#lucy x silas

[angelaanimates]

I can't believe I never shared this here BUT it's ok because I can use this as an opportunity to announce one of my NYCC Exclusives. I have made a print version of the first eight "episodes" of my webcomic, Lucy's Endless Night. Here's the cover!

[ficzhub]

Just so y’all know, this is Silas Ochre Snow-Baird from my ‘The Legacy’ Snowbaird fan fix. (After he’s lost his tan.)

[venusbyline]

Hey guys, I'm Vênus (she/her). This is my new ff blog and requests are already open!

I really like writing dark, smut and/or angst contents for s/o x female readers.

Almost all the characters and artists I'll write for are tagged. Feel free to send me your writing requests on my ask. (ps¹: practically i'll write for all Jacob Elordi and Ryan Gosling's characters, there just wasn't enough space in the tags).

So don't be shy... I'm a member of the "toxic characters stan" too <3

ps²: some characters besides the other characters of Ryan Gosling and Jacob Elordi that I didn't put in the tags but that I can also write for:

Scream: Ethan Landry, Billy Loomis, Stu Macher.

Euphoria: Rue Bennet, Jules Vaughn, Ethan Lewis, Lexi Howard, Chris McKay, Fezco.

Hunger Games: Lucy Gray Baird, Katniss Everdeen, Sejanus Plinth, Johanna Mason, Treech, Clemensia Dovecote, Tigris Snow, Haymitch Abernathy.

MCU: Tom Holland!Peter Parker & Andrew Garfield!Peter Parker, Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Wanda Maximoff.

Daisy Jones & The Six: Eddie Roundtree, Daisy Jones, Camila Dunne.

The Vampire Diaries: Stefan Salvatore, Damon Salvatore, Silas, Rebekah Mikaelson, Katherine Pierce.

Margot Robbie: Barbie, Harley Quinn.

Gossip Girl: Chuck Bass, Nate Archibald, Carter Baizen, Blair Waldorf.

YOU: Love Quinn, Joe Goldberg.

Harry Potter: Cedric Diggory, Hermione Granger, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Draco Malfoy, Sirius Black.

Grey's Anatomy: Jackson Avery, Derek Shepherd, Mark Sloan, Alex Karev.

Outer Banks: Rafe Cameron, JJ Maybank.

Anyway, more characters can be added here over time!

[can-of-pringles]

Pringle's Ghost-Verse

This is a general masterlist of my Ghost band headcanons/AU lore, and my writing and art. You can find everything in the tag #pringles ghost verse

Fanfiction

[Silas x Copia]

When I'm Alone With You - Silas x Copia (A03 verison)

Watch the World Go By - Silas x Copia Christmas fic by @/practically-an-x-man (not canon but still a great read!)

Roses and Tulips - Silas x Copia Valentine's Day fic by @/practically-an-x-man (haven't decided if it's canon or not)

[Other]

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General/Headcanons/Lore

[Papa Nihil (and family, etc)]

Betty Emeritus Aesthetic Collage

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[Papa Nihil & Sister Imperator]

My Sister x Nihil Spotify Playlist

How Sister feels about Copia

Explaining the Dance Macabre music video in my lore

Sister Imperator fashion aesthetic image collage

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[Primo (and family, etc))]

Lucy Clarkson Aesthetic Collage

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[Secondo (and family, etc)]

Dafne Santoro Aesthetic Collage

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[Terzo (and family, etc)]

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[Copia (and family, etc)]

Why Copia always wears gloves

Copia having undiagnosed joint issues

Copia's pet rats

Copia's room

How Copia feels about Sister Imperator

How Copia copes with missing his brothers

Kid Copia drinking a juicebox

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[Nameless Ghouls]

My Nameless Ghoul designs

Bonus Nameless Ghoul designs

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[Other]

My headcanon about the white eye

The Papas' favorite flowers

Characters' names and short bios

Character orientation headcanon

My Papas' Heights headcanons

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Silas Petersson

Silas' Spotify Playlist & Songs Silas Would Listen To

Silas' Toyhouse

Silas with skull paint art

Silas sweeping art

Silas' Ministry Welcome packet

What Silas knows and doesn't know about the Ministry thoughts

Silas' southern mannerisms thoughts

A sketch of Silas by @/practically-an-x-man

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Silas x Copia

Silas x Copia Spotify Playlist

First fanart I drew

OTP Questions Ask

Copia helping Silas when he feels homesick thoughts

Copia writing secret songs for Silas thoughts

Copia comforting Silas sketches

If Silas went to the beach house thoughts

Copia and Silas sketch

Silas x Copia moodboard

Silas and Copia greyscale drawing

Silas teaching Copia non Ghost songs on the piano ask

Silas and Copia bringing out the good in each other thoughts

Silas and Copia cuddling because the Ministry can get cold thoughts

Silas and Copia incorrect quote shenanigans

Copia and Silas holiday asks

Copia and Silas concert fluff ask

A list of romantic stuff Copia and Silas do as a couple

Silas, Copia, and the pet rats ask

An ask about Silas and Copia celebrating their anniversary

Silas and Copia art

Cute sketch art of Silas and Copia

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Angst thought of Silas and Copia and marriage

How Silas feels about calling Copia Papa

Pigeon Ghoul

Ref sheet (and Toyhouse)

Low quality Pigeon meme doodles

Why Pigeon wears an old mask

Spinning Pigeon gif (disco version)

Pigeon art

Pigeon ask

How Pigeon got their name

Some Pigeon sketches

If Silas and Pigeon met

A colored sketch of Pigeon for ace week

A sketch of Pigeon with their Omnichord

First attempt of Pigeon cosplay

Angsty Pigeon thoughts of how alone they feel

Traditional Pigeon doodles

Two new Pigeon Artfights

Pigeon doodle ask

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Other Ghost OCs (Hanna and Kersti)

[Hanna Ekström]

Hanna's Toyhouse

Hanna ask

Hanna visiting Silas at the Ministry thoughts

Hanna and Silas ask

Hanna, Kersti, and Pigeon Artfights

Another Hanna Artfight

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[Kersti Beck]

Kersti post and Toyhouse

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[obsidian-warthog]

SYLVIA IS THE VAN HELSING OF WHAT MANNER OF MAN!

Okay now that I've got your attention, I was thinking about Dracula and What Manner of Man parallels, and realized that Sylvia can be considered a counterpart to Van Helsing in addition to filling the villager with too vague to be helpful warnings role in the early chapters.

-Both possess knowledge about what's really going on that they conceal for trust issues as they gather further information.

-Mentioned trust issues lead to the vampire getting at their prey. Van Helsing's nearly perfect defense of Lucy keeps having gaps manifest due to the others not being as informed, while Sylvia lets Victor walk into the sexy vampire castle.

-Main organizers of the assault on the vampire castle. Of course Mina was an important organizer of the Dracula hunt for strategy and transit, but Helsing was the one who assembled the team, linking the Harkers and Suitor Squad together, while Sylvia gathered all the villagers.

-Also fitting with the change in targets Dracula makes, Victor has picked up some Mina parallels in that both are targets of the vampire deliberately excluded from the anti vampire team before joining anyway. And have a special influence over the vampire. Victor is what the movies think Mina is.

-I don't think Danny can be considered a Seward counterpart as much as the obvious Helsing x Seward joke tempts me. Silas continues to evade any clear Dracula counterpart for me that goes beyond 'guys in charge of transit.'

[cancerian-woman]

How do you think Bonnie's life could've played out if 1) Abby actually decided to make up for being a deadbeat mother and 2) the dynamic with Abby/Bonnie/Rudy being a healing family unit (after Grams death especially). Like even with the whole being a witch thing and all... cause Abby didn't like it and Rudy said he lost Abby to it. It's an interesting dynamic.

❤️ reading all your YVD/TO insights and having these discussions with you.

Stay easy and safe 😘

oooh nice!

As I said in my post with Lucy I think one huge factor that would be eliminated is A LOT Bonnie’s grand sacrifices. Yes, how loyal, protective and maternal (in a sense) Bonnie is amazing. It’s great, but what is she getting in return from her friends? Nothing.…

Abby and Rudy would both have to show not tell Bonnie that they care and will be there for her. It has to be consistent. Rudy’s job was mentioned that he was a traveling Pharmaceutical Rep. Abby was absentee. Bonnie went so long without parental guidance we can assume after Grams. Therefore neither Abby or Rudy can’t just show up and force control over Bonnie when it’s defined uncontrollable for them. Rudy, Abby and Bonnie would need to communicate more. Abby’s presence makes Bonnie uncomfortable and the only way to get over that is by being there physically. Abby’s “my daughter is done helping Elena Gilbert” will hold weight. If she’s around.

The Bennett-Hopkins needs to be honest with each other. Tbh, I don’t think Rudy liked any of the Gilbert’s. None of them. Not for Abby and certainly not for Bonnie. He could explain why he disliked the Gilbert’s and that could lead into how the Petrovas x Bennett’s are tied together but it’s never as beneficial for the Bennett’s as it is the Petrovas well-being. Now Abby needs to admit she doesn’t like the burden of being a witch. It’s hard, Bonnie said so herself. Abby ran from it to protective herself but in doing so she forgot to protect Bonnie. Bonnie could benefit from hearing Abby’s struggles as a witch. I’m sure if they gave the story some room Abby and Miranda could’ve been just as similar to Bonlena’s friendship. Bc how do you ask your friend to drop everything to help save your child…like whut. Well, we know where Elena gets that from lmao. Abby could explain why twice she tried to strip Bonnie of her magic. Did Grams do it to her when she was “out of line?” Lastly, Bonnie NEEDS to call them out. They can’t separate Bonnie from her magic. It’s who she is they have to love her for who she is. No matter who came into town Bonnie was always going to be a Bennett witch. They can’t love her on terms and conditions. Grams was the only one who loved both Bonnie as a witch and Bonnie as her grandchild. Bonnie has to be vulnerable and let them in. Lessen some of her independence to be dependent on her parents. Open up room for separation from her friends.

