telling you though to rest up and take care of yourself sillyhead.

+ if you like my writing, you can buy me a ko-fi to support me!

Vil Schoenheit

He’s a performer, he’s had his fair share of things like these happening to him... and of feeling the way you did, not wanting to rely on others.

Vil knows that sort of unease better than anyone, and he’ll let you know that, a hand placed on your shoulder as he seriously lectures you, without his usual naggy tone. He finishes his spiel by telling you firmly that it is okay for you to rely on others, because if you wanted to continue dancing, you’d have to be sure you healed well.

Won’t let you practice while you’re still hurt, encouraging you to take a good break and take care of yourself. Brings you healthy snacks inbetween classes and asks how you’re doing, if you needed anything from him.

When you get back to practice, he’ll be on your case too, trying to make sure you don’t push yourself too hard. Remember, it’ll only do you worse in the end! He really doesn’t want something like this to hurt you again.

Azul Ashengrotto

Also relates to it somehow, but just in the emotional aspect. He does have a huge issue with accepting help from others...

Takes a bit to brainstorm on how he could help you in a way that doesn’t make you uncomfortable. It ends up mostly being “keeping you busy” so you couldn’t force yourself to go back to practice.

He plans some low-effort dates, not taking a lot of movement, so you can stay entertained and not get back to dancing when you’re not supposed to. Things like watching movies or trying out games together, maybe studying when exams are coming up. Things that make you feel like you’re not just wasting your time.

Checks up on you a lot more often since the injury, trying to make sure that you’re not going over your limits too much. Brings you water bottles after practice and encourages you to take breaks as you see fit, all with a supportive smile.

Floyd Leech

No way Floyd’s letting you practice when you’re this messed up. No, Shrimpy needs to rest.

You swear it’s like he develops a tracking sense overnight, everytime you try to pretend everything is fine and go back to work, Floyd shows up behind you and picks you up off the ground, telling you how this was no good, you needed to wait until you actually can get back to this without hurting yourself!

He makes sure you’re not bored while you’re healing though. He’ll be by your side for as long as you want him to! Floyd is good at coming up with fun things to do, and he’ll find a way or another to put a smile on your face.

He’s not so good with the emotional side of that, not sure on how he could show you that there’s nothing wrong with accepting help from others. He hopes his pushiness gets the message through somehow.

Lilia Vanrouge

Isn’t having any of it. He understands that you don’t like your situation, but you really do need to heal before doing anything, and he will make sure you do so. You have activated his mother instincts.

If you’re affiliated to a club or a studio, he’ll let them know himself that you’re hurt and can’t show up to practice for a bit, telling them to not let you in if you try to come. It’s... sort of forceful, but he means well. He really is worried.

Lilia seems really easygoing most of the time, but he’s fully capable of getting really naggy. You’ll actually get a lecture from him like this. He softens halfway through, though, putting a hand on your hair and admitting, a bit quieter, that he’s just concerned about you not giving your body the time to rest. He thinks you should be kinder with yourself. Reminds you that he’s here for you, and that he’ll do his best for you to feel better soon.

Buys you food you like if being still put you in a bad mood, he was thinking about making them yourself but when he told Silver, he turned pale and begged him not to... so they’re mostly from the school cafeteria.

Epel Felmier

Worried as all hell as soon as he finds out you got injured, and was trying to just keep practicing anyway. Grabs you by the shoulders and asks if you’re insane, you’re just going to hurt yourself more this way!

Immediately feels bad for the scolding though -- Vil was rubbing off on him, huh -- and apologizes, changing his approach to asking you more gently to stop overworking yourself, give your body a break before you get back to your activities...

He’s uneasy about doing much more, knowing that you’re not very comfortable with asking for help from others, but he’ll be around often, asking you if you needed anything to try to coax you into relying on him a little bit. He doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable, but he also doesn’t want to leave you alone in this.

If you do actually ask him for anything, he’ll be eager to deliver! Epel just wants you to get better soon, he knows this took a toll in your mood and he hates seeing you like this...

[bluewinnerangel]

Most larries say Walls is 100% ab Harry while Fine Line is ab Harry's self discovery journey w gender and a long term r/ship and it makes me uneasy bc why do we base Louis whole album on loving Harry. Im not saying he doesn't talk ab H but it's weird that they base the entire album on him. I feel that leads to unhealthy expectations bc LT2 might not be that way and then you have ppl shaking. Do L&H write ab each other on every track? I doubt. Yeah they share a life but idk. am I making sense?

