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a-dash-in-the-middle · 2 months

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what if i-

best friend clears her whole schedule before she even reads where

-Love is your second nature, love is your language. Love! or whatever that one uquiz said about me

#i love her truly and fully #she bought me so many small things which just reminded her of me in our absence #it was this cute candy that was questionably edible and cute sticky notes and cute small popcorn #and we are both so serious but when it comes to cute little things they mean something to us especially when they come from one another #and she got us these kids friendship bracelets in shape of cats to put on our bags #and i just love her #we dont talk often but every time we do its like a hug #its finally seeing somebody loving me as much as i love them #friendship is sacred and i know ours is to her #0 notes to me #sometimes the love of your life is the friendship we made along the way and i know she would leave her comfort zone for me and i for her #but i cant just........ its pathetic bc i have met her when we were in middle school and i feel like crying sometimes just still seeing her #in my living room #and i dont know i just know she will never abandon me #and only death and pride will make me abandon her and my pride is huge and a monster i would kill just to speak with her if it ever comes #between us #sorry for gushing about one of my closest friends she just wont let me be lonely and dramatic on here today i guess lol

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smeraldo-heart · 1 month

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More Jedi Textposts

Except I go straight for angst this time and don’t even pretend to have some levity

Part two on its way….

#cal kestis #jedi fallen order #jedi survivor #jaro tapal #greez dritus #cere junda #the 13th battalion #saw gerrera #the iron battalion #trilla suduri #Darth Vader #if you ever get me started on the tragedy that is Cere and Cal’s miscommunication you will never get me to stop #it’s so SAD. when Cal sees her again she dies not that long after #don’t get me started on how Cal must have felt abandoned either.. just dont #HAIR SYMBOLISM!!! IT KILLS ME!!!#Cal chopped his beautiful locks off and with it the last remains of his innocence #and then he grows his hair longer again in the third game DO YOU GET ME??? HAIR LENGTH SYNONYMOUS WITH HEALING?!!#Cal getting through every traumatic day of his life with nothing but his sheer will and grit #the fourth one is entirely Cal. I don’t know where the quote is from but it’s HIM #the fifth one is NOT bashing Cere or Greez btw! just thinking about how Cal reacts to being hurt #maybe he is angry and upset for a bit but quite quickly he forgives them. it’s both a strength and something very upsetting #saw gerrera though. he knew this kid wanted to prove himself and he used that to his advantage #notice how he sent Cal on these dangerous missions and didn’t contact him ONCE. his entire crew died and nothing #this is not a Bode friendly place btw.#Cal has been afraid for his life since he was 12. do you think about that 🥰#even before then he was in a war #Trilla and Cal similarities and sibling dynamics kill me

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plan-3-tmars · 1 month

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thinking abt how in the bible the holy spirit is represented by a dove, an animal that is pure white and represents . purity. And innocence

thinking about how in angel's egg the girl is. well. a little girl (and innocent kid) and is also near pure white in skin tone and hair and is also followed by feathers whenever she runs

warning for a massive ramble in the tags major spoilers for the whole movie if you want to venture in there lmao

#the bird is god the egg is the son the girl is the holy spiritt #the man is judas #the egg is the son (jesus) and he betrays the girl by destroying the egg when she is asleep #the water bottles are offerings to the bird (god)#the man fears god . he thinks god has abandoned them and fears a potential wipeout with the water levels rising every night #thats why he qoutes the bible passages about the story of god trying to destory humankind #thats why he destroys the egg. he is frightened of what may be inside #id say hes also scared of the girl a tinsy bit but that's just my personal understanding of his facial expressions #i think the fish shadows and the other men represent humanitys determination to live and persevere #also how desperation for a better life in times of tough can quickly turn into anger at the wrong ppl #those damn fish arent doing anything! but its the closet thing the people of the town can try and kill to earn back a sense of agency #the towns are going to keep flooding every night anyway though because they're directing their anger at the wrong thing #i still rlly enjoy the reveal that the land is actually noah's ark flipped upside down #again going into my thing of humanitys determination to survive. they couldnt find land so they live on the literal boat #does depend on whether or not you interpret the towns flooding at night god trying to finish the job and destory his creation or if its like #rising sea tide or sm. im personally more inclined to the 1st one tho #especially with whatever the hell is going on with that big sphere eyeball thing #i still dont know what the deal with that thing is after so many rewatches #i fear i never well #if you made it this far . congrats. also watch angels egg #i wanted to compile my thoughts somewhere.. unfortunately i dont think ill ever make a coherent post about this movie #its just too Like That and full of mystery for me to ever be happy with an analysis cuz theres definitely going to be a plot hole in there #somewhere so take instead.. unorganized thoughts of my brain jumping from idea to idea #angels egg #angels egg spoilers

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strwbrymlkshake · 9 months

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who up praying for downfalls 🤨

#mine #yandere #yancore #yandere vent #oh my god have i got some things to say. ooohhuuoouugh buddy #its not even my own situation this isnt even related to me. but im being a nice upstanding young man and venting abt it instead of invoking #the curse of ra. wishing someone dies is such a good coping mechanism fr because instead of thinking about it forever i can move on with #my life. and its great! but oouuuh theres something wrong with that huh. and oh my god. this issue is so fucked but i cant explain it in #a heartfelt and meaningful way. so imagine someone is religiously devoted to a guy and their mental anguish stems from jealousy or fear #of abandonment. and they are internally tormented about that forever. and just because they dont fit your definition of whats right #youre all like Hey you know that guy that means everything to them. how about we take him for ourselves solely bc this person #this suffering person whose life depends on him- who acts like that BECAUSE they are suffering- you think they deserved to be punished for #their traumas? their guilt and pain and anguish? you are no better than whatever you think they are.#i dont think this even makes sense cause im vague on purpose. this sounds like a situation from the bible i think #idk i didnt read it. anyways im skipping and frolicking in my cradle of hatred that fills me with warmth and delight #its not required that people are nice or respectful when their lives have been wretched thanks to people like YOU #but i hope their devotion never wavers due to people who hate their happiness. its not like those people matter anyway #if youre meant to be with your Guy and you love him enough then nothing else matters at that point. its all a test #die a martyr for your own romantic ideologies or whatever satou matsuzaka said #this is literally the equivalent of like. a mother cat adopts a kitten that isnt hers bc her own kin are all dead. she protects this kitten #with her entire life. and her whole being. and hisses growls bites at anyone that comes close to it. and some human teens are like #we should take that kitten solely because the mother cat loves it so much that shes willing to get violent for it.#because its not very niceys of her to harass those who want to take away the only thing she has left! oh noes!!#like shut the fuck up dawg. if that cat mauls someone for getting too close to her baby then mind your own goddamn business #clearly they did not grow up italian 💀#clearly they did not grow up with nothing being their own. nothing being sacred. no desire to protect anything #anyways yanderes i love you. you are fr so easy to be around and you should never change for anyone. i mean maybe take some therapist #advice here and there in case your devotion makes you suffer but OTHERWISE!!! dont feel bad about being a hater!!! protect what is yours #and i will respect it so hard i swear to god. its not that difficult to treat your devotion with the kindness it deserves.#if a disrespectful teen tries to steal your kitten then ill help you beat them to death with a shovel idc

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goldenhypen · 1 year

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i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲#NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭#i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭#and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡#but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭#maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐#and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️#no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻#i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

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hella1975 · 1 year

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listening to call your mom rn (god it feels wrong spelling it like that)

gripping u by the shoulders. this song is everything to me.

#OKAY STORYTIME THAT NO ONE ASKED FOR:#do u guys remember that girl that was basically my bi-awakening and we had the very stereotypical #intense homoerotic friendship that traumatised the both of us? yeah her #well basically i still have a lot of love for her and we're still friends like she's in my hometown friend group so when i talk about them #i still mean her and out of our entire group she's the ONLY one who didn't go to uni and me and my other friend spoke recently #about how unhappy we know she is bc she got abandoned by us in this awful hometown and we dont think she loves her boyfriend #so much as she stays with him bc she literally has no one else until we come home her life is literally just waiting for us between terms #and i worry about her all the time and one thing that happened a while back was she did drugs w this one guy by the river #and she completely whitied like it was just weed but she was 17 and had never done it before and turns out she's like me #where edibles just do NOT agree with her on a good day let alone when she took as much as she did and she was with a random boy #by the fucking WIER (basically a big dangerous waterfall) and we were all at our mate's house that was a 40 min walk away #and she RANG ME. i was the one she rang. that still sticks with me. and omg it was so scary bc she was so out of it on the phone #and all i managed to get from her was that Something Was Wrong (didnt know what) and that we needed to pick her up #so we did. we got on bikes and fucking RACED to this girl and we picked her up and in the end she asked for her mum #and i was the one to take her to her mum and knock on the door and stand there with her daughter's arm around my shoulder #barely conscious her sick on my shoes and explain what happened. like WHAT #& yeah basically i still have so much love for that girl and i know she struggles with shit hence why that even happened in the first place #and it's like. im still here. i still love you. i'll call your mum. i'll come and get you. just ring me and i'll pick up. stay on the line.#so yeah this song did unimaginable damage the first time i heard it. literally gives me chills and transports me to my 17 year old self #we were young and didnt know what we were doing and the town was suffocating us #AND WE WERE BOTH DROWNING AND DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SAVE EACH OTHER BUT THERE WAS AN UNDERSTANDING THAT WE WERE DROWNING TOGETHER #ask #noah kahan

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thistlekiss · 8 months

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Me: starting to make lunch in the kitchen

Mother: comes in after me and makes it VERY clear that *i* am in the way

Also mother: gets pissed off when i say i'll make my food later

#I WAS THERE FIRST #cCLEARLY GATHERING INGREDIENTS #but no IM the one getting in HER way #for fucks sake its my birthday tomorrow she abandoned me during an asthma attack i had to get her to call me a fucking ambulance for #and today shes fucking aggro bc i was IN *HER* WAY????#and after i fixed her fucking tv EVEN AFTER SHE WOKE ME UP o fixed her fucking app she was having issues with she RUINED the chicken stock #i was trying to fucking make last week AND SHE INVADED THE FUCKING KITCHEN WHILE I WAS TRYING TO MAKE FOOD #but no obviously im the fucking problem #also bought her a fucking mini waggle maker bc she cant eat the big ones i found 4 more kdramas for her to watch AND shes put zero effort il #into my birthday #like i spend the entire year picking presents for her and my dad and my sister and ALL THREE OF THEM COME TO ME FOR THEIR PRESENTS TO EACH #OTHER and she fucking refuses to put any effort into gifts for me #just hands me cash #“its too hard i dont know what you like” even when i fucking made a list of gift cards she could get AT THE FUCKING GROCERY STORE #and we always fucking eat where anybody fucking else in the family wants to eat #nevermind its supposed to be my fucking birthday #anyway turns out im still bitter and angry that my birthday has never been about me #time for my annual Birthday Self Pity to start #at least i organised my own birthday cake this year #so im actually getting what i want #since last year the dessert she made i cant fucking eat #bc im fucking allergic to eggs #and the year before that she wasnt speaking to me so i bought my own present #jokes on her that was my best birthday in decades #bc i actually got to do what i wanted which was fucking nothing #she didnt force us to go out for lunch AND THOUGHT SHE WAS PUNISHING ME #and the year before that i put my fucking foot down and said i wanted fish and chips at home #but she had to choose the fucking fish and chip place and she chose the fucking chinese restaurant so it was shit #i have forced myself to stop caring about my birthday bc it's just retraumatising myself every time i care

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regularbeans · 2 years

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next year i want

to learn 10 languages (i did start 10 duolingo courses yesterday so like)

read 12 books (i havent read a book since high school)

watch 52 movies (eh)

get a tattoo! (but only if the TLOU show is good)

get rollerskates uwu

get back into biking

get back into drawing?

write sumn idk

not get a mental breakdown every three months especially before funkytown in february

i will go to austria, england, wales, and denmark in february (and march) in one big trip and i would. love to not. be a problem. :)

get a lavalamp

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quietwingsinthesky · 1 year

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anthropomorphizes angel blade anthropomorphizes the tablet anthropomorphizes the bunker anthro-

