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some (extremely) quick doodles to celebrate the glorious return of glorious masquerade! I haven't had a chance to do much personal drawing lately, but I didn't want to let it go by without doing something!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#glorious masquerade#every time they do a rerun event they should make everyone's hats bigger#i feel that this should be true of every game#i think eng might be getting it this year? if so someone PLEASE tell me if they keep the 'be cool' line#the only localization that matters to me#meanwhile aside from foxman and catboy our halloween event this year is shrouded in mystery#i know they want to do a big fancy announcement and i am looking forward to it!#but it is pretty hilarious to look at the schedule and see basically just 'halloween event 2023 - wait for the abema'#look twst i just want to know if i need to save my keys or if i can waste them all in another bid at masquerade malleus#how pretty are the cards going to be. i need to know.
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#sniffer flavor and falke flavor available NOW#that's the starling dorm. they get in line every day to bid goodnight to the storch poster :)#i know you cannot post a 20 hours long video with that few subscribers. they unfollowed her after this :(#im never doing this fucking shit again stupid ass cans were hell#tried to make them nice colors but that was harder than expected#the sniffer is one of those funny silly thingies you put on a cup's edge. dont remember their purpose#signalis#signalis star#star signalis#starling#THE SNIFFER#signalis fanart#my art
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those intimate comforting touches they only trust from each other
Well, I'd sooner forget, but I remember those nights Yeah, life was just a bet on a race between the lights You had your head on my shoulder, you had your hand in my hair Now you act a little colder like you don't seem to care But just believe in me, baby, and I'll take you away From out of this darkness and into the day
#yes I will put whatever 14-minute banger has lived in my head rent free this past month on Them and make it everyone's problem#anyway please be insane with me about this?? they want to hold and be held and silently bid each other do it THAT'S!! LOVE!!!#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spnedit#supernatural#spn#12.12#15.18#mine
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Shinsou: I hate all those things that were like, “they used to be so strong and funny…. ThEn [insert trauma here], now they are a shell of what they once were”
Shinsou: I can be traumatized and still be strong and funny. I’m the funniest fucker I know
Tsuyu: yesterday you said that you wanted to enter a coma so you didn’t have to deal with an authority figure being mad at you again
Shinsou: both can be true, am I not allowed to have duality, tsuyu??
#he’s fine he just has to be dramatic about it first#it’s so okay it not like I have a panic attack when an authority figure looks at me#that’s crazy I’d never nope not me#Aizawa is probably the current authority figure for shinsou#tsuyu is not afraid to check her on her friends mental health and we love to see that#what a lad#she’ll call bullshit without a second thought#anyway. I saw one too many things about Ellie being strong and funny until ‘David broke her’ and fuck that bullshit#as someone who has been abused their entire life that stuff makes me mad as hell#that being said. if that’s what someone needs to do to cope. I bid them the best of luck and all of my love and support#bnha#mha#incorrect mha quotes#incorrect my hero academia quotes#mha incorrect quotes#bnha incorrect quotes#incorrect bnha quotes#shinsou is in the izucrew#shinsou hitoshi#asai tsuyu#incorrect izucrew#izucrew#izucrew as family
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The refugees in Sirion hearing the grind of metal and angry shouts and thinking it’s happening again.
