#like i wanna kms but like do i??
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literally going to explode man
Venting in tags cause I'm silly like that
#vent#im literally so overdramatic#im crying and panicking over. literally nothing??#like i wanna kms but like do i??#istg im doing so much to calm myself down and distraxt but like shit man#maybe a hot shower will help#maybe im crying due to [personal trauma that i domt wanna share to tumblr]#but like wtf#that LITERALLY stopped 5 yrs ago#it did start 12yrs ago but man thats damn near a decade and a half#get OVER IT#piece of shit ass brain#if i dont calm down rn idk waht im bouta do#nothing i do is good enough for myself#how do i fix my own expectations
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I have decided who I will be.
#aewedit#wrestlingedit#hangman adam page#hangman page#adam page#aew#aew collision#my gif#hanger gif#250111 collision#this took me so long bc my computer decided to be a piece of sh*t i wanna kms#HE IS SO GOOD. 100/100 NO NOTES.#family man hanger my most belovedest#the way he proteccs!!!!!#also this promo gave me so many ideas for edits too bad i'm about to go back to work and i'm starting to be so busy omg 😭💔#the tremble in the voice the wheezing the tone the everything omg this promo will be my personality for the next year#he's so good how he's not at the top of everything at aew is beyond me like how????? do you fumble????? him?????#MULTIPLE TIMES?????#but let's wait for the d*mb everest guy yeah... i need to do something drastic
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how raph's run goes after the disaster (prev) (next)
#tmnt au#tmnt iteration#tmnt#tmnt raphael#tmnt casey jones#shredded descent#art#casey#raph#full disclosure i actually kind of hate this but ive been staring at it for almost 2 weeks so i need it gone#i might skip past the classic fight if i continue it cuz like. you know how this always goes anyway lmao#just cuz.........im not good at draw fight and hhhhhhhhh#again hate it#mainly doing it to be like. listen tHAT was the day raph was having when he meets casey#if i have the drive ill do the good post fight conversation and hopefully not wanna kms#totally a thