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Well hello there (redacted*)! How nice of you to drop by. I'd offer you a cup of tea, but...
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Me and my Lukola friends are too blind to find anything in the kitchen!
And while I'm paying attention to you (redacted)... did you not read the article that Nicola posted yesterday? Did you not take the hint that she was admonishing trolls and online bully behaviour? You know; behaviour that looks suspiciously like your message (above) to me? Perhaps you have eyesight issues too. Yes. Yes, I think you do.
As for me...
I'm simply following the clues that a possibly pregnant women has left for me and my friends. In fact her clues are more easily readable than brail.
Now; about this so called "launch" you speak of? Give me a break. Even through the haze of my cataracts I was able to see that her post for Jake the other day was lame. She didn't even tag him.
Let's compare her untagged "love" post to Jake with the HBD wishes she's posted on her IG stories for her other friends:
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She shares a photo of Jake next to the trash can; a photo that doesn't even include her IN it. Surly Nicola has better photos of "the love of her life" on her phone?! Let's compare with how she wishes her very good friend Jack Rooke a happy birthday. So sweet! And tagged.
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When Nicola wished Luke Fetherston a happy birthday she not only shared a photo with both of them in it, she also gave him THREE red hearts! Now that's hard launch material right there!! Oh. And he was tagged.
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Nicola even gave more birthday love to Valentina, Camilla's dog, than she did to Jake. Sadly Valentina wasn't tagged either... although Camilla was š„° BUT, Nicola called Valentina a princess!
Don't worry. Jake's friend Hannah gave him this honourific, so he wasn't left out of the princess fairytale. It must be love!
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But wait... there's competition for Jake's love!!
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Now these are romantic birthday wishes to Jake, posted by Doug and Dylan the other day.
Clearly the man is loved by his friends. Deservedly so, I'm sure.
But I really, really, really question whether THIS was a hard launch?
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Seems to me it was simply a birthday wish for her friend (not lover) Jake. Unfortunately she posted at 6:30am when she was half awake and neglected to tag him. Unlike her spelling-mistake story showing the billboard in Los Angeles, she didn't delete and repost Jake's birthday wish with the missing tag. I guess Luke and Bridgerton's ensemble cast nomination warranted a correctly spelled "Surprise". Deleted; replaced.
Now I ask you; am I really blind? I saw well enough to compile the photos above and make perfect sense of them. I don't see a love-launch of Jake. I see a man living his life, preparing for an amazing lead theatre role. What an opportunity! I also see a man that didn't spend time with Nicola over Christmas, New Years, her birthday, his birthday (according to her, she was in LA. Sure Jan), and today: Valentine's Day. I also see a man who is loved by his friends. Nicola is his friend.
Unless I'm missing something?
So (redacted*)... rather than come over here and rag on the truth I and my Lukola friends see - and that I shared above - why don't you and your little weiner-dog leader fuck the hell off. We know.
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P.S. I'm tempted to create some merch for us blind Lukolas! Sarcastic t-shirts and sweatshirt merch is fun š Want one?!
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P.S.S. I've redacted the name of this poster because 10 hours after she sent this message to me, she recalled it... just before I was about to post this response. I could have scrapped my post, but she challenged me to SEE the truth. I wanted to oblige. I've redacted her name on the chance that she realized she didn't message me anonymously and so she chickened out and pulled her ask. Or perhaps she thought about Nicola's troll/bully post from yesterday and thought better of her action. Let's give her grace and assume that she came to her senses and not that she's too chicken shit to have her name out there along with her bully behaviour.
Aanin friends!
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similar cinematographic choices to portray the same imagery with insanely different circumstantial contexts
#like being tricked into a room and locked off from the outside world with a pitcher of waterā a waste bucketā and an army cot#as you slowly died while experiencing acute mental distress to the point of having a psychogenic seizure at the same time#that people discussed your fate as if it were a decision they had the authority to make (and they DO. unfortunately for you)#vs being tied to chair during which you're in pretty consistent communication and under the care of the person who put you there#and you're narratively given the opportunity to hunt this person down and you even have scenes with hand to hand combat#in which you're able to properly defend yourself. for the other person the idea of your life being in danger is carefully threaded risk#to be taken rather than (as per the previous circumstance described) a decision you have the authority to make#likeee i remember reblogging this post that ssid 'supernatural doesn't really have a concept of jail' but like absolutely yes it does#sam (and even other characters like mary and rowena) are both put in 'jail' as the direct effect to a fault#wrt the winchester familial dynamic and their role. it's one of the main differences here. sam is put in jailā dean is not#sam does not have the authority to put him there. it doesn't help that sam is literally pleading as the victim within his scene#while dean is able to victimise sam even as the monstrous body within the 10.03 scene#and the thing is that their identities are being compartmentalised in similar ways here. dean is attempting to save his sammy#from the encroaching (invariable) monstrous sam that which he spends the next season attempting to forgive for the shortcoming#of dean perceiving sam's efforts at independence as abandonment while sam is attempting to save his dean from the encroaching mark of cain#(chosen to be put there yet is still victimised by) and sam spends the rest of the season forgiving him over and over while even#taking misattributed responsibility and blame that which has to be made up for#4.21#10.03#se referat#edit: also adding onto chii's tags wrt the differences in capacity for consent regarding demon!dean#it's so interesting to compare demon!dean to soulless!sam in that demon!dean didn't have the capacity to reject competent!dean's consent#while both soulless!sam and 5.22!sam did not consent to be resouled in respectively active and precedingly passive ways#like 6.12 sam is clearly happy and grateful to have been resurrected and he doesn't even have any specific qualms#about dean keeping information relating to his ressurection from him but 5.22 explicitly made his consentā or lack thereofā regarding#ressurection clear unlike dean in early-s10... and the thing is that the last time sam didn't pursue dean's ressurection#he faced negative consequences for that decision! and yet dean is seen as objectively correct for his actions in s6#by both the audience and narrativeā and much of his responsibility regarding sam's psychosis isn't acknowledged as directly related#to his actions vs the pinning of blame to much of early-s10 onto sam esp relating to the guy he had summon a demonā who sold his own soul#despite sam's adviceā whom demon!dean killed
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cloud strife was the type pervert you wouldnāt even think about comparing debonair wealth to. he was more filthy; more obscene than any sleazy little thing you had encountered. he was furtive, but not deliberate. he was artless, but not reliable. and most importantly, he definitely was not as innocent as he made himself out to be.
although, the act of perceiving oneself as such did have you play right into his trap on occasion - that still never compelled you to lay a finger on the boy, though. it was for his own good and your responsibility as his master.
yes, cloud knew what he was doing to you - for attention, like the little tart he was. he has a soft spot for you! the only master he has ever had that treated him well like a decent human being, over how slaves are expected to act.Ā
but he wasnāt special. he was a slave. slaves will always be denied such privileges. so, why did you grant him such leniency over the other ones?
itās hard to tell when the only thing mediating the two of you was status. soiling a slave would mean ruining your own reputation in society. youād be seen as the same, or worse, than what cloud merely believes is human nature.
when you grant someone such comfort, they take it for granted.
but every single time you catch him sullying your belongings - in the chamber when he is told to change your bedding, on the balcony where your smoking piston lay bare with lingering evidence of your hairs wrapped around the railing - the shockproof glass atwixt it all, cracks every single time youāre not supposed to catch him.