#There is plenty of acknowledgement of Mae’s trauma after angband but not enough recognition for literally everyone else’s#After day or bragollach ‘war never wholly ceased in beleriand’#These people lived in fear.#Anyone who fought#had encountered or been close to an orc raid#Anyone who had lost family#these people also wake screaming; these people also have problems#The people in Doriath and Gondolin were protected but in hithlum and dorthonion#And even after the sudden flame in the guarded plain#There was war. I don’t know what it’s like to live in wartime#but the hunger for one#the cold#and the fear of starting a fire in case of being seen; when I bid my friend farewell do I know I will see them again?#Many of us in the fandom don’t understand how jirt’s underlying understanding of wartime and wartime perspective moves the plot line#It makes perfect sense now to withhold the silmaril or even to kidnap Luthien when one thinks of the panic; the confusion#And I’d like to headcanon a sort of Great Depression maybe in valinor after the darkening and flight of the noldor#I don’t know; we don’t give the situations enough thought when we explore this. There wasn’t peace.#Anyway#tag essay#Alexis rants (in the tags this time)#Sirion#third kinslaying#silm headcanons#silm hc#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#the silm#silm fandom
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my PC doesn't have a name because they're so used to getting called other things, like "little shit"
#its because I'm bad at names#i was going to name them MY name but i decided against it#pippy rambles#their name doesn't rlly matter tho#theyre made to play out my fantasies and do my bidding#giving them a name only makes them more powerful
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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god it's so painful to watch Lucia try to reconnect with Kirsi to keep Ricon away but repeatedly pushing her further towards Ricon
#suitor armor#really nice to see them both make bids for connection that go wrong instead of just not talking#we love failed communication instead of why won't you talk to each other#I don't know what Lucia could do to get her back at this point#she's just not willing to meet Kirsi where she's at about fairies or Ricon#and who could blame her tbh#she's just gonna keep pushing Kirsi into Ricon's claws ough#my poor girls you were not equipped to deal with this shit
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Finally made it through (Patreon)
#Doodles#Here it is! Finally transitioning into 2024 doodles! Heck!!#A small handful to bid the year goodbye#Starting with trying to doodled something and it not going to plan so nevermind lol#Sucks too 'cause it was one of those shower thoughts that I got Really excited about and then every step ended up getting frustrated#Wanted to make a cover of a song and then the song had no instrumental-only version :/#Okay well the concept was meant to be a fem cover of non-human characters - I'll draw up what I think they'd look like! No#Designs were underwhelming and looked weird :// So I gave up lol#Maybe another day! But not this day not when I keep being stopped lol#Only Christmas! Yes I wore the ribbons it's an important tradition and also I like cute in them#Ma got me some fine-tip markers so I had to test them haha - they scan a bit dark so I don't think I'd use them for scanned doodles#That purple is pretty tho I do like it#Was really excited about the gold but nahh oh well I still appreciate them haha#Oh and the tests were on my latest Blank Slate scratch page haha#I've set it down again for the moment but Ch. 4 is probably about 70% done! :)#Had a lot of fun moving pieces around hehe ♪ To no one's surprise Scriabin has painted himself into a corner#Might have a mini project/side project planned around Blank Slate at some point hmmm#Other than the fic itself haha#And finally seeing out the year - it's been over for a while now!#Always feels funny to approach it's end and ring in the new
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Revelation: my whole life, when I've responded to sarcasm seriously, people have been like "uh...why you so serious... I was being sarcastic..." and it makes me insane because like... duh? Why am I not allowed to respond to sarcasm seriously? Why does it have to be treated as hOw DiD yOu MiSs ThAt I wAs KiDdInG? Basically: why is it framed as me failing when I absolutely knew it was sarcasm?
Anyway, this just happened with my wife (no shade, it's very rare with her as compared to like, my uncle, and I told her it made me uncomfortable, we're good, it was just the spur to the revelation) and I think I've realized why it happens and why it bothers me so much.
It's always framed as me missing something, but it's not.
I knew they were being sarcastic, and I chose to respond seriously.
THEY failed to interpret MY response.
Or: damn boy (genderneutral) sorry my Yes, And game is just SO FUCKIN SUPERIOR yall should work on recognizing deadpan. Skill issue.
#unforth rambles#ive always blamed myself for this like i was missing a social cue for making it clear that i was riffing#or that i was choosing to answer seriously instead of laughing or whatever the fuck they expected me to do instead of what i did#my uncle used to frequently make me feel like shit about this to the point that i just stopped acknolwedging his sarcasm at all#but having the exchange with my wife who its usually not an issue with#helped me recognizr that what really happened just now was#she made a joke and i made a bid to yes and that joke#because also i would be fine with a pink roof actually#and she just completely missed the big#er the bid#this has never been my skill issue#it is the skill issue of the other person#im feeling extremely vindicated right now for the lifetime of people whove made me feel like shit over this common type of exchange#next time someone does this to me imma just stare them down and say skill issue and let them figure out wtf i mean 🤣
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“it would be meaningless if the citizens of the hidden leaf are dead”
WHO is this root operative??? i need to know more
danzo is listening to this like ‘god no not another one who’s ready to have a life-changing chance encounter forcing them to re-examine their ideology and reject their misguided beliefs in favor of joining hatake kakashi’s found family; not again’
#naruto#pan watches naruto (again)#*#padmerrie and i got to this point in our rewatch last night and we both looked at each other like WHO IS THIS#in all seriousness though this is so interesting#in that it shows that there are other root members who are starting to ask Questions#like yamato did years ago#and like sai did more recently#i spend a lot of time thinking about post-4th war root#and about the enormous challenge of reaching them/connecting with them and rehabilitating/reintegrating them into society#and this makes me wonder if pain's attack had a similar effect on them that (in my own mind) sakumo's suicide had on the general population#in that it's a bit of a wake-up call#and even though it doesn't revolutionize society overnight it does make people start questioning certain things#and maybe make them more receptive to potential changes in the future#(and unrelatedly it's also really interesting to see how few agents there are here. only 16 in this scene)#(i'm sure danzo has some others scattered around doing his dark bidding in other lands)#(but i also assume that he's currently speaking to all the agents available in the village right now)#(and that makes sense bc if the foundation was officially 'disbanded' it would have been much harder for danzo to acquire new recruits)#(it's just interesting to think of the foundation as kind of a dwindling force)#(and danzo's bid for hokage as a kind of last-ditch desperate power grab)#(because his ideology IS losing and being pushed out in favor of changemakers like kakashi and naruto and tsunade etc)#(and popular opinion is changing with them)
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Listening to her yelling into the phone, her friend on the other end of the line, and it would be so difficult to tell whether she was joking if her friend wasn't laughing and laughing and laughing so hard that she quiets and starts laughing too and I remember I'm not a fucking freak actually most people just aren't Black.
Like, all I'm looking for is solidarity, the ability to engage when you aren't the target audience yet I keep finding 'allies' who flinch when I inhale to fast and in am not even exaggerating.
I'm tired. Like, fuck it. Maybe I am scary. Maybe this average-height-in-barefoot-shoes black person with the terrible hair and neon socks that hardly ever match and rainbow pins and patches simply cannot dress the part of unthreatening. Maybe there is something about me you should be scared of. Run, scream, cry about it. You get away from me, and stop pretending your fragility ain't a better weapon than my hands could ever hope to be.
I keep writing poems on this same damn topic and people keep reading them and saying "but we don't wanna hurt anyone right?"
#ANGER IS GOOD! ANGER IS FUN! ANGER IS A COMMUNICAL ACTIVITY AND A BID FOR CONNECTION.#stop looking at me like om a rabid animal like what do yall not get???#obviously i dont want around yelling at strangers and expecting them to respond wel#which is a disclaimer i need to make because good faith and blackness seem to repel each other -_-#need to find more of my people where are MY PEOPLE not so stupid as to give up on the rest of yall i still have expectations but im tired#you WILL meet my expectations and that one IS a threat but im tired
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anyway my issue with a lot of other helpols (which just makes me avoid the larger community and do my own thing in my corner) is that a lot of them are recon (which is fine!!!) but i am inherently informal and weird as shit in my practice. i call hades and hestia my spiritual dad/mom, hermes gets donuts as offerings when i’m trying to get to class on time and avoid traffic, i once asked artemis to keep deer from jumping out in front of my car on a road trip home with an offering of granola/sports bars. when people get too formal with the gods and pull out the titles, i usually bail bc it makes me uncomfortable. my relationship with my deities is extremely deep and connected, and it’s not that people who have more formal relationships with them can’t also have those, but it’s that if i called hades “lord hades” with any seriousness, he’d hit me with a rock, basically.
i don’t judge other people for their practices or more formal relationships bc honestly, it’s between you and your gods, but like… my go-to offering is the pomegranate brookside dark chocolates, and yes. sometimes i eat them out of my offering dishes the next day.
