#like its not the most pain ive ever been in

[semiotomatics]

i find it funny when my head hurts cause its like, youre already the cause of literally every single other problem i have. and now you hurt too? unbelievable

[possamble]

I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way

[w1tchybusiness]

i could write a 100 page essay about what a fucking masterpiece warframe is. i will write many words in the tags. please readem if you want my 'tism.

[mypeggableromance]

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[sophiethewitch1]

in my hater era

[bunnyboy-juice]

honestly. being able to be honest with my loved ones about when i am Mentally Unwell but also Dont Want To Talk About It has done wonders for my mental health

[humblefryingpan]

I've cried 4 times today over the same thing and like every single time I am alone in a room I start sobbing

I'm tired so I put my phone down but istg the second I put it down I started thinking ab it and nearly started crying again and had to get it back on

[seiwas]

the desire to write smth so good that’s just. aching but in the best way? smth that lingers long past reading. smth that makes you get up in the middle to pace around before sitting back down to pick it up again because the emotions are reeling.

so you start to type only to realise that’s one biiiiig skill gap 🫠

[rainyraisin]

I have to take two more lots of penicillin today I'm gonna fucking SCREAM (vent in the tags)

[semiotomatics]

lol. i think ive reached my limit.

[plushiefucker]

we should be allowed to kill rapists idc what anyone says

[phagodyke]

was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍

[imaginarianisms]

if you love me, you don’t love me in a way i understand ( from aerea to rhaena )

❝If only you knew how much I love you. What I sacrificed for you.❞ Her voice is... surprisingly soft, after a moment of silence looking at her daughter. Lilac eyes gazed at her little girl from the gardens she'd used to play in herself at Dragonstone. Aerea had grown much but she would always be her little girl. Rhaena herself knows she's not the easiest person to deal with, she's no Alysanne, she was always the sweetest one of her siblings, and she'd hardened her heart for the sake of survival. Rhaena was far from perfect, but at the very least, she was trying with the limited information she'd had, having been separated from her own mother and being forced to raise her two baby girls alone when Aegon had went to his own death.

The sky above them was overcast, but a sliver of light broke through the gardens. Thank the gods that Aerea had been spared from the horrors of Maegor's court. That she didn't know about the cruelties that Maegor had inflicted onto her. It still hurt to think about it all these years later. ❝I labored for a night and a half to bring you and your sister into this world at Casterly Rock. The High Septon called you abominations, but I saw no such thing. I held the both of you in my arms, you were both so small, how could someone say such a thing about two newborn baby girls? When you and Rhaella were only babes, not long after you were born, your father and I snuck into King's Landing in the dark of night by wagon pulled by mules beneath sacks of corn to get Dreamfyre back. I begged and pleaded with your father not to go meet Maegor the Cruel in battle and to take us all across the Narrow Sea instead; I would have died for your father but I would not risk your lives. I begged and pleaded with him to take us to Myr, Tyrosh, Volantis, anywhere to get you away from Maegor's grasp, but he would not listen to me. I went to Driftmark in the dark of night to see your lady grandmother and I asked the maester for milk of the poppy while I told her my plans. I sent you and Rhaella away to keep you safe in case Maegor's men came looking. How that witch found you is still beyond me. Aegon the Conqueror's throne was mine by right but my father listened to the Seven and let my brother take my throne, and Jaehaerys took my throne, too, when he had no right to it by Valyrian custom. If I had been Queen, I would have made you my heir. I do love you, Aerea, even if I am not the best at showing or saying it out loud.❞

A sad smile curved at her lips. She shifted in her seat, pushing her silver hair behind her as she offered to reach her hand out to Aerea's to rub the back of her hand with her thumb, but only if she'd let her. The argument from before wasn't easy on either of them, so while it would sting if she'd rejected it, she'd understand. The Queen in the East looked at her daughter and, for a moment, she felt like she was talking to her younger self whenever she would lash out in grief, the days before she grew hard. Alayne, Samantha, even little Lianna... all gone. She would not lose Aerea, too.

❝I know you're hurting,❞ Rhaena said quietly, her illustrious lilac eyes glinting with grief, ❝I know you're in pain and I know you're angry with everything that has happened as of late, you're allowed to be angry, I am, too, what happened to either of us wasn't fair in the slightest, but you do not lash out at your maidservants like you did early this morning. That wasn't very kind, so I would like you to apologize to her later this evening; she's been nothing but endlessly patient with you.❞

She lets that sink in. Her throat tightens and she almost begins to cry. ❝I know you miss Lady Elissa. I do, too. I know King's Landing is where you want to be, but... I cannot let go of you just yet. Not after all I've seen. I don't want to lose you again.❞

[dexaroth]

godddd i WANT to like minecraft so much but theres fucking nothing going onnnnn the biomes are boring the geography is def better than was before but still theres so little variation and even then the core gameplay is just. nothing. the inventory management sucks so much ass ive straight up stopped playing vanilla without bundles and the way you progress in many areas is so dumbb like teehee go find a jungle biome that could be 200 blocks or 20000 blocks away from spawn just so you dont implode of anger trying to build something decent without wasting time on countless dirt pillars. oh and also the only things that look good are structures from the outside because furnishing stuff is practically impossible since theres no furniture. lolz

there are of course many mods that adress this sort of thing but each take it in a new direction and sometimes you just want a branch of the river yknow?

ive been trying to find datapacks for this sort of thing but it doesnt seem like they can accomplish much so it leaves everything to need to be mods.. sigh

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[transbee]

having did and being online in any capacity is so fucking exhausting because you literally can't go anywhere without seeing the most heinous takes about your existence or validity it's like. can we be normal. can we please be normal and Chill for like two seconds.