#like… you can’t just leave me alone?
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So this chick has been on-and-off again stalking me since high school. I could go into paragraphs of detail (I was about to), but no one wants to read all of that. Suffice to say, I guess she’s had some kind of crush on me for about 15-20 years or so (why??), and every few years it seems she pops up somewhere contacting me to try to persuade me to give her a chance. I should mention we never talked in high school, I actively avoided her, told her I didn’t like her, etc. nothing doing.
Anyway, somehow she’s been on one of my social media pages and saw I was having a hard time lately, so she found my phone number (what?? I hate that you can just find that online) and texted me out of the blue yesterday. Usual protocol is ignore and block so I don’t piss off an unstable person, but they decided to be gross, so
I wasn’t planning on posting anything about this before. If they were creeping around on my pages, mentioning it would only feed into them. Maybe. I don’t know. But this just kind of made me really uncomfortable and their response was shitty. I could have been a lot meaner. I wanted to be. But whatever, that wouldn’t have helped. So I just blocked them and hope that this time it sticks. If they see this, then hey… not cool.
#and then I post this for what? attention?#I dunno… this just made me feel really shitty#like… you can’t just leave me alone?#you know I’m having a rough go at it and you think this is the perfect time to insert yourself into my life?#I don’t care about your puss!#I really really have to reiterate I have never ever had a real conversation with this person#we’ve never talked or hung out and I always avoided them#god this is such high school bullshit. I’m in my fucking 30s. I don’t need this teenage drama.#and I want to imagine all this as just someone who never grew up buuut…#they found my phone number. they went looking for my personal information. they’ve been stalking at least one of my social media pages.#probably twitter but who knows maybe here too#this is like… 15-20 years of this. why? why are you still obsessed with this?#and maybe these texts don’t seem so bad but I’ve had to block them on Facebook too#and that was after my ex and I broke up a few years back#it’s like she waits until my life gets extra shitty and then tries to convince me that we’re old friends & she wants to date finally#fuckin… just… not really cool ya know. damn.#stalker lady… I am not worth all this pining. just move on.#lol but I have been saying “my puss is so wet right now’ to myself all day so that’s a positive#anyway… sorry to post this bullshit. just wanted to vent.#sorry if you read all of this#text
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I feel like people rarely talk about how Yoosung WAS being gaslit about Rika’s death when he knew something was wrong and everyone consistently said he was paranoid when he WASN’T. He was never allowed the chance to properly grieve and air out his (correct) issues with V and the shit surrounding Rika’s “death” until MC joins the RFA.
#the tragedy of Yoosung’s character is something I can discuss for hours#like I will defend him and his route with my life#do I block people who misinterpret his route as ‘heehoo you’re my dead cousin now.’ ?#yes#do I feel bad?#not at all#perish you illiterate fucks#that last part was a joke so dont jump me losers#yoosung kim#yoosung kim my beloved#leave him alone he has MDD#just like me fr#can’t convince me that if MC didn’t join the RFA he was gonna off himself at some point#GET HIM INTO THERAPY NOWW!!
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You can't just leave him to suffer all alone Makoto... ;w;
So this is essentially a role-reverse of this comic XD (idk why)
Makoto may be super moody and fussy when he catches the flu; but if Yuma catches the flu, he's super needy and clingy when delirious. And it looks like Makoto can't say no to him... x'D
I guess your work is going to have to wait after all. Now you better properly take care of your sick original! (just try not to get sick yourself hehe)
I know this comic is usually supposed to be heartwarming but...I made it more silly.
because they're silly lil' guys... x'D
Based on another skit from @foxes-in-love
#rain code#whumpcode#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#pixeldoodles#my art#sick comfort#idk why I decided to make a reverse of this#but it was very silly#makoto just leaves the stuff for yuma to use on his own#only for yuma to beg him to stay… ;w;#makoto you can’t just leave him alone ;-;#your work can wait yuma's sick and needs you#not even the almighty CEO can say no to THAT face 🥺#he removed his suit so it wouldn’t get contaminated lol#also yes yuma is in makoto’s bed#i like to think when Yuma gets better he won’t remember a THING#God I love these two they are everything to me ;w;#sick post game yuma reverting back to wet napkin yuma x’DD#this is the makoto version cause the bg is purple :3#even the foxes roles are reversed in this comic x3#god its 5am I should sleep…
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Disclaimer for everyone: I need to avoid a lot of the unhelpful noise about recent events so I’m not going to be online for more than a couple minutes at a time here and there for several days.
My main priority with political and world event topics is the hard and careful discussions about them I have with specific people I have ongoing inroads with who are still in high control situations. I don’t have time and energy to engage with anyone about leftist moral superiority and bickering. Full stop. I’m donating money I can spare and I’m actively and constantly working with people still in the same high-control/cult groups I came out of.
Don’t come into my inbox again with more claims I’m supporting evil by not trying to bring about an immediate revolution against colonialism and capitalism while I’m just trying to keep some people alive and critically thinking long enough to get out of high control groups and actually vote, volunteer, and change policy. I hear you. I understand your anger. I’m not your real target though. Please focus somewhere else.
Thank you.
#this is the one and only time I’ll discuss this from here to the election#I lean almost fully leftist#I’m also a realist#leave me ALONE#I’m already doing the work#go do your own instead of policing other people#the end.#politics and current events#shh katie#I also don’t want the U.S. or Israel to be doing these things but there’s no fucking glorious revolution in the next five weeks#especially with the right getting EVERYTHING they want on a fearmongering military global unrest level#do concrete work or leave my inbox please#I’m this close to just closing it. I don’t want to but I might at this point#I don’t know how to tell you guys that sometimes the right is completely correct when criticizing and complaining about leftist behavior#and if you can’t see that I dont know what to tell you.#but keep it out of my inbox and dms!!!!!!!!!!!#I’m just one person! it’s not my ability OR DUTY to act according to the mantle you’re trying to paint me with#genocide is evil.#war is bad.#I will happily protest and do actual activism about it#but not voting or saying to vote for like. fucking Jill stein the liar and longtime hack is not it#and this is coming from someone who was a Jill Stein fan for a bit#I’m not afraid to admit when I was wrong and say that I changed. are you?
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Hello.
I have a PJO OC and I must scream into the void about her.
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Her name is Zosime, and she is from Sparta (I am changing history this is a fantasy retelling and Sparta was completely wiped out in the Battle of Leuctra here).
Zosime is 16, and a Daughter of Ares. She is Spartan, so Ancient Greek, and she is the only one to survive the Battle of Leuctra without being enslaved (due to intervention from Ares). She is a devoted and loyal daughter, and a proud Spartan, so with no one else left to do it— she digs the graves of her people alone, by hand (they did not have shovels). She digs until her fingers are freezing and bleeding, and continues digging. She buries her people without rest, so they may find their glory in Elysium. Then she collects the remaining shields of Sparta’s warriors and carves the names of her people into them, embedding them into the stone at the bottom of the Gods temples— so that the Gods look down upon her ruined lands and see the people they failed.
Zosime, once she has completed what is can to honor her dead and keep them remembered— not even carving her own name— dies in her father’s temple; from starvation, hypothermia, and overwork.
Ares (i imagine he was a great father until many of his children were abandoned during times of need by the other Gods, and then just decided getting attached and watching them die was not something he enjoyed; he still cares tho, because he seems to give each of his children weapons in PJO) lays her to rest on the altar of his temple, with her xiphos in hand— he made this xiphos for her, a gift upon her birth, so it was hers and life and will be hers in death.
The temple is hidden, ruined, unsafe for mortals to venture in as time passes and weather wears the stone.
Until Camp Half-Blood is founded.
They are a small camp, very small, and whoever is in charge at the time dictates that any Demigod on a quest must return with any Ancient Demigod Relic they find.
They find Zosime’s remains, merely a weathered skeleton.
They find her with her xiphos, made of celestial bronze and still looking new.
They have to shatter the bones to take it, but it should be fine; right?
Wrong.
Demigods, especially Spartans— even the non-Demigod ones—, are buried with their weapons. Those who die with their weapons in their hands are tied to it. If it is removed from their resting place, their Soul returns with it until it is put back.
Zosime has been haunting Camp Half-Blood for centuries; none can see her, none can hear her, but she does her best to keep the other children of her Father safe from those who scorn him— and scorn them in turn.
She is an angry, restless spirit, who none know the name of— for she did not die a ‘Glorious Death’, and was unremembered in the Hall of Heroes.
Percy Jackson comes.
He has his riptide; but he is given another weapon. A spare, if you will.
He is given her xiphos.
And so, as she is tied to the weapon, she is forced to follow him.
Apparently, the one in possession of her xiphos can see and hear her, but no one else.
So Percy now has this very angry Spartan Spirit, a Daughter of Ares, following him on his quest and cursing his choices— but she’s also surprisingly helpful??
He does not have much skill in swords yet, but if he uses the xiphos she can possess him and make his body move how it must to wield it.
And I just imagine Ares, who was furious upon seeing his daughters resting place desecrated, her xiphos— his gift, that he molded with his own hands— stolen. I imagine he gets even worse in behavior after that; not just emotionally distant, but actively ignoring his demigod children’s prayers most of the time.
I imagine how angry he is when he finds Camp Half-Blood took it, without even knowing the name of its wielder, and now it is possession of Poseidon’s Son— who he is NOT a fan of.
I imagine, at the very end, she is allowed to return to rest at some point. And I imagine it gets emotional when Ares has to return to his fallen temple and basically lay his most Loyal and Devoted Daughter to rest again. (Or does he…?)
#i am not historically accurate#in fact; I change history to suit my desires#and I desire to make Zosime’s death as painful as possible on all possible sides#:)#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#ares pjo#ares percy jackson#pjo oc#historical accuracy is for nerds—#which I am#but not that type of nerd#it’s fanfic about mythology leave me alone#my oc#OOC Ares#Zosime is his favorite if you can’t tell#Ares gives Girl Dad Vibes fr fr I cannot explain—#it just so happens his Little Girl craves violence and bloodshed#ask questions I lovr questions#zosime doesn’t like Annabeth much but she grows on her
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I’m replaying Bioshock! It took me 45 minutes to actually pick up the radio because I don’t wanna
#replaying bioshock is just a series of yelling at atlas and trying to disobey him as much as possible#like you can’t but it’s funny to make him wait that long#YOU DO NOT AIM TO KEEP ME ALIVE LEAVE ME ALONE#bioshock
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Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?
#Long story short: I’m quitting my job! Yippee!! 🎉#Don’t wanna get TOO into it but I’m so fucking tired of being treated like shit and getting blamed for things completely out of my control#I’m done. I’ve BEEN done for months at this point#And now it’s at the point where my boss doesn’t think I’m doing my job right bc she keeps finding issues that again. Aren’t my fault#I’m sorry I can’t control everything for you! I don’t have that kind of power! I can’t make things magically happen the way you want!!#My other coworkers have been undergoing the same bullshit treatment so I know I’m not alone#But yeah I’m getting the hell out of dodge. My mental health has been sooooooo bad lately#I cannae. I’m going to end up dead in a ditch at this rate#Had the WORST panic attack of my life yesterday and my mom and I were both like. Yeah. It’s time for you to leave#Have fun running the department without me! Bye!! :)))))#Shima speaks#Vent#Anyway I’m a goddamn mess. Sorry. Lol!#I’m dreading going back to work on Monday I would literally rather claw my own eyeballs out#It SUCKS bc I know none of this is my fault but I still feel like shit anyway.#And I WANT to draw bc it’s the one thing that makes me happy but I just#Can’t. Right now. I’m not in a good emotional state#It feels like physical torture to sit down at my desk and put my pen to my tablet#Slams my head into the wall#I’m soooo tired girlies. I’m so over it#Anyway. Send me asks. Keep me company while I try not to have another breakdown. Tee hee <3
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#sea sent me the first image earlier and just now someone on twitter replied to me with the second#i can’t stop fucking laughing#leave him ALONE you old ass man 😭😭😭😭#i don’t think i talked about this stream enough like i posted about it and wrote a fic about it#but it wasn’t enough. this stream was so funny#bunnyvommit
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sobbing over the thought of mr reca calling you ‘my little starlet’ >.<
but he says it like my leetle starrrlet! 。゚(。ノωヽ。)゚。
#*throws a fit*#。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。#i dreamt about him last night#it was a sleazy thing#in his trailer#anyway clearly i have a fucking problem#it makes me laugh too because like yeah obv he’s handsome and he’s got some white hair which is always a huge plus for me#but it makes me laugh because it’s like;;;; wow clari is that REALLY all he has to do/be??? a director/cinephile?????#yeah i guess i’m just That Easy#/super attracted to people who have the same passions as me#shrugs#oh well#could be worse!!!!!#to be fair it does seem like he has other traits i love in fictional men but yeah#the film bit clearly Got Me#girl loves film so much she loves anyone ELSE who ALSO loves film#bonus points if you’re a slightly sleazy slightly psycho old man <333#HAHAHAHA#the way griffin’s ‘baby i love you i miss you i can’t live without you’ song just came on shuffle#alright sunday i see you sit down#(the way i have this song saved to my favourites????? pathetic)#(i just love his voice so much leave me alone)#clari chatters#inky.reca
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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol
#len’en#yabusame houlen#suzumi kuzu#tsubakura enraku#haiji senri#art#digital#there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it#and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone#also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out#you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb#too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life#also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had#completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable#OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but#I’ll go check my likes#anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing#edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking
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the deweys photos are from this video: https://youtu.be/5xTwJho44ao?si=bPw8MZZ327lCogVZ aren’t they just everything
kissing you and the minnesota wild official media team (with consent) full on the mouth, THANK YOU THIS VIDEO IS EVERYTHING 🥰🥰 i have seen pieces of it before i think (connor petting a shark 🥹) but the entire video start to finish is such a delight, 10/10 would recommend
#i’m so glad i saw this now and not when i was deranged at 2AM last night (i say as if i am not currently deranged)#like i had to physically pause. stop watching the video. to take notes to tell you guys about it i hope you know#holyjost thank u i love u i appreciate u & how u always have the sources 😭#i send out a prayer to the universe (put shit in the tags) & u provide#liv in the replies#holyjost#i love this reaction image btw it is one of my FAVORITES#anyway i was just chilling and then lost it at the ‘brandon just says shit’ part and had to start writing down notes (as follows)#there is SO much. the lore. the fact that brandon lasts two seconds before his shirt comes off everyone else is so bundled#dewey2 immediate “sharks” girl help the two of them on the bean bag together#the boat competition BOLDY’S CONTRACT??? yeah i AM thinking about that in a weird way what kind of contract brandon#also boldy motion sickness girlie he’s so real for that one 😭😭#and brandon talking a big game and then like fuckin. curled into a ball on the beanbag passed out bro i cannot.#LD BONITA? LD BONITA FISH??? So excitedly???? my GOD.#LEAVE THAT POOR FISH ALONE!!!!#oh the shark lore 🥺 dewey baby let me take you to this fantastic thing called an aquarium.#you can pet sharks there!!! i can’t even. i know i’ve seen it and had a breakdown about it before but connor’s hand when he pets the shark#the absolute joy oh my god. connor PLEASE ik u want to touch all the fish… we have sturgeon & sting rays & jellies#brandon praising connor’s attitude 🫡 he is so goal oriented they said the goal is a vibe check and connor studied.#also. save me hot brothers save me#what the fuck is this yeti cup ritual give me a cult au NOW wkdndiwkdi they’re such freaks. i love it. also just drink it bro#VLADDY MENTION THAT’S MY BOY HI BEAUTIFULLLLL#OH THIS WAS THE MIDDSY FIGHT???#awww Freddy (who i never think is a forward??)#connor dewar#brandon duhaime#minnesota wild#for reference!
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makes me so insane when I see people bullying others for existing like. Does this person’s existence hurt you this much. Do you really have the primordial need of shaming anyone that’s slightly different from you. Do you feel that much rage seeing someone else be happy.
