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SOMETIMES IT'S ON PURPOSE OKAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S CALLED BUT SOMETIMES YOU REPEAT THE SAME WORD OR PHRASE ON PURPOSE IT'S A STYLISTIC CHOICE
Ahem. Also. You don't need to thesaurus every word. It's fine if you call a table a table multiple times
Honestly, writing has become so complicated and everyone's a critic and don't you DARE use the same word twice or start a sentence with "he" twice in a row!
Can we go back to actually caring about SUBSTANCE? About what it's trying to tell you?
I'm currently reading Agatha Christie's "And Then There Were None" from 1939. It's written so SIMPLY and yet it's so good and just effective in what it does.
Do you know how often it says "(character name) said:" and then just the dialogue? That's the vast majority of how her dialogues work. Simple, easy to understand, no confusion as to who's talking.
It's not fancy, and yet she's one of the best writers to have ever existed
I mean, look at this:
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It's just a simple dialogue that keeps going like that.
One of the most repeated writing advices you read is "make your dialogue interesting", like give characters something to in between tags, etc.
But lads—this dialogue is interesting in and of itself. It's intriguing. Why would they also need to juggle chainsaws or low the lawn or whatever?
And the dialogue tag Christie uses most often is "said". Simply "said". Because it doesn't need more.
Here and there are a few hints as to how the characters are feeling ("angrily", "dryly", "after a minute or two"), but it's your job as a reader to UNDERSTAND and INTERPRET them, to THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE READING.
And I think that's the big problem nowadays: people don't want to think about it anymore. TikTok girlies brag about reading 3 books a day, but they don't UNDERSTAND them. That much is clear when you listen to them talk about books
And this is also what people mean that you should read when you want to become a writer. Because you can read all the writing tips ever online, but that will only make you go insane and insecure.
READ and you will see how they're applied. Or not. And even then the book is still good
And no book is perfect or even good from start to finish. There will be dull moments, or misses in even the best books
And you need to see those flaws in order to become a writer
I forgot about that myself.
The key to writing well isn't to use the best and most interesting words perfectly
It's to use the words you have effectively.
Sorry OP, didn't need to rant
But sometimes all these clever "writing tips to become a better writer" are really missing what's truly makes a good writer:
The heart
Of you only count how many times someone used the same word in a paragraph, instead of trying to understand what that paragraph is telling you, you don't care about the art of writing
Actually you CAN use the same word twice in the same paragraph. The same sentence even. If it's funny, if it's for emphasis, if it's harping on a theme, if you're sexy and you do whatever you want forever. Write on
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Hooray!! Your request are open again 🎉🎉 I absolutely adore your works. It's a chef kiss 😩🤌
Anyway, my request is Sylus bought a cabin in the woods to surprise reader. Just for two things, first reader really needs a break because she's been working way too much. And two, Sylus wants to "make love" with her and to hear her scream.
(Go crazy on how you want to write it. Thank you! I hope you understand what I mean right 😉😉)
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The drive through the woods had been long but the moment you arrived, you understood why Sylus had kept this place a secret.
The house was beautiful-elegant yet secluded, nestled deep in the forest where no one else could reach. Tall windows framed the landscape, letting in the golden glow of the evening sun. Everything was silent except for the faint rustling of trees, the scent of pine and fresh air filling your lungs.
"Sylus this is... incredible" you murmured, stepping through the grand entrance. The floors gleamed under the soft lighting and everything about the interior screamed luxurious, carefully curated and undeniably intentional.
Sylus shut the door behind you, his presence unmistakable even before he spoke. "I knew you'd like it" he said, his voice smooth as he stepped closer. "A private getaway,just for us."
There was something in his tone— something knowing.
You didn't catch onto it at first, too mesmerized by the sheer elegance of the space. But then, your eyes caught something unexpected. Rose petals.
Scattered along the pristine floor, creating a path deeper into the house.
Your breath hitched slightly.
Sylus smirked, clearly noticing your reaction.
"Go on sweetie" he murmured, nudging you forward.
"Follow them."
Your heart pounded as you slowly walked down the petal-covered path, leading you toward what you now realized was a bedroom.
And that's when it clicked.
This wasn't just a getaway.
It was his plan all along.
The bedroom was breathtaking-grand, with a massive bed draped in silk sheets. But what truly made you pause were the other details— a blindfold resting on the pillows, delicate ropes placed neatly on the bedside table and a selection of items you couldn't even process all at once.
Your entire body flushed with heat.
"You planned this" you accused softly, your voice barely above a whisper.
Sylus finally stepped in behind you, his hands settling on your waist, his breath warm against your ear. "Of course I did" he said, his voice dripping with satisfaction.
"Did you really think I brought you all the way out here just for the scenery?"
You swallowed, heat curling in your stomach as he slowly turned you around to face him.
His crimson eyes held that unmistakable glint-the one that told you there was no escaping whatever he had in store.
"You're being quiet" Sylus teased, tilting his head as he studied your flustered expression. "Shy all of a sudden?"
You opened your mouth to protest but Sylus simply took control before you could even attempt to regain composure.
He took your chin between his fingers, tilting your face up to meet his intense gaze. "No need to act innocent now” he murmured.
"You know exactly what this is."
His other hand trailed down your arm, his fingertips brushing over your skin in a way that made you shiver.
"Sylus..." you started, your voice breathy, unsure whether you were trying to object or encourage him.
His smirk deepened. "That's not a no" he mused.
Before you could speak again, he lifted you effortlessly, carrying you toward the bed like you weighed nothing. Your heart pounded as he placed you down onto the silk sheets, his figure towering over you.
His hands moved with purpose-tracing down your arms, reaching for the soft ropes he had so meticulously prepared on the table next to the bed. "I think" he mused, his voice laced with amusement,
"that it's about time I show you just how much fun we're going to have in this little hideaway."
Your breath hitched as he reached for the blindfold, his touch slow and deliberate.
"Be good for me” he murmured, voice dark with promise.
And then, just like that, control slipped from your hands entirely.
The silk of the blindfold pressed against your skin, shrouding your world in darkness. Your breath came slow and uneven, heart hammering in anticipation as Sylus secured it in place.
Then—a click.
Something cold slipped around your wrist.
Metal.
You flinched slightly at the sensation, instinctively tugging but your movement was met with resistance.
Handcuffs.
A soft, breathy giggle escaped you—a nervous reaction you hadn't meant to let out.
Sylus chuckled darkly in response. "That was a cute sound” he mused. "Are you nervous already?"
You swallowed hard, unsure whether to answer. Not that it mattered. He already knew.
Your other wrist met the same fate—a second click, binding you completely. The cold bite of metal against your skin was a stark contrast to the heat pooling in your stomach.
Sylus took his time adjusting the cuffs, making sure they were snug but not painful.
Purposeful. Precise. He wanted you to feel every ounce of control he had over you.
"You trust me, don't you?" he murmured.
His tone was dangerous-not in a way that suggested harm, but in a way that warned you. You belonged to him now, and he was going to remind you of that in ways you couldn't yet fathom.
You nodded slowly.
His fingers trailed down your arm, the barest whisper of touch, leaving goosebumps in their wake. "Good” he praised, his voice smooth as silk. "Then don't fight me."
Your breath caught as the mattress dipped he was leaning over you now, his presence all-consuming.
Then-something else.
Something soft but sturdy brushed against your thigh. Fabric?
The sound of something unrolling reached your ears before you felt it.
Silk restraints.
A sharp inhale escaped you as he secured one to your ankle. His fingers grazed your skin, lingering longer than necessary, teasing, making sure you felt every moment of your surrender.
He took his time. Meticulous. Unhurried. In control.
"You're awfully quiet now" Sylus murmured, his voice filled with dark amusement.
"Where's that little attitude of yours?"
Your lips parted but before you could say a word, he did something unexpected.
A soft, cool sensation trailed across your collarbone, lower, lower
ice
you don’t know where he got it from,if it was his evol or if he had those specifically chilled and ready for you there,like it was his plan all along
everything perfectly calculated for you
A shiver wracked through your body as Sylus dragged the melting cube along your skin, tracing slow patterns, watching your every reaction. The contrast of cold against heat made you gasp, your back arching involuntarily.
He hummed in approval.
"You're too sensitive" he teased, his voice dripping with satisfaction. "I like that."
He let the ice melt a bit against your skin before pressing his lips to your collarbone , replacing the sting of cold with the warmth of his mouth.
You sucked in a sharp breath, bound, blindfolded and completely at his mercy only intensified everything
Sylus chuckled softly, fingers trailing dangerously close to where he knew you wanted his touch the most-but deliberately avoiding it.
"You're mine" he murmured, his voice dark with possession. "and I think it's about time you start understanding what that truly means."
And with that, the real torment began.
he placed the ice on your stomach
the ice was melting, sending thin rivulets of cold water down your skin, yet Sylus took his time. Dragging. Teasing. Lingering.
"You're shaking”he murmured, amusement thick in his voice. "Too cold? Or is this little girl just too sensitive?"
You didn't answer but your breath hitched as he traced the ice lower, skimming along your ribs. The contrast of frigid cold against your overheated skin made your entire body tense but you couldn’t move-not with his silk restraints keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
Sylus hummed in satisfaction. "So reactive” he mused. "You weren't this quiet earlier."
Your lips parted but before you could protest, he did something cruel.
The ice cube-nearly gone now-dragged over the softest part of your stomach,near your bellybutton making you jerk against the restraints.
A sharp inhale escaped you and Sylus laughed.
"Look at you" he mocked, shifting to brush his lips against your ear, his voice nothing but a dark whisper. "So helpless. So at my mercy."
Your pulse thundered beneath your skin.
Then, he did it again—a deliberate, icy stroke into your bellybutton, followed by the sudden, searing warmth of his tongue as he chased away the cold.
You whimpered, the combination almost unbearable.
"Poor thing" Sylus crooned, his voice dripping with fake sympathy. "Did that feel too good?"
You turned your head away, refusing to answer but that only made his smirk sharpen.
"Oh?" He chuckled, pressing a teasing kiss to the edge of your jaw. "You're trying to be defiant now? How adorable."
You felt his fingers skim along your side near your ribs, featherlight, teasing you without ever giving you what you truly craved.
"Don't pout” he murmured. "You should've known what would happen the moment you let me tie you up, sweetheart."
