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letmetellyouaboutmyfeels · 2 years ago

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WHOOOOO'S ON TUMBLR ON HER LAPTOP WITH HER BACK TO THE ENTIRE ROOM IN PUBLIC WHOOOOO IT'S THIS GIRL

#personal #living on the edge today #the fucking wifi's out in my place and I had work to submit #so I hiked to Starbucks

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foldingfittedsheets · 2 years ago

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I’ve been without power for 18 hours! It finally turned back on. The really fun thing about modern apartments is that they just don’t function without electricity. No way to cook or heat food. No heating in general. We have a fireplace that I learned today does approximately 1/50th of what I’m used to with a wood stove with the added downsides of not having any safe way to use it for cooking.

#I now feel like any future house needs a wood stove for back up #ramblies #power outage #my phone died earlier then I car charged it then got back to 1% before it came back on #living on the edge today #the fire was nice to look at but my god was it inefficient at heating #the wood stove I had would blast the whole room to 90 degrees I was not prepared for how dinky it would be

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droppincofdrops · 9 months ago

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happy hearts and hooves day <3

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt fanart #drop art #tmnt #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt donnie #save rottmnt #rottmnt kendra #kendratello #gah #drew this today and right before my date #i never plan art in advance #hashtag living on the edge #yuri

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moonkhao · 3 months ago

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hi.

#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone #but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3 #it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere #like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july #which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault #i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY #anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like #flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation #i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D #and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen #it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold #(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all #like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love #ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place #anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls #and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE #he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual #i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now #i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3 #AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks #@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3

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ubejamjar · 6 months ago

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so this is it then-- the end of my story i don't want to die but... what more can i do?

#he said not to mope in her room so she moped on the stairs; got’em #shadowbringers spoilers #shb spoilers #mostly in these tags so avert ye eyes #husband was home today so we jumped back into the msq #we paused right after mt gulg and #the hopelessness here #Ajisai is a goddamn survivor but this— this is beyond her #there’s nothing she can do to save herself; she has no tricks or resources left; she is teetering on the edge of giving up completely #I know she’ll live but still #my idea is that surviving this will see Ajisai lose her self-hatred induced inhibitions #not lose per say but loosen her inhibitions #ajisaijar #gposejar #shbjar #ffxiv screenshots #gposers #ffxiv gpose

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hawkmoon269 · 2 months ago

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"I can't believe the news today I can't close my eyes and make it go away How long, how long must we sing this song? How long? How long?"

U2 'Sunday Bloody Sunday', Live Aid 1985.

#u2 #bono #the edge #adam clayton #live aid #sunday bloody sunday #edits269 #hawkmoon269 #The news today are unbelievable #The Pope want you to fuck more and have more babies and not be just “pet mom and dad”#Venezuelan ditactor Maduro now declares the Xmas is in October #Maduro: show the vote tallies! Prove you won! Asshole!#Elon Musk is cheating and mocking Brazilian laws #Musk is making Brazil a type of lab. Who will be the next?#fuck you elon musk #My eyes burn and it's going to rain black because of the fires in the Amazon #Anyway let's start the day #sorry for blow off some steam

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coquelicoq · 11 months ago

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i am such a clown. decided to make stickers for my siblings even though i have ZERO design skills or knowledge of any programs that allow you to rotate text except for powerpoint. so i made them in powerpoint. (this took, mmmm, maybe 6-8 hours btw.) then had to find a website that would print and mail these stickers to me. no i don't want 50 stickers. i want one circle sticker and one rectangle sticker. oh that's not an option anybody wants to give me? okay then i guess i will buy 16 circle stickers (the least offered) and 50 rectangle stickers (the least offered. why not 16 also? a mystery). one of the designs is for my sibling's band, so if they like it theoretically they could use the stickers as merch or something lol. but i'm not holding my breath, on account of the aforementioned lack of design skills. i get away with a lot among my family because they're all so willing to react to my questionable creations with aww look, she Tried! but that probably doesn't work for strangers who are fans of my sibling's band. so i guess they will just have 49 extra stickers that they can idk stick to streetlight poles or something. not my problem.

#i originally designed them on graph paper. with like a compass and everything #i learned something new today!! apparently you can curve a text box around a circle!!!!!! that saved me some time #this all came about because my sister was telling me how sad she was that she lost her water bottle because it had a sticker on it #that she had gotten from her travels. and i was like awesome i'll just make her a new one #girl what! you don't know how to do that!!! CLOWNNNNNN #also i don't actually know what the original sticker looked like lol which is probably for the best so i can't 1) plagiarize #or 2) compare my shoddy workmanship to that of an actual professional #i thought about commissioning an actual graphic designer to do this but i quickly got overwhelmed with logistics #and it's so close to christmas i didn't really want to deal with the timeline issue #i really should have done this three months ago but of course i procrastinated #anyway. the website kept being like are you SURE you positioned that image correctly?#and i was like nope! but i don't know what else to do so let's just try it and see what happens :)#it looked fine in the preview. living on the edge over here. the extreme sport of sticker designing

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uncanny-tranny · 2 years ago

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I've seen some trans people who are almost in this doomerist mindset about cis people ever respecting or loving them, and I understand what that feels like and I understand where they're coming from. I remember, though, just how many cis people I know who are not only capable of respecting and loving trans people, but do so enthusiastically, and it really just makes me remember that transphobia isn't inherent to being cis. Cis people are entirely capable of learning and growing and allowing trans people into their worlds. There are always going to be those cis people who aren't at that point and might never be, but that is on them, not their cisness.

I think this small shift in viewpoint has helped me reframe my emotions about this topic. It's helpful for me to be able to take a step back and remember that being cis isn't a reason for people to not accept trans people, you know?

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #i was really upset about some transphobia i've seen from cis people and sometimes it makes me want to retreat inwards and never trust...#...a cis person again. and then i remember some of the people i know...#...like a cis friend of mine who is dating a mutual friend and he loves her so much in such a pure way...#...or another friend of mine who picked up on little hints of my transness and never once blinked an eye...#...or how about the growth my dad was capable of undergoing?#just today i was talking to him about biology and just how cool it is that the human body can adapt!#i talked to him about testosterone and educated him about estrogen! and he was completely receptive...#...like sure. there are some scary cis people out there and i will never doubt that...#...i have had my fair share of fear. but i think always being on-edge also doesn't serve us...#...because learning to fear every little thing ends up eating away at you and the person you are. it's consuming...#...and stressful. and traumatizing. and i know how that feels like. nobody deserves to live that way

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kuromi-hoemie · 7 months ago

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i love black women

#speaking of not beating the beautiful angel allegations!!!!!! ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ ♡⁠#(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) i went to a black beauty store earlier for more leave in conditioner and the cashier was such an angel #she had a TLC shirt and i complimented it n we started gassing each other up (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ her edges were so pretty #it was a rly nice time and she called me beautiful and love (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) i am still so happy i got to talk to her today #i don't ever rly think about how i wear my natural hair out but I'm glad it's appreciated for being worn that way ♡⁠ i love u #only another black person would tell me this and the love i felt in there rly makes me miss living in that town instead #i don't get to talk w black folk as often here ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ it's so nice when i get to but augh.. maybe i should move back lol.#it's not far away 🧐 it's just the next town over actually. and u could drive through my town in like ten minutes and not even know you were #in it lol #anyways 🚶🏾‍♀️ I'm feeling myself rn and im hype and that girl was an angel fr i hope she's having a good night rn

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verstappieatheart · 5 months ago

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King 🔥

(via Maxs istg story)

#i was on the edge of my seat the whole time!#had to watch it today cause of wirk but how worth it was to not know the results #max you ARE racing #this was pure skills #so glad to be alive today so I can see him race - he will be remembered and we were here to witness him live!#max verstappen my beloved ❤️#canadian gp 2024

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symerr · 8 months ago

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the 1st house alters are all finally done!

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rimouskis · 7 months ago

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I am genuinely upset about Andi! WTF is FSG doing? She's one of the best in the entire league! The pens online presense was top tier but with ITR gone last year, and now Andi, I don't have any idea what their plans are. Please let Jen be safe! I'm sure Andi will find a place. I'm not too worried for her. The Pens media department tho

I really wish her the best in whatever she does next. She was at the helm at the peak of the Pens' social media engagement and prominence, and while that fell off as she ascended the ladder and became a VP/further removed from the day-to-day posting, I think she did a ton of good work here.

I'll be very interested in how the department reconfigures in her absence. There seem to be a lot of power vacuums right now, with lots of people with long tenures at the Pens departing. Part of me hopes there's a chance for young blood; other teams have been doing more innovative, more curious, and more creative stuff in terms of their media. While losing legacy employees is a loss, I can only hope that there's an infusion of youthful, out-of-the-box thinking coming our team's way. It's the best we can hope for.

#I'd be galled if jen were let go frankly. like sure no one is too high up to be safe w/e but she is HIGH UP #and she's very ingratiated w/ the players (think about geno's “I want to go home jen” lol)#while I don't doubt andi was a familiar face to them I think they rely on jen a *lot*.#I think about her interview she did where she said she thought of some of them (kris/sid/g) as her kids lol #but also I thought andi was safe when I read the announcement today so clearly this is all conjecture and I don't claim to KNOW anything #I think our media has been falling behind in the past several years admittedly.#it's hard because I *did* join the fandom when the team was at its peak and I think that makes media/fan engagement easier. you're a winner #but I think it's just a matter of fact that we are not as cutting edge as we once were on our socials #the loss of ITR blows and I'm still mad at FSG for that #but I think they have a chance now to prove they care about getting back to innovation. I don't know that I trust them to execute it though #also I don't want this to be a critique of andi. especially when she's freshly off of losing her role.#this is more about the org itself needing to refocus on being innovative.#they've been a bit too comfortable in a lot of aspects in the past few years. having been to more arenas now and seeing more teams do thing #I have found it easy to say it feels like other teams/orgs are TRYING harder.#seattle puts on a show every game. their in-arena partners are cool. they have live music before every game. they have a freakin' drum line #y'know? pittsburgh had.... a really annoying train airhorn this season that they abandoned halfway through lol #the spirit of innovation has been gone for a few years now. if this gets it back... well we'll all be lucky IF that happens.

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skeletalheartattack · 2 years ago

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do you have any pets in your life (don't have to be yours i just wanna see aminals..) :0

hi jack :) can you watch this while i go smoke

#ask #raidendotcom #jack im so sorry i wanted to send like 9 images of possums i have saved to my phone and i was SO tempted to do so #but this specific one in particular..........#i dont have any pets though.... :(#my last pet was a cat we had named Fatso (we didnt name him that. it was the name he had when we got him)#but we had to give him to another family. im sure hes doing just fine today :)#before him we had a guinea pig named Munchy that i took home from the woman who'd cut my hair #the first animal i thought was our pet was a golden retriever named Rusty #he was actually my uncles dog (he lives close by) and hed always hang around our house and we also kept dog treats that my brothers ate #he was a golden retriever - poodle mix. but the only poodle part of him was his ears. he had curly fur on just his ears :)#we have a photo somewhere of Rusty and me with my aunt playing in some leaves #shoutout to Rusty... fucking loved that dog even if my perception of who owned him wasnt correct as a 3-5 year old...#also yes i remember a memory of being on my front porch and my brothers were eating dog treats out of the box #i feel like they were scooby doo branded or something.#it was between the years of 2001-2003 #i also have a memory of them just throwing some CDs around outside like frisbees #like i remember broken disc bits in our front yard #i also remember drawing treasure maps a lot and me and my middle brother would light the edges on fire to make it look authentic #i also remember putting rocks in the airhole to the tornado shelter we had in our front yard #listen the doors to it were big logs so we werent in need of using it any time soon. plus tornadoes dont occur around here #its still there. but ive never been inside it so i have no clue what the inside looks like #its just a hill with two doors aimed 70 degrees towards the sky. and theres an airhole hidden at the top of the hill #or it was an airhole until i shoved some rocks in it #🤗✨ oh well #anyway thank you raaiden for the ask :)#sorry i was too committed to the bit to send more opossums :( i hope you can forgive me :) >:)

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saintbleeding · 8 months ago

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i’m so cool and strong!!!!!!

#i painted a wall today by myself!!!!! i was feeling very high spoons and capable partly bc i rly wanted it done #ive never done any house painting before!!!!!! all told it took 12 hours #including 2 hours for masking the edges #i learned halfway through that having a cutting brush makes. everything so much. easier. so i know that now #it’s for our living room in the place we are moving into asap #and it looks. so good!!!! got dark teal feature wall. mainly blue other walls. then a white one (as of today)#just makes things feel so much brighter and more open!!!!#we are probably going to have to rip up the carpet which will be fun but. very difficult #anyway im going to be in so much pain tomorrow. 12 hours was too long for me to work (has ehlers danlos)#but i Did It and now the task is done and i feel. accomplished #not magnus content

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valyrfia · 1 year ago

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rip lewis hamilton and nico rosberg you would've loved the album stick season by noah kahan

#if i ugly cry when listening to view between villages (extended) now or the WHOLE of she calls me back because of two rich men #none of your business #brocedes #i know fully my audience is not brocedes but it's what we're serving today!#DOES IT BITE AT YOUR EDGES DO YOU LIE AWAKE RESTLESS WHY AM I SO OBSESSIVE HANGING ONTO EVERY SENTENCE #it's not halloween but the ghost you're dressed up as sure knows how to haunt #all the pain i should've saved i was too afraid of living life in your footsteps #left at the graveyard i'm driving past ghosts #it's so them #all of it

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ladamedusoif · 9 months ago

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(self-pity below the cut)

maybe it’s the hormones and the cramping, maybe it’s the exhaustion after a night away and a day stomping around London yesterday, maybe it’s general shenanigans but I’m so damn weepy and sad and desperately in need of a cuddle right now.

#personal post #rambling rose #i like living alone but the touchstarved vibes are overwhelming #and everyone seems so happy today and I feel like a freak at the edges

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