#lemon man talks#This post was brought to you by me seeing ppl being insanely mean to therians online#Saying stuff like “we should bring back bullying” and shit#Like what the fuck is wrong with you actually#I’m not even therian this is just enraging#Im genuinely scared of saying im fictionkin because im already bullied to death everyday and this could get me even more excluded for my ow#Friend group. And this is just ridiculous.#Why do we have to feel unsafe because people are just outright mean and want to like beat us because we wear animal masks or are from#Fictional sources.#If you can’t let people be because they are slightly different than you then you should grow up actually#and if you record therians in public and post it without them knowing making fun of them you disgust me#If you go out of your way to comment hate on alterhuman/furries/whatever’s posts you’re just ridiculous#We’re not hurting you we’re just trying to exist#leave us alone#Doesn’t matter if I’m a therian or not I’m always gonna defend them#I’ve been seeing a lot of hate on them lately for some reason and it’s making me SO MAD
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can’t believe i’m posting this. don’t read the tags if you don’t want to make this face -> 😧
#when you’re hyperfixating on a new Character and can’t even stop thinking about them long enough to jack off#so you have to make the gruelling decision: 1) don’t masturbate.#2) masturbate with them on your mind#and you do NAWT wanna go down that road because then it means you like them like THAT!#you can’t pretend to yourself that you just find them compelling or funny or whatever. it gets Real#and obviously because you’re Normal you find that prospect absolutely mortifying. so you pick the first option#anyway it’s been like 2 weeks or something and i am. frustrated.#lol. anyone else get this?#your daily dose of idiocy#LEAVE ME ALONE LUCANIS DELLAMORTE 😭
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frankly I’m at my limit. if you don’t enjoy r/v, if you think roger is exclusively into men, I don’t know why you are following this blog in the first place because I could not be louder about what I like to post about and what my headcanons are and what ships I enjoy. please JUST unfollow me because I’m at the point where I’m going to just start blocking people over these snide comments and backhanded compliments. I’ve been reluctant to do so because there are like twelve whole people in this fandom on this site but I don’t care anymore, if I’m left with a three person fandom that’s more than enough.
#I don’t need people to agree but I can’t stand the tag commentary on EVERYTHING I post.#‘Roger would never do this Roger is gay’ have you seen literally anything else I’ve ever posted#fuck. please just go#you legally do not have to engage with me if you don’t like the way I interpret your show you are free to leave me alone!#please!
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i am guilty of retweeting one or two emma d’arcy thirst traps & the rare bran stark fancam and that’s it! can i be blamed for being gay or susceptible to sad songs & neat transitions!!
#getting on my soap box#these are the people who LOVE to do the ‘my fave is skinny but yours is fat’ thing#the thing is u can’t even do this u gotta be on the algorithm’s ass or next thing you know#you’re getting rage bait threads titled ‘top 10 ways sara hess is a misogynist’ by someone w a name like daensvalyrians#and a lucrezia borgia badly edited w silver hair and purple eyes icon!#u think i’m being specific there are thousands of these people#and i fall for the rage bait every time that’s why i hate them aksjdjdjd leave me alone 😭😭😭😭#i’m not shading that anon!!! just thinking about all the crazy discourse i’ve managed to miss makes me mad akskdkd
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the way i have no one to grieve with and it’s fucking killing me slowly.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[everything is so secretive and so private and I’m not supposed to tell people about xyz but also… doing this alone is agony? looking at#my aunt’s and my grandparents’ old jewelry sent me into a sobbing fit the entire time. I’ve inherited three generations of shit and I’m the#only one left with any memory or firsthand account of who these things belonged to. do you know how lonely it is to carry all the fucking#ghosts of your entire family. your mom your aunt your grandfather your grandmother. and it’s all you. and you have no one to share these#things with… because everyone who knew them is gone. but I’m also not SUPPOSED to share most of this for 10000 legal reasons (don’t worry#it’s not shit I can’t mention or something) and I just… can’t fucking do this alone. I just had a breakdown screaming in my house about#how bad I miss… everyone. but this whole process is just legal bullshit lawyer this protect this so my shithead father can’t get it since#he’s my ‘next of kin’ when in reality the only thing I’d like to leave him in my will is a fucking gps with directions set to a very long#walk off a very short pier. I just… my aunt just fucking died? everyone in my immediate family is gone??? when the fuck do I get to just… be#sad?? to grieve?? to fucking hurt??????]#negativity /
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