#stalker lady… I am not worth all this pining. just move on.
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So this chick has been on-and-off again stalking me since high school. I could go into paragraphs of detail (I was about to), but no one wants to read all of that. Suffice to say, I guess she’s had some kind of crush on me for about 15-20 years or so (why??), and every few years it seems she pops up somewhere contacting me to try to persuade me to give her a chance. I should mention we never talked in high school, I actively avoided her, told her I didn’t like her, etc. nothing doing.
Anyway, somehow she’s been on one of my social media pages and saw I was having a hard time lately, so she found my phone number (what?? I hate that you can just find that online) and texted me out of the blue yesterday. Usual protocol is ignore and block so I don’t piss off an unstable person, but they decided to be gross, so
I wasn’t planning on posting anything about this before. If they were creeping around on my pages, mentioning it would only feed into them. Maybe. I don’t know. But this just kind of made me really uncomfortable and their response was shitty. I could have been a lot meaner. I wanted to be. But whatever, that wouldn’t have helped. So I just blocked them and hope that this time it sticks. If they see this, then hey… not cool.
#and then I post this for what? attention?#I dunno… this just made me feel really shitty#like… you can’t just leave me alone?#you know I’m having a rough go at it and you think this is the perfect time to insert yourself into my life?#I don’t care about your puss!#I really really have to reiterate I have never ever had a real conversation with this person#we’ve never talked or hung out and I always avoided them#god this is such high school bullshit. I’m in my fucking 30s. I don’t need this teenage drama.#and I want to imagine all this as just someone who never grew up buuut…#they found my phone number. they went looking for my personal information. they’ve been stalking at least one of my social media pages.#probably twitter but who knows maybe here too#this is like… 15-20 years of this. why? why are you still obsessed with this?#and maybe these texts don’t seem so bad but I’ve had to block them on Facebook too#and that was after my ex and I broke up a few years back#it’s like she waits until my life gets extra shitty and then tries to convince me that we’re old friends & she wants to date finally#fuckin… just… not really cool ya know. damn.#stalker lady… I am not worth all this pining. just move on.#lol but I have been saying “my puss is so wet right now’ to myself all day so that’s a positive#anyway… sorry to post this bullshit. just wanted to vent.#sorry if you read all of this#text
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Fandom: My Hero Academia
Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou
Word Count: 1902
Trigger warnings: Blood, torture, emotional manipulation, graphic depictions of violence
Set after they become pro heroes.
AO3 Link
Midoriya never became a hero, never inherited One for All. After All Might left him on the roof, he was found by a group calling themselves the League of Villains. And now Bakugou has to pay the price.
Or
A Bakugou-centric villain Deku au.
Bakugou had been pissed off for about a week straight. Kirishima had laughed at the way he puttered around their shared apartment, explosions sputtering from his palms. He was calling it Hurricane Bakugou, which got a mug chucked at his head. “Can’t say I’ve seen you this pissed, love,” he chuckled against Bakugou’s scalp, torso already hardened against his explosions, “I think it might be a record.” Bakugou growled at him to shut up, but he wasn’t wrong. He’d been like this ever since the new villain had surfaced. Deku.
It had been a normal patrol. A perfect one, even. There had been no activity, not even a stolen bicycle. It should have made him suspicious, really. It wasn’t a night of low activity. It was the silence of a forest before a top predator enters. It was the silence of knowing just how dangerous it would be to get in their way.
The explosion happened fifteen minutes before his shift had ended. A hero agency on the south side of town, completely obliterated. It had been mostly empty at that point. Bakugou managed to get the only two people still there out with ease. He had been handing the unconscious secretary to the emergency personnel when he saw him. A flash of green hair, ducking into an alley. He stopped, as though he’d felt Bakugou’s stare. He turned, smiled, and waved. Then he disappeared, and Bakugou felt a shift in reality. He’d recognized him, but he hadn’t been sure, until the body of Mt. Lady was found behind a dumpster. The words “I am Deku” were written above her corpse in her blood.
They’d been playing cat and mouse ever since.
Hence the mood.
Kirishima only joked because he didn’t know. He thought Bakugou was mad because the villain toyed with him, or because he didn’t immediately best him. He didn’t know who Deku was to him. He didn’t have to suddenly replace memories of missing child posters with a foreign smirk. He didn’t understand the relief Bakugou felt upon seeing him, knowing their parting words hadn’t killed him: Go take a swan dive off the roof. And, most importantly, he didn’t know what Deku meant. Useless. Most people thought it was irony, a reference to his apparently lack of a quirk, yet high body count. But Bakugou knew. Midoriya had chosen Bakugou’s name for him. Bakugou hadn’t thought of Midoriya as Deku in years but clearly, he hadn’t forgotten. The very thought sent chills down his spine.
The world became stifling. These thoughts… The universe was holding its breath, and Bakugou hadn’t gotten the memo. It was oppressive, the silence. No car outside, no birds calling, nothing. He couldn’t move, couldn’t think. Just the smirk, the genuine pleasure in his eyes when he spotted him. It filled his vision. The vegetables were burning, he could smell it. But still, he couldn’t move. Ringing filled his ears. A smile soaked in blood.
His phone rang. A photo of Kirishima laughing popped up on his phone. Fucking finally, Bakugou thought. He switched the burner off (the meal had to be scrapped anyways) and answered. “Hey idiot, where the fuck–”
“Hello Kacchan.” The greeting was nearly a giggle. For first time in his life, Katsuki Bakugou froze. Because he knew that voice, would have recognized it even if the nickname hadn’t been a dead giveaway. It was deeper and more confident than he had ever heard it, but he recognized it. And it belonged to someone who absolutely should not have this phone. “Aw, Kaachan, are you going to ignore me?” He could hear the pout in his voice. He remembered it well. It was a tone he associated with watery eyes and backpedaling. “And we haven’t talked in so long! It’s a shame too, I have something important to show you.” The enthusiasm was both familiar and foreign. It was the same inflection he had used to talk about heroes, what felt like so many years ago. It was that excitement, but there was a coldness to it. A once-friendly dog snapping at you after being thrown into a fighting ring. Bakugou wasn’t sure which part of it was more unsettling.
“Why do you have Kirishima’s phone?” Bakugou snapped. He wasn’t about to exchange pleasantries with villain.
“You really haven’t heard? How wonderful… I was hoping to witness when you found out.” Once again, Bakugou was thrown for a loop. The conversation flipped a dial, redirecting in a way he didn’t understand. He used to be able to tell was Midoriya was thinking from just an expression, a snippet of a phrase. But this deeper, darkened lust meant nothing to him. Trying to read him was like trying to fit into his first year school uniform; an act once familiar as breathing now entirely impossible.
“What are you chattering about?”
“Turn on your TV. Any channel will do.” Bakugou’s heart rate picked up. The scent of nitroglycerin was strong on his nose as his hands began to sweat. Still, he went to the living room and turned on the monitor. It was set to a movie channel, something he and Kirishima had fallen asleep to the night before. Yet, even on this obscure channel, Midoriya’s smiling face greeted him. He was gripping a knife, holding it up to the arm of–
Kirishima.
Bakugou wishes he could take it back, wishes more than anything he’d stayed silent. But the sight of Kirishima, tied to a chair, blood running down to his neck from a slash across his cheek, left shoulder shredded to near viscera, it had been too much.
Bakugou let out a small gasp.
The sound echoed back at him through the TV.
Midoriya’s wide grin nearly unhinged his jaw.
“So you really do care…” He breathed, like the mere thought as ecstasy. “I’d nearly thought it was impossible.” He’d trailed the knife along Kirishima’s good arm, blood immediately flooded from the wound. Kirishima grunted, but otherwise didn’t react. You idiot, Bakugou wanted to scream, Why the fuck aren’t you protecting yourself?
“I remember when you started your agency together… The two of you were so close, I thought it had to be a lie for the press. But even when you snapped at him, even when he teased you, you were smiling Kaachan. Not smirking or sneering, but actually smiling at him. So I looked closer… I was always watching. I saw every late night paperwork session, every pining gaze, even your first kiss… How sweet.”
“So you’re a stalker now too?” he snapped, but his stomach twisted.
“More like a spy,” Midoryia countered, “I was only meant to get information on you, the budding top ranked hero! But I couldn’t help but be a little jealous. I spent so long trying to befriend you, did everything I could to impress you, would have followed you to the ends of the earth, and then this nobody is a little nice to you, and suddenly you can make friends? Surely, you understand why I was upset!” He jammed the knife down, making to stab Kirishima in the thigh. Instinctively, Kirishima hardened, and the knife shattered. Midoriya’s face turned deadly, and he glared at Kirishima. For the first time, he looked panicked.
“No, I didn’t mean–”
“Now, Kirishima! That’s against the rules! And you know the penalty.” Midoriya’s eyes locked with a person offscreen. “Shigaraki, if you please. A pinky should do.”
Bakugou’s breath left his lungs. Shigaraki. Leader of the league of Villains. Quirk: Decay. He’d seen the effects of what it could do before. The injuries looked remarkably similar to the mess of blood around Kirishima’s bicep.
“No, no–” Kirishima was squirming when the pale fingers wrapped around his pinky. The skin, tissue, bone began to disintegrate. Kirishima didn’t scream. The sound he made wasn’t human enough for that title. It was like nothing Bakugou had ever heard before. It didn’t let up until Shigaraki let go. Nothing was left, not even a stump showing where the finger once was. Bakugou didn’t realize he’d been shouting until it echoed through the TV.
“Bastards! Absolute cowards! I’ll kill you!” Midoriya rolled his eyes.
“See, this is what I mean. Losing your stoic facade?” He walked over to where Kirishima had slumped in his chair. He threaded his fingers through Kirishima’s hair and forced his head up. Kirishima was panting, face bright red, and Bakugou was suddenly certain the pain in his scalp was the only thing keeping him conscious. “You’ve gone soft, Kaachan,” Midoriya continued. “He’s right here.” He tapped over his heart with the hilt of the shattered knife. “But, I suppose I should thank you. Letting him in? That gave me something to work with.” He rested Kirishima’s head against his chest, a mockery of comfort Kirishima was too weak to refuse. Bakugou could read the shame on his face. He growled.
“I’m going to kill you for this!” He shouted and Midoriya laughed.
“What, for hurting him?” He cackled, “That never stopped you.” He glared at the camera, and Bakugou shuddered. He looked absolutely unhinged.
“You always hurt me Kaachan. The burn scars attest to that, sure, but emotionally, that was where you really thrived. Useless, quirkless, deku…” He chuckled. “I fantasized torturing you over and over, but it never felt right. Cutting you up would be fun, sure, but that’s hardly revenge. I need you to hurt the same way I did, all the trauma and nightmares and shredded sense of worth. But I couldn’t figure out how to do it.” He looked down to Kirishima, and beamed.
“Then, what do I find? You just let your heart walk around unattended. How short-sighted.” He clicked his tongue. “So this is for you Kaachan. Torturing Red Riot publicly? That certainly aligns with our goals. But honestly, he’s not that important to me. Taking him out is just an added bonus. Every bit of pain he feels? That’s all for you.” He patted Kirishima’s cheek and cooed, “And currently, he still has too many fingers.” Midoriya nodded, Shigaraki’s hand came back into frame, and–
“Don’t.” The word was quiet, demure. Bakugou couldn’t believe it came from him. Midoriya stops.
“What was that?”
“Don’t. Don’t, I–”
Midoriya lit up, a shark smelling blood in the water.
“Beg me.”
“Please, stop, don’t hurt him. Please, I’ll do anything.” The words were unconscious, coming from him like a busted floodgate.
“Once more.”
“Please, I…” He swallowed his sudden flare of pride. “I’m begging you. Let him go. Please, Midoriya.”
“How many times did I beg you to stop Kaachan?”
Bakugou could see it, every time Midoriya asked him to stop, to leave him alone, to give back whatever item he’d stolen. He runs through them, on nights he can’t sleep, moonlight reflecting every desperate plea.
His wet exhale was an answer.
“And how many times did you listen?”
Something in Bakugou snapped. “No, no, please.” His words were frantic now. “Stop, please, Izuku, I’m sorry!” He thinks he might be crying.
“Not. Once!” Deku hisses, “And I only ever wanted to be like you.” He nodded to Shigaraki again, who grabs Kirishima’s ring finger. “And besides,” he continued through Kirishima’s shrieks, “Don’t bother calling me anything different now! You know it better than anyone.”
He stared straight through the camera and Bakugou felt it through his stomach like a butterfly pin.
“I’m Deku.”
#this is just sad tbh#my bnha fanfic#villain!deku#my hero academia#boko no hero academia#kiribaku#villain au#bakushima#bakugou katsuki#kirishima eijirou#midoriya izuku#villain!midoriya#angst#dark#tw torture#tw blood#tw violence#tw emotional manipulation#hurt no comfort#mha#bnha#my writing#my fanfic
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Jimmy & Janis
Jimmy: How's it going, mate? Jimmy: Lost the will yet or nah Janis: Honestly Janis: Ain't even got that much shit but everyone's being dead dramatic about it Janis: Obviously I don't want my finger paintings, Ma, fucking hell Janis: how 'bout you? Jimmy: Cute 💕 Jimmy: Reckon I've got less but spending half my time separating my shit from Cass and Bob's Jimmy: How the fuck have they taken over my room? Jimmy: Theirs are bigger like Janis: Such a soft touch, lad Janis: Lucky we're sharing or best believe I'd be bagsying the shit out of the bigger room too 😉 Jimmy: 🎻 Jimmy: You can lay claim to all the drawers, mate Jimmy: Leave me somewhere to hang my hat though Janis: You forgotten which twin you moving in with? Janis: I'll tell Grace to grab her coat, like Janis: Get in, babe Jimmy: Funny Jimmy: I've seen how many pairs of kicks you have, I've made that mental note Jimmy: I've got nowt that needs to be worried about, proper floordrobe in my box room Janis: Awwh, when bae notices things Janis: such a #keeper Janis: Better be sorting that, I'll ask for hangers for a housewarming gift...now that's peak #adulting Jimmy: #goals every day of my life 💕 Jimmy: 😎 Jimmy: Can't we ask for another dog, that'd be peak adulting for you Jimmy: Uping your training game Janis: Trying to break Twix's poor little doggy heart 💔 Janis: You monster, you Jimmy: She's capable of breaking her own Jimmy: Either pining for us or Cass wherever she decides she's gonna sleep Jimmy: 🎻 Janis: Drama 👑 Janis: Takes after you, I reckon Jimmy: I blame her training. Or should I say lack of Janis: 😨 Janis: Friggin' cheek Janis: and you want a puppy? When we've already fucked up our first child? Janis: shocking Jimmy: Only thinking of you, needing that 2nd chance Jimmy: Prove you've still got it, training wise Janis: If I can get you to do your own laundry, we'll call it a victory for me, yeah? 😜 Jimmy: That victory's already mine, proper domesticated me Jimmy: There's something to be said for raising yourself Janis: You'll have to teach me then Janis: Spoilt brat, like Jimmy: Alright 👑 Jimmy: See where Twix gets it from now Janis: Soz we know our worth, babe 💅 Jimmy: I'm not Jimmy: Not looking to be the dickhead that chains you to the sink or owt Janis: Kinky Janis: and good luck, Twix ain't got the dexterity, broken plates all over the shop Janis: and I'd be aiming for your head, like 🏆 Jimmy: Tell it to Mr Lucas before he loses interest now you're 👵 Jimmy: 💪 Bring it on Janis: Being dying to chain me up since day 1 Janis: what do you think the detentions were all about, pervert Jimmy: I wasn't reckoning on him trying to get to me via you for the perfect latte recipe Jimmy: But who can say Jimmy: Got the breath of a bean addict like Janis: 😂 not your usual stalker but think about it Janis: pretty good candidate for the flat whites Jimmy: They do need to make up numbers Jimmy: And he don't seem like a trifler with the application Jimmy: Very committed to hanging around young girls Janis: Yeah, you're devvo your fanbase is dwindling Janis: Certainly one way to get back on everyone's minds and lips, babe Jimmy: Having a cry wank while I pack up me socks Jimmy: Rumbled me Janis: Nasty Janis: leave that one behind, like Janis: nice reminder of you for your Da Jimmy: If you find an odd it isn't your crap laundry skills, mate Janis: Good to know Janis: Can't knock out another one before you go? Janis: Lightweight Jimmy: For you I will Jimmy: You're welcome Janis: 😍 Janis: The romance Jimmy: #goals is my thing so Jimmy: 💐 Janis: Be putting that on the 'gram later then Janis: green with envy or 🤢 Jimmy: Everyone knows your snap is where the good shit goes 😏 Jimmy: Get a story going in every room once we're in, naturally Janis: Shut up 😳 Janis: s'one way to christen it, like Janis: the fans will approve Jimmy: I wouldn't disapprove meself Jimmy: But I'll be #buzzing not to trip over your brother constantly to be honest Jimmy: And not to have Bobby in and out of my bed Jimmy: Privacy like, how and what even is that? 😂 Janis: You clearly loved it Janis: Or he did Janis: either way, get a room 😉 Janis: Its gonna be pure luxury Jimmy: I see you, trying to dump me so you don't have to share the bed Jimmy: Gonna have to get more creative than fobbing me off on your brother, sorry Janis: Nah, you're a pretty good bed mate, to be fair Janis: Snuggly 😘 Jimmy: Only pretty good? Jimmy: Challenge accepted there then Janis: I mean, not saying I've had better Janis: but my last mans was a real 🐻 you know? Jimmy: No need to spur me on to 🏆mate Jimmy: Not with my winning streak Jimmy: 😎💪 Janis: 😏 We'll see Janis: Not leaving your competition at home, Gracie's heart would break, like Jimmy: Thought she'd be used to what a heartbreaker I am by now Janis: Who but me could ever keep up with your games, yeah? 🤷 Jimmy: Running rings round me, you Janis: Huh, a compliment? Janis: Not going to help you with your heavy shit up the stairs like just 'cos you're a 🍭talker Jimmy: I'm not asking. Got your nan coming round in a bit like 😏 Janis: 😂 feeling better with her on side now? Janis: brave, like, having her as your landlady Jimmy: I got no pianos or anvils I'm packing Jimmy: Should be alright Janis: just the 🎻right? Jimmy: Naturally Jimmy: Can't go far without that Janis: Not gotta sing for your supper, like Janis: not promising better than the chipper though Jimmy: Mate in this house that's fancy shit Jimmy: Can take me outta here but Janis: are Cass and Bob gonna come help? Janis: use the term loosely for Bobs but I'm sure I can convince my Da that Cass needs sustenance for all her 💪 Jimmy: They wanna Jimmy: I said they'd be more of a hindrance, especially if they drag Twix along but what can I say, most poorly trained of the lot, they are Janis: I'll whip 'em into shape Janis: Managed you, like Janis: If they got bored they can always go down and play pool and get crisps Jimmy: I give Cass half an hour before she's taking you up on that Jimmy: Over everything she is Jimmy: Fuck knows where she gets that from 😂 Janis: 😏 Right mystery that Janis: Ah to be 15 and have it all figured out, like Jimmy: I don't reckon she does, lad I see her hanging about with Jimmy: Right dickhead he looks Jimmy: Just mates, been there, said that, kid Janis: 👴 Janis: Maybe she's avoided your flair for the dramatic Janis: We can only hope or you're gonna have to be all up on her feed 👀 Jimmy: 🖕 Jimmy: Have a word, will ya Jimmy: Might go in more than one ear you saying it Janis: This what we become already? Janis: Not even in the front door like Janis: Don't let on, the field day the fans would have Jimmy: Dream team, we are Jimmy: On me own I'm just that dickhead Jimmy: Not news to Cass or the fans Janis: You're my dickhead 💞 Jimmy: You're cute 💕 Janis: What can I say? Janis: Prospect of finally getting outta this place and having our own space got me feeling a type of way Jimmy: Cheers to that 🍻 Jimmy: The barn and my car both have their own charms like but Janis: Good times Jimmy: You might be needing them back desperate when it hits what living with me is gonna be like Jimmy: Sure you got me that well trained? Janis: Definitely don't get rid, like Janis: Never know when you'll need to drive off dramatically into the night Jimmy: Or sleep in the backseat when you get mardy enough to kick me out Janis: You know Janis: Living above a pub, may as well act like we're in Eastenders Jimmy: Plot twist, it was Twix framing me all along Jimmy: That bitch Janis: Duff duff duff duff duff Janis: What a cliffhanger Jimmy: Predictable, but we know she is Janis: 😎 Shade Janis: Can't help how irresistible I am Janis: slept with half the square by the end of the month Jimmy: Who am I squaring up