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it's astonishing what can make people think you're a genius in your field and i mean this in a negative way
#the lady who owns the local coffee supply shop hired me for whenever she needs someone in#like im permanently on call#but ive only ever been in once so whatever#anyways#she wants ME to help/be the spokesman/idfk with her very small tea selection because she wants to expand it#because i know how to make green tea without burning it so apparently that makes me a professional#i am reminded of the quote thats like ''magic is usually just knowing one extra fact''#im on a whole other plane#also i watched breakfast club again yesterday and it didn't help with sorting through my romantic confusion but the movie is still good#so whatevs#though i forgot about benders whole thing about fat people that was fuckin weird#brian is as kinnable as ever but thats a whole thing
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someone take this man off my hands
#I CANT STOP DRAWING HIMMMMMM#ted lasso#ted lasso fanart#coach beard#yeah dont. ask about the horses. HELP#DAMN!!! ANYWAYS.#pn.art#i think im just permanently insane at this point#edit: wait i forgot to add that theyre both 'colored' like appaloosa horses :-)#i just like that the patterns are called 'blankets' teehee
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can i ask why ur getting the surgery? /gen curious /no hate
i am getting a bi(lateral)salp(ingectomy) bc i never want to be pregnant or be a parent!
Even if i do change my mind later about the parent thing (not super likely but things can change, sure) theres noooo shortage of single parents lmao
And even if I never End Up In The Circumstance(s) Where I COULD Become Pregnant in my life, I'd want the peace of mind anyway...
I've always felt disgusted that this is something my body is capable of. I want it to be MY body and not a site and vessel for potential tragedy in any direction. And I want it to be something permanent and not dependent on access to services/medicines or even laws!!! Dis is a gender affirming surgery for me honestly...
#anonymous#skunk mail#in the past ive always thot about how id obvs immediately get an abortion if anything happened#but along with living in texas idk#like. id obvs get it but just the thought of ever being pregnant in my life for even a little bit makes me feel sick.#idk what id do. what a betrayal by the shell im in that would be.#my mind wld be frayed forever. ive had nightmares abt it. i dont think i cld ever Enjoy Anything if i was always worried about BC failure.#pregnancy is so unnerving to me i dont even like seeing or being around pregnant animals especially when ppl start calling them Mommy or#Mama it just makes me extremely uncomfortable.#my life was destined to be tragedy as soon as I was born in this body‚ i might as well do one of the only things I can do to ease the horro#of it#ive literally had my day ruined by just remembering its something my body can do. it makes me so miserable#it feels so disgusting etc#without the surgery my life would continue to feel like its counting down to inevitable tragedy#whether it be by Scare or Assault#and why wld i continue to live my life like that if its always going to be unwanted!!!!! need permanent solution and not just a bandaid#its not like the opportunities come up often but honestly ive even been avoiding sex bc of this. id rather just not ever do it at all#than risk anything
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Ask game! 6, 8, 11!!
6: Age you get mistaken for
8: Want any tattoos?
11: Best friend?
#im still trying to get thru these wough#i started this ask game and by god im going to finish it#sorry if the best friend answer isnt what u had in mind but i really am kind of weird abt the idea and permanence of best friends#i did have someone i called a best friend in 2nd grade but we drifted apart. my mom still brings them up and asks me why i#dont talk to them if we're best friends that it makes it feel like smth im not living up to. so i avoid using it if i can#we're still on good terms we just dont talk often unless we see each other at gatherings. im sure they arent disappointed by it either#its just complicated since i try to show what i mean more through how i act since im not good at expressing myself most of the time#its just easier to keep it to myself than try to box it into smth definable#ask game#ask#answered#doodles#sona#puppysona
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CAERU IS DOING WHAT
Oh, you didn't know?
Caeru's actual purpose as an alt account is to Seek The Name!! AKA the infamous Fallen London storyline that permanently and irrecoverably bricks your account forever upon completion!!!!
It's a whole thing.