#i feel like recons are a lot more uhhh#noticeable on this platform? or maybe there really are just more of them#but i feel like us gremlin freaks aren’t very common on here#or maybe we just don’t get many posts bc people don’t relate as much or we don’t do the whole lists of offerings/altar ideas/prayers/etc#my list of offerings for hades won’t work for most people bc he’s very specific in how he reaches out to me#i have a severe aversion to mint. a lot of people put mint in their hades offerings and i know why#but i genuinely hate mint anywhere near me so i can’t use those#so i just don’t bother with a lot of offering lists and making them myself feels like letting people into my underwear drawer? like. that’s#between me and Him‚ basically. although that’s not to imply godspousing or anything i’m just using it as an easy example people will#understand. but yeah idk#i avoid a lot of the helpol community because i don’t feel like i fit in well#i am not recon and never will be bc it doesn’t vibe with my personality or lifestyle#i show my devotation in other ways‚ but those aren’t as easy to post online or share#and i don’t really want to share them either‚ soooo ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#pagan stuff#bones.txt#zeus gets titles when i work with him tho. i know he’s usually in good humor and the one time i made a bid to him for rain it went well#(after 4-6 weeks of processing time) but i still try to be extra polite to him#hades doesn’t care. zeus might actually strike me down with lightning y’know?#or at least threaten it idk
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I love knowing your height now bc I can refer to you as my Portuguese fun sized mutual/friend.
I'm travel-size thank you very much. And proving that not only I am of easy storage and/or accomodation but also that the popular saying is indeed correct, good things do come in small packages :V
#📜🪶#i cared about my height for a whole total of... 2/3 years maybe? you know teenagers and their brain where everything is a drama#but then i remember that i could count with 1 hand the number of times i was taller than someone else so might as well make my peace with it#stools and chairs exist and they are multipurpose therefore i shall make the full usage of them#if anything else fails gently ask a taller person to do my bidding. go my kind and gigantic friend reach that thing from the heights for me#in exchange i shall pick something from the ground should you drop something by the time you lower yourself i already placed it on your hand
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WIP Whenever
Tagged by @socially-awkward-skeleton @direwombat @detectivelokis @river-ward @adelaidedrubman @inafieldofdaisies @marivenah (ty lovelies!)
I’ve got a few wips saved up, so I’ll start off with Datura in her Mar*el Verse
"Containment breach, experiment 347 is loose. All personnel must immediately evacuate the facility."
The automated alarm monotonously advises while red lights flash around the room, like an ominous strobe light. The sound of gunshots and screams were getting closer, causing one of the scientists to drop what was in their hands, startling everyone when the glass shatters on the floor.
"Sorry!"
"Goddammit Kaitlin, pull yourself together!"
"Yes, Doctor Amos!"
"Containment breach, experiment 347 is loose. All personnel must immediately evacuate the facility."
They were almost done. The room itself now looked as clean and empty as the day they arrived, save for the tables along the walls and various pieces of medical equipment.
“Containment breach, experiment 347 is— Hellooo.” The interrupting crackle of the intercom causes the whole room to pause, the frantic footsteps and rustling and shredding of papers grind to a halt as everyone slowly turns toward the disturbance. “Now, there wasn’t much of a selection, buuut—“ Someone crying in the background causes the speaker pause. “Shhh, you’re ruining everything!” There’s a sickening crunch, followed by the gargle of someone choking on their own blood, and then… silence. “Now, where was I again? Ah, yes, here we go!” The voice cuts off and what follows is music.