I think Bonnie would still make plenty of mistakes. She was 17-23/24 throughout the series. She’ll still give more for people who don’t do the same for her. Mess up with magic. I just think they’ll be more self reflection before she jumps into things for her friends. In a healed life for the Bennett-Hopkins, Rudy won’t let things get swept under the rug. He’ll call out would’ve called out how he thinks something was off with Bonnie like here. You can tell in his face something was off with Bonnie. Abby would call out the repetitive patterns in Bonnie’s friendships. Imagine Bonnie telling Abby, Elena tried to kill her. She’d have to work to break this cycle that Abby set her up for since she wasn’t around as a child. She could start with helping Bonnie get ready for prom, being there for graduation. The Bennett-Hopkins working on healing I don’t see Bonnie being able to die for a summer and going unnoticed by everyone, she wouldn’t have been left in the prison world so long, Rudy wouldn’t have died in front of her and by Silas. The anchor plot would’ve been different. While Abby/Rudy plays more of an emotional role in Bonnie life’s she could learn that she doesn’t need the MFG, she shouldn’t give so much into people who give very little into her. Or demand that they start caring for her and doing something own their own for once. I could see the Bennett-Hopkins moving in together to undo that 17 years worth of trauma.

Thank you! I love reading your thoughts and metas too! Bonnie fans are so small compared to most of the fandom and we’re always ignored. But I just love our little fandom ❤️.

Thank you for the ask!

[garciaasfluffypen]

insane plans

prompt: continuation of new roommates wc: 1.2k ship: jennifer jareau x elle greenaway a/n: read part one before this one!!!!!

part 1 • part 3

the strangest things kept happening after the whole accidentally sending the campus into chaos thing that jj had gotten herself wrapped up into. which was probably how they found themselves sitting in jj’s dorm room, with emily-her very adorable lit ta- and alex flipping their shit at her and tara going to the library after 6:30pm.

“oh sure, you know, tell it like this insane plan that the pair of you hatched was the logical next step. the library, jennifer. the library?”

“i admit, in retrospect, it wasn’t the most brilliant idea.” jj looked down. “everything was fine! at first. as soon as we got there, everyone was leaving. and when the sun went down… we started to hear something…”

“skittering?” tara continued. “the online system was really helpful. it gave us a cross reference list before i even started typing.”

“so we found most of the textbooks… uh…”

“before you realized the staircase wasn’t in the same place anymore?” emily stared at jj like she was crazy.

“we might have gotten a little turned around. at that point, most of the computer monitors were warning us to ‘run. run now’.” jj shuddered as she remembered what had happened. “so we did what any normal person would do if they were caught in a flying vortex of modern literature and index cards from the 1970s.”

“we created a flamethrower using a lighter and some mace that jj’s dad gave her.”

“and after all of that, i get a text that says come quick, stuck in library, bring fire extinguisher.”

“okay yes, but it turned out fine.” jj sheepishly looked up to emily. “the sprinklers turned on and we snuck out a window.”

“oh yeah, with god knows what on your heels.” emily snapped.

“okay, yes! it was stupid, and we’re lucky that you didn’t have to save our souls. can we please skip to the part where once every twenty years like clockwork this girl shows up here at silas?” jj pulled up the pictures of elle she had scanned onto her computer.

“well, yeah,” tara started. “we know she’s a vampire. i mean, we’ve known that since the blood in the milk container right? vampire, vampire , vampire, yeah?”

there was a moment of silence before jj spoke. “you knew i was living with a vampire and nobody said anything?”

“she’s not a vampire.” alex started. “there’s no such thing. she’s a… light averse octogenarian with extreme hemoglobin deficiency and really good skin.”

jj started thinking out loud. “so something is taking girls, and the ones that have come back have gone full on lucy from dracula and you don’t think my roommate being a vampire is, i dunno, pertinent information? and i’m next! she’s making with the creepy dreams and the charms…”

“and the seduction eyes-”

“seduction eyes?” emily stared at jj.

“oh my gosh. she’s a vampire. my roommate is an honest to lestat vampire. how do we stop a vampire?”

“staking, decapitation, immolation, uh, there’s something here about driving an iron needle through the heart. normally i’m not into this stuff but in the case of seduction eyes i could definitely warm up to the thought.”

after talking about it, they figured out that the next best thing to do was to pull elle out with bait. and by bait, they meant jj. which was how she found herself somehow sitting in her room in her nicest blouse, waiting for the okay text to go down to the party. except she didn’t have to go down, because elle came to her. and just jj’s luck, emily came running in just as things started to get spicy. but she went on with the plan, helping emily and tara tie her to a chair, putting cloves of garlic around her neck. after a fun little side excursion with derek morgan and matt simmons when their girlfriends went missing, jj found herself back in the dorm room, sitting with elle as she refused to talk. that was, until she started spazzing.

