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cinderellakinnie · 1 year

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mmmmmmmmmm trying to work some shit out yeehaw

#so in terms of struggling i think i know issue #and waz looking thigns up etc #and like i dont have diagnoses other things complicated blah blah #to get help they say just do this thing but then you look and the thing is actually 4p different tasks in disguise #like with job apps but anyway #i think i have autistic burnout so im finally looking at ways to help bc i might as well #gonna get a fucking hoodie or two bc picking out what to wear HAS been a challenge actually #and ppl get weird when i wear my harvard one even tho its funny 2 me #anywya one of the things thsy said was to engage ur special interest and dont just binge watch tv #but the thing is #my (presumed) special interest is star trek (and sometimes music and musical theatre shit)#what are you asking me to do here website #engaging in star trek is going to involve at least a little tv #i own a lot of pyjama bottoms and like these bright pink tracksuit bottoms which r funny to me #thats why top issue not bottoms #a lot of my jumpers are nice but theyre not comfy in the right sensory way theyre for wearing not as a way to accomodate me #anyway need to properly function this why does my brain only do this in the middle of the night #then make me too sad to do anything during the day >:(

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royalarchivist · 5 months

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Tina: [Talking to Empanada] Oh my God, I'm sorry I was gone for so long […]

Cellbit: Absent mother, huh? Thank God that I am a- uh… It's better to not touch this subject and move on. In my defense, my son is dead… To my knowledge.

[ Translation via @CellbitENG ]

#Cellbit #TinaKitten #Tina #QSMP #February 1 2024 #I don't like reposting clips but #the frickin gall of this man #LMAOOO #he deserves the Garfield Kart chaos that's happening rn #Translated #Anyways CellbitENG is great their team does a great job with translations and updates #if you're a bird app user you should keep an eye on them #Streamer Awards

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legovasavouchi · 1 year

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chillin

#jujutsu kaisen #fushiguro megumi #itadori yuji #kugisaki nobara #jjk #fanart #there thems all the tags #anyways. it's really good #i've only watched the anime so nobody come round with manga spoilers pls thnx #just gonna pretend everything is always good and chipper for this trio #okay? okay #tried to go into the tag but it was like 90% reader insert smut fic which is really funny but not what i was there for #just wanted to see fun fanart or jolks or something. also not all the fics were under a read more #if i'm on the app it takes a min to scroll #so many things fluttering & twitching.#anyways how yall doin #i'm tryna quit my job

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starsnores · 2 months

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gamzee

#doing a bad job of staying off twitter idk why i am like this i was doing so GOOD and then i got bored one day and now i keep checking it #anyway this was funny to me and i logged off again i'm going to lock my phone that has the code app i need to log in to twitter in a box.

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art-student-rants · 21 days

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i hate when authors CLEARLY dislike one of their characters and give them no real backstory or character development. it’s so annoying. like dude you created this thing at LEAST give it some attention. no wonder it’s misbehaving it’s crying out for HELP!!

#read this stupid book that i HATED called #four weeks five people #and i was really curious about how they would portray npd because i basically know nothing about it #and there was this character named mason and he was the FLATTEST NO CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT AWFUL PERPSN #BUT ALSO THE MOST INTERESTING PERSON IN THE ENTIRE BOOK #AND THE AUTHOR DID NOTHING WITH IT #anyway after i was like huh is this what people with npd are really like???#so i went down a rabbit hole and literally NO. it’s NOT. the author literally did the worst job she could have #within twenty minutes of research i understood it better than she let on that SHE did throughout the WHOLE BOOK #the book was so annoying overall the mc stella was literally AWFUL #HATED HER #the book was weird asf i just read it cause it was suggested on my library app and i had to kill time while i was waiting #but literally SO BAD #the whole thing ANNOYYYEDDDD MEEE #and the even more annoying thing is that people were like I LOVE YHIS!!! on goddess’s #like bro #did you even READ it???#idk maybe i’m the problem but that book drove me CRAZY #not to mention the ridiculous glorification of alcohol as a means of escape?? wtf?? aren’t you guys supposed to be 14-16??#ALSO the romanticization of an extremely controversial setting that many people have spoken out about being HARMFUL and ABUSIVE is crazy #idk i just think it’s very interesting #the author clearly did basically no research #literally tons of the the information is infactual #ugh like BROOOOO #COME ON #ITS JUST BAD THE PLOT ISNT EVEN GOOD #thoughts #books #bookblr #writeblr

