#love and heartbreak

[maisonmarcela]

I know people had been talking about how Divine Rivals was the best book they’d read this year (yes, even above Fourth Wing) but I was NOT PREPARED for the absolute heart wrenching grip this book would have on me!!!

[asixnfr0g]

" 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓓𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶 "

I had a dream about you today.

I was sitting in a chair by a tree.

You came from behind

And wrapped your arms around me.

Then, you gifted me a dress,

And the next day I wore it.

You cried because you thought

I was so beautiful.

And you loved me so much

Said you wished you could marry me

Right then and there.

I held your crying face

And kissed your head.

"I'll tell you what," I said,

"How about me make a promise

To each other

That one day, we'll get married,

But not right now."

You agreed

With that loving stare in your eye.

Man, you just couldn't go without it.

Sealing it with a kiss, I awoke.

But I wasn't sad.

I know

You're no longer mine.

I know

We'll never get back together.

I know

I already buried our

Casket of dreams.

As the man who loved me first,

You'll always be the

Sewer of my seams.

The root of how I love,

And the example I'll always seek.

And maybe the little girl inside

Still wants you,

But I'll always be caught up on you.

Even though

I've moved in from our adventure.

I had a dream

You bought me a dress,

But when I woke up

My closet was empty.

But I wasn't sad,

Because I know

I can buy myself one.

And I'll cry even harder

Because I'll think

I'm so beautiful.

~ asixnfr0g

[trushe-and-poetry]

[nostalgicambivalence]

I placed my hand in yours, and you held it tight

As if to reassure me, you wouldn't let go

I reached out my hand, to hold yours

You took it, and with a tight smile,

You placed it on my lap,

I grabbed your arm as you turned to walk away,

You wrestled free from my tight grip,

And in that moment,

I knew, you never meant to stay.

[cowardlyriver]

One day you're going to sit across from a girl that isn't me and fall in love with her.

Your mother is going to pester you to "just meet the nice girl I met the other day" and you'll sigh and do it just to get her off your back.

You don't expect to laugh at her jokes or be invested in her stories and it throws you.

She arrives at the restaurant an hour late because of her shift at the hospital. You don't really know why you waited. You've always hated tardiness. You were supposed to meet her once and that was going to be it. You didn't expect to want to see her again. And again. And again.

I see your engagement pictures on social media and I have to leave the room before my friends see my face.

In the photos, she wears her hair up, oxidised earrings in her ears and a beautiful pale pink sari around her, white heels peeking beneath her pallu. She leans against you, holding your hand and smiles brightly. Your gaze is soft and tentative. You are in love.

She gets to point at the sunset to get you to look too. Watch fireworks with you. Write poems for you. Have you listen while she complains. She gets to pull the corners of your mouth into a smile when you glare at the camera in pictures. She gets to occupy the same physical space as you. Which is to say she gets to love you.

I am sorry I could not cross physical space to be with you. Which is to say I loved you in whatever way I could. Which is to say there is some part of my being that has quieted after being known by you. Which is to say I will never not want life to go easy on you. I wish you the kind of forever in which there is ease and joy and all of life's mundane glory.

[tree-bird]

The longer you stare the more details you see and the worse it gets

(I believe it’s gets better)

[freakazoid1997]

Jim Hawkin and Cinderella Cat People! This is for Love and HeartBreak since she like this ship

[frustratedmonksstuff]

There is no safe investment. To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket—safe, dark, motionless, airless—it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. The alternative to tragedy, or at least to the risk of tragedy, is damnation. The Only Place Outside Heaven Where You Can Be Perfectly Safe From All The Dangers And Perturbations Of Love Is Hell.” -CS LEWI

[compassion-of-a-lightner]

A sky full of potential - Redphienix

[remanence-of-love]

[soul-from-another-era]

[asixnfr0g]

When I mention your name,

They tell me:

"You don't always get what you want."

As if wanting to be loved

By the same person who

Subliminally stole my heart,

Was too much.

In a world where I never

Get what I want,

I only wanted you.

And that was enough for me.

But I guess I'm not enough for you.

~ asixnfr0g

[trushe-and-poetry]

{there**} From the first part to the second.....the journey has been filled with emotional turmoil,it's very rare that i cry while writing, i mostly hold back some thoughts as a prompt for later .....THIS ONE'S DIFFERENT IG

[pink-heart-writes]

[bezsenn-osc]

[emilybraydenblogs]

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage