#like… you can’t just leave me alone?
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So this chick has been on-and-off again stalking me since high school. I could go into paragraphs of detail (I was about to), but no one wants to read all of that. Suffice to say, I guess she’s had some kind of crush on me for about 15-20 years or so (why??), and every few years it seems she pops up somewhere contacting me to try to persuade me to give her a chance. I should mention we never talked in high school, I actively avoided her, told her I didn’t like her, etc. nothing doing.
Anyway, somehow she’s been on one of my social media pages and saw I was having a hard time lately, so she found my phone number (what?? I hate that you can just find that online) and texted me out of the blue yesterday. Usual protocol is ignore and block so I don’t piss off an unstable person, but they decided to be gross, so
I wasn’t planning on posting anything about this before. If they were creeping around on my pages, mentioning it would only feed into them. Maybe. I don’t know. But this just kind of made me really uncomfortable and their response was shitty. I could have been a lot meaner. I wanted to be. But whatever, that wouldn’t have helped. So I just blocked them and hope that this time it sticks. If they see this, then hey… not cool.
#and then I post this for what? attention?#I dunno… this just made me feel really shitty#like… you can’t just leave me alone?#you know I’m having a rough go at it and you think this is the perfect time to insert yourself into my life?#I don’t care about your puss!#I really really have to reiterate I have never ever had a real conversation with this person#we’ve never talked or hung out and I always avoided them#god this is such high school bullshit. I’m in my fucking 30s. I don’t need this teenage drama.#and I want to imagine all this as just someone who never grew up buuut…#they found my phone number. they went looking for my personal information. they’ve been stalking at least one of my social media pages.#probably twitter but who knows maybe here too#this is like… 15-20 years of this. why? why are you still obsessed with this?#and maybe these texts don’t seem so bad but I’ve had to block them on Facebook too#and that was after my ex and I broke up a few years back#it’s like she waits until my life gets extra shitty and then tries to convince me that we’re old friends & she wants to date finally#fuckin… just… not really cool ya know. damn.#stalker lady… I am not worth all this pining. just move on.#lol but I have been saying “my puss is so wet right now’ to myself all day so that’s a positive#anyway… sorry to post this bullshit. just wanted to vent.#sorry if you read all of this#text
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I feel like people rarely talk about how Yoosung WAS being gaslit about Rika’s death when he knew something was wrong and everyone consistently said he was paranoid when he WASN’T. He was never allowed the chance to properly grieve and air out his (correct) issues with V and the shit surrounding Rika’s “death” until MC joins the RFA.
#the tragedy of Yoosung’s character is something I can discuss for hours#like I will defend him and his route with my life#do I block people who misinterpret his route as ‘heehoo you’re my dead cousin now.’ ?#yes#do I feel bad?#not at all#perish you illiterate fucks#that last part was a joke so dont jump me losers#yoosung kim#yoosung kim my beloved#leave him alone he has MDD#just like me fr#can’t convince me that if MC didn’t join the RFA he was gonna off himself at some point#GET HIM INTO THERAPY NOWW!!
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I don’t know what angst I like more
Tim going “oh Dick is my favorite Robin actually” and Jason being in genuine distress and feels his heart break and a lump form. It’s not like he should be Tim’s favorite- not after the tower.
Jason doesn’t hear the part where Tim goes “I just mentally outgrew the ‘Robin magic’ earlier than normal because of the way I grew up. Jason was still my Robin growing up but Dick was my magic Robin. So I guess they are both my favorite- but if had to give an answer, it would be Dick only cause I got to experience the magic part with him.”
Because, well, Jason is TIM’s Robin. Jason’s Robin was running around and saving the night when Tim was the age when Robin means the most to you. And, again, the magic part was gone, but god was J!Robin Tim’s.
Or
“Oh Jason was 100%. Jason was my Robin growing up.”
And Jason’s heart drops to his stomach because he doesn’t deserve that. He almost killed the kid. Hell, if Tim would have fought back that day, he would have.
Jason should be the farthest thing from Tim’s favorite. He should be below the last.
“While I didn’t experience the magic with him, I could still feel his energy and enthusiasm and whatever when he was Robin. He made me, a dumbass 8 year old, feel safe to run around and take pictures. Sure, Dick did, but I was a little too young to feel the safety part of it.” Is what Jason doesn’t hear.
Just Jason not knowing/feeling worthy that he is Tim’s favorite Robin.
#god their relationship hurts me so good#(not a ship hc btw)(batcest please leave me alone)#like WHAT DO YOU MEAN Jason isn’t Tim’s favorite Robin#while Jason was aware that this kid was following him and Bruce around#he still… KNEW ya know? like he KNEW someone was watching and he had to protect them#UGH I can’t with them#Tim just looks up to his big brother(s) so much I can’t#he loves both dick and Jason’s Robin but Jason’s is just HIS Robin#batbros#batfamily#batfam#jason todd#tim drake#batman and robin#dc robin#jason todd robin#batman family#red hood#red robin
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let's all think about roman literally on his knees at gerri’s feet, begging to be saved. but you can’t be saved from Logan, that’s the whole point, he is a planet of a person he’s a black hole he is every decision already made. gerri tries to get him to see this — there’s no way out, no move they could possibly make against him, because Logan. always. wins. maybe if roman could give her one reason to fight for him, but there aren’t any. it’s pointless. it has nothing to do with roman, really, and everything to do with the harsh reality that Logan is the center of their universe. but all that nuance is completely lost on roman, because in that room he is seven years old again and always. and when she asks how it serves her interests, what she is saying is show me a way out, but what he hears is that she doesn't care about him. and maybe she never did.
#that was their real relationship shattering moment imo. can’t come back from that one if you never ever talk about it again#succession#romangerri#to be so clear: she cares. she cares so much it makes her look stupid. but she Is her job and that is her priority#but ALso when she says how does it serve my interests. we could also count him as one of her interests.#and how would it serve either of them if she gets fucking decapitated and frozen out and left to die. how could she do ANYTHING from there.#like yes i do think that she is also saying the plain text version of it - how does this benefit me personally. because it sure doesn't#but the power of the unconscious unspoken 'what benefits me includes you' whoooo now that. is crazymaking#if half of your two-person team just got financially and professionally obliterated. i probably would not follow him off that cliff#i think i would probably say wow your son is craaazy i totally support everything you're doing from a business angle.#even if it's a terrible interpersonal move and you WILL die alone.#like she could be (almost) completely honest and still keep his trust and her position. and then he's dead and who's next?#Gerri has a better understanding of Logan's impending death than maybe anybody. ESPECIALLY Logan. easy hill to die on because it is textual#she also doesn't grieve him at all and there are many reasons for that! but i think mostly it's that she saw it coming#only girlie besides tom who understood the concept of succession but like for real#okay done typing now#sp#i love my freakies okay leave me alone
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You can't just leave him to suffer all alone Makoto... ;w;
So this is essentially a role-reverse of this comic XD (idk why)
Makoto may be super moody and fussy when he catches the flu; but if Yuma catches the flu, he's super needy and clingy when delirious. And it looks like Makoto can't say no to him... x'D
I guess your work is going to have to wait after all. Now you better properly take care of your sick original! (just try not to get sick yourself hehe)
I know this comic is usually supposed to be heartwarming but...I made it more silly.
because they're silly lil' guys... x'D
Based on another skit from @foxes-in-love
#rain code#whumpcode#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#makoto kagutsuchi#makoyuma#pixeldoodles#my art#sick comfort#idk why I decided to make a reverse of this#but it was very silly#makoto just leaves the stuff for yuma to use on his own#only for yuma to beg him to stay… ;w;#makoto you can’t just leave him alone ;-;#your work can wait yuma's sick and needs you#not even the almighty CEO can say no to THAT face 🥺#he removed his suit so it wouldn’t get contaminated lol#also yes yuma is in makoto’s bed#i like to think when Yuma gets better he won’t remember a THING#God I love these two they are everything to me ;w;#sick post game yuma reverting back to wet napkin yuma x’DD#this is the makoto version cause the bg is purple :3#even the foxes roles are reversed in this comic x3#god its 5am I should sleep…
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#sea sent me the first image earlier and just now someone on twitter replied to me with the second#i can’t stop fucking laughing#leave him ALONE you old ass man 😭😭😭😭#i don’t think i talked about this stream enough like i posted about it and wrote a fic about it#but it wasn’t enough. this stream was so funny#bunnyvommit
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Hello.
I have a PJO OC and I must scream into the void about her.
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Her name is Zosime, and she is from Sparta (I am changing history this is a fantasy retelling and Sparta was completely wiped out in the Battle of Leuctra here).
Zosime is 16, and a Daughter of Ares. She is Spartan, so Ancient Greek, and she is the only one to survive the Battle of Leuctra without being enslaved (due to intervention from Ares). She is a devoted and loyal daughter, and a proud Spartan, so with no one else left to do it— she digs the graves of her people alone, by hand (they did not have shovels). She digs until her fingers are freezing and bleeding, and continues digging. She buries her people without rest, so they may find their glory in Elysium. Then she collects the remaining shields of Sparta’s warriors and carves the names of her people into them, embedding them into the stone at the bottom of the Gods temples— so that the Gods look down upon her ruined lands and see the people they failed.