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ghoulgeists · 2 years

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him again? i never rest

#hi! im alive i think. maybe.#tiefling #dnd #dungeons and dragons #dnd oc #dnd art #my art #ghouldraws #artists on tumblr #destreza #ive had no art motivation lol please forgive me for no posts #did you guys know? waiting for emails back from ur job apps is torture?#please mister archaeologist i did so good on the phone i sounded like a normal human can you please let me onto your project #im begging #anyway its caused me to be dead i swear if i have to make a phone call im gonna lose it

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halfbit · 10 days

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fun guessing game you get to have with your family when you're mixed: was the shit they pulled racially motivated or not

#they brought home a job app for me for a hibachi place #i am pretty happy with doing my cleaning + art tho and i don't really want to do anything culinary or food service related #i'd rather just get more hours again cleaning :/ idk i'll think about it but i don't handle time-pressure well #cleaning is good for me because as long as i accomplish the tasks i am okay and i can do them in any order i want #anyway i have to be careful though because if i go too long without 'working enough' for their tastes they start taking furniture out of #my room lol #thankfully i finally was able to buy most of my own furniture though during my job so the only things they could take now are like #the tv bookcase and fan #i guess they could take the computer too but they gave that to me years ago so it would be kinda weird if they did #i am a grown ass man but i'm probably not gonna be free from this shit until i can finally move out #gahhh it is what it is #i'm gonna text my boss on monday and see if there's any open buildings i could take for at least another day of work #if not then i'll pick up something random i guess #but i honestly like having more time/energy to work on my art even though being home more sometimes sucks #i might try to do longer days to make up for it?#idk. lots to think about.

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arts-i-enjoy · 4 months

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AHHHHHH

#this post brought to you by: me #i. applied for a preapproval letter for a mortgage yesterday. and spoke to a realtor to start finding me houses #i want to move several states away which further complicated things. but the houses there are CHEAP #like under 100k for a 2 bedroom move in ready #anyways i got approved for 80k with a 20k down payment. and im FREAKING THE FUCK OUT #and because i got that pre app letter i have a loan officer calling me today to talk #and we literally work at the same bank so i can SEE that hes active and hasnt read my message #even though its been 45 minutes. KEVIN MESSAGE ME BACK. IM NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO FOCUS UNTIL I DO THIS CALL #AHHHHHHH S C R E A M. it might happening!!!! i might be finally.mov8ng out in a few months!!!#i mgiht be a HOMEOWNER by the end of the year #i have been saving money for this since i was. 16? 17?#ive had a good well paying job since i was 18.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #once i have a house then i start job searching in that area. and start getting really serious about LEAVING my very good job #which is soooo scary. this job was supposed to be my lifelong career. but then everyone fucking moved to other states and left me behind #so theres no point staying here.#i might never have this kind of job security again.#but also my realtor said that theres a lot of bank jobs in that area so maybe itll be easy to find something #on the fence on if i tell my parents that im Making Moves right now #on one hand its hard to not talk about it becuae im STRESSED TF OUT #but on the other hand when i tentatively mentioned the state i want to move to #richard started yelling and swearing el oh el #might be better to wait and avoid the tension as long as possible?#but also i dont know how they can stay angry when its literally my best option #the other places where my friends live either have 0 opportunity and high housing prices. or are even moe liberal than where im going #idk. why do half of my problems come down to “my parents will be mad” like im a 12 year old or something. shit fucking sucks #this is why i want to get out of here #also it feels weird and bad to talk to my friends about how stressed i am about buying a house when all of them are stressed about #not being able to make rent or something. my problems feel like a brag in a really odd and shitty way. but hey!#if this works out maybe ill start being stressed about how im going to make my mortgage payments! :') yay!

