#literally not functioning rn

[kennedy-brooke]

i have never needed a comfort fic more in my life but IVE READ THEM ALL. so WTF AM I SUUPSOED TO DO?

[transgendz]

Emergency Commissions

One of my checks was a couple of days late last week, and the more lucrative of my 2 proper jobs has given me only one day of work this week (seems to be system issue?? I'm waiting for a reply from my higher up, there seems to be a queue of sorts) I have no idea when I'm going to get my check this week, either. Although it's supposed to come in on Tuesdays, I have heard from coworkers it is likely to be delayed again. On top of all of this, I have had wifi issues for a week, and I work from home.

I was already going to have to do some commissions to make rent this month before the reduced work hours and wifi issues. I have to pay rent on Saturday, and I do not get a grace period. I cannot emphasize how screwed me, and both of my disabled roommates are if my check doesn't come in on time, which is apparently not likely to happen.

I am setting this goal for $600 which is how much I am going to need for rent if my check does not go through in time. I will update this post accordingly, and turn off rbs if I get my check before rent is due, but tbh if i thought that was happening I wouldn't be making this post.

Anyone who help with this can contact me at my art blog @theartistrans for art like you see above. There may be a bit of a wait because I have 2 jobs and this, but I will mail you the piece if you pay the shipping also.

Dm me for proof or more details. More details are also in my tags.

$C V PP Kofi

[girlballs]

ok yeah actually i need to like stop being awake i feel like garbage

[daughterofsarenrae]

I've seen videos of asian small clawed otters doing this but didn't know my kids did it too! Weird water break make out session time i guess!

[ms-scarletwings]

Ok but imagine if there was ever a scenario where a Zim antic that resulted in the death of just ONE of the two Almighty Tallests- Rather than the Florpus double kill or them both surviving ala “Backseat Drivers”

[crzytgther]

happy miwi season to these cuties :3

[rapidhighway]

[californiaquail]

anyone else feeling fundamentally incapable of adjusting to society. also just discovered there's a 30 tag limit which i can't believe i've never hit before

[lesbianralzarek]

its a rule of fandom that any black companion in a video game is going to inspire posts dripping with white guilt explaining that theyre underdeveloped and that thats why its totally not racist when everyone ignores them

[misticfog]

I was watching let's plays and reaching conclusions

[doostyaudi]

Sometimes i think if i lived alone my life would be a bit easier

[fabaceous]

you know what is kind of slaying about s2 for me so far. it’s like, so grim but also so farcical. idk if any of you read as i lay dying by william faulkner in high school so this may not land but basically its this southern gothic novel about a very poor family in 1920s mississippi who is trying to transport their dead matriarch’s corpse to her hometown for burial. and its obviously like emotionally stirring and dark and morbid and full of existential questions but also everyone in it is wildly incompetent and selfish and makes the worst possible decisions and by the time they get to where they’re going the corpse is in horrible shape and then the whack job son sets a barn on fire and the husband spends the money the daughter was going to use on a secret abortion on dentures and rocks up with a brand new wife. like if you take a step back and look at it ITS A FUCKING FARCE ITS A CLOWNSHOW and to me yj s2 is also giving horrific clownshow and you dont know whether to laugh or weep. like, okay, did i almost cry when tai confronts shauna and shauna is so devastated she can’t even speak? yes. is it also BEYOND absurd that tai is staging an intervention to burn shauna’s emotional support frozen corpse and lottie is standing there saying “i think it’s healthy actually” and NONE OF THEM EVEN KNOW SHAUNA IS EATING HER? yes.

[starfilledsky2810]

damn I yap a lot

tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]

so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]

Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]

Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird

Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly

Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.

Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so

OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.

[lesboy-lesroy]

I hate the idea of low vs high functioning labels bc most of the time my autism is "teehee i'm a oddball savant" (/hyp i'm very good at math but not genius level) but sometimes it's "i am literally doing everything i know how to convey what i am experiencing but nothing is getting through to you no matter how hard i try *proceeds to instantly devolve into crying, screaming, hitting myself, throwing myself on the floor*"

[n1blakelover]

“i think we’re already falling…”

SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU CORNY MOTHERFUCKERS I CANR CRY ANYMORE TODAY SUOT

[parapsychologicalvulpes]

Please Help!!

i really hesitate to make this post bc it's the end of the year and everyone is strapped for money but the past several months have just been slowly getting more and more overwhelming for the things we need to fix.

We've been driving around in a car with the back windows we can't even roll up (one is held up by duct tape and the other is now slipped off the track that we can't even pull it up at this point) and trying to save up money to fix the windows, and a small oil leak.

Two months ago we had to turn off the water to the kitchen sink bc underneath is rusted through and it needs replaced. We're doing dishes in the bathtub with a hair catcher because we can't use the dishwasher.

A few days ago, one of the back tires went flat because the wall has rotted and we have no spare. I need to go to work, but bc of my disability, I have a job that only has me work maybe twice a month. I get *maybe* 200$ a month and I don't currently have government assistance. It's been impossible for us to save anything to fix anything and it keeps snowballing. At this point we are worried how to even get food.

I'm stressed. My wife is stressed. If anyone could spare even a couple dollars so we can replace the back two tires on the car so I could go to work, I would be eternally grateful.

Reblogs are deeply appreciated.

paypal.me/kabegami