He's 2/7 candles into it and everything :)
#he'll be getting his third candle this upcoming january#after that is off to The Torment Nexus (winking isle)#after which i'll probably get all of the remaining candles in one horrifying swoop#and then. well.#there's only one direction to go after that :)#ask#fallen london#but yeah. the whole reason he's called The Doomed Scientist is because he's a dedicated seeking character#he's Literally doomed and destined to die and whatnot#theoretically. if i actually go through with it. im still deciding whether or not i want to#this is also the reason why he's married to the scoundrel for the record. not in-universe why but like#on a meta front#i just think my anarchist seeker being married to my loyalist mr cards is a really really funny combination of guys#dont worry. if he actually goes through with it and Dies Permanently™ the scoundrel will literally never be the same#they'll be emotionally wrecked beyond repair#it'll be great :)
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me when the doomed yaoi is actually doomed. im so upset give them back (this post is about 4halo)
#goopert talks qsmp#qsmp#4halo#not actually upset i mean /rp upset like fittingly upset about the situation that has occured for q!bbh and q!forever on behalf of them#anyway WHAT DO YOU MEAN FOREVER IS EITHER TAKING A BREAK FROM THE QSMP OR IS LEAVING PERMANENTLY WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE DON'T KNOW WHICH#IM SO SADDDDD im gonna miss them so much#meanwhile cc!bbh when he sees a moment to make his character spiral: >:) (he's so real for that)#ohhhh everything hurts it's all gonna hurt so bad. ohhhhh god#also you know how bad can do x4 quests now for some reason?#imagine one of those is for richas. oh my god.#guys im already envisioning richas relying on q!bbh more and more and eventually wanting to call him pai im so sad
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Grisping Mine Mother Firmly By The Shoulders You Have An Infectious Respiratory Illness You Have An Infectious Respiratory Illness You Have A
#PLEASE. OH MY GOD.#walking into the kitchen (while i am in it (after waiting like 15 to go in after she made food)) to stand right next to me (in the kitchen)#to talk to me (next to me (in the kitchen)) to point at things in the sink (that i dont need to touch) next to me (in the kitchen)#SHE KEEPS DOING THIS. PLEASE. OH MY G#piktalk#i should call out of work this week probably... i dont want.. to be that guy orz...#i donot want to play with that chance of my senses and etc getting permanently fucked up i already have to deal with so much i swear to god#i shouldnt have even gone in the kitchen so soon tbh but i just got out of bed im hungry :(
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youidraw.com was lowkey a little disappointing
#bandit's doodles#grian#mumbo jumbo#waffle duo#is waffle duo even their duo name anymore#this must be some kind of sick joke right#Just for a bit in his video#Im calling it rn#It can't be permanent#waffle duo will live on forever#big fan of the grey hairs but the waffle man#think of the waffle#cue montage of all the waffle fun we've had over the seasons#now for the website#The setup looks great#looks professional#my expectations were high#They should not have been based on my last reviews#it had an eraser but it just didn't work?#whenever I tried to change the brush size it would just revert to the huge default??#It had that color picker thing with the gradient which was great#But whenever I tried to switch colors#the last brush stroke I did would change color#the selection tool was fine but when I tried to move things it was being so difficult#this might just be a mobile problem but still a problem#But there was this massive ad on the side of the screen so I didn't get the optimal canvas access#the stabilizer on the pencil was horrendous#that little 'no waffle :(' on mumbos head took like 8 tries for it to look legible in any way#Thats why I just used the text for grian which worked fine#actually 4/10 it looks good but works badly
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NO BUT LIKE- THE THING ABOUT THE STRAWHATS IS THAT THEY ALL WANT TO ACCOMPLISH THEIR DREAMS
AND THEIR DREAMS SLOWLY SHIFT TO INCLUDE THE REST OF THE STRAWHATS BECAUSE THEYVE GROWN SO INTRINSICALLY LINKED WITH ONE ANOTHER
LIKE DO YOU UNDDERSTAND WHAT IM SAYING
#this is brought to you by thinking about that post ennies lobby water 7 episode where zoro gets kidnapped/adopted#like DUDE#HE CALLED THE STRAWHATS HIS FAMILY#LIKE#augh#im UNWELL#THEYRE FAMILY#i cannot see the end of the manga having all of them seperating permanently#they can spend 3 years Max without seeing eachother or else they start fading away into dust#me: no fear#me at the hypothetical end of one piece wherethe strawhats permanently disband and live seperate lives after finding the one piece: one fea#one piece#op#straw hat pirates#one piece thoughts#found family
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aye can i get a fuckin uuuhhhh
break. on my burger
#shit chat#family cw#got sicker than i have been in years my bank closed my checking account on accident work is nightmarishly busy#and my mother is sending strings of long voice memos in the family group chat again#i simply will not be listening to them. at most i'll ask my dad or brother for the sparknotes version#bc her pattern for the better part of this year has been radio silence. no attempt at communication whatsoever#and then BAM like 5-10 min worth of voice memos screaming crying sobbing shaking#I DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY CHILDREN TO FORGIVE ME. I'M CRAWLING ON MY KNEES ON THE DESERT FOR A HUNDRED YEARS REPENTING#WHAT THE FUCK IS FAMILY FOR YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING AND I'M SUFFERING SO MUCH AND I'M ALONE BECAUSE#MY FAMILY ABANDONED ME. I HAVE NO ONE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID BUT I'M BEGGING. I NEED HELP I NEED MY KIDDOS AROUND ME PLEASE I'M DYING#followed by several minutes of sordid updates on her shitty miserable life#which is tbf pretty shitty & miserable. she's extremely physically disabled & mentally ill#her partner had a severe stroke a couple months ago and is still recovering. they've both been in & out of hospital#neither working. partner's adult son who lives with them is the only income in the household#partner's permanently disabled mother also lives with them. plus 2 large dogs 6 cats and 3 each of chickens & ducks#they're in court suing their landlord bc he's trying to evict them but the property is an uninhabitable shithole to begin with#but like. whenever i do make the mistake of responding to one of her groupchat tantrums#she's just like 'oh you know me im a survivor :) i just miss yous is all :) now that you're here i'm gonna bitch about my life for an hour#and ignore everything you have to say and show active disdain & boredom whenever you tell me anything about yourself or your life :)'#and if i offer help she refuses it#like it's just a bid for attention. expecting unconditional love and absolution and salvation from us bc That's What Families Do#she doesn't actually seem to give a shit about any of us as real people. just this ironclad delusion of unconditional family support#that she frankly has not earned#my brother actually did go visit her in the hospital on thanksgiving. driving 2hrs out of his way to do so#and she was a raging passive aggressive bitch to him and threw the gift he'd brought her back in his face#ma'am i know you're Going Through It but so are the rest of us & frankly you've given me zero reason to want to interact w/ ur caustic ass#plus this is petty but yet another way in which she doesn't listen to me & makes no attempt whatsoever at genuine relationship#i've told her numerous times that responding to groupchat voice memos is hard for me. that i love & miss her#and if she wants to see me or needs help or whatever to please contact me one on one either by call or text#nope. refuses to respond to/initiate individual contact. ONLY traumadumping in the fam chat. TLDR MY MOM IS A DISFUNCTIONAL TOXIC NIGHTMARE.
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tbh yes enki being so buggy as a party member that he’s unable or refuses to form a marriage with anyone is funny (we stan a sex repulsed king etc etc), but the fact that he actually is willing to bone on the ritual circle, but only with cahara of all people is even funnier so i’ll take it
#stops calling myself ace and instead introduces myself as 'permanently bugged and unable to form a marriage'#the begrudging enthusiasm of 'i cant believe im saying this but sure lets do it' like okay okay go off#man knows what he wants and regrettably it is cahara apparently lmao#fear and hunger
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PERMANENT RANDOM ASKS CALL!
sometimes i like to pop into people's inboxes and write people ask drabbles when the mood strikes me, but i'm always worried about asking permission to do so. if you like this post, you're giving me blanket permission to send you random ic asks as the inspiration strikes. whether they're from memes on my blog or yours, or just a little drabble i came up with for our characters. this may include starters on the rarest of rare occasions, but more likely, i'll send you something in your inbox and leave the opportunity for us to make it into a thread if you're down. they can also just be one-offs if that's what you prefer, no biggie. if you ever change your mind and want me to NOT send you random asks anymore, just unlike this post. i'll be adding it in my pinned post for easy access. and of course, i'm always open to receiving the same thing from my roleplay partners, no liking the post necessary for that. if you haven't liked the post, i'll still politely ask before sending you anything random--this post just skips that step for you.