the smell of opium alone gets him riled up; you had to find another slave to replace his spot because he got a boner just from replacing the old poppy in your smoke with new poppy. it was an irritating experience, nonetheless, but you reassured him that feeling such a way in the presence of potent drugs was normal human reaction.
but was it really? if other people around you had to contain it, why couldnāt he? his intolerance to such things has nothing to do with you.
so, letās recall perception number one: he was furtive, but not deliberate.
cloud was good at hiding his behaviour from the other servants of the household. he never let anything get noticed if it meant it could get him severely reprimanded, or worse, sold off. but he purposely let whorey, trollopy actions slip whenever he noticed you paid heed; you didnāt even need to look at what he was doing for him to know that you knew.
perception number two: he was artless, but not reliable.
profusely apologising for his actions were practically part of his every conversation with you. a minor slipup that didnāt even involve anything scandalous of such, let his tongue roll into his cheek and tears brim on his waterline. but that didnāt mean he wouldnāt do it again. he always did something new and undiscoverable that tested forbearance. but every single time he did justify his actions, you knew he meant it.
final, concluding perception number three: he wasnāt innocent. he never was. your desire for him was just as unmatched as it was for the burning lust he had for you. but you learnt from the books, that rationality was something slaves were never properly educated on. they only learnt through repeated abuse by those who took care of them. your abuse, on the other hand, was more absent than cause. everyone loved you because of this, not just slaves.
you settled upon a rather rash decision after thinking about that boy too much and his moronically petite expression heād make whenever you did raise your voice at him. well, thatās how cloud would see it anyways - you never really did yell at him. it was more justā¦educating him on his wrongdoings, whether that ended up with you dragging him out of where he caused trouble, by the golden strands of his head.
that was beside the point.
so why is it, that in this very moment, when you catch cloud in your personal chambers, sprawled out on your silken bed, ass airborne, back impossibly arched, fingers wrapped around the head of his cock, and the scent lingering on your pillow where his face is mushed into, that all you can do is feel esurient?
you should be angry, furious, even, catching a slave doing something so disgraceful? that deserves a whipping.
but your patience chattered, and you shamelessly felt yourself finally wanting to do so many perverted things to him; it was out of anger that you felt this way about him, not because he was sullying your belongings, but because he finally won.
you wanted to violate his body with your cock in ways he had never even imagined before. you wanted to take him raw, without any form of preparation, his come and blood from the insertion of your dick, as a form of lube. you figured heād be the type to enjoy a little pain, because in the end, that always turned into pleasure for him.
masochistic bastard.
all that hatred went straight to your cock, and you found yourself staring at his ministrations until he came all over the sheets. the pathetic little whimpers that dodged his lips with ease, were more tolerable than hearing him cry out your name; little pleasā of ām-master, oh master [name]- it f-feels so good!ā and sudden peaks of realisation that he needed more than just his fingers rimming the tight muscle of his asshole.
this was the first time you had watched him through to the end; all those other times you tried to spare your sanity. but this time, it was nowhere to be seen
āi came so muchā¦ i better clean this up before the master retires tonight.ā
and when cloud spins around, as happy as glee, his expression, as well as his heart, sinks to his feet. the sheets he had stripped from your bed, fall to the ground, as well as his knees, already preparing some coherent apology in his head that only forces his lips to open in a babble.
standing at the now open entrance of your chambers, your hardened penis protrudes against the material of your night gown - as clear as the moonlit sky. there was no point trying to hide what he had caused; the difference wasnāt confidence, but a lack of care in the moment right now. you were going to make sure that cloud knew how heavy your balls were and that they needed to be taken care of of a release.
ām-masterā¦ w-wha- what are you doing back so early?ā
like a deer caught in car headlights.
āhmmā¦ well, you knowā¦ā the hum swirls around in your chest as you cross your arms over yourself, leaning casually against the curtains that hung against the rich mahogany of your chambers.
āi was just wondering what all that noise was, and here i found a little puppy pleasuring himself right in front of his masters eyes so barefacedly.ā
cloud was flummoxed, those consuetudinal tears already drooling like a wet piece of paper, down his rosy cheeks. he was already a frightened mess, more so than usual, given your own heightened state. he was terrified.
the boy held his tongue as you sauntered over to him, the starkness of your thighs peeking through the slit of where your gown was tied together around your waist. he had never seen masters thick, well-defined legs beforeā¦ and as expected, it made his own cock jump in newfound excitement.
you lean over, and thats when cloud frontlessly looks down your gown at where it slipped off your shoulder as you ripped the sheets from his grasp. the brief glimpse of your virile chest sends his mind into a complete and utter frenzy.
ācloud, tell me. what is this?ā
he was lost in thought, and the sound of your textured voice shakes him back to reality. you stare at him with your mouth frowning, eyes filled with an unfamiliar craze that practically killed him. his pupils dilate, and he gasps, crying and moving to cling himself against your leg.
m-masters legsā¦ are so soft. is what he can only think about at this moment. you and your fucking legs. not that he masturbated to the scent of you, of course. because apparently that didnāt matter to him.
you let out a spent sigh, head dropping backward as you breathe in the air above you. cloud continues rubbing his cheek against your calf, running his fingers a little too high up your thighs, and grinding his erection against your feet.
and in that moment, you realised no one was responsible for what was about to happen to this poor boy.
when you look down at him, smiling, and running your fingers through his hair, that expression is quickly replaced with a composed one when you tightly grip his roots. he writhes and kicks and screams and begs for you to let go of him, but he quickly finds himself thrown onto the same bed he was just soiling before.
you tear some of the sheets in half, wrapping a ribbon around his arms which were stationed behind his back. the part where he specifically dirtied, you made sure to stuff his head and nose into it completely, onto the mattress below.
asphyxiated by the damp material, cloudās struggling gets weaker as you hold him there, his whines muffled. you proceed to pull down his pants, bare bottom on display for you as you bend his back further with your spare hand, pressing down on his shoulder blades. his legs wiggle and you make sure to sit on them before lifting him up by the thighs with both hands now, inspecting his hole.
cloud gasps, his eyes growing red and face saturating in purple hues from the previous lack of oxygen. all he can do is take deep breaths before screaming.
āM-MASTER!!ā
his ugly cries, how amusing. you chuckle.
with his hole mere inches from your face, your long nails glide lightly around the tight ring of muscle, watching it shrink and relax with each teasing touch. you do this a few times to try and part it, feeling defeat when it caves back in on itself.
feeling for his dick, your hand instantly is smeared with his pre as you pop the flat of your thumb over his urethra hole.
it finally sinks in to cloud that your assaults are firm and intentional when you throw him back down to the bed in his previous position, face pressed into the dirtied silk. you hold him firm as you partly shrug off your robe, leaving it to hang just barely over your chest and one part of your collarbone. you push the long and untidy strands of your hair over your forehead in a maniacal laugh, now realising what sort of position you were in with him.
ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½fucking hell.ā you mutter, jaw taut and eyes dangerously wild.
you then proceed to place one foot just below and to the side of his head, as your knee comes down beside one of his thighs. your hand is still holding his head firmly into the cushioning material below, and your other one gives a few pumps of your cock before rubbing it between his ass.
when you do this, cloud shivers, and you can physically see his hole wiggle in excitement from it. the warmth your shaft provided for just a brief moment, made him push back against you despite oxygen leaving his stupid head.
and without waiting, you lined your cock up with his hole, pushing in.
āugh- shitā¦ why are you so tight?ā as if you didnāt know the reason for that, but if he acted like a slut around you, what stopped him from acting like one around his previous masters?
that thought alone, made you even angrier.
as you push more of yourself into him, spots of blood begin to surface, leaving a circle around your shaft to connect the two of you.
cloudās toes curl and he heaves out grotesque grunts below. now realising you had held him down too long, you drag his head up by the hair as his back flushes against you, sheathing all of your meat inside of him.
his facial expression looks like heās on the verge of passing out, no doubt. without any type of preparation and jumping straight into the punishment, cloud feels sick for how good it burns.
his insides cauterise with your cock, leaving a bump just below his navel. when he tries to look down to his leaking cock, you squeeze him by the cheeks, bringing his face back up to eye level, facing a mirror the blonde forgot was there half an hour ago.
he could see your glare shadowing behind him and your nose inhaling the sweat of his neck. the darkness of the room didnāt help how he felt either, and intensified that even more.
ādonāt act like this wasnāt what you wanted, cloud. you won against your master; a fair match indeed. so now, i shall give you your reward that you have craved for.ā you hush to him in a condescending tone before moving your hips back, and slamming forward into him.
cloudās unable to speak from this motion, his mouth lolling open which invites you to stick your fingers inside his mouth. drool instantly soaks your fingers as you place his tongue between the sides of your index and middle finger, his eyes rolling back into his head as you set a rough pace on his ass.
with every push and pull of your hips, you could feel his insides hold onto you for dear life, begging not to be tattered and mangled. yet, the sensation has you completely lost as you tear his ass open with your cock.
itās messy, itās bloody, it doesnāt look nice, but cloudās leaking cock may say otherwise.
when you angle your hips up into him, his legs shake and he squirts strings of hot come into the air. it sprays all over the mirror in front of the two of you, and cloud collapses against your chest.
āafter all that, you came so quickly.ā disappointment lingered in your tone and cloud looked up at you, half of his face buried into the sheets. his hands were still tied behind his back, so he couldnāt do much but take whatever you gave him.
and then something unexpected happened.
for a moment, cloud swears dreaming when you place a soft kiss against his temple, looking down at him thoughtfully with your cock on tall, proud, and on standby.
tears of joy fill his eyes and he grins, giggling hysterically. you grimace when he does this, the snot and drool covering his face serving as a tool of unattractiveness. but he doesnāt care, he did finally get what he wanted.
āt-thank you- master. heh, thank you so much! heheā¦hehehe. thank you for being so kind to me. i-i love you so much, master!ā
your mouth then frowns and your eyebrows raise for a moment when you watch him thank you with full admiration in his eyes.
fucking disgusting.
all you can do after that is roll your eyes, remembering how this thing started in the first place.
you bring a hand down to his cheek, smacking the scorching skin roughly and turning him over onto his back. cloud invitingly opens his legs for you, his cock hard again and his hole ready for more action despite a stinging sensation still coming from that area.
āp-pleaseā¦ fill me up, masterā¦ i need your cock.ā
he motions himself back and forth that catches your tip against his abused hole. and when you allow him to slither his ass over your tip, you just sit there on your heels, watching in raw amusement.
āyouāre a strange little creature, arenāt you?ā
now discarding all of your gown, leaving you completely naked, cloud canāt help but stare.
āenjoying the view?ā
cloud whines, and you swear his invisible tail wags below him. you then let out a sigh, calmer than how you felt at the beginning of this mess.
it was going to be a very, very long night.
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gi-hun and in-ho have very different views of each other. gi-hun simply sees in-ho as an alliance, and a potential friend, if he isnāt one already.
with in-ho, things are way more complex. iāll point out the obvious first; heās obsessed with gi-hun. this obsession is mainly rooted in jealousy, confusion, and hurt. āwhy does he still have hope for society, and faith in humanity?ā is a question heās ruminated more than once. itās painful to see someone endure the same trauma and become a better person because of it when you canāt do the same.
in-ho is drawn to gi-hun out of a desire to put an internal conflict to rest. he knows gi-hunās mere existence represents the fact truly good people exist, and always have, and always will. heās been aware of this since before gi-hun was a player. in his eyes, however, those people are either weak and taken advantage of, or there arenāt enough of them to make real change. he felt this was confirmed when the strategy he used in the games led him to victory- one i imagine was similar to sang-wooās.
seeing someone with a different approach win made him wonder if his callousness was in vain. he justified his actions by telling himself gi-hun got lucky, and hoped heād build a future around that luck. now, years later, heās back to play the hero? he feels bad that his attempt is in vain, but at least heāll learn his lesson; the system and those who play by its rules prevail.
a part of him hopes gi-hun will prove him wrong. he sees his past self in him; a man without his current philosophy. anyway, itās definitely possible that thereās a homoerotic element to this fixation, as many people fall in love with people who remind them of themselves, but it will never be reciprocated after what heās done. sad because in another universe theyād be a cute couple š
Hi! Thanks for the ask. Sorry for the delayed response. I think this is a good way to look at the ship, and is closer to canon than other things I have seen about them.
Yes, I agree that Gi-hun sees in-ho as a friend when he is Young-il.
I like how you bring up the jealousy and everything being the cause of the obsession (which is undeniable to me. he is absolutely obsessed with him in canon just not in the shipping way) I haven't thought a lot about how envious it would be for him to see how different they turned out.
I do also agree that In ho sees Gi-hun as weak for his morals. I think he wants to essentially teach him his ways, to maybe get him to be like him so that all of that envy goes away. he just has some very cruel and very homosexual methods. LMAO
I SO wish we could somehow get a universe where Gi-hun and past In-ho interact. That way we can have old man yaoi without the toxic nature for a change, even though that is what makes them so interesting.
People clown on shippers for shipping such a toxic ship that is essentially one sided as you mention, but thats the beauty of it. We don't necessarily find it pretty if they end up together. Sometimes we enjoy the one sided things because that's different from a typical romance. AND you can still enjoy it without getting as toxic/dark as possible.
You're right about everything anon. I wish I could say more but I am currently being hit with random exhaustion and you're really saying everything I am thinking lol.
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blush - tobio kageyama || wc: 1.1k || genre: fluff || masterlist || tags: he fell hard, 5+1, just a two paragraph bit of angst, happy ending, yn our confident queen, hinata there to help the plot, shy kageyama
syn. a little blush here, a little blush there, a makeup artist and an athlete fall in love. it's only so many times kageyama can see them before he loses his mind. someone beats him to it though
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i.
the first time she meets kageyama tobio is for an ad for some curry brand. heās not hard to work with and he doesnāt try to make conversation and make her job more difficult. thatās all she notes about him and doesnāt make an effort to look further in to him.
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heās glad that itās her doing his makeup the second time they meet. all of the other makeup artists heās had to deal with for various ads or interviews always want to talk to him more than he wants to. the process takes much longer heās noticed if they talk and he just wants to go home to get the makeup off of his face. it never feels good on his skin, too sticky and heavy.
āhello again,ā she says with a smile. sheās brought less product this time and he appreciates it.Ā
āhello.ā he watches her as she goes about cleaning everything and using disposable applicators to apply the minimal product to his face. he can't help the twitch when she puts concealer under his eyes.
