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Saturday, August 9th, 2025.
When was the last time you complained about something? I complained about unwanted thoughts earlier today.
What is your favorite color combination? I'm actually not sure. We have to color coordinate blankets and such for the kennels at the animal shelter, but I like a lot of different combinations.
Is there a certain routine you have to/like to follow? My whole life is like an ongoing routine, and I don't like to deviate from it too much.
When was the last time you spoke in front of a group? I don't remember the last time I spoke in front of a group, but the last time I was "recognized" in front of a large group of people was at the recent fundraising event. I was one of three volunteers to be mentioned.
Do you like group projects, or do you prefer to work alone? I'm so glad I'm not in school anymore and no longer have to deal with those types of group projects. I do often enjoy working in a group, though, such as in cattery.
What is one thing you hate about society today? Blah.
What is something not many people know about you? Most people don't know very much about me.
What word describes your basic style? Comfortable.
How long did it take you to develop this particular style? It wasn't necessarily something I actively developed as much as evolved into naturally…?
Are you tolerant of beliefs that differ from your own? Depends.
Have you ever been told you were going to Hell? I've probably been told to "go to Hell," but I don't think anyone has ever told me I was going to Hell. Not seriously or religiously, anyway. But maybe as a joke.
How did you respond? Hmm.
Is there a religion you are curious about? The one that I'm probably most curious about is Judaism. I imagine my dad's influence has a lot to do with that. Otherwise, I'm just interested in religions in general. One of my favorite YouTube channels to watch is Let's Talk Religion. He covers a variety of different religious beliefs, cultures, etc.
Who is the most argumentative person you know? I don't know anyone who is super argumentative…not with me, anyway.
Do you know anyone who is crazy about proper grammar? No.
Or are you one of those people? If so, why? I try to use mostly proper grammar, but I'm not overly picky about it. I'll add my own little flare if it feels right.
Do you assume things about other people? Give an example? Sure. We probably all make assumptions or extrapolations to some extent.
Describe a crazy hairstyle you have seen? Not really "crazy," but Kristen always has cool hair. Paris, a previous vet tech, often had interesting hair too (mainly in terms of color).
Do you mind waiting in waiting rooms? It can be anxiety-provoking, but I don't mind sitting in the waiting room at my therapist's office.
When was the last time you were late for something? Idk.
When was the last time it was cold in your area? It hasn't been cold for months now.
Do you know a word in another language? What is it? Yeah.
Who was the last person to make you feel special? My dad.
Have you ever wanted to kill yourself? Mmhm. The desire is still there, even though it's more like background noise than anything immediate.
If yes, what convinced you not to go through with it? Starvation is a slow and unreliable method. It's a constant struggle between the desire to die and the body's attempts to keep itself alive. Time passed, things changed, wounds faded; I found a good therapist, I found a sense of purpose as well as some level of hope and happiness. Ending my life no longer feels like such a pressing desperation.
Do you get used to answering personal questions on surveys? I guess I have. I reveal things in surveys that I probably wouldn't tell anyone other than my dad or my therapist.
Do you think that being gay is a choice? No. I don't think people choose who they're attracted to. Just speaking for myself, but my attractions are just kind of…there.
Do you eat meat? Why or why not? I do. Especially now with my gluten issues, I think being vegetarian or vegan would greatly limit my options. I know people can make it work, but I'm just not interested or willing to do so. I like eating meat, etc.
Do you think you look attractive in your profile default picture? My icon isn't a picture of me.
Do you fish for compliments? Do you fish for anything else? There is something of that ulterior motive in some of the nice things I do for others, but there's probably a genuine element to it as well…idk.
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Saturday, August 9th, 2025.

What is your favorite color for bridesmaid dresses? Burgundy, gold, and pine.
Do you ever count sheep to help you fall asleep? I've probably tried that at some point, but if I do any counting, then it's usually something like 1-2, 3-4 or 1-2, sleep-sleep just on repeat until I get lost in my thoughts or whatever video is playing.
Do you have a youtube channel? I have a YouTube account, but I don't upload or make any comments.
…If so, when did you start it? Probably around the time I switched from a laptop to a desktop computer and started using my phone more frequently for YouTube stuff, so 2021-ish.
Would you ever want to be famous? There is something appealing about being well-known and admired for something, but I also value my privacy and the lack of scrutiny, as well as the absence of any obligations to please my fans or continue to produce whatever made me famous in the first place.
Does fame and fortune matter to you at all? I don't care about being filthy rich, but having enough money to meet my needs matters to me. I also wouldn't mind being able to do more than just that, to be able to afford my dream home in the mountains, etc.
Do you have a secret crush right now? No.
Have you drank a cup of tea today? I haven't.
When was the last time you called customer service? I've never personally called customer service for anything.
Do you take birth control pills? I don't.
Do you like chocolate cake? Yesss. It's a battle between chocolate cake and carrot cake when it comes to my favorite.
Where was the last place out of your house that you went? The animal shelter. The boulevard heading south was closed due to an accident or construction or something. I was like 2 minutes away from the shelter and I had to turn around. I tried taking a road that I thought might take me through to my familiar "backroads," but it just went around in a loop and I ended up back on the boulevard, so I had to go back to the highway, turn off on the route I now take home from therapy, and wind my way toward the animal shelter that way. It was so weird seeing everything from the opposite direction, lol. I normally take the highway and the boulevard there and the backroads home.
Do you know anyone who doesn’t want to have kids? Riley.
Do you regret letting a certain guy or girl slip away? I regret that I wasn't a good partner and that I wasn't in the right frame of mind to cultivate a healthy relationship. I regret that I hurt someone deeply and destroyed what could have been a positive connection, whether it was romantic or not.
Have you ever fainted? I've been very dizzy, lightheaded, and that sort of thing, but I've never completely lost consciousness.
Do you consider yourself a good artist? I'm not terrible, but I feel like I lack a more refined technique, and I don't really practice enough to improve in any meaningful way.
Do you ever play board games anymore? Not really.
Would you rather visit Tokyo or Paris? Tokyo.
Do you think you would like living in New York or Chicago? Why or why not? Nope. I'm not a city person. I would hate the traffic, hate the urban sprawl, the lack of nature, etc.
Who was your first celebrity crush? Idk.
Name 3 celebrities who are the same height as you. Whoever is 5'3". I don't feel like looking up that information.
How tall are you?
Are you happy with your height? Yeah.
Who in your family did you get your height from? I'm actually not sure. Everyone in my family is taller than I am by at least a few inches. I think my dad's mom was on the shorter side, as is his sister, but I'm not sure about my mom's side of things, so idk.
Who did you get your smile from? I'm not sure, but someone at the fundraising event for the animal shelter commented that I look just like my dad, so there's that general assessment for you.
Your hair color? Probably my mom. My dad's hair is a little more on the darker side.
Your eye color? My mom. My dad's eyes are blue, and my mom's and my eyes are hazel.
Do you have big or small hands? They're…proportional? Not unusually large or small.
When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone? Years ago.
What was the name of your first imaginary friend you remember having? Hmm.
Do you pray to God regularly? I do.
What is your favorite version of the Bible to read? I've never read the full version of any Bible, but I am currently reading a chronological study Bible. I want to get all the way through at least once.
Have you been baptized? If so, how and where were you baptized? I was, but I don't recall how or where.
Do you eat meat? I do.
What college did you go to? A local community college.
And what was your major? I think the first time I went it was English and then when I tried again it was Visual Communications.
Do you miss living with a roommate? I miss Lori and Denise as people, they were great roommates to have back when I was living with my mom, but I don't miss the idea of having roommates. I do live with my dad, but I don't really consider him a "roommate," you know?
Have you ever been abused in any way? Ehh.
Do you like unicorns? They're alright, but I'm not drawn to them or anything.
How old were you when you found out Santa wasn’t real? I was probably around 10 years old.
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? I don't.
Name 3 things you are allergic to. Pollen, gluten, and making phone calls.
Is there one book you have read over and over again because it’s so good? I've reread a few books.
If so, which is it? I read Watership Down multiple times when I was younger. That was my main obsession. I've also reread the Harry Potter series at least once, some of the books from The Little House on the Prairie series, and various other childhood favorites. I most recently reread Chasing Redbird and My Side of the Mountain, and I'm currently rereading The Neverending Story. Oh, and AT thru-hike books. I can't remember all of their names, but I've reread a few of those as well.
Who was your favorite Rugrats character? Chucky.
Which fairytale resembles your life the most? I don't think any fairytale resembles my life.
Do you think your zodiac sign fits your personality? Idk. Like, am I obviously a Pisces, or…?
Do you play games on your phone a lot? No.
What’s your favorite thing to do on your phone? Watch YouTube.
Have you ever had to put out a kitchen fire? No, but I did experience an exploding glass dish. I no longer remember exactly how it happened, but I heard a loud pop in the kitchen at one of our old duplexes, went in there to see what happened, and ended up stepping on a glass shard. Idk whether there was any fire involved or not, but if there was, then it would have been very minimal.
Where do you buy most of your clothes? Walmart, thrift stores, online.
Who is your favorite cousin? I haven't seen my cousins since childhood.
Do you have family that lives in another state? Yeah.
What states have you lived in? Louisiana and Colorado.
What was your favorite piece of playground equipment as a kid? I don't think I had a favorite piece of equipment.
List 3 girl’s names you like.
List 3 boy’s names you like.
Do you watch birth vlogs on youtube? No.
Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Maybe not all the way to sleep, but I have cried while trying to sleep.
Do you use a sunlamp? I don't.
What is your favorite type of cake? Already answered above.
Do you listen to the radio? Mostly just CPR classical while driving.
Are you good at PacMan? No.
Favorite arcade game? Used to be Dance Dance Revolution. I preferred playing in an arcade to playing at home.
Have you ever found a roller coaster relaxing? I don't think so.
Have you ever seen a spirit? No.
Have you ever been kidnapped? No.
How many 5ks have you ran? None.
Is there a running trail near your house? Well, there's a trail you can run on.
Do you know the number to 911?
A game you cheated on in elementary school? Idk.
What was the name of the first dorm you lived in? I've never lived in a dorm.
Do you miss your college years? Nooo.
Were your college years the best years of your life? Not at all.
Were you ever in a school band? No.
Do you wear a retainer at night? No.
Are you craving cake right now? Not strongly, but it does sound good.
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Thursday, August 7th, 2025.
▹ ARIES ◃
Do you like when people stroke your hair? I don't like it when just anyone plays with my hair, but it is a sensation that I enjoy.
Would you consider yourself a leader? No.
Would people say you are an upbeat person? Most of the people I know would probably say that. My dad sees more sides of me, but even so, I'm usually pretty pleasant. My therapist…I'm not sure exactly what she thinks, but I'm just going to guess that she doesn't assume that my appointment presentation is the way I present myself to the rest of the world. As for surveys, I'm also not sure how I come across.
