#living lost media

[fuzzy-robot]

Obsessed with a fit selfie I took for a friend where I look like I'm silently begging forgiveness for wearing dumb shit I find on ebay

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

the fact that shakespeare was a playwright is sometimes so funny to me. just the concept of the "greatest writer of the English language" being a random 450-year-old entertainer, a 16th cent pop cultural sensation (thanks in large part to puns & dirty jokes & verbiage & a long-running appeal to commoners). and his work was made to be watched not read, but in the classroom teachers just hand us his scripts and say "that's literature"

just...imagine it's 2450 A.D. and English Lit students are regularly going into 100k debt writing postdoc theses on The Simpsons screenplays. the original animation hasn't even been preserved, it's literally just scripts and the occasional SDH subtitles.txt. they've been republished more times than the Bible

[w3bkinz-t0yb0x]

pokémon live! 2000-2001 musical

[mynamesjameslynx1412]

3 Japanese guys at a studio sometime in 2022:

[rvttendoll66]

[skinnypaleangryperson]

My heart is broken over this gray world and this life dedicated to slavery by selfish people who are just playing sheep differently taking control of me and paying me so little that I can't even have a decent personal life to make up for crushed creative dreams. I hurt myself with my own imagination and how vivid it is, the TV shows that I would have liked to work on an extended with my passion and ideas, the artistry the lights, the emotion the storytelling, the storyboards and the artistic lighting that I work on every day simply because it's all that makes sense to me. These images, thoughts, storytelling, emotions, everything where I pour all of my desperation of what I wish the humanity and connection that my life would have into a couple of iPad drawings every day in the corner of an empty bedroom.

It comes across as melodramatic posting about it online, but if you were to live a day in my life with having nothing except for my raw isolated imagination in such a repetitive, soulless, compassionless gray world, where I have no connection to anyone anymore, and no one that I can share anything with and convinced I will never have a true friendship or relationship with anyone outside of baseline tolerance at best again, on top of failed motherhood and a failed creative career, you would be crying out on the internet every second you got the chance to. I haven't wanted to live this life for the longest time that I could remember, and I will never want to again. In a sense, thank God nobody cares and that I can just post about it at whatever whim that I want throughout the miserable day, because this is the only place left where I can still feel somewhat human, and where I can just be as unashamedly detailed about every single depressed and morbidly despairing thought, share some of my work, even if it's only to myself just to prove that it even exists outside of my own sick corner of the world, and generally to feel seen for a little while, Even if only by myself, which is what me and the majority of people in working class America have, with no way out, because we're not "special", And if you have an artistic vision it will break your heart more than anything else.

I especially love this scene that I came up with it during my on maladaptive daydreaming lately with my family with BoJack and Samantha and Harper. The storylines that I come up with his family and with our girls are always incredibly vivid every single day and they both still simultaneously break my heart, because I know that the vision that I share in the passion that I have and my want to share in storytelling will only ever be an ongoing sickly headspace in the back of my head while the gray reality of a life that has long since over if it ever began goes on around me without change. The beauty of the family life that I wanted to have on top of the creative dreams that I have that has projected itself into the muddled mental disorder of maladaptive daydreaming of my beautiful family with Bojack both is the only thing that keeps me going throughout the empty slave hours of my life, which is so lonely that most people I'm convinced would not be able to live it, well at the same time fills me with such a beauty and meaning taking it in that I couldn't ever let it go.

[milo-igidk]

i dont care shannon you still have not convinced me that keefe wouldnt love the human world

[sleepanonymous]

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Afaik Red Seas Fire changed their name to Teller (?) and then stopped making music together. I haven't checked if their FB is still up, but hey! Pineapples (read: their music is on Spotify if you actually do want to check out the original version of this song)!

[shyjusticewarrior]

"But you'll lose most of your jaw, maybe the eyes. You'll live... if you call that living." - Jason, Red Hood Lost Days

"When I found [Jason,] he'd lost an eye and one of his legs... and worse than that, he'd lost his will to live." - Tim, A Lonely Place of Living

[marsuro]

Camouflage

[the-monkey-ruler]

The Monkey King's Daughter (2018) 猴王的女儿

Screenwriter: Todd A. DeBonis Genre: Fantasy Country/Region of Production: United States/Mainland China Date: 2018-12-01 IMDb: tt4717944 Type: Reimanging

Summary:

The Monkey King's Daughter® series was optioned as a major Chinese-American co-production Feature Film with an expected worldwide release scheduled for 2016. The announcement was made at the 2015 Cannes Film Festival by Mustardseed Media Group and Red Sea Media, in partnership with Beijing Chunqiu Time Culture Company.

Source: https://movie.douban.com/subject/26753003/

Link: N/A

[ominous-synths-records]

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[akkivee]

hayama-san had his 4th anniversary web show event today and the tragedy is that niconico has been down for a month now bc of a cyber attack and i hope whoever is responsible loses all their cows to a fire but that means there wasn’t a livestream so i’ve been reading reports from a person who went and lmao

hayama-san is so strong of a drinker, he actually feels refreshed after drinking tequila

he may have made this discovery after buying some tequila at the convenience store after 10th live day one and felt no repercussions drinking it throughout his commute home and woke up in the morning without a headache lol

takeuchi-san was one of his guests for the evening show and he said he’s always at war with himself between finding hayama-san cute and annoying as hell LOL

takeuchi: ik we’ve talked about this before but fr what is dom/sub???

hayama: ah so you remember what happened the last time i went to your house—

op: ????????

me: ????????

sakakihara-san used to have his own way of trying to get spoiled by takeuchi-san but lately it’s gotten worse bc he’s been picking up and using the way hayama-san does it as well and takeuchi-san is suffering lmao

semi-relatedly but throwback to when sakakihara-san called hayama-san ‘nii-chan’ during a live hayama-san is a terrible influence on him lmao

[gryficowa]

I am afraid that if we discover the band/creator of "Like in Wind", he will turn out to be a Zionist…

I just always have this fear when it comes to lost media and finding it

[inamagicalhallucination]

news sources r starting to lose their passive voice and r starting to directly say isreal is killing ppl now that 6 white people died

[rvttendoll66]