“elle! oh no, no, no no no no no! please don’t die, don’t die you stupid vampire!” she looked around frantically, realizing the blood was still in the fridge. “here, look!” she ran and grabbed it, rushing back over to elle. “i have blood!” she poured it in her mouth, hoping and praying she’d come back to life.

“dammit…”

jj let out a sigh of relief. “do you want some more?” at elle’s confused look, she continued. “we figured we might need some leverage so tara got it from the campus hospital. look, if you really want me to believe that you didn’t do it, you have got to explain what you were doing at those parties. cause the night that we caught you, it sure looked like you were about to eat me.”

elle let out a dry laugh. “you thought that was me trying to eat you?”

“well if you weren’t trying to eat me what were you…” jj blushed as she realized what elle was actually doing. “oh… oh! so when you were hitting on me… you were actually hitting on me.”

“yes.” she paused. “and you were luring me into a trap.” elle turned to laura. “just stake me now, cause i think that would be less mortifying than this conversation.”

“okay, even if i were to believe you, that still doesn’t explain what you were doing at the parties and how you know all the missing girls. if you want us to trust you, you have gotta tell us your side of the story.”

“my side of the story?” she let out another chuckle as her eyebrow raised. “buckle up creampuff. we’re gonna be in for a long night.”

and she did. elle told her everything, about how she was born in styria back in 1680, growing up wealthy and not being affected by the war against the ottoman empire. about how she attended a ball where she was murdered, and how she was raised for a second time by the woman she only knew as mother. the mother elle knew after death. she recounted many key points in her life, and how everything started when her mother set her up with girls. how she’d have to turn these girls in and eventually give them over to her mother. and that was how she met natasha. the girl she would do anything to spend the rest of her life with. how that time, she truly fell in love with the girl, and how she couldn’t bear to give natasha up to her mother. how her mother went behind elle’s back and told natasha who she truly was. and as a punishment, was sent under the earth in a coffin for years until the 1950s. and how after that, she tried to save every girl she could.

“so you’ve been helping them escape?”

“when i can.”

“did you help kate?” elle shook her head. “so, someone that she knew, someone she thought was her friend, was really a vampire? and took her for your mother.”

“yes.”

“so, we find your mother and we get our friends back.” at elle’s chuckle, she tilted her head. “what’s so funny? we caught you.”

“as humiliating as that was, it doesn’t change the fact that my mom will scoop out your eyeballs and serve them in martinis. you’re already terrified of her.”

“already? i’ve never met your mom.”

“yes you have. she’s the dean.”

[motownfiction]

two pennies and a dime

Lucy’s about to do something bold. At least, she wants to. When she reaches into the little red purse her parents got her for her birthday last year, she finds she only has two pennies and a dime.

She’s in eighth grade and standing in a very long lunch line. Like always, Lucy brought her lunch in a brown paper bag, but that’s not what she’s doing up here. She’s not in this line for herself at all.

No, she’s in it for Will.

That may very well be the theme of this whole school year: Lucy Callaghan is in it for Will O’Connor. It doesn’t matter what happens. If she attends one of the school dances, she does it because Will is going to be there, and she wants to spend just that much extra time with him. Watching his lanky bones try to pull off the Hustle. Making fun of people on the sidelines with him. Hearing him laugh. Lucy is in it for Will. She’s been in it for him since the day they met, seven and a half years ago, when he asked her what a Pisces was.

It’s just that now, she’s tough enough to admit it.

Everyday since they started eating lunch in the high school cafeteria in sixth grade (the only place St. Catherine’s can fit their junior high students in the middle of the afternoon), Will has made a big show of wanting an ice cream sandwich. His mother never gave him money for one because she thought a full dollar for mediocre chocolate cookies and vanilla soft serve was a rip-off. And in large part, Lucy agrees. But they’re coming to the end of junior high now – the end of an era, the era of Will’s ice cream lament – and Lucy figures it’s a good epilogue.

Or, at least, it would be if she had more in her purse than two pennies and a dime.

She really should have been thinking. Usually, she’s so good at planning things ahead of time. Last year, when she heard that Ms. Dumont always assigns a research paper to her eighth graders, due annually in April, Lucy got started over the summer. She had an annotated bibliography by Labor Day, which wasn’t even required. Lucy is good at plans. She’s good at anticipation. But as soon as Will enters the equation, she forgets what it means to solve for x. And that’s saying a lot, given she’s never been very good at math in the first place.

Sadie’s standing next to her in line, listening dutifully as Lucy drones on and on about how she would have loved to see the look on Will’s face when she gave him an ice cream sandwich. Lucy’s never actually told Sadie that she’s in love with Will, but since they’re best friends, she has to have figured it out by now. Besides, Sadie reads people’s feelings even better than Lucy reads Silas Marner. She gets it.

“I just can’t stop thinking about the satisfaction of it all,” Lucy says as they slowly inch forward in line. “It would be like bookends. You know … the story begins with Will wanting an ice cream sandwich, and it ends with him getting one?”

“I know,” Sadie says.

“And you know how much I like bookends.”

“Yeah. You have a whole bunch in your bedroom alone.”

“They make me look so professional.”

Sadie laughs. They step forward in line, and Lucy further realizes how embarrassing it’s going to be to get up to the cash register and not buy anything.

“I just really thought he’d like it,” Lucy says. “And he does so many nice things for me. I don’t know why, but …”

“He’s in love with you,” Sadie interrupts. “Don’t act like it’s something else.”

Lucy blushes. She still can’t make herself believe that anybody would look at her and like her like that. She’s not sure she can say in love, even though that’s pretty much how she feels whenever she looks at Will. She shuffles forward in the lunch line.

“I just wanted to be nice,” she says. “Anyway, that’s all.”

Sadie snorts, as though she knows it is most certainly not all. She reaches into her own little green purse and pulls out a crisp dollar bill, which she hands right to Lucy.

“My grandma gave me that the other day,” she says. “I have enough money to get lunch, but she told me to spend that dollar on something special.”

Lucy bites her lip to quell the incredible love bubbling up inside of her.

“And what?” she asks. “I’m something special?”

Sadie nods.

“Yeah,” she says. “You, and whatever you have going on with Will. That’s the kind of thing I want to spend a dollar on.”

Lucy nods. She tucks the dollar into her purse and wonders what she did to deserve a best friend as perfect as Sadie.

“Besides,” Sadie adds, “I kind of want to see his face, too.”

The girls laugh, and a minute later, Lucy has the ice cream sandwich. Years from now, when she and Will are married, they’ll look back on that afternoon as a seminal moment in their never-ending romance. And Lucy won’t deny it.

But she also won’t deny what it really was: the day she realized she and Sadie had their own never-ending love, too.

[tvdversegifs]

[crose84]

Prompt request! Tim finding out about the officer zaddy nickname, maybe it’s years later or jackson let’s it slip but he’s wildly uncomfortable or flustered and lucy loves using to mess with him?!

Hi Anon,

I had a couple of these requests for Tim to learn about the officer Zaddy nickname. This fic isn’t about that exactly, but it does happen, and Tim is predictably flustered. Maybe someday I’ll write a more light-hearted/teasing fic based on the prompt. I do hope you like this though!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/31384811

Tim feels the moment she stiffens against him, her hand freezing in his hair. Unease starts to bubble in his gut at the shift in her, “what’s wrong?”

She ignores him to listen to Tamara another moment, before she lowers the phone, “call Wes, have him meet us at the station,” she tells Tim, before turning her attention back to the phone and Tamara, “don’t say anything to anyone, Tim and I are on our way, Wes too.” Lucy takes Tim’s outstretched hand and lets him pull her off the counter. “She and Silas got arrested, where are my shoes?” She is standing by the front door looking around the room for her sneakers. Next time she would remember to leave them by the door like Tim always does.

OR

Tamara and Silas are in trouble + Tim learns about the Zaddy nickname.

[daraoak]

The Heap-Gringe Saga

After Simon and Lucy’s tumultuous courtship, Mr. Gringe and Silas have a we’re-not-friends friendship.

Lucy and Simon quite fancied themselves “Romeo Juliet” of the Castle and their whirlwind love story sure to be the talk of many a generations after them.

That is, until someone saw Nicko Heap and Rupert Gringe making out in a tugboat.

Mr. Gringe and Silas continued a rather long winding game of CounterFeet up in the castle attic, oblivious to the uproar of the townspeople and their children.

[lucy-sky]

Don’t Let Me Go – A Modern AU Headcanon (Colonel Silas Groves x Reader)

1112 words, no warnings. Angst and fluff. Art by me.

Colonel Groves retired from military service, but is still haunted by the demons of his past. It’s easy to go away from the war, but getting the war out of your mind – it’s a completely different story. For the most of his life Silas Groves has been a soldier. Army was his life. His heart is craving for peace now, but he forgot that feeling. He doesn’t even know where to start. Maybe he just didn’t deserve “normal” life? He did a lot of really unpleasant things back in the days, and they don’t let him go. Lonely and troubled, he finds escape at a local bar.

This gloomy bearded man is a frequent visitor at the place where you work as a bartender every evening. He takes his place at the counter, in the corner and orders a glass of whiskey. He is always calm and polite, and deep in his thoughts. Something in his look makes your heart shrink, but you never dare to ask him anything. He doesn’t seem like a talkative guy; sometimes he even puts headphones in his ears. You don’t know what does he listen, but you’re sure the main purpose of these headphones is to show that their owner just wants to be left alone. So you never bother him. He is really observant though. Once there were too many clients in the bar and you completely forgot where you put the shaker. He remembered it better than you and pointed you where it is. Nice of him.

***

One day your really annoying ex-boyfriend appears at the bar. He acts like a complete asshole and doesn’t let you work normally. At some point he forcefully grabs your arm to make you face him and listen to him.

- Let her go, - you suddenly hear someone’s quiet yet stern voice. It’s your silent gloomy customer.

