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HUNGRY LIKE THE WOLF! || A Wolfwood (Trigun) fanmix.
Bite down, swallow the glass, and keep on swinging.
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LISTEN: [SPOTIFY] Art credit: kuronekocain / fiyrball6063
Kill or be killed The Bloody Beetroots, Leafar Seyer // Heartache melody Electric Enemy // Wanna don't wanna Reignwolf // Wayne Des Rocs // the sound pluko, Mob Rich // Balaclava Arctic Monkeys // Gunman Them Crooked Vultures // This is our life Des Rocs // From hell to here HIMALAYAS // Domino Turbowolf, Mike Kerr // (...)
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Full tracklist under the cut.
"OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN."
Full tracklist:
Kill or be killed - The Bloody Beetroots, Leafar Seyer
Heartache melody - Electric Enemy
Wanna don't wanna - Reignwolf
Wayne - Des Rocs
the sound - pluko, Mob Rich
Balaclava - Arctic Monkeys
Gunman - Them Crooked Vultures
This is our life - Des Rocs
From hell to here - HIMALAYAS
Domino - Turbowolf, Mike Kerr
Walls - CRX
Caught by my shadow - Albert Hammond Jr
Lost cause - Black Pistol Fire
Over & over - Reignwolf
Last beat - Bad Nerves (The point of no return.)
I was just a kid - Nothing but Thieves
Castaway - Barns Courtney
Bangs - Brick + Mortar
Lyrics selections: [here]
#nicholas d wolfwood#aka#the punisher#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun stampede#fanmix#if this is to be the last#then give them hell.#alternatively titled: songs that make me feel feral#the feeling of hanging on by a thread#lose yourself. don't lose yourself.#nicholas d. wolfwood#nicholas the punisher#machamixes
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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mockley time it's mockley time will you have some mockleys of mine
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i think i like this mockley i think i'm guiding her to where she needs to be design-wise to fit in with her human cohorts#and the lines were fun as hell to render. mockley has so many textures#been in an art rut recently. feel like i'm guiding my art where i don't want it to go. and also feel limited in what i can do#big pity party basically lol but it's good to recognise that and be like well whatever. just do some studies and get back on track#less throwing myself against the same wall and more finding a ladder to get over it. which will involve more studies and less oc drawings#and also less comparing myself to other people and especially people younger than me who have amazing art it's BAD for you#compete with YOURSELF and you can neverrr lose. you can never lose if you have fun LOSING#learn to LOVE losing#my favourite vinny vinesauce quote and one of my favourite motivational quotes ever. he said it as a joke while salty at mario kart#but it's resonated positively in my life ever since hearing it#fall in love with failing.....learn to love losing....(said to myself)
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There are a few things to do if your computer is not strong enough to efficiently run Nightshade and Glaze, or if you are still waiting to get a Web Glaze account.
Artshield
Artshield is another web-based and free tool to watermark your art and help protect your art against AI-training. It might not be as strong as Glaze and Nightshade, but it is quicker. It is also constantly being worked on, and sometimes might not be able to shield certain pieces of art, but you can help it by making sure the art you're submitting doesn't have a whole lot of pure white in the image. They also have a section on the website where you can check and see if your Shopify has been used to train AI programs. They are also currently working on being able to scan Etsy.
Artshield Website
Artshield Twitter
Post your art at a lower resolution.
It may make the art grainier, but posting art a smaller resolution with a 72 dpi can also help.
Watermark your art
Post any and all art with a watermark of your name and/or handle and the year.
#text post#I don't want to hi-jack that person's post to make them feel bad#but there are ways that you can still protect yourself#and I understand the frustration with not being able to run glaze but don't lose hope
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Atsushi's expressions towards Akutagawa this chapter mean the world to me
#He's so proud and relieved in that last one I'm gonna lose it#“Akutagawa can really win this!” is my new Roman Empire after “Don't lose to yourself!”#bsd#bungou stay dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 119#bsd atsushi#bsd akutagawa#bsd shin soukoku#shin soukoku#We are so back baby
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it probably is insane how much I wish I could express the thing about spones. the vibes about spones. Like there's the joking fun fandom vibes and I love them, I love to play with them, of course of course. but the THING. the CORE to me. i wish i could capture it and share it.
#like. the constancy. like the friction matters because it's hand in hand with the steadfastness you know? and it doesn't preclude tenderness#also climbing into the mind of the person you've been obsessed with understanding and being understood by.#and the fact that it's lifelong. and the teasing. and the fact that the growth is in the allowance of imperfections#allowing that imperfections exist in who you love allows you to love them allows you to love yourself#and i always love people knowing what you believe and bolstering it when you feel lost even when it's not their philosophy#(bones asking spock hope? isn't that a human failing? and him not allowing that#spock losing himself to emotion in all our yesterdays and bones reminding him how antithetical that is to him)#but even with all that seriousness - the TEASING. the plain fun. the constant reaching out regardless of their moods#the constant seeking each other out. the almost - given nature of the relationship.#it's not in some ways as dramatic as a Simple Feeling as the When I Think of You I Feel Shame.#it's bones growing into old age the human way one day at a time with spock#when people are like oh spock just put his katra in him because he was there - yeah. and he was always going to be the one who was there#this is why the earth moon sun metaphor works for the triumvirate so much better than sun moon stars imo#bones is the earth spock is the moon kirk is the sun#'the captain was indispensable'#the sun - a distant lifegiver to them and many others. they do revolve around it. have unique relationships to it#the earth revolutes the sun which brings it life. the moon has a face it only shows the sun#and the moon revolutes the earth. their gravity shapes each other. they reach out to each other. they formed in a collision outward#in some ways are entirely different but have the same stuff in them. spin the same.#idk it just makes so much sense for them all.#but even just getting back to them. again just the obsession with each others mind.#'i will never understand the medical mind' 'mathematically perfect brainwaves'#and then complimenting each other always so startlingly out of the blue with their own fields -#'you have a good bedside manner spock' 'perhaps if they had your ingenuity they would have'#the seeking each other's advice out even if it's just to argue with it lmao. the motif of their last words always going to each other#even wrath of khan - we know spock was talking to bones in his head. i do always wonder what was in their tsfs reunion scene#that shatner didn't want to happen.#I don't know and even this isn't the heart of it.#there's the families and the way they fit into each other's conception and value and weight of family#do i even tag this spones. this is just crazy rambling.
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((My thoughts today are with our friends in the US, who have fought a battle and lost it to the higher power of idiocy.
You may have lost a battle but the war is still going. All this will sprout is more unease and hopelessness in you and I know this fear.
Remind yourself of one thing though.
The fight isn't over. Each and every one of you is unhappy with this outcome and what does that sprout? Fight. Discussion and the will and thirst to prove that things like this strike you as wrong.
As long as you exist and openly argue against these things and how you might be treated in the future... as long as that spark doesn't die out, democracy isn't dead. This will only fuel those, who were hoping for a different outcome.
No one of you is alone and nobody needs to stand alone. There are more of us than you think. And as long as we speak, we won't die out. As long as our voices can be heard, we won't vanish.
Don't stop arguing and don't stop talking. I wish you strength and cunning for the years to come and I will tell you that you can make it. Because we're good at making do and you can make do with this as well.))
#ooc#us politics#you can do it#don't lose hope#be kind#to others and yourself#don't let this fester#each fight you have will make you come out stronger
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idk i do like hearing peoples perspectives and arguments about transfeminism, but i believe what i believe about it because the arguments for it are effective and the evidence we have supports their conclusions. yea they also help me conceptualize events in my life through a transfeminist lens but that is what theoretical frameworks are For, they begin with the evidence and describe the experience.
i think semantic arguments and talk of empty unity and dismissing through sexualization are just as much tactics of argumentation and to me they're are highly ineffective in doing anything but making the people using them look good to an uninformed observer. its the reason we say a lot that some people here have a "vibes based politics" because it's clear from their arguments and rhetoric that they think of these arguments as a way to display an image rather than to actually have a discussion.
thats why im pissy and get upset and block people, they're just wasting peoples time for their own egos rather engaging with any of these concepts or acknowledging that what they know might not be totalizing. the desperation to have a perfect unsullied and intelligent image is why posts like mine pointing out a subtle dogwhistle will get backlash that amounts to telling me i'm making it up. i am communicating to them that there is a piece of knowledge that they might not have considered or even known is offensive to them so they reach for reactionary defenses instead of treating the trans woman in front of them like a person
#some of them are indeed fully bad faith actors#terfs and shit that are trying to infiltrate discourse and funnel conversions to their ideology#but there are a lot of people#even specifically transfems#who make these arguments because they are simple to make and easy to reach for and diffuse the need to face harsh realities#it's a safe bubble to live in to just inherently trust tme people#i wanna trust them#but just like anyone else who can use their place in societies hierarchies against you#you need to be away of the power they might be able to wield in case you need to defend yourself from it#lives have been Ruined from these discussions#i still see my sisters who were driven out to the street from losing their support networks begging for financial aid#or feeling too guilty to ask given how they want more attention to be going to gaza fundraisers#being aware of the danger is not panicking or thinking a group is ontologically evil#it is just a reality needed for safety as a trans woman#we all learn it sooner or later and everyone posting about transfeminism is trying to make that realization happen sooner#so we don't have to see our sisters suffer more#and see our brothers and siblings hurt themselves and each other to fit an ideology that is using them#the idea that these issues are brought up from personal grievance and not actual emotional care for others is just false#we aren't trying to call everything transmisogyny we are trying to show you that you are surrounded by it and can learn to fight against it#and it's scary and sad to see people reject it so much that they endanger themselves#ugh i'm rambling too much#i hope this doesn't bite me in the ass that i left all this in the tags
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I really love Gwen's story in the end of ATSV cuz even if she and Miles never speak again she has real friends now, she's not all alone anymore. She has people who understand her the way others couldn't. And things aren't 100% perfect in her dimension but at least her father no longer thinks she's a murderer and even though everyone else will probably never change their mind about her in her world at least her father is here on her side. It's a huge improvement from how things were in the first movie and the majority of the second one. She spent the whole first movie realizing what it's like to be happy again, in the second movie she was afraid that she would lose everything because things were even worse than before, at one point she did lose everything, and after that she gained more than she thought she would.
Of course she was so negative about stuff, cuz when life is beating you down for too long you forget that good things can happen.
#I'm surprised that we don't make more analyses about her character cuz it's so good#probably because most of y'all are too busy hating her#anyway#it's always like that#when you've been sad for too long you forget what it's like to be happy and you stop trying to make yourself happy#gwen stacy#spider woman#ghost spider#spider gwen#spider man across the spider verse#across the spiderverse#into the spiderverse#beyond the spiderverse#spider man into the spider verse#spider man beyond the spider verse#Spiderverse#took me how many days to realize that i misspelled story as sorry even though i read this post again and again to see if i there are some#spelling mistakes#like how come i didn't see that i read this post so many times#also is instead of in#pls tell me in future it's like this post was hacked#so apparently it's since i posted it I'm losing my mind here how come i didn't see it????????????????
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Positivity post for people who actually got less hot after transitioning. I can't be the only one out there who went from being attractive to being unattractive. It was, in fact, something I was terrified of happening, and it happened. And guess what? I'm still fucking happier now, unattractive and true to myself, than I was when I was hot and suppressing my true self. Like, so much happier. It's not even close
Do I miss being hot? Sure. But not enough to have even an ounce of regret for transitioning. If you're worried about becoming unattractive if you transition, know that I, for one, think that even if that happens, it's still fucking worth it
(Also I'm like way more charismatic now that I don't wanna die, so that's pretty cool)
#felix speaks#trans#transgender#transmasc#transfem#nonbinary#lgbtq#queer#trans positivity#genuinely idk if people will like this post or not lol just idk more rep for those of us who didn't get hotter#I'm specifically transmasc and yea it does suck to go from curvy hot girl to weird looking fat femboy but like....#my mental state has improved wildly#don't be afraid of losing your hotness! it's a price that's worth paying if you do end up paying it! being yourself is better than anything#my body may be unattractive but it's mine and that's fucking Amazing
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im defending atsushi with my whole heart against to my friends (?) who say atsushi is a dumbass
#bro respectfully fucking kill yourself#you don't even understand his character and hate him for no reason#if you went through the same things as him you'd be worse#he's trying his best#also this boy keeps losing the only plp he sees as family and have taught him love HOW DO YOU EXPECT HIM TO REACT#i love my son don't even dare to talk shit about him#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd atsushi#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi nakajima#`•oliviaisyappin
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i opened tumblr during lunch and the first thing i saw was peter parker britney spears. two of my friends stared at my phone and audibly went “oh” thank you for the blessing
i've had so many people tell me "sci. the only thing i know about you is spider-man and britney spears". and i think that's all there is. you're welcome.
#sci speaks#sighs. i miss my old workplace. those guys were so fun. i miss playing britney in the office all day every day.#i was myself. so unapologetically. sighs. siiiighs.#this new job is killing me. i need to find a way to be more aggressively myself but i don't have the energy.#the job exhausts me so much. or maybe it's my biology that's doing it.#whatever it is something is fucking WRONG !!#i think working in a big company you kind of have to lose yourself a little. just because there are so many people.#like you don't know those people. you just don't know all those people. you could never hope to know all those people.#but in my old place i knew everyone and they knew ME! knew all my sexy nonsense. it felt like home. kick off my shoes.#sighs. what do you do sci. what do you do.#i don't think if i moved company it would help. it might get worse.
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JJK Characters/Relationships as Traffic
Gojo Satoru: "One More Lane"
The belief that expansion is the solution instead of fixing the base problem. Later to be removed once its no longer seen as useful and hardly missed
Geto Suguru: Separated Bike Lane
Separated from Jujutsu car society, trying to make a better way.
Kenjaku: Highway bike lane
Pretends to be safe, familiar, but is here to cause death
Gojo Satoru & Geto Suguru & Shoko Ieri: Diverging Diamond Intersection
Crossing paths (KFC) and crossing paths again (JJK0) with a third caught in the middle but not being able to really change anything during the main conflict, literally being passed over. Note how the top two roads also have medians between them. Yeah...
Nanami Kento: Yamanote Line
Normally I try to keep it to road types but I'm counting this since it's a public transportation (and also I love this line). The Yamanote Line is a train line in central Tokyo (here's a cool video that includes a bit about it) that functions in a very practical loop. In subway maps it's always drawn as a perfect circle which I think hearkens to Nanami's 5:30 quirk and watch fairly well. It also has a stop at Shibuya
Haibara Yuu: Dead End
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Nanami & Haibara: Cul-de-sac
A dressed up dead end. Driven down while looking at so much life but in the end, to go forward you have to turn around.
Yuuji Itadori: Standard road
Straight forward. Might have a few potholes but it's a classic and reliable
Megumi Fushiguro: Street Renovation
Frustrating. Can feel like everything is being stopped or diverted. Sometimes you just ask yourself if it's better to end it all and start over. But if you let people take the time and care to help, it can be fixed and it'll be better in the end, even if it takes time.
Nobara Kugasaki: Country bus stop
Trying to get away from where you are but stuck in limbo for quite a while. Might miss a lot of things but if you're lucky you'll get there in time. Dreams of big city living
Yuuji & Megumi & Nobara: Carpet
Childish. They're only 16 did you know?
Yuuta Okkutsu + Rika: Tram
Cute. Classy. Lovely. A main car that's supported and guided externally. Pieces that require the other.
Sukuna Ryomen: Displaced Left Turn
Look at it. Does it bring you distress? Does it look like it could kill a lot of people? Yeah? Fuck you
Sukuna & Jogo: Crash at Crush
A planned publicity stunt in 1896. What was supposed to be a controlled crash between two trains unexpectedly caused their engines to explode causing deaths, injuries, and a lot of damage.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#geto suguru#shoko ieiri#yuuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#nobara kugasaki#sukuna ryomen#jogo#yuuta okkutsu#rika#rambles by this machine#in case new followers are confused#i just like traffic#that's it#a year ago a made a similar (and honestly better) post about the life seriies#nanami kento#yuu haibara#ngl i don't like my yuuji nobara megumi analysis#i want it to eat more#something about lost childhoods#something about losing people and finding yourself and finding others#but i don't know what kind of street does that :(#maybe a bus stop ?#a bus stop in the middle of the woods#for nobara that's fitting#wait i'm going to change her really fast#okay i changed it#her og assignment was melody roads
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EVERYONE REBLOG/COMMENT WITH ONE GOOD THING FROM YOUR DAY
I'll go first: I finished writing an entire page of my novel!
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Gruesome Playground Injuries except House is Doug's doctor. That's it. That's the post
#gruesome playground injuries#why was i thinking about this#i genuinely don't know#I think House would absolutely fucking hate him tbh#“Why did you fling yourself off of a roof”#“actually i rode my bike off the roof :P”#“so kid's just stupid. give him injury drug and send him home”#“But Dr House he also has other injury!!!!”#“Gayle you have other injury. how”#“my name's Doug”#“Okay what did you do Daniel”#“Told you. Bike”#It's 7am why am i typing this#help ke#help me#House would absolutely try to psychoanalyze him to figure out why he keeps jumping off roofs#Doug would probably just like. say “for fun” or something#amd they'd try to put him in a psych ward#The entire time Doug is just having the time of his life#and saying “Can i go again??” everytime they put him in one of those MRI machines#or give him stitches#i don't know#i think I'm funny sometimes#this is so obscure and niche I'm actually losing it#Anyways the real gpi-ers will like an subscribe for more stupid content!!!!#Art coming soon i swear!!!!!#house md#doug gpi
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