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i spent 8 hours working on a 13 second stretch of animatic. what's wrong with me
#actually very likely more than 8 hours#but 8 is what procreate tracked for time so. I know it was AT LEAST 8#that doesn't even include editing time oh man#anyway I'm happy with how it came out at least HAHA#rye.txt#I guess I forgot that mutiny has an actual fight in it. and what am I gonna do#NOT make it fluid and dynamic?#like some kind of coward?#no im gonna choreograph an entire fight that includes sword parries and disarms and using environmental factors to gain an upper hand and—#mutiny animatic
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Learn from who? Learn from you?
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#pdribs#userspicy#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#uh huh. mmhm. parallels and shit#OK LIKE. in nice words ai di essentially tells chen yi to go for it BUT bc hes a Lil Shit he says it like 'use force to PROVE how you feel.#followed by '.....OH WAIT YOU CANT BEAT HIM'. the way he rubs that in chen yi's face too like it isnt even 'youre weaker than him.'#it's you're LOWER than him. & thats why ai di calls him a coward bc therell always be a divide between chen yi & cdy that chen yi wont cros#and the point of this is - okay i know chen yi is literally picking ai di up and throwing him around here but also you have to remember#ai di LETS HIM. ai di doesnt fight back as hard as he could and that puts them on EVEN. EQUAL. GROUND. every time.#& yeah theres some comedy to it but you cant Ever forget that ai di wants chen yi to want him. needs it. he's faking sleep in the 1st scene#and once chen yi realizes what he wants he puts everything he has into keeping it - inadvertently taking ai di's advice by doing so -#& expresses it in every kind of way too. whatever it takes. bc between the two of them its not just 'bring him back' it's 'bring him HOME'#in a way thats based on the constantly being witness to the worst of each other & choosing it AND. years and layers of trust & love.#..ok only I would take a gifset of chen yi picking ai di up & make it abt how their relationship is perfectly balanced. but im right so idc#the last one ties it all together in my onion. chen yi got him home. and ai di's deliberately allowing himself to be loved. they won
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hey disney so uh how dedicated are we to this being a miniseries? because this truly is too good to limit to one season!
#and lilia saying when she calls you a coward hit the deck#has me afraid this may end in some kind of betrayal or something#it can’t end like that do you fucking hear me?#i have other ideas for where it could go instead but i don’t wanna get my hopes up#holy SHIT i’m having so much fun y’all!!#agatha all along
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honestly you would think Rayleigh gave birth to shanks the way they are just exactly the same person right down to their alcoholism, penchant for scheming love of sandals and other generally horrible fashion items.
In a world where Mihawk meets Shanks first, he later goes to challenge old man Rayleigh and it all starts to click into place. like "oh you're the reason I'm stuck with that" point to Shanks wearing an outfit a pattern blind person put togther.
#like father like son#Don't get me wrong he's definitely like roger as well#But its like Ray hit copy and paste with his personality#Like it was just so adorable how both of them were drunk as fuck literally while the secrets of the world are being revealed#Most of the time we see them they are in a bar of some kind#Also I know roger didnt teach this man to go anywhere looking like he just rolled out of the street.#Honestly Buggy has more of Roger's flair and penchant for dramatics than Shanks he's just a coward and has modified it a bit#He definitely inhereted his fashion sense#one piece#throwing thoughts to the void#dracule mihawk#mishanks#akagami no shanks#hawkeye mihawk#red hair shanks#silvers rayleigh#roger x rayleigh#dark king rayleigh#one piece rayleigh#shanks#buggy#buggy the clown#gol d roger
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"MelJayVik can never work."
Just say you're weak and you hate challenges. 🙄
Also, what challenge? The SECOND Mel understood just how much Jayce cared about Viktor, she was LOCKED IN. My girl had no hesitation.
"We will find Viktor." "Don't worry Jayce, he will come back to us."
Don't play with my girl Mel, her mother is Ambessa, the flexibility was built into her genes. 💀🔥
#You see something controversial and you give up#I see something crazy and say CHALLENGE ACCEPTED 😎#they are not even the whackiest trio#Mel is an absolute sweetheart#and Viktor does not hate her as so many people like to say#they just get annoyed by how easy it is for both of them to manipulate Jayce 😂#meljayvik#meljay#jayvik#arcane netflix#arcane jayce#arcane mel#arcane viktor#y'all are just cowards#just like the association too scared to love Jayce when he was getting all the heat#Mel and Viktor would be too epic if they were placed side by side#the writers were cowards too (at least they had the excuse of a small budget and limited time)#and some of you guys needed timebomb spelt out for you#like honestly#you won't accept anything unless it kisses on screen 💀#that kind of behaviour would not weather the storm of old fandom culture
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so uhhh happy valentine's day i suppose !!
shoves this in your face and runs away
so. uh. yyyyyeah. when i said i liked all interpretations of their dynamic equally i uh. i lied. and to be totally and completely and 100% honest with you it speaks volumes to the state of the internet that i have been legitimately afraid to say that like i've genuinely been debating and turning it over in my head and arguing with myself about it for days because i don't want people frickin' YELLING at me and telling me to off myself because i like a dadgum fictional ship but it's valentine's and my friend has been hyping up the crap outta me so i'm past the point of having a reasonable excuse to chicken out (and i know myself and if i don't do it today then i likely won't do it at all)
anyway words actually cannot express how obsessed i am with post-o66 aus in which they stay together (largely because i so completely refuse to believe they'd be willing to split up after THAT, ESPECIALLY that soon) so yeah shoutout to the softest fluffiest gut-punch-iest pair in the galaxy to whom everything bad has happened but who stay silly despite the horrors
#star wars#clone wars#star wars the clone wars#rexsoka#ahsoka tano#captain rex#clone wars ahsoka#clone wars rex#my art#crying screaming throwing up etc.#LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN WATCHING THE SIEGE OF MANDALORE FOR THE FIRST TIME CHANGES A PERSON OKAY I AM A SIMPLE GIRL#uploading both versions cause y'all seem to really like the simple gradient coloring apparently#i am such a sucker for these two it's actually kind of pathetic haha! i've been into them for years now ever since i first watched s7#but i am only recently devolving into like. neuvia levels of unhealthily obsessed. ouegh.#i'd just like for them to have the freedom to sit in a grassy field with a nice breeze and just Exist for a little while#iiiii've actually been working on an extensive post-o66 au of my own and i reaaaaaaaaaally wanna draw some stuff related to it. hehehe#if you don't like the ship that's totally fine but please just be nice about it or don't say anything at all#i do not have the energy to deal with people screaming at me and it's also just kind of insanely offensive so#i am so scared to put this up actually whoaa haha#also unrelated but looking at the cover for the ahsoka novel... how did y'all arrive at the conclusion that her shirt is blue#that. that looks brown to me. i am relatively sure that is brown#ALTERNATIVELY COME TO THINK OF IT IF THAT IS BLUE THEN HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY MORE 501ST COLORS I LIKE IT#i drew this like two weeks ago but wanted to save it for today so i could finally get out of this rut of being too nervous to say anything#ughhh.#do y'all even still like them here...? seems like a lot of the rxsk-centric blogs just disappeared in recent years for some reason#hope it wasn't antis but it would not surprise me in the slightest#PUT THIS IN THE QUEUE AND GO TO BED YOU COWARD (<- talking to myself)
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the coward's way out
if the fates conspire that only one of us may live, then lover, it must be you.
i will save you the grand speeches about how you are good and deserving. you are. you are. you are, but in the end, that is not the reason why.
the world may call me brave or strong or selfless but lover, you know the truth don't you?
in the end, i am only more afraid of facing a world without you than i am of facing death of facing anything.
in the end, i am only too weak to be the one left behind to pick up the pieces of a broken life a broken promise a broken heart and keep on bleeding when the blood in your heart is already dry.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry. but will you let me be selfish one last time?
can i ask you to live for me? to face what i feared most so that i might find peace in my eternal sleep with a smile upon my face?
if it is cruel of me to ask, then i beg you to forgive me. or curse my name and hate me if you must, only live.
only live, my lover so that my life and my death and all that came in between may mean something. may mean everything.
#spilled ink#poets on tumblr#poems on tumblr#writeblr#writers on tumblr#poetics#sometimes i write like some kind of possession#i had a brief thought of 'sacrifice as a selfish act?'#and then i was just like. speaking this poem to myself#out of the blue#i fixed some things from the first spoken draft obviously but#the rhythm of this feels important to me#and i'm not convinced i did the best job of linebreaking it#but it will do#The coward’s way out#why yes I did update the title a week later#this feels much cleaner#not giving away the thesis in literally the first word#Technically before the poem even starts
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wip X2
#i never post them but maybe it wouldn't be all that bad idk#still having some weird mental hurtles to traverse >_>#and explore#and learn from#kicking my perfectionism to the other edge of the universe would be step no 1#i used to be way less scared and going through my oooold stuff there's a sense of freedom i kind of like#and now i visibly lack it#SO MAYBE I WONT FIX THOSE WONKY SHOES WHEN RENDERING#WHO KNOWS#anyway#hello tumblr#I'll try not to be a coward and post something sometime#thanks for sticking around#sky 星を紡ぐ子どもたち#thatskygame#wip#skyblr#are these too many hashtags am i going to face THE CONSQUENCES is this instagram if you post more than x you PERISH ohnoohno
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Homura Hc’s (or a mini appreciation post tbh)
Homura is one of those characters we see only a handful a times. I think we see her maybe three times in the show, and a couple times in the merch. Mostly Hesokuri wars.
But despite the fact that she has about two speaking roles in between three seasons and a movie, the writers try to keep her personality in tact and I like that they do that.
Most of this comes from Jyushimatsu Dolphin (season 3 Ep. 8). Where Homura sticks her neck out to help Jyushimatsu follow his dream of being a dolphin.
We don’t know exactly how cannon these skits are, but certain characters are chosen for a reason and I think we can take away a lot from some of Homura’s decisions and actions.
Like the fact that she even agrees to help Jyushimatsu at all despite not knowing him (in this skit at least). She tells us directly that it was because she was moved by his passion, but staking your job on something as flaky as passion would be- what some people call- a dumb risk.


Despite being the only one in his corner, Homura gives her all into training him. In her first appearance in season one, Todomatsu call her “Weird” And I think this skit goes into depth about how weird she actually is. Homura hardcore trains him in the ways of being a dolphin that she is familiar with, even if that means nearly drowning him.
This girl that we met in season one, who we knew as soft and sad, is in fact a weirdo.


Like just look at how everyone reacts to her! Go off queen!
I really like how this skit gets rid of any assumptions about Homura’s character. From her first appearance alone you would think maybe she’s weak willed or fragile- but she really puts her all into the things she cares about and doesn’t let anyone slow her down.
Homura doesn’t even call it out or try to explain herself, it’s just how she is and I love that for her.
We also see pretty consistently how she handles conflict, or failing.
In season 1 she calls off ever seeing Jyushimatsu again because she has to go home, and you can tell it hurts her to just outright reject him like the that.

The fact that we possibly know her background also adds context to her decision.

It’s possible she just wants to get away from that industry and the people, maybe too many people know her from the porn dvds and she just needed a fresh start somewhere else. Maybe she felt like she was lying to Jyushimatsu because she couldn’t tell him all she’d done- who knows?
There’s a lot of ways you can look at it but I think most of all, the skit in season 2 could reshape how we looked at her reaction to conflict in season 1.
When faced with failure, Homura gives up.


She gave it her all, and it still didn’t happen. Homura is grounded in reality to an extent. While the Matsuno’s live by their own rules and do whatever they want- it feels like Homura found a way to work within the rules. To try everything she can, but not to exhaust herself with something that’s not baring fruits.
She doesn’t seem disappointed that Jyushimatsu will keep trying, she’s angry. Homura yells at him and calls him a block head because he’s being stubborn- but why try so hard to get him to give up when it’s his dream? Why does she want him to quit? He will continue with it without her so why?
There’s a possibly that she doesn’t want to see him hurt. Like season 1, Homura distances herself from Jyushimatsu specifically after he confesses.

We can assume it’s because she would be in a whole other city, and with the past attached to her, she didn’t want to hold him back. Either that, or she didn’t want to face rejection if things didn’t end up working out.
But I also think it’s important to note that Homura was moments away from ending her own life. In the end, she chooses to take herself to a familiar place rather than to attempt again- showing signs of gaining some perspective or some motivation to keep going.
My main take away from Homura as a character, and outside of her potential relationship with Jyushimatsu, is that Homura is a character ground in reality who is a little silly.
Homura takes things seriously, no matter how goofy they are (like wanting to be a dolphin- like an actual dolphin), but she also likes to laugh and have fun like everyone else.
Homura knows not to spend time on something that possibly won’t work out, and this could be because she’s been beaten down before and knows the prolonged pain of hope. She also has a past we know nothing about that could’ve shaped the person she is today.
Homura is a silly weird girl, but unfortunately life got to her first. That doesn’t stop her from being weird and silly though.
#osomatsu san#ososan#osomatsu san analysis#fandom#homura ososan#Jyushimatsu mention#Talking abt Jyushimatsu and Homura as a couple is its own thing#but I don’t see too many ppl talk about Homura on her own#like I’ve seen it but I don’t see ENOUGH of it#not that I’m judging we have maybe one episode where she speaks full lines of dialogue#and it’s a skit so there’s barely anything to work with#Even if I am kind of making a mountain out of a molehill I still like the consistency in some of her actions#like Homura is a realist but she’s also fun and weird and I love that for her#I think especially because the main boys all live in their own bubble#compared to the rest of the cast who-while cartoony and silly-are also grounded in reality#EX. How Totoko is aggressive and cute while also trying to build an idol career#this is also my way of summoning Homura into season four BRING HER BACK YOU COWARDS#Shes in the games I know y’all have her#Omg guys please don’t share your Homura hc stooop nooo that would ruin my daaay#*Bats my pretty long lashes*#okay I’ll go first- her only friends growing up were farm animals
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#the wayhaven chronicles#n sewell#nate sewell#nate x detective#twc book 3 spoilers#I personally prefered the combat training scene#because of the dialogues#even if the setting in the research scene was more romantic#I have mixed feelings about this book though#I'm glad to learn new things about N's past and his insecurities#but gods I wish we had the opportunity to comfort him and to talk about the fight issue#I really enjoyed the first half of the book then to me the second kind of feels like... rushed ? idk#on the other hand I like how the romance isn't going to be a smooth and easy road#I've also read M's route and oh boi the feelings... !!#Next is A then F because I will probably need some fluff after A ^^;;#But nope no LT's route I'm a coward#my art#no full colors sorry no time ><
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I don't know about you guys,but I want to make an AU or sanesabi yuri fic of them in high school,and that Sabito is a lover of the paranormal and witchcraft(maybe instilled by Urokodaki),and that in one of they dates,it is literally Sabito asks Sanemi for her help for a ritual,and they are like this picture

#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#demon slayer#sabito#sanemi shinazugawa#Sanesabi#Giyuu is a coward because Sabito asked him first#but Giyuu refused#Sanemi:I don't know what the hell I'm doing I'm just listening to my girlfriend#Sabito:listen to the words of the witches the secrets hidden in the night the ancient gods we invoke now the work of hidden magic tonight a#Makomo is there too but she is more creepy and sadistic#Makomo:we would have better results if we gave her life as a sacrifice#Sabito:Makomo! is my girlfriend I'm not going to kill her!#Makomo:just saying#Sanemi:(What the fuck did I get myself into!?I never believed that someone like Sabito was a member of some kind of creepy cult)#Sabito and Makomo are not part of any cult they are just weird#It's too late to repent Sanemi#Relax Sanemi is still a live
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nobody see my vision when gem and the scotts vs grian happened..
he's not just swinging his sword but he also kick, punch, bite, headbutt everyone in there, he was going feral like some kind of desperate dog with no way out and has to choose between fight or die
that's why he get gem and scott so low, that's why in the end impulse have to lock his arms and make scott take him out for good, but even with that, he still fight back, he did until he ran out of life
as you can see my brain is completely rot
#secret life#gem and the scotts#grian#geminitay#scott smajor#impulsesv#<3#you can see some kind of fully animated replicate of this scene in ny head and that's the funniest part#i use to have this while watching dsmp and lifesteal as well#thanks stick man fandom for this#there are metaphor about desperate dog too#it's about have to choose to fight to death with a little hope of surviving or die like a coward#it fit grian very much in this sense#you see it right
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I love older characters so I can think about how their appearance changes over time, yujin mikotoba is not an exception he is the blueprint. please accept my long haired yujin propaganda
#do people draw his mascot as a bear because of iris or because hes a bear in the other way#i dont know why im so fond of the idea of bishie sparkles mikotoba but here#yujin fans find me. please. i love him#my beautiful bisexual bear dilf 💖💖💖😊😊😊😊#yuujin mikotoba#yujin mikotoba#mikotoba yujin#tgaa#the great ace attorney 2#tgaa2 spoilers#im not gonna tag homura on the doodle but just in case anyone doesnt know the girl is homura akemi from madoka magica#also capcom dont be a fucking COWARD give susato her dads massive brows#tag spamming sorryyyyyyyyyyy#expect some similar kinds of posts i suppose. i like exploring character evolution like this#my art
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I think you are overplaying subaru's reaction to watching the series by along like having him vomit into a puddle etc when subaru already went through those things before
Look, fluff is difficult for me to write. I’m not sure how obvious it is, but I’m very much used to writing angst.