His hand drifted lower, fingertips just barely grazing the inside of your thigh before pulling away. You shivered-from the loss, from the anticipation, from the overwhelming awareness that he was in complete control.
"You want more, don't you?" Sylus whispered. "I can hear it in your breathing."
You swallowed hard, heart pounding in your ears.
His hand returned, this time squeezing your thigh firmly, his nails grazing your skin.
"Beg” he ordered, voice smooth but commanding. "Or l'll leave you here like this, desperate and untouched."
Your breath hitched—the threat wasn't empty.
Sylus never bluffed.
You knew that if you refused, he'd make good on his word and leave you aching, craving, unsatisfied.
'Please” you whispered, barely audible.
Sylus tilted his head. "That was pathetic" he drawled. "You can do better than that."
You clenched your jaw, heat rushing to your face.
Sylus smirked, leaning in until his lips brushed against your ear. "Beg. Properly."
Your stomach twisted in both humiliation and desire. He was enjoying this— stretching the moment, testing you, making you surrender inch by inch.
"Please, Sylus" you finally said, voice unsteady.
His fingers dug into your thigh, just enough to make you gasp.
"Good girl" he murmured, satisfaction lacing his tone. "Now let's see how much more you can take."
And with that, the ice drifted even lower.
Sylus held the last sliver of melting ice between his fingers, tilting his head as he watched you. Bound, blindfolded, completely at his mercy-just the way he liked you.
You shivered, not just from the cold but from the sheer anticipation.
"You're trembling” he mused, his tone dripping with satisfaction. "Are you scared?
Or just that sensitive?"
You bit your lip, refusing to answer.
Sylus chuckled darkly. "Still trying to act defiant? That's cute."
You gasped as he suddenly pressed the ice against your pussy, the shock of cold making you jerk against the restraints.
"Careful" he warned, his grip tightening around your leg, keeping you still. "Unless you want me to punish you for squirming."
The ice dragged upward, inch by torturous inch. Too slow. Too deliberate.
Too much.
Your breath hitched as he reached your clit, lingering there just to watch you squirm.
Sylus hummed in amusement. "You're shaking so much” he teased. "and I haven't even started."
He traced slow, agonizing circles with the ice, making sure the chill seeped into your skin, making you hyperaware of every movement.
Then-he pressed his lips directly on your clit,leaving slow warm kisses
The sudden warmth of his mouth contrasted sharply with the lingering cold, making you gasp.
Sylus chuckled against your pussy, his breath sending shivers down your spine.
"Poor thing" he mocked, nipping at your thigh. "I bet you don't even know whether to pull away or beg for more."
You whimpered, your body betraying you.
His free hand traced lazily over your other thigh, nails grazing just enough to make your breath catch.
"You're so responsive” he mused, almost to himself. "Every little touch, every little tease and you're already falling apart."
He pressed the last remnant of ice directly against your clit all while leaving slimy deliberate kisses on your inner thigh
Your whole body tensed, a choked gasp slipping past your lips.
Sylus smirked, watching you struggle. "You want me to stop?" he asked, a mockery of concern in his voice. "Or do you want more?"
You hesitated—a mistake.
Sylus clicked his tongue. "Ah. I see."
Before you could react, he pressed the ice even deeper this time,no longer harassing your clit but now sending shockwaves of cold to the inside of your warm vagina
The melting water dripped, sending chills through your already overstimulated nerves.
You jerked, instinctively trying to close your legs-but Sylus's iron grip stopped you.
"Ah, ah” he murmured, spreading you wider instead. "No running now, sweetheart."
You whimpered, your body betraying you again.
Sylus leaned in, lips grazing your ear. "You should know by now” he murmured, voice dark with amusement. "I don't stop until I'm satisfied."
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Kagari Amagase 1st Birthday Campaign: Story
His POV Story
"I Want The Princess"
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I stood on the battlefield, washed off the blood and headed to my secondary residence.
…
The instant I stepped inside, I collapsed like a puppet whose strings had been cut.
Like always, I felt lightheaded and couldn’t think straight.
However, the book laying on my desk caught my eye.
The cover of the book was decorated with a rose motif, a flower rare in Kogyoku.
I crawled closer to the book and reached for it.
When I opened the cover, a piece of paper with text written in the Princess’ penmanship fell out and landed on my face.
Those were various detailed annotations about the book’s contents.
A pure desire to enjoy the book came right to me.
(My birthday…)
(It was my first time.)
…
Nobleman: Happy birthday, Prince Kagari. I wish you a joyful and prosperous year ahead.
Kagari: Oh.
This year too, there was a snaking line of people outside the castle for my birthday.
I received countless birthday greetings, but I didn't know the appropriate response to them.
(Everything is different from when I was still part of the royal family. There are so many things I don’t understand.)
Back in the day, my birthdays were simple, ending with a congratulatory speech from the King.
My older brother had countless people celebrating his birthday and even had a banquet held for him, but that wasn't the case for me — his younger brother.
No one ever doubted it because the difference between me and my older brother, who possessed remarkable capabilities that made everyone around have high expectations for him, was like night and day.
(But… thinking about it now, I wish I’d at least gotten one dorayaki.)
(... Hm?)
At the very end of the line — a familiar figure was standing under a cherry blossom tree in the distance.
My body moved on its own before I even realised it.
Kagari: You’re wide open, Princess.
The Princess reacted exaggeratingly in surprise. I put a hand over her mouth and dragged her into the shade.
Emma: Mmph…!
I pinned her struggling body against a tree trunk before closing the distance between us to avoid drawing the attention of the people nearby.
(She’s still as weak as ever, like she could die any moment.)
Kagari: Do you promise to behave?
I took my hand off her mouth and she nodded.
Emma: … What are you doing here, Prince Kagari?
Kagari: I saw you.
Emma: So you came to see me?
Kagari: You called me here.
(Maybe.)
Her fidgeting near the line must mean she wants to see me, right?
Kagari: If you were planning to join the line, don’t bother.
Kagari: It won’t end until nightfall.
Emma: That long…?
Kagari: There’s a banquet tonight. That’ll go on till dawn.
Kagari: So, why are you here?
The Princess’ eyes darted around awkwardly.
It was suspicious behaviour, she looked very uneasy, as though she was hiding something she wanted to say.
Emma: … Um… there were so many people gathered, and I got curious…
She hid the bag she was holding behind her back.
Given today’s occasion and the Princess’ personality, the answer is obvious.
(She’s hesitant to celebrate my birthday.)
(Is this really something to agonise about?)
(... I don’t really get it, but this is fine.)
(It doesn't matter whether I receive birthday greetings or not…)
(But spending my birthday with her might actually be more enjoyable.)
(I’ll take her along for the customary inspection.)
…
Dressed as one of the Yasha’s subordinates, the Princess pointed an imitation sword at the assassins.
I couldn’t help but be secretly impressed as I watched from atop a roof.
(She’s gotten more used to things compared to when she first arrived in Kogyoku.)
(Even though it’s only an imitation sword, she’s learnt how to point one at others.)
(With that amount of guts, she’ll have no problem surviving in Kogyoku. Full marks for her.)
(Also… the clothes my subordinates wear really suit her.)
I stared absentmindedly at her exposed nape, where her hair was tied up in a single knot.)
(I remember Matias saying something about this before.)
(“The nape, usually hidden by her hair, is the most valuable”.)
At that time, I thought he was purely spouting weird nonsense, but I understand now.
(It’s so slender, I feel like biting it— wait, what? Why do I want to bite it?
(No idea. I’ll ask Matias next time.)
(If this is something that requires some brains, I’ll ask Azel.)
While I was lost in thought, the assassin placed their hands on the hilt of their swords.
Before they could unsheath their swords ever so slightly, I jumped down and swung my sheathed sword.
The impact was solid, and all the assassins’ eyes rolled back as they fell unconscious.
Had I drawn my sword, their heads would have flown off their shoulders.
(Weak.)
Kagari: That was easy. I hoped they’d at least be good enough for me to draw my sword.
As I turned around feeling disappointed, the Princess was in the midst of sheathing the imitation sword.
Before the blade fully went into the scabbard, I moved closer and held her slender hand.
Kagari: Princess, you need to adjust the angle of your stance.
Emma: I see…
Kagari: Also, never hunch your back on a battlefield.
Emma: I never noticed I was doing that.
Kagari: Exactly. Even though you’re dressed like one of my subordinates, you’re weak.
Emma: … I’m sorry.
Cat: Nyaa…
While I was guiding her for future use, I heard a meowing sound coming from next to my feet.
It was the stray cat I had an undesirable, yet inseparable relationship with.
Kagari: Ah, give me a minute.
I folded a piece of paper with instructions on how to deal with the men lying on the ground and handed it to the cat.
It gave a delighted meow as it took the paper in its mouth and scurried off.
Emma: What was that…?
Kagari: Calico No.1.
Kagari: It often roams the streets. So if you ever need to contact me, you can count on it for that.
Emma: So instead of a carrier pigeon… you have a carrier cat.
Kagari: Yeah.
(This guy’s more temperamental than a pigeon, though.)
Emma: About the piece of paper you gave it earlier on…
Kagari: I summoned my subordinates. It’s a hassle to clean up this mess.
I stood up and looked down at the amateurish assassins lying on the ground.
The Princess looked eager for an explanation, almost to the point she was getting restless.
(They’re no more significant than random passersby, but…)
Kagari: This is a “gift” I receive on my birthday every year, amidst the celebrations.
Kagari: I was looking forward to a more challenging opponent, but I got disappointed this year too.
The Princess frowned at my blunt response.
(Is she angry?)
(Weird. It doesn't even concern her.)
(Maybe this is something “strange” to the Princess?)
(When you come from a different place, what’s common and what’s not changes. That's interesting.)
(What’s common knowledge to me, might not be so common to her.)
…
Night fell as usual, and it was time for the banquet.
Savouring the enjoyable time we had together, I parted ways with the Princess.
Soon after, the ever so hardworking Calico No.1 came with a letter in its mouth.
…
I went to the cherry blossom tree where I sometimes admired the flowers with the Princess, and the sender of that letter looked clearly pleased to see me.
Feeling comforted by her reaction, I sat down next to her under the tree.
Emma: Has the banquet ended?
Kagari: Not yet.
Emma: You managed to slip away.
Kagari: Your summon is more important.
Cat: Nyaa
(Is it asking for a reward?)
I gently petted the cat that had been nuzzling itself against my leg and it left like it was never there.
Heartless cat.
(Right now, the Princess is more important than Calico No.1.)
Kagari: You changed your clothes.
Emma: Yes, I wanted to meet you as my usual self.
Emma: If I’m going to celebrate your birthday, I want to do it as the version of me you met in Kogyoku.
Kagari: …
(Is this what she meant when she said she “wanted some of my time after the banquet”?)
Emma: Happy birthday, Prince Kagari.
The Princess, who had been hesitant about wishing me a happy birthday this morning, presented me with a cherry blossom-patterned package.
I accepted the package, unwrapped it, and took out what was insides
Kagari: A book?
Emma: It’s a storybook from Rhodolite.
(It’s my first time receiving a book as a birthday gift. I’m feeling uneasy.)
Kogyoku’s Yasha was thought by others to only wield swords and never read books.
But in truth, I don’t dislike reading.
Emma: You’ve taught me many wonderful things about Kogyoku.
Emma: It’s thrilling to discover new things about the world that I’ve never known before, so…
Emma: I chose this book because I want you to experience that thrill too. It’s one of my favourites.
Emma: … And, if possible, I thought it might help convey Rhodolite’s charm too…
Kagari: The book is set in Rhodolite?
Emma: That’s right! It’s a collection of heartwarming short stories.
Emma: It’s the perfect remedy for when you’re feeling worn out.
Kagari: I almost forgot you’re a book merchant.
(I thought it’s just like any other book, but this one’s carefully chosen by the Princess.)
Knowing the amount of thought put into the gift made it much more significant.
Kagari: You’re probably the only one who’d think of giving me a book.
(I’ve decided. I’ll make this a family heirloom.)
I stared at the cover, flipped through the pages, and briefly scanned through the text.
It doesn't seem like I’ll be running into any trouble if I end up with too much free time for a while.
Emma: … I’m relieved I could properly celebrate your birthday.
I looked up when she suddenly spoke.
The Princess heaved a sigh of relief, like she had been holding her breath for a while.
Kagari: You’re overthinking it. I’d never find it bothersome to be celebrated.
Emma: But your detached reaction to all the greetings and gifts made me rather worried that you would.
Kagari: … Did I come off that way?
(I didn't realise. No wonder the Princess hesitated.)
I closed the book and lowered my gaze.
Kagari: It’s not that I dislike being celebrated, or that I’m uninterested in birthdays.
Kagari: It’s just… I still don’t know what I should be feeling when I’m being celebrated.
Kagari: It’s been a recent problem for me.
Never had I ever imagined that not having extravagant birthday celebrations like my older brother did would someday become a source of my troubles.
(Receiving a celebration particularly from her is complicated.)
(... I feel restless, and it’s hard to even look her in the eyes.)
(Is this the correct feeling I should be getting? What kind of emotion is this?)
As I sat there in silence, full of uncertainty, a gentle breeze blew.
Petals from the cherry blossom tree that was in bloom all year round danced in the air and fluttered down.
The Princess, whose attention had been constantly focused on the Yasha until now, suddenly turned her gaze toward the cherry blossoms.
Emma: It’s beautiful.
(…)
The restlessness turned into something murky.
(... Not going to look at me anymore?)
(You’re so heartless.)
I grabbed a fistful of the Princess’ skirt.
It was a spontaneous gesture.
Emma: Prince Kagari?
(Why must I lose her to some cherry blossoms?)
Kagari: You’ve been thinking about my birthday all day long, and now you’re completely mesmerised by cherry blossoms?
Emma: Of course I’m still thinking about your birthday.
Emma: I just think that it looks as though the cherry blossoms are celebrating too…
Kagari: Just you celebrating it is enough. Don’t look away.
For some reason, the Princess reacted to my vent with a gentle smile.
Kagari: … What are you smiling about?
Emma: It’s nothing.
(I’m curious… but this doesn't feel so bad.)
I felt my facial expression soften, and the Princess turned her gaze to the cherry blossoms once again.
My grip on the fabric of her skirt tightened.
Emma: … I planned to only give you your gift, but we ended up talking for quite a while.
Emma: Shouldn’t you return to the banquet soon, Prince Kagari?
Kagari: …
(I don't want to.)
(I want her to celebrate my birthday, more than the banquet.)
(But somehow, even though they’re all celebrations, something feels different.)
I retraced the day’s events, recalling each and every one of the Princess’ words and trying to pinpoint the cause of my restlessness.
(If there is a difference… it’d be that everyone else’s celebrations are nothing more than mere formalities.)
(You could say they have ulterior motives, wanting to gain the Yasha’s favour and protection.)
(But the Princess’ celebration doesn't have any of that.)
(... This is the first time I’m receiving a sincere birthday celebration.)
Kagari: Princess, don’t you want to keep the Yasha all to yourself?
Emma: I think I’ve already monopolised you enough.
(It’s not enough.)
(... I want more)
Kagari: … Stay here.
Emma: Then… I’ll take you up on the offer.
Emma: Can I continue celebrating your birthday for a little while longer?
Kagari: Yeah.
Hearing the word “celebrate” from her lips made me restless again.
(Could this restless feeling be… bashfulness?)
(... Am I actually feeling bashful because she’s celebrating my birthday?)
(That’s a first. I learned something new today.)
Kagari: If you want to celebrate, do it. I can’t guarantee I’ll make it to my next birthday.
Emma: … I don't like such jokes.
Kagari: I’m not joking. But rest assured that I want you to celebrate my birthday over and over again.
(It’d be nice if there’ll be a “next”.)
(... I want to feel bashful again. I want to experience this feeling even more.)
(I want to get to know this restlessness better.)
(When I’m with her… my emotions come alive.)
…
When I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by darkness.
(... Did I fall asleep?)
As I regained consciousness, I realised I was holding a book in my arms.
I heard a faint sound of gentle breathing coming from next to me.
I shifted my gaze in its direction to see Calico No.1 laying there with its belly facing up, looking completely defenseless.
(It's getting better at hiding its presence and becoming more shameless too.)
(Who exactly does that remind me of?)
Careful not to wake Calico No.1, I picked up the book and opened it while laying down.
Even though I had already finished it and remembered its contents, my eyes didn't stop following the text.
The stories were set in a peaceful country called Rhodolite.
The Princess, born in that kind of country, was honest, straightforward, and her existence dazzling bright.
(That makes sense.)
On my birthday — when I received those empty, soulless birthday greetings from the crowd, the Princess looked like she couldn't stand it any longer and took my hand.
Under the cherry blossom tree, her smile was like a flower in full bloom and she celebrated the Yasha’s birthday genuinely from the heart.
(She has a beautiful heart.)
(And yet, she unhesitatingly held these hands of mine that have been stained with blood of the people I’ve killed and even gave me her blessings.)
(Ah…)
(... I want the Princess).
(But I don't understand why I want her.)
(Will I understand it if she becomes mine, just like this book?)
I sat up and closed the book.
Although the battle was over and my body was supposedly back to its usual state, my head started feeling fuzzy again.
That sensation worsened when an image of the Princess’ face emerged in my mind.
Despite knowing my symptoms were worsening, my hands refused to let go of the book.
I couldn’t peel my eyes off it.
It was as though I was clinging onto it.
(I want to see her.)
(I want to see the Princess.)
#ikemen prince#ikemen series#ikepri translations#kagari amagase#cybird ikemen#cybird otome#otome#ikepri birthday
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what i'm thinking of right now is what if someone tried hitting on you out while out on a date with your love.
satoru would've stepped away to grab the ice cream that had you waiting in a line for what you thought would feel like forever. it was fun though, the two of you pausing your initial conversation about the days plans in favour of people watching and listening in on the very scandalous conversations of those who stood with you in line. your eyes meeting in shock or surprise every so often, doing your best to disguise your laughs and gasps with charades of idle conversation and your own scandalous conversations referencing drama that, mind you doesn't really exist in your lives at the moment.
while he was a way your getting hit on by some creep. it didn't come off that way initially, but man was this getting uncomfortable fast. can this guy not take a hint? he's asking for your number once again and your refusing once again politely at first, and more stern as the advances keep coming. your not used to people that won't listen when you speak. since when did back off mean come closer? since when did i'm not interested become im just playing coy. since when did im taken, leave me alone translate to my relationship isn't real or isn't important to me and id throw it away for someone who doesn't understand basic boundaries and uses those suffocating, nauseating colognes?
drawing closer and closer to you. face far too close to yours, breathe stank too. yuck. he's gaining confidence now,convinced the 'boyfriend' you were talking about was an excuse you'd made up. your just nervous is all. playing hard to get.
panic starts to set into your bones. he's leaning back, all cocky now.
come on doll face, this 'boyfriend' of yours doesn't have to know. quit playing so high and mighty i know you want me.
you think you might throw up. when an ice cream cone hits him right in the centre of his face. comically sliding down his face. and satoru enters the scene. sun creating a halo around his fluffy white hair, your ho is glowing. signature classes sat pretty low on his nose his skin a little flushed from the heat (hence the ice cream) he's holding two more cones in his hands, walking towards you and and the offender, mock sympathy in his voice. as he expresses apologies that to just might seem sincere if your that stupid if you tried hard enough. grabbing the cone of his face to meet his eyes.
satoru has a incredibly towering stature, and while this wasn't news to you, it's quite impressive to see its advantages in real time.
peaking down at the face behind the sweet creamy mess, satoru recoils. "ew." his tone dripping with absolute disgust. turning around to make his "bleghh" face as he presses the now ice cream less cone into the man's hair. like a sad party hat above his head an sticks on of the other two, being careful to use the flavour he knows you like least, straight back into his face. massaging it around to cover as much of the monstrosity as possible before nodding proudly for his work. a pat on the make, and he's turing on his heel towards you with that blinding smile on his face.
dramatically, satoru drapes his hands over you shoulders, and leans his weight it, a pout on his strawberry glosses lips. "babyyyyy, the sight will haunt my night mares, scary people out there" he tuts standing straight with a satirical furrow between his brows. he should have been a theatre kid with all these dramatics. though you were greatful, and relived. he makes life feel so easy. it's contagious.
he looks down at you through his sunglasses small smile playing on his lips, face no longer contorted by an expression of discomfort or disgust.
satoru hands you the last cone. after all the two he got for him have served greater purpose than satisfying his sweet tooth. strong arm loosely hangs from you shoulder as you walk off leaving behind the cheap excuse of a man now covered in creamy deliciousness far too good him. your laughing at something satoru said as he glances back to see yhe newest addition to his hit list muttering to himself as he try's to get the ice cream of his over gelled greasy hair, fake designer top and horribly ugly face. satoru thinks he should just keep it as it was. ice cream was a far more pleasant sight. he looks back down at you eating away at your cone, there's a little caught at the corner of you lips.
smirking he leans down to lick it off, taking advantage of the angle of your head above his to make his eyes wide and pretty for you the same way he would when he was licking something else. your flustered, mouth open, paused mid sentence and your eyes wider than his now. wide eyes portraying his faux innocence drop to a sultry lidded gaze leaning in to kiss away another but in the other side. your fingers going up to feel if there's anything there on instinct.
he stands up quick, back to his regular self, pinching your check acting as if nothing had just transpired. like the subtle innuendo was felt only by you. "are you blushing?? god baby your such a pervert. is that all i am to you???"
and he's back to the dramatics. rolling your eyes your shrug him of and continue. he stays, watching you, his beloved walk ahead, he feels himself let out the dreamy exhale of a lovesick fool, he'll be the first to admit that for you, he is nothing else.
a quick jog is all it takes to catch up to you. arm coming back around your shoulder he leans in like he weighs the same as the feather. burying himself close to you. you smelt sweeter than ice cream. his hair tickles your neck, and your his face.
"baby"
a hmm is all he gets in reply, to busy lapping away at your cone to pay attention to the kind sexy clown you call you boyfriend. he got your favourite flavour after all.
extravagant gestures weren't something satoru shied away from, as we have gotten to see up close today. he was loud and carefree but he was yours. and you his. walking side by side, his arm around your shoulders, head resting close to you. he can feel your pulse (his posture must've looked horribly uncomfortableto someone watching from outside the two of you). it's peaceful like this. despite the bustling crowds and busy chatter around you, you shared a feeling of peace in that moment. body held close to the one you loved, despite the heat your far from bothered by the proximity. he smells so good.
then it hits him. no sweet treat :( the gravity of the situation makes it self clear to him, but his salvation, as always, is being held delicately in your hands.
"you wouldn't mind sharing with your brave, fearless, super funny, super hot, saviour knight now would do you baby"
#this was born from my deep desperate desire for ice that i cannot have right now because i am ill 😔#gojo satoru#gojo x reader#gojo x you#gojo fluff#gojo x y/n#yandere gojo#jujutsu kaisen#gojo ff#gojo drabbles#gojo saturo#i think there are other characters that would react the sameish way though the dialogue would look very different#sukuna toji and SHIU (though there would be varying levels of intensity that the ice cream is thrown at#geto and megumi as well me thinks#but again the conversation and attitude would be a whole different thing on its own#maybe we want to see those versions ??? idk lemme know#KNIGHT YOU SAY???#(foreshadowing???)#UPDATE sm made me soup. yea that's right the made it for ME i feel loved rn#update on the nanami geto sick fic! it's longer than i had originally thought or wanted it to be. think ive bitten off more than i can chew#but i'll make it work cuz losing is for losers and im obviously not one 🙄#so kento cries#geto is in full wife and mother mode#it'll be out soon. trust 😩#or don't trust you the the right to exercise free will#hate when men yes but especially when those stupid sickening too strong colognes make an appearance. doesn't even matter the price#they exist in cheap and expensive ones it's so HSHDLS also brush your teeth mr creep
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♡ྀི ₊ borrowed
️️️⠀ ⠀️️️ ⤷ roronoa zoro ❤︎
꒰ summary: wearing a piece of clothing owned by the swordsman was not a sight he'd ever imagined enjoying as much as he did. ꒱
꒰ contents: fluff fluff fluff! reader is shy & a little flirty. zoro is head over heels for reader. very soft & flustered zoro <3 ꒱
꒰ notes: i have really been craving some soft zoro content and this popped in my head and i HAD to write it out ^_^ ꒱
♡ + ⤿ are very much appreciated ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა !
zoro had always admired you from afar.
you were beautiful, kind, and merry. you moved so gently, as if all would shatter if you didn't do so. you spoke in such a sweet and melodious voice that every time he heard you, his heart would involuntarily skip a beat. you treated everyone on the crew so lovingly that there were many a times he wished he had even a sliver of the goodness that you had.
despite his stoic demeanour, it crumbled every time you were around. he couldn't help the pink that painted his cheeks, his heart that felt like it would thump out of his chest, his mouth that stumbled on his words. you turned him into pile of mush with your presence alone and it was maddening to him.
though secretly, he revelled in this newfound feeling — if it was with you he got to explore it with.
he didn't think there were any more ways for you to make his heart flutter and stomach churn with reverence. that was, until he saw you wear one of his t-shirts.
he did not own many so he wondered how you'd got a hold of it in the first place. he wondered why you chose his t-shirt out of all the others. had you chosen his on purpose? the thoughts clouding his mind were driving him insane.
seeing you engulfed in his top made his entire body turn to goo. it hung on your frame, clinging onto your divine curves. your chest was more exposed than usual which resulted in a blush to tinge his face when he realised he'd been staring for a bit too long.
he couldn't exactly understand why it was so endearing to him that you were wearing his clothes — it could be that he felt a sense of pride wash over him, making him feel as if you were branded his now. he'd give you every top he owned and relish in the sight.
you were sat on the swing with a book on your lap as you swayed mindlessly. the sunlight bore down on you, illuminating your features in a manner that made you prettier than ever. he had just taken note that the t-shirt's length was long enough to cover the shorts you wore underneath. that allowed him to admire your plush thighs as they squeezed together to keep the book in place.
zoro just stared from the rails. he wanted to come sit by you and ask you why you were wearing his t-shirt. it was a simple question. it was not a difficult task. he had done so much worse before and he had never floundered.
so why did he feel so nervous in this moment?
he felt foolish that out of everything he was capable of doing, this is what rendered him hopeless. "i am so lame", he thought, mentally giving himself a face palm at his idiocy.
"zoro!", he heard your voice call him from the swing. "come here." he didn't think twice as he sauntered over to you and plopped himself in front of you.
"what's up?", he asked, combing through with his hair. only after he had sat down had he realised how close he actually was. if he bent forward just enough, he could rest his head on your thighs. that image alone turned his face into an even darker pink than it was before.
"nothing," you hummed whilst placing your book aside. "you kept looking here so i called you over."
he wanted to dig himself a hole. the fact that you had noticed him leering at you made him feel so abashed. he thought he was being discreet, stealing glances at you when you weren't looking. but wait... did that mean you had been staring back at him? that would be the only explanation, right? he did not want to get his hopes up but just thinking about that possibility made it nearly impossible for him to hold back the small smile that tugged at his lips.
zoro could sense that the silence that had fallen between you both was about to turn awkward so before he could stop himself, he blurted out, "why are you wearing my t-shirt?". it came out harsher than he had expected and that earned him a second mental face palm.
he saw your cheeks redden as you softly bunched up the end of the t-shirt in your hands. "how cute," he thought. your gaze averted his as you said, "well, it was laundry day for me and i didn't have any comfy clothes to wear so i just picked up a top i found that was clean."
and it was his.
"i hope you don't mind," you murmured. your hands now rested on either side of your legs and you pushed yourself forward, your faces now a few inches apart. the distance made his heart race and he swore if you were any closer you'd be able to hear it hammering. he could smell your dulcet scent wafting in the breeze, intoxicating his senses.
he cleared his throat as he croaked out, "no. it's fine. you can wear my stuff."
you smiled and brought your hand near his body. it hovered for a moment before your finger slipped into the collar of the t-shirt he was wearing. he felt your finger graze over his skin as you slowly ran it along the collar. his body tensed up under your touch, his mind turning hazy at your actions. "even this one?", you asked in a tone so sickeningly sweet, he had to restrain himself from pressing his lips onto yours.
he cleared his throat once more before replying, "yeah, wear whatever you like."
you let out a little giggle, removing your finger from his collar. you still hadn't moved back, your faces seemingly even closer than it had been several moments ago. he could feel your breath on his lips and the heat radiating from your body. if his eyes were not deceiving him, the blush that tinted your face had darkened.
"do you like when i wear your clothes?", you asked shyly. it was rather baffling to him that one second you seemed so brazen with your behaviour and the next you seemed so coy. it was admittedly one of his favourite things about you.
he had to reel himself back in from his thoughts that had begun conjuring up various romantic scenarios of the two of you. he peered at you with a docility that he reserved only for you. your entire face was glowing under the sun and he truly believed there wasn't anyone who could compare to you.
his voice came out quieter than he wanted but thankfully you had heard him, "yeah. because it's you."
had it not been for the proximity, he wouldn't have heard the tiny squeal that you let out. the amore he had for you had grown tenfold in that very moment. you slapped your hand over your mouth and shut your eyes, clearly embarrassed by your own reaction. he didn't know if you had meant to but you placed your forehead atop his, letting out a muffled groan.
zoro's eyes were the size of saucers. he was completely frozen, unaware of what to do. your eyes were still closed and your mouth still covered as you continued to grumble to yourself. it felt like you were saying something but he couldn't think of anything except for the fact that you were so close to him that everything around him had blurred. he did not move a muscle, fearing if he did then the moment would be torn away from him.
it was just you and him right now.
he did not know how he had managed to muster up the guts to do this or what compelled him to do so — he lifted his hand up to your face and gently pulled your hands down. your eyelids flickered open and your mouth was slightly agape. his gaze fell to your rosy lips, dreaming about how soft they looked and how kissable they looked. the things he would do to even get a peck from you. he imagined you'd taste heavenly.
your hands had found its way back to his t-shirt, this time scrunching it up in your grasp. zoro wanted nothing more than to pull you into his embrace. it took a great amount of constraint not to do so though since he didn't want you to feel uncomfortable or get upset with him. instead, his index finger carefully brushed over yours, tracing careless circles. it wasn't a grand gesture but he heard you hum at his actions, which suggested that you weren't averse to his advances. that sent him over the moon.
you had pulled yourself back, your face now in front of him. gingerly, you intertwined your fingers with his — his calloused, rough hands were such a stark contrast to your delicate, tender ones. he held onto them as if they were the most precious jewels the world had to offer, unintentionally drawing hearts all over.
he truly could stay like this forever...