“Is that the… Macarena?” One of the scientists at the back dumbly questions.
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Her hips wiggle to the beat as a peal of laughter escapes ruby stained lips and she finally feels free, free, free! Twirling, she does a jump and a slide, sinking her claws into the nearest guards throat. “Ha!” Crimson stains clash against the blue shade of her skin, like splotches of paint on a blank canvas.
“Hey! Put your hands up!” Another guard shouts as they round the corner, gun shaking but pointed in her direction.
“No, you!” She giggles, wiggling her fingers in their direction.
“What the-?” They drop their gun and raise their hands.
“Isn’t this so much more fun?”
They dance to the music together as if they were choreographed and had practiced for hours, and isn’t long until a couple more guards round the corner and get sucked into the commotion.
This one is a bit longer, but Willa’s dark au is finally getting interesting :’)
"Mama, why do bad things happen to good people?"
The seemingly innocent question catches her mother off guard, startling her with its raw honesty. "Well, sweet pea, God likes to test His children."
"But why?"
“Sometimes, when people are having a hard time, they're overcome with doubt." She strokes a hand over her daughters head, watching the unruly blonde curls spring back up after. "That's when He'll test us, so that when we persevere and overcome these tests, we'll know that our faith in Him is real. That He hasn't abandoned us."
"I don't get it." Shaking the hand off her head, she turns around, meeting her mothers blueish-green eyes. "If He loves us, then why doesn't He already know our faith is real? Why do we need to be tested?"
“Oh, my sweet, you'll get it once you're older." She smiles, grabbing her hands in her own. "And then you'll understand why your hands are stained.”
"Stained? But they're not-" Her words stick in her throat when she looks down to see her hands slick, wet, and so very, very red. "Mama!" She cries out, horrified. "What's on my hands?"
"Oh, don't be silly honey." Still the same saccharine voice she remembers from childhood. "You know that’s my blood."
"Don't forget mine."
Her head turns achingly slow, spotting the towering figure in the doorway with a nagging terror lining her stomach. "Pa?"
“Well I’ll be. You remembered!”
Blood oozes from the walls, covering the floors and stretching out towards her, eager to have its taste of flesh. She scrambles back when it gets too close, scrubbing her hands against the material of her dress. But the crimson stains stick to them like paint, never coming off.
"Oh, come now, don't be like that! We can be a happy family again, you just gotta take this knife out."
"What?" She trembles, looking up to see her Father in front of her this time.
"Well? C'mon kiddo, it hurts!" A wide, maniacal grin splits his face.
"Now you're the one who's being silly, dear. You know she'll never take that thing out." Her mother chirps up behind her with a titter. “Not unless she's about to plunge it back in again.”
They both let out full bellied laughs at the same time, the sound ricocheting in her head, and the blood finally reaches her legs. She tries to get up, but it keeps her there, like a fly stuck to a glue trap. The more she struggles, the more it pulls her down, until she's drowning in it.
All she can see is red.
"NO!" The scream tears from her throat the moment she wakes, covered in a layer of sweat.
She can't see, and maybe that should be a blessing, but right now it feels more like curse. She needs to see, needs to make sure the blood isn't still clinging to her like a second skin. She needs-
"Wouldja shut up in there?"
Her head whips over to the door that opens, and she takes the opportunity to sprint toward it, pushing past the person in the doorway and not looking back.
"Hey wait!" Quick footsteps follow the yell and it isn't long until she's tackled to the ground.
"No! I won't go back! I WON'T!" She claws at their face, a futile effort with her gloves blunting her nails, so she goes for the next best thing. Teeth. She latches onto whatever is closest and pulls, coming away with a metallic taste that she hurriedly spits to the side.
"Ah!" The person holding her down reacts, raising a hand to the gushing wound she'd inflicted, their knees pressing down harder to hold her. "I need back up, NOW!"
It isn't long until more footsteps join them in the hallway, but she's frantic now, she can't see straight. No, worse, she can't even think straight.