ānot like makeup?ā
āfeels too heavy.ā she hums in response and nods as she searches through her bag for something. āi can use water-based products instead. they should feel lighter on your face.ā
āokay,ā he does admit it feels better. not as sticky and heavy. they donāt talk again after that.
iii.
the third time he begins to believe that itās not a coincidence. but he canāt complain much when sheās gentle with applying what needs to be done and heās found himself wishing she would talk to him more.
who keeps asking for this? does she keep asking to be the artist for all of his shoots? ādo you like makeup?ā thatās a stupid question, why would she do this for a living if she didnāt like it?
āyes,ā she replies with a small laugh. āall done.ā thereās a smile on her face that has his breath hitching and heās not sure why.Ā
he brings it up to hinata and glares at the laugh he receives. āyou like her.ā he can hear him over the crude speakers of the phone.Ā
āidiot, i donāt like her. i barely know the person.ā he scoffs and realizes hinata wonāt be of any help in this.Ā
ātrust me on this, i know youāre bad at feelings but you definitely have a little crush.ā hinata canāt hold back his small bits of laughter through the sentence though.
āidiot.ā with a click he hangs up the phone and finds himself staring at the wall. did he like her? theyāve met three times and he likes her? that seems ridiculous.Ā
he calls his manager five minutes later requesting her for all of his appearances.
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surprisingly, the next time they meet he isnāt sitting in her chair and she doesnāt have her makeup bag with her. itās at a local diner and her booth is right across from his table. she gives him a smile after realizing it is him and he nods his head.Ā
he tries not to look at her but he hasnāt seen her look soā¦relaxed and free before. the actions she takes donāt look practiced and meticulous. he watched her putts around with the straw wrapper and almost knock over her glass of water with an inkling of a smile on his face.Ā
ādo you want to sit with me?ā he finds himself asking over the silence.Ā
āwhy?ā
āi donāt like having lunch alone.ā thatās a lie, heās perfectly fine with eating alone.Ā
āokay, i donāt like eating lunch alone either.ā they eat their lunch in silence and kageyama pays even though she tries to refuse.Ā
āyou can pay next time,ā an unspoken promise.Ā
v.
when he visits japan it doesnāt feel the same. maybe heās grown too used to the structure of italy. the sights, the language, and the people. his heart yearns for italy on nights he sleeps in his childhood bed. itās become uncomfortable and bulky compared to his bed in italy. as much as it hurts, japan doesnāt feel like home anymore.Ā
his friends are thereā¦mostly, some have gone off across the world in their own ways. his family is there, his old coach is there, the place he got rejected for the first time. his first kiss was there, his first volleyball game. japan was his beginning but it feels like a coat that heās grown out of but is still made to wear when the weather grows cold. it will always be warmth but not enough for him to stay there.Ā
he returns to italy two weeks later and the first thing he does it run to the beach and just watch the waves. italy is warm and italy is his home now. āfunny seeing you here,ā his eyes flutter open and behind him he sees her approaching him. āhavenāt seen you recently, i thought it was my turn to pay?ā
thatās another thing japan didnāt have. it didnāt have her. āit is.ā she sits down beside him and they look at the clouds.
āwhere were you?ā her voice feels as gentle as the waves. wearing down slowly at his resolve.Ā
āvisiting japan,ā he sighs and brings his knees down from his chest.
āmost people would say visiting home you know.ā she remarks with a small smile.
ājapan doesnāt feel like home anymore.ā she hums but doesnāt push. āi think iāve been gone too long.ā
āthat happensā¦are you upset about it?ā
āiāmā¦not sure.ā
āthatās okay, do you want to get some lunch?ā
āyeah, iād like that.ā
vi.
theyāve been meeting more frequently. numbers were exchanged and texts sent later than either should be up. quiet smiles at their phones between practice and appointments. itās two months before he sits in her chair again. before the lights hit his face and the bag she carries with her is set down on the vanity next to him.Ā
his cheeks feel warmer than they used to. has she gotten closer? when he closes his eyes he can feel her breath and the soft touch of her fingers as she applies product to his face. āyouāre really pretty tobio.ā he feels his breath stutter a little bit.Ā
āthank you, you are too.āĀ
āmight need something to cover the red on your cheeks.ā ohā¦could she tell? āif you like me, you can just say so. i like you too.ā
it takes a moment for the words to wrap around his brain. āi do. like you i mean.ā
āi know,ā she cleans off her pallets and throws away the applicators. āthis is where you ask me on a date.ā
āwill you go on a date with me?ā
āi would love to. be ready by six.ā
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Morality dictates collectivity, and if we judge on that basis, Suwon has done quite a few immoral things. Furthermore, he supports Yuhon's actions of displaying decapitated heads and burning people alive. "These are things that happen in war." If I compare Suwon to any Fire Emblem Lord, Suwon comes off as a caricature.
Morality dictactes collectivity...that is such a sentence that means everything and nothing, it is so broad in the meaning and does prove literally nothing.
Yes, morals are literally a product of people having to live together...but that actually has little relevance in that discussion. Because morality is a product of subjects, therefore not objective.
A long time ago, it was literally morally right to own slaves, but today this is - rightfully - considered morally wrong. Morals are fluent and a product of the people living at a certain place during a certain period in time
That means you forcing your morality on a different place, is possible of course, but you look a lil bit like a fool, if you do not take the subjective aspect of morality into consideration.
Murder is often considered morally wrong among people for obvious reasons. If murder was not considered evil, the survival of the fittest would rule without exception.
However, there are situations, where we absolve people from this: So there are "murders" that are considered justified/ a necessary evil.
And even Yona and co. commits such murders, when they kill the "evil guys" for example or among soldiers or guards. Or kings.
Basically all kings were responsible for murders in history, since they started wars, judged people ect...
In Kouka, a king is responsible for his people - at least in the system of Kouka, where the reign of a king is not merely dependant on heritage, but also (military) ability. We can conclude it, as the ruling house changed several times in the two thousand years of Kouka.
So King Il was a king, that has proved during his 10 year reign, that he was a bad king, incompetent through and through and many people suffered in several places due to it.
And several horrible people with little consideration to the life or wellbeing of KoukaĀ“s citizens would have likely replaced him.
Was it therefore not a necessary evil for Soo Won to kill King Il? If a soldier is allowed to protect his country or Yona and co. to kill evil people, then - as a logical conclusion- it should be considered a necessary evil that Soo Won killed King Il to rescue Kouka.
And surprise: He did. He was succesful and even Yona acknowledged it. The necessary evil, pronunciation of necessary.
"Higher moral scale - Zeno, Soo-won, Lili, Yona, Yoon
Lower moral scale - Kye-sook, Jae-ha, Ki-ja, Shin-ah, Hak, (They are marked on the lower scale because their actions and reason are fundamentally dependent on another person.)
These categorizations are based on their individual thoughts, convictions, actions, and their impacts seen so far.
Anyone who has properly followed the plot will know that Soo-won is one of the people whose has actions have consistently benefited a large number of people for a decade. He has put in considerable effort, thought and taken actions that have secured long term stability and prosperity for the people.ā
Morality dictates collectivity, and if we judge on that basis, Suwon has done quite a few immoral things. Furthermore, he supports Yuhon's actions of displaying decapitated heads and burning people alive. "These are things that happen in war." If I compare Suwon to any Fire Emblem Lord, Suwon comes off as a caricature. What he was working on for 10 years with the people is not explained. Yes, he was preparing, and later he conspired to commit regicide. From that moment you can evaluate his management as a ruler. Yona has influenced characters like the dragons, Tae Jun, Lili, Kouren, Mei. There is a lot of narrative value there. But I guess Suwon did more in 10 years for NPCs.