"guys! it's time for lunch!", sanji yelled from the kitchen.
the sudden noise caused you both to jump, nearly making you fall off the swing. you stood up, grabbing your book and raced to the stairs. before you scurried up, you turned back to zoro, face completely flushed as you said nervously, "i'll return your t-shirt tonight!". then you dashed to the kitchen, slamming the door behind you.
zoro buried his head in his hands, letting out a miffed moan. "stupid love cook," he grumbled.
#chuuqqi 𓋜#one piece#one piece x reader#one piece x you#roronoa zoro#one piece zoro#zoro#zoro roronoa x reader#zoro roronoa x you#zoro x reader#zoro x you#zoro fluff
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on ur posting art comic, someone put alt text in a reblog for a piece of mine and said "Hey OP add this to your post or you're not being inclusive enough" and I genuinely didn't know how to respond. I feel like a lot of the time these people start with good intentions but then ascribe an arbitrary set of rules that make you a horrible person if you forget or maybe don't have time to add certain accommodations as a singular person on a blog
i've already harped on how making these demands isn't fair to people who are prone to OCD spirals, have struggles with literacy/cognition, don't know english well, have low energy, etc etc, but beyond that, i truly think that this behavior, when earnest, is the result of a total lack of self-awareness that one has fallen for the propaganda trap of erasing the distinction between corporations and people. everyone has to be considering "their brand" at all times when this is just not how life works. there's a reason grocery store owners have to make their aisles wheelchair-accessible but Jim The Eccentric Rock Climber can turn his entire house into an obstacle course for him and his buddies: one of these things is meant for all-access public use, and one of these things is meant to be enjoyed by Jim's sphere of influence. Maybe if Jim makes a really good disabled friend that he wants to have come over, he'll rework a pathway for them so they can be included. Maybe if Jim wants to turn his obstacle house into a business, he will consider more ways to make it inclusive for disabled athletes to attend. But until that point, it's just his house.
"but it was posted publicly-" so are triggering works of fiction, but we all for the most part understand "don't like, don't read". the idea of telling someone to redo a free-to-read fanfiction without triggering elements so it can be accessible to readers with those triggers is preposterous, so why are we suddenly okay demanding extra work from visual artists who may not feel capable of (or even comfortable) describing their work with words? it sucks not being able to enjoy something, i'm not unsympathetic to this, but i don't think you can be supportive of weird, unmarketable, emotionally-charged art while at the same time demanding it be made describable in english for what is essentially SEO and data-training purposes.
art is for everyone, i absolutely stand by this, but that doesn't mean every single piece of art ever made has to be for everyone. visual art is a language in and of itself, and sometimes it cannot be translated.
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So nobody knows if those text messages are actually legit and even if they are it's literally just thought crime at this point?
Also really brings in a question why you or anyone sat on these for what two or three years as everybody keeps saying so was it really about outing a dangerous person or more likely a vendetta considering other people you claim have allegations against that you didn't expose or what your play in all this is.
There are actual dangerous and creepy men running rampant but you choose this and to do so on the day you did for a reason but tumblr ppl like yourself are retarded and dont need much to bark up a tree.
Do better.
I'll break this down bit by bit
>So nobody knows if those text messages are actually legit
I confirmed they were real when I got them, there's no reason for me to post what I saw for that bc it drags multiple other parties in purely to convince like three people. I've been extremely diplomatic with this drop because it's real, and I think the fact he deleted immediately speaks for itself.
>even if they are it's literally just thought crime at this point?
This is literally the same logic as "no you don't understand, she only looks 10, she's 9000 in the lore". Yeah, it's a "thought crime" -- it's not acceptable to think children or dogs are sexually attractive, and it's even less acceptable to indulge those fantasies. This is not revolutionary thinking.
>Also really brings in a question why you or anyone sat on these for what two or three years
I got the screenshots at like 5 AM Saturday (Serbian time) and gave myself until Sunday to have the post ready. That's about 36 hours.
>so was it really about outing a dangerous person or more likely a vendetta considering other people you claim have allegations against that you didn't expose or what your play in all this is.
This is so stupid and I have to break this down into chunks
Yes, it's about outing a dangerous person. I don't see why "Pharma doesn't like people who want to fuck kids and dogs" is such a hard thing to believe.
I never had anything against him before I found this shit out, in fact I don't think I ever even talked to him the entire leadup to this. I'm extremely loud and annoying about people I hate, and the worst I do is start fights and talk shit. Like come on, you're writing fanfiction at this point.
All I've posted is that I have allegations in my inbox about other people, I didn't say which people, and the purpose of doing that is to encourage people who've actually got evidence to come forward. Would you rather I just post a bunch of "he said this", "he did that", anons with nothing backing them up? Use your head here.
>There are actual dangerous and creepy men running rampant
Yeah and we just got rid of one of them. Again, send me evidence and I'll do the same shit to whoever tf it is you're thinking of.
>tumblr ppl like yourself are retarded and dont need much to bark up a tree.
Very unfortunate choice to use a dog metaphor here is all I'll say to that.
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Apologies for bothering you, but I have two questions:
1:How did Laura meet Starscream and join the deceptions?
2: why did she join the deceptions?
OKAY ALRIGHT I wanted/planned to draw something like a small comic, but studying and new hyperfixations on other fandoms just distracted me and I forgot to answer 😭 but thank you very much for asking!! I apologize for answering only now, but I'll try to explain everything with text
I like this art so I'll put it here
How did Laura get on the Nemesis?
Unfortunately, she didn't get there by chance and clearly not with the goal of making friends with everyone. I have another character, Lostvoid, who is quite a curious scientist and therefore needed an organic test subject that would fit the characteristics for a "small" experiment. Laura was the perfect example.
Lostvoid!! first art by @mictiankityrrrr
From there comes her first unwanted meeting with one of the Decepticons and several Autobots in the midst of a fight. The little human was unknown to both sides, even when Laura was caught in the rubble and broke her leg, falling into some kind of unplanned mousetrap for Knockout, who, as 'a very good Lostvoid's colleague', decided to use this opportunity of easily accessible organic. She got caught, of course. Grabbed quite roughly.
Well, and then the tests, and attempts to restore her leg as soon as possible in order to stabilize the condition..... isolation on the Nemesis only led Laura into a period of apathy 🫡 not surprising though
How did Laura become part of the Decepticons?
You may or may not have seen it, but Laura has what's called a "costume." A metal body that makes her almost on par with Cybertronians, except for the repulsive expression on her faceplate and the lack of coordination. This body is part of Lostvoid's experiment where the body of an organic is used solely for the purpose of advancing Decepticon affairs. Slavery, I guess...... or something close to that......
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some sketches with her last design.... I'll redesign it later
I wouldn't say she's fully accepted as part of the team, but she helps Knockout and sometimes Lostvoid 🕊️
SO she didn't really have any choice, uh
How did Starscream and Laura meet? How did they become close?
Starscream, as the commander and everything like that, knew about the experiment when it began. There is no need to explain that this arrogant bird treated Laura with hostility at first, with mockery and so on. Laura treated him almost the same as the rest of the Cybertronians... if she even had the strength to think rationally then 🙌 But at the moment when she already began to accept some role as a "Decepticon", then it became much more fun considering Starscream's frequent visits to the medical bay.
Starscream now treated Laura with some kind of apprehension and tension, although he understood that she would NEVER do him any serious harm. But exactly this was scary for him. For a human in such a difficult situation, Laura treated him with some kind of ease, sometimes sympathy and sometimes friendliness. This frightened him, to be honest. But why did Laura do that? She herself had no idea, but against the backdrop of problems outside Nemesis territory and a broken relationship with her girlfriend, Laura found some peace while staying on Nemesis. Some peace when her "beloved commander" involuntarily began to open up through his complaints when Knockout was absent from his post. That was some kind of progress for both of them.
it's a very big slowburn for these two.... angst and hurtcomfort
I think they were brought together by some sort of need for comfort and understanding each other. But damn, it would have taken them a year to become friends, and starting a relationship was a real challenge for bpd cybertronian and his depressed girlie 😀
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#transformers#oc#maccadam#transformers prime#starscream#oc x canon#transformers oc#tfp starscream#laurascreams :3#viru's answersss
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Can you do a write about a deaf mc that normally wears hearing aids but they break so they can't communicate with the brothers, how would the brothers get around this predicament?
Sure can!
Small warning, since I don't have hearing aids, I can't guarantee this'll be 100% accurate there. I'll do my best though.
by the way, this swings wildly between second and third person.
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Mc normally took their hearing aids out to sleep, so that they could charge them. But one morning, they woke up to Mammon tackling them, accidentally knocking them off the nightstand, and breaking them. Mc froze. Mammon was talking, before realizing that Mc wasn't acknowledging him at all. The brothers were aware MC used hearing aids, but knew no more than that. Mammon's gave went to Mc's crushed hearing aids on the floor, and immediately called Lucifer.
With Lucifer's help, Mc managed to order a new pair, but it'd be two weeks until they showed up.
Lucifer sat you down, and through texting, made sure you were okay. He set up a schedule so that he or one of his brothers was always with you, in case you ever needed help. He was semi-fluent in ASL, since he'd learned to help Diavolo with the human world relations program. Mostly, he'd use ASL if Mc knew it. If not, he'd send texts. If over the time you were waiting for new hearing aids, he ever needed to lecture you, he'd type it all out as a text, and make you write out his whole lecture, so he knew you read it.
Mammon felt really guilty over accidentally breaking them. He thought the idea of getting word magnets (courtesy of Lucifer's credit card) was a great idea. When scolded for that, he reverted to the few ASL signs he knew, and texts.
Levi didn't need to change much, since 90% of your chats with him were over text anyways. Constant texting 24/7. When you were gaming with him, he muted the computer to make things more "fair."
Satan, Like Lucifer, was skilled in ASL. He'd taught himself it back when he'd first learned about your hearing aids, in case of an issue like this. If Mc doesn't know ASL, he reverts to handwritten notes.
Asmo argued that words were pointless, and you could communicate through touch alone. Satan translated this argument for you, much to Asmo's irritation. Eventually, he settled for texts, paired with lots of random touches that you couldn't understand.
Beel was grateful he at least hadn't eaten the aids. He kept accidentally talking to you, struggling with the idea of you being unable to hear him. However, if he was talking and you gently tapped his arm, he'd immediately write it down on a chalkboard he got for this purpose once he learned your aids were broken.