#ooc.#i know i made an unofficial post like this a few weeks ago but i think it makes sense to have essentially a permanent call for asks#i dont really do permanent interaction calls but wrt asks#i know some people dont want them randomly. so this helps clear that up a lil#hope everyones having a nice day!! im gonna work on drafts and my docs a bit
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contemplating deleting my blog soon I might make a new blog but idk
#.bdo#i just need to work on some insecurity issues is all. been on a long self journey this year#can't shake the feeling that every time i say anything it's wrong somehow#and there is some reality to that. i have been wrong several times I've even been downright mean to people over misunderstandings#i just haven't been able to break out of the habit of feeling permanently embarrassed about every small mistake I've ever made#& old insecurities from my childhood are resurfacing#like when i was a kid/teen and no one would ever tell me when i was breaking social cues but they'd make fun of me behind my back#i have 3200 followers and most of my posts get 0 notes sometimes i get 1-5 so it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong#i end up deleting a lot of them...#almost every post of mine that's gone viral was just a screenshot or picture saved from somewhere else....#and the times that i have gotten attention over a post that stands up for people who aren't like me it makes me terrified#that i look like i'm trying to play a savior role or like i'm virtue signaling#i have a few good mutuals who i love so much and that's why I'm still here#it's also the only social media i use currently#but it does really hurt when i put a lot of thought into something like spending hours making a funny meme or a thoughtful post#just to find out that the only people who find them interesting is my extremely small circle on here if anyone at all#it's so dumb i shouldn't be feeling like this over fucking numbers....it's not even real#i find a little bit of (petty) solace in the fact that there are people on here who are loudly and repeatedly saying way more embarrassing#shit than I've ever said#but even then when i know someone is absolutely wrong it makes me feel nervous like what if im the next person to fuck up that bad#and i find out through public ridicule#well that actually kinda did happen on here once but not on that scale#last year i sent someone something i thought was funny and they sent back an 'ok'#and then immediately made a huge long post about how you shouldn't talk to strangers like you're already friends#called it parasocial behavior...got tens of thousands of notes and i knew it was about me...#i wholeheartedly agree some people go too far with parasocial behavior but i never fully understood what part of what i said/did was wrong#and i went back to feeling like the kid who never found out they were doing something wrong until they heard that they got made fun of#i don't even attempt to make new friends on my own on here anymore because i'm terrified of that happening again#almost all of the people I've become friends with on here came to me first and i love and appreciate them for that#but even then i feel too nervous to socialize that often bc i never find out/realize that i fuck up until later on
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what procedure ?? /gen curious
bilateral salpingectomyyyyyyyy
#anonymous#skunk mail#though im going to be repeating that until the moment they put me under bc everyone keeps saying tubal.#like no not a tubal. you keep talking about removal but saying tubal. thats not removal. i want a bisalp.#im going to need them to take pictures or something to prove they removed them like i want the permanent option i dont want a tubal#like the doctor himself said We Remove Them but kept saying tubal like ok idk why ur calling it that but as long as u remove them idc#just make sure u remove them.#i do not want a tubal.
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dear reader , you know the drill ! like this post if you'd be alright with plotting , yelling about our muses together , creating cool dynamics , sending each other sweet memes & maybe the occasional surprise starter or two ! let me know which characters you want to interact with in a comment below if you have specific ones you'd like. if you are a multi as well , you can comment which muses of yours you think would vibe best with my muses if you'd like ! looking forward to all the cool interactions , both old & new ! with all due respect . . . 💜
#˗ˏˋ ᵉᵖᶤˡᵒᵍᵘᵉ· permanent starter call ﹕ very fun drafts.#okay im making one for here since i loved the one#i made for mason#i deleted the old one so like this one maybe pls#i'll be back tomorrow on here & on mason i think!#just gonna focus on icon making & plotting tonight!
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hey there ! you know the drill ! like this post if you'd be alright with plotting , yelling about our muses together , creating cool dynamics , sending each other sweet memes & maybe the occasional surprise starter or two ! if you're a multi , please let me know which characters you want mason to�� interact with in a comment below. please feel free to check out the verses i have available or we can create one together ! looking forward to all the cool interactions , both old & new ! 💚
#˗ˏˋ ᵃᶜᵗ ᶤᶤᶤ· ﹙ permanent starter call ﹚ ﹕ dreaming the impossible dream.#im so happy with this gif it took me like an hour to make#don't judge me i am learning still xD#i can't wait to interact with you all!
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