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cryptidofthekeys · 2 months

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yes i was watching raw last night fgdfkjgdfs

bo- uncle howdy- y'all are LITERALLY killing me rn- seeing him do that move-

my s o u l-

this is not just horror this is heartbreak </3

#wwe uncle howdy #wyatt sicks #like smalls your killing me here-#but also ...GET HIS ASS UNCLE HOWDY- GET CHAD'S ASS-#...also real talk seeing Otis back to his old self healed something in me- his ass took a fucking chunk of that cake #...and I approve- hell yeah- I like that Akira followed suit too btw that was cute #...honestly i feel like there needs to be more Otis content out there

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stil-lindigo · 1 year

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the fox god.

a comic about a trickster.

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#cw: emotional abuse #cw: gaslighting #cw: animal death #charity - a god whose name was only ever meant to be ironic #i love playing with the concept of religion like this #im not religious at all but i did go to a christian school for twelve years #and i remember learning about the story of abraham. who long story short gets told by god to kill his son to prove his love for god.#and at the veeeery last minute god goes sike! this was a test to see if you'd do it! here's a lamb to slaughter instead #but the whole concept of that exchange in and of itself is so #anyway #one thing i meant to include in the creative notes but i ran out of room for is that charity never calls cunning by his name.#it's just “fox”. which was a small touch to indicate that he never acknowledged cunning's identity outside of being something exploitable.#but for all charity's hidden disdain for cunning #he still stole all his strengths and coveted them. he became known as the fox god.#so maybe some part of cunning survived. despite everything.#“give me your heart.”#“my god. it had always been yours.”#comic art #hearteaters #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #one more comic to go until im finished with this collection!!

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mipexch · 1 year

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comic about v2 and the goal they'll never fully reach alongside a dissatisfying conclusion. intimate rivalry and all (alternative ending comic. V1 dies instead of V2 during 4-4. V2 is narrating. V1 is dead.)

#high of victory drops to an overwhelming crushing feeling of what comes next now that youre done #if it wasnt clear v2 is trying very hard to put v1 back together after it kills them. very very poorly. weight of your actions hits #v2 #v1 #ultrakill #v4v #heavy implied at the very least. see as you will #i realize now that the writing is very disconnected and so are the drawings but bear with me here. do you see my vision #theres something going on between these two that is beautiful but also extremely codependent #at least on v2s end #tried to do those two descriptive pages in a way where it went like. 2 - 3 small details about v1. and then something very specific. some-#-thing theyd only know if they paid close attention to how the other acted or looked #took me a few days to put together and im pretty happy with it i think #feel free to dub or do whatever as long as you gimme credit where credits due #there are many ways to interpret v2 and this is one of them #gen art

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futuristichedge · 7 months

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Fic so good u start imagining more fic for it

#rambles #man. SATBK fic (specifically 'what isnt yours') killing me atm #thinking abt the satbk cast interacting with main world counterparts and goddd #silver and galahad would be so. like what do you mean you got to be raised in a relatively healthy environment with a dad and stability #youre a knight and training to improve and here i am doing the same thing but with no guidance and the future on my shoulders #satbk save me. save me satbk #also nimue and amy would get along i think. tails and the blacksmith too (trading of special interest info)#percival and blaze both having that high level if dignity and duty but one coming from being a knight and the other being a princess.#gawain and knuckles might clash over small things but overall get along #shadow would not fucking stand lancelot. what do you mean all these rules of following a king dictate how i should act. i choose for myself #and lamorak and jet i have no fucking clue. mutual recognition for skill but also 'what is WRONG with you' maybe???#too busy with school to write or draw comic... so i must daydream

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scarycranegame · 12 days

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getting evil with it today. but actually what else is new

#scary crane rambles #not fandom #every day when i look at the proship tags i lol a little bit #because most everyone else is so ''uwu owo babie!! so niceys!!''#and meanwhile theres me over here being. Not That™#i dont wanna be nice and cute and small. i wanna KILL #and im suffering because everything on the proselfship tag is either #''imagine your f/o being so so sweet and nice and kind to poor little you!'' or like.#''imagine your f/o calling you kitten and pinning you to a wall >:)''#what if i want to make him chug whiskey until he cant even stand up anymore. what then #what if i want to amputate all his limbs and lobotomize him. what then huh.#the struggle is real.................

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a-dash-in-the-middle · 2 months

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what if i-

best friend clears her whole schedule before she even reads where

-Love is your second nature, love is your language. Love! or whatever that one uquiz said about me

#i love her truly and fully #she bought me so many small things which just reminded her of me in our absence #it was this cute candy that was questionably edible and cute sticky notes and cute small popcorn #and we are both so serious but when it comes to cute little things they mean something to us especially when they come from one another #and she got us these kids friendship bracelets in shape of cats to put on our bags #and i just love her #we dont talk often but every time we do its like a hug #its finally seeing somebody loving me as much as i love them #friendship is sacred and i know ours is to her #0 notes to me #sometimes the love of your life is the friendship we made along the way and i know she would leave her comfort zone for me and i for her #but i cant just........ its pathetic bc i have met her when we were in middle school and i feel like crying sometimes just still seeing her #in my living room #and i dont know i just know she will never abandon me #and only death and pride will make me abandon her and my pride is huge and a monster i would kill just to speak with her if it ever comes #between us #sorry for gushing about one of my closest friends she just wont let me be lonely and dramatic on here today i guess lol

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ley-med · 8 months

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One thing that's been on my professional bucket list is epidural anesthesia. Since it's a pretty rare occurrence in my hospital, I haven't got to do one yet. So knowing that today is the day, that I will have a case that requires EDA, I've spent yesterday afternoon watching videos and re-reading on the theory.

So naturally, the patient tells me she changed her mind and would rather face the pain of a hemicolectomy than to face her fear of epidural analgesia...

And it hurts because lady! please let me help you! please let me ease your pain! But of course her decision is her decision...

So yeah, it's still on my bucket list.

#medblr #look i know it's her body and i respect her decision #but apart from the fact that i really wanted to try it #i really wish patients know they didn't have to suffer trough the pain #like im literally here to kill the pain #please let me kill your pain #it's so hard watch my patients suffering knowing there's more to be done #anyway i got her a transabdominal plane block #and some morfin and stuff #so she was mostly pain free afterwards when i asked her #small victories

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fabdante · 4 months

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I was tagged by @thevampireauthoress (love u also) to share five songs I've been listening to lately (and I'm not going to put any Nirvana in it I promise)!

I scrounged by top songs of the month though I just kinda put one of my big playlists on shuffle when I'm at work these days and listen to whatever it gives me.

Creatures in Heaven by Glass Animals

Earth Death by Baths

Pg. 4 A Picture of Three Hedges by Julie

Wolf Like Me by TV on Radio

Free (One Day) by Narcy

Tagging: @derkem @destroyyaa @bigsister-watches @cainite-bite @ro-blaze @mocosa-media @neighborhoodlum and whomever else wants to do this!! (i love to see new songs so pls share!)

#fabtalks #fab talks #music #wolf like me and creatures in heaven are sasha and august songs so i am eternally suffering about them #im scared for i love you so f***ing much asdfghjk like if it's all so sasha and august i will simply explode #like IM 'it tears through my head does it haunt you to?' 'you held me like my mother made me just for you' 'neer really said that i loved #you to/lucky lucky you cause i'm fortunes fool/such small words but they hit so huge'#'im only ever me when i'm here with you/and it gets into your head like a cosmic zoom' 'so long cowboy you're so cool cash in hand with a #memory of you' look i cold go on im just asdfghj god those two #anywho earth death is a big vergil song for me also its also the only one i will turn up and play on blast when i am illegally listening to #music while at work asdfgh just the whole atmosphere of it like 'my men cannot get out of being pulled into the earth' 'come kill me i seem #so bitter/come kill me i see so little' iiimmmmmmm anywho i'll shut up now im just im having feelings asdfghjk #(also everyone should hear free one day)

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pupkou · 3 months

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i’m literally going to **** ******

#i’ve been without T for a month or so because my doctor forgot to prescribe it again when my last prescription period was over bc she could #only prescribe it a year at a time. so i went in to do bloodwork because ive been having health problems like getting a light period and #PMDD a year and a half into being on T and it happened to be when she was supposed to represcribe which iwas like ok nice!#but she forgot to represcribe it so I was 2 weeks without it before I realized that hmm something probably happened #so I called her and she fixed it. then the pharmacy told me that they're out of stock. so I called them to find out when it'd be in stock.#then they said it's in stock but she prescribed me the 10mL bottle when my insurance doesn't cover that. so I called her again to fix that.#and she said that she didn't prescribe me that because why would she when my shots aren't even close to 1 mL? so I called the pharmacy #and they said yeah idk who said that it's wrong. your T will be ready later today. I go to pick it up and quite literally the moment I pull #up to the window the pharmacists pull down the shade that says they're closed on lunch. so ive had horrible mental health and physical symp #oms for the past month because I've been without t right? so I thought okay when I come back home from moving out of my apt #because my pharmacy is in my hometown; then ill get my T. and then once I get my T I can start my new medication because I want my levels t #stabilize before we introduce something new into the ecosystem. and im cleaning my apartment today and going through bags and shit and lo a #behold? there are four fucking boxes of T sitting in a bag in my closet JUST LIKE I THOUGHT! I JUST COULD NOT FIND THEM so ive been going #through hell for fucking nothing. for literally nothing. and I was like oh my god okay I have my T I should go and pick up my new medicatio #and I go to get my shoes on and look at the clock and it's 5:01. they close at 5.#and I have my appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday where shes going to ask me how it's been starting my medication and im going to #have to tell her I havent started and im not better at all and im so new to her im nervous what she will say. sorry for being crazy. im not #good at this or medication. sorry. do you want me to kill myself ill do it in front of you if that would help. AUGHHHHGHHGHGHHHHHHHHHHGGHGH #NONE OF THIS HAD TO HAPPEN. I JUST HAVE SO MUCH SHIT IN MY APARTMENT BECAUSE ITS SO SMALL THAT I COULD NOT FIND PRESCRIPTION MEDICATION #I HATE IT HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LET ME OUTTTTTT (in my brain)

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schrodingersbabe · 5 months

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can u stim by watching a video on loop or like what kind of autism does that fall under. im about to fail my classes bc i wont stop watching italian american evangelion

#what are you stupid?? fucking braindead??#yknow uhh 14 years old graduated from fordham university 4 point 0 and im sitting here with a finook whooo plays the cello and cries #finook???? kaworu's just a friend babe #is that why youre so desperate to please them...?#fuck man why is everything such an ordeal with you its JUST CHICKEN #youre right shinji-kun. its just. chicken.#YOURE ON IT ALL DAY AND YOU WONT PICK UP THE FUCKING PHONE??#why are you so afraid of the chicken shinji-kun #I'LL KILL YOU ALL--#you've gotta at least try it #THE FUCK I DONT #WHY THE HELL DO I WORK HERE????#admit it shinji-kun. its not the chicken. its your parents.#this is like the tour the world thing where i hope to one day recite it in its entirety in front of someone. so i hope my beloved mutuals #will forgive me for entertaining a small part of this selfish desire here tonight. love u all. u can kill me now if u want

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obessivedork · 1 year

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I got so caught up in the euphoria of new Star Trek that I forgot SNW has some of my least favourite writing of the new shows. I think I’m frustrated with it because there are so many aspects I SHOULD like! On paper I SHOULD like this show more than I do! I just do not vibe! :(

#Happy for everyone who loves the show so much god I wish that were me #tagging for my own blog's sorting system not here to be a dick #it is only dethroned by season 3 of PIC for my least favourite writing #but. STOP TALKING ABOUT GENETIC MODIFICATION STAR TREK. IT HAS NEVER BEEN GOOD. IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN BAD. ALWAYS.#EVEN THAT ONE BASHIR EPISODE THIS IS A HOT TAKE I WILL TAKE TO MY GRAVE #(but there are other things that are good about that Bashir episode)#It's too nuanced and difficult of a topic to handle in a 45-60 minute episode. It really is #Children should never be blamed for the sins of their parents etc etc but it is SUCH a double edged sword #what they did with La'an was neat I guess. something something facing ancestral ghosts that put guilt on your shoulders #Like at least this guilt and trauma isn't entirely needless like the Gorn shit #It makes sense that a descendant of HIS would have complex thoughts and feelings. Just wish it was a descendant of a DIFFERENT #genegic augment from Earth's history. Makes the universe feel SO SMALL #The La'an episode got me reluctantly back into being willing to see where they're going with everything because it was a decent episode #I mean I'll watch the Lower Decks episode no matter what but I was hoping the show would grow on me more this season #and it still hasn't really #There are fun elements (Funky old engineer lady! Still mad about killing off the season 1 guy but she's fun! I'm so gay for Ortegas)#I want to like this show more so bad! :(#but I'm just overall not vibing :(#star trek #snw

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krispiecake · 1 year

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uk moots idk if youve seen the rishi sunak school guidelines shit but. like it was already so bad like its been getting worse and worse for years now and somehow it just. like i dont think ive heard someone say something so obviously VILE about the equality act.. ever. i know its not all official yet like it was a proposed speech but i do not see this being scrapped not with the people in control rn. this is gonna kill lgbt kids especially trans kids and i feel so fucking helpless again.

#in fucking pride month too. i feel stupid and helpless.#i want to be a teacher too. i wanna make school safe for kids like me and the idea of having to follow #these fucking human rights abuses of guidelines makes me feel physically nauseous #how am i ever meant to work in education? how am i meant to be a teacher if my basic rights are encouraged to be ignored.#am i meant to put up with misgendering and disrespect every day until it kills me? until something even worse happens?#how are you meant to protect vulnerable kids when your told to hand them over to potential abuse violence homelessness or even death #conversion therapy is still legal here too.#they keep saying theyre banning it but its been 5ys since they said that and still NOTHING.#not only does it mean outing kids to their families #but it also means that they will not be protected from transphobic abuse and harassment from teachers or students.#teachers dont have to and are told not to respect any name pronoun or gender changes #if the parents dont approve #and even then teachers and other students alike will not have to respect them anyway ‘if they dont want to #you know. the shit that has been proven to fucking kill trans youth.#they wanna gut lgbt sex ed too. like probably all of it. the stuff thats been put forward from stonewall (our main lgbt charity here)#i just. i feel so fucking small.#rishi sunak and every single tory needs their head beat in with a cricket bat i literally do not fucking care.#transphobia tw #homophobia tw

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catboybrain · 1 year

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i wish security breach had been Stanley Parable but fnaf. there are equally many ways to choose to go but your bad choices will create bad endings. what's canon? yes.

#fnaf security breach #fnaf #fnaf sb #d.txt #here's the genuis thing. get ready to hire me steel wool #all of the endings are canon because it's about all of the different kids vanny lures/ kills . solved your bad game #its about vanny's rise to power and the solidifcation of her taking on the afton line #her motivation would be revealed through environmental storytelling you find all ove rthe place; hidden but consistent #i had an a) b) to this post bc the other option for me to like it is if it were in a strip mall/ small mall #but this is piquing my interest more now. gimme like 12 kids in a fnaf game ok . like 20 even.#see how matt loses his brain over that one trying to say theyre all elizabeth or cassidy

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depresseddepot · 1 year

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not to sound dramatic or anything but magic is real and I know its real because I swore a contract w the spiders in my room about a year ago to never purposefully harm them or let them come to harm so long as they ate all the other bugs in my room and now anytime someone purposefully kills a spider near me I am momentarily possessed and have to literally restrain myself from tackling the person who did it

