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I hate that it feels so hard to write smut now, idk why it’s just I never know how to write or describe it anymore 😭
#𓆩⚝𓆪 🌫️ ── ( 𝘞𝘈𝘕𝘋𝘌𝘙𝘐𝘕𝘎 : 𝘚𝘐𝘓𝘌𝘕𝘛 𝘏𝘐𝘓𝘓 )#it went from being the only thing I wrote to actually finding it impossible#like idk how to even describe it#I just struggle so much and it makes me so sad#it’s why I’m hardly writing between playing lmfao#like 2.8k words but I’m sat here like????
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good morning sifloop nation
#loop is so fucking hard to draw bc I can never tell how I can center the face on their cookie cutter as head#its literally just a pair of eyes and yet it fucks with me every time 😭#idk what came over me bc suddenly im imagining these two freaks in the funniest scenarios for my own pleasure#im not even halfway thru the game yet im still on act 2 bc I havent been able to play it in a while#genuinely though I am curious as to how ppl would go about describing how u would kiss loop. this isnt even a jab at anyone#in fact I admire whoever pushed their imagination to the limits to find a way to make loop kissable in ways science cannot explain#and other fun activities#I think itd be funny for them to do 7 minutes in heaven bc normally 2 ppl go in to smooch or whatever in the closet#in their case two of them go in but only one of them comes out alive. bc theyre like that#are they fighting or are they fucking. the answer is up to you#sifloop#myart#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat loop#isat Siffrin#Siffrin#loop#doodles#shitpost
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She's feeling a swell of an emotion at confessing all of this. She works to get it under control. /// Although he can't understand her, HAYWARD, too, is choking up a little at the sound of PAIGE's voice.
#the silt verses#james hayward#paige duplass#tsv#digital#the way i tried rushing this before when I thought the new episode would be (monday)#tsv coming in clutch and not releasing until thursday *throws confetti*#my laptop and tablet gave me such a hard time this week LOL#anyway#it's been weeks and I still cannot stop thinking about this part#i think there is something about being comforted by someone even if you're not /necessarily/ in the same moment#idk how else to describe it like the visual of them sitting by themselves in the dark#fiddling desperately with the radio in hopes they can speak to one another#(btw none of this is representative of what I think the actual scene looked like just entirely off vibes)#being comforted by the presence on the other end that they can juuust ever so slightly feel#even if neither are necessarily on the same page#they mean so much to me your honor!!#like not even as a ship they just mean so much to me i love them i love these characters I can't believe it's ending soon#alt id in the image description!#artists on tumblr
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aventurine’s this very interesting combination of incredibly cunning, calculated, & brutal tbh while also having intense self esteem issues. he views every relationship as transactional and has no issue with using people to stay on top. he’s never left survival mode; considering his childhood, maybe he’s always been in it.
‘gilded’ describes him so well. not only is he still in a birdcage with his fancy clothes and riches covering up that he’s still in a place where he can’t escape, he also uses his persona to hide his perceived worthlessness underneath
#liiiike idk how to describe it. he’s brutal and that is directly bc he is a survivor & he still has that mindset of needing to survive#so it doesn’t matter what he does or who he does it to as long as he stays on top & wins in the end#& he carries this mindset even when he’s a stoneheart & on top of it all#hsr#thoughts#aventurine#like. his ruthlessness is very much so a part of him but it is also very much so a survival strategy#he’s just. per se. in different circumstances than where he learned it from
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"Ford is intellectually smart and Stan is emotionally smart" is a statement that makes me want to nose dive into academic studies in order to single-handedly redefine the categories of intelligence because that *cant* be right.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#ford pines#stanley pines#stan pines#i believe Stan is smart but like not in an iq OR eq way and idk how to describe it#like “good at regulating emotions” “good at understanding others emotions” were talking about the guy who likes watching babies fight guys#he doesn't even have as much social skills as you guys think he does#canonically had no friends in highschool does that sound like hes actually good at talking to people????#and ford has MORE emotional intelligence than people like to think#thats right. im saying it.#ford is better at regulating his emotions and understanding others than people give him credit for.#Stan actually fits some of the iq definition of “problem-solving skills” and the ability to apply learned knowledge#neither of them fit exclusively in either#which is normal but Stanley to me fits specifically in a way that has me going “no theres a third special catagory that no one knows about”#“that i just made up. its called Stanley intelligence.”
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I MET SOME LITTOL GRUBS AND THEIR MOMMA
#my heartTtT#i want one So Bad but my mom is allergic and we already have one augh#THEYRE BUGS#theyre so small they opened their eyes this Saturday and i was one of the first thjngs they saw qwq#they move like little animatronics when there not scampering and trampling eachother#ive never met cats this small before#sound like guinea pigs. scamper like bugs. are smaller than one apple#wtf i need them with me at all timesss#i had no idea that kittens this small can purr#but then i was petting queenie (not official name) and she started like. idk how to even describe the sound. the smallest babies i lOve them
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i think im getting artblocked again (in the middle of a big project too, awesome) have a pegasus
#my art#promethea#specbio#speculative biology#pegasus#fantasy#i fuckin guess#how would i even describe promethea as like a genre?#its fantasy but like... what about the alien stuff? that doesnt make it scifi but i feel like leaving out#the alien stuff is ignoring a part of the story#but idk if thats just me?? like is it really that important#(it is to me)#but like if it was a book getting published#what would the blurb be#oh god thats giving me anxiety dont answer that question
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outfits for the infamous ROs ^-^ (except O, Seb, E and LA... </3 but maybe in the future)
#sorry for the longest post idk how i would format it#putting them below a cut seems weird#but well tumblr will shorten any long post anyways so its fine i guess#i spend too much time on these but i did like it vv much <3#some of these outfits are in the story or moodboard and others are just what i like/imagine for the char#and my mc is there i guess dont worry about him <3#digital art#infamous if#interactive fiction#described#g reign#dakota redacted#blake winter#august pierce#victoria valentine#seven lawless#okayyy im glad i finished before i read the new chapter or i wouldve tried to add more outfits probablyt#goodnight if u read any of this! <3#also i had to make the resolution way lower </3 bc tumblr refused to add the images to a post but its fiiinee#i hope u zoom in... i even changed their mu#theyre my dolls
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DAY 71: shy
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#isabeau isat#isat spoilers#i'll never get over loop being described as 'shy'. what a wonderful image#top one casual remarks from isabeau that cleaves loop's facade#like loop's personality is just a targeted missile to piss siffrin off. they're not at all confident and snarky#they're doing like the physical manifestation of winning an argument against yourself in the shower#second they see the party though Oopsies we're in scary territory. That's your family and they dont know it's you Oops#ok anyways ever since i saw that post i was like damn. this is just how i view loop in party postcanon#for as much as I think they SHOULD go explore around and be their own person for a while i think realistically they would not do that.#theyre going to go be a weird freak hovering around the party and refusing to socialize with anyone but siffrin and theyre gonna feel awful#(read: they're going to antagonize siffrin and it fails tremendously bc now The Rumor Come Out and siffrin knows what loop is doing.)#like loop as much as they can barely stand to even look at isabeau (for instance) i think their claws are sunk far too deep in.#onehats maybe the circumstances are different because there is a gap in understanding. there's no point forcing siffrin to confront the#obvious conclusion that loop is them (and thus siffrin's happy ending nails loop's coffin)#(THIS IS IGNORING TWOHATS PREREQS GOTTEN ONEHATS. BC THATS ITS OWN CAN OF WORMS)#but twohats. idk. for as much as it lets loop release some of their rage and process their feelings a bit. i think it might also be the pus#that makes loop consider their own existence as a person a bit more. theyre not a sponsor->corpse theyre just loop#theyre just somebody who wants desperately. they want to stay with them#theyre still siffrin. if also loop.#i think loop would force themself to reconnect with the party in the same vein as siffrin forcing himself to communicate more.#but of course having conviction and living an experience are not the same thing. so siffrin's going to flounder the emotional honesty thing#tremendously and loop's going to be. blair witching it in the corner.#hey i might have forgotten which post i was writing the tags under. oopsies#idk if these tags are comprehensible at all. i just really want to see loop fail upwards into friendship with everyone
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seeing the phrase "al your bitches are fighting" when referring to vox and lucifer in a fanfic singlehandedly made me ship radioapple AND radiostatic together at the same time, he's got 2 hands
#hazbin hotel#alastor#vox#lucifer morningstar#radioapple#radiostatic#hazbin alastor#hazbin lucifer#hazbin vox#i very much ship radioapple but i felt like radiostatic was more one sided but now its like#theyre both his bitches and thats so funny#i dont ship lucifer and vox tho#just them both with Alastor and they fight for his attention#its even funnier if alastor doesnt even notice that he's dating them both#he just is#idk how to describe it but i ship them EXACTLY in the 'your bitches are fighting ' way now#just vox and lucifer constantly trying to show each other up for Alastor's attention and him not even noticing#meanwhile everyone else is watching like damn get your bitches in line its causing a ring wide incident- and lucifer is about to involve#the other rings out of spite pls get your bitches in line#and Alastor is just there like i made food for us all and now suddenly everyone is fine again#up until the moment he looks at one of them .1 second longer than the other#and then it restarts
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guys i think i cracked the code
one is chance
two is coincidence
three is a pattern
funny innit
#what even is this#anime is so goofy but then you have this most gut wrenching throw upping no so frienship that is even more then soulmates#bc they understand each other better than anyone in the world they are like forever tied together with fate idk how to describe it#they both inspire each other and make the other a better person yk#they are like a set you cannot separate#what is this called#ok bye#haikyuu!!#jjk#sk8 the infinity#kagehina#itafushi#sk8 renga#itadori x fushiguro#hinata x kageyama#reki x langa#i love them they are like my own kids to me
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As much as I love romantic sampo ships like sampard, platonic ones mean sooooooooooo much to me.
Like- Hook and Sampo. I LOVE THEM. THEY’RE MY EVERYTHING AND THEY NEED MORE CONTENT. Hook saying Sampo’s the only cool grown-up and the only one to always play with her and the moles 😭. Sampo always looking out for her and stuf… I’m actually going to kill myself
Serval and Sampo being friends in the past too… he probably thought of her as a real friend but then Gepard told Serval to stay away from Sampo and now they don’t talk anymore
Natasha and Sampo seemingly completely trusting each other. Her knowing Sampo is extremely shady but she still asks him to deliver the letter to her parents (and he actually fulfills her request!!!!!!!!!)
Also his relationship with Sparkle is so interesting to me. Like Sampo can’t stand Sparkle but still sucks up to her if money’s involved. Sparkle liking Sampo to an extent even though she says he has too much restraint (I even heard someone theorize that she seeks some sort of acknowledgment/ attention from him as an older fool since Black Swan mentioned her wanting to be noticed and stuff) She also backs down when the joke about visiting Belobog seems to displease Sampo and actually abides by some sort of rules while working with Sampo despite having stated to despise them (possibly because she sees Sampo as a potential threat and doesn’t want to piss him off too much). Other than that we have their conversation at the end of Sparkles companions quest. Here Sampo talks rather lightheartedly with her and even compliments her to some extent (“I love that line you said”). Now because of him sucking up to her because of money idk if it’s him being genuine, being nice to her so he gets his mask back or just playing it up to the audience (especially since they’re both aware of said audience and are probably omitting imporatant info on the catastrophe on jarilo-vi because of that)
Also I genuinely love the idea of Sampo knowing random people across the galaxy. Like him and Argenti? Friends. Him and Boothill? Went on several heists together. Him and Jing Yuan? Aren’t in direct contact but when the astral express was off to visit the Luofu Sampo told the trailblazer to say hi to Jing Yuan for him.
#generally how much he cares about Belobog is so meaningful to me#he calls it the name the people there gave it even when he’s off-planet instead of the one assigned to it by others#he is described as “distressed and ready to return to his frozen winterland in Sparkles quest#also can you tell I’m intrigued by Sampo and Sparkles relationship and what exactly they have going on#they’re like enemies but not really but also Sampo can’t stand Sparkle#idk#sampo koski#hsr#hook hsr#Natasha hsr#serval hsr#sparkle hsr
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the way some of u describe trans ppl can be so gross i’m sorry 😭 like the description legit makes me feel nauseous
#even sometimes the way y’all describe fetishistic men like#idk how u type that the imagery it gives is nauseating#but also sometimes i do think okay that’s not a normal way of describing someone
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i just want to put it out there that sirius black is scary as fuck from a purely physical point of view.
