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once again i am flabbergasted by how adhd meds make me feel like a normal person
#personal#g muses#like i feel PRESENT and i CAN DO STUFF#i want to call my family#i want to meet new people#i can do chores without feeling awful#the overwhelming loud anxiety in my brain is just gone#i dont feel like i need to constantly seek for approval#utter bullshit#m so frustrated
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"Seems like he got under your skin." "Nope. He didn’t get under my skin. He got under your skin."
#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#lokius#loki#mobius#loki tv#lokitvedit#lokiedit#mcuedit#marveledit#mine#i love this scene so much#the way that loki always says mobius' name#the way he really cares and wants mobius to be ok#mobius sulking and sighing and being frustrated!!!!!#they're just so good with each other#they're so similar yet so different
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skyfall x dolce
or, in other words, emotionally-repressed blond serial killers and their curly dark haired sarcastic bitch boyfriends surrounded by paintings with far too many metaphors
#hannibal#james bond#hannigram#00q#skyfall#its the little things#they're both bloody big ships#before you and after you#indeed#Q and I have begun to blur#staring at afterimages#so you're not dead?#where does the difference between the past and the future come from?#it lies within an exploding pen#i can tell you that much#mischa and m#now is the hardest test#not letting rage and frustration and forgiveness keep you from thinking#always makes me a little melancholy#the inevitability of time#if i saw you everyday forever#i would remember this time
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I'll be your everything, so please don't discard me
#byleth eisner#mbyleth#m!byleth#fire emblem three houses#fe3h#I just have a new metal nib for my tablet pen so I have to try it out#It's really nice ahh#Drawing and coloring should be easier huhu#made this out of frustration for everything#And also AU
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Fuck it I’m speaking my truth. Boobers y’all gotta stop being unnecessarily mean to ConnorEatsPants. I’ve been going through his sf6 vods and every time he references being ostracized and harassed by twitter users, my heart breaks. Connor even said that he no longer mentions being friends with Ranboo and other creators because he doesn’t want boobers to start hating Ranboo for it.
And he’s right btw. Remember when there was a possibility Connor might be in genloss? Instead of being excited or just saying nothing, boobers began linking threads on why he’s such a horrible person and how his inclusion would ruin the project as a whole. We don’t even know if he was joking or not, yet you all still celebrated when he didn’t appear in episode 2. I’m pretty sure Connor will never publicly interact with Ranboo or this community again after the way you all treated him. That’s really fucked guys.
While I understand the want to “hold people accountable” for their past actions, 1) it’s not your responsibility to hold people accountable over the internet and 2) judging everyone on their past mistakes alone is a very dehumanizing and hypocritical way to view other people.
Why is this community all about treating other with respect and kindness, especially when they’re on the spectrum, but Connor is the exception?
#discourse#connoreatspants#ranboo#ranboolive#genloss#this is mainly a twitter thing but now that more boobers follow me I thought I might as well#plus it’s a good way to know if you have the discourse tag blocked lmao#Also last m c c the way y’all treated h was deplorable#like I looked through tweets of people asking why people were cropping him out of team announcements#And so many people said “idk we just do” like????????#H IS A HUMAN BEING#CONNOR IS A HUMAN BEING#RANBOO IS A HUMAN BEING#ACT LIKE IT#sorry this really has been frustrating me for a while#Now that twitter is dead my best advice is to just do better
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JON. JON, YOU FUCKING IDIOT. MY DEAREST BOI. W H Y WOULD YOU ARRIVE TO THE CONCLUSION THAT SHATTERING THE TABLE CONTAINING THE NOTTHEM IS THE CHOICE YOU MUST TAKE. I KNOW YOU'RE DEVASTATED WITH ALL THE SHIT GOING ON, BUT.
BUT-
C'mon, man. Just.
#G o d d a m m n I t#Jon#My man#My boi#You're a brilliant yet frustrating prick of a heavily stressed asshole so far but#But please#C'mon#W h y#I am sitting in silence getting second hand Deep Regret TM#Jonathan Sims#Tma#the magnus archives#About to start the finale#Sunn's broken in again
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people framing their discussion about utena being groomed as her "making bad decisions" i am hitting you with several large rocks
#even people who aren't outright victim blaming about it often do this and it's so fucking frustrating#even just a “utena shouldn't have done that” will piss me off in certain contexts. can we just point the blame where it belongs please.#i promise you your analysis is not better or deeper just because you think mentioning akio being a predator is too “obvious”#and you feel like you have to be like ''well this is actually all about how flawed this child is for *checks notes* trusting an adult#who was supposed to take care of them. i am so smart'' you just end up looking like an asshole. or worse.#m#bad takes
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2024 ITALIAN GP : P7
GR: Really quite disappointed, because so much hard work goes into all of these weekends, for it to go away so quick.