- What did you just say, dude? - your ex gives him a hateful glance.

- I said, let her go, punk. Don’t make me say it again. You will most definitely regret it.

He doesn’t even raise his voice, but there is something is his tone that makes you instantly realize: this man isn’t kidding.

After the end of your shift that mysterious customer suddenly suggests to accompany you home in case your ex is somewhere around waiting.

- It’s really nice of you, - you say, a little baffled. - But… look, I don’t even know your name…

- Silas.

***

Since then, it became Groves’ tradition to accompany you home every night. He feels good around you. He can feel your inner light which makes him forget about the past and finally feel at peace with himself and the world around him. Day by day you get closer to each other. He tells you some stuff about himself and his previous job, but it’s obvious that he doesn’t like talking about it very much, so you don’t insist. You feel attracted to him and sense that this feeling is mutual and it’s growing.

One night as you and Silas approach your place you finally ask if he wants to come in for a cup of coffee. After a moment of hesitation he nods with a hint of a smile. Coffee becomes your tradition too.

After one of such coffee encounters you spot a nice movie on TV which you usually turn on as a background, and suggest him to watch it together. He agrees and soon you’re both are sitting on the sofa close to each other. Maybe even a bit too close, you can feel some sort of a nervous tension… but don’t want to move away from him. His arm is on the headrest behind your back and eventually you lean in to rest your head on his shoulder. He tenses for a second but then you feel his fingers stroking your upper arm softly. You relax, feeling his warmth, and soon get a little bit drowsy, tired after a hard working day. You’re about to doze off when his hand reaches you, fingers gently running through your hair removing them from your face. You lift your eyes meeting his gaze and suddenly get completely blown away by the beauty of his emerald green eyes. He looks at you for a moment before leaning in and placing a soft and careful kiss on your mouth. His lips are warm against yours. His beard tickles your skin but it feels strangely enjoyable. As he doesn’t get any protest from your side, his kisses become deeper, eager and hungry and very soon the movie is forgotten and you take Silas by the hand, guiding him to your bedroom.

Your sex is passionate and intense. Groves tries his best to be gentle with you, but at some point he can’t help but getting quite rough – it’s been a long while since he touched a woman. It’s been a long while since a woman touched him with tenderness and affection. He’s overwhelmed; all senses become strong and subtle. But still, before letting himself go he manages to make you come at least twice, panting and writhing underneath him, desperately grabbing onto his broad shoulders and tugging on his hair which he gave up cutting for a while.

***

You wake up to see the bed next to you empty.

You find him in the kitchen sitting at the table with a glass of water in silence. You approach and sit next to him.

- Silas, what’s bothering you? - You ask quietly.

- You… really don’t want to know this, y/n.

You reach his hand and squeeze it tight, looking him in the eye.

- Just tell me. Get it off your chest. You clearly need it.

And he gives up. He tells you everything. About the army. Tough missions and the decisions which might not be his best. The guilt which stays with him forever. About the fear and confusion he experienced as he retired and how you lit up his dark and troubled existence, gave him so much needed peace and calm. With you he finally felt like home. He confesses he has feelings for you but can’t help thinking that you deserve a better guy, not him – a complete mess, haunted by his past, not knowing what to do with his life.

All the time you’re holding his hand in yours, until Silas gets up abruptly, almost causing the chair to fall down. He turns away from you, to the window, and he stands there, breathing deeply, trying to collect himself. Carefully, you come closer and touch his shoulder, stroking him gently. You want to say it’s gonna be alright, that you have feelings too and don’t need anyone else. That together you can handle it… But he just turns to you and encloses you in his strong arms. You just stand like this in the kitchen lit by the moonlight, holding each other tightly, his face buried into the crease of your neck and the words become useless and meaningless.

- Just don’t let me go, - you whisper and feel him squeezing you tighter against his chest.

- I won’t. Ever.

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This is super banal and actually I didn’t plan to write a “story”, just wanted to make this collage and a little description. But as you can see, something went wrong...

[ceemetery]

home is the first grave

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"summers hard but I'm trying to be compassionate with myself"

silas denver melvin

Luci Shaw

Sue Zhao

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Mary oliver

Louise Glück

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OBEY ME CHARACTERS as your filo! manliligaw/crush/bf.

warning: none! just some fluffy filo headcanons bout the demon bros and dateables. i don't know if there's also a big filipino om players out there, but if there is, hello. here's ur filo content <3 pakiampon ako please

om!demon brothers x gn!reader

language used: taglish (filipino)

ooc-ish.... i'll do the side characters next!

lucifer (nickname: lucitot)

lucifer, ‘yung serious type mong crush, cold, tas mysterious daw. medyo campus crush lalo na ng mga ka-batch niya.

school council president!!!!! kaya lagi mo siya nakikita sa school programs <3<3

representative sa UN tas nanalo kasi madaming fans (char), pogi saka talented din naman siya kaya nanalo. tinulak tulak ka pa ng friends mo na magpapicture sa kaniya

kunwari ayaw niyong dalawa pero yieee landi yarn

di masyado active sa social media kasi nga he's different!! saka busy siya sa work niya.

crush mong si lucifer na sinusulyapan mo sa ibang building, naactive ka pa sa mga kung ano anong clubs para lang makita siya

crush mong si lucifer na sinasabihan ng friends mo or friends niya na may crush ka sa kaniya pero wala siyang pake (lowkey) kasi dapat cool langz

intimidating magchat, like correct grammars ganern tas minsan seener lang or kaya naman like zone, depende sa chat mo sa kaniya

kapag valentine's day or kapag may pinapabigay ka sa kaniya, minsan di mo alam if tinatanggap niya ba or nakukuha

one time niregaluhan mo siya nung ano, matchy matchy bracelet loombands ba or yung ano shet sinulid na plastic di ko alam tawag don basta nabibili lang na piso tas ginawan mo nga bracelet tas nakita mo suot ni luci yieeee edi wow

pag manliligaw naman, nako mga luci simps eh maeffort yan na manliligaw

syempre dahil president ng ssg, minsan naiiwan sa school tas magugulat ka na lang may pa-surprise lunch date na pala yan

with help galing sa mga ibang officers (sila barbatos, dia, mammon)

ihahatid ka sa bahay mo, make sure na safe ka palagi, "have you eaten your meal yet?"

idk pero malamang nagsesend yan minsan ng LSM HAHAHAHAHAHA every morning kapag sabado kasi kapag weekends di kayo masyado nagkikita

mammon (nickname: bogart <3)

mammon my beloved huhu, crush mong sobrang dense taena kahit na i-joke flirt mo siya akala niya friends lang kayo

close besties kaya lagi kayo nag-aasaran

class clown definitely pero matalino yan sa math saka huy narepresentative yan sa mtap saka mga quiz bee wag kang ano

ikaw pa kasama niya magreview tas nagchecheer sa kaniya kapag may ganyan

buraot o lagi ka nililibre no in between

lagi nagaaya ng gala, trusted ng parents mo kaya napapayagan ka (wow sana all, mammon kidnapin mo naman ako ples)

crush mammon na ginagawa yung dribble walk sa harap mo tas aasarin ka

si mammon na lagi mo kasama kaya alam na alam mo yung amoy ng pabango niya kahit malayo pa yan sayo basta naamoy mo, alam mong nandyan na siya

masarap sabunutan kapag nambibwiset, madalas mabugbog to kapag ikaw kasama dre

manliligaw!mammon, minsan epal, matopak to mga beh pero grabe magmahal bhie

medyo seloso pero hindi toxic!!!!!!!

binibigyan ka flowers, tas lagi ka bibilhan nung favourite food mo, alam niya lahat ng favourites mo, kapag may nabanggit ka na gusto mo asahan mo sa susunod niyan ibibigay niya sayo

nanaghihingi ng pulbos tapos magpapacheck kung okay yung mukha niya, ilalapit mukha sayo tas tatanong "pogi na ba?"

oo mammon pogi mo ikaw na talaga pinakapogi sa lahat

type din na magsabe ng "para sayo to" kapag naglalaro basketball tas di nashoshoot

okay lang mammon ako naman nahulog sayo e

sabi ko nga kanina lagi ka dadalhin sa gala nito, kayong dalawa lang tas happy

road trip, food trip basta gusto niya napapasaya ka niya

oh diba saan ka pa? kay bogart ka na :D

HAHAHAHAHAHAJAHAHHAHSHFWHHAHA labyu mammon pakasalan mo na kasi ako

leviathan (nickname: lebleb)

pers of all, torpe HAHAHAHAHAHAJAHAHAHAHAHHSHDW

alam naman natin mahiyain tong bebe na to, tas di pa masyado nakikipagsocialize

crush mo kasi cool energy tas kung di ka mahilig sa anime at manga, mahihilig ka din since fave niya yon para lang may matopic ka kapag kakausapin mo siya

kaya kapag may bagong anime na nalabas or may nahihiligan siyang something, nagchachat siya sayo or aapproach ka niya

(winner!)

nagmamy day to ng ml win or cod 😔 pero huy lebleb not like other guys to 💔

"send pics para ma-win streak" magaling maglaro ng games pero di ng puso ayieeee

HAHAHAHAHDHWHDHA crush mong ipi-friendzone ka nang ilang beses or akala niya dare lang yung pagkakacrush mo sa kaniya kaya marereject ka

pero kapag natagalan din sasagutin ka din nyan HAHAHAHAHAHA baka siya pa umamin sayo

manliligaw!lebleb— anime marathon sige i-marathon niyo daw one piece nang magkasama bhie good luck <333

manliligaw!lebleb na torpe kaya outside school lang makikita affections nyan

bibilhan kayo nung corny na couple shirts

COSPLAY COUPLE COSPLAY COUPLE COSPLAY DUO ANO KA BA COSPLAY DUO KAYO HAHAHAHAHDHWHD

date sa parke or don sa mga alam mo yung may mga themed cafe? dadalhin ka niya don hihi

mahiyain magsabe ng i love u HAHAHAHAHDHWHD sesendan ka ng "ay tignan mo sabi ni [character] kay ano" "parang tayo lang" di magrereply ng 2 oras kasi binato phone niya sa sobrang hiya

late nights talk din madalas sa inyo

satan (nickname: tantan <3 ikaw na ba ang dolce amore ng buhay ko?)