Zosime, once she has completed what is can to honor her dead and keep them remembered— not even carving her own name— dies in her father’s temple; from starvation, hypothermia, and overwork.
Ares (i imagine he was a great father until many of his children were abandoned during times of need by the other Gods, and then just decided getting attached and watching them die was not something he enjoyed; he still cares tho, because he seems to give each of his children weapons in PJO) lays her to rest on the altar of his temple, with her xiphos in hand— he made this xiphos for her, a gift upon her birth, so it was hers and life and will be hers in death.
The temple is hidden, ruined, unsafe for mortals to venture in as time passes and weather wears the stone.
Until Camp Half-Blood is founded.
They are a small camp, very small, and whoever is in charge at the time dictates that any Demigod on a quest must return with any Ancient Demigod Relic they find.
They find Zosime’s remains, merely a weathered skeleton.
They find her with her xiphos, made of celestial bronze and still looking new.
They have to shatter the bones to take it, but it should be fine; right?
Wrong.
Demigods, especially Spartans— even the non-Demigod ones—, are buried with their weapons. Those who die with their weapons in their hands are tied to it. If it is removed from their resting place, their Soul returns with it until it is put back.
Zosime has been haunting Camp Half-Blood for centuries; none can see her, none can hear her, but she does her best to keep the other children of her Father safe from those who scorn him— and scorn them in turn.
She is an angry, restless spirit, who none know the name of— for she did not die a ‘Glorious Death’, and was unremembered in the Hall of Heroes.
Percy Jackson comes.
He has his riptide; but he is given another weapon. A spare, if you will.
He is given her xiphos.
And so, as she is tied to the weapon, she is forced to follow him.
Apparently, the one in possession of her xiphos can see and hear her, but no one else.
So Percy now has this very angry Spartan Spirit, a Daughter of Ares, following him on his quest and cursing his choices— but she’s also surprisingly helpful??
He does not have much skill in swords yet, but if he uses the xiphos she can possess him and make his body move how it must to wield it.
And I just imagine Ares, who was furious upon seeing his daughters resting place desecrated, her xiphos— his gift, that he molded with his own hands— stolen. I imagine he gets even worse in behavior after that; not just emotionally distant, but actively ignoring his demigod children’s prayers most of the time.
I imagine how angry he is when he finds Camp Half-Blood took it, without even knowing the name of its wielder, and now it is possession of Poseidon’s Son— who he is NOT a fan of.
I imagine, at the very end, she is allowed to return to rest at some point. And I imagine it gets emotional when Ares has to return to his fallen temple and basically lay his most Loyal and Devoted Daughter to rest again. (Or does he…?)
#i am not historically accurate#in fact; I change history to suit my desires#and I desire to make Zosime’s death as painful as possible on all possible sides#:)#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#ares pjo#ares percy jackson#pjo oc#historical accuracy is for nerds—#which I am#but not that type of nerd#it’s fanfic about mythology leave me alone#my oc#OOC Ares#Zosime is his favorite if you can’t tell#Ares gives Girl Dad Vibes fr fr I cannot explain—#it just so happens his Little Girl craves violence and bloodshed#ask questions I lovr questions#zosime doesn’t like Annabeth much but she grows on her
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Disclaimer for everyone: I need to avoid a lot of the unhelpful noise about recent events so I’m not going to be online for more than a couple minutes at a time here and there for several days.
My main priority with political and world event topics is the hard and careful discussions about them I have with specific people I have ongoing inroads with who are still in high control situations. I don’t have time and energy to engage with anyone about leftist moral superiority and bickering. Full stop. I’m donating money I can spare and I’m actively and constantly working with people still in the same high-control/cult groups I came out of.
Don’t come into my inbox again with more claims I’m supporting evil by not trying to bring about an immediate revolution against colonialism and capitalism while I’m just trying to keep some people alive and critically thinking long enough to get out of high control groups and actually vote, volunteer, and change policy. I hear you. I understand your anger. I’m not your real target though. Please focus somewhere else.
Thank you.