#this post is meant to be silly but to be clear i am AFRAID of spiders #so for me to now have a knee jerk reaction to injure MYSELF to protect a spider as a result of an ''agreement'' is. fascinating #like. did i make an actual contract w these spiders? im cool w it if so but i didnt think bodily possession would be included #the agreement is like a year and a half or so old at this point but honestly 10/10 would reccomend. i have almost no bugs in my room now #and i actually see LESS spiders than i did before #we are now Allies #anyways this post was prompted by finding the biggest fucking spider crawling up my sock #and having the mental fortitude to force my fear down like i literally swallowed it and took her outside #normally if they're small i just let them disappear (out of sight out of mind)#and if they're big (wolf spiders are common here) the rules are: if you aren't bothering me i won't bother you #like i had a spider (not wolf but similarly big) that lived in an unused closet for a while #and every morning he would crawl across my sharp shitty ceiling very slowly and then crawl back #and like. he wasn't bothering me. he was just going for a walk #however: touching me or my stuff is off limits #my bed and my desk and my body are places they are Not allowed #i dont kill them still obv but they will be escorted outside #the big big ones i always take outside bc they would die indoors anyways (not enough birds? or whatever they eat. theyre huge)#sorry i got carried away #swear agreements with the spiders in your house and profit #get possessed occassionally but its fine #i also have an unspoken contract with yellowjackets but nothing formal yet #one day when i have a yard ill have contracts w lots of stuff. yellowjackets and bees and stray cats and snakes and possums #i don't like talking to people but i do like creatures (so long as they aren't touching me (<- prone to the heeby jeebies))

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johnmalevolent · 2 years

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RELISTENING FOR THE THIRD TIME BTW I CANT FICKIGhold on i'll put it in the tags. malevolent spoilers warning

#I CANT STOP YHINKING ABOUT HOW SMALL JOHN SOUNDED #LIKE. when john wanted arthur to do something he'd go 'LISTEN TO ME YOU'RE AS STUPID AS YOUR DECISIONS'#but here john said please. he's not attacking #even so arthur still thought he was just trying to manipulate him like he'd been doing since the start #remember part 18 everyone #that was pain #malevolent spoilers #speaking of part 18 john attacked arthur with his hand and arthur went you took everything from me #so maybe john couldve stopped arthur from using the dagger like he saved arthur from falling by grabbing on the wall #but he didnt. bcs arthur seemed to really want to kill this man and he took enough from him #and john def knew arthur wasnt killing larson to save lives. but john couldnt take arthur's only chance to do some kind of revenge #or maybe he was just scared bcs like arthur said this is just like faust #anyway.#malevolent

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davidtennantpussytulpa · 2 years

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started yellowjackets with my family awesomeee……. lez out and kill in the woods ladies!!!!!!!!!

#also i was like. how long would it take you guys to eat someone if you were stranded like that #because ive thought abt it a lot lately esp since i watched castaway bc i think id do it right away #like not KILL someone and eat them that would take longer. but if there was an accident and people died during it id probably eat them #right away bc like. theres a whole bunch of meat going to waste. itll only attract predators for later and stink up the place if u have to #take shelter there. plus like if theres a crash it would scare away anything small you could catch in the area for a day or two so that food #option is gone. and then you have to scavenge like what if theres nothing around or u cant tell whats okay to eat #its better to eat someone fast to keep your energy up for how much work youll need to do finding shelter and water and food to survive #beyond a few days #anyways. i didnt say all this before bc i wanted their true answers and my mom said not for a very long time/probably not and my dad said #probably not WHICH SURPRISED ME BAD BC I THOUGHT HE WOULD SAY YES #and i was like. well lol. heres my opinion 🫢#idk if id actually be able to pull it off BUT. im just saying that would be the best option #better to cannibalize people already dead rather than kill someone youve gone through horrors to survive with as i always say!

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