STANDARD BOOK BOYFRIEND.

i repeat, STANDARD BOOK BOYFRIEND. ano pangarap mo yung nababasa mo lang dati? oh eto na sayo na *binato si catan*

english-speaking, charming, flirty pero yung ano sosyal HAHAHAHAHDHWHD book boyfriend-like nga siya e

susulatan ka poems, sesendan ka handwritten letters, care package? bet. papakilala sayo mga pet niyang cats tas sasabihin para kayong parents na kasal (korni ni bebe satan)

maginoo to uy

wala lang laging maeffort bigla bigla nagreregalo sayo ng mga gawa niya

annotated books <3<3<3<3<3<3

“i was reading this [book] today and it reminded me of you”

nagbibigay din flowers, mature bf nakakakilig lang

lagi nagchachat sayo kapag di kayo magkasama

kapag crush mo lang si satan? sige umasa ka na lang sa wala HAHAHAHAHDHWHD

nanghaharana din jusmeu ke-smooth ng boses nakakaiyak

sasagutin mo ba o sasagutin mo???

asmodeus (nickname: momo as in momol- char)

PAASA. OO PAASA KA ASMO GRABE KA NA

paasa nga.

ano ba.

manliligaw??? si asmo??? syempre mahal ka niya pero mukhang ikaw ata maghahabol diyan /j

kakantahan ka bhie tas may patarpaulin na "will you be my s/o?” ganern

flirty 24/7

"ikaw ba si joanna? jowana kita-" "joke"

anong joke joke walang bawian dito asmo

magala din to saka clingy

minsan siya kumukuha ng pics mo tas magsusuggest ng "eto maganda, ganda mo diyan"

naglalagay din liptint tas tatanong ka “lambot ba? kiss nga” yie landi

thrift shop dating, magkasama kayo magdate sa ukay kahit 3 oras kayo naglakad lakad wala ka maririnig reklamo (actually meron pero mawawala yon kasi love ni asmo ang shopping)

night life party-ing alam lahat ng party spots na pwede ka dalhin

sweet naman siya <3<3

beelzebub (nickname: beel pa rin)

beh. crush mong sobrang bait. nasobrahan nga ata kasi bakit ka nafall sa kaniya?

pafall pero di sadya

nanlilibre sa canteen palagi, food trip lalo na pag after school tas kakain kayo egg waffles na neon balls (kwek kwek), fishball, scramble, kalamares, kikiam, kung ano ang bet mo <3

hahatid ka sa bahay niyo teh

wala masyadong social media kaya di kayo masyado nagchachat

pero kapag kasama mo, sulit naman

manliligaw ba??? bat ba naasa ka liligawan ka niyan mga yan ikaw nga maghabol mc IKAW- /j

is nicest bf ever, lam mo yung mga korning magjowa na nagbibigay ng stick-o saka yakult kapag valentine's? oo ganon siya

kashare mo payong kapag umuulan

supportive! lam mo yon kunwari may extracurricular activities ka, part ng club, poster making, quiz bee, performance arts, sports ewan ko basta support ka niya #1 fan mo pa yan

belphie (nickname: kalabaw.)

hello belphie. si sleeping beauty niyo. chos.

gaiz si belphie nakakaloka. parang ayoko gawan- /j

belphie belphie kalabaw ka ba? kasi icow ang crush ko

tas sineen ka lang. swerte na kapag naseen, baka i-inbox ka pa niyan

typical crush, masungit tas iignore ka lang

di ka crush teh mamuti mata mong umasa ha

sulyap sulyapan mo na lang sa classroom niya minsan absent pa yan or cutting.... JOKE bawal magcutting yan si belphie hahambalusin ng tsinelas ni lucifer pag-uwi

pero kapag manliligaw, nice din naman yan

medyo maeffort, like 6/10 effort ganern

nagbibigay ng flowers na nabibili sa labas ng school

excited lagi pag nakikita ka

sabay kayo pumasok sa school, kahit sa pag-uwi, kahit sa lunch

basta gusto lagi kasama ka niya

study dates tas kasama niyo si beel minsan

close sa parents mo kasi daw mukhang mabait (di ho, demonyo ho yan-)

allowed maki-sleep over sa inyo (basta daw bukas pintuan HAHAHAHAHDHWHD)

tamad magchat at magreply minsan magugulat ka nasa labas ng bahay niyo tas magkape daw kayo don sa park

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huy hello sorry if di medyo accurate, ini-squeeze ko na brains ko for this HAHAHAHAHDHWHD hope u enjoyed reading! more filo om content to come na lang po. open for requests!! thank u gaiz labyu xoxo.