Are you naturally optimistic? I'm a whole range of different "istics" depending on the circumstances.
When was the last time you had a temper tantrum? Not sure what is viewed as a temper tantrum versus some other type of emotional outburst or breakdown, but eh. Maybe a couple of months ago. Whenever that really rough therapy appointment occurred.
Would you consider yourself an activist? Not at all.
How often do you lose interest in your goals? Idk. I'm still dedicated to my future at the animal shelter even though I go through periods of highs and lows. I'm still "somewhat" consistent with art even though it has been pushed more to the back burner and I feel like I'm doing it more out of obligation, just to say I have something of a hobby, than because of any creative motivation or expression. With certain other things, sometimes I waver or stray, but I will eventually recommit if it's something truly important to me.
On a scale of 1-10 how important is your independence to you? It's hard to put this on a scale, but I'm not a very independent person overall. However, I do value the things that grant me more independence - such as driving, being able to go to the animal shelter by myself, the chance to make some of my own choices, etc. I do like to feel as though I have some control. It's also important that I become more independent, but that's a battle against fear and procrastination.
How often do you think before you speak? Depends on the situation. Sometimes I don't really need to measure my words. Sometimes I'd rather not speak than say something controversial or upsetting. There are times when I wish I could speak up, but I'm afraid, I don't know how to word it appropriately, and that sort of thing. And sometimes I just blurt things out impulsively regardless of how they will come across, but that's less common.
Are you straight-forward when it comes to sex? Idk… Like I'm not asexual or sex-repulsed, but it's hard to truly imagine ever being that intimate with someone again.
▹ TAURUS ◃
Do you tend to stick with what you know? Yeah, for the most part. Sometimes I can branch out as an extension of something I already know (foods, tasks at the shelter, driving to a small extent, etc), but really breaking out of my comfort zone takes more of a leap of faith.
Are you usually the one to pay attention to details? I'm either picking up on details or I'm overlooking and forgetting them.
Do you prefer to do things on your own? I am okay with doing certain things on my own, but like I said above, I'm not especially independent. Now, if we're just talking about preferring people versus no people, then it depends. For instance, I do enjoy doing cat iso by myself, but I also enjoy spending time with the cattery group. I'd probably eventually get lonely and bored if I ONLY did cat iso ALL the time.
Are you a strong business person? No. I have basically no business experience.
Do you like to live lavishly? No. I just want to live simply and comfortably.
Do you have a stubborn side? I can be somewhat rigid and routine oriented, and I'm somewhat stubborn in other ways as well.
Do you tend to become nervous when you know change is inevitable? Lol, I feel like so many of these questions boil down to "it depends," but yeah, nervousness is common.
Is commitment no problem for you? Commitment might be a problem for me in the sense that I sometimes commit to things when I would prefer to say no. Most recently, I'm committed to remaining gluten free because it's an easy choice between avoiding certain foods or shittin me wee little brains oot.
Are you a patient person when it comes to relationships? Connecting with (or being connected to) others is a whole ordeal. I try to just ride out the emotions and not do anything impulsive or drastic, but it's not always easy.
Are the neck and throat a hot-spot when it comes to romance for you? It's not my top hot spot, but it's still nice.
▹ GEMINI ◃
Would you say you are a person most people remember meeting? I don't know whether "most people" remember me or not.
Are you a flighty person? Maybe a contained or controlled flighty person.
Would you say that you are an exciting friend to have? Nooo. I'm a very boring friend…if you can even manage to get me to hang out in the first place.
Are you experimental in the bedroom? Yeah.
Do you love to talk? Sometimes. The problem, with some people, is knowing what to say.
Are you a curious person? Depends on the topic. I was actually thinking on the drive home earlier that I can be somewhat incurious when it comes to other people, but there are definitely subjects that spark my wonder and curiosity.
Would you rather be naive than to know a depressing truth? Depressing truths such as broader world issues, etc? Idc. I'm not necessarily naive, but I am relatively detached.
How often do you speak your mind? Often with my dad and my therapist, less so with pretty much everyone else.
Would you say you are a social butterfly? Okay, it's like…I enjoy being social, but I don't enjoy feeling bogged down or trapped by people who don't feel quite "right" for me. It's a balance between forming connections and feeling enriched by certain aspects of them, but also feeling drained or alienated. However, as I've said many times, it's not anyone else's fault, they aren't doing anything wrong; it's just something that I have to work though within myself.
Do you feel the need to be involved in everything? Yes and no. FOMO + jealousy and envy are a thing, but sometimes I just do not wanna. Even if it means missing out, staying on the fringes while others grow closer, etc.
▹ CANCER ◃
Is your personality full of contradictions? What would possibly give you that impression?
Do you depend a lot on others for support? Mainly my dad and my therapist.
How loyal are you to your friends and family? I'm very loyal to my dad.
Are you able to make others feel loved easily? You would have to ask them. I'm not really sure how I make others feel.
Do you tend to bottle up your deep feelings for others? Do you mean hide how I'm feeling ABOUT someone or hide what I'm feeling FROM someone? I am likely to hide my emotions from most people, but if I feel deeply FOR someone, then it's not likely that I will feel the need to hide that from them.
Is money and financial success important to you? In some ways.
Do you feel you need to be needed? I do love to feel needed, especially at the animal shelter, but there are times when it can become burdensome, make me feel trapped, etc.
Do you like when people are direct with you? Sure.
Do you prefer your sex to be sensual and passionate? Yeah.
Are you in tune with other people’s personal motivations? Not really.
▹ LEO ◃
How ambitious are you? I'm not super ambitious.
Are you the person people go to when they need cheering up? Not really.
Are people attracted to your warm spirit? I have no idea what people are attracted to with me.
Do you find it strange when people dwell on the past? No.
Are you often successful in business? No.
Do you always have to have the best? No.
Do routines bore you? I prefer predictable routines. I don't like to change things up too much or too often.
Do you love flattery? Err…I love genuine compliments, but empty flattery, not so much.
Do you like your intimate moments to be familiar, but not routine? Hmm.
Do you like to be pampered? Sometimes.
▹ VIRGO ◃
Do you solve problems logically? Not always.
Do people often find you cold and unattached? They might find me a bit hard to get to know, but I don't think anyone would say I'm cold.
Do you have an excellent memory? Naw.
Are you good at problem solving? Eh.
Do you successfully help others solve their disputes? I'm not usually the mediator for that sort of thing.
Do you analyze all the facts before making decisions? Depends on the decision and how much analyzing I feel like it requires.
Are you unpredictable? Not really.
Do you keep your surroundings organized? Sorta, sometimes.
Would you ever engage in a one-night-stand? No.
Is sex low in importance to you? Idk what sex is to me now.
▹ LIBRA ◃
Do you prefer to hang out in groups? Small groups. If I'm not super close to them, then I prefer that over one-on-one interactions because I'm no good at maintaining conversations.
Do you dislike hard work? I don't mind certain kinds of hard work.
Do you love the unusual? Sometimes.
Do you get along with people well? For the most part.
Are you good at thinking up original ideas? Naw. I'm really not.
Do you trust your intuition? Not often. It's far too clouded by fear and emotion to be trustworthy. But if I really thought something was off about a person or a situation, then I would probably listen to it.
Do you tend to hide your feelings to keep peace among a group? Yes.
Do you have difficulties making decisions? I think I struggle most with social decisions or decisions that involve other people in some way. Otherwise, I think I'm okay at making decisions for the most part.
Are you easygoing? Usually-ish.
Do you prefer ‘classy’ sex? Ex: No bathroom stall sex? Uh, I wouldn't have bathroom stall "public" encounters, but I don't need it to be classy. Dirty is fine.
▹ SCORPIO ◃
Are you one to never give up? No. I've given up many times. But I guess I've never completely given up because I'm still here.
Do you prefer to live alone? I like living with my dad, so I prefer that; but between living alone or living with a roommate, I would rather live alone.
Are you always the one who is in control? No. I do like to have some control, but I don't need to be in control of all things all the time.
Are your relationships always complicated? They were.
Do you often hold grudges? Occasionally.
Do you prefer to be in a position of power? Not really.
Are you always worrying about competitors? I gotta realize that I'm not competing with anyone. It's probably all in my head.
Has anyone ever accused you of being power hungry or controlling? Controlling, probably. Power hungry, no.
Do people consider you a deep and intense person? Some might.
Are you one to often act out a sexual fantasy? Hmm.
▹ SAGITTARIUS ◃
Do you welcome change? If it's a change I'm comfortable with…yeah…but even certain positive or forward changes are scary because they require more from me than my previous mode of existence.
Do you make decisions by judging how much freedom you would have? It's one of the main reasons I haven't applied at the animal shelter yet. I value my volunteer freedom to leave whenever I want. Except I still usually stick to something of a schedule. It's just this psychological weight off of my shoulders to know I'm not obligated by employment to be there.
Are you philosophical? I can be.
Would people say you are an excellent conversionalist? Lol my dad might say that, and I can talk a lot in therapy, but otherwise, I doubt anyone would list that as one of my strong points.
Are you often late to things? Nooo. Early.
Do you become irritable when you are bored? Maybe restless more so than irritable.
Are you pretty unemotional? No. I'm emotional. Or at least animated. I save most of my deep emotions or thoughts for select individuals.
Do you mostly have a positive disposition? I guess so, at least outwardly.
Would you be into risque sexual encounters? No.
Do you prefer no-strings-attached sex? No.
▹ CAPRICORN ◃
Do you know generally what your capabilities are? I think I have a good grasp of my current capabilities, but I'm not so certain when it comes to my ultimate potential. Like, how hard should I push myself, etc.
Do you tend to do things yourself because you don’t trust others to finish things? No. Sometimes I like the space to do things my own way, but I trust others to do things as well.
Are you always interested in being the best you can be? Not always. Sometimes I'm a half-asser, sometimes I stagnate, but I want to keep improving overall.
Do you have great time management skills? I guess they're alright. Well, good at the shelter, maybe not as good at home…
Do you prefer to stick to a routine? Yeah.
If someone was to give you a gift, would you prefer it to be practical over expensive? Mmhm.
Does it bother you when someone is late to meet you? It can.
Do you prefer to be in classy atmospheres? Eh.
Are you a conventional person? No.
Is life black and white? No.
▹ AQUARIUS ◃
Do you go out of your way to help others? Sometimes.
Do you live a no-strings-attached life? No.
Do you tend to rebel, just to have your way? No.
How observant would you say you are? Depends.
Are you intellectually driven? Eh.
Would others say that you are witty? Maybe sometimes.
Do you quickly adapt to any situation? No, but I am at least somewhat adaptable…as long as I'm not already majorly stressed, tired, or whatever.
Do you often unintentionally insult people? No.
Do you generally accept everyone as they are? Yeah, generally.
Do you prefer spontaneous sex? That's fine.
▹ PISCES ◃
Are you often the submissive one in your relationships? I guess I do prefer a more submissive role, but not a powerless role.
Do you often take other’s problems and make it your own? It's more like I make the behavior of others my problem. I dwell on it, etc. I don't tend to take on the troubles of others in a big way, but that doesn't mean I can't be moved by what someone is going through.
Are you good at writing or poetry? Eh.
Are you a mystical/spiritual person? Yeah.
Would you say you are mostly molded by your surroundings? More like I have a tendency to mold myself to fit my surroundings. But I can also mold or be molded. Positive molding is okay - I feel like the animal shelter has molded me into a better, stronger person. But I also appreciate situations in which I don't have to change or contort myself to fit. I can just be, as I am, without pressure.
Is your intuition often right? Lol.
Would you say that you often have bad luck and misfortune? No.
Do you like to role play during sex? Yeah.
Do you like erotic games? Maybe.
Do you often stand up for what you believe in? Nope.
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2025.
Well, how’s your view of things today? Therapy tends to reveal the true extent of my overwhelm, but other than that I'm feeling pretty…typical.
Robert Downey Jr. — Bet you have a crush on him. I don't.
How do you like your jeans? Somewhere between skinny and bootcut. Gotta have a bit of bagginess to them without being regular jeans.
Do you watch Skins? No.
Know any Gleeks? (yourself included) I've never watched Glee, but at least a couple of people at the animal shelter have mentioned it.
Can you name all the contents of your purse/bag? On an animal shelter day: wallet, gum, granola bars (possibly some other snacks), migraine meds, phone, water bottle, Gatorade (the blue kind), a book (currently The Neverending Story), toiletries, and I think that's basically it.
Do you know what Bosco Sticks are? Thanks to the previous survey-taker, I know that they're some type of food product, but other than that, no.
How do you feel about Jesse Eisenberg? I don't even know who that is.
Do you like your hoodies tight, or a lil’ oversized? Waaay oversized.
Have you ever been sailing? I haven't.
Do you have any jewelry/accessories with owls (an owl?) on it? Or is that a hipster thing? I don't. Idk if it's a hipster thing or not.
If you went on American Idol, do you think you’d go through to Hollywood? Nooo.
What’s the closest thing to you that’s red? Part of the cover on the chronological study Bible I've been reading. I'm in the Book of Judges now.
Have you ever been fishing? As a child.
What’s in the background of your default pic? Nothing. Behind the character is just a plain white background.
Have you ever heard of the movie ‘Frozen’? I have heard of it, but I've never seen the movie.
What would you do if you were to get stuck on a ski lift overnight? Freak out? Cry? Freeze to death? But is that really a thing that can happen? Like, it's that complicated to get someone down?
What’s your favorite Bath & Body Works scent? I don't think I've ever been there before, but I tend to like warm, seasonal, baked goods types of scents.
Have you ever received an anonymous gift? I haven't.
What kind of laugh do you have? It depends on how hard or how genuinely I'm laughing.
Will you have a Valentine this year? I didn't.
Do you plan on seeing The Black Swan? No.
Do you keep a scrapbook? I made collages and such when I was younger, but it's not something I do now. I guess Tumblr kind of took over that inclination, at least when I was keeping more of a photo blog. Speaking of which, I have been tempted to get back into autumn blogging…
Do you hoard anything? Mmmm… I have accumulated a lot of stuff over the years, but I'm not really hoarding it or adding to it in any significant way. I've just been too lazy to go through it and throw things away.
Are you afraid of flying? I'm not afraid of riding in an airplane, but there are aspects of the whole process that make it something I wouldn't want to do.
Do you know any Star Wars freaks? No.
So, what about all them birds just dropping out of the sky? Idk man.
At what age do you become ‘old’? 40 will be a weird milestone, as will 50, but will I feel OLD? Idk. I guess I'll let you know if I ever get to that point. Because there's a good chance that I'll still be taking surveys when I do. :')
Most recent Facebook ‘like’? No idea. I haven't been on Facebook for years.
Would you rather go to Disney World, or Pleasure Island? Idk what Pleasure Island entails…but probably neither. Not my scene.
What song would you like to hear on the radio? The only radio station I really listen to is CPR classical, but I don't have a specific song in mind. I do enjoy Sunday mornings, though. More choral music.
Macaroon or a cupcake? Do you mean actual macaroons (the meringue coconut cookies) or French macarons? I'd like to try a French macaron, but between macaroons and cupcakes, I'd prefer a cupcake.
Have you ever camped out somewhere for an event the next day? I haven't. Unless hiking counts as an "event." :')
What is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life? Pet more cats than anyone else.
Do you do anything regularly that could damage your body? Smoke cigarettes.
What do you love most in the world? My dad and my cats.
Who will you be with Saturday night? I'm going to a potluck at Liv's place (it's been rescheduled from next Monday to this Saturday), so Liv will be there, Riley, Emily (new vet tech), possibly Emily's partner, and whoever else happens to be present in the household. I'm bringing my pecan peanut butter cream pie for the group, plus some gluten free snacks for myself because idk if I'm going to be able to eat (or trust) the foods prepared by others.
What woke you up this morning? I woke up naturally around 5:00am.
Did you kiss or hug anyone today? I didn't.
Who was the last person you rode in a car with? My dad.
How many myspace accounts do you have? None anymore.
What was your first thought this morning? Probably wondering what time it was.
Where would you like to live? Beulah.
Do long distance relationships work? Some of them obviously do.
What do you want to be when you grow up? I am grown up, but cattery lead at the animal shelter. Or a local cryptid. Whatever works out, you know?
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? See above.
Who do you wish you were with right now? My dad is downstairs, but I'm fine being by myself for the time being.
If you had one whole day to yourself, what would you do? Can I involve other people in my day? If so, then go to the mountain park with my dad - which is what I usually do.
Is anything bothering you? Yeeeah. So conflicted and aggravated over friendships. It's not their fault. I'm just weirdly socially wired. I like spending time with them at the animal shelter, probably because it's not a super focused social setting and there's less pressure to participate in all conversations, etc. They're also just not quite "my people." I like them fine as casual friends, but I don't think they're going to be those really close bonds that feel so natural and effortless. But now plans are becoming more frequent and I need something more than random excuses to get out of them. Part of that is my fault for being too much of a chameleon. I'm just afraid or don't know how to politely say, thank you, but this activity just isn't for me. Plus other things, but that's enough bothering for now, lmao.
Do you miss someone? Yeah.
What do you want to do right now? Feel relaxed.
Are you listening to music right now? I'm not.
Are you in a good mood? It's an okay mood.
What are you doing this weekend? Animal shelter AM both days, plus that potluck I mentioned above on Saturday night.
When were you the saddest in your life? Ughdjksfkh.
Do you own more than one cell phone? I don't.
Have you ever had a song written about you? I haven't.
Have you ever sang in public? Not in front of a huge audience (aside from school plays and things like that), but yeah.
What songs make you happy?
What do you like to listen to before you go to bed? Lately, I've been listening to a lot of ASMR Historian. I also enjoy Astrum, History of the Universe (and their other channels - History of the Earth and History of Humankind), French Whisperer, Lights Out Library, etc.
Do you have a job? No.
What does your ipod have in it right now? I don't have an iPod.
Have you ever loved someone and were too scared to tell them? No.
Next concert? Probably never. Lord, please do NOT let me get roped into going to a concert.
When is the next time you will take a shower/bath? Which one will you take? Tomorrow morning, and I will take a shower.
Are you currently waiting on someone to do something for you/to you? My therapist is going to be looking into a place where I can get an Autism assessment. She also mentioned helping me find a doctor due to the digestive issues I've been experiencing.
As a child, did you ever get the chance to go to Disney World/Disneyland? No.
Are you someone who is really committed to politics in your area/country? Nope.
When was the last time you fought with your significant other, if any?
Do you know anyone, personally, who is in an abusive relationship? Are you? Probably. Regarding myself, no, I'm not in a relationship with anyone.
When was the last time you were on a boat? Where did you travel on it? As a teen while visiting friends of the family in New Jersey. We didn't "travel" anywhere, really.
Are you planning on going anywhere with someone, some time today? I'm not planning on going anywhere else, but I went grocery shopping and to my therapy appointment.
Does your family ever have any kind of weird traditions in your house? Not really "in the house," but my dad and I do have some quirky traditions.
When is the next time you will attend a family reunion? Where will it be? Never.
Do you ever take bubble baths only to relax yourself in some way? No.
Do you have any friends who act like they don’t know you in public? No.
Do you like cereal? What would you consider your favorite kind of cereal? I do. Probably oatmeal or granola.
Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much?
What kind of cell phone do you have? (ex. flip, slider, or traditional.) Touch screen.
Do you like riding roller coasters when you go to any amusement park? I did when I was younger.
Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now? No.
Are there any people you don’t like for your significant other/crush to talk to?
Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out? No.
Would you beat up anyone at the moment, if you absolutely had the chance? No.
What color are the curtains in your room if you have any at the moment? I don't have curtains, but the blinds are beige.
What would you consider the best kind of food you, yourself could make? Probably some type of pie or dessert dish.
Is there anyone you are currently trying to get out of trouble? Why? No.
Are you one of those people who don’t like children of any kind at all? I don't have anything against children.
When was the last time you rode a horse, if you’ve ever ridden one? When I was a teenager.
Are you plotting anything at the moment? MY ESCAPE. ;D
Do you hate it when people show public displays of affection in your face? Some displays of affection are fine, but at some point it can become uncomfortable.
Have you ever wanted your significant other to get rid of a friend?
If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you? My sibling currently lives in Virginia.
Do you ever actually like going to Wal-Mart or is it regularly boring? Yeah, I actually kind of enjoy going grocery shopping.
Do you know anyone who has or has had any kind of mental illness/disorder? Plenty of people.
Do you ever go to Blockbuster? How frequently would you say you go? I did when I was younger. I think we went every couple of weeks or so? Maybe not consistently, but something along those lines.
Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion? Eh.
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2025.

What item did you last replace the batteries in? I replaced the batteries in my keyboard within the last couple of weeks.
How many streaming services do you have? I don't have any streaming services and haven't for several years now. The only thing I use to watch videos is YouTube.
When’s the last time you changed a lightbulb? Idk. The overhead light in my bedroom burned out forever ago and I just never bothered to replace it. I've become so accustomed to functioning without it that there just doesn't seem to be any real need.
Who’s the last person that you visited in the hospital? In an actual hospital, my sibling, many years ago. In a physical rehab type of facility, my dad, after his heart surgery in 2019.
How many siblings do you have? I do have one younger sibling, but they aren't part of my life.
What’s the last food that’s gotten stuck in your teeth? Dunno, but possibly something from the snack I had a little bit ago. It was yogurt with mango and cornflakes.
What color are your couch cushions? Blue.
Do you have friends or acquaintances in other countries? I do have a couple of acquaintances in other countries.
When’s the last time you took a nap, and how long did you end up sleeping for? The day after the animal shelter fundraising event. I woke up with a migraine, suffered through the morning iso tasks, came home, and ended up taking a nap at some point.
When is the last time you ordered food for delivery? (Door Dash, GrubHub, etc) What did you get, and from where? About a month and a half ago. That was shortly before my stomach started seriously revolting. Natasha, River, and I got some things from Solar Roast. I got a breakfast bagel and an iced coffee.
If you were someone else, would you want to be friends with yourself? Well, other people do want to be friends with me (to the point where I now feel overwhelmed with friendships and social expectations), so…perhaps? I guess it would just depend on my personality as a different person. I think I could get along well with someone who had relatable traits and interests, but it might be hard to be friends with someone exactly like me. Then again, maybe not. Idk. It would either be wonderful, like meeting a long-lost twin who understood me very deeply, or we would be triggered by one another, competitive, envious, etc.
When’s the last time you went up onto a ladder? Why? I don't remember the last time I went up a full-sized ladder, but the last time I used a ladder stepstool type of thing wasn't that long ago. Might have been when I did that deep clean in the back of cat iso.
What’s the last thing you microwaved? Oatmeal for breakfast this morning.
Which side of your fridge door is the handle on? It's on the right side.
Who’s the author of the last book you read? Michael Ende, and the book is The Neverending Story.
When’s the last time you had a good idea? What was it? Cutting out gluten a couple of weeks ago. My symptoms seemed so random and mysterious, and I thought, naw, it couldn't be that…but I finally decided to try it, and now my symptoms have drastically improved. I did accidentally consume gluten when my dad made his chili beans and rice the other day. I had an upset stomach the next morning and it was the only thing that was "different" about my eating habits, but it wasn't until I looked at a spice packet later on that I realized it had wheat in it. Then, last Monday, I went to IHOP with my mom and ordered the gluten friendly pancakes and ended up with stomach issues yesterday evening. I'm not sure if it was just the rich food or if they cooked the pancakes on a griddle that had been used to cook regular pancakes or other bready things (or maybe it had nothing to do with any of that and it was set off by something else entirely), but ugh. If I've become that sensitive to even the tiniest accidental ingestion of gluten…that's kind of scary. * I actually have to credit my mom with the idea. She mentioned celiac and I was like, no way I have that, surely I would know because I would be in a whole world of distress; but I do have a gluten sensitivity, one that didn't seem to cause much of an issue, and I was resistant to the idea until it got so bad and nothing else seemed to be working that I just went with it. I also just read that a gluten sensitivity can't "turn into" celiac, but celiac can develop independently. I would have to go to a doctor and get tested to differentiate between the two, but things are bad enough already that I'm going to be avoiding gluten regardless of which one it is.
Are you a vegetarian or a vegan? I'm not.
Have you caught CoVid? I had it in late February - early March of 2023.
Who was your last loved one who passed away? How old were they? My grandmother on my dad's side. I'm not sure exactly how old she was.
What’s the last bill you paid? Idk.
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Monday, August 4th, 2025.
Have you ever seen a leech in person? I have not.
What’s the last rebellious thing you've done? You know when you try to speak up and tell someone to stop or not to do something when you would ordinarily stay silent? Well. It was that. And she didn't listen, so...sigh. :')
What’s the most important lesson you’ve learned in the past year? Probably that I need to find a balance between my fear of disappointing others, the high I get from being needed or appreciated, and staying within my own mental and physical limitations.
Do you own any tiny versions of larger things? I guess so.
What are 2 things you’d tell your child self that you wish you would’ve known then? ??? ???
Did you used to play hopscotch? Yeah.
Have you ever seen a musician live? I have.
What’s the first letter of your best friends name? O.
Do you have anything monogrammed? I don't.
Did you sleep well last night? I did sleep fairly well.
Do you ever remember your dreams? I think I was better at remembering my dreams when I kept a consistent dream journal, but I still remember some of them.
When is the last time you checked your mail? My dad's usually the one who checks the mail because there's rarely ever anything for me.
Do you have strong opinions about religion? I'm not sure how I would categorize my opinions regarding religion. I do have a lot of thoughts on the topic, but I'm not strongly pro or anti.
Are there any popular dance moves you are good at? Naw.
Have you ever seen a flash mob in person? I haven't.
Do you ever attend protests? I tagged along to a Monsanto protest many years ago, mainly because my dad, my sibling, and their partner at the time were attending, but these days, no, protests aren't my thing.
Have you ever struggled with acne? Definitely not to the degree that some people have struggled with it, but I guess you could say that.
Did you enjoy High School Musical when it was a thing? I never watched it.
What’s the last thing you threw away? An old receipt.
Do you enjoy staying in hotels? I loved it when I was younger, especially if they had a pool, but staying in hotels no longer appeals to me.
Have you ever ran down a hotel hallway? Probably.
Have you ever shot a gun? I shot a rifle at camp when I was a kid.
Are you from the south region of your country? West.
What color is the shirt you wear most often? Idk which shirt I wear most often, but the shirt color I wear most frequently would be some shade of blue or blue-green.
Do you enjoy going on walks? Pretty much only if they're in the woods or out in nature somewhere.
Do you know anyone who has a crush on you? I don't.
When was the last time you rode a carnival ride or roller coaster? Not since I was a teenager.
What’s your favorite shade of green? Pine.
Do you have any outdoor allergies? I do have some seasonal allergies.
What did you last break? I think it was a feeding bowl at the animal shelter.
Have you ever joined a moshpit? A small one at a local show.
Do you consider yourself to be old-fashioned? An absolute Luddite.
What cover do you think is better than the original song? Idk.
Would you ever like to learn belly dancing? Naw.
How is your day going? It's…it's going. It probably shows through my lackluster responses, but today has left me drained. Unfortunately, spending time with my mom will often do that to me.
Are there words you struggle pronouncing? Not really. Not any English words, anyway.
What’s one of your favorite memories related to an animal? Snuggling in bed with my kitties. <3
How many people have you been around today? My dad, my mom, my hairdresser, and various people at IHOP. Cactus Flower was closed. D;
Do you suffer from any mental illnesses? I do.
Have you ever had to have a tooth cut out? I've had multiple teeth pulled but never cut out.
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2025.

Do you have a bad reputation? Among most of the people I know these days, I think I have a pretty darn good reputation.
Have you ever gone through a bad breakup? Most of my breakups have been bad or at least painful.
Do you believe in Jesus? I think it's possible that he was a real person. Whether or not he was the Son of God is a different story. I'm not sure where I stand on that. That's something I will have to ponder more over the course of my own religious exploration.
Has anyone ever used a cheesy pickup line on you? Not that I can recall.
Are you hard of hearing? I'm not.
Would you ever want a statue made of you? No thanks. Not unless it's just me covered with a bunch of cats. ;D
What’s the name of your best friend? Ollie.
When did you last go for a run? I'm not sure.
What is something that gives you good vibes? Watching my favorite Japan vloggers.
How many bones have you broken in your life? I don't know whether I broke them or not because I never went to get them looked at, but I've bashed my right big toe and my left pinky toe pretty badly. The pinky toe incident was just a few months ago, whereas the big toe one was back in 2009.
What did you last search for? A mental illness test. I wanted something long and comprehensive, but only I only found some for individual disorders, which I didn't end up taking. I've mentioned how my therapist wants me to do an Autism assessment, but after looking more into Autism, even though some of the traits are relatable, I don't relate to them enough to consider it the potential missing element. One example: I do have some sensory sensitivities, but those seem more connected to migraines than anything more pervasive. I obviously cope just fine with the routine chaos at the animal shelter. Take deep clean days, for instance. A whole noisy, crowded, messy mess. I think what I'm going to do is jot down all of the symptoms I struggle with and bring that list to my therapist on Wednesday. I have been seeing her for five years now, so I know she has a good grasp of my issues, but…idk how to explain this or if it's even accurate…but I feel like we tend to deal with things more situationally or individually, as they are relevant, and we don't necessarily stop to look at the whole picture. I want to create that whole picture, all in one place, that way I can ask her what it looks like to her. Whether that be Autism, something else, both, or what.
What color are your lampshades? I think the only lamp we have is the one in the master bathroom area and that lampshade is white.
Where are you currently? At home in my bedroom.
Has anyone ever called you dumb? I don't think anyone has ever seriously called me dumb. Not to my face, anyway.
Do you have any cats? Two.
What were you doing last time 3am came around? I was sleeping.
What’s your favorite love song? I don't have one.
What all did you do last night? Just the usual. Ate dinner, cleaned the litter boxes and fed the cats, chatted with my dad for a while, then laid in bed and watched stuff on YouTube.
What last let you down? Something that happened on the 25th of July that I don't feel like talking about because it feels kind of pathetic.
How many lights do you have on? There are lots of little lights on the strand above my desk, but they aren't very bright.
Have you ever had vertigo? I have.
Has your house ever been robbed? No.
Are you currently tired? I'm not doing too badly considering the morning was busier than I expected. We have another new employee in cattery now. River was off today, so it was just Kristen on training. I had to do cat iso, but I went into cattery afterwards to help out. I also had to clean out some kennels because Jasper was moved into cattery, and Pickles the bathroom kitten was moved into the kennel above his previous spot. Originally, I was thinking that I would only be there until about 11am, but I ended up leaving around 12:30pm. The new employee seems cool, though, and they're around my age.
When did you last get a haircut? Sjksfk, too long ago. I am so glad I'm finally getting it cut again tomorrow.
Do you ever use the slang “sheesh”? Yeah.
Have you done a breathing exercise recently? I haven't.
What food/drink did you last waste? Idk.
Have you ever had collard greens? I think so.
Do you or would you ever live on a coast? I don't. I'll probably spend the rest of my life living in Colorado.
Are you a crybaby? Sometimes. I can be way too sensitive.
If you have a partner, do you have a song? I don't have a partner.
Have you ever dug a hole? What for? Heck yeah. For fun. It was a huge hole, too. Very impressive. Scared the shit out of my dad when he saw it because what if it caved in on us? The thought didn't bother me then, but it sure does now.
Do you spend too much time in your room? Maybe.
Have you ever fainted? What from? I haven't.
What is something that is “just like heaven” to you? Hiking at the mountain park on a cloudy autumn day. It won't be long now…
Who is someone you know who is gorgeous? Hmm.
Do you know a Chelsea? I don't.
Would you rather kill or be killed? Kill me, lmao. Take me OUT.
What’s a good habit you have? I'm pretty consistent about going to the animal shelter. I was thinking the other day about how if I ever went back to school, I probably wouldn't have an absence issue like I did in the past.
Would you rather have 12 fingers or 12 toes? Twelve toes. No one sees my feet but me anyway.
What’s the sweetest, best pie you’ve ever had? I'm not sure.
What did you last try to do? Explain myself.
Have you broken anyone’s heart? I don't knowww. Maybe. I guess you would have to ask those people how they felt.
Do you have brown eyes? My eyes are hazel.
Are you currently barefoot? No. I'm wearing socks and slippers.
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Saturday, August 2nd, 2025.

Look at your nails; Do they need to be cut? No. I just cut them within the last two days.
What is the last gift you received and from who? A 25$ dollar gift card from the animal shelter. I assume it was related to deep cleaning the back of cat iso.
Have you been on any type of online messengers today? I messaged Iris and Leslie to let them know my availability for the upcoming week, missed a text from Liv that was irrelevant by the time I looked at it, and I've checked the shelter group chats, but that's it.
Who was the last person you called? My mom. She's taking me to get my hair cut on Monday and then we're going out to eat. Not entirely sure where yet, I'll probably let her weigh in, but I would like to go to Cactus Flower. I want to get their steak fajitas. I just won't eat the tortillas, but the rest of the sides should be fine.
What are you wearing on your feet? Slippers.
About how many hours of sleep did you get last night? Around 7-8.
Can you crack your toes? I can't. My sibling used to do that, though. And as someone who later became a seasoned neck-cracker, I get it now. NOT cracking it is the real torture.
What are you currently dressed in? Black sweatpants, an orange volunteer t-shirt, and a light gray hoodie. Pajamas, basically.
What was the last thing you watched on the TV? Family Feud in the waiting room at my therapist's office.
What was the last thing you looked up on Google? I'm not sure.
When did you cry last? Why? I kind of cried a little bit on the 25th of July. I don't want to explain the reason why, though.
What is your state’s minimum wage? According to the Google overview, "For 2025, the statewide minimum wage increased to $14.81 per hour for non-tipped employees and $11.79 per hour for tipped workers."
Are you listening to any music right now? If so, what are you listening to? I'm not.
Is your hair naturally straight? It is.
Do you own a pair of slippers? Yep.
Is there anyone that you’re mad at right now? It's more on the level of irritation atm, but I guess you could say that.
Who was the last person to make you genuinely smile? My dad.
What kind of cologne/perfume do you like the opposite sex to wear? I'm not really familiar with specific perfumes + colognes, so just whatever smells nice and doesn't trigger my migraines.
When was the last time you went on a cleaning spree? Idk about a cleaning spree, but at least I managed to vacuum most of my room and the upstairs hallway today. I also cleaned at the animal shelter, but wouldn't consider that a spree.
Where are you planning to go on your next vacation? I don't have any vacation plans, but I'll probably visit the mountain park soon. Not next Wednesday, but maybe the Wednesday after that.
Is there something you want to say to someone but can’t/won’t? Ehhh. I wish I knew why Diane still seems to be maintaining something of a grudge against me. Like, on one hand, I sort of get it, but on the other? Wtf, lmao.
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Friday, August 1st, 2025.

When was the last time you fell?: I have no idea.
What’s the last flavor of ice cream you had?: Birthday cake flavor.
Do you know a Stephen?: I don't.
Green or Purple?: Green.
Are you currently mad at anyone?: No, I'm not actively mad at anyone.
Do you own any sundresses?: I don't own any dresses.
Have you done any deep cleaning recently?: I deep cleaned the back of cat iso on Wednesday.
Have you ever cooked a meal for a large group of people? I've baked cakes and pies for people at the animal shelter, but I've never cooked a whole meal for a large group.
Do you like reading peoples survey answers?: Sometimes, yeah. I like to skim through them.
Do you check your email daily?: I basically never check my e-mail unless I'm signing up for a new site or need a password reset.
Have you ever used a whole tube of chapstick or do you usually lose it before doing so?: I'm not sure, but I still have one in my backpack that I've been using for quite a long time now.
When did you last wash your hands?: Around 10 minutes ago.
Do you enjoy being outside in the rain?: I would prefer to be under something so I don't get wet, but sure, I enjoy it as long as it's not too chilly.
What are some lyrics to the last song you listened to?: It was an instrumental classical song, so there weren't any lyrics.
Do you ever read the newspaper or get all your news online or television? We no longer have a newspaper delivered. I get most of my news online. Or my dad tells me random tidbits.
Have you ever watched a meteor shower?: I haven't.
Does the number 8 have any significance to you? I like it because it resembles an infinity symbol, but otherwise, no.
Who has the best hair that you know?: Kristen has cool hair. Also, this vet tech at the office where we take our kitties.
Have you ever been to an aquarium?: I have. We went to a really cool one when we took that trip to California when I was a kid.
Are you currently happy?: I'm definitely more on the content side, yeah. It's been a good day so far.
What’s a reason for your happiness?: One reason? Tootsie, one of our elderly medical cats, is going to her new foster home tomorrow. She deserves to spend her remaining days somewhere comfortable and full of love. <3 Lol, I'm also proud because I did that cat tour. Success! ;D
Is there a light on in the room you’re in?: There's a string of lights above my desk and natural light from the window.
Do you know anyone that has a birthday today?: I don't, but Kristen's birthday was just a couple of days ago.
Have you ever been to a car show? Naw.
Do you like grocery shopping?: I do enjoy it for the most part.
Have you ever been in a play?: I was in a couple of plays in elementary school.
Can you see a mirror from where you’re at?: I can.
Do you have a large or small backyard?: It's fairly large.
Do you like blueberries? Yeah.
What’s your favorite flavored water?: I don't have a favorite.
If given opportunity, would you go to outer space?: Probably not.
Do you own a record player?: I don't.
Has religion ever come between you and somebody?: In a sense, but that wasn't the only driving factor. It's a long story and I don't feel like getting into right now.
When did you last have an important conversation with someone?: I'm not sure.
Does caffeine cause you to get shaky? It probably would if I had way too much of it, but I'm not super sensitive to caffeine.
Is there a scar on your body that you can’t explain? Probably.
Have you ever accidentally shut your finger up in a door?: I have.
What would you say that most people know you for?: Probably volunteering, since that's how most people know me in the first place.
What’s your favorite kind of juice?: Maybe cranberry, but I rarely ever drink juice.
Do you have any stuffed animals?: I do.
What are you up to today?: Volunteering AM + PM. I'm home in between to have lunch and relax. Also, I actually got to spend some time in regular cattery today because there are only two kitties in iso atm.
Do you wear hats often?: I wear beanies occasionally, especially in the colder months.
Do you have any nieces or nephews? I don't.
Do you own a religious book?: My dad owns a TON of religious books. Probably literally, lmao.
Have you ever owned a wreck it journal?: I haven't.
What did you last purchase?: Coffee and hashbrowns at Carl's Jr. on our way to the mountain park yesterday morning.
What was a celebrity you liked as a kid?: I didn't really care about celebrities when I was a kid. I still don't.
What did you last eat that was spicy?: Lunch. I had a bowl of Spanish rice with some salad mix, steak, and some sweet potato fries, topped with sriracha sauce.
Have you ever had tofu?: I have.
Would you or have you ever held a snake?: Plenty of times.
Do you peel your apples before eating them?: No.
Do you season your food a lot?: Not really. Not when it comes to the things I typically eat, anyway. Unless it comes already seasoned. However, I will often add sauces and things like that.
Do you ever light incense? Not anymore, but I loved incense when I was younger.
Is there anything you’d like to say to someone?: Naw.
What are you currently wearing?: Pajamas.
Have you ever gotten up in the middle of the night just to talk to someone?: Yeah.
What was the last social event you went to?: The fundraising event for the animal shelter on the 25th of July.
Do you use the word “like” excessively? I don't think I use it excessively.
Do you watch The Simpsons or any other cartoons?: I have.
Do you find tattoos attractive?: Sometimes. It just depends.
If you have a car, does it have a name? It does not.
Why did you last see a doctor?: For social security disability stuff.
Do you get light headed after getting blood drawn?: No.
What did you first think of this morning?: I'm not sure what my very first thought would have been.
When did you last cry?: Last Friday, sort of.
What’s the funniest thing you’ve seen today?: Idk.
Have you ever been snorkeling? Only in a pool, never in the ocean.
Are you clumsy? Yeah, somewhat.
Do you prefer satin, cotton, or flannel sheets?: My sheets are cotton, but idk if I really have a preference.
What’s your favorite kind of jam/jelly?: Raspberry.
What’s on your bedside table currently?: Paw print impressions from past kitties, a little glass heart, a stone that says "love," quartz crystals, a salt lamp, and a full-length mirror.
What’s the best compliment you’ve received recently?: Idk.
What’s some things you always make sure to pack before going on a trip?: I haven't been on a legit trip in ages.
What’s one of your strengths?: Idk. I feel like I have a collection of average stats and weaknesses, but not really any true strengths.
Have you ever spent more than $100 on a pair of shoes?: Yeah, my previous pair of hiking shoes was around 120$, but they lasted for about a decade before I had to replace them.
Would you say you’re an impulsive person? Less so than in the past. Probably a lot less so.
What have you last been diagnosed with?: I'm not sure about my most recent diagnosis, but my therapist wants me to do an Autism assessment.
What’s something that makes you quirky?: My…whole personality…?
What types of cheese do you consume the most?: Cheddar or pepperjack.
Do you purchase extended warranties on your electronics?: No.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: IHOP.
What was the last sweet beverage you had?: Gatorade.
Do you believe in psychic ability?: I'm ambivalent, I suppose.
Have you ever won any carnival games before?: I've won little prizes, but nothing noteworthy.
What was the last fun thing you did?: Volunteered.
Do you wear glasses?: Mainly only when I'm driving.
What song did you last have on repeat?: Idk.
When did you last have pizza delivered?: Many, many years ago.
What do you normally pay for your hair cuts?: The last haircut I got was around 30 dollars.
What’s your favorite decoration in your place of residence?: Probably the Christmas-themed decorations.
How many computers/laptops are in the building you’re in?: A few, but not all of them are functional.
Have you ever been to a rodeo?: Not sure if it was a rodeo exactly, but some similar sort of thing at a state fair in either Pennsylvania or New York when I was a teen.
What frosting goes best on cake?: Depends on the cake.
How long does it take you to get ready?: On animal shelter days, about 45 minutes. Showering, brushing my teeth, eating breakfast, gathering my things, etc.
Do you do some form of exercise daily?: Not daily, but on most days.
Have you ever won a big prize for something?: I haven't.
Do you think it’s true that good things come to those who wait?: Blah.
Do you show your feelings?: Sometimes.
Have you ever held a chicken?: I don't think so.
Would you rather feel too much or nothing at all?: I'm already used to feeling too much, so let's just continue with that. I doubt feeling nothing at all would be any better. I mean, how would I motivate myself if I didn't care about anything?
Are you hard to please?: No.
What is today’s date?: August 1st, 2025.
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2025.
How many sugars do you take in your tea/coffee? I don't put plain sugar in my coffee or tea, but I will use milk, creamer, and/or protein drinks.
Have you eaten any kind of cereal today? Oatmeal, some rice chex in my yogurt for afternoon snack (plus blueberries), and a few bites of cornflakes.
Has anyone you know had their birthday recently? Kristen's birthday is TODAY.
Do you ever watch quiz shows? They've been playing Family Feud on the TV in the waiting room for my therapist, but otherwise, no.
When was the last time you washed your hair? Earlier today, after arriving home from the shelter.
Who was the last person you had a video call with? A past psychiatrist.
Do you have any friends that you’ve known since childhood? I've known Ollie since I was around 14-15 years old, but I don't have any friends from childhood.
When was the last time you painted your nails? What colour? It's been years. I'm not sure about the color.
Who was the author of the last book you read? What was it called? Michael Ende; The Neverending Story.
Have you eaten a chocolate bar today? What kind was it? I ate part of a chocolate raspberry truffle Larabar.
Have you had butterflies in your stomach at any point today? No.
Who was the last person you talked to, whose name started with H? I don't think I know anyone with an H name aside from myself.
When was the last time you ate waffles? Idk.
Have you heated any food in your microwave today? Oatmeal, a sweet potato, and steak.
Do you own any items of clothing with cartoon characters on them? I might still have some anime shirts somewhere.
Have you ever played Animal Crossing? A loooong time ago.
Would you ever dye your hair the same colour as the top you’re wearing? I have in the past, but probably not again. (My top is black.)
Name a woman you know who has blonde hair. I think one of the staff members at the animal shelter has blonde hair… I only know of her existence, though; I don't recall her name.
Do you have a close friend whose name begins with the letter C? Nope.
How many women do you know named Natalie? None. The closest would be Natasha, but she's leaving tomorrow. It's not going to be the same without her! D; We also have a new person starting in cattery.
Is there a jar of honey in your cupboard? There might be an old one in there…
Do you own anything e.g jewelry, accessories with your initial on it? I don't.
Who is the first person you can think of, whose name begins with P? Paul.
Have you said ‘I love you’ to anyone today? My dad and my cats.
Do you own any cats or dogs? What are their names? Two cats - Esther and Karenna.
Who was the first person you messaged on Facebook today? I don't use Facebook.
Do you have a lamp in your bedroom? There's one in the master bathroom area, but I'm pretty sure the lightbulb has burned out.
Who was the last person you had a meaningful conversation with? My dad.
Do you have a favourite lipstick? What colour is it? No.
Have you ever had your hair permed? Do you know anyone who has? No, but my mom regularly gets a perm. I don't think I've ever seen her without one.
Name an animated film that you enjoy as an adult. Wild Robot.
Do you have any ice-cream in your freezer? What flavour? No.
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2025.

Do you feel pressure to keep your life interesting? To some extent. Like, sometimes I think about how people at the animal shelter have full lives outside of work, whereas volunteering basically is the central focus of my life. I don't feel like I have a whole lot going on aside from that. I know it's not my job to entertain others and that it only matters if my life is interesting and enjoyable to me, but it does make it hard to connect with people over shared hobbies and activities when I don't really…do anything…
Is there anyone who seems to always be under the influence of something when you see them or talk to them? Does it bug you? I don't know anyone like that.
Have you ever found the blog of someone you knew in real life, but not very well? How did it change your opinions on them? One person who comes to mind is Jillian, a girl I was acquainted with in high school. We often sat with the same group at lunch, but I didn't really know a whole lot about her aside from her interest in drawing and anime. She kept a blog on Myspace, and I read through a lot of it. I wouldn't say it changed my opinion of her, but it gave me a little more insight into who she was as a person, I guess.
What is something you are incredibly behind on? Housecleaning.
When is the right time to start having sex with someone you’ve become romantically interested in? The timeline is different for everyone, but as long as you and your partner are comfortable with it, then okay. Personally, I think I would wait a lot longer than I have in the past.
If you honestly heard the voice of God talking to you, would you tell anyone? How would you tell them? (I.E., Conversations With God is a result of the author claiming to have heard God’s voice loud and clear, but some people would have gone packing to the mental institution, and others would have told their church… etc.) If I started hearing a random voice in my head, then I don't think I would immediately assume it was God, regardless of what it claimed. I'd be pretty freaked out, skeptical, etc. Depending on the state of my mental health at the time, I might assume it was some sort of psychotic episode or a descent into schizophrenia. But if I was otherwise in my right mind, then maybe some other health issue, like a brain tumor. Idk. However, if legit miracles started taking place in accordance with what the voice declared, then I would have a harder time passing it off as something else. I'd tell my dad because I tell him pretty much everything, and I'd most likely tell my therapist too, but I probably wouldn't tell anyone else about it because it would just be too weird - whether it was psychosis, a tumor, or what have you.
On that note, do you know anyone who speaks in tongues (or, if you don’t believe it, claims to)? I don't.
Has anyone ever lied to you or a friend of yours about their age for a reason other than getting alcohol/cigarettes? Why’d they do it, and did anyone find out? Not that I can recall.
What’s the last allergic reaction you had? Not sure if possible gluten sensitivities count as an allergic reaction, but whatever gut issues I was having over the past month. I did have some trouble this morning, but the last week and a half-ish have been so much better. Maybe I have additional sensitivities that I haven't figured out yet, maybe I accidentally ingested something with gluten, maybe it was just a fluke, idk.
What does it mean when you start eating less? What does it mean when you start eating more? Some triggers include feeling helpless, trapped, ashamed, or a lack of control in my external life. I rarely ever swing the other direction and eat way too much; for me, "eating more" tends to mean actually eating something approaching "enough." In which case, it's usually because the aforementioned triggers aren't so overwhelming.
If someone was fat and genuinely liked themselves that way (Google “fatshionista”!), what would you think? Do you think being fat can be a good thing or that people can be fat and healthy? Their state of health is not my business.
Is there anything you feel the need to organize by chart? No.
What’s your opinion on mid-day naps? I will typically only take them if they feel irresistible or unavoidable. Otherwise, I'm not a fan of naps because I tend to wake up feeling groggy and yucky. I would much rather wait until bedtime if I can.
When’s the last time you spontaneously made plans? With who/to do what? I have no idea. I don't normally make spontaneous plans. However, I might attend a potluck at Liv's house on the 11th of August. It's going to start a bit late (for me) so I doubt I will stay very long. I might even take the following day off from volunteering just because I know I won't get the best night of sleep and could wake up with a migraine.
What’s the strangest named pet you’ve ever had? None of them have had particularly strange names.
Do you know if there is anyone who was once important to you that you will never talk to again, even though you could? Like they'd actually be willing to reconnect with me? No. I can't think of anyone like that.
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2025.
Are you still close with your godparents? I was never very close with my godparents, but I did spend a good portion of one summer with them when I was a teen.
What machines are running in your house currently? Technically, it's not "in" the house, but the swamp cooler, as well as the refridgerator.
Do you have any clothing/jewelry etc. that has your name on it? I don't.
Who do you know that is pregnant right now? I don't know anyone who is pregnant.
What hemp/cannabis products do you have? I have some coconut cream hemp body butter - it was a Christmas gift from Paul, one of the volunteers at the animal shelter.
What percentage of your life have you been with your partner? I don't have a romantic partner, but a rough estimate of the percentage of time I've spent in relationships would be 19.4%.
What picture is on your calendar this month? None of my calendars are current, but the one above my desk has a grey kitty with pale green eyes, and the one on the wall to the right of my dresser has holly, pine, what appear to be plums or something similar, and maybe poinsettias.
How many doctors are you a patient of? I don't have a doctor at this time, not even a primary care one. The only person I currently see is my therapist.
What is something you remember from a recent dream? I can't remember my last dream very well, so I'm having trouble figuring out how to describe it.
What was the last thing you cleaned? Myself. I took a shower after arriving home from the animal shelter. But I think the last thing I cleaned while I was there would have been some dishes.
Last thing you repaired? I have no idea.
Are there any upcoming weddings you are attending? No.
Who do you know with the same model of vehicle as you? I don't know anyone.
Last thing you ordered on Amazon? Probably a book for Kindle.
What did you last buy at the grocery store? Snacks to take to the animal shelter, a couple more pints of ice cream for Kristen's birthday, salad mix, potatoes, sweet potatoes, cheese, plain Greek yogurt, cereal, granola bars, bread, rice, Gatorade, cat food, pecans, almond milk, frozen steak, frozen fajita chicken, frozen mixed berries, oatmeal, caramel, chocolate syrup, a pair of scrubs, my dad got a few shirts, and I think that was basically it.
How far did you go the last time you left town? Not that far. Just to the mountain park, which is about 20 miles out of town.
What colour belt are you wearing or last wore? I haven't worn a belt for years, but probably a studded black or white one.
What kind of milk do you consume? Typically, almond milk, but occasionally whole cow's milk. Mostly for my coffee.
What colour is your fridge? White.
What was in the last smoothie you made? Idk.
Last friend’s pet you pet? One of Liv's cats or dogs.
Do you know anyone born on February 29th? I don't.
Run your fingers through your hair and measure the first stray. How long is it? Maybe 3-4 inches. Waaay too long. I can't wait for my haircut next Monday.
For what did you last write your signature? Probably for something at my therapist's office, but the last time I wrote my name, non-signature style, was on the volunteer sign-in sheet at the shelter.
How many vehicles do you and your spouse own? No spouse, but my dad and I have two vehicles.
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Sunday, July 27th, 2025.
Have you ever felt like you were dreaming even though you were awake? I had an experience a few weeks ago and the best way I can think to describe it was like being a character in a horror film. Nothing scary happened, but it was this strange, hazy atmosphere where everything felt simultaneously very detached and very close, and every action felt cinematic.
When was the last time something just seemed too good to be true? Probably when I went back to volunteering at the animal shelter in 2023. I didn't expect to be welcomed back with such open arms.
Do you believe eyes are like windows to the soul? Idk about "the windows to the soul," but I do think the eyes, coupled with other facial expressions and body language, can give you insight into someone's personality, how they're feeling, etc.
Has someone ever whistled at you while you were walking? No.
Are you guilty of texting while driving? I don't think I've ever texted while driving, but I am guilty of looking at my phone, such as picking out a song on Spotify.
Have you ever caused a lot of noise in a library? Maybe when I was little, but I don't think I was ever seriously disruptive.
Do you complain a lot? I try not to complain too much, but there are times when I can feel myself getting into a negativity spiral and I have to consciously remind myself to get out of it.
Have you ever been to a music festival? I haven't.
What was the last thing that completely took your breath away? Recently, getting into a hot car on a summer afternoon.
Are you a competitive person? Not really when it comes to games and such, but in other ways. That's another thing that I have to work to keep in check.
Have you ever been in a relay race? Yeah.
What cereal tastes so good that you always eat more than 1 bowl? I don't normally eat more than one bowl at a time.
If your life was a movie, what would it be rated? Lately, probably PG or PG-13. In the past, definitely more R-rated.
Are you more of a talker or a listener? I'm more of talker when I'm comfortable with someone, but I'm more of a listener in settings like the animal shelter.
Have you ever called in at a radio station & dedicated a song to someone? I haven't.
Would you ever go to a protest or be involved in a protest? I went to a Monsanto protest many years ago, not as a participant, but just to check it out. They had various booths and whatnot. I doubt I would ever participate in a protest.
Have you ever tried to walk on a foot that fell asleep & then tripped? I don't think so.
When playing rock, paper, scissors which do you usually pick? I just choose on a whim.
Have you ever tried to write a book? I have.
Don’t you hate it when people blow smoke in your face? No one does that to me.
Have you ever been hit by a chunk of hail? Not a huge chunk.
Do one word text messages annoy you? They would if I felt like someone was shrugging me off or refusing to communicate, but it's all about context. I haven't felt that way over any recent text messages.
Do you have high standards? I don't think of myself as someone who has especially high standards, but maybe in some ways.
Have you ever had something to say but you couldn’t get the words out? Mmhm.
Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle? I have.
Did you ever have your brothers or sisters clothing handed down to you? Not really.
Do you have the same routine day by day? My routines aren't exactly the same, but pretty much.
Would you ever go on a walk to raise money for cancer research? I would certainly consider it.
If you were treated unfairly at work, would you go on strike? I would probably just get in my head about it until I was so stressed out and upset that I quit or did something to get myself fired.
If God were standing in front of you, what would you say or do? Probably smile and wave awkwardly like a dweeb, but I guess it would depend on the intensity of the spiritual encounter. I just honestly picture myself being bashful like I would be with most regular people.
Would you ever try any extreme sports? Does rock climbing count as an extreme sport? Because I would be willing to do that.
Do you know how to snap your fingers? I can't.
Do you plan your outfits for the next day or just randomly choose? I tend to pick them out in the morning.
Are you a bossy person? Occasionally.
Do you control your attitude or does it control you? There are times when it controls me, but not always.
Is it true that if you don’t love yourself, you can’t love another? I don't think that's always true, but I can only speak for myself and say that I do find it difficult to connect with others at least in part due to my self-loathing.
Would you ever give blood? What blood type are you? I don't weigh enough to donate blood. I think I'm O negative, but I'm not entirely sure.
Is there anything that you believe should be banned for any reason? Uh…smoking in public buildings.
Do you share a bed with anyone? Just my kitties.
Do you ever try making your dream up before falling asleep? I have.
Do you get angry easily? Sometimes. Or just annoyed, etc.
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Saturday, July 26th, 2025.

Do you have a specialty dish that you’re really good at making? I don't really have any specialty dishes, but I am okay at baking.
What video games did you play when you were growing up? Mario Kart, Star Fox, Yoshi's Story, Children of the Nile, Rollercoaster Tycoon, Star Craft, Zelda, Twisted Metal, etc.
Are you good at making big decisions alone or do you tend to seek approval from others? I do often seek advice or approval from others.
Does your town or city have good public transport, or is it easier to drive? I'm not very familiar with our public transport systems, but for me it's much easier to drive.
What was the last cocktail you drank? I had a tequila sunrise at the fundraising event last night, and (although it's not a cocktail) I also sampled a bit of red wine.
Are you good at keeping running counts and tallies in your head? Not really.
Does your country have its own edition of Big Brother? I have no idea.
How often do you take a nap during the day? Maybe once a month.
What social media platforms do you use? Tumblr, Instagram, and YouTube.
Are there any foods you hate the smell of but like the taste, or vice versa? I don't care for the smell of eggs, but I do like to eat them occasionally. Sometimes chicken can smell a bit weird to me, too. I can't think of anything for the vice versa portion.
Do you have a dishwasher? We do have a dishwasher, but I pretty much always wash my dishes by hand right after I'm finished eating. It's just so much easier for me that way.
Who do you live with? My dad and two kitties.
Are you listening to anything right now? I'm not.
What is one of your favourite sitcoms? I don't really have a favorite sitcom.
Do you make to-do lists? Sometimes I will have a mental list of things I want to accomplish, but I don't normally write anything down.
If you could magically become fluent in any language, what would it be? Spanish or Japanese.
Have you ever tried vegan ice cream? I think so. Unless I went the entirety of my vegan days without ice cream, which I don't think is likely. I just don't specifically recall ever trying it.
What pet names do you use for your friends/loved ones? I don't use any pet names for them.
What pet names do you like to be called? Lol, I'm not tellin'.
What was the best concert you’ve ever seen? Eh.
Do you have any hobbies? Photography, spending time in nature, making art, watching various things on YouTube, volunteering, taking surveys.
What is your favourite pasta shape? Bowties, spirals, or elbows.
Have you ever developed your own film? No.
When was the last time you stayed in a hotel/motel and where was that? I think the last time would have been in 2011 after hiking the first three segments of the Colorado Trail. We stayed in Ken Caryl.
What breed was the last dog you saw? It might have been Missy, one of the dogs at the animal shelter. I think that's who was being taken to the small yard when I was on my way out. Idk what breed she is, though.
Do you watch the Super Bowl? I've watched it a handful of times. Even though I'm not into football and don't really care who wins, there's something slightly nostalgic about it?
What’s your favourite Disney movie? I don't have a favorite.
What’s the most stressful job you’ve ever had? I've only had one job that I would consider "real," and it was a brief stint working at the animal shelter in 2021. I was not in a place where I could handle it, but I'm coping with things much better these days, even though I'm just a volunteer.
What was the last text message you received? It was a message from Iris (manager) asking if I was able to cover iso this week. I sure as heck am! :D Also, they took in a new kitten just recently, a black and white tuxedo male, and he is so cuuute.
Should you be asleep right now? If so, go to bed! No. I did actually take a nap earlier because I had a migraine, but I'm feeling a lot better now.
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Friday, July 25th, 2025.

Is it currently raining where you are? It's currently sunny, but we have had a lot of cloudy or stormy evenings lately, which I have greatly appreciated.
What’s something that you have been wanting to say to someone? Just things that I would probably regret after I said them.
What’s your favorite thing to do at the end of the day? Eat dinner, chat with my dad, and wind down while watching YouTube in bed with my kitties.
When did you last use a lighter or matches? I used a lighter for a cigarette just a little bit ago.
Do you or anyone you know have covid or the flu? No.
Do you have a hard time letting things go? It depends on what it is. Some things are much, much harder to let go of or get over than others.
What did you last have to eat? A few pecans dipped in peanut butter, and now I'm drinking an iced coffee with part of a strawberry Carnation Instant Breakfast packet, sugar free caramel, and vanilla almond milk.
Are you allergic to anything that is unusual? I have a gluten sensitivity that suddenly decided to start kicking my ass after years of not really seeming like that big of a deal, but other than that, just seasonal allergies. Nothing too unusual.
When did you last feel fear? Beyond my usual anxiety? Probably a couple of weeks ago.
What did you last drop? I'm not sure.
Have you ever been to a Halloween themed amusement park? I haven't, but that sounds like something I would enjoy more than a regular amusement park.
What’s something about your health that you would like to change? Migraines. I'm wondering if cutting out gluten will make a difference there as well.
When did you last look on the mirror? Not that long ago.
What color is your favorite shirt? I don't really have a favorite shirt atm.
What last made you smile? Either my dad or one of my cats.
Have you ever walked through a sunflower field? I used to go walking down by the creek and there would be a lot of wild sunflowers, but I've never walked through an intentionally planted sunflower field.
How often do you listen to music? Almost daily. Classical music while driving and then whatever's on the radio or the sound machines at the animal shelter.
Are you a fan of Taylor Swift? What’s your favorite song from her? I don't really listen to her, but I don't have anything against her.
Would you be happy if you got a lifetime supply of the last thing you purchased? Coffee and hashbrowns from Carl's Jr.? Sure, I suppose. I certainly wouldn't complain about it.
What’s something great that has happened to you recently? Figuring out my digestion issues feels pretty great, even though it means that there are foods I will have to avoid.
How old were you when you had your first best friend? Pre-school age.
Do you believe that anything is infinite? I don't know whether anything is infinite or not.
What did you last order from a fast food restaurant? Just mentioned that above.
How often do you have to purchase shampoo and conditioner? I don't use conditioner these days, but I purchase shampoo maybe once a month-ish. I really don't pay much attention to the frequency.
What was the last pain you’ve had on your body? I bashed my elbow a couple of times while I was at the shelter earlier. D;
Is there anything currently bothering you? My hair. I need a haircut so badly. I don't feel like myself. BUT Caity did compliment my hair this morning. :')
Would you ever paint your bedroom bright blue? I painted my previous bedroom a light shade of blue. I don't think I would ever paint my bedroom a bright color, though.
What’s your favorite way to eat rice? Hmm, maybe as part of a big salad bowl.
Do you currently have a window open? Yeah. My bedroom window is open a little bit.
What kind of jacket do you like wearing most? My gray fleece jacket.
Do you own a sherpa blanket? I have a few like that.
Are you currently wearing something green? Nope, just shades of gray and dark blue.
Have you recently lost something? I haven't.
What’s something that has really impacted your life? Shyness, mental illness, unwanted thoughts, working with my current therapist, volunteering, my dad, etc.
What scents can you currently smell? I can't really smell anything atm.
What did you last have as a snack? Already mentioned above.
Are you currently listening to music? I'm not.
Would you say you’re a strong person? Maybe sometimes, but in many ways, I consider myself a very weak person.
What’s something you miss from the past? Going on backpacking and camping trips with my dad.
When did you last rush for something? I'm kind of rushing through this survey, but aside from that, I also rushed to finish up at the animal shelter earlier. I have to be back sooner than usual because they're closing at 3:00pm, that way we have time to go home and get ready for the fundraising dinner, and I wanted to make sure that I had some time in between to relax.
Do you require a lot of personal space or do you enjoy being around people often? I generally enjoy and require both. Even though I can be a bit on the introverted side, I still need some level of social interaction, but I also need time to do my own thing and decompress.
Have you drank enough water today? I think so.
Do you like lima beans? Yeah.
What was the last lie you told? I'm not sure.
What did you last plug into an outlet? I plugged my phone into its charger, but as for an actual outlet, a fan at the animal shelter.
Do you have anything due soon? No.
How many bottles do you see from where you’re sitting? Two water bottles and two migraine med bottles (one of which is empty, but I've been using it to help prop open a book so I haven't bothered to throw it out yet).
What was the last thing you took a picture of? Some photos that I need to remember to post to the medical chat. We have to document any of the cats' unusual bodily functions.
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Thursday, July 24th, 2025.

Are you content with the current weather? I'm okay with it. It's somewhat cloudy and not super hot, so the swamp cooler is able to keep up. It also looks like it could get stormy later, in which case I will be very content.
Do you own many pairs of shorts? I might have a pair or two somewhere, but I basically never wear shorts.