#they are OLD. they are ALIVE. they have FEELINGS.#angel blades are a given because they are Part Of The Angel. they want to be with their angel. they're loyal. to turn one against the owner #is to break it. kill it too. you know? this is me saying gabriel's blade never works right again after its used to kill him.#the bunker is alive because it is full of dead tortured things. most of them didn't want to die there. sam and dean should be glad that the #men of letters were so good at magic. keeps the bunker docile. under control. but beyond that its just Old.#my personal hc that the bunker wasnt build by the MoL. they just found it and controlled it. shaped it to be a hideout for their war.#but its a lot older than them. than anything. (<- this is v inspired by the oldest house in control yes i love that game.)#that part of the bunker. that old part. it might come to love its inhabitants. not as legacies but as people who need a home.#the tablets are alive because they are angry and abandoned and full of knowledge that Must Be Read.#they were buried they were locked away. they dont appreciate being forgotten. they dont even appreciate being read. but they have to be.#its their purpose. its their only purpose. of course they hurt the prophets that read them. they resent this state of being.#that they will be read. used. and put away again.#none of this makes any sense does it askldjalkjdkl i just think more things should be Alive in spn.#(the impala being included should go without saying of course she's alive. she's baby.)

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kerorowhump · 1 year

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#keroro #i love this. she is me. i can live my unbridled amounts of cute aggression towards him THRU HER #i literally need to do this irl #like i just skimmed ep 64 bc i was curious about this trauma switch thing and ive never wanted to grab him and whack him around more #in an affectionate way not because im mad at him oh no. i understand him so deeply. i feel him. i know his most inner psyche.#and he inspires unrecorded levels of senseless violence in me #me in my little ignoramus bubble writing a 4 pages dissertation on his character anyway bc like. i get him ok #his deep seated sense of guilt that he's constantly fighting against. that he needs to repress and deny in order to function.#his fear of abandonment. fear of never being enough. not being able to make up for it. for himself. thats why hes self sacrificing #his selfish childishness that comes from not having been allowed a lot in his youth. taking friends for granted in his past but knowing -#you dont fit in with them. constantly apologizing for yourself. taking space. too much. self indulgence. because friends is s scary concept #and yet one you couldnt survive without. letting them walk all over you. denying your anger. your fears. crawling back to them with a smile #at their feet and biting time because what you really want is friends. company. but you think you don't deserve it. deep down.#maybe u dont. your worst reminder the friend you love. and if they ditch you it's deserved. you don't need them (you do)#why am i rambling!!!! he has ruined me. if im wrong dont even tell me bc i prefer this version in my head anyway #*charlie voice* look at me. psychological trauma up to here #im not saying growing up poor with a father that shames you for your interests and ''disciplines'' you made him selfish but. no yes!#i am saying that. bc i know how it is. growing up with friends that have a lot that u can never afford. u feel guilty just being with them #ok we strayed a lot from the og post which is just me saying I WANNA PUNCH THIS GUY SO BAD (he is me)#keroro gunso

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voidscreamns · 1 year

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#full stop i feel like the odd one out with my personal interpretation of the Tsaritsa #like i usually see people theorize that she’s all very gentle and sweet on the outside but actually doesn’t truly care at all abt humans #i’m the exact opposite— i think she’s extremely cold and almost hostile on the outside #and seemingly has abandoned all pretenses of love that she may have once exhibited #but deep down inside we learn that she has never truly abandoned it— in fact it’s rhe very thing that fuels her motives in the first place #she tells herself that the war she’s preparing for against Celestia is all for the greater good #but in reality its just sheer grief and rage that she a god of love must follow the whims of an apathetic Celestia #like uh what’s that one phrase. ‘grief is just love lost’ or smth #i also think there’s two ways this can go— she’s either so caught up in her machinations that she doesn’t realize she still has love in her #heart. OR she’s fully aware that that she still loves humans and that is why she does the things she does with the Fatui #no matter how monstrous or damaging her actions are to the rest of teyvat goddammit she is wrong in the face kf the most unforgiveable crime #against humanity aka what happened with Khaenri’ah. she knows this and she has to go thru wifh it no matter how much it hurts her bc it’s #the only way out that she can see #maybe idk we dont know enough abt her to know for certain but it’s just got me thinking

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im-still-watching-anime · 2 years

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all these siblings and NONE of them want to read through my boring college essays to help me decide which one to submit for this contest smh family ain’t shit

#‘i dont even know what its about’ bestie you don’t have to!!#just tell me which one is most well written #i have been ABANDONED in my time of need smh #this is so embarrassing ive never submitted any of my essays to one of these how do you PICK #i was half tempted to make a poll with no explanation and force you guys to choose because i just DON’T KNOW!#i have one (1) sister who hasn’t responded so here’s hoping she can stand to read three random ass essays cherry picked from my classes #my ability to make decisions is never good #making them about something that makes me nervous is basically impossible #having a Great Time™️#not anime #life junk