Where is she?
"Give 'em the bliss, hurry!"
"No, please, I'll be good this time!" Her broken pleas do little to faze them. Were they listening to her? Did they even care? "I'll be good, I promise!" She sobs when her struggling limbs are held down, followed by a sharp prick to her neck. A few seconds later, her movements grow sluggish, her mind slows, and her eyes begin to roll into the back of her head. Garbled voices still come through, and she’s able to pick up what they're saying before passing out.
"They're almost ready to confess. John’ll be happy..."
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When she comes to this time, it isn’t from a nightmare or in some frenzied state, not with the remnants of bliss still coursing through her system. Heavy lids open to a darkened room, arms and legs strapped to a chair with the same familiar leather bit tucked into her mouth. She's in the confession room, again. The same one she's grown familiar with over the week that she's been here. Well, at least she thinks it's been a week, since there's no way of telling time in the bunker. Either way, so far there's been a lot less confessing and a lot more torture, especially from the scratchy material of her half ripped shirt, covered in her dried blood. The door behind her opens and, once again, she doesn't need to look to see who it is.
"My, my, you had quite the little incident earlier, Deputy." John doesn't bother to look at her on his way over to the small table in the room, instead he's more focused on setting down his toolbox and getting things ready.
With the bit in her mouth, the best she can do is a muffled insult. "Fuck you."
He turns around with a look of faux shock and a hand over his heart, as if offended by her words. "There's no need to be so cruel."
Neglecting a reply, she rips at her restraints, showing her displeasure over her situation. If that didn't show it, her scathing glare certainly would.
"Now, I know we haven't been on the best of terms, but I think that'll change soon." He walks over to stand in front of her, bending at the waist and watching with satisfaction when she pushes herself back into her chair. "You see, I’m an understanding man, Deputy. I want to know what drives you, what could cause you to suffer from such wrath. So! I did a little digging, and what I found was... very enlightening."
Her blood goes cold and she freezes, her scathing glare quickly turning into a look of hesitance and fear, despite her best efforts to hide it. Her eyes follow him as he stands to his full height and walks over to his toolbox, turning his back to her while he undoes the clasps and pulls out pieces of paper, and not his usual tools of torture. Turning around with a flourish, he holds the papers up with a gleefully menacing grin.
"I know that you had a troubled childhood." He leans against his table, briefly scanning the papers before looking at her again. "That your parents were not the most nurturing. I even know you lost a dear childhood friend in a terrible incident. One that haunts you still, just as your parents do."
If she wasn't strapped to the chair, she knew her hands would be shaking, tempted to wrap her hands around his neck and cut off his words. Her teeth sink into the leather material in her mouth, preventing them from grinding together. She didn't want to remember. She's worked so hard to keep the memories at bay, to lock them up and throw away the key.
"And I know that you used to see a therapist before coming here."
She's shaking her head now, not wanting to listen any longer. She won't confront this, and she'd sooner die than relive it. "Shut uh." She utters, pulling at her binds.
"Now we're getting somewhere." He sighs with a slight smile, satisfied with her reaction. "Let's start with your friend, Deputy. What happened to him? Do you even remember his name?"
She doesn't answer. She's too busy containing her emotions, trying not to let the memories flood her mind. The mix of emotions are too much, so she tries to numb them, to numb herself to the emotional pain. She liked it better when he was torturing her physically, not mentally.
"His name was James Williams, and police suspect that his death was foul play." His eyes flick down to the page then back up. "Filicide. You know the word, yes? The killing of one's child?"
She shakes her head again, knowing what’s coming next.
“But this article in particular was very interesting.” He holds it up and begins to read aloud. “A fire that broke out early morning last Sunday is now being classified as an arson. Sherry Williams, 45, and her husband Jason Williams, 50, died after being taken to the hospital with third-degree burns.” He stops reading, lifting his eyes and lowering the paper, watching her reaction with a tilt of his head. “I think you know what the rest of the article says, Deputy.”
