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Call: *involves kids* Eddie: I do what I want

Bonus:

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Old Man Yaoi Semifinals

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"You can have my back any day." "Yeah. Or, you know, you could… you could have mine."

‪‪❤︎‬ 9-1-1 - Buck & Eddie

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Game-only audio of when Hendricks was pulled from his (possibly) last Cubs game. [9/28/24]

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[9/28/24]

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Kyle Hendricks receives a long standing ovation after pitching 7.1 scoreless innings, in possibly his last start as a Cub. [9/28/24]

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buddie is so funny like. conceptually. bc they’re not the typical grumpy x sunshine that’s been done a milliom times it’s more like. guy who thinks he’s fundamentally broken and unlovable and his boyfriend who thinks the goddamn sun shines out of his ass. and who’s who in that dynamic changes depending on the day

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Correct me if I’m wrong or missed something about all this chatter following the TVLine article about Tommy for sure being back for 8A - LFJ still hasn’t filmed or been seen onset, right? So maybe they’re still just getting to know each other offscreen while onscreen we get Buck venting to Eddie/Hen/Chim about how unsympathetic and unsupportive Tommy is being re: Gerrard. And then Buck learns just how racist and misogynistic his boyfriend is and that he wasn’t a bystander or victim of Gerrard. And when we finally see him it’s just for them to breakup. Or we get a text exchange breakup or a phone call. Like I said, unless I missed it, nothing has been confirmed that, that man is actually back onset.

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I'm in love with the world, through the eyes of a girl, who's still around the morning after.

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Damn, she’s stunning.

Happy birthday Tracie!

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karen wilson is so severely underutilized like why is the show not sending her on the same adventures and hijinks that michael used to get into?? i demand a subplot where chris and denny are in the same science class and are supposed to be building rockets and both she (literal rocket scientist) and buck (audhder hyperfixated on random scientific knowledge) get way too into it. have her athena and maddie go on a no-firefighters-allowed excursion that ends in them catching a serial killer. introduce karen and bobby inexplicably having beef only for it to be revealed that it was all caused by an imessage scrabble game gone wrong. we as a society need storylines for karen wilson in season eight that don’t revolve around her either being an extension of hen or the constant ongoing prevention of them getting another kid

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he clawed at the mud and screamed his name and sobbed in his surrogate father's arms and we were all supposed to just brush that off as guys being bros.

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hyperfixations are so embarrassing like nooo don’t look I have a crush. on this tv show

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buddie is canonically romantic. to Me.

eddie was introduced to buck slow-motion style. buck tried to battle his inner bisexual rage for an entire episode but couldn’t stay angry at eddie’s pretty face for longer than twenty minutes — my guy folded the minute eddie extended that first olive branch. buck wistfully watched eddie and the little boy he would come to love as a son through a glass-paneled window not knowing that he’d eventually belong on the other side of that glass door. buck provided the solution to eddie’s very first on-screen struggle and wormed his way into eddie’s heart and home all in the span of one episode. without eddie asking him for any of it. buck called eddie attractive at least three times in season two alone. and then an elf called them gay and buck skipped away after hearing it. eddie gave buck the most precious thing in his life to cheer him up. and buck lost him. but eddie came back to him anyway and then gave him the second most precious thing — something he couldn’t even give his own wife — his trust. they had a lover’s spat in a grocery store. buck was treated like a grieving widow when eddie was buried underground. eddie’s memories of buck and chris were enough to pull him back from death’s cold embrace. eddie nearly bit buck's head off at the train derailment because he couldn’t stand the idea of buck risking his own life for abby. when eddie was shot, he spent the moment he thought would be his very last reaching out for his best friend. buck saved him. of course he did. eddie was planning to stick it out with a woman he knew he could never love and would never love until buck reminded him that he deserved better. buck got pistol-whipped after nearly going off on someone who threatened their eddie's child. eddie left the 118 and buck made out with his replacement. buck was in the room. buck's girlfriend talked to the woman he cheated on her with and buck never once bothered to intervene because he was too busy spending time with eddie. buck helped eddie patch up the holes in his wall. buck spent an entire season looking for the right couch to rest on and then passed out within seconds on eddie's couch. the right couch. buck was struck by lightning and eddie's hands brought him back to life. eddie couldn't look at buck while he was in a coma because it reminded him a little too much of losing his wife. but he brought christopher in anyway. of course he did. they went on a date where eddie stared at buck like he wanted to consume him. a little part of eddie died in that cemetery. eddie asked buck to perform Official Coparenting Duties with his son. buck uttered eddie's name eleven times in the episode where he discovered his bisexuality. buck was left at the curb on his first date with a man and his first priority was still the fact that he lied to his best friend. both of them actively looked like they wanted to die at the idea of nothing changing between them. eddie suggested matching couple's costumes. they sang what i like about you. buck ripped off eddie's shirt. eddie poured beer in his mouth. buck was the one to pull eddie out of the world that he tried to imagine with kim. their final scene of the season was the two of them. alone. together.

...who the hell is that? you can have my back any day. there's nobody in this world i trust with my son more than you. are you hurt? three minutes and seventeen seconds. comes in handy when you have a bunch of holes in your walls. you don’t have to tell me how great eddie is, i’ve known that since the first day i worked with him. what you always do. talk to him. you know how much christopher misses you? how could you. you're not around. i forgive you. you didn't end up like you. you act like you're expendable, but you're wrong. you were missed. thank you. for not giving up. he got the help he needed and that started with you. two cut lines. you don't have to be anything for anybody. can't you both be good cops? no. isn't that what we all want in a partner? knowing that they have your back? he’ll love you like we all do. i love you, i love you, i love you.

buck and eddie’s story is already a romance. regardless of their current relationship status in canon, their story is already a love story. and i wouldn't have it any other way.

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the absolute struggle of knowing the exact plot of your fic, what the characters facial expressions will look like, what sounds will happen, the emotions, the lighting, everything….

except it’s all playing as a movie in your head and you can’t articulate any of it.

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send me a made-up fic title and i'll tell you what i would write to go with it

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the "canon isn't real we make our own rules" to "i am begging you people to revisit the source material" pipeline