he’s tall as shit, has been since fifth year when he got his growth spurt, and he has tendency to loom over most people.
there’s also the matter of his poker face—it’s impeccable, untouchable. can make anyone feel like him stuck to the bottom of his shoe. he learnt it from the best in house black and it’s his default. there’s a reason people are afraid of approaching him, and are slightly awed by james’ ability to unconditionally do so at all times.
his magic is ridiculously sentient. it swirls around him at all times, often feeling suffocating to those near him. he doesn’t even notice how it swells with his emotions, rising in his defence without him having to call it. at times, it can feel like a brick wall, that’s how powerful it is. and it’s cold. people have been known to shiver and turn into metaphorical icicles around him.
and he’s also just intimidating in a—social capital way ykno? so much money, training, and status. it shows. he could be dressed in a potato sack and he’d still reek of royalty. which is essentially what the blacks are.
and this is it u don’t take padfoot into account. this fuckoff huge Grim who’s literally an omen of death, easily twice the size of any human around him, just bounding around with sharp canines on display and malice in his eyes. it’s the easiest thing to piss ur pants when u come into contact w him.
#sirius black#james potter#goes without saying most of these are hcs#not the height thing tho that’s just canon#(and what inspired this too lol)#i was just thinking of how sirius is physically imposing#and how u don’t need to be built like a truck for it#bc james is. but he’s not threatening. he is slightly intimidating in that he commands authority#but people aren’t *scared* of him#sirius tho?#people cross the road to avoid him#and this is just him as is#when he actually starts dressing up and shit#it’s worse#some of my fav sirius descriptions in fics are just when they’re describing his power lol#pura khada ho jaata hai ngl#bc he just??? has so much?!? of it??#and that’s not to even touch the political or economic part of it#idk man he’s just hot all around bc of how powerful and this scary he is#also re sirius’ height; one of my fav posts on this hellsite will forever be the nba player sirius one lmao#v v accurate i think#pen’s notes
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Its been a while since I updated this little project but heres the dealio. I got "mysteriously" sick for the last 2 months and it kinda halted my work on getting this thing physically printed. BUT IM BACK and ready to start this up again. I'm really hoping i get everything done by Jan. or very latest feb (mostly anticipating for holiday slow down)
In the meantime i got a few questions on my interest check asking if i would offer a digital version of the zine. and the answer 2 months late is YES I WILL YOU CAN GET IT NOW ACTUALLY ON MY GUMROAD OR KO-FI HURRRAYYYYYY!!!! 🥳🥳 GO CHECK IT OUT ITS $3
GUMROAD | KO-FI
#the art of a lemon wedge#homumiko#baroryuu#otasune#feel like a fucking#victorian woman in a novel the way i got sick for no reason those months#vertigo. brain fog. parts of my body would go tingley. and for 2-3 hours at a random time of the day my entire body would just feel BAD#idk else how to describe it cause it was not pain#i could not predict what would trigger those 2-3 hours of BAD and it seemed to change every day#and then some days i wouldnt get them but i would still get vertigo and brain fog whenever i would go to bed#anyways#IT WAS THE WATER#STUPID LA WATER BLEH BLEH#I WENT TO TEXAS TO VISIT FAM FOR A WEEK AND ALL MY SYMPTOMS WENT AWAY#-_-#and now im on a strict distilled/purified bottle water diet#i cant even eat food thats been boiled in whatever the hell gets put into the gallons at the store.....sigh#BUT IM BETTER#and ready to get back into it#:D
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no piece of media has ever made me feel like that montage at the end of s3e7 of Dark made me feel
#I don’t even know what word to attach to that feeling#it’s just like a…#holy fuck#it’s like a deep feeling in my gut man idk how to describe it#it gives me the chills every time#ITS SO GOOD#I added that song to my library too and just the song is enough to bring that feeling back#let’s be honest the whole sountrack brings back feelings#god what I wouldn’t do to experience it for the first time again#everything clicking into pace#RAHHHH I LOVE THIS SHOW#dark#dark netflix
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