āSoo won's conviction has always been - "Keep sacrifices to the minimum."
He knows the value of life. He doesn't take the easy way out. We have seen this several times.
When there was an opportunity to drop the battle he dropped it. When there was an opportunity to forgive people he forgave them. When there was opportunity for diplomacy he took it. When there was an opportunity to use the divine dragons in war, even if it went against his beliefs he used it. Why? To nullify sacrifices. ā
Suwon is a utilitarian. His ideology is that the end justifies the means. You saying that he knows the value of life contradicts what is stated in the narrative. There is the chapter of the boxes (220 chapters later Suwon has a turning point and some development). Suwon learns from Yuhon that people are like tokens, some are useful to you, others are not. Suwon did not think it was wrong that Kyesook would kill people just because he found out about the king's illness. Yes, the value of life. He reluctantly accepted Yona's help.
āAnd secondly, re-read the definition of antagonist - (Now this is how I know your understanding of the manga is one dimensional.)ā
Suwon is Yona's antagonist in the first arcs. It's not my fault that you can't identify roles in the narrative. Yes, he hasn't been one for a while now. His role has been diluted into something else that Kusanagi hasn't been able to develop. She had to invent an illness for him to give him some presence.
Morality dictates collectivity, and if we judge on that basis, Suwon has done quite a few immoral things. Furthermore, he supports Yuhon's actions of displaying decapitated heads and burning people alive. "These are things that happen in war." If I compare Suwon to any Fire Emblem Lord, Suwon comes off as a caricature.
What he was working on for 10 years with the people is not explained. Yes, he was preparing, and later he conspired to commit regicide. From that moment you can evaluate his management as a ruler. Yona has influenced characters like the dragons, Tae Jun, Lili, Kouren, Mei. There is a lot of narrative value there. But I guess Suwon did more in 10 years for NPCs.
Morality dictates collectivity? - You might want to reconsider that. Morality is simple yet also quite complicated.
But let's see regicide - Killing Il, immoral?
Let's imagine, we are in a lawless society. We have an asshole of a father. Everyday he is a good-for-nothing deadbeat who does nothing but cherish a holy book and worship a cult. His wife and children are starving to death, but he doesn't care. Other men come over to rape his wife, he lets them. He doesn't want to confront any of them because he is so kind and he hates to fight. As long as he can avoid fighting and defending his family, even if they rape, kill or traffic his children he's fine with it.
Now, not only does he not want to defend his family, he doesn't want anyone else to protect or save his family either.
Finally one day, someone has had enough. He kills the deadbeat father, defends the wife and children from those cruel men. He gives better living & learning opportunities, and is even prepared to kill to deter a few assholes who can't seem to take the hint to stay away.
From that moment you can evaluate his management as a ruler.
Yes, I can, because I am not an idiot. I would defend that man who defended me. I would choose that man who is fighting for my interests.
In an election would you choose to vote for a candidate who just prioritizes personal interests or would you vote for someone who is out there working to change the actual shitty situation?
Oh, but poor little Yona. Got betrayed, thrown out of the castle for no fault of hers. Oh, her struggles with the best warrior as her bodyguardā stop. You have a problem if that is the only side of the story you can understand.
Sorry to break it to you, but cut out the fact that your poor little princess got thrown out and witnessed first hand what her wonderful father did and your little Yona would be worse than a caricature of a harem storyline.
Yona has influenced characters like the dragons, Tae Jun, Lili, Kouren, Mei. There is a lot of narrative value there. But I guess Suwon did more in 10 years for NPCs.
Leave the poor dragons out, anon. If she spat, they'd be admiring her spit for the rest of their lifespan. But it is true that Yona has influenced Tae-jun, Lili and Kouren. I agree here, but the Mei-nyan narrative for the lack of a better word was lame as shit. (It is one of the perfect examples of oversimplifying Yona's circumstances.)
And NPCs? - They say the first time you read a story, its about the protagonist. The second, third, fourth, as you keep re-reading, the story changes, it stops becoming the protagonist's story, and once you have read it more times than you can count it becomes a world's story.
Go, re-read the story, until the death of the kid on that random panel resonates with you. Those characters might be NPCs to you, and NPCs to Yona, but you see those to Soo-won they weren't.
Suwon is a utilitarian. His ideology is that the end justifies the means. You saying that he knows the value of life contradicts what is stated in the narrative. There is the chapter of the boxes (220 chapters later Suwon has a turning point and some development). Suwon learns from Yuhon that people are like tokens, some are useful to you, others are not. Suwon did not think it was wrong that Kyesook would kill people just because he found out about the king's illness. Yes, the value of life. He reluctantly accepted Yona's help.
Wrong and wrong. It has been emphasized through out the manga that Soo-won always wants to minimize sacrifices even in war. Soo-won uses the analogy of the boxes to rationally analyze the situation. Don't twist it.
When Yon-hi says - Il is Yona's father, and Yona would pay for it as well if Soo-won passes judgement on Il. Soo-won brings up the box metaphor to convey that to him Il and Yona are separate matters.
And he was absolutely right. Il was the father of the country. The King. Him neglecting his country is a separate matter, and him being a loving father to Yona is a separate matter.
The chapter 221 where we see a flashback of Yu-hon's teachings is actually a very beautiful chapter. Yu-hon's idea itself is not wrong. In war, people have to be clear headed. The core message is do not lose yourself to emotion.
However in Soo-won's case he has always repressed his emotions. It was one of his greatest flaws. We see the most complicated flow of emotions through out the chapter. The mental war, the pressure to make the right decision-nothing was simplified for Soo-won, his delayed miss in decision was not glossed over in this chapter, and at the end is the punching realization that he can't discard them. ā it was not reluctanceā The exact opposite. Does this look like an expression of reluctance to you? - It is realization.
That is the kind of challenging thinking I wanted Yona to have as well regarding her identity, the nature of the dragon warriors. The questions. Not just happy picnic days. Unfortunately, anytime the opportunity came to ask those questions, the narrative was turned into some mushy picnic.
As for the King's illness. It is a national issue. If the information where to leak into the wrong hands it would spell the greatest disaster. He is not wrong to take precautions. It is simply common sense. And let me tell you if Soo-won really wanted Hak dead. Hak would be dead. Hak himself admits Hyoori was someone even he could not beat.
Suwon is Yona's antagonist in the first arcs. It's not my fault that you can't identify roles in the narrative. Yes, he hasn't been one for a while now. His role has been diluted into something else that Kusanagi hasn't been able to develop. She had to invent an illness for him to give him some presence.
Wrong again. He was certainly pitched as someone Yona hated, still hates to some extent, but just because Yona hates him or can't forgive him - why does that make him an antagonist?
Sasuke and Naruto had different goals. They were up each other's throats in the beginning. Did that make Sasuke the antagonist?
Gilgamesh in the Fate Franchise is an insufferable prick half the time. With ideals significantly different from Rider - Iskandar. Can you consider him one of the antagonists of the Fate Franchise?
Code Geass - Lelouch and Suzaku - Each hated the other for a period of time. Who was the hero here, who was the villain? Cordelia, the Orange dude?