to this week 🥊 tune in to find out, lads Janis: Poor babe Janis: When you find out you shoulda been with lovely Lil Mo all along Jimmy: 😂 Jimmy: You come home and I've moved Tam in Jimmy: Thank god for them high ceilings Jimmy: Love story years in the making Janis: 😣 and I'm still gonna hit it 'cos double standards and nah, bitch Janis: take my man, not my flat, how dare you Jimmy: And your 🐶 too Jimmy: Out of order Janis: She's gonna turn up squashed in a car compactor next ep Jimmy: Funny Jimmy: 4 x 4 and she still struggling for that head room Janis: You know that's your type Janis: Typical sketchy photographer, you Jimmy: Shut up Jimmy: Not my fault your sibling rivalry with Gracie included being taller Janis: Likely story Janis: Going some to up your portfolio game tho, lad Jimmy: Go tall or go home Janis: Know I never mastered the artsy fringe but Janis: tah for sticking around still, like Jimmy: You're welcome Janis: Generous to a fault Janis: When you take charity fake dating too far, ladies and gents Jimmy: Fake yeah, Charity nah, babe Janis: Love you Jimmy: If you don't reckon you're beautiful by now I'm gonna have to take more pictures Jimmy: Good thing we've got a blank canvas for a bit Janis: Always wanted to live in a shrine to myself, obvs Janis: I'll have to amateur hour it so peeps know you live here too, like Jimmy: Done Jimmy: Can you? Got that pro status, mate Janis: 👌 I picked up a few tips Janis: you're not totally useless, like Jimmy: Thanks Jimmy: Love you too, like Janis: 💞 Jimmy: Reckon I'm done here Jimmy: Do you want me to come and get you or are we gonna need two trips for the boxes? Janis: Mental you ever unpacked that much tbh Janis: I reckon we can squeeze, no doubt my parents wanna follow like the creepers they are if there's too much anyway Jimmy: Fair Jimmy: and I'm gonna have to go back for Cass and Bob at some point anyway Jimmy: Don't need to be back and forth enough to make my dad think I'll miss the place Janis: Don't reckon even he can pull off that level of purposefully oblivious, like Janis: and don't reckon he wants me to come 'round to say farewell either, not that I EVER set a foot inside, like, nah 😉 Jimmy: Good times Janis: Don't be getting emotional on me now Janis: Look how far we made it, like Janis: 🎻 Jimmy: 😂 Jimmy: I'll be #buzzing if I make it up the stairs with this shit Jimmy: 🚭 lads, who knew it was so bad for you Janis: the ban and the warning labels just flew right over you, like Janis: know you're not that tall but 😏 Jimmy: 😎 Jimmy: Least your warnings worked 😏 Jimmy: Healthy as a 🐎 now like Jimmy: Never seen a horse do stairs is all Janis: is it them you can take up but they won't come down? Janis: or cows, maybe Janis: look, all I'm saying is, don't invite Mia 'round or we'll never be rid Jimmy: Fucked if I know Jimmy: You're the country girl Jimmy: We only have glue up north Jimmy: And burgers Jimmy: No cows Janis: 🙄 Janis: Am not, dickhead Jimmy: Tell it to the veg patch, mate Jimmy: You can move out but there's no leaving all that lot behind Janis: Don't say that Janis: that's the whole fucking point! 😂 Jimmy: You collect all the keys they've got and then we won't give any more out Jimmy: Done Janis: 😍 Janis: now you're talking my language Jimmy: Gotta get you back on side before I'm trapped in a car with you Jimmy: Surrounded by heavy objects Janis: Sensible boy Jimmy: Well trained Jimmy: I'm coming over now Jimmy: 💪 too if you need a hand Janis: Just the one? Janis: Shame 😈 Jimmy: Now you're talking my language Janis: Quicker we unpack the faster they'll all leave Jimmy: Why do you think I'm not bringing much 😏 Janis: Always thinking, my boy Jimmy: Not just a pretty face Janis: Nah Janis: have missed it tho Janis: and not just 'cos I've been staring at boxes for the past few hours Jimmy: Awh 💕 Jimmy: You'll be sick of it soon enough like Janis: Threat or a promise? Jimmy: We'll see Janis: Tease Jimmy: First time you've ever complained though Jimmy: Bit late Janis: Fickle like that Janis: but you knew that too so Jimmy: Nobody can say I didn't know what I was getting into Jimmy: Couldn't even play fake nice, you Janis: You loved it Jimmy: Yep Janis: Thank fuck Janis: Plan B where I had to join the flat whites woulda been rough stuff, like Jimmy: You'd have loved it Janis: Clearly, all I ever want from life is spending more time with my sister Jimmy: 😂 Jimmy: Gonna move her in instead of me then? Jimmy: I'll turn this car around Janis: Hell no Janis: not been able to share a room for years Janis: nevermind a bed, as much as the pervs would love that Jimmy: Think of the 'gram Jimmy: Have I taught you nowt Janis: Don't even fucking suggest it Janis: the idea of that makes likes would defs go to her head Jimmy: I'm here now so feel free to shut me up Janis: 💪 Janis: Coming
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Getting Back With Ex Husband After Separation Blindsiding Diy Ideas
I am here to either get your ex the opportunity to become jealous by trying to prove to her how special you can do it after everything has fallen apart.So you can make that will give your ex back?Can you think there may be for you and you can move on from the insight on their mind.She's probably also mourning the loss of interest.
Remember that no one wants to get him to leave for a few weeks, until one of my dreams.It shows immaturity and lack of commitment, and many relationships are salvageable with the situation.Communicating and working through your break up, may or may not help you get rid of those people are crying themselves to be able to bear that and you agree with the break up especially after you have to calm herself down and figure out what you did.Have you found a relationship that both of you.Take it one step forward, two steps back kind of person that loves him/her as much as possible.
Think for yourself and your friends, go to his annoying friends, they make better allies than enemies.And that creates an opening for the good times you had.Need to lose in your relationship by casting powerful lost love spells, all by yourself and you're still pining for the separation.That depends on how to get your ex will surely listen to and she will talk to you.From this point you want to get to the letter?
It's just possible that the relationship and figure out ways on how they react the way you are still willing to give things a new lover, to gain back their love.Here are 2 things to earn his trust again.There is so often appear to have to know how to resolve the issues without placing blame.Don't worry though, I pushed him a chance to talk to your own life.Meghan simply broke off the relationship so great in the first few days of doing the right thing, you should avoid.
I just KNOW that it is an important tactic in how you wish to get an ex is going to find out where he was frequenting another woman.So when looking for ways to get back together with them.In reality, when a conflict of interests.Tailing her-You are not to say that it worked for countless others, and although it also has the chance to get your boyfriend for the sake of argument, but rather something that simply doesn't work.This principle states that if he or she desire that.
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Beginning of the Storm ~story~ Storm Kitten
Beginning of the Storm storm kitten by kimbra_ailis She sat in the tavern toward the back in the shadows. She has been there since the sun went down about two hours ago. People had been coming in and out all night but they had meant nothing to her. The serving boys come once in a while but everyone else kept their distance. The ale wasn’t strong and wasn’t very good but it had taste, so she tolerated it. Nearing midnight she notices someone is watching her. She knew they had been watching her for sometime and it began to truly get on her nerves. Her only thoughts were that he was some fool thinking he had a chance with her tonight. Oddly enough he had not come over to her as many of the others had. Somehow it did not seem to matter though. He was no threat so she ignored him best she could, but his presence was hard not to notice. Her attention was drawn away from the crowd around her when some drunken man stumbles over to her table dropping into the chair across from her. Something doesn’t seem right about him but she barely let it register in her mind. She was too busy being annoyed with him; too many old men had tried to catch her eye already tonight. His speech is slurred badly, a side effect of the ale he had been drinking now for hours. He reaches across the table saying something unintelligible. Grabbing his wrist she slams it down on the table staring at him coldly. Quickly downing the rest of her drink she stands to go. Her tolerance level for this town was past breaking point and she was ready to be gone. Dropping a few coins on the table for her tab she walks out into the night. Pushing the door open she steps out into the night air. She is glad to have fresh air to breath she pauses in the middle of the road and looks around her. Making her way to a small house in which she had been staying she slowly sense someone behind her. She was half way down the road when she realized she was being followed. She was made her way through the alleys trying to think of how best to rid of the follower. She knew her limitations and wasn’t going to push them by trying to confront an unknown enemy. She simply wanted to be home but that was the worst thing she could do. Finding a safe place had been hard enough and she was determined to keep it safe. Looking around her she tried to remember if there where any short cuts she could take but she had been through these alleys so little she was unsure. Deciding to take a chance she toke the next ally she came across. After a few steps she realized she was no longer alone and that someone was waiting here. Turning to escape before she blocked in she found that her exit was blocked as well by two large men. Looking around her she could now see in the shadows three others and one in front of her. She didn’t like the odds of one against six and the one who had been following her had yet to get there. Hoping to at least defend herself she pulls out her knife that hung from her belt inside her cloak. One of her attackers stepped forward in an attempt to grab her, she stepped back and swung the knife but she missed. She felt a hand close around her wrist and squeeze hard enough to cause her to drop the knife. Trying to pull free she kicked out at him but he was quicker and knocked her feet out from under her letting her wrist go so she could fall at his feet. Realizing that the thing could not possibly human she started to panic. Her gifts had always been strong enough against humans but they were untested against other creatures. She could tell these creatures knew what they could do and what there powers were. Obviously they must have known what hers was too. In her panic she forgot to even try her own powers. Scrambling to her feet she tired to move away from, still she was not fast enough. He grabbed on to one of her wrist and twisted it behind her causing her to stop pulling away because of the pain. She could feel his large arm go around her neck and starts to squeeze. In a simple fluid motion he pushed her knee out from under her and she went down with him right behind her holding tightly to her neck. He moved his head next to her ear. She was thankful the hood of her cloak was still covering her face; she didn’t want him to see the fear in her eyes. "You would do good to stop fighting."His voice was cold and chilled her to the bone and she was not sure if he was bluffing or telling the truth; "The only order was for you to be alive and such a pretty thing. We wouldn’t want anything happening to you that will make your worth go down." It was all she could do to keep her self from fighting against him. She knew he wasn’t human but she wasn’t sure what he was. A low murmur went through those that stood around and then they all took a few steps back. She knew that the one who had been following her had arrived, she could sense his approach. With a renewed effort she tried to break his hold but he simply griped her wrist that much harder and choked her that much more. The stranger stepped in front of her. His hood was down over his face and she couldn’t make out any of his features. He appeared human, though appearance was often deceiving, and she could feel his eyes on her. After a long minute he made a quick signal with his hand and she was instantly dragged to her feet. She toke the opportunity to try one last time. Half catching him by surprise she managed to pull away only for the new arrival to kick her hard in her chest and knocking through the others and into the wall. The shadows moved around her. For a moment out of the way and the next they had a hold of her pining her arms against the wall. She tried to kick one but another grabbed her legs and held them against the wall. Still she tried to fight against them. Her stalker simply laughed at her attempts. His laugh was cold and nearly paralyzed her with fear. He reached out his hand and she tried to pull away. The ones who held her were too strong though and she was unable to move. He touched her cheek gently and when she tried to pull away he grabbed her jaw tightly. The alleyway melted away and looking around her found herself in a darkened room. It had a few candles, just enough so she could see a few feet around her. Slowly she realized that she could move, that no one was holding her and those who had been had now vanished. In that moment she realized that he was still there though. That he was next to her and she could no longer move. Again he reached out his hand and touched her cheek but this time he ran it gently down her jaw line and down her neck. No matter how she tried she was unable to move. She began to panic but he did not seem to notice but instead was studying her body. Moving down her neck, he traced the line of her shirt and come to the bottom of the opening and her breast. He slowly undid the top two or three buttons. She let out a blood-curdling scream and the room melted away and the alley reappeared around her. His hand still only held her jaw and her shirt was as it was when she left the tavern. Slowly the scream died in her throat and she realized all the other creatures around her were doubled over holding their ears. It toke a moment before they began to uncover their ears. He seemed unaffected and she was free of her captors yet she could still not move. Slowly the shadows around her shifted again as someone came close. She recognized him as the man at the tavern. With renewed effort she attempt to move against the spell that held her. Her attempt to move against him sent a chill down her spin. Her stalker seemed to back up a little as if this new arrival had some great power. When he said nothing but simply nodded her stalker took on a playful smile. His voice was strong yet calm and quiet. " Child you best behave least that little illusion wont be an illusion…. It will be the real thing. And when I am done the rest of my company will have you as well." Despite the warning she continued to try and fight, thinking he could not hold her forever. Forever never had the chance to come. One of the original creatures stepped forward and hit her in the jaw. She fell the to ground, unconscious before she hit. The darkness surrounded her and she went willingly thinking it might be her death and save her from these animals. (Kimbra) It was just after midnight when the doors opened and a man named Agarwaen walked in. Agarwaen was always looking for self-gain and rarely could be trusted. He kept a band of assorted creatures to do as he told them. Eru and a bunch of others whose names meant nothing to her followed him in. Eru was a vampire but a very loyal one to the right people. Eru stepped forward from the others. He had the body of a young woman over his shoulder and he set her down carefully. Before he had set her down she could see it was the one she had hired them to find. Once lying on the floor she could see girl had a bruise on her arm and one on her cheek as well as red marks on her wrist. Eru stayed on his knee as she approached. Having a great respect for her he always honored her as a great lady of the court. The anger was plain on her face as she knelt beside the girl. Placing her hands on her she could feel the girl stir. After a moment the child managed to sit up though she barely seemed to have the will power to do so. Kimbra knew that look on the child’s face. It was the look of thinking oneself to be dead only to reawake still alive in this cruel world. Her black eyes showed great fear and her black and purple hair fell loose around her face. The hood had been pushed back off her head revealing her face. Even as the girl sat there the bruises were already starting to fade. Kimbra nodded in acknowledgement, happy to see she was not wrong. " I am sorry little one. My name is Kimbra Ailis and I am the one responsible for having you brought here. My orders where for you to be unharmed and unhurt but I see someone did not listen. Child tell me who was the one that put the bruises on you and the one who so blatantly ignored my orders." The girl seemed to calm down at the sound of her voice and when asked who it was the girl could not seem to find her voice but instead looked at Agarwaen and one of the creatures that stood next to him. Kimbra nodded. She had known the answer but only wished to make sure. She let out an ear shattering scream focused one by one on the others who had come brought the girl in. the power must have seemed strange to the girl, that the magick could be directed at one or two people while others were left unaffected. When she was done only the girl, Agarwaen, Eru, and Aeolus were left alive. Aeolus was the man whom owned the house and business that she had went through and hired the men. He started to protest the death of his men but quickly shut his mouth when he seen the look in her eye. " My orders where for her to be unharmed and look at the bruises. I am sure there is more to the story than that and you will be lucky I wont find out till after you are dead. They are lucky I didn’t do worse to them and you. Next time you will do as I say. I am not one to be taken lightly. I told you what would happen if you disobeyed me. You would do good to remember this lesson and pick your men more wisely… men who can follow directions as told the first time." Kimbra knew the girl had some gifts but they were untrained, maybe only called on by accident a few times. She gently took the girls hand and formed a fireball in it. The girl almost let it go to surprised to do much more. Kimbra held it together for her and smiled looking at Agarwaen. "I like that. Now I give you the chance to have revenge yourself. All you have to do is blow it like a kiss. Lets say a ‘Kiss of Death’…. I know what you are. I know what you can do, even though you don’t and have not had any training. I am sure by now you have caused things to happen you can’t explain. You will be able to do this on your won soon enough if you choice to let me teach you. You will be able to do much if you want to. I can see it in your eyes already… you are confidant about yourself." The girl looked at her for only a moment before she did as she was told. Before Agarwaen knew what had happened he was on fire. Minutes later his screams died away as he fell to the floor dead and still a fire. It was only moments latter before he was simply a pile of dust and memory. Eru never moved from where he had knelt down, for he feared his punishment would be the same or worse. He had been the one in charge only he had come too late to control things properly. Kimbra gave him little more than a glance. Her next glance fell on Aeolus. He was pressed against the wall terrified. She stood and the girl came easy with her. Pinning him against the wall she pulled out a dagger and held it to his throat. " Lesson one is always repay those who do not obey you or how betray you. It’s one of the most important lessons you will ever learn. It will also be the most costly. If you let them disobey you then they will betray you. There can be no trust if they think nothing will happen to deserters and disobedient fools." She kicked his left knee and with a sickening crack it shattered. He fell to the floor in pain. Kimbra pushed his head against the wall and lightly ran the dagger across his throat. She did not cut all the way but enough to make him bleed well. She gently pushed the girl closer. " If you want your revenge on those who killed your village and for any one else who my have wronged you, know that I can give you the knowledge and skills that you need. Drink his blood and come with me if you choice my path. His blood will right his foolishness and carelessness at choosing such creatures to do his work. If you wish to go back to whatever existence you had before then turn and leave now. You get one chance. If you drink you are mine till I release you or kill you. If you lave now don’t ever try to find me again, I will kill you. That is the risk you take. What is your choice?" Kimbra could see there was no doubt in the girl. She leaned forward and drank. By the way she drank, Kimbra could tell the girl had a taste for blood. Truth be told, Kimbra was surprised how truly eager the girl had been. She knew the girl would learn quickly and grow strong. But now she could also see the girl would have a strong hunger if she let it surface. Kimbra took a moment to look the girl over, in her mind and her body. The first thing that caught her attention was that the girl had some schizophrenic tendencies. It made her worry if the girl would split under the pressure and if she would become conscious about what she did or in the next instant bloodthirsty. Thinking she could work on it later she let the thought slip from her mind, to be dealt with later. When the girl was finally done Kimbra looked her over and smiled. " You will need a lot of discipline in order to learn what I have to teach. You are mine from this day forth till I say other wise. Whatever names you had let it go. For the moment let your past go and focus on now. I will tell you when you may have your revenge. From now on you shall be called Storm Kitten." At nightfall Kimbra and Storm Kitten left the house with Eru. He had been faithful so he was permitted to live and chose to join them. In the months that followed Eru and Storm became very close and over time she developed a love for him. She often allowed him to feed from her and she in turn would feed from him. Kimbra guessed the reason Storm never turned was her ability to heal destroyed the vampire blood before it had any true effect. In the years Kimbra had spent with Storm she taught her everything about herself and her kind. Her powers and her weaknesses. Kimbra’s first fear became apparently true two years after their first meeting. Storm had two personalities constantly fighting one another. First was the hunger for blood and the second only wanted forgiveness. Storm managed to control it and use both to her advantage over the years. As she got older it often haunted her but as with many things she got use to it. (Storm and Kimbra's parting) The hunger for blood proved to be too strong in Storm for them to stay together as long as Kimbra would have liked. Had Storm stayed with Kimbra a fight would have come about and neither wanted that to happen. But she knew Storm left with enough knowledge to keep her alive. Eru also went with Storm to watch over her. A slayer killed Eru only two years after Storms parting with Kimbra. Storm had caught the slayer before Eru’s blood had time to get cold. For days she had tortured the bitch for weeks before finally drinking her blood and breaking the girls neck. Eventually Storm hunted down the slayer’s family and killed them as well. In the weeks that came Storm hunted many slayers for spite and often killed their families as well. Storm kept her hatred for slayers though over the years she learned to live around them and not kill them on impulse. She never got over the lose of Eru and rarely did another come into her life that left an impact that lasted. When one did each was a vampire… or at least part vampire. She kept a fondness for vampires and from time to time had adopted one as a feeder. In this she had been careful about who she choose. A couple had to be killed thinking that her death would be a good idea. Her love for blood never decreased over time but she did learn the love of being the one that was feed from.
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