#george russell#f1#italian gp 2024#*m#24#ita24#monza#(im so tired so sad so frustrated......................)
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could you tell me more about why you dislike femskk?
okay disclaimer before i begin: this is not meant to be a dig on every person who enjoys femskk. the biggest reason i don't like it is honestly because it's just not my cup of tea and honestly it really makes no difference to me if other people like it. but beyond that my biggest issues with it are
1. the phenomenon of fans "yuri-ifying" the most popular m/m ship and then using that to prove they like female characters and f/f ships. this is not a bsd-exclusive thing; it happens with stsg too and i don't like femstsg for the same reason. but there's a big difference between actually liking female characters and just genderbending (or even making transfem) the big m/m ship. i literally went to the f/f category in bsd on ao3 the other day looking for fics and about half of them are skk fics instead of fics about like. the actual female characters in bsd. who i was looking for fics of. similarly, there have been some redraw trends going around twitter - specifically the i prefer girls cover redraw - and i have seen. i don't even know how many femskk redraws of that (along with a couple femfyolais and a femrimlaine) but only one redraw with actual female characters from bsd. same with the scene 14 redraw that was going around, and while that one wasn't originally two female characters, i have still seen significantly more femskk (and femsigzai, femsigchuu, femfyolai, etc) than i have ships with even one character who is female in the source material.
and imo this phenomenon is made even worse in the bsd fandom bc so many fans just see bsd as the skk show. so of course they're writing off the actual female characters; they literally don't care about anything besides skk. and obviously i can't do anything to force anyone to care about other characters but like.... bsd has so many other wonderful characters and dynamics (both romantic and platonic) that a good half of the fanbase won't even glance at because they're not skk. i do like skk, but bsd is about so much more than just them. they are, objectively, only one small part of it. like if you only care about skk, then just be outright about it and don't pretend you're "proving" you like female characters and sapphic ships bc you like femskk too
2. of the fans who only like skk and nothing else about bsd, most of them. don't even characterize dazai and chuuya correctly? i think the some of the best skk characterizations i've seen have been from people who actually like other characters and ships too, and some of the worst skk characterization i've seen has come from people who literally don't care about any other ships or characters. this isn't a hard and fast rule obviously but even with 30k skk fics on ao3, i have struggled to find ones that actually feel true to their characters. and the characterization seems to only get worse when it's femskk. if you're just going to turn femdazai and femchuuya into two completely different people, what's the point in it even being skk? why not write k.ousano or h.igugin or even a ship with one canonically female character? if you have to change the core characteristics of both dazai and chuuya... do you even really like them?
3. about femdazai: i actually don't mind the transfem dazai headcanon in general but most fans get her wrong. i made a post about it here but basically so many times i see femdazais that are just. completely unrecognizable as dazai. you can't strip away core aspects of dazai like idk the fact that dazai doesn't show any skin from neck to toe just because you made her a girl. i have seen some femdazai that's good! but i have seen so much that is just fundamentally wrong for dazai's character as a whole. mostly on twitter.
4. about femchuuya: i really truly just don't get femchuuya. i THINK the hype here is probably bc lesbians seem to get attached to chuuya (which. valid. i am also a lesbian chuuya fan.) and so they want to draw a chuuya they can be attracted to (i.e. femchuuya) which like. cool whatever i'm not here to judge. but looking at it from a "would this character actually identify as female" perspective, i don't actually think i can picture that for chuuya. maybe it's just because i so strongly hc them as nonbinary? idk. this one is honestly just a neutral "i don't see that but you do you"
tl;dr: from what i've seen, femskk is often mischaracterized, and genderbending the big m/m ships in a fandom is often a way fans "prove" they like the female characters and f/f ships while not actually caring about anything other than their main m/m ship
#the first point is also why i don't particularly care for fem any m/m ship in any fandom. that's not exclusive to femskk#femskk is just. there is a LOT of it that i see and i would much rather see more art/fics/etc. for the canonically female characters#i don't like k.ousano but i would prefer they have more fics in the bsd f/f tag on ao3 than a ship that. isn't canonically f/f#like it's already hard to find f/f content (and just stuff for female characters in general) in ANY fandom#so to have to filter through not only femskk fics but also other canonically m/m ships made fem#while i'm specifically looking for fics with yosano lucy higuchi lucy louisa margaret gin etc etc is. frustrating#i'm not saying femskk shouldn't be a thing or that they shouldn't be in the f/f tag but#i wish they weren't the number 1 f/f ship in the fandom#i wish there was more of a balance and the canonically female characters got more appreciation from the fandom in general#so anyway this isn't me trying to sway people out of writing/drawing femskk bc i know that's never going to happen#it's just a wish for more bsd fans to appreciate other characters too#also sorry if this doesn't make a lot of sense; i had to pause halfway through to go pick up my sister sfdghjkjl#and once again this is not an attack on femskk enjoyers or anyone specific!!! just me having opinions abt the fandom in general#asks#anon asks
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I know I've made my stance on the issue qUITE apparent. But just to reiterate
#yakumo is The Issue. in all aspects of my life and so on#he had a pullable cleavage window. you can't tell me eiden resisted that the entire time#he had little arm straps!! he had a series of collars all over his body and we didn't yank them ONCE?#not A SINGLE ONE? not one cheeky reach n snap?????#not even a light banjo twang. wasted potential. eiden pls play him like an acoustic guitar#look. dark nova had that choker in r2. and here we got an entire string instrument.#i just. I JUST NEED TO PULL HIM AROUND. I NEED TO EXERT SOME SORT OF FORCE ON HIM#i am CLENCHING AND UNCLENCHING MY FISTS IN CONFUSED FRUSTRATION#i need an outlet and i m gonna make yakumo sing in D minor#nu carnival yakumo
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prowler miles should’ve had the tips of his braids glow the same pink that’s in his outfit tbh. don’t ask me how it would work out i just think it would look good
#rio:… you know that new prowler has pink hair too… / miles g: yeah i’m a fan. a diehard fan so i copied him.#aaron screaming in frustration a few blocks away#prowler miles#miles g#miles morales#m&m posts
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LOKI S01E02 “The Variant”
#loki#mobius#lokius#loki laufeyson#mobius m mobius#marveledit#lokitvsource#lokitvedit#mine#I MISS THEM SO MUCH#they were so silly in this episode#mobius was annoyed but also so fond#loki was annoying but also living to be helpful#mobius was frustrated and didn't want to take him to an apocalypse but then they instantly cut to pompeii with both of them excited???#truly a moment for the history books#mobius loves mischief and we need him to get into more of it
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i think "nonbinary" can be useful but a lot of times the way it is being used isn't helpful to actually discussing nonbinary people, especially since it is a HUGE umbrella term with very few boundaries. like there are nonbinary men & women, so positioning "nonbinary" as something intrinsically separate from man/woman isn't accurate. or there are times where it would be more useful to name the specific group (like multigender people, androgynes, abinary/aphorians) rather than a much vaguer term
in general the problem is that our language to describe nonbinary existence is basically some scraps held together with duct tape. there's sooo many ways in which nonbinary people are erased or binaried through language. not just through the lack of gender neutral options but the la of blatantly genderqueer ones.
i kinda feel like as of right now, nonbinary-ness is pretty slapdash & all over the place and it would be helpful to have a large-scale discussion on what terminology would be best for discussing things like exorsexism and it's various aspects, and how to talk about nonbinary people without homogenizing us, while ALSO acknowledging the need for umbrella terms that can cover a range of individual identities, even if people don't personally identify with the umbrella term itself. & on that note we should also probably discuss the issue of. like. perfectionism wrt nonbinary language & the way that potentially useful terms get lost bc of it. I don't think nonbinary people can really achieve meaningful equality and inclusion on the same level until we are able to have equally diverse and useful ways of describing ourselves, and a stronger understanding of how we relate to each other as a community.
#I've been chewing on this general topic for a while#bc I'm realizing that I don't like identifying as nonbinary specifically bc of how ppl often use that#to just mean ''gender neutral'' & often exclude androgyne multigenders by assuming nb can't be men/women#even trans theory so often just groups nonbinary people in with whoever feels the most relevant and is uninterested in exploring exorsexism#outsidr of it's connection to other issues#there's an assumption that nonbinary experiences can be more or less grouped in w binary ones without missing out on much#it's just frustrating. same w when people assume that all transitions end w people looking cis-passing#and ignore the difficulties that can come from things like non traditional bottom surgery!#there's next to no resources for salmacians and virtually none for agenital prople#which y'know. might be important for things like urinary/genital care#or sex work or anything#hell so many people have argued that exorsexism doesn't exist because all nonbinary oppression is ''just transphobia''#so many ppl are completely uninterested in looking at nonbinary people separate from binary ppl & binary experiences#m.
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What I've been asking for a while now!! You all love watching animes and reading and watching stuff with such themes but can't seem to understand it now that it's really happening.
Given how obsessed western media and Israel were with the "bUt h@m@s" narrative this time, it makes it plenty obvious that ham@s is no longer the t€rr0r1st body that Israel once empowered and enabled it to be. It's just people/freedom fighters wanting their land back after they've experienced decades of similar barbarity it appears.
And how anyone thinks Palestinian people will come out of the current massacre, mass murder and cruelty all chill and cool is beyond me. Do you seriously expect they won't want to avenge their loved ones after the stuff Israel did to their families??? The school year in Gaza had to be ended because all kids were DEAD. Entireeee family lines have been wiped out. Their hospitals, refugee camps, bakeries, schools everything has been turned to dust. Their internet and phones were cut off while aid was refused entry and all of this is stuff you can read without crying, and feeling sick I haven't listed the stomach turning shit yet.
Oh btw are you all still seriously believing that Israel is out there doing you a favour by t@rgEt1ng h@m@s? They're just killing and slaughtering and destroying so they can expand their colonized land later (this has been said by Israeli politicians and people). Also, they don't care about hostages from their country so before demanding their release from h@mas, talk to Israel.
And what happens when they're done getting rid of h@m@s which I know they're not doing that but still? Palestinians will thank them and carry on with their lives? What have you all been encouraging and celebrating Ukrainians for? Why doesn't that same logic apply here? You don't expect one ounce self-defence from Palestine later??? After alllll that was done?? Get your brain checked.
#i am so so done#all the pro israel axcounts that interacted with my posts recently are still using h@m@s and ant1 semiti$m#that's all they say nothing else#idk how blind and unaware one can be at this point#it really doesn't take any effort anymore to see what Israel is doing#they love usinf h@m@s in the news coz you all buy it readilu#just like how germany bought whatever h1tler#just like you all bought what bush and tony blair said about the iraq and afghan war#you all have no excuse given the abundance of evidemce out there#also how do you all propose Palestinians go on from here?#what has you stance been on Ukraine?#gosh i am so frustrated idk what to write to make people understand#palestine#free palestine#gaza#free gaza#gaza strip#middle east#israel#fuck israel#ukraine#russia
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Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!
#cats#holiday#OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few#days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below)#My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart#rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart#so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag#and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day#last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few#hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent#ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect#because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make#me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these#'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a#few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is#getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better#and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo#I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm..#pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c#Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after#like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread...#I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was#doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally#ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully#whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos#ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever.#And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely#though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart#stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive#things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***
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Behind the Fortress Walls Chapter 3
Fic Summary
Jazz is in love with Dick. He’s kind, considerate, and caring. Far and away the nicest person she’s ever dated. But she’s lying to him. About so, so much. And he’ll hate her once he learns the truth. Assuming he doesn't get tired of her canceling all their dates first. When Danny and Ellie go missing, the latest in a series of ghostly disappearances, she's forced to cancel another date. Going to Elmerton to meet up with Tucker and Sam, she will get Danny and Ellie back from the GIW no matter what it takes. Only…they aren't the only ones breaking in.
And we've got art this chapter!!!!!!!!!
I have been spoiled by my artists. Starting with the fact that there's two of them.
Chapter 3: 5.5k words
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“Don’t move!” cried Dick.
“Just shutting off my comm.” She winced as Sam and Tucker yelled at her to stop. “Will you let me?”
Nightwing, Dick, hesitated. “Why?”
She quickly pressed the power button on her comm and pulled out her hand, holding it palm out and open to show she had nothing in it. “You know,” she said conversationally, “This really explains quite a lot. I suppose it’s your friend who is controlling the cameras and blocking out our tech person?”
“You’ll understand if I don’t answer your questions.”
Jazz nodded. “I do. But I do think we should have a conversation in private.” She nudged the blaster with her foot, kicking it in Dick’s direction. “Want the rest of my weapons as a peace offering?”
“Explain who you are and what you’re doing here. If I like the answer, I may consider hearing you out.”
Jazz shrugged. “The only name I can give you right now is Calkins. And I’m here on a rescue mission.”
Nightwing’s escrima sticks lowered slightly. “Calkins?”
“You’ve heard of me?”
“Heard someone asking about an anti-meta government group in the area. It’s why we’re here.”
Jazz blinked in surprise then burst out laughing. They’d canceled their date only to go on to raid the same GIW base instead? She had to lean against the door to keep upright. “Oh my god. That’s…”
Dick was clearly taken aback by her reaction, but didn’t seem to feel at risk. He returned his escrima sticks to their holder on his back and took a half step forward before stopping. “Are you all right?” he asked slowly.
Jazz held up one hand and gasped to try and get herself under control. God, Dick must be the reason the base was so empty. It all made sense. The relief was overwhelming. “Sorry,” she gasped out. “Sorry. Just…” She giggled some more. “We should have a private conversation.” She took a moment to just look at Dick. He really cut a figure in his Nightwing get up. No wonder people looked up to him with both fear and wonder.
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Keep reading, because this chapter has my favorite moment in the fic. And I cannot wait to see how the rest of y'all react to it.
#dpxdc#dpxdcbang2024#nightbirds#jazz fenton#dick grayson#fanfic#wolf writes#this chapter!!!!!!#i've been wanting to share it the most#for m o n t h s#seriously#you've no idea#i have been so frustrated that i couldn't talk about That Moment#vented in the event discord and everything#while not sharing any spoilers#bemoaning my desire to not spoil it#because it hits so much better#when you get to it organically#(or at least i think so)
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