At the same time, Suguru Geto and Gojo Satoru, they were the best of friends, yet he was the antagonist and Satoru one of the protagonists.
You say his role has been diluted? Very wrong.
The correct term is multi-faceted. And multi-facted characters are some of the best written characters.
If a main character's hate or dislike was enough to determine who the antagonist was in a story then I assure you, you will never guess who the protagonist and the antagonist are in the stories like Pandora Hearts or Yatagarasu.
I am baffled by such one-dimensional standards. If your idea of a story is just to blindly follow the protagonist's narrative, I am afraid your understanding of the world of that story will forever be one dimensional.
Akatsuki no Yona is one of those stories that has so many deep thought provoking moments and emotions, and its such a shame that you are only able to see one side of it.
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The fandom when Anya is nice to jimmy and compliments/butters him up after the crash: obviously this is a fawn response. She doesnāt actually think these things about jimmy, she is simply trying to protect herself against a volatile, unstable person by placating him
The fandom when curly tries to placate jimmy by telling Jimmy heād fix things, after being very nervous about jimmyās anger and reaction when talking to Anya right beforehand and his heart racing so hard on the way to confront jimmy that heās likely on the verge of a panic or anxiety attack: hmm. Obviously everything curly is saying to jimmy here is completely genuine and not motivated by anything. He obviously doesnāt care about the fact jimmy raped Anya and only cares about helping jimmy at the detriment to Anya. Heās a rape apologist. There could literally be no other potential explanation for why curly is saying the things he is saying right now. Letās take everything curly is saying here completely at face value and not analyze anything else about Curlyās behavior or the rest of the scene.
[seriously why are people only capable of recognizing the fawn response in Anya and not Curly]
#to be clear the people who say Anya had a fawn response are RIGHT!#but since curly is a man clearly thereās no way he could be afraid of jimmy#listen. Iām not trying to say curly is completely flawless#and I get why people get mad at curly for what he said to Jimmy there after finding out what jimmy did#because yeah out of context someone telling a rapist stuff like āIāll fix thingsā āweāll get through this togetherā āyouāve gotten through#difficult times beforeā in response to said rapist fearing his life will be ruined after his actions are exposed#is deplorable#but you canāt just put things in a vacuum#it was a very difficult situation curly was in. regarding of how he confronts jimmy heās going to be stuck on a ship with him for 8 months#and before u say āhe shouldāve just killed Jimmy!ā think for a moment.#permanently ending someoneās life is traumatic for the vast majority of people#and this is someone heās known for years and years so it would be extra difficult#also like. would Anya even want jimmy to be murdered? sure sheād feel safer but I feel like sheād have complicated feelings about it#idk like. itās a very tricky situation#canāt even report Jimmy to HR because that would result in everyoneās pay getting docked.#which would just hurt Anya since she has no savings#curly mouthwashing#fandom critical#would it felt been more therapeutic for fans if curly instead violently confronted jimmy and beat him up for what he did to Anya? yes#but would that have actually helped Anya? no#if anything it wouldāve likely made things worse because Jimmy couldāve just taken his anger out on her afterwards#because theyāre on a tiny ship together. only way they could have eliminated the threat to her would be like. tying jimmy up for months#or shoving him in a cryptopod. but knowing pony express I bet improper use of cryptopods would result in docking everyoneās pay#and it wouldāve been serviously hard to keep jimmy tied up for months. itās not like thereās a prison cell on the ship#the crew is already stretched thin do u think they could have someone constantly watch him for 8 months??#because thatās likely what would need to happen if they just kept him tied up#there arenāt any good rooms to lock him in#yes it wouldāve been better for everyone in the end if Jimmy was tied up or shoved in a cryptopod or killed#but how was curly supposed to know that. hindsight is 20/20#yes curly shouldāve taken the threat jimmy posed more seriously. and handled the situation better. but there were no easy solutions andā
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Potentially unpopular opinion, but I love that Miguel was an asshole again in the second part of this season! Itās a reminder that heās a character and not just Johnnyās main support. I mean Robby didnāt deserve it at all, but it makes sense that Miguel couldnāt help taking his anger out on him. And I love that Johnny was on the receiving end of it, because it feels like the tension between them just went away for no reason.
Sorry if Iām bothering you!
Youāre never bothering me, and I completely agree! They so rarely give Miguel any narrative agency these days, and like Johnny all it does is reduce him as a character. Miguel is a whole, complicated, messy teenager. He isnāt a saint. He isnāt perfect. He makes mistakes and has ugly unfair feelings sometimes, like every single teenager does. And I love when this show actually lets him be like this, lets him be wrong, lets him be a little bit of a dick to the people he cares about who donāt deserve it. Lets him be a real person with actual human feelings. And then also lets him take accountability for what he does wrong, apologize, show how much heās grown, that he is a good person and a good friend. I love it truly, and it feels like itās something that in a lot of ways hasnāt really been granted to Miguel since he fell off that balcony.
#miguel is one of mt favorite characters but since season 4 at least he has just been. boring#he is rarely allowed to feel a lasting negative emotion#and when he makes a mistake or does something wrong he is rarely allowed for the narrative to even consider it one. to#face (proportionate) consequences and have those consequences acknowledged for what they are#i dont want this to be misconstrued as me saying miguel deserved to be kicked off the balcony or to absolve robby of his responsibility in#that. but i do think the biggest disservice this show did to miguel was ignore and remove his own culpability in that fight#and again that is not to take blame away from robby for his own actions#but the way that the show in a lot of ways has reframed miguel as this almost saint like victim of the karate war is just boring to me#rather than a character with actual agency in the story#if that makes sense#anyway thats all to say yes i agree lmao#asks#i just wish we got more of it tbh. not him being a bit of an asshole necessarily lol but just like. him heing a real Character#we know he wants to go to Stanford and i dan think of a bunch of reasons off the top of my head WHY that would be#but ultimately those are just my ideas jot snything that is actually explored in the show#i guess i just miss when this show was an exploration of character
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SOLID video, highly recommend
#you should find 2 hours for this im so serious it's so well done#i have such diametrically opposed feelings about arcane as a whole lol (yapping INCOMING)#like i looove the artistry i like season 1 i enjoy some SPECIFIC things they do in season 2#but honestly watching season 2 overall is just me saying 'hm. kinda dont like that at all' over and over#and then getting one scene thrown in the mix occasionally that makes me insane#and then going right back to kinda being like hmm. not great#the more i sit with it the more im like 'oh 100% they planned this from the beginning' which SUCKS#cause like. if they just pivoted halfway through and made a catastrophic writing blunder it'd feel less bad#than many people committing to such a messy wishy washy grand scale vision from the start#at least season 2 gave me jayvik enjoyment. did not gaf about it until jayce went off the rails the second season 2 started#even tho i really like what season 2 does to jayce's character it comes at the cost of viktor's#jayce cant reckon with the quencies (consequences) of his selfish actions if he doesn't lose someone close to him because of them#which means making viktor the monster jayce created (and hextech)#and like that IS some great interesting texture to his character#the idea that jayce can shirk personal responsibility because he's only a tool for others' political endeavors#he can disavow weapons n then build them in the next breath and not feel guilt because he trusts others' ideas of what the 'right thing' is#but then when he finally does something selfish. when he overrides someone else's moral code for his own desires#(reviving viktor against his wishes and sending him down the path of nearly ending the world)#THAT'S when he recognizes how his own actions directly endanger people and that's when he suffers the most (going to Hell World)#and that's why jayce was able to stop viktor when nobody else could. yes he loves him but he recognizes how this was HIS fault#and is willing to finally take responsibility and die for it to truly save the most people possible#when so many others in the final conflict were fighting for personal reasons or no reason at all#and that's so good! that's a really great interesting character arc for jayce#but it comes at the cost of absolutely DESTROYING viktor and making him so emotionally inaccessible for the entirety of season 2#like he has zero thoughts about anything he's doing. he philosophizes with singed and sky and none of it means fucking anything#because if viktor felt anything about what he's doing. he wouldn't do it#he's a passenger to the narrative's idea of how the arcane could pose a massive threat through a simulacrum of viktor's league lore#humanism pushed too far to the point that humanity is inferior etc etc but viktor never instigates it#its always outside forces using viktor as a vehicle for their own goals and him being like what the hell. sure#like even ghostly sky directing viktor to that SPECIFIC spot in zaun to become jesus does not feel like viktor's own choice
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Ok I'll have to play the devil's advocate on this one and defend Claire here (not really, but kinda).