Belphie shrugged, and went back to sleep. It took the first three days of you being without aids to just tell him your aids were broken. Once he finally was properly told, he began to wrist whatever he wanted to say on whatever surface was available, keeping intense eye contact as he did so.
All the brothers had to learn that to get your attention, they first had to touch you in some way. This ranged from gentle pats on the shoulder from Belphie and Lucifer to having someone kissing/biting your neck. That someone was Asmo the vast majority of the time.
I hope this met your expectations!
#obey me#obey me lucifer#obey me headcannon#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor
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Hrm. I'm aware that there's a common narrative that Ward suffered from wb steering the text to directly respond to people who gave Amy too much credit. I've already given my thoughts on the way Amy's character has been handled so far—I certainly understand how people would see Amy's increasing propensity to give weak excuses to her actions and read them as wb strawmanning their own reactions to the text. Strictly speaking though, it didn't have to be read that way— its possible, for instance, that Amy's development was driven by wb really wanting Breakthrough's struggles with becoming better people to be contrasted against a villain who's too prone to abdicate responsibility to grow. I have my misgivings about that as a theme, but it is in line with the broader focus of the text, and doesn't rely on an assumption that wb is writing her that way to pwn commenters.
Eric though. Eric really does just seem inexplicable unless you read him as wildbow getting frustrated at certain parts of his fanbase and wanting to dress them down. At least when Amy gave weak justifications for herself, it was for herself—there's a legible reason why she'd do it in the first place. And as I said, it served a thematic purpose of contrasting Breakthrough's attempts to get better by taking responsibility for their actions with Amy spiraling from a refusal to do the same. What similar thematic purpose is Eric showing? What purpose is he serving at all, outside of claiming that people who "defend" Amy are the type of people who don't face real hardship and stare at women's boobs?
The type of defense here is important to note, because the main thing he does is push back against Victoria reading everything Amy does in the worst possible light. This is behavior that makes sense in a comment section when you're trying to detangle your own feelings about a character from a narrator who has a justifiably hostile perspective towards her. It's not the behavior of someone responding to a current crisis event. And it's not the behavior of someone talking to Victoria rather than other readers, considering how obvious Vicky makes it that there's history between her and Amy. Yes, the oddity of that reaction is to some degree intentional, in that its supposed to make Victoria feel increasingly alienated from those around her—but Eric also seems to be getting posed as a synecdoche for non-capes in general here, a representative of a common type of thinking, rather than a wackadoodle who choose a very bad time to defend a stranger's intentions.
On that point. I don't think that wildbow is fully uncritical of Victoria's tendency to fully dehumanize some of her more heinous enemies, or her tendency to see the unpowered masses she's nominally acting in service of as just not understanding the Great Sacrifices™ and Tough Choices™ of their protectors. Ward has flirted with those attitudes in the past, but there's usually enough tension in the framing to suggest it's not fully the intended takeaway. And I don't want to overstate my case, because even here the framing pushes against some of what Victoria takes away from Eric—its made clear that Victoria's in a particularly ugly state of mind right now. The characterization of Larue right afterwards pushes back somewhat against her attitude towards non-capes, and the conversation with Jessica made the idea of seeing Amy's perspective on an issue, and the idea of denying a villain's full responsibility for their actions, seem less ridiculous on its face. Reading Eric's inclusion in the best possible light, I'd see him as the text introducing certain ideas in an unflattering light in order to make Jessica's later reaffirmation of the theme that everyone can act horribly in the right circumstances hit that much harder.
But Eric really feels like who'd you write when you wanted to complain about the bleeding hearts. His presentation is much more what I'd expect from a jingoistic action flick, the most unflattering caricature of someone who wants basic limitations on the actions of cops and soldier. Very "decadent ivory tower cultural relativist who wants you to consider the drug lord/terrorist/rapist degenerate's point of view," who's putting obstacles in the way of the action hero's righteous and necessary cleansing crusade against the subhuman hoards. Why the fuck is a character made to support the worldview of Dirty Harry or the fucking Turner Diaries in a wildbow novel?
#mals says#wildbow#parahumans#mals reads ward#dont think it needs to be specified but to be clear im not calling wb a nazi
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YES! LOVE ranting furiously about a show. Like it pisses me off so much. I can't get enough of it. Everyone should watch.
That's such an interesting point, too, because yeah, that's the entire premise of the idea, no? At least the start? Evil Superman, with bootleg copies of agencies and Leagues and heroes, outright banking on audiences' general knowledge of these to skip out on some important groundwork, world-building wise to me, but don't really take advantage? Like why really explore Evil Superman, son of colonizers, and bootleg Justice League? Even just for comedy purposes, like why not? I haven't seen that video in a while to bring up any specifics (+ I am a diehard Batman fan than Superman) but truly!
Man, you make me wanna rewatch Justice League for those team dynamics and YEAH, stuff like Martians being shapeshifters! That's fun and so COOL! I also just plainly love their dynamics and interactions. Watching some snippets and clips myself, it tickles me how much of Batman's standoffish-ness could be used for Nolan, if they wanted to show team dynamics. I want it so bad. Off topic somewhat, but went down a youtube clip rabbithole and ended up seeing one of my favorite action sequences for animated movies, Madagasar 3's driving scene, and MAN, I wish we got like a fun fight or action scene for Invincible as well. Well aware there's a big diff of genre, general tone, but ONE TT or GoG scene that play off powers and personalities in a fun way would be everything to me. Internally sobbing I'm not an experienced storyboarder/animator to storyboard it myself.
Lazy shipping will forever be the bane of my existence, because I don't care so violently but it'll refuse to be ignored, and LIE to my face about how much these characters MUST be in horribly love, while having the audacity to be boring. Literally get this off my screen. Please go on your gift of jewelry rant by the way, I've already expressed the "get OTHER characters to lazily comment about how these two characters are LOVEBIRDS!" makes me consider abandoning humanity for the woods. JUST WRITE THEM LIKING EACH OTHER. GENUINELY. HAVE A CONNECTION. and for the love of all things entertaining, don't make it BORINGGGGG. But seriously, the fact Mark can't get a DAMN BREATHER, like is Eve a rebound like??? And the refusal to explore their potential and bond makes my ass itch. Like, ethics!!! Superheroism!! Shitty family!!! CHICAGO! Literally the fact they're not in groups like YOU said!
Just have them fly together tbh, like easy short hand of longing looks and excitement together is flying together. Showing off tricks and eventually talking or something.
Mark outright not improving drives me utterly insane. We OPEN with him improving and then nerf him immediately. Throwing my TV. TRULY I DID NOT UNDERSTAND WHY EITHER DIDN'T GO FOR THE OTHER HEROES from the START. Eve, you are an experienced hero, unlike Mark, who JUST got SOME training that's clearly strength based, not strategic. Literally just elevating the danger/situation and using characters' flaws could have been so beautiful but NOOOO. Like, have Mark struggle focusing on both protecting AND fighting, (lethal enough to kill the monster, but careful a giant monster doesn't fall on top of the trapped heros for example), or flinging a monster into the ground / getting smacked and the ceiling collapses faster. Now, Eve's gotta deal with a crumbling ceiling AND rescuing them, maybe she's even rusty working with a team! Heck, have Eve direct Mark to rescue instead of fighting, and he struggles not stepping into the fight, or gets distracted by approaching monsters?
ALSO HECK? JUST USE ANOTHER VILLAIN? You're telling me the original GoG didn't have some seriously menacing, intelligent, heavy hitting supervillains who wants to eliminate the newly weak GoG??? The one that even said they're BAD at teamwork?? How has the dismantling of the GoG not created a whole power scramble of villains trying to prove themselves by taking out the NEW GoG???
Also FOR REAL. CAN DEBBIE BE A WHOLE PERSON PLEASE? Like, how is part of the Super Hero Family Drama: The Show, and we don't even know her HOBBIES? WHO IS THIS WOMAN????? How are we on s3 and I still don't know. Utterly insane. Slow the fuck down, I don't care about some stupid mummy curse of the last episode of s2, a weird alternate Eve demanding her teenage crush to confess to her after he thought he was gonna die in a desert, or the Lizard League, but I DO care about who these characters ARE so I can feel more about the stakes!
Invincible (barely resisting to bash my head into the wall in rage) & Invincible (giggling, kicking my feet, gasping in delight) can function in the same breath istg.
That's exactly why I want Cecil as a mentor so fucking badly 'cause it's like quasi Dad/mentor would sacrifice this mf in a heartbeat, like immediately interesting. Plus the dread of a another inevitable betrayal would be chef's kiss! Plus I'm surprised he hasn't tried it like??? This mf never tried the whole "catch more honey with vinegar" approach? Mark's a kid with too much on his shoulders, he is outrageously In-Need-Of-A-Mentor-Shaped. I mean, we're dealing with Viltrumites and potential Omni-Man Junior, I'd want that kid to trust me, believe me, so I'd know if something's off. Keep your potential emotional unstable nuke closer rather than farther and far less irritable, perhaps? Attempting to slowly chip away at a oneshot as we speak tbh. But again, no GDA counselor/therapists to be snitches? Where's the paranoia, invasive plans, here?
No fr, like ???? She has unexplained beef with him and never tells Mark to avoid him, or even a classic "I told you so"???? Like, another setup and we just??? Don't do anything? You already think he's a liar??? Gimme Debbie eyeing the babysitter, trying to check for microphones/cameras more often or something. Do something with this, I BEG.
Also hitting that on the nail here, I was writing a WIP and Mark kills a guy and I'm just kinda scrambling cause on one hand Cecil doesn't want Mark TOO cool with killing he's uncontrollable, but also this is good if Cecil wants Mark to kill people. And I'm just staring at my screen like ?????? Like give me mentor Cecil so I know how he would act for fanfic, for it for me specifically.
Aso insane over the fact Mark's moment of paralleling his Dad doesn't go farther enough for me, like this is the moment for shit to go crazy and it's GOOD enough for me to feel insane but lacking enough for my insanity to triple of what could have been??? I am this close to adding another WIP of just fun what-ifs/scene rewrites for my own sanity! Like, why not have Mark slamming his fist into the ground while he's got the shriek in his ears? Slamming his head in agony just to make it stop? Or even clawing towards Cecil, on the ground, eyes burning with hatred from the pain? I would fucking love a moment of Mark trying (but still failing) to walk, crawl, move, while in pain to ADD to the scene, even if he just stumbled back down and writhed on the floor.
