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i love that phantom is not only a bug but also a bat. our little critter
#when i was in college i lived in a shitty apartment on campus (really convenient but it was made of cardboard)#and there were bats that lived in my wall#by the front door and the door didnt really fit in the frame so i had to slam it really hard and every time i did#they would all go eeeeeeee from inside the wall#and i would have to say sorry my little darlings#but i did have one face to face encounter with one a BABY BAT#who apparently took a wrong turn inside the wall and ended up in my apartment#i saw something fly past and i thought iwwas hallucinating#but my cat was going crazy#and then i found him in my bedroom hanging from the smoke detector#i actually called campus security and made them take him outside LOL but like my tuition dollars paid for themso i feel like its fine to#make them do my bidding#mostly it was just that he was up high and im not that tall
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some (extremely) quick doodles to celebrate the glorious return of glorious masquerade! I haven't had a chance to do much personal drawing lately, but I didn't want to let it go by without doing something!
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#glorious masquerade#every time they do a rerun event they should make everyone's hats bigger#i feel that this should be true of every game#i think eng might be getting it this year? if so someone PLEASE tell me if they keep the 'be cool' line#the only localization that matters to me#meanwhile aside from foxman and catboy our halloween event this year is shrouded in mystery#i know they want to do a big fancy announcement and i am looking forward to it!#but it is pretty hilarious to look at the schedule and see basically just 'halloween event 2023 - wait for the abema'#look twst i just want to know if i need to save my keys or if i can waste them all in another bid at masquerade malleus#how pretty are the cards going to be. i need to know.
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#sniffer flavor and falke flavor available NOW#that's the starling dorm. they get in line every day to bid goodnight to the storch poster :)#i know you cannot post a 20 hours long video with that few subscribers. they unfollowed her after this :(#im never doing this fucking shit again stupid ass cans were hell#tried to make them nice colors but that was harder than expected#the sniffer is one of those funny silly thingies you put on a cup's edge. dont remember their purpose#signalis#signalis star#star signalis#starling#THE SNIFFER#signalis fanart#my art
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those intimate comforting touches they only trust from each other
Well, I'd sooner forget, but I remember those nights Yeah, life was just a bet on a race between the lights You had your head on my shoulder, you had your hand in my hair Now you act a little colder like you don't seem to care But just believe in me, baby, and I'll take you away From out of this darkness and into the day
#yes I will put whatever 14-minute banger has lived in my head rent free this past month on Them and make it everyone's problem#anyway please be insane with me about this?? they want to hold and be held and silently bid each other do it THAT'S!! LOVE!!!#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spnedit#supernatural#spn#12.12#15.18#mine
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Shinsou: I hate all those things that were like, “they used to be so strong and funny…. ThEn [insert trauma here], now they are a shell of what they once were”
Shinsou: I can be traumatized and still be strong and funny. I’m the funniest fucker I know
Tsuyu: yesterday you said that you wanted to enter a coma so you didn’t have to deal with an authority figure being mad at you again
Shinsou: both can be true, am I not allowed to have duality, tsuyu??
#he’s fine he just has to be dramatic about it first#it’s so okay it not like I have a panic attack when an authority figure looks at me#that’s crazy I’d never nope not me#Aizawa is probably the current authority figure for shinsou#tsuyu is not afraid to check her on her friends mental health and we love to see that#what a lad#she’ll call bullshit without a second thought#anyway. I saw one too many things about Ellie being strong and funny until ‘David broke her’ and fuck that bullshit#as someone who has been abused their entire life that stuff makes me mad as hell#that being said. if that’s what someone needs to do to cope. I bid them the best of luck and all of my love and support#bnha#mha#incorrect mha quotes#incorrect my hero academia quotes#mha incorrect quotes#bnha incorrect quotes#incorrect bnha quotes#shinsou is in the izucrew#shinsou hitoshi#asai tsuyu#incorrect izucrew#izucrew#izucrew as family
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Jedi love bugs ft. Temple Guard Feemor
Post the first sentence/s you write in your WIP today (I happen to also have WIP art!)
People used to the scoured clean parades and squares of the upper levels and senate district complained about the insects that scurried and crawled amongst the lower levels of the city planet, pulled towards the neon lights of signs from cracks in the buildings but Feemor was glad of the little lives surrounding him. He smiled beneath his mask when a moth landed on his helmet. It made the hours standing guard over the scattered Temple entrances far more joyful.
@zillanovikov i have the first sentence. *gently hands it to you like a little bug*
@queerest-beetle :)))
#feemor#kara-write#kara-art#jedi temple guard#i want to clean this up and finish it properly. still getting my head around digital art. esp colouring. all the pretty colours i could wan#and yet unlike pencils or many an other medium i cannont make them do my bidding. also this is ft all the greige. only jedi can pull it off#bugs#dont mind fee's funky lil hypermobile knee there he can have wonky joints as a treat too#this drawing and my sentences to go with it make me so happy actually#bonus: tell me your favourite bug/s friends
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The refugees in Sirion hearing the grind of metal and angry shouts and thinking it’s happening again.
#There is plenty of acknowledgement of Mae’s trauma after angband but not enough recognition for literally everyone else’s#After day or bragollach ‘war never wholly ceased in beleriand’#These people lived in fear.#Anyone who fought#had encountered or been close to an orc raid#Anyone who had lost family#these people also wake screaming; these people also have problems#The people in Doriath and Gondolin were protected but in hithlum and dorthonion#And even after the sudden flame in the guarded plain#There was war. I don’t know what it’s like to live in wartime#but the hunger for one#the cold#and the fear of starting a fire in case of being seen; when I bid my friend farewell do I know I will see them again?#Many of us in the fandom don’t understand how jirt’s underlying understanding of wartime and wartime perspective moves the plot line#It makes perfect sense now to withhold the silmaril or even to kidnap Luthien when one thinks of the panic; the confusion#And I’d like to headcanon a sort of Great Depression maybe in valinor after the darkening and flight of the noldor#I don’t know; we don’t give the situations enough thought when we explore this. There wasn’t peace.#Anyway#tag essay#Alexis rants (in the tags this time)#Sirion#third kinslaying#silm headcanons#silm hc#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm fandom#the silm#silm fandom
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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For the OC ask meme: 9, 10, 30. For all the blorbos.
let it never be said you ask for the least <3 ^_^
9: How does your OC handle their physical health? Do they take care of themselves?
Rhys and Key both: lol. lmao. lol and lmao. they have physical bodies only under duress. Key is probably slightly better than Rhys, because one of them needs to sprint out of danger and the other can misty step
Fil: has the body awareness of a toddler. falls asleep in his food. will eat until he barfs. will hyperfixate and forget to eat or sleep for days
Winter: somehow the most responsible of all of them?? training is as training does and that temple asceticism has ingrained certain habits in him. also all that cardio ;D
10: How does your OC handle their mental health? Do they take care of themselves?
HA. HAHA. YOU MAKE FUNNY JOKE.
Key is probably slightly better than Rhys and Winter, who've never seen a feeling they can't avoid (at least until Winter gets forcibly readjusted by Kitten into a functional person), but Key is also a workaholic runaway, so, bar in hell, etc
Fil has great mental health thank you (he left his baggage with his memories in an alleyway somewhere in waterdeep)
30: My OC and your OC are friends. This isn't a question. I'm not asking. (How do they respond?)
babe that's the entire premise of all of their existences <3
without fail, so far? they respond by becoming better people :) (art imitates life <3)
#ask meme#OC ask meme#kitten also has all of them doing his bidding#in every universe#because he's still my favourite#I basically just make OCs to be friends with kitten#andromeda-reinvented
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my PC doesn't have a name because they're so used to getting called other things, like "little shit"
#its because I'm bad at names#i was going to name them MY name but i decided against it#pippy rambles#their name doesn't rlly matter tho#theyre made to play out my fantasies and do my bidding#giving them a name only makes them more powerful
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its hell on earth and stuff but i do get some sick satisfaction every time i show my dad im not gonna lie down and take his shit like i am not that scared sad kid anymore and i am also NOT your wife nor your mother so dont try that shit w me dawg i dont give a fuuuuuuck about you lol
#its very funny. when its not making my brain leak out of my ear from rage#but literally like. you are not going to kick me out so fuck off#the way they act like im doing coke in their bathroom every time i simply exercise basic autonomy. you people are sick in the head#i am a GROWN UP LOL you really cannot act like this is india 1983#i wish to GOD they would just let me pay rent and just be my live in landlords#thats the fucking dream. discount rent and im not fucking beholden to their bidding 24/7#laugh riot when i was telling my friend how i wanted a snack but had to wait til my dad went to sleep#so i could eat it in my room#theyre like. val...arent you a grown up?#babygirl yes but no<3#freaking my white besties out by telling them how i have no rights in this stupid abode#whatever
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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Finally made it through (Patreon)