#this is the one and only time I’ll discuss this from here to the election#I lean almost fully leftist#I’m also a realist#leave me ALONE#I’m already doing the work#go do your own instead of policing other people#the end.#politics and current events#shh katie#I also don’t want the U.S. or Israel to be doing these things but there’s no fucking glorious revolution in the next five weeks#especially with the right getting EVERYTHING they want on a fearmongering military global unrest level#do concrete work or leave my inbox please#I’m this close to just closing it. I don’t want to but I might at this point#I don’t know how to tell you guys that sometimes the right is completely correct when criticizing and complaining about leftist behavior#and if you can’t see that I dont know what to tell you.#but keep it out of my inbox and dms!!!!!!!!!!!#I’m just one person! it’s not my ability OR DUTY to act according to the mantle you’re trying to paint me with#genocide is evil.#war is bad.#I will happily protest and do actual activism about it#but not voting or saying to vote for like. fucking Jill stein the liar and longtime hack is not it#and this is coming from someone who was a Jill Stein fan for a bit#I’m not afraid to admit when I was wrong and say that I changed. are you?
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Ninjago Tiktok always gives me a reminder of why I don’t go on Ninjago TikTok.
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#there’s always these nostalgia-blindness fans that want to ruin everything#can’t you just you know#leave it alone?#if you want the old series just watch the old series#it’s not that hard!#you could just watch until season 7#like I know I should ignore them but it either gets annoying for me or just completely ruins my mood
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nothing like finding out another man has cheated on you when you were having a perfectly good day
#it’s always fucking sunny when I find out#can’t ever already be a shit day#like fuck just leave me alone from here on out I quit#like I knew he was an asshole when we broke up but man finding this one out is a whole new level of hurt#you could’ve just not#yknow? you could’ve just let me be. I didn’t need this hurt again#I gave him so many outs on this relationship#time after time after time
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I’m replaying Bioshock! It took me 45 minutes to actually pick up the radio because I don’t wanna
#replaying bioshock is just a series of yelling at atlas and trying to disobey him as much as possible#like you can’t but it’s funny to make him wait that long#YOU DO NOT AIM TO KEEP ME ALIVE LEAVE ME ALONE#bioshock
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there is something very bunny about the way izuku moves around and looks up/straightens up when he’s excited and buries his nose in things when he’s rambling/distracted. some day i’ll the have the words to elaborate on this
#like. in a hybrid way but also just a comparison way#he’s been absolutely cooking me lately. i’m not happy about it#he’s not even my type omfg leave me alone akira!#in a comparison way also you’ve heard of koala s/o and golden retriever s/o now i offer you#buzzing bee s/o which is just gojo like. the way he can’t not be in and moving around someone’s space when talking to them#he’s talking to you and just fluttering around you like the footwork becomes impressive at some point
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Days a nonblack non American person on here has gone by without unnecessarily painting black Americans as possessing the same ontological evil as their white counterparts : 0
#it is so obvious when yall use it as an excuse to hate on black people im so serious#I get you hate the us military like genuinely idk how emphatically I can say I THINK YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT#but when it turns into shit like ‘black Americans are Americans they’re the same evil’ no they are not no they never will be able to be#in this current system#and maybe this is just me being an American or whatever but like. leave them the fuck alone if you can’t have a more level headed response#than they all should die along with all other Americans. bide.#*bffr
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Currently trying not to vomit over the fact that I essentially just lost almost a thousand dollars brb
#why me. why is it always fucking me am I just not allowed to have good things WHAT have I done to earn this kinda karma#my stupid fucking idiot roommate decided to resign the lease at the complex so I naturally contacted the landlords like hey. how does that#work with the security deposit cuz I paid that years before she even moved in do you guys need to come inspect the place after I leave#and they were like oh no ☺️ it just carries over to her. and I’m like. so. so even though I am not living here nor am on the lease#whether or not I get NINE HUNDRED FUCKING DOLLARS BACK hinges on this JACKASS not wrecking the place???? actually not even then because say#she DOESNT wreck the place when she moves out TURNS OUT the deposit goes to her cuz it’s her name and account attached to the fucking#apartment and I’m just left sitting here like how. how is that fucking fair how does that make fucking sense I have to trust that she doesnt#ruin the place OR GET FUCKING EVICTED BECAUSE SHE HAS NO JOB AND NO WAY TO PAY RENT and then also trust her to just give it to me when she#moves out. I’m actually sick I’m actually gonna fucking throw up and the landlords were like yes exactly ☺️ perhaps you could work something#out with her and she could buy you out of it and I’m just like. she doesn’t have a job she still hasn’t paid me for LAST months utilities#let alone this months do you HONESTLY THINK she is EVER going to pay me the 900 dollars I’m fucking owed#and it’s like does this actually affect anything? no. I didn’t budget with that money cuz I didn’t actively have it and that’s not smart but#like…. 