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llycaons · 2 years

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not that they were on the ships list but some of the boring default m/f ships reminded me of how much I hate wq/jc. like 🤢🤢🤢🤢🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪

#its got literally nothing. its lackluster. its mediocre. its empty of chemistry #its misogynistic. it ignores their respective values and perspectives #she does not like him at all. she does not trust him and knows he will fail her #he only offers to save her and not what she cares about #it would be a relationship based on debt and obligation whoch would be catastrophic for both of them #since jc wants unconditional love and not have a marriage bc she had no other choice #he also abandons her to die in a starving commune??? swoon ig????#she treats him politely and heals his inuries bc thats what a doctor does...shes a healer....#and their one moment of connection that might be construed as chemistry isbliterally about wwx #they both care so much more about wwx than about each other which is quite funny #jc has literally nothing to offer wq that she wants.#and his crush on her is very shallow since he doesn't actually know her and I dont think hed be happy in a relationship anyway #I don't even blame him too much for the comb since hes a self-concious and insecure young teenager just trying what's supposed to work #but of course it didn't go anywhere #shes also much more mature and probably several years older than him what are you people DOING #ugh I dislike boring ships of dudes who never met but the m/f ships #treated as 'default' just piss me off so much more #and quite frankly I don't think jc can handle a wife who won't follow his orders or do as he says #hes far too insecure for that and it always comes out as angry #like I dont think hed be violent to her but that would be such a toxic household #wq doesn't do what her own sect leader tells her to even tho her younger brother is being held hostage #even if she struck some kind of deal w jc I dont think she could be an obedient wife for long her moral compass is too strong #anyway bottom line is: leave her alone!!!!#cql txp

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silverwindptv · 3 months

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#bro literally I apologized to my mom and my mom was like #do you have abandonment issues? is that why you get upset #like yes I def do #and then my mom was like why? when have you ever been abandoned #literally my ex #but I’m not going to bring that up bc I didn’t tell my mom Jack shit bc she would constantly just say hurtful things to me back then #but I was explaining how they leave me out of stuff or leave me behind all the time #BECAUSE SHE ASKED #and she just suddenly starts crying and goes I DONT KNOW WHY YOURE TRYING TO START AN ARGUMENT WITH ME #WHAT THE FUCK????#YOURE THÉ ONE THAT ASKED ME!#so I got upset and then she was like “SEE EVEN NOW YPURE GWTTING MAD AT ME #I’m just so confused #I came her to apologize and now I’m the bad guy #after you were asking why i got upset.#okay whatever #I’m not apologizing for shit again when I’m not in the wrong #I’m so tired of being walked all over all the time #you KNOW she would NEVER leave my sister or brother behind #but me?#of course leave that bitch bc no one cares about her #and it sucks bc i had a good time today #and then my mom is all in a l’issu mood going home like what’s wrong with you?#and now she’s crying upstairs bc I’m a bad person #idek why I’m still here #no one wants me to live here #they all hate me and don’t want me here #my mom and dad have literally told me to move out years ago #and they have never ever said that to either of my siblings

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digitaldiseas3 · 4 months

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can't tell if i'm like... starting to dislike these girls because im pmsing and that's pretty typical for me to suddenly not like certain people, or if it's genuinely because they've been giving me weird fucking vibes and did smth i think was shitty :/