I don't know what most larries say about their albums really. Do they? 100% about Harry? That sounds pretty exaggerated. What have you been reading? I think I've said it in this longass post that I don't think they write as much about each other as some interpretations make it seem. You'd have to interpret their lyrics in a pretty literal sense, that everytime there's a hint of a romantic nature that must mean it's about each other right? But I don't think it is. loads of songwriters have nonromantic shit to write off their chests but reshape it into a lovesong.

Of course they are going to be included in each others work as they are included in each others life, like you say they share a life so that's just. The most rational conclusion here. I think just like Harry's music, Louis' is about himself, his life and his path and his growth and his wants and needs and yeah Harry's just, there too, because he's part of all of it and has been part of all of the stages and the "we" that came so far and all that. But it's still about Louis. It's his music. His work. Him.

Apparently I felt like pushing my opinions on all his songs in here so here's what I think about each song on Walls. An analysis is linked if I (or one I agree with - aaaaand it's mostly @ialwaysknewyouwerepunk's ones <3) have any:

KMM - double meaning industry struggles but I got No Control take my Stockholm Syndome Medicine we kinky what new what about it we nasty everyone else in the room can see it

DLIBYH - response to deep dark times (ESNY), yes it's reassuring Harry but then most of the lines are "whatever tears you apart" really written to a broader audience, with his fans in mind to have that comfort song that will work for whatever their struggles are

Two Of Us - his mom, grief.

We Made It - Louis and Harry. Them together.

Too Young - again them together, his own struggles throughout it all

Walls - Louis. All of Louis. Personal growth, career path, love life, just a fking masterpiece that has all of it.

Habit - Louis louis louis. I mean yeah the fucker be larrying hard (princess park aldkjslgkdjSON) but I do think Habit isn't centered around Harry. There's this concept of a relationship there but he's shut it down pretty hard that it was about his own, he really got it in there that he viewed this song as the described relationship being pretty toxic and that he didn't identify with that in his relationship, that his is chill (this was said in the context of E, but you know... maybe with his actual love life in mind). I think the song is about his job, being a public figure, singing, touring, and despite all the shit that comes with it still wanting to keep going, perhaps addressed to his audience or to ~those involved~, and its loaded with references to more specific situations / deeper struggles which I think circle back to 1D times and choices made during it just like Walls does, things we don't know about and can only speculate to make it make sense, and yeah probably these issues wouldn't exist the way they do if it weren't for his relationship with Harry, but the described relationship here, that love-hate relationship, isn't about theirs. (of course I'm claiming this shit and can't find the interview back where he says these things about his relationship in regards to the song and honestly it could have I CANT FIND IT and now I'm scared it might have been about Back to You or KMM and I'm full of shit here)

Always You - Them together. Again his own struggles throughout it all

Fearless - ...maybe written with Zayn in mind? (I know this just sounds like a Genius entry or a wild youtube comment but there's more to it ok) Or directed at his (and/or the people in his life in the same boat) younger self.

Perfect Now - 1D songs fanpiece but BOI O BOI NOW THIS IS ABOUT HARRY

Defenceless - If I Could Fly fanpiece but still his, Louis', struggles. (and I think part of the in Defenceless and IICF described issues COULD BE not addressed to each other but rather to the public. So again Harry's included in this, but it's not a monologue directed at him perhaps, or perhaps it is)

Only The Brave - gay anthem, it's ~a fking solo song~, Louis has said he wrote the least on this one. You can debate forever about this one but at the very least it's clear to me this is something Louis chose to end his album on and that wouldn't be if he didn't identify with it, and I see very little indication in there he meant that as a message about or to a lover.

So out of 12 songs, we got 3 obvious we're been in a longterm relationship and still are songs (WMI, Too Young, Always You), a song maybe originated from reassuring Harry but just reassuring everyone (DLIBYH), one nasty gay one (KMM), one I'm using your song to build my own song one (Defenceless), and the best cutest fucking thing that does sound like it's for and to and just everything about him Harry Harry Harry (Perfect Now). This is really highly similar to how much I think Harry writes about Louis really. If we're gonna compare. Which is a whole other question why would we even need do that.

As for LT2 expectations I don't wanna have any but I do have my ideas of whats to come. I think since Louis has hinted at its contents being closer to KMM, Walls, OTB, and Copy of a Copy, and also paired with this cryptic lil shit 369 illuminatispiracy whateverthehell stuff I do think his lyrics are going to be moving in a much more vague deeper brainpayne conceptual direction. That we can say byebye wave to the easy times with 1D-esque lyrics and tunes. Which yep sign me tf up.