Honestly, this feels like a copout and absolving Carmy of responsibility for his own actions. As Nat says in fishes, no one can make a person act a certain way. And as he said in the fridge and I agree, he did this to himself. Knowing his history, you understand why and sympathize with him. However, he did this! He chose the easy way out. He chose not to be honest. Those were his choices whether or not we think Claire was pushy or manipulative.
Carmy's major issue is not being able to decide. Wanting something but preferring to take the comfortable route even if it's detrimental to his real desires. He has shown this behavior since season one- taking one step forward and then several steps back, sabotaging himself.
The fact that Claire might be into hook up culture doesn't necessarily mean that she was just trying to use him for sex. She obviously wanted more and he did give her the impression that he was capable of more. Just because she engaged in hook-up culture also doesn't mean she's not deserving of love and an actual real relationship. And Carmy is not a delicate little flower (ok, ok, he kind of is but let's be logical for a bit).
She did ask him if he wanted her to have his number. He said yes- with the I want you Freudian slip there and all. She asked him again why he gave a fake number, he literally said because he likes her so much blah blah blah. Even when she asked if he was busy the first day, he couldn't even bring himself to say he had work thing with a coworker. Each time he could have just been honest. He chose not to be.
Yes, maybe Claire should have seen the signs. Maybe she wasn't even interested in the truth, she just wanted what she wanted. But she's not clair(e)voyant š haha couldn't help it . His heart could have been racing because he was so excited or horny or in love. She did ask if he was ok and he said he was great. That's not on her.
It was his responsibility to shut it down or fan the flames and he chose to do the later. Maybe he actually really cares about her (barf) and is just not ready/healthy enough for a relationship. Maybe he thought he could reignite that old flame and it would solve his Sydney problem. Maybe he just wanted to get laid/lose his virginity and get it over with. Either way, he potentially hurt a real person on the other side of this game, at least from what we know for sure, all speculation aside.
THAT is what he needs to take responsibility for. His dishonesty. Does he need to apologize? I say yes (but I'd still see it as poetic justice if he doesn't after her never apologize quip). If he doesn't and also take necessary steps to right them, he will do it again to someone else and will be bigger and worse.
These seeds do grow.
People can easily use each other in all kinds of relationships, thatās why I think itās so important to have relationships established on knowing and caring for people and not seeing them as disposable.
Hook-up culture is not that. I really donāt think itās accurate to say Carmy used Claire and not that they used each other, but also one person has experience with hook-up culture and itās not Carmy, and they make sure to show this is what Claire and her friend group typically do.
They reverse the gender tropes a lot on this show and definitely did around this relationship, and Carmy wasnāt even going to tell Claire what he said in the walk-in. She was in a place she wasnāt supposed to be and accidentally overheard it.
She walked away. She didnāt try to work it out or talk about it. And it was about him not her. He never blamed it on her at any point. Which she lies about later to Tiff. It wouldnāt feel good to hear that for anyone, but he didnāt know she was there and he wasnāt saying it to hurt her.
Thereās also no indication he ever felt safe enough with Claire to have that deep of a convo, all their convos are depicted as vapid and talking around their real feelings for a reason. Claire was using Carmy as well. She knew he had anxiety, she noticed his heart racing. She is a medical professional.
Just because you have sex with someone or call them a āgirlfriendā or whatever, doesnāt equal intimacy or a bond of any kind. Which, Carmy thinks that word sounds awful, but it doesnāt come up very often that maybe he doesnāt care for the gendered dynamics of that?
He doesnāt say it outright, but the whole thing with him dating Claire is that itās what Mikey and his family thought was good for him, and Mikey (and Richie and Fakeās) opinions of Claire are extremely sexist. Notice how Carmy gets grossed out by Richie calling Syd āsweetheartā or Nat pretending to be a helpless little girl to manipulate Cicero. He literally calls it āgrossā.
Anyway, just me ranting about this for the millionth time but Carmy can apologize to Claire for using her because he didnāt know what he actually wanted when she was just hooking up with him for fun and thrills (she tells us thatās what sheās into) and then it didnāt go the way she wanted and got too inconvenient so she walked.
Carmy wants intimacy and emotional safety, and the show has gone to great pains to show he gets that from Syd, in contrast to anyone associated with his past. What Syd is getting in return needs to be answered now from her POV, but that contrast is the reason Carmy and Claire donāt work. Not because he made the mistake of calling her his girlfriend in order to not be seen as a jerk by Syd and not because they had sex (big deal TBH), and not he had a meltdown and admitted his real feelings to Tina.