#they left one dude in the club blackout drunk bc he said he didnt want to leave yet #and his phone died and he slept in the street. woke up with no memory of what happened #and a bachelorette party at the club had ripped his shirt off in shreds apparently #and its like. yeah ik those girls that left him aren't responsible for him that's not their job but like. he couldnt b responsible for hims #--himself in that state #we're in a foreign country and he was visibly fucking blackout wasted #and they left him there by himself #and then in the morning when it was like oh fuck we dont know where jake is? they were insistent that we didnt tell the profs and would #instead wait FOUR HOURS for him to contact us (WTF) before going to the spanish police Ourselves #like what the fuck do you think WE can accomplish??#whatever it turned out okay (or as ok as it could be) bc he managed to buy a charger and picked up when i tried calling again within that 1 #hour that we discovered he never made it to his hotel that night #so like. it was fine we didnt need to get the professors or cops involved and nobody had to get sent back home to the US #but like. the fact that they STILL are treating it like no big deal is really giving me rancid vibes #he could have been robbed or assaulted or kidnapped or killed. and what would we have done #like. idk. it seems like theyre just trying to sweep it under the rug bc it was THEM who saw him last #it was THEM who abandoned him while he was in no state to be on his own #and it's especially jarring bc some of those girls i'd considered to be really great people that i really liked!!#and then for one of them especially to be LAUGHING when jake was telling her in person what had happened #like zero concern whatsoever #and its so offputting like... genuinely was this no issue in your eyes.#and it's scary bc it really is a double standard bc if this was a girl then everyone would have been flipping the fuck out #the profs and cops would be called ASAP even if it meant that people got sent home early from the study abroad. bc safety is more important #but bc 'hes a grown man he can handle himself' nobody was in any sort of rush to try and make sure he was okay #its just. i dont feel like i can trust half of them anymore when that was how they reacted to the situation #and when one girl today got lowkey pissed at me for being like yeah that was scary how jake was left all alone and slept in the streets #she was like 'well its not our problem. hes the one who didnt want to leave so its his own fault. he should be able to handle himself'#WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU. WHAT THE FUCK.

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bmpmp3 · 4 months

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i was like. thinking about the software situation with the cryptonloids and i got curious if there was any progress on the non-miku NT banks yet so i went to listen to those vocals they use in that mobile game (if i remember correctly they use beta versions unreleased to the public?) and like. you know. despite how contentious miku nt herself is i think some of the betas for the others sound pretty good, len sounds fantastic and rin sounds about on par with her older banks (although i do miss a bit of her sharpness) and like. i may be killed with hammers for this but i was listening to the heat abnormal cover and i think i like the kaito nt beta sound more than his v3 like he sounds fantastic here. i dont dislike his v3 or anything but the nt bits ive heard has like some of the depth and richness i so sorely miss from his v1 while having the old-yamaha-keyboard-keyboard-key-spring sound that i do enjoy of his v3.... i do wish it had more of the v1 strength tho

#luka i also like the sound of but also i dont think she sounds like luka. but also im really picky about older luka banks anyway #im not usually a huge fan so that might be why i do enjoy her nt sound. but i also understand why someone would be disappointed because lik #she straight up sounds like a diff person LOL its so fucked up like who is that..... who is that....#and meiko nt beta..... im still not sure if i like her or not. she sounds a bit weak.#they keep getting her to sing in these medium high ranges when i prefer her in either a really high range a la nostalogic OR #in a deeper medium range so i dunno. i just dont know orz #but len does sound really REALLY good like i think i might also like his nt a bit more than his v4 #rin is not quite as good as her v4 tho. shes pretty good but missing a bit. which is fascinating. how does that happen but not with len LOL #but its also fascinating the whole situation to begin with. am i insane or has miku nt been like. near abandoned #i basically never see people use her covers or originals outside of the game. is she alive. is she alive #i dont think she sounds horrible or anything ive seen some users do some fantastic things with her. she does look hard to use tho #that might be the biggest issue. and in the game songs she sounds really fantastic on occasion but most of the time she sounds...#kinda wack LOL i love her in the from y to y cover. and that stella song. i dunno about the others #part of this i also think is the line distribution tho. i think with these nt vocals u gotta be careful when putting them with real vocals #like thats why i think the heat abnormal one sounds so good. they use kaito as an accent in a way. he mostly sings backing with his solos #being like the end of the chorus for emphasis. and this already is a perfect song for robotic vocals LOL it was made for em #but combining like his deeper formant with the breathy sound of tomorirus character and that one with the low side ponytail #and the stronger medium high voices of the blonde one and the brunette. sorry i dont know their names LOL the game doesnt run on me phooone #its gorgeous tho it adds such richness. i think the from y to y cover also sounds great with the rich breathy vocal of the girl with #the long straight hair with the thin robotic sound of miku nt. like it swells up from mikus vocals like an orchestra its awesome #i think u cant just use the vsynths like any other character voice in line distribution you gotta use it mostly for depth and emphasis #but i also dont play the game so i might be talking nonsense LOL i just like the songs. but i do wonder why its been so like radio silence #on the other nts software wise. len and rin sound near ready for release. at least compared to miku nt HJLKSJD #and i would like that kaito....give him to me... and i think i could fix the meiko. i could fix her. i can fix her.

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