I already deleted that chapter with the intent to revise it a bit, but just — some of y’all were so NASTY about it. Like for fuck’s sake. I’m not a content machine guys, I’m doing this for fun.
(Those particular comments may not have been you, for the record — and actually in all likelihood they were not you at all — but I just — feel the need to say this more generally right now. I’m still a PERSON, everyone.)
#I’m an ornery fuck so I’m not going to stop doing what I was doing#and in fact I kind of feel like a coward for going back and revising it lmao#but whatever. I do actually think this could use some edits so I’ll just do that#my inbox#me tag#now that’s what I call a dogshow#hope this doesn’t give the impression that I’m easy to bully into things. fuck’s sake
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It’s hard to put on a bright face, in spite of everything (Patreon)
#Doodles#Flowey#UT#Underfell#Just regular Underfell this time! His interactions with Fellplates!Gaster are fun but it was also a great springboard of thinking of Just He#I've never really considered Underfell!Flowey - I love that he's duplicitous and tragic and terrible <3 So a happy Flowey was just kinda#Fine I guess? Kinda missing his depth tho isn't he?#That's what I thought initially anyway hehe ♪ I think he could definitely hold some lies in his belly still ♫#I think no matter what version you end up with - no matter what stimuli you introduce to him - you're going to end up with Flowey™#He's still just a lost little soul with too much Determination and the ability to use it to his own ends - and he's bored. And he's Tired#Especially of getting killed all the time - that whole Kill or Be Killed thing got old Fast - faster than it did in Undertale anyhow#He's still just a fearful little dust-coward in there <3 And when he loses his ability to come back? Oh I think that'd scare him silly#I don't believe for a second that he'd be any more merciful to the player if he didn't think he'd get something from it#Protection - new things to see or feel - maybe he'd even have something of a capacity to be appreciative that'd be nice#And I do think he'd be genuinely helpful! But I think it'd have a Lot of the same undercurrents as what happens to him in the Genocide run#Depends a lot on the player as well - maybe the kinder you are to other monsters the better he'd behave#But would it be out of fear or cockiness of still surviving haha ♪ I just love when he's the worst! He's my favourite when he's the worst!#I think the big question would be Omega Flowey - I mean. Even someone kind-hearted like Asriel became what he did#And Asgore was willing to give himself up to become a True Monster as well - I just :| I don't think he'd fare well lol#Maybe the rules are different in Underfell I dunno but if the rules are the same-#But then again ♪ I also like it when he has the opportunity to be terrible and then doesn't. For whatever reason - selfish - selfless#He's just my favourite :) And it's fun to imagine him acting differently from the same source/different reasons hehe
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Also sorry I'm inevitably gonna b talking a lot about the breakup bc I got a lot of feelings to process. I sure didn't see it coming, so I didn't get any time to prepare for it.
#speculation nation#sometimes ur in a perfectly happy relationship and then outta nowhere she just drops u...#maybe this is karma for my last relationship. i did a kind of similar thing#though we Had had some problems. so there was some leadup to it. she just didnt realize it.#i at least had the grace to break up with her in person. it sucked but it was the respectful thing to do.#6 months in a relationship only to break up over text... im forever gonna be pissed at this.#i'll have my satisfaction when i next see her. which is supposed to be tomorrow but who fucking knows now.#after she stood me up yesterday and then chickened out of seeing me today. bc shes such a coward lol.#ive had my nice face on around her all the times we were together bc i like her#but she's gonna see my bitch side tomorrow. or whenever she comes by to drop off the shit.#ill try not to be Too nasty... but i will definitely be plenty cold lol.#might have a few words for her too. bc she really does deserve to see who exactly she's hurting.#she cant hide behind a screen and her infinite apologies forever. fucking coward.
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