900 dollars….. I could have paid off the rest of my credit card with that and also it’s just infuriating that that money is basically#just being GIVEN to this fucking bitch who I KNOW is not gonna keep that apartment in good shape and that’s again if she somehow doesn’t get#her ass evicted cuz she’s not paying bills why they even LET her sign her own lease there I do not understand she literally has no proof of#income but ig they probably didn’t check that cuz she technically already lived there I’m just so. I’m so tired and I’m so done can I PLEASE#stop being the one who constantly gets screwed fucking over in EVERY situation no matter fucking what#while all these fucking idiots and shitty fucking ppl get whatever they want and actively BENEFIT from me getting fucked over???? I’m done.#I’m so fucking done I am never living with someone ever again never being finanacially tied to anyone fucking again and you know what. thats#great goes well with me basically being convinced atp to never be vulnerable with anyone ever again and never trust anyone ever again and#never dedicate ANY part of my life in a genuine sense to anyone ever again I will be fucking alone in every sense for THE REST of my fucking#life and that’s that. it’ll be better. this kinda shit will stop happening. financially emotionally psychologically I will stop suffering#because holy fucking shit I can’t do it anymore man I’m sick of it I’m sick of trying to be a good person and depend on people and be#vulnerable and always uphold my side of the responsibilities and arrangements just to get fucking spit on like man if this is what being a#shit person gets ppl maybe I should try because they sure seem to get all the benefits and whatever the hell they want consistently and#always while I try and be considerate of others and devote myselves to them and this is all I fucking get for it#and ik I KNOW this is just the straw on the camels back and this is a lot of issues compounding and it’s not even about the money atp#but I’m just. I’m so fucking sick and tired and beaten down and I’m tired of trying I just want to be completely on my own#so at least if bad things happen or I feel like shit I only have myself to blame and it’s safer that way and I’ll have to stop feeling like#this and dealing with these types of things UGH
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sobbing over the thought of mr reca calling you ‘my little starlet’ >.<
but he says it like my leetle starrrlet! 。゚(。ノωヽ。)゚。
#*throws a fit*#。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。#i dreamt about him last night#it was a sleazy thing#in his trailer#anyway clearly i have a fucking problem#it makes me laugh too because like yeah obv he’s handsome and he’s got some white hair which is always a huge plus for me#but it makes me laugh because it’s like;;;; wow clari is that REALLY all he has to do/be??? a director/cinephile?????#yeah i guess i’m just That Easy#/super attracted to people who have the same passions as me#shrugs#oh well#could be worse!!!!!#to be fair it does seem like he has other traits i love in fictional men but yeah#the film bit clearly Got Me#girl loves film so much she loves anyone ELSE who ALSO loves film#bonus points if you’re a slightly sleazy slightly psycho old man <333#HAHAHAHA#the way griffin’s ‘baby i love you i miss you i can’t live without you’ song just came on shuffle#alright sunday i see you sit down#(the way i have this song saved to my favourites????? pathetic)#(i just love his voice so much leave me alone)#clari chatters#inky.reca
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Sorryyyy for dropping off the face of the earth; got kinda shy after that last post but mostly I’ve just been writing though I cannot guarantee that any of that will ever be finished (also I’m very insecure about my writing AAAH). Figure I might as well post the valentines I had done (like two months late lol); interestingly this turned into more of a hand lettering exercise than I was expecting lol
#len’en#yabusame houlen#suzumi kuzu#tsubakura enraku#haiji senri#art#digital#there was one more but I’m not confident it’s like. funny? and I have stuff I’d eant to change abt it#and these four have pretty good comedic timing as a set so I’ll just leave well enough alone#also had plans for a Kuroji and uhhh Xeno a but those haven’t panned out#you’ll have to excuse me I’ve been going off the rails and also have not fixed the meds situation (I’m completely out atm)#started like four fics; yes they are all suzutsuba and there is. so much sex (not described/on screen but STILL)#didn’t manage to stay away from Hamal Cine Bad End either jfhshsjfb#too nervous abt talking yo pol rn to leave comments but zaranthropy if you’re reading this I owe you my life#also I think I said I was inspired on something by dissociation constant and then when chapter 2 came out I relized it was something I had#completely misinterpreted but I’m too embarrassed to actually go and check lol……#*talking to ppl sorry I had to turn off my autocorrect cause it was being compeltely unreasonable#OH YEAH also this Haiji design was a little bit inspired by a redesign of them from uhhhhhhh who was it. idk most of their blog is gone but#I’ll go check my likes#anyway I like how they tuned out also that joke came to me several days after valentine’s and gave me the idea for this whole thing#edit: can’t find the post anymore for some reason but I think yhe name was like chiosu or something?#did somebody go delete their blog while I wasn’t looking
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