She pulls at her binds, squirming to get loose, to cover her ears and ignore the words being thrown her way. “Shtop!”
But John doesn’t stop, not when he knows that he’s finally getting somewhere. He sets the papers down, picks his tools up, and moves to stand in front of her. Parting the flaps of her shirt that were ripped already, he stares down at the tattoo on her chest that he’d etched onto her skin a few days ago. The words ‘WRATH’ stood out in dark, bold lettering, the skin around them still red and irritated, and he knew his next actions would do nothing to soothe them. But this was the process, his process, and part of her Atonement.
Willa squirms when his fingers caress her skin, tracing over the letters with a sadistic fascination in his eyes, causing her stomach to curdle in disgust. That disgust quickly gives way to a desperate attempt to escape when he brings a knife into view. She only has to wait for a few seconds before the bite of the blade presses into her skin, prompting beads of blood to bubble up as it traces over the lettering of her sin. Her teeth sink into the leather in her mouth, denying him the satisfaction of hearing her make a noise yet. Without a pause, he’s already onto the second letter, then the third, and it isn’t until he’s on the last two letters that she finally lets out a muffled whimper.
John stops, lifting his gaze from his work, causing blue eyes to clash against her own green eyes. “Comfortable, Deputy?”
If she could have spat in his face, she would have, so she settles for the next best thing: a head butt.
“Fuck!” John curses, dropping the knife in favor of clutching his now aching head.
She can’t help but to laugh, even if her head was now throbbing and her chest was burning, the sight of John in pain was something that tickled her pink. The next few moments are lightening quick, he bends down, snatches up the blade, and stabs her thigh.
“AHH FUCK!” Looking down, she observes the knife stuck halfway in, almost deep enough to dig into bone. “Why the fuck woo you do that?!”
“Why would you headbutt me?!”
Breathing through the pain, she shrugs her shoulders. “Touché.”
"I think," He yanks the blade out, taking great satisfaction in her muffled yell that trails off into a pained whimper. "We'll continue this later." Without any further comment, he leaves her alone in the room, slamming the door behind him.
#sorry this has taken a decade and a half... writing has been a struggle but we back on the grind i think#everyone is experiencing the horrors but Dat is just having fun being a silly little guy!#also the number 347 represents a great change and transformation in life 👀#ahhh sorry these were kinda long too. i normally like to keep them short and sweet but yeah... anyway willa is doing just fine!#totally fine!! she'll get out eventually when john makes the mistake of taking her to his ranch bc he thinks shes docile :)#really shes just bidding her time#oc: willa rook#oc: datura#my writing#wips
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i love writing roger he rly is just a fun guy to write,
#[ ooc ] ✧〖 bid farewell to weaver’s town 〗#[ it is once again rye has a real normal one about roger hour#[ when the. larger then life Real#[ when the. incredibly overpowered guy is genuinely just a lil silly but also a lil fucked up but also fun#[ fucked up specifically in a 'will burn the world for those he loves without remorse' kinda way#[ he has his morals but also everything is an adventure n its almost like a game#[ me when i. rotate in the microwave the canonical info we have on roger#[ 'had bring up similar to ace in which he was alone which adds to his fear of losing loved ones' (from garp)#[ 'loves party/flashy things' (from rayleigh)#[ 'never cried' (from shanks)#[ 'incredibly powerful (real)' from oden's flashback / god's valley incident etc.#[ throws roger into the salad spinner fr#[ do think i'd have fun writing luffy for similar reasons of 'silly guy :]' but simply.... holds rogr.....#[ his muse is coming back so its time get back on my roger pirates propaganda train sorry not sorry </3#[ i wish. i could write a comparison post ab similarities/differences w/ roger n garp bc. main muses shakes them always but i would not#[ have the ability to make it sensical enough beyond -shakes them- when the. selfish vs selfless etc.#[ <- self indulgence at its finest#[ sniff. i am normal ab old gen (lying)
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