#like idk i wish i had my Stuff checked out as a kid but getting yelled at by my troop leader probably beats ABA
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i am like. very good at seeming normal and thinking back a lot of my coping (and masking, idrk) skills come from my old girl scout troop leader yelling at me. miss debbie you made those meetings a living hell but i did appreciate your wisdom when it came to backpacking and fire safety
#the actual experience sucked so bad but she did teach me how to make eye contact (look over the head) and stop self injurious fidgeting#until 10ish i used to lick my lips when they were chapped and then pick at them which is like having a giant scab on your face 😭#and she made my parents finally buy me some goddamn chapstick#idk she was very harsh but also my parents kinda just.. ignored (?) my obvious neurodivergency so#while i don't appreciate being made to feel like a giant piece of shit for it i do appreciate being able to look normal#and she at least taught me ways to work around myself rather than just telling me to suppress my discomfort like most people#like idk i wish i had my Stuff checked out as a kid but getting yelled at by my troop leader probably beats ABA#and atp any diagnosis more stigmatized than like. my adhd. would get in the way of stuff i want to do (transition and immigration)
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MASTERLIST | Basketball Player & Model!Female Reader
*This is during the two weeks that Rafe ignored her, here is the chapter.*
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username01 perfect as always queen
username02 you play the sims wth???
ynmodelz @/username02 i have BEEN playing the sims are u kidding??
cleoanderson im obsessed with you 😘
ynmodelz @/cleoanderson i haven't stopped thinking about you baby
jjmaybank @/ynmodelz this is gay as fuck
username03 no rafe pic.............
username04 @/username03 I thought the same thing and she hasn't been posting him on her story too so idk what's going on
username05 are you still with rafe
aishapatel SHE IS OUT OF THE PSYCH WARD DOCTOR ‼️‼️
ynmodelz @/aishapatel my fingers are slowing approaching the block button.
username06 GUYS SHE POSTED DONT SMILE BY SAB ON HER STORY
username07 @/username06 THEY DEF BROKE UP 😭😭😭😭😭
username08 @/username06 JUST FELL TO MY KNEES IN THE MIDDLE OF TARGET
username09 @/username06 they are now my roman empire
kiecarrera I need that cup. NOW.
ynmodelz @/kiecarrera omg omg let me send u the link so u can buy it and we can match
username10 @/ynmodelz notice how she didn't gatekeep. very cutesy very mindful very demure
username11 are you alright baby?
ynmodelz @/username11 yes why
username11 @/ynmodelz cause ur posting really sad shit on ur story
ynmodelz @/username11 can't a girl be depressed once in a while 😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣
johnbrledge I like the song you picked
ynmodelz @/johnbrledge donatella VERSACE 💜
username02 @/ynmodelz YN PLS 💀
username12 @/ynmodelz not a single nonchalant bone in her that's fs
username07 @/ynmodelz lets stay serious yn i beg of u 😭 i love her sm
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username01 i didn't believe it at first but i think she broke up with rafe
username02 pls don't tell me she broke up rafe
username03 she has been posting so many sad stuff on her story
username04 @/username03 ik im so worried
username05 guys what if she's js feeling sad for no reason 🤷��♀️ like no need to overthink
username06 @/username05 exactly!!! like rafe was seen w her just right before he left nyc. they're probably fine
username07 @/username06 that's what i'm thinking and also the pics of them at kelce's party THEY ARE FINE!!! you r all such dramatics 🙄
username08 what if she relapsed yall.......
username09 @/username08 STOP BC WHY WOULD SHE PUT THOSE NESSA LYRICS
username10 @/username08 She def relapsed. She looked skinnier in her last post
username11 @/username08 i am so worried about her
username12 did anyone notice how no paparazzi pictures of her have been out for two weeks?
username13 she's so real 😂
username14 if rafe was my man id be having withdrawals too
username15 I don't like her 🤮
yn_updates @/username15 flop 🫵
username16 everyone on twt talking abt her relapse did she really?
username17 @/username16 Yes
username18 @/username16 not sure it's all js theories bc she looks skinnier, has been posting and deleting a lot of things about the way she looks and weight
username16 @/username18 omg no 😢 poor her i hope she gets better
ynmodelz guys i'm fine 🤍 im just being dramatic i promise
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username02 gimme a piece of dat 😵💫
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popeheyward Call me. Now.
username04 @/popeheyward lemme syd pls
username05 did you and yn break up?
username06 where even are you
username07 BRO CHECK ON UR GIRL SHES CRASHING OUT ‼️‼️‼️‼️
sarahcameron i hope the ground swallows you
rafecameron @/sarahcameron I wish you had a twin that ate you in the womb
username08 did yn relapse?
username09 i heard that u broke up w the model
chiararoro Handsome
username10 @/chiararoro MY ENDGAME
username11 @/chiararoro you should be w him instead of that fugly model
username12 mf hasn't seen his girl in two weeks and started reconnecting with nature 😭😭
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Hi so I saw that you are open to write for house md and I'd like to ask for a chase fic. Like reader is house's kid and either works at the hospital too or gets admitted there but also knows chase and is in a relationship with him. Plot can be fluffy, smutty and/ or angsty I don't really care but I'd like to know how house would react if he sees them interact etc.
Idk if you see this or like the idea but I wish you the best and I really like your fics
hiiiiii anon!! i love this idea sm and i LOVE ROBERT CHASE WITH MY WHOLE HEARTT. dad house is so sweet and cutesy. i tried my best for u
tags: robert chase x houses kid! reader, one use of y/n, house is stubborn but loves u, just fluff
this is embarrassing. never in your twenty-five years of life would you imagine yourself in the hospital that both your father and boyfriend work at. yet here you are, with a 4 cm laceration on your right hand. the triage nurse had just sent you off and notified you that a doctor will be with you shortly. from your room window you could see dr foreman patting a familiar face on the back, probably saying something along the lines of “this case is yours bud”.
as soon as chase read the report he hurriedly rushed into your room. you shot him a sheepish grin and lifted up your hand to reveal the gash.
“my god, y/n”, he sat down next to you and took your hand gently into his gloved one and inspected the wound. he looked up at you, as if asking for an explanation.
“maybe i shouldn’t garden alone. i picked up this clay pot. the way it was sitting had been bothering me for a couple days now. i’m guess i’m not as strong as i thought i was because i dropped it and as it shattered, it cut me up pretty good.”
chase sighed at your stubbornness, something that had drawn him into you since early in your relationship. he took one of his gloves off and gently stroked your hair. he rambled on about how you should really be more careful and call him if you needed anything too laboring done. you weren’t listening. you were staring into those blue eyes. you weren’t into all that cheesy romance stuff but god, those eyes are stunning. your moment was quickly put to an end when harsh tapping could be heard from outside your window. you knew that sound from anywhere.
“you decided to be the one to doctor on MY kid”
house, or dad as you call him, hastily shuffles into your room and gives you both a judgemental look. robert rolls his eyes,
“foreman gave me the case first, i'm just doin’ my job”.
house hobbles over to check your vitals even though it’s a minor issue compared to what they deal with on a daily basis. you know your dad loves you and cares but he’s not the best at verbally expressing it. you knew he would probably just sit there and observe, so you turn back around to your extremely, worried boyfriend.
“soooo” you drag out the ‘oh’ sound, to show him you’re not worried. “whatcha doin after work handsome?”. chase runs a hand through his blonde hair and lets out a long, exasperated sigh.
“i was planning to go on a cute and sweet date with you, but instead i’m gonna be dr. chase for another 12 hours”.
he sounded tired but you knew he was more than happy to care for his darling. just as you two were planning out your evening, your father and robert’s pagers began harmonizing. chase gives a quick but passionate kids to your temple. house makes his gag be known, sticking a finger in his mouth for dramatic effect.
your dad lingers in the room for a moment, giving your shoulder a squeeze. it’s still gonna take time for him to adjust to the fact his child is dating his co-worker. but you’re not his little baby anymore and he knows it.
when he heads out his parting words are,
“i’ll have someone stitch you up kid, stay put”.
you lean back in the bed and continue to add pressure to your wounded hand. a few minutes pass and your sweet boyfriend stops by again. and takes a seat at the stool beside your bed. he has the tools to stitch up your hand. to distract you from the pain, chase sparks a conversation.
“your old man..” he chews the inside of his cheek. you know exactly what he’s gonna ask. “does he like me? and not as a co-worker. does he think i’m a good fit for his kid?”. your heart sank at the thought of robert thinking he’s not enough. truth is, your dad did like him. though he would never admit it, the fact robert makes you happy, makes your dad happy. he’s real bad at showing it, but you know it’s true.
“he’s a grump, chase. he likes you. he might never admit it. but the fact he hasn’t beaten you to death with that cane of his really says something.”. you can tell your reassurance helped. you loved robert, and he loved you too. before you knew it the stitches were finished. he pulled out a sling from a cabinet so you won’t irritate the stitches too much.
“hey, i’ll get your discharge papers. we’ll have you out of here soon”.
chase pressed a kiss to your lips this time, and he stayed there for a minute. hand on your jaw to keep you steady. you moved your lips in unison, running your free hand through his hair. a sharp pain stabbed your hand and caused you to pulled away and gasp. he reminded you to take some pain medication once home.
before he headed out the door, robert whips around and sternly demands,
“i don’t ever wanna see you in here again.”
#house md x reader#house md#robert chase x reader#robert chase#robert chase x you#house m.d.#house m.d. x reader#reqs open#i love robert chase#he’s so baby girl i love him#this idea is so cute anon
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stars between us - ch.4 - h.c
i'm challenging myself to get something out later tonight so def stay tuned y'all (it's a hazel oneshot) Comment on this if you'd like to be added to the taglist!
Summary: You and Hazel play some truth or dare with the others, and then go and look at the stars, high as fuck on edibles.
(im thinking like talk too much by renee rapp for this? idk)
Contains: fluff, an almost kiss, use of drugs/cannabis products, a game, talk about the kiss with hazel and PJ
“Who’s ready for some truth or dare? Huh?” PJ pats the floor beside her. You and Hazel look at each other, shrug, and sit down.
“Okay. So. We’re going to spin this bottle, based off whoever’s turn it is, they get to spin the bottle. Whoever it lands on has to do a truth or dare. If they don’t want to, they have to kiss whoever spun the bottle.”
“That’s not horrible,” you admit, nodding. Hazel nods as well, agreeing with your statement. PJ spins the bottle first, which lands on Hazel.
“Truth or Dare, Hazel?”
“Um, Dare.” Hazel says, after a moment of contemplation.
“I dare you to have one of the edibles.” Hazel exhales, taking one in her hand. She stares at it.
“You know, you can just say no and kiss me, Hazel,” PJ quips. That’s when Hazel immediately puts it in her mouth.
“You’ve kissed me once, and I’m sure as hell NOT doing that again. Things were so weird after.” Josie explains that PJ tried going after Hazel after that happened, to which Hazel very quickly rejected PJ.
“You mind if I have and edible as well?” you ask PJ. She hands you one, to which you pop in your mouth. You see Hazel smile, glad that you had remembered your little pact from earlier. Hazel spins the bottle, to which it lands on Isabel.
“Truth or dare?”
“Truth,” Isabel replies, pushing some of her hair behind her.
“What caused you to join fight club?”
“Well, Hazel, I overheard you talking about female solidarity, and I realized that I didn’t have a lot of that. I wanted to be able to defend myself the way Josie had defended me at the fair that night, and I knew that fight club was going to be how I built up my confidence.” The night goes on, the same sort of thing happening. PJ at some point gets bored, and decides to end the game. By then, you and Hazel’s edibles have taken full effect.
“Oh my god, we never got to look at the stars!” Hazel yells out of nowhere, shaking your arm.
“You’re so right, we never got to see the stars!” The two of you grab a blanket from the bed and lay it down nearby the cabin outside. The two of you lie down.
“Wait, tell me about that one.” Hazel points to Orion and Artemis.
“Okay, okay. So basically, that one and that one fell in love with each other, but that one’s twin brother hated her lover, so he tricked her into shooting him with her bow and arrow. She didn’t know though, and when he became washed up on the beach, she put him as a constellation so she could see him and visit him with her chariot.” Hazel, wide eyed, turns around and looks at you.
“If you died. I’d totally think of you as a constellation. Like, you’re so pretty.”
“But have you seen yourself? You’re like the prettiest. Like, right now, I can’t stop staring at the bump in your nose. It’s beautiful.”
“Why are you looking at the bump in my nose?”
“Because…” you answer, holding your hand in the air, “you have really pretty details.” Hazel holds your face in her hands, rubbing your cheeks with her thumbs.
“I feel so light and happy right now. I feel like I’m a little kid again.” she says, as honest as ever.
“Sometimes I wish I was a kid again,” you admit. “All of this post-high-school stuff is scary.”
“We’ll stay in touch though, right?” Hazel asks, “like after this trip and after high school?”
“Of course, Haze.” The two of you are very close to each other. Your noses brush against each other as she leans in, and you do too. However, Brittany opens the door to check in on you two.
“You guys, it’s getting late, and we have to get up early to pack. How about we head inside?” The two of you begrudgingly go inside, taking the blanket with you. You both plop down on the bed, with no care to even put a blanket over the two of you, begin yapping to each other about the future again, and fall asleep in each other’s arms.
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come to think of it how do you think Branch learnt everything he knows?
in TBT he says in the argument scene that after Grandma died there was no one left to take care of him confirming that he literally had no one after her death.
implying with everything else we know about his backstory that he Raised himself from a very young age likely 5 6 or 7 I'd assume based purely on his looks alone.
but thinking about it how could he have learnt how to do everything that he knows as an adult?
I mean I know some of it can simply be self taught but do you really think a little kid that age would be able to self learn everything that Branch knows as an adult?
like how to build an underground Bunker without it collapsing in on itself? and how to build a working lift in the Bunker?
and just basic stuff like cooking and maintaining a House by himself ( Hell I'm in my early 20s and I still struggle with a lot of that crap 😂😂😂😂 )
I mean do you think he literally is meant to have just been alone? or do you think its more a case where he didn't have a specific guardian per say.
but maybe he was still technically looked after by the village to an extent like he had people to teach him certain things and or bring him food and stuff that he needed to make sure he was still healthy.
but he still sorta just lived on his own and didn't interact with other people unless he absolutely had to due to how closed off he was.
some people like to HC Kismet as having visited him during all those years to check up on him occasionally and bring him stuff and make sure he was properly taking care of himself.
so maybe we could find out something like that was the case in a future film tho maybe not necessarily with Kismet as cute as that would be.
like maybe he did have certain people looking out for him over the years when he was a kid despite him closing himself off from everyone.
IDK it'd just be sorta cute I think he still has large gaps in his Backstory that DreamWorks could potentially work with in the future.
like maybe a future film does actually introduce a new character from his past during that period in his life who tried to look out for him or at least check up on him every now and then to make sure he wasn't literally dead.
as I like the idea of him maybe having a kinda surrogate parent figure in a future film who he didn't even really think of in that way.
but later on its pointed out to him just how much they tried to do for him as he was growing up even tho they had to somewhat do it from a distance given Branch's wishes of wanting to be alone.
like maybe they were someone who also lost loved ones to the Bergens and they were more understanding of Branch's grief and him not being able to move on like the rest of the village did.
plus they just had a basic human amount of empathy and could see it probably wasn't Right to leave a grieving traumatised little kid with nothing to take care of himself with.
and maybe over the course of the film he kinda slowly realises even during all those years he spent alone someone did actually care and at least tried to look out for him.
and Branch comes to appreciate them like family plus Bro zone would instantly like them given how they looked out for him when they weren't there.
so they don't judge the relationship at all and are just kinda happy for Branch. ( I mean they can't claim he's betraying their parents memory or anything he didn't even know them as far as we know )
but now I'm getting more into fanfic ideas territory than cannon based speculation territory lol.
I just want the next film to give my boy some Happiness and a cute little semi surrogate parent plot has been spinning around in my head for the past week now.
I just kinda love the idea even if it would sorta be a retcon to his backstory and more new characters for the future films to have to introduce and develop even tho the cast is already super full.
but like I said I just find the idea kinda sweet plus screw Brozone lol I'd love for my boy Branch to find a found family member in the future.
who actually did try and be there for him throughout the worst periods of his life even when the rest of the village may have saw him as a lost cause.
but like I said that's more fanfic idea territory anyway what do you think in regards to the main question of the post? 😂😂😂😂
#like seriously give branch some actual stress free happiness next film come on DreamWorks TBT basically made him even more miserable#and only offered up the most surface level empty happiness at the end of the film like you can add new elements to his past besides angst.#trolls band together#branch trolls#branch#trolls dreamworks#trolls 3#trolls branch angst#Trolls#Trolls Branch#Trolls Branch Angst#trolls#dreamworks trolls
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just some reflective journaling about job stuff under the cut
what's hardest about the current (real job) work sitch is that it puts me in this headspace where i feel like i am a Bad person who is ineffective at my job and a drain on other people's time & resources. like even if i objectively know that the workplace dynamics are pretty toxic and that i am being set up to fail, it's still tough to live in that emotional space without internalizing it to some degree. like last night i was lying awake worrying that this coworker i tried to get advice from thinks i'm pathetic/bad at my job/not smart enough to figure out the situation for myself, and i had to stop myself and be like, ok but what if actually the opposite is true? what if she left that conversation being like 'man it sounds like jes is stuck in a bad situation and i wish i were in a position to offer more useful help/guidance’? i think that specific anxiety is a perfect example of like, if you are in a shitty stressful situation, you feel like the worst version of yourself at all times and you assume that everyone else is also seeing you as the worst version of yourself. contrast that with today, where I worked for 5 hours at a job where i feel super supported and competent. the difference is just night and day. i got great work done with my students. i felt like i was really helping them in meaningful ways. i got to check in with my supervisors and share some exciting updates about a kid who was a more challenging case early on but who has really turned a corner. and i feel really good in myself, really positive, really capable of tackling hard situations and figuring them out. so like idk. I just need to keep in mind that the way I feel in the Bad work situation might be warping the way I see myself and I may need to consciously counterbalance that by spending time in spaces where I do feel competent and capable. idk!! to think further.
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happy wincest wednesday! my question for this week's round table (lol) is: what's your ideal for sam and dean's "apple pie" life? would they settle down and retire with each other, or would they keep hunting? who does the cooking, who does the cleaning (do they even know how to clean?), do they hide the fact that they're brothers or are they the freaky incest bros down the street? do they have kids (mpreg or adoption)? pets? i'm curious about any and all ideas you have :) (@incesthemes)
Happy Wincest Wednesday!! ♡
This is such a cute question! Idk I kind of imagine it like that little slice of life moment we had at the beginning of the finale. I think they'd stay in the bunker (bc have you seen housing prices??) and I just think they'd like the isolation the bunker provides and the safety of it (the sigils and warding and stuff).
Would they retire? Yes and no. I think they wouldn't go looking for hunts. They wouldn't travel across the country for them, but if something suspicious is happening in town, I could see them checking it out. I think at this point hunting is too ingrained in them to just abandon it completely. But they do the best they can.
Also, speaking of traveling, they definitely go on occasional road trips. Just for the sake of driving and seeing the country without hunting and for the nostalgia of motels and being stuck together on the road.
Dean cooks. He gets pissy when Sam offers to with his whole need-to-provide thing going on. Sam washes dishes as a compromise. They also go grocery shopping together because Dean will never buy vegetables if Sam isn't there, and Sam will only buy vegetables if Dean isn't there. They complete each other (and they don't like being apart that long). Speaking of not wanting to be apart, they definitely share rooms now. Sam moved into Dean's because Dean wanted to keep his memory foam mattress.
I think Sam cleans more since he's at home more — he's finishing his degree, but online — but Dean helps out sometimes, too. I think Dean would have a job of some kind. He doesn't need one because of Charlie's infinite credit card hack, and they don't have to pay any bills on the bunker, but Dean strikes me as a guy who needs to do something. Even if it's part-time. Maybe a mechanic?
They initially pose as normal brothers (since I headcanon that they stay in the bunker, it's canon that they go by the Campbell Brothers in town), but they soon realize that everyone thinks they're gay married and that they're using being brothers as a cover. "It's not illegal anymore, you two," someone will tell them. And Sam is blushing, and Dean doesn't get it until Sam explains it when they get home. They just end up letting the town think whatever they want, although they are a bit more affectionate in public now...
They have pets. Miracle is both of their dogs, but I feel like it's more Dean's, so Sam would get another one. Sam wakes up early for his runs and walks them, and when he gets back, Dean has made breakfast, and he feeds them bacon against Sam's wishes. Also, their dogs are in love with each other. Sam had gotten the other dog so Miracle could have a brother, but then he walked in on them licking each other. "I guess they're more than just brothers," Sam says. "Heh, they're like us," Dean replies, and Sam can't hold back his laugh.
No kids. These men should not have kids. As much as I love the headcanons, please do not let them have kids lmaoo.
Anyways, thank you so much for the ask! I love thinking about them happy and at peace.
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[meant to be anonymous; I just wanna share my thoughts & idk where to post them, sorry if it's too long/offensive/redundant]
Time frame
They were dating the whole 2022 and months into 2023 (Shubb's words) idk how many months exactly but my guess is March/April 2023 cuz they used the same set up in April (probably Shubb was taking her stuff from Wil's flat)
I feel like they both had a certain idea in their mind but ended up badly. Their relationship was mutually toxic & I hope they both heal
The idea of marriage and kids + other issues
My only guess about Shubb with that idea that could make sense is that she was frequently fantasising about it (maybe Wil as well, especially at the beginning of the relationship)
They probably talked about the future at the beginning of their relationship (the biting, the mutual wish to get married & have children in the future, establishing boundaries, whether they keep their relationship public or private, ect) and it became an occuring theme during it (well or poorly communicated)
Wil either:
started having doubts about the idea (which is understandable)
could've changed his mind/starting to resent the idea if her daydreaming was an occuring theme in (like how many times can you hear the same thing before you snap or something?)
Another thing - compatibility:
(very likely) aro/aro-spec allosexual guy
alloromantic ace woman (who came out as demi during their relationship iirc but I think she's back to being ace)
Other contributors: poor communication, the pretty constant band touring, Techno's death, long-distance relationship, her feeling obligated to stay in the relationship/take care of him, Wil's depression/depressive state, possible eventual growing resentment towards each other, the issue with biting, ect
Another thing: Wil's love bombing (Shubb's words) Was it really love bombing or just honeymoon phase? (the guy was crushing on her since ~2020) Like there's a fine line between those things but very blurry
Shubb's Reddit post (using UTC)
The post was made on 17 Nov 2023 0:00-3:11 (I checked it few times. It was 12 months old on 16 Nov ~23:20; a year old on 17 Nov at 3:11) Coincidentally, it was when Shubb streamed & talked about not having been complimented for 2 months & you could hear Wil in the background (someone said it was Oli but I think it was Wil)
The post has one capture on the Wayback Machine made 18 Nov 2023 at ~17:30. The post has 2 upvotes & 8 comments:
1 from automoderator
5 made when the post was published
2 made when/after the stream happened
Idk when the post was deleted or if you can comment on deleted posts if they weren't archived. If you can't, that means the post was deleted during/soon after the stream. If you can then before it (idk when) but it got archived after the stream probably
/conspiracy mode/ at the worst, she wanted people to find the post to point more at Wil. At the best, it was her way of coping with the relationship
Side note, the account she used had 2 comments on r/HazbinHotel I think. I think the account still exists
^^^
#sorry for no comment 😭#sss can interact#toxic sss dni#wilbur soot support#wilbur support squad#cc wilbur#cc!wilbur#ccwilbur#wilbur soot#wilbursoot#shelby shubble#wss#dont like dont interact
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in the books they say that harry used to do umas bidding and carlos especially says that he remembers that, i think he said smth like “i bet harrys with her, he’s always following her around” i don’t really remember the exact words but i don’t have the physical book anymore so I can’t check :( i wish they had a flash back or smth and i feel like it would really funny like harry snatching stuff and his excuse would be “it’s for uma” and since everyone’s scared of ursula they’ll let it slide. or if carlos is speaking from experience like he stole one of cruellas furs and carlos was the one who got punished (I can’t imagine how she would punish him since her furs are her babies) and id also like to see little uma and little harry just hanging out or like their interactions. actually that just made me realize that there are probably fanfics in that prompt so ik what im gonna be doing after i submit this lol. that brings me to another point i don’t remember if this is stated in the books but the desendants wiki says that there each others oldest friends on the isle. im not sure if that means uma doesn’t consider mal as a friend anymore or that drumroll….. harry came first (dun dun dunnnn) idk if it’s only me but I just noticed this lol (im slow :( ) and that could mean that harry and uma were friends while she was friends with mal. i can see this going in a couple different ways, but the most likely one is that uma didn’t consider harry and a friend but more like some kid following her around that did stuff for her. like a hentchman (is that how you spell it??) anyway, I could ramble on about this all day but I think this is a good place to stop.
(this is what happens when I don’t open tumblr or ao3 for wayyyy too long)
p.s i hope ur feeling better after ur wisdom tooth surgery!
I can totally picture baby Harry walking up to a store and grabbing a bunch of stuff, being like "It's for Uma" with the biggest smile on his face. I mean that's a great reason to steal in my opinion, Harry's too. Harry has been getting gifts and trinkets for Uma since they were little and that's adorable.
I would also like to see baby Harry and Uma walking around in Cruella's fur coats. Not caring how dirty they're getting or how they're dragging on the ground and getting messed up.
Also, yes, I do think Harry came before Mal. It just makes sense because in the books it says that Mal and Uma lived on opposite sides of the isle. Whereas Harry and Uma lived down the street from each other. It seems more logical that Harry and Uma would've known each other first.
Personally I hc that little Mal and Harry hated each other because they were both seeking attention from Uma and didn't like when she gave attention to the other. Maybe it's just me but I don't really think Uma ever saw Harry and Gil as "henchmen." I don't think Mal thought that way about her friends either, not really. Maybe that's just what they would say because "friends" are frowned upon on the isle. I doubt Uma ever thought of Harry as just some kid, it doesn't really seem like her.
#thank you for the ask#ramble away#and thanks for being concerned about my wisdom teeth#i am feeling slightly better but I think it's going to take a while#disneys descendants#uma descendants#harry hook#mal descendants#huma
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do you have any favorite days on the qsmp? if yes which ones?
SO MANY these are not in order they're just whatever i could think of. also idk if you mean like vod recs or just like fave days either way i'm gonna list them somewhat like recs
the french speakers' arrival is a wonderful day from several povs (bagheras, cellbits, quackity's, although his is fairly short as always)
similarly, brazilians arriving is also great! watch any of the brazilians or q or roier or even phil who was losing his mind waiting for them to give the eggs back
WATCH A DAY 1 VOD!!!! if you already have watched one pov, watch another from someone else! day 1 vods are so funny and deranged and really set the initial tone that really was the server's vibes basically up until the brazilians arrived
the egg event day! tbh watch any pov but roier's and jaiden's are really really good
the conclusion of the happy pills arc was an incredible day; i know it's probably soured for a lot of folks, and that's understandable, but if you never watched it and feel up for it, check out pac's and cellbit's pov of it because it's wonderful (pac didn't stream the actual conclusion himself, so you'll have to watch cellbit's to see the full conclusion of pac and forever getting the risus antidote)
idr what day it was exactly but the day bobby was killed by the code and lost his first life is a super interesting vod from several povs-- namely roier's, cellbit's, phil's, bad's, and probably some other folks? a LOT of lore stuff happened that day that was super interesting
cellbit's may 7 vod (featuring the cucurucho chainsaw hallway) + his may 10 vod (featuring him screaming and revving a chainsaw at the sight of cucurucho); tbh, if you're into qcellbit, watch his first week vods if you haven't because they're IMPECCABLE they decided to immediately torture him and also gave him so many puzzles it was great. this whole era of theory bros/ordo theoritas was incredible generally too so max's and bad's vods are also very very fun watches and they didn't spend a million hours deciphering an ARG so their vods are easier to get through
bagi's arrival IMPECCABLE tbh watching anyone's day 1/arrival vod is a good idea they're usually pretty enlightening & fun; watch her pov as well as anyone else's because from what i remember they had to do a bunch of weird puzzles to get to her
similarly, carre's first day is very funny and chill vibes very enjoyable
gemeos do misterio reveal need i say more
the time roier and vegetta got quackity drunk at casualonas and got him to reveal his plans to kill the eggs on tape
literally any roier vod frankly roier is just so entertaining i could watch him wash dishes and have a good time
jaiden's birthday party vod
jaiden's vod where she was going on a break (i think when she'd been to japan?) and we got the reveal that she'd worked with the feds in the past
whatever day it was where they went and found kameto again in some federation hq
the juanaflippa life trial was deranged i didn't watch it myself (i think i was at my nephew's birthday party or something tbh) but every part of it sounded WILD
related, the funeral streams from any of the parents whose kids died are pretty interesting
the day quackity found out tilin died is BRUTAL but a great watch-- q is, of course, a brilliant rper and what he did with tilin's death was masterful and really heartbreaking. i think it was the day after tilin died? something like that
bobby dungeon. obviously. that was crazy and it set so much up for jaiden and roier's chararacters gahhhhh
the event with the new members' arrival (like tina and everyone else in that whole big crew)
any romero richas moments i cannot think of dates or anything off the top of my head but montelyson lore is so cool and genuinely creepy i miss it so much
the furniture prank came at such a wrong time but it was genuinely so fun along with the deranged waystone prank i lowkey wish they'd happened like. three days before or something bc they would've been really really funny
hide and seek!!!! again idr the day but when they finally got to do that event it was so cool
festa junina!!!!!! so many shenanigans and fun times
dia de los muertos EVERYTHING TO ME!!!!! seeing bobby again ough and all the newer members getting to meet the old dead eggs.... gahh
spiderbit wedding i am unbiased. nodders.
the day where baghs and cellbit did the first day train station puzzle was so good i NEED them solving shit together again sigh
BLUE BIRD MISSION + TIMER DUNGEON!!!!! event(s) of all time fr i loved that shit.
that time elq kidnapped dapper was kinda lame in that it didn't actually make sense BUT baghera went IN on that man and the whole thing of them following him was very cool
max and bad assassinating elq KING SHIT
post-first debate explosion need i say more that shit ruled fit's pov is great for that particular bit of the night bc you get to see ramon figuring it all out
the day they did a server reset so they let roier and bobby and tilin (i think it was them three? its been ages) blow a bunch of shit up that ruled
spiderbit ocean temple hangout very very good day
tazercraft prison break (the one where they escaped with walter bob but then he got taken away at the barbie house)
tiny mike day idr what was going on that day i jsut will never recover from tiny mike. miquinho. smaller than richas even so itty
#asks#anons#sorry i got really into this i am. normal about this server#also if you really meant fave days events and arrivals are always fun#well okay events prior to september are always fun#okay its 4am jfc i spent ages writing all this#vod recs
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hiiii Ronnie!!
it’s your girl, Taylor as Gojo Anon, reaching out to check in on you.
How are you doing? 🤍🖤
hi sweet angel face!
(im cut tagging it because i accidentally procured a long response)
how are you my dear? things have been kind of up and down from me, which is why i haven't been so active. that makes me feel really sad, not because i necessarily feel obligated to write, but because i just want to!!! idk mental things and blocks have been all over the place. and i have so much fun thinking about ideas and such but sometimes i get in my head about writing about them or other stuff comes up.
my best friend's mom passed away two weeks ago, which kind of has turned things upside down. we were really close - her mom and mine are best friends, we all went on a cruise to mexico together (? idk its kind of like a fever dream but it makes me laugh now) and she was just someone i felt really really close to. i am so sad she's gone and i loved her so much.
school has started up and this actually happened during my first week of school so it kind of changed the tone. i'm a senior now but weirdly enough things feel so different. one of my best friends actually graduated and school feels different without her and i guess there's been internal stuff happening where my job and my research lab and everything just feels like it's drastically changed dynamic wise and it makes me wish it was still last year and i wasn't so old and i wasn't leaving.
i have so many ideas but don't know which ones to write! and i think about them so hard that i can't do them justice as one shots but i just don't know if anyone would read it if it was longer or if idk i would drop it after i felt like it wasn't good or anything. i hope to write something soon just for my own joy. (see: list of ideas below that I could write like 200k words of if I wanted to)
good old satoru gojo and y/n getting strapped with kids after an untimely passing. BUT they used to date. oh the sweet angst of living together but being responsible for two kids but getting close but one of you has a partner that kind of sucks and it kind of feels like you're a family but you can't really admit that you want to get back together bc. u know. family and all that and a lot at stake and obv angst of almost dying bc it's me and I would have to do that just for fun
satoru gojo (again? shocking I barely ever think or write for this man) but its like kind of like a royalty clan au? like arranged marriage but she literally don't gaf about gojo and sneaks around with a secret lover (that he knows about. and knows that is a snake) and then when things go wrong he's kind of like well I told you so but then they get close and kind of besties and she tells a maid or something that like omfg he doesn't even care about me like that he just feels bad and he overhears SO he has to obviously romance her. obviusly he has to like go to war or a fight or something where he almost dies becuase you know angst of almost dying its me and I would have to do that
I still think about dream girl everyday.
I also think about canary mate all the time too. I almost actually wrote some today but had to write a ghostwrite a deferral letter for my friend to delay her acceptance since her mom passed away
also bsfs older brother sukuna one shot of y/n getting sick or somethign or appendicitis bc u know bsfs older brother sukuna having a panic but in a sweet way
anyways I swear I think about writing and will write again sometime soon.
the good thing is that i'm applying to study abroad and that makes me really excited! it's one week in london and one in paris and they do the whole harry potter studio tour and where bridgerton was filmed and it makes me so excited to think about it.
anyways. thanks for asking. its sweet to know you still think of me even when i'm not active! i would send you asks all the time but you are an anon. but if u ever sneeze or something idk juts think its me sending u an ask like omg hi I love you.
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Part one of??? Something??? Idk it's a wip. Eventual steddie smut dw
Steve who was so used to doing what the kids needed
Steve who was where his family needed/wanted him
Steve who was so used to doing things for other that when he couldn't he just sort of..lost it. He took three jobs just to feel useful. Ran himself ragged and always stayed late unless he had another job to be at then he took the bare minimum to make sure he wasn't late. He never was. He cooked and cleaned so much his house made his nose burn. Robin had made a moment once about how she wished she could have more of Steve's cooking and from then on he made her a lunch every day.
She sat him down once and very seriously asked him if he was ok. He just broke down. He looked bad, his hair was a mess, and the bags under his eyes would make a fashion designer jealous. She jumped a little and then held him so tight. Steve sobbed and screamed a little in to her shoulder.
When he could breathe again and drank enough water to satisfy Robin's glare, he told her how he felt. Her lips pursed and held out her hand. "Bring me your phone and call one of the other jobs, because you're not quitting Family Videos." Steve say up at the small order but shook his head. "No no I need to keep busy. My. My brain just can't." "Zip it. Phone." Steve sighed and brought his phone over.
An hour later Steve was back down to just one job. The managers were surprisingly ok with him quitting with no warning. Privately Robin thought they noticed how strung up Steve was. "Ok let's see." Steve's leg was bouncing. Nerves and boredom waging war on him. 'We can make you a to do list? I could use some help around my house and I know Eddie was looking to fix up the house the government bought him and his uncle." Steve inhaled sharply. "What? I thought it was a decent place when we first saw it?" Robin shrugged. "I guess not. Something about the walls and insulation? I don't know I wasn't really listening."
Steve laughed, and Robin grinned. "I'm sure it's just weird for them to go to two bedrooms to 3." Steve nodded. He had the check he was given still. Too many zeros. Made him almost sick. "Well I can definitely try. Not sure how helpful I'll be but I can try." Robin nodded once. "I'll call Ed to let him know." Steve smiled. It's been a while since he saw anyone but Robin these days. Nancy and Jonathan went to college and got an apartment. The kids were focused on applying to colleges. El, Jane? No, El. She was working on tutoring and getting her GED. She wanted to go to college with Max and Lucas. Argyle was with Eddie more now. Helping with the band. Which, was really really good. They got invited to different theaters to perform. Apparently being framed as a murderer to being cleared and getting a really good house was great for publicity.
Robin was writing stuff down while Steve strained to hear Eddie's voice. The scars made breathing harder for him so his voice came out lower now. Took to much effort to ignore the pain, Eddie said. "Easier like this." His voice sometimes was a whisper and Steve couldn't help the shiver that ran down his back when he spoke. Fuck. How was he supposed to help Eddie when all he could think about eventually was how nice he sounded. Ugh it was weird, Steve liking the effects of genuine trauma and near death had on Eddie. He needed to get back to work.
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Hi spooky! It’s me aura,god..has it been like,what? Some years? Okay maybe like 1 or a half,but damn..I am writing to you after so long,don’t even know if you remember me,but if you don’t,that’s okay,hi! I am aura,I have been a fan of yours for so long,you inspired me to write my own book ‘Legacies’ it has now like..almost 50k,and it is about Sidney’s kid,my oc,Tatum Prescott! I added some seasons my own after the scream 6 was released.
And since then I have evolved as a writer and as a person so..much! I remember ranting out to you whenever I had a prompt in my mind or stressing about exams or stuff,well remember those ‘board’ exam system I had told you about? Those really important ones? Well I scored a whooping 95 percent or a 4.0 gpa.
And I just wanna tell you how much thankful I am to you,you are few of the constant things I have left in my life as I am going to graduate school in a year or two,I am scared,considering how competitive every damn thing is in my country,but something tells me I’ll make it. And I just wanted to say,thank you so much,you mean a lot to me,since the time I first met you and now,I have taken in? Or what’s the word? Um,taken in my culture,my stuf,,and also loving foreign stuff,so yeah,thanks!
PS:- the new updates on the books are SICK,love all the tension! And again I had my reread of ALL the chapters,and it makes me feel like y/n and I evolved together? IDK
WOW. Aura of course I remember you!! ♡♡♡ I'd ask how you've been but I seem not to need to because a 4.0? That is absolutely incredible and amazing andbyou should be so incredibly proud. I remember your inbox messages to me and I remember one specifically about September of 2022 and I had a lot going on in my life both good and bad but I remember the trees changing and being in a new place and scrolling tumblr in the car with my mother driving and seeing one of ur messages! I wish I could go back in time and show you this but maybe all that worry and cramming is what got you here today? Either way I'm proud of you and for you.
And 50k of your own!? That's so great! If you wanna drop a link I'd be happy to check it out when I get time and in the meantime I'm sure more would love to read it especially since I think we all collectively wanted more of Sidney's kids instead of what we got for Scream 5 and 6.
Thank you bc you encouraged me to write. All your reviews and inbox messages just spurred me on and I'm really glad to have met you and I'm so glad you sent me this. It made my evening 🖤🖤🖤
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Pit Babe ep 6 initial reaction
So I recently got back from a trip to Korea and Japan in January (which is why I’m watching everything late cause couldn’t watch it there). Hardcore studied Japanese for 7 years Koran for 3 years. Can read to a decent level in both. Now started my Thai Bl stuff? Maybe 2 years ago when I watched KinnPorsche. I have not actively tried to learn Thai. So why is my auditory understanding of Thai at the same level as Korean. I keep hearing changes from the subs on iqiyi. This is why when I was in Korea and Japan I kept accidentally speaking Thai? 😭😭 anyways onto the photo review.
Is it crazy babe is that good without his abilities? As far as I can tell he hasn’t been using his skill since he started seeing Charlie. Also feel like this is great meme potential.
Very very very harsh Alan. He doesn’t really give Dean any advice on achieving his goals. Also I think Dean was angry when he was racing Babe and Charlie. Seems like if Alan had more practice maybe he’d feel more comfortable
Way is moving through the stages of grief. Acceptance of the enemy. Way kept treating Charlie like he was replaceable. Also babe was looking hella tiny in this scene. Specifically when he was going down the stairs
Couple things that annoy me about this scene.
1. Jeff doesn’t eat or drink. Look at that milk shake and cake. Come on a tiny nibble? It’s good for the baby.
2. Love Actually in my opinion is one of the weakest romance films of all time. It’s sad the porn couple Martin Freeman and Johanna Page were the sweetest one. But the paper holding scene I found fucking creepy? Her husband kids etc are inside and that’s why the guy is doing the paper signs. Romantic? No. Traumatizing kids on Christmas? Yes.
3. Is Jeff a Uni student? Because… I think Way said he’s known Babe for 7 or 10 years. Which means Alan has to be in his 30s and Babe Way are 25 or 28? Idk concerning age diff at least for Jeff and Alan. Also Alan has a bad case of No means No, but I guess very abo.
Babe’s actor is so Beautiful and convincing at being in love with Charlie. He’s so soft and cute. However suggesting babies is fucking weird Charlie. Maybe it’s cause I don’t want any but seems a bit strange but no kink shaming babe and Charlie can have a mommy kink if they want.
“Why don’t we do it in the road?” By The Beatles
I think I’m just too American South brained because my reaction to this is it’s not cute. A rural road would definitely have road kill splatters and broken glass. Also I’d be worried someone would come out of their house and shoot me to death and that’s before they find out I’m of the LGBT+ variation of human.
I actually think the one I like is called Sonic. Oddly not the one who wears blue? But anyways style icon legend got checked by Dean for doing work? They didn’t seem to be doing the social media thing but helping in the garage so not fair he is taking his frustrations out on them. Also Sonic and North should have an opinion on Charlie joining. Wish we could know if they are friendly with Charlie or not. We do see them also at the party but Charlie is so babe focused I guess they don’t exist but they should be closer to his age.
Awwww Babe is taking the boyfriend title seriously trying to look out for Jeff now. But Jeff sees some bad shit but he just doesn’t share it with us. What’s Charlie’s ability? I guess something with his mouth and that’s why he can by pass Babe’s no’s
Babe was a bit heartless to Way. I mean Way made it clear what kind of simp he was for Babe. I get that Way was Babe’s first friend and he’s very attached to Way for that reason but Babe does have Alan too. I feel like when Way asked for Babe’s necklace then Babe should have said hey just so we clear besties. But then again idk how socialized Babe was at that point.
#pit babe the series#pit babe bl#pit babe#pit babe ep 6#pit babe episode 6#charliebabe#alanjeff#Jenny’s watching
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Thursday, December 5th, 2024.
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At your part of the world, is it summer now?: It's currently autumn, verging on winter.
What’s the warmest it can get over there? How about the coldest?: According to Google… "Over the year, the temperature varies from 19F to 92F and is rarely below 5F or above 100F." However, a few years ago, we experienced temperatures somewhere around -20* during the day, which is incredibly unusual for us. Also, I believe it was last January, there was one night / early morning when temperatures dipped down to around -17*. I remember that pretty vividly because my dad and I went out to do our weekly shopping trip and one of the cashiers said something about how they wouldn't go out in that weather unless they had to. To me, though, it was simply a challenge to be accepted. ;D
Is there a bad habit you’re trying to break right now?: Participating in gossip. I'm such a nosy bastard and it's such an easy thing to slip into, particularly when I have my own negative thoughts or complaints about the person in question. It's also hard to avoid because I feel like my silence or noncommittal responses will come across badly to the person doing the complaining, as though I disagree with them or don't support them or whatever. But I'm trying to get to the point where I won't say anything I wouldn't say directly to someone's face. I might be a chameleon people-pleaser, but this is at least one area where I think my morals supersede my desire to be accepted.
Is it easy to find a job in your preferred field in your home town?: It's not that easy. A few months ago, back when we had some significant openings, I remember Leslie saying something like, "We've got 180 applicants and I don't want to hire any of them." To anyone wishing to get in, at least where I'm at, I would strongly recommend volunteering. That way you're something of a known entity. I have extremely limited work experience, but due to my consistent presence and performance, I've been offered a job and would probably be immediately hired if I jumped on the next available cattery position.
When is the last time you went to a fun fair?: I went to the Chili Festival in 2023. I skipped it this year because it was shortly after all that family drama went down and I was NOT feeling it.
How about an amusement park?: I haven't been to one since I was a teen.
Did you/will you take part in your city’s Pride parade this year?: No.
If not, why not?: It's just not my cup of tea.
Ladies: Would you ever consider proposing? If not, why not?:
Gentlemen: How would you feel, if you were proposed to?: Assuming it was a proposal from someone I loved and wanted to marry, then I would be absolutely over the moon about it.
Have you ever played the original Mass Effect trilogy?: No.
If so, which Shepard and who do you like romancing the best?:
Let’s say there’s a person in need. They need money which they can’t make. Would you be more likely to help them out, if a celebrity asked you to?: No.
When you go to a restaurant, do you have a go-to dish?: It depends on the restaurant. Sometimes I have a few "go-to" dishes or meals I know I would enjoy.
Or do you always try out something new?: I'm more open to trying new things that I was in the past, but I still stick to things that are relatively familiar. However, lately, I've been ordering salads because I can't seem to refrain from stuffing myself on larger meals, which doesn't make me feel the greatest. I think I'm still dealing with a "feast or famine" mindset due to my eating disorder. It's hard to mindfully check in with myself and stop when I'm comfortably full.
Would you rather live next to a kindergarten or an old folks’ home?: An old folks home. I don't want to deal with school traffic.
What was the last game that you played?: I have no idea.
What do you know about Finland?: Not much. Just Moomins.
Where was the postcard from that travelled the longest way to you?: Idk.
Have you ever made jewelry?: Mostly cheap plastic kid stuff, but we did go to this one shop and make somewhat nicer jewelry as part of a group outing when I was in treatment for my eating disorder as a teen.
Have you ever upcycled anything? If so, what?: I haven't.
Which app do you use the most on your phone?: YouTube.
Did you learn to play an instrument as a kid? If so, which one?: Piano (private lessons) and clarinet (through school). I mean, if you consider knowing "hot cross buns" as learning how to play the clarinet. :')
What is the best part of your most ordinary day?: It kind of depends on the day. On my days off, I love spending extra time with my dad and kitties, making art, baking, taking surveys, lazing around in bed while watching YouTube, etc. On work days, I love the quiet moments before everyone shows up - making a pot of coffee, starting the laundry - and the final evening push to get everything wrapped up. I also enjoy the drive home, especially in the dark. Unwinding while listening to classical music. Then a shower and dinner with my dad.
If you learned that you suddenly needed an aid of some sort to do something that you normally don’t need (glasses, hearing aid, etc.), would you comply or would you put it off until there was no choice anymore?: I've been putting off wearing glasses aside from driving. It's just so hard to get used to them in everyday life and I can still function without them.
Do you enjoy being on your own?: I've spent more than enough time on my own over the past decade-plus. I still need my alone time to decompress and catch up on hobbies and such, but being around other people on a regular basis is extremely important for my mental health.
Or are you happier when there’s a crowd around you? Like a massive crowd or just a group of people? Crowds are tolerable to a point and I can be happy in a group depending on the vibe.
Have you ever been to a zoo? If so, which one(s)?: I've been to the zoo within my own city, the Cheyenne Mountain Zoo, and the Denver Zoo. Probably a couple of others, but I was too young to really remember them.
How about petting zoos?: Possibly.
Have you thrown your “winter coat” off yet?: No.
Do you ever look up what foreign idioms mean?: I probably have.
What’s the strangest saying you’ve come across?: No idea.
What’s a First World problem that you have?: Scraping my car windows on frosty mornings.
Do you use food products that are advertised as more healthy?: Sometimes. I'm definitely not a health food fanatic, but I try to eat…relatively healthily…I guess.
Does it matter to you if the produce you use is organic?: Not really. Like, it's not something I tend to specifically seek out.
If so, why?:
What has been the worst sort of physical pain that you have felt?: Migraines, tooth aches, and that earache I had in 2020.
Are your pains generally more acute or chronic?: Chronic.
Do you collect anything?: I don't.
If you could be doing absolutely anything right now, what would it be?: Picnicking or hiking in the Mountain Park.
Do you read any web comics?: Not currently. I read a great deal of Homestuck back when that was a thing, though.
Which social media platform do you use the most, if any?: Tumblr and Instagram.
Have you ever made a parody version of a popular song?: I mean, randomly off the the top of my head, sure. <-Same.
Which game did you play the most as a kid during recess?: Probably "pretend" or games like tag, hide-and-seek, etc.
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Hey! I’m sorry you’re having a hard time right now. I feel like most people don’t really know exactly what they want to do and then eventually they kind of create a purpose for themselves based on the experiences they’ve had.
The thing that I have found to be the best for me navigating this personally is the Japanese concept of ikigai. It’s essentially: find something your good at, you enjoy doing, and can make money off of. If it checks all 3 boxes, that’s your purpose! I feel like we have many possible “ikigai’s” and then settle into the one that works best for us. If there’s something that you think could be that, but isn’t something you can do right now, you can start taking little steps towards it in the ways that you can. I’m not living my ikigai right now, but I’m working towards it and that makes it a lot easier to work the job I do now because I know it’s not forever and the little steps I do take feel a lot more rewarding since I know there’s an end goal for them.
I hope this helps! 💖
!! I’ve thought about this loads before and like.. idk not to sound insane but I don’t know what I enjoy .. lol as in, I’ll be doing something and I’m enjoying it but then if I think about making it into a career suddenly I’m put off by it, or it just won’t be how I imagined (example being my current job lol) or whatever .. and then other things I think I could enjoy and I feel like I would want to do it for a living I’m just no good at it. no matter how much I try y’know ?? like.. I have so many interests so you’d think I have so many options but I’m not actually good at a lot of things like I don’t have .. any.. skills or talents.. ones worth anything at least..
I sometimes think to myself that it’s fine, I can just work a quiet job and do all my hobbies and stuff and I can be at peace with that.. and most of the time I do feel that way but then other times I just feel like I’m wasting time (whatever that means) or that I should be doing something.. like my friends will tell me their goals and things they’re working on or I’ll just SEE it and I’m obviously happy and proud of them but part of me can’t help but feel somewhat disheartened because wow wish that were me .. I don’t know.. I don’t think this is making much sense lol
I just feel like I’m missing opportunities but I don’t know what, and I can have my quiet job and it’s fine to not have a ‘purpose’ or whatever but even with my quiet job I’m thinking oh is this right for me ? I should be progressing no ?? I don’t know. I just feel lost, I always feel lost, since I was a kid I never knew what to do, I remember deciding I wanna be a new thing (career choice) every other week, and then when I was 16 in school and they told us to start thinking about it so we can work on it for when we go to uni I felt sick because I had never even given it much thought.. and now I give it too much thought and still feel sick
I’m on my break at work right now so I feel like I’m rambling and getting this out quick so sorry if it doesn’t make sense or whatever !! but thank you (and the other anons who said things similar) for messaging me, I truly do appreciate it and it means a lot to me, sending big hugs <3
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