While I'm not too familiar with the DCU- your batfam meta posts are intiguing- so in transfering some of the broader strokes from them- I think you tackling a 'Mark isn't Nolan's biological son' fic would be fascinating. Sort of a step to the side of the 'what if Mark never got his powers' fic that sometimes pop up in the fandom
OOOOOO chewing on this currently, hm, the much a distinct flavor of exactly what you’re talking about, but the potential for more family drama depending on WHO knows. Does Mark know?? Is he waiting every day only to be crushed? Does he confused non-Debbie features with Nolan’s? I suppose I’m not the most enthusiastic about non-power AUs, but I think there’s something very fun to explore about Mark having to settle with, if he knows all his life, he will never have powers? I think the trajectory of his dreams will obviously shift, I can see him still having that distinct fatherly idolization, but perhaps embraces being useful to the GDA? Cecil’s number one intern—only intern—curtesy of nepotism, ha! There is something tickling me about Mark taking the Robin Route/Role for the Teen Team in terms of having no powers, just insane skills, BUT there’s something way more delicious about intern Mark when s1e01 happens and Mark tries snooping around to find out the truth about what happened to his Dad.
I wonder if, with Mark having a whole another father, if they’re more or less distant relationship, depending on WHEN Nolan entered Mark’s life? Like if Debbie met Nolan later for this, or just for fun, they dated once, separated (Mark being born during then), then they happened to stumble into each others lives again and Mark’s already been born, anywhere from tween to teenager so there’s a gap in how close they are. I feel like one important aspect of the whole Family Drama is how close they’re supposed to be, a functional, loving family turned upside down? So I wonder what more distance does. I wonder how Nolan copes when his family is entirely human and he can’t project onto Mark.
I love thinking about these, omg.
#invincible chatter#and truly at every possibility we will rant about invincible and it is glorious SJDKJSDKJS#show so good/bad/mix just gotta ramble at any opportunity#crying screaming throwing up about all the FUN creative fight scenes we don't get#or the fact i do enjoy mark's little fight moment while he's got the whistle screeching in his ears. dog whistle coded tbh.#but it could be MOREEEEE
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hey *throws toxic tragic kiburi x ushari au at you*
kiburi wants to become the leader of his float. a snake has some bigger ideas for him. ushari says that kiburi can become leader of the pridelands too, then crocodiles will finally be respected to his standards. ushari wants respect for all reptiles. kiburi doesn't mind that. he believes him.
the plan fails, and he has nothing but his friends now. kiburi finds ushari, who offers him something in return for keeping his life. kiburi should kill him, but he doesn't.
kiburi meets scar, who ushari has complete trust in. if he follows scar, he could rule someday. with ushari by his side, reptiles could finally be respected. trusting him is working in his favour.
the army never wins. kiburi can feel every bruise, cut and scrape that doesn't have a chance to heal. he can see the weariness in his float from fighting every day. the pressure is destroying them all. ushari never gains a single tear in his perfect scales. scar rants and rages about how the army isn't good enough. ushari never has to face scar's wrath. maybe he was wrong to trust him, but there's no turning back now, there is nothing else. and traitors are no better than dead.
janja turns against them. he survives their attempt to kill him and finds happiness somehow. there is no peace for the army, so they're sure he was never really one of them. kiburi doesn't feel any guilt. scar promises this is the last battle to win the pridelands. ushari is sure of it, so kiburi is too.
and he was right. the army wins the very moment that ushari's venom infects kion's mind. there is nothing that the pridelanders can do. for once, there is victory for the army. for once, there is peace.
fire quickly takes over every patch of land in sight. all of it is theirs. kiburi's float will never have to get another wound again. they will never have to go hungry again. they will never have to share again. they will never be unhappy again. kiburi is glad he trusted ushari.
until all the lands had nothing left. there isn't enough water. his float are gone. kiburi barely manages to get by. this is all ushari's fault. such a smart snake should have known better.
ushari tricked him. those comforting words of ruling the lands were all false promises. everything was a lie, it must have been. scar's reign meant nothing could survive. such a smart snake should have known that.
ushari betrayed him, so kiburi makes sure he brings justice.
#not my best writing but#this au came to me and i HAD to write it out#for full disclosure i was inspired by I'm Your Man by Mitski <3#“i'm an angel you're a dog” but it's kiburi being entranced by ushari and doing all the hard work in the army#“you believe me like a god i destroy you like i am” but it's the army believing in scar's cause even when it's destroying them#in kiburi's case because ushari tricked him into the army#“one day you'll figure me out i'll meet judgement by the hounds” but its kiburi realising he was tricked all along#obviously its scar's fault not ushari's but kiburi believes that ushari MUST have known#so the angst is in that ushari DIDN'T know this would happen. he was tricked too#but kiburi is in so much grief and rage that he thinks ushari did this on purpose. so he goes after him to kill him#gosh that lyric is so vivid to me i wish i could draw amvs ANYWAY CONTINUING-#“you believe me like a god i betray you like a man” but its kiburi confronting ushari. he really did believe him like a god#but kiburi thinks ushari turned against him. ushari doesn't understand#he thinks that they've both been betrayed by scar . which is mostly true but not in kiburi's eyes#so he tries to attack ushari and in defense ushari bites him thus they both betray each other 👍#tlg you are not immune to my dark angst AUs#fueled by mistki songs apparently 😔🙏#still not over kiburi x ushari apparently#tlg au#kiburi x ushari
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bobby & david kennedy
“There was some level on which David tapped his father’s sensitivity. You would find him walking with David or with his arm around David. David just seemed to need it.”
— chuck mcdermott.
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“If his father’s death hit David harder than the others, it was because there had been a special bond between them—both were the runts of the litter, sandwiched into the middle of a large family. He was the only one in the family who hadn’t been enthusiastic about the run for the presidency. For weeks after his father’s announcement, David had been plagued by recurring nightmares about Bobby’s death. Distraught over episodes that seemed premonitory, and missing the special attention his father had given him, David had gotten in trouble for throwing rocks at cars passing by Hickory Hill. The day of the California primary, he had joined his father in Los Angeles. The two of them had been swimming and he had felt himself being carried out by the undertow when his father grabbed him, scraping his own head on the ocean floor as he reached for David’s slippery arm. With a teenager’s melodrama, David had decided that he owed his father a life and would look for an opportunity to pay him back in the years ahead. That night as he sat in front of the television set in his room in the Ambassador Hotel and watched [his father] bleeding on the floor downstairs, one of the thoughts he had was that the debt would be forever undischarged.”
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“As the worst year of their young lives came to a close, they decided to surprise their mother at Christmas with a book comprised of letters about their father. David’s said: ‘Daddy was very funny in church because he would embarrass all of us by singing very loud. Daddy did not have a very good voice. There will be no more football with Daddy, no more swimming with him, no more riding and no more camping with him. But he was the best father there ever was and I would rather have him for a father for the length of time I did than any other father for a million years.”
— the kennedy’s, peter collier & david horowitz.
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“David looked at himself in those pictures like they were a strange sort of mirror. He looked at them half a dozen times at least, mesmerized by them, and he kept asking me questions. There was a tremendous desire to know his father, to really know him.”
— john seigenthaler.
“David and Bobby were so close. They were inseparable. David was small, a runt like Bobby had been.” Ethel then explained to Noelle (her secretary) that David had always been a very sensitive youngster, very introverted, "not like the other boys. He and I would go and pick flowers while his brothers were killing each other with their crazy games", Ethel recalled with a smile.
— ethel kennedy.
“I think about death a lot. Time hasn’t erased the death of my father from my mind. My family thinks I’m no good and that I’ll never beat my problem. They’ve written me off. I’m trying to get it together, but it’s so difficult. I’m having a terrible time at it. And the thing I want most in the world is the approval of my family, but they want nothing to do with me. All I want is to be with my father.”
— david kennedy, april 1984.
“Like his family, his friends had all wondered at one time or another if he would kill himself; but when it finally came his death was nonetheless shocking. ‘I keep asking myself why. Why David? Why now? All I can come up with is that maybe his father was looking down from heaven and saw all the hell these people were putting him through and said, ‘Come on, You’ve suffered enough. It’s time you were up here with me.’”
— nancy narleski.
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Years after David Kennedy’s death, his cousin, Patrick Kennedy recalled a haunting and heartbreaking recollection he had with his father, Teddy, sitting beside his cousin’s casket: “My father remembered Bobby telling him that, as a father, he needed to spend more time with David. He also recounted a story Uncle Bobby had told him just before his own death. On the day before the California primary, the Robert Kennedys had gone swimming in Malibu, to relax together. David had been knocked over by a wave and got caught in the undertow, and his father had come to his rescue. When Uncle Bobby told my father this story, he talked about ‘the undertow’ in broader terms, how there was an undertow in life and David, who was only then thirteen, already seemed vulnerable to it. And then, just hours later, Uncle Bobby was murdered as David watched the TV coverage in their hotel room upstairs. It was unbelievably poignant to hear my father tell this story. David was in the casket next to us. And I wasn’t that much older than David when his father worried whether he could survive the undertow.”
#the fifth photo where he’s caressing david’s cheek …..#every time i think about bobby & david my heart cracks a little#the way that he was iced out by the kennedy's bc of his drug addiction is so heartbreaking. but is it surprising? not really#ofc i understand that trying to help someone with an addiction is never easy and warrants a whole other conversation#i remember reading ab how kathleen tried to help as she was the oldest but other ppl in the family dissuaded her from it after a while#chris lawford talked ab how eunice once got him out of trouble but was incredibly angry at how the family had neglected their own children#said something about how 'we're so good at taking care of other ppl's problems but absolutely awful at looking after our own'#so i'm moreso side-eyeing ppl like rfk jr who actively benefitted in painting david as the black sheep#or just Didn't Care bc it reflected badly on them.#david was made to feel unimporant in the family when anyone who met him said he was Always the brightest of bobby’s children#which made his downward mental spiral all the more tragic to those sympathetic to him#and it kind of kills me bc he really was so much like Bobby who grew up only ever wanting his family’s love and approval#who as a young man was also so angry at the world & depressed but then was slowly sucked out of its intensity bc of ethel’s love and suppor#and because he found purpose through fatherhood and public service#but david never had the opportunity to have those things or that type of support#not after he lost his father who he felt was the only one who understood & cared for him and gave him that support#david later revealed to peter collier & David Horowitz that his brothers even called him a traitor which had left him in tears#and he was only further ostracized by the family for talking to those biographers and telling them the actual truth#moral of the story: bobby and david kennedy deserved better#rfk#bobby kennedy#david kennedy#kennedy family
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Intersectionality is something that, sadly, is often pushed to the side in Arcane discussions, specifically from a certain side of that fandom. They will go on and on about Viktor, as they usually do, talking about how he suffers from classicism and ableism within the show and fandom respectively (as they should as these are issues, but there is a catch when it comes to these fans as well), but when others in the fandom, especially Mel or even Sky fans, point out the racism and misogyny (misogynoir) that is often rampant in this fandom, particularly from said fans mentioned prior, all of a sudden its not possible or being overdramatized. Like they suddenly can't understand how some of their rhetoric includes or invites the same thing black fans have been calling out since the beginning, because how can you discuss the ableism and such that Viktor faces, but laugh or joke around with people who call Mel slurs or just denounce her to a trope? I thought you were for calling out forms of hate within fandom, or does your "activism" only stretch so far? And back to a previous statement, about the catch regarding those particularly fans----some of them regurgitate the same harmful rhetoric towards Viktor that they say they supposedly hate, just in mode subtle ways. How are you going to say you hate when Viktor is infantilized, but will be quick to forget he's a grown man who can defend himself (often when trying to pair him against Mel, framing her as the aggressor, and sometimes even Jayce too but to a lesser degree)? Not saying Jayce doesn't get equal amounts of hate, but his more so gets pushed aside along with his character to ultimately frame Viktor in higher regard, often making him ooc. It's like they pick and choose when the issues are prevalent, and when they aren't, and it's so frustrating.
#and it's so annoying to see as someone who for actually doesn't mind/kind of likes viktor as a character bc whenever i try to interact more#with him in fandom these types of fans make it so hard bc they overwhelm you with things that are so out of character that they practically#rewrite arcane to where viktor becomes overt stereotypes and looses what made him interesting to begin with#like you can hardly find analysis on his character at the end of s2 and how that is ACTUALLY SAD without getting the 3rd degree or see#j*yviks paint it as romantic#and it's very gross how they often frame viktor in this way to frame poc characters (like mel or jayce) as aggressors while ignoring how#everyone in arcane is flawed (including viktor) to different degrees and how characters can disagree without actually hating one another#(this is especially prevalent regarding melvik where people act like it can't happen bc mel “looked at viktor wrong”#but will be the same people to ship jayvik even though jayce was classicst as well....noticing)#but it's very weird how they only always talk about mel in regards to how she is around viktor & nothing else but complain about how mel#fans don't understand her---which is bs bc you'd be hard pressed to find many mel fans who don't write 1k thesis on her#heck some even say that the council bombing was justified even with mel being there!#and if they really want to go into detail about how mel's class and inaction impacts zaun fine go ahead but why stay silent#when people point out how she eventually changed and strived to help them or how viktor ended up causing more harm than good down the line?#like these could be great narrative stories for how one character starts with wanting to help those in need but becomes corrupted by his#own ambition and ends up becoming a bigger threat than what he and others like him suffered with before#but no it's easy for them to paint mel = bad and viktor = smol who can do no wrong#arcane#anti arcane fandom#arcane viktor#arcane mel#mel medarda#fandom criticism#fandom racism#fandom misogyny#also bc you can tell these people are on some bs bc they'll rave about how mel didn't care about zaun (which is untrue) but turn around and#say “but jayce-” like he wasn't causing zaun trouble as well#like im all for being critical about mel's complacency about zaun and all but don't act like jayce is any better#matter of fact why even try to do that? what purpose did it serve when there's literally proof against your point? hmm
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I think Geta's thought process, or lack thereof, is two-fold here. When he gives the initial command for Lucius to kill Acacius, and Lucius doesn't, he doesn't know what to do with that. Which honestly, wow Geta, yeah, the guy who never once did what you told him to refused once again, shocker. You weren't prepared for this because you're my favourite moron I guess. But it's a really important shot when he's shown to hesitate after - what's he going to do about this? Nothing him and his brother are saying is having an effect. And the people aren't exactly roaring for this either, are they? There's a lot of spare him going on out there. Not all of it is just that, but he's hearing it and it's confusing him.
So he looks to Macrinus: Macrinus, in turn, tells him what the fuck are you waiting for? He's a slave and you're the Emperor. This is spared even in the final version, though it's a blink and you'll miss it nonverbal moment: Geta literally just throws his head back to look at Macrinus, and Macrinus makes the most impatient face known to mankind at him, which has to be incredibly humiliating to Geta who wants to come across competent and in control.
In the script:
None of this is said out loud in the final cut (a LOT of this scene got thrown around), but it's plain as day in the shot anyway. Fuck Macrinus, by the way.
But Geta trusts him, because Macrinus has shown them care, he's shown them not the kind of cowering deference all the other people around them do, but the kind of guidance that you'd get from a father, which Geta never got to have - so of course Macrinus will know best again. Macrinus is an immensely succesful manager of multiple fields: he does business, he deals with the military, he manages a ludus, he dabbles in politics, and he's failing at none of it. This is a man who really seems to know what he's all about, and he's telling Geta to give the order, so he does, because this was Macrinus's idea from the beginning and of course he wants it to go smoothly and he knows what he's doing. And he cares about them. He's shown it: he saved their lives, and asked for nothing in return.
And Caracalla, Geta's other measure for how things are going, obviously loves this. Goes from foaming at the mouth mad to... whatever that is. So at this point, Geta has to think he's resolved the situation: the audience is getting really loud but the one person whom he trusts to know how to handle this kind of thing told him it was the right thing to do and Caracalla's already basking in it, so everything's fine, take it in.
I don't think he has time to really analyse that moment. He's just caught up between the pressure to make the right call quickly before things escalate, his trust that Macrinus wants the best for them, and the expected reaction to the action: noise, commotion.
And I think the shock on his face is much less for the audience's reaction as it is for how they ended up in that situation. He can't fathom Macrinus making the wrong call. It doesn't make sense. And it doesn't because he didn't but Geta's too fucking naïve to understand why this exact reaction is the one that Macrinus was always aiming for. He's too vulnerable to realise it was on purpose. The rest of his life is spent in that refusal to consider that maybe what Macrinus did and said wasn't an honest miscalculation from a man whom he's known to have everything under control until that point, because if he'd allow himself to consider that, he'd break. The one time he should have been paranoid and wasn't, because accepting that the man he'd come to view as something like a father to him hated him just as much as his real father had just... wasn't an option.
Okay I am possibly getting annoying with how much I'm posting gladiator posts one after the other rn thanks to rewatching it but
Maybe I haven't been paying enough attention but I feel like i haven't seen ppl talk about that look on Geta's face like *right* after the Lucius vs Acacius battle.
Like, how he goes from standing there arms out and still, idk 'basking' (???) And then as soon as macrinus says smth (I think) he like slowly starts lowering his arm and when you see his face it's like he's snapped out of whatever feelings he was experiencing when Acacius finally died and is now registering that "oh, people are upset. People are very VERY upset- *fuck*"
Like, maybe I'm misreading it, but for a second, he looks borderline shocked before everything seemingly registers - which just makes me wonder - what was his thought process? Was he genuinley just so caught up in the moment? Was it something else completely that I probably didn't think of?
Have other ppl written about this that I haven't seen or didn't understand properly? Guess I'll find out
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I try not to make a lot of original posts on topics I don't actually have any expertise on, but I haven't seen a whole lot of posts going around that actually... explain what happened and why? Like, the actual order of events, the history, and so on. I want to reblog reference posts and explanations by people who actually know what they're talking about, but I haven't seen anything that hits the buttons I need to actually get a political situation... but I have seen some stuff on other platforms.
So here are some videos I've personally found useful in understanding Israel-Palestine, because that's the format I've found most useful in processing information of this nature:
Why Israel was Originally Attacked from RealLifeLore (explains the decades of political dynamics, internal demographic tensions, and power shifts leading up to the current conflict; notably the best I've seen at actually explaining what 'Israeli Occupation' actually means)
Israel-Hamas War: Last Week Tonight with John Oliver (HBO) (commentary on the actual current situation in terms of who's getting attacked, why, and what the international ramifications so far are)
What's Happening in Israel and Why with Nathan Thrall from Adam Conover, series Factually (a discussion with an on-the-ground journalist about what life was like on the ground for Palestinian people in the areas under Israeli control during the last few years, just up to the attacks themselves)
I'm not going to claim these are comprehensive or completely unbiased (there are a few moments where I'm not entirely sure of the bias levels myself), but for people like myself who came into all this unsure of what the actual situation even is, I think these are a solid set to build up an basic understanding from which to put together opinions on future information.
I can't tell anyone what to think about how or why any of this is happening. I can only really tell you that what's going on right now is a crime on the level of attempted genocide, and that the years leading up to that have been an absolute mess on almost all fronts.
Again, I have no expertise on this subject. I just know what kind of video essay, political commentary, and interview style makes things understandable to me, personally, and might work for others. Please be courteous and kind in the comments and tags, as I am only sharing this because I haven't seen such a resource making the rounds yet, not actually trying to sway anyone in a particular direction beyond "the mass death needs to stop."
If you know of similar, relatively unbiased* resources, feel free to share.
* By 'relatively unbaised,' I don't mean taking or not taking a side; I just mean that it doesn't try to hide some information or other in favor of pushing a narrative, doesn't try to generalize a population, or doesn't seem to be trying to use emotional gut reactions to get readers or viewers to jump past reason or compassion.
#israel#palestine#israel palestine conflict#palestine israel conflict#not fandom#politics#current events#resources#information#video essays#interviews#political commentary#I'm not even sure how to tag this#I'm not even sure I should be making this post because it's not really my place. But. IDK it feels like 'hour long video essay' etc#is a much better resource to explain things than the usual 2 minute videos I see circulating#and the 2minute videos have a purpose! But. they're not really explaining everything#I didn't know that Israeli Occupation applied to regions outside the original Sykes Picot agreement until I read an article a few weeks ago#and I didn't UNDERSTAND it until the RealLifeLore video
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