Is there a place you’d rather be right now? Naw. I went to the mountain park earlier, but I'm tired and happy to be home.
When was the last time you were disappointed? Earlier. The car got stuck while backing into the picnic site and I was just like…ugh. My first real chance to relax in weeks and then this happens? Thankfully, a fellow walking his dog came by not long after and he was able to quickly go home, get his truck, and tow us out. :')
Do you miss someone right now? Yeah.
Have you ever taken a close up shot of a flower? Many times.
Is there an article of clothing you need to buy right now? Nothing I really need, but I did buy a pair of black scrubs at the store yesterday.
When was the last time you had alcohol? Last November. I was planning on sampling some beer at the fundraising event tomorrow evening, but now that won't be happening because I'm avoiding gluten. If they have some other fancy drinks, then maybe I will try those. Or maybe not. It just depends.
Do you feel like you just need to be with friends and relax? Honestly, being with friends and relaxing don't always go together for me. I feel most relaxed when I'm by myself or with my dad.
Is there a situation you currently feel hopeless about? Not completely hopeless, but it sure is daunting.
When was the last time you wanted to do something, but couldn’t? Over the last few weeks. As I've repeatedly mentioned in recent surveys, I've been happy to help out in iso while they're short staffed, but it has meant fewer days off and zero opportunities to visit the mountain park…until today!
When was the last time you sang out loud to yourself? Today.
Are you one to often make typos? Sometimes. I will go back and fix them if I notice them, but some of them probably escape detection.
On a hot day, would you rather prefer ice cream or a popsicle? A popsicle.
Have you ever wanted to get drunk and get your mind off everything? Mmhm.
Who was the last person you texted? My mom.
Is there a fan going in the room you’re in? There's a vent in the ceiling for the swamp cooler, which is running.
When was the last time you felt like letting it all out and having a cry? Last Monday.
Do you feel you’re fighting a losing battle? I hope not.
Have you played cards recently? I haven't.
Is there a band you like with amazing music but a bad vocalist? Not that I can think of.
When was the last time you had a headache? Today. Not a horrible one, though.
Does pizza sound good to you right now? It does.
Have you ever relied on coffee to keep you awake? Maybe to help wake me up, but not to stay awake.
Do you sleep well during the summer? When it comes to the average number of hours, it's probably about the same, but it feels better during the colder months. I prefer to go to bed early, and I don't like trying to sleep while it's hot or still light out.
Anything you might be giving up on soon? I guess I'm going to have to give up gluten. The results over the past few days pretty much speak for themselves. I'm so glad to be feeling so much better!
Have you ever captured a moth? Like in my hands? Yeah.
Does long grass irritate your bare legs? I rarely have bare legs in the first place.
Will you be going to the beach anytime soon? No.
Have you ever made any kind of video? Backpacking videos, survey videos, stupid stoner videos, etc.
When was the last time someone made you feel like an idiot? She technically didn't make me feel that way. I'm the one who has ultimate control over how I respond to a situation. But I did feel pretty stupid.
Do you have sympathy for others when they’re upset? Usually, but ofc it depends.
Are you one of those people who can’t dance but love to anyway? Not really.
Is there a band/artist who has strange lyrics but you love them anyway? Yeah.
Have you ever been to New York? I've been to New York, but never NYC.
Is there a song you used to like but are annoyed of now? Maybe not annoyed, but I don't enjoy certain songs as much as I once did.
Does your optimism sometimes hurt you? It can…but on the whole, I think fear and pessimism have hurt me far more.
Have you ever had a premonition? I haven't.
Are you dying to see someone very soon? No.
When was the last time you wore earrings? Not since I was a teenager.
Are you currently saving for anything? I'm just saving in general. For whatever future expenses come my way.
How many pairs of heels do you own? Zero.
Has it thundered lately? It has.
Have you ever gotten stitches? No.
Do you need to repaint your nails right now? They aren't painted.
Are you having one of those lazy days? Lazier than usual considering it's one of my days off.
Do you have any plans for the next week? I will be at the animal shelter Fri-Tues. Not sure yet about Wed-Thurs. Might be at the shelter on one of those days. Might not. But one of them will involve grocery shopping and possibly another trip to the mountain park.
Has today been a good day? It has been.
When was the last time you changed your picture on Facebook? I don't use Facebook, but I haven't changed my photo on Instagram for yeeears.
What do you do to cool down on a normal hot day? Eat or drink something cold. Try not to wear too much clothing or fabrics that are too thick. Sit in the living room because it's usually cooler than the other rooms in the house. Put something frozen on my face + neck. Etc.
Have you ever felt something was slipping through your fingers? Yeah.
Describe three emotions you’re feeling right now. Out of sorts because my hair is getting too long and I don't feel like myself. Avoidant because I don't wanna go to this potluck thing that Liv is planning (I'm so sorry, I just don't wanna socialize and I want all my free time to myself…but for some reason the fundraising dinner is different? I'm actually kind of excited about that?). And just kind of blah and tired.
Do you have a brand of deodorant you prefer? I don't really care, but I normally use Suave.
Would you consider yourself to be physically strong? Maybe for my size, but not in general.
Have you ever painted a piece of furniture? I haven't.
If you could change something about your life right now it would be: No more migraines. I wonder if going gluten free will make a difference in those as well. I mean…I can dream. :') Also, the ability to forgive my past, freedom from intrusive thoughts, etc.
Are you currently confused about anything? Yeah.
Do you have a really fat cat? No.
Have you ever kissed someone who’s first name started with B? No.
Do your initials spell a word? They spell HAT.
What is the closest red object to you right now? The cap to a bottle of migraine meds.
Do you currently have your cellphone in your pocket? No, but it's on the desk and within arm's reach.
When was the last time you questioned someone’s intelligence? I question my own a lot.
Do you have a favorite quote? Eh.
Do you believe the fortunes in fortune cookies? Naw.
When was the last time you went to a playground? Last year. Stopped by the little playground in the mountain park and went on the swings for the first time in forever.
Are you one to give ‘thumbs up’ to people? Yeah.
Do you ever call your cellphone when you’ve lost it, in order to find it? Probably wouldn't work because of how often I have my ringtone silenced.
Do you know someone who’s blatantly sarcastic? I do.
What’s your signature funny face? Idk.
Have you ever made a business card for yourself? I haven't.
Have you ever had an idea that you just couldn’t put on paper? Not in the way I wish I could, anyway.
Do you own a pool? I don't.
What do you prefer more: waffles or pancakes? I'm not sure. Maybe pancakes, but waffles are good too.
What was the last thing you took a picture of? Nature.
Are you going on vacation? I'm not.
Do you have a favorite curse word in a different language? No.
Can you stand drinking vodka straight up or do you have to mix it? I can stand it, but I would prefer to mix it. I would also probably prefer something besides vodka because of the memories associated with it.
Have you ever spun around until you got dizzy and fell? As a kid.
Don’t you hate those games that expire and try to make you buy them? I don't play those types of games.
Do you have wireless internet? We do.
What was the last thing you cooked on the BBQ? It's been years so idk, but maybe burgers.
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Wednesday, July 23rd, 2025.
Have you ever overflown a bathtub? I haven't.
Why did you ignore the last person you ignored? Diane and I seem to mutually ignore one another unless we have to interact.
What’s your favourite pizza place? The place that used to be in the mall food court.
What was the last stupid thing someone talked you into believing? I'm not sure, but a while back, Natasha said something and I was either caught off guard or wasn't paying much attention and I was like, "Wait, really?" and she was like, "Omg, no, I was just kidding!" Or something like that. I can't recall the exact scenario, but that was the gist of it.
What’s at the top of your to do list in life? I just want to get to a point where I can survive and support myself independently because my dad isn't going to be around forever.
What’s a song that would describe your life at the moment? Caught In The Middle by Paramore. I had a snippet of the chorus stuck in my head some time ago and a survey asked about it, so I looked up the lyrics and dang if they don't fit.
Do you ever scream at inanimate objects? Not really.
What was the last thing that you shared? I'm not sure.
Do you ever eat leftover pizza cold? Yesss.
Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? Let's just say…possibly. It would depend on the circumstances, but sometimes that drive is there.
When you’re wanting a midnight snack, what do you normally get? I don't normally have a full-on snack. I usually just have a bit of a granola bar or some cereal or something like that.
Which cartoon character would you want to keep as a pet? Idk.
What colour best represents you? I don't really feel represented by a single color, but maybe an autumnal hue or something like a dark pine green.
Do you like marshmallows? I do.
Do you have any shoeboxes full of old photos/letters/other memorable stuff? Maybe not shoeboxes specifically, but I do have old stuff stashed away.
Are you in any way double jointed? I'm not.
Have you ever considered a career in music/acting? I used to wish I could sing in a band, but I lacked the talent, courage, flair, creativity, and pretty much everything else necessary for such an occupation.
When was the last time you felt seriously embarrassed? Monday. Embarrassed, ashamed, angry, etc.
Which is worse for you: being hot, or being cold? I don't mind being a little bit too hot, but when it comes to extremes, I prefer dealing with the cold.
If you had the opportunity to live forever, would you take it? Nooo. Absolutely not. Even as someone who casually wants to die, it is kind of weird to think about how I just won't exist one day, but to have to exist forever?! sjkdlfjsk
Have you made someone happy today? I think so.
Do you generally watch a lot of television? I watch a lot of YouTube videos, but I rarely ever watch actual television.
Did you ever really believe in Santa Clause? I did.
Do you like the band Relient K? I think I listened to them a little bit when I was younger. I was definitely aware of the band, anyway.
Do you like quesadillas? I do.
Did you like the show Invader Zim? Yeah.
Do you think tomorrow will be a good day? Yes. I will be spending a much-needed morning at the mountain park with my dad.
Do you ever talk to yourself? All the time.
Do you think that chivalry is dead? Like medieval knight levels of chivalry, or are we just talking about basic respect?
Do you like chocolate milk? Mmhm.
Have you ever bought yourself a present on Christmas? I have.
Have you ever been on a mechanical bull? No, but I would like to try one sometime.
Do you prefer to pull off band-aids slowly or quickly? Slowly.
Have you made a mistake in the past week? I have.
Have you ever met any bands/band members before? The brother of one of my past partners was in a band.
Are you a camera whore? Ehh. I don't take or post nearly as many selfies as I once did.
Have you ever purposely dropped someone’s toothbrush in a toilet? No.
What kind of mood are you in right now? My general baseline. A mix of emotions but nothing wildly good or bad.
What was the last thing someone told you that had you at a loss for words? I'm not sure.
What’s something that always makes you smile, regardless of what's going on? My dad and my cats.
What was that last thing that you bought online? Possibly a book for Kindle.
Do you enjoy riding around town looking at Christmas lights? We don't drive around town, but we do drive around our neighborhood on or around Christmas Eve to look at all the lights.
Is there someone that you’re mean to for no good reason? No.
What was the last thing you got out of the freezer? Steak.
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