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queenhawke · 4 months

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got a date lined up with a MOVIE PRODUCER of all things which im v excited about. do u think she'll be impressed if i tell her i got rejected from film school

#it's wild being 30 bc people have real jobs now #the people on the dating apps will just be movie producers sometimes #wack #i mean i have a real job too but mine isn't anywhere near as impressive #i just sit in an office and contemplate su*cide all day #(that was a joke)#(not all day)#anyway yes i applied to film school once #for screenwriting #honestly im cool that i got rejected #film school sounded very intense i probably would've flunked out lmaoooo #my real passion lies with art anyway #im fine with just writing fic #ANYWAY. my date seems cool. she likes dnd and video games. and film obvs. so pray 4 me

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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#maybe maybe one day i'll be ok??#maybe i'll manage to get my high school diploma #maybe i'll get a student housing apartment in another city. maybe i can study to become a pre school teacher...#(not my dream job but the only job that seems possible for me)#maybe i'll be able to work on my anxiety and avpd and become more calm #maybe i'll be able to exercise the way i want nd become physically strong #maybe i'll be brave enough to try apps to make girl friends i can hang out with???#maybe i'll get back into writing nd posting it. maybe i'llhave more fun w insta and taking photos again??#maybe i'll fix my relationship w my sisters nd talk to them again??#maybe if im lucky i'll meet someone who i fall in love w who falls for me too? maybe someone will one day choose to be with me??#maybe i can get a real apartment nd have a job? maybe i can even live w a partner one day? and maybe i'll have friends?#maybe i wont be all alone forever?? maybe i wont feel this alienated nd isolated for my entire life??#maybe maybe maybe my life can be alright....? can it really be?#i dont have much hope. but maybe??? plz plz plz let it be so let it be so #and maybe for now.. as im lower than i've ever been before..#maybe i just need to be able to eat more normally again. then i can have my coffe chocolate moments w youtube #and i can watch kdramas nd have dinner. which are two moments that make me feel ok nd calm #<<< i feel ashamed abt it but comforting eating is a thing for me. im gnna be alone 4ever anyway so might aswell just accept thats how i am #so yeah maybe maybe i'll start feel a bit better when i can disconnect from everything nd just get immersed in a kdrama nd have dinner lmao #idk. i just dont feel like i'll ever have a real life. i'll never have what i dream abt (which isnt even much. just love.. just love lmao)#so then i can daydream nd live by reading books nd watching kdramas nd tv shows nd also write a lot #but ofc in my freetime bc i need a job w a stable income nd my own apartment. even if i dont love my job i need one that i can be ok with

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fuwaprince · 6 months

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When somebody only uses my chosen name while putting me down, it kind of makes me wish I didn't have a name at all.

And when somebody only uses my pronouns when they try to coerce me into something, then switch back to they/them when talking about me to anybody else, it kind of makes me uncomfortable af.

I sincerely do not enjoy being labeled or referred to. Being referred to is such a negative experience for me irl.

Yet not giving people a set of name/pronouns when they ask automatically seems to make them think you're secretly a serial killer trying to cover up something?????? Or like you're untrustworthy and must be hiding because you're a Bad Person instead of just not wanting to label yourself.

Can I just please not be forced to label myself for everybody else's comfort?

I feel like that information is so personally intimate anyways like unless you know me and we're close, why do you even care? I don't think it's necessary for the first stages of getting to know somebody even though in this culture we've normalized it to be that way.