#Doodles#Here it is! Finally transitioning into 2024 doodles! Heck!!#A small handful to bid the year goodbye#Starting with trying to doodled something and it not going to plan so nevermind lol#Sucks too 'cause it was one of those shower thoughts that I got Really excited about and then every step ended up getting frustrated#Wanted to make a cover of a song and then the song had no instrumental-only version :/#Okay well the concept was meant to be a fem cover of non-human characters - I'll draw up what I think they'd look like! No#Designs were underwhelming and looked weird :// So I gave up lol#Maybe another day! But not this day not when I keep being stopped lol#Only Christmas! Yes I wore the ribbons it's an important tradition and also I like cute in them#Ma got me some fine-tip markers so I had to test them haha - they scan a bit dark so I don't think I'd use them for scanned doodles#That purple is pretty tho I do like it#Was really excited about the gold but nahh oh well I still appreciate them haha#Oh and the tests were on my latest Blank Slate scratch page haha#I've set it down again for the moment but Ch. 4 is probably about 70% done! :)#Had a lot of fun moving pieces around hehe ♪ To no one's surprise Scriabin has painted himself into a corner#Might have a mini project/side project planned around Blank Slate at some point hmmm#Other than the fic itself haha#And finally seeing out the year - it's been over for a while now!#Always feels funny to approach it's end and ring in the new
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god it's so painful to watch Lucia try to reconnect with Kirsi to keep Ricon away but repeatedly pushing her further towards Ricon
#suitor armor#really nice to see them both make bids for connection that go wrong instead of just not talking#we love failed communication instead of why won't you talk to each other#I don't know what Lucia could do to get her back at this point#she's just not willing to meet Kirsi where she's at about fairies or Ricon#and who could blame her tbh#she's just gonna keep pushing Kirsi into Ricon's claws ough#my poor girls you were not equipped to deal with this shit
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Revelation: my whole life, when I've responded to sarcasm seriously, people have been like "uh...why you so serious... I was being sarcastic..." and it makes me insane because like... duh? Why am I not allowed to respond to sarcasm seriously? Why does it have to be treated as hOw DiD yOu MiSs ThAt I wAs KiDdInG? Basically: why is it framed as me failing when I absolutely knew it was sarcasm?
Anyway, this just happened with my wife (no shade, it's very rare with her as compared to like, my uncle, and I told her it made me uncomfortable, we're good, it was just the spur to the revelation) and I think I've realized why it happens and why it bothers me so much.
It's always framed as me missing something, but it's not.
I knew they were being sarcastic, and I chose to respond seriously.
THEY failed to interpret MY response.
Or: damn boy (genderneutral) sorry my Yes, And game is just SO FUCKIN SUPERIOR yall should work on recognizing deadpan. Skill issue.
#unforth rambles#ive always blamed myself for this like i was missing a social cue for making it clear that i was riffing#or that i was choosing to answer seriously instead of laughing or whatever the fuck they expected me to do instead of what i did#my uncle used to frequently make me feel like shit about this to the point that i just stopped acknolwedging his sarcasm at all#but having the exchange with my wife who its usually not an issue with#helped me recognizr that what really happened just now was#she made a joke and i made a bid to yes and that joke#because also i would be fine with a pink roof actually#and she just completely missed the big#er the bid#this has never been my skill issue#it is the skill issue of the other person#im feeling extremely vindicated right now for the lifetime of people whove made me feel like shit over this common type of exchange#next time someone does this to me imma just stare them down and say skill issue and let them figure out wtf i mean 🤣
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Listening to her yelling into the phone, her friend on the other end of the line, and it would be so difficult to tell whether she was joking if her friend wasn't laughing and laughing and laughing so hard that she quiets and starts laughing too and I remember I'm not a fucking freak actually most people just aren't Black.
Like, all I'm looking for is solidarity, the ability to engage when you aren't the target audience yet I keep finding 'allies' who flinch when I inhale to fast and in am not even exaggerating.
I'm tired. Like, fuck it. Maybe I am scary. Maybe this average-height-in-barefoot-shoes black person with the terrible hair and neon socks that hardly ever match and rainbow pins and patches simply cannot dress the part of unthreatening. Maybe there is something about me you should be scared of. Run, scream, cry about it. You get away from me, and stop pretending your fragility ain't a better weapon than my hands could ever hope to be.
I keep writing poems on this same damn topic and people keep reading them and saying "but we don't wanna hurt anyone right?"
#ANGER IS GOOD! ANGER IS FUN! ANGER IS A COMMUNICAL ACTIVITY AND A BID FOR CONNECTION.#stop looking at me like om a rabid animal like what do yall not get???#obviously i dont want around yelling at strangers and expecting them to respond wel#which is a disclaimer i need to make because good faith and blackness seem to repel each other -_-#need to find more of my people where are MY PEOPLE not so stupid as to give up on the rest of yall i still have expectations but im tired#you WILL meet my expectations and that one IS a threat but im tired
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