#sydcarmy#the bear meta#anti claire bear#still anti claire bear af#but let's be honest#he has been shitty and could do better
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Ter stop talking over and making decisions for Dee challenge 2k24. Y'all ain't even friends at this point you're just the annoying coworker go away
#wandee goodday#wandee goodday the series#wandee goodday series#listen listen listen#i am glad that ter is starting to realize things about himself#i'm glad he's starting to embrace his feelings#howmstever he needs to do that in a way where he is able to give up some control#he cannot control dee's actions or responses#he needs to communicate with dee not make decisions for him#ter and dee do not mesh because dee is super competitive about silly little things#and he doesn't like being told what to do. he likes gentle nudging and he also likes his boundaries#yak still hasn't kissed him despite both of them knowing how bad yak wants to#ter extended their japan trip without talking to dee and then tried to kiss him not even knowing how dee feels about being kissed#dee hasn't had a chance to explain#and even before he had a chance to explain with yak#yak wasn't kissing him. yak was operating strictly off of body language and managed to not kiss dee#then he asked about it in a non-judgemental way and dee felt comfortable enough to tell him#and yak said got it boss. you know i want to kiss you but this is a boundary that we will not cross#until we are ready and willing to cross it together#yes yak has pushed a bit because he wants it but he always goes slow enough and gives dee enough space to back out before they kiss#which dee does#and he will back out until he doesn't#but that's the difference between ter and yak#dee was closed in and didn't have a lot of options to avoid the kiss if it hadn't been interrupted#i don't doubt dee would have managed to avoid it but ter blocked off a lot of opportunities to leave#yak leaves space for dee to leave if he wants to#ter is controlling and yak is freeing#and that is why dee was able to fall for yak after 8 years of pining for ter#he is free from the feelings that were controlling him#and now he can move on and be happy with someone who truly understands him
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I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:
tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries
He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell itās very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion.Ā Immediately sheās struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. Thereās huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like heās recently risen from the grave.Ā While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. Theyāre clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#Poor Zara.#she's gonna feel so fucking guilty about everything that's happened to him in the last 3 years even though it's not her fault.#yes she pissed off Wolf but she had no way of knowing Wolf would go after Rook instead of her.#(I don't even know what she did to piss off Wolf. That's the Big Reveal that's going to happen when Rook sees her again.)#but yeah. Seeing him like this and knowing/thinking that it's because of her actions... it's going to destroy her and that kills me.#I don't know what she did but I *do* know that she never intended for Rook to get hurt. She loves him too much for that.#but Rook could never blame her for anything. He'd forgive her just about anything. And that will probably only make her feel worse.#Rook and his mentors will never ever fail to fuck me up big time.#his undying devotion and naive faith in them which is such a stark contrast to his usual distrust of people.#and it gets him hurt every time even though the don't *mean* to hurt him. But Sigmar's case was definitely much more malicious than Zara's.#this reunion is going to be such a huge turning point for Rook's character and his personal development as a character.#well really it's a combination of things all happening at once that are going to be the turning point.#1) the fact that the party rescued him from Wolf which has literally no other explanation than that they love him and care about him.#2) seeing Zara again and finally getting that closure that he never got three years ago plus being to reestablish the most important#relationship in his entire life. Plus she's just a good influence on him all-around a much-needed source of support after Sigmar's betrayal#3) getting gifted the Tide Breaker (Zara's old ship) and having to learn some responsibility for once in his life will be very good for him#and I guess you could also say that 4) my temporary character Val talking some sense into him has something to do with it lmao.#but we'll see how this all plays out bc while I know these things are going to happen they technically haven't happened yet.#I'm not gonna RP the conversation between Rook and Val bc it would just be me talking to myself for a long time but I am gonna write it up#when we get to that point so I can show it to the DM so he knows what they talked about. Plus it will be a very fun exercise bc Val was#literally designed to be Rook's opposite in just about every way. They're very wise and responsible and Rook is a reckless idiot.#(but I love him anyways.)#So it's gonna be fun to balance writing both of them in the same conversation.#anyways. these tags are SO FUCKING LONG already. If you read this far I'm giving you your favorite dessert and a hug if you want it.#and also pledging you my undying allegiance for life. <3
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I have a headcanon that all the Papyri/Papyruses have a bad habit of not knocking before opening doors. When Frisk is in Sansā room Papyrus barges in without knocking. Sans usually keeps the door locked so Papyrus is used to door unlocked = ok to enter. I think all it would be the same in the other aus too. Older brother used to locking their doors to keep younger brother out unfortunately teaching them not to bother knocking. I think is a fun headcanon to exploit to create silly scenarios. What do you think? Does it hold water?
*kicks in the door* HEHE YES that's a really fun headcanon!!! Lots of opportunities for āØshenanigansāØ!
I also think it'd be interesting if all the Papyri had the same habit but for different reasons.
e.g. Classic!Sans gave up on teaching Pap to knock because Pap kept getting too excited/annoyed and forgets to knock, Swap!Pap just can't be bothered much to his brother's chagrin, UF!Pap starts off similar to classic but it becomes a thing of not-knocking as a way to catch people off guard (no time to hide things if you aren't expecting someone!), Swapfell probably depends on your interpretation/which version, but you get my drift lol.
SAYING THAT THOUGH... we do unfortunately have evidence that Papyrus is a polite boy and knocks in canon (sometimes) š. He knocks on Undyne's door, when he brings Frisk/the player to her house so they can become friends!
I think it's a super fun headcanon even so, but if having this one instance bothers you, there's plenty of ways to work around it. Not to mention we only have like... 2 and a half instances of door opening action (half from that pic from the newsletter that has Papyrus slamming into Grillby's when he's looking for Sans) which isn't enough to conclude much of anything from either way lmao.
Again, I still think that your headcanon holds up, but it got me thinking about ways to incorporate Papyrus knocking on Undynes door into things... sticking with your existing reasoning, you could always have a situation where all the Papyri keep that assumption, (unlocked means it's ok to come in and locked means stay out) and Undyne has simply learned to lock her door lolol. That does bring to mind the image of Papyrus just... jiggling the doorknob for doors that are locked though. Let him in!!! (Now I think about it... this is actually just how doors seem to work in games generally. Most doors are unlocked, and you enter as you please... if they're locked you either try again/find a key or knock LMAO)
Or maybe he knocked because he wants to be a good role model for Frisk... (this pairs well with a headcanon that I've seen where Papyrus putting on a show/playing things up a little [like the date] for Frisk since they're a kid)
TLDR: that's a FANTASTIC headcanon, I love it, and also do whatever you want forever!!!
#door opening action. the most thrilling thing in the world#do we even see sans using a door ever#wait- yes we do. when he exits his room to play the trombone. does that count.#'this pairs well with' <- its like im talking about pairing wine w food lol#like ah yes. 'this headcanon is refreshing and it has a... fruity undertone' amjbmjjnfjb#velwy.txt#inbox#anon#mindmortar#alternative headcanon. Papyri DO knock on doors except they just barge in without waiting for a response ahrjtjkvndmbgk#same opportunity for shenanigans with an added split second of 'oh no' as the door opens LOL
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction referencesā#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me ššš#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#ānot only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))ā we even got a bad amv ending at thatā#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep ššššššššš Seriously this is just another bug instance of#āme and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is likeā#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being openā#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuyaā#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think āyou're completely missing on the unbalance of power thatā#creates these dynamics of lack of trustā but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shiraseā I don't see why he would ever fearā#his betrayal. Likewiseā I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towardsā#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the storyā#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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I probably wouldnt have snapped if i didnt went in the notes to see dozens of tags agreeing so wholeheartedly with the most surface-level understanding of those characters
#yes dante likes sweet and doesnt smoke and gets impaled regularly#dante also has grown to learn to accept and take responsability for the actions of one's family and blood#and is fundamentally a kind man that likes people even if he doesnt feel like he belong with them#hes also a master swordsman. an expert gunslinger. well versed in martial arts. and can master every weapon under the goddamn sun#yes vergil has done morally revolting things and is kind of awkward by conventional social standards#hes also a very traumatized man thats constantly struggling with his humanity#and he can literally cut anything including SPACE and summon swords out of thin air#yes nero is technically the most well-adjusted of his family#he also struggled with his self-worth because he is something that DID NOT BELONG anywhere due to his nature and heritage#and he had to find and take his place in the world on his own thanks to his strength and especially thanks to his heart#THEY ALL HAVE LAYERS MAN.#tagging later
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#any time i see a young kid come into the league and he ends up in constant fights and plays an overall physical game like rempe has been#i can't help but think of derek boogaard and all the side effects fighting left on his life before his death#it's not a perfect one for one obviously but i worry for these guys#and yes he's a rookie but he's also a 21 year old adult that needs to be responsible for his actions#and i hate that the league/team/coaches/fans/whoever are encouraging this style of play for him#there is a lot of nuance to the conversation obviously and i will admit to enjoying the physicality of hockey#but there is also a point where at the end of the day it is just a game and I want these players to be able to live long lives#after their playing careers are over
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