Plus if I don't give you a name then I have the opportunity to earn one. Give me a name that you think I deserve and let it be what you honor me by instead! How about that? It's probably the only way I'll be comfortably perceived since some people will change my labels as they see fit regardless. Just call me what you like, I feel like my name/pronouns have been corrupted as is

#i feel weird about having a name and a gender and pronouns assigned to me.... such a weird thing to make a big deal #i mean it's a big deal as in you need to write names down for job apps #and when i walked in to request for emergency aid the person looking at my case asked for my pronouns #which just felt so irrelevant and it didn't make me feel any more respected #and i can tell some people are so uncomfortable using the pronouns that i say are mine that they'll opt out for ones they give me instead #which is like WHY DID YOU ASK IF YOU WERE JUST GOING TO DO THAT ANYWAYS #silly things just don't make sense and to me they bring more trouble than they're worth #those things have been used as weapons against me so why keep giving ammo yk?#also i like the process of earning a nickname #one time this girl got offended that i reffered to her as snake girl the second time we met and i was like???#imagine being offended that somebody remembered you for having 4 corn snakes instead of using your boring old name #like when people call me fuwa i feel like they're honoring me as a blogger #i get it i get it this culture is just so strictly uncreative and boring #if i had a cool new name from each person who knew me i would be so cool with that #like if somebody i met found out i liked sasuke and then started referencing to me as sasuke boy i would actually be so happy #idk dude #also sorry to that girl for calling her snake girl but honestly her loving her 4 snakes actually felt more significant to me than her name #in other cultures they refer to parents as “[insert child's name]'s mom/dad” and it's actually seen as being so respectful #like it's the family bond that gets honored instead of the individual and idk maybe some people take that to be a negative thing but #imagine as a parent loving your kid so much and then everybody identifies you as the parent who loves their kid #maybe that's dehumanizing in a sense idk #i see it as an honorable thing to be bestowed by others #yeah maybe people can be mean and call you “poop boy” for the one time you shit your pants while drunk #i get not liking being called “poop boy” but like dude... you're a legend and the story behind you earning that name would be legendary #idk i guess it's all about perspective #i don't know if I'm making sense #feel free to share thoughts #late night blogging

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zemnarihah · 6 months

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my new anticapitalist take is that ur job shouldnt be allowed to require you to have certain apps on ur phone unless they pay for extra storage

#also u shouldnt be required to have a phone to work anywhere ANYWAY but whadever.....#but seriously my job requires me to have an authenticator app and idk its not like it takes up tons of space BUT what if that was the #difference between me being able to like. take photos of important events. oops cant delete it. fuck you

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sesamestreep · 1 year

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I started making a fake book cover for @firstelevens latest amazing fic sugar pie, honey bunch and then I got kind of obsessed with making book covers in Canva, so I decided to make covers for a few more of my favorite sambucky fics of hers to show my appreciation for her writing keeping me sane the last few months ♥️

by land, by sea, by dirigible [18K words, 6 chapters, complete] - Sam and Bucky team up with the dynamic duo from Marvel's Cloak & Dagger (RIP) and magic, literally, ensues. 🔮⚜️

sugar pie, honey bunch [AU, 55K words, 17 chapters, complete] - the plot of TFATWS except it's behind the scene of an all-star season of The Great British American Bake Off. Alliances are formed, conspiracy theories come to life on twitter, and whisks (and hearts!) are stolen. 🥐💖

a friend of any sort [AU, 3K words, 2 chapters, Part 1 in a series, complete] - Sam needs a fake date for Thanksgiving at his sister's and brings Bucky along to be the most unsuitable, obnoxious boyfriend ever, so his family will leave him alone about being single. Things do not go to plan. 🥧🦃

you can sing me anything [AU, 4K words, 1 chapter, Part 2 in a series, complete] - sequel to a friend of any sort, in which Bucky needs Sam to return the favor and pretend to be his boyfriend to get him out of an awkward situation (and into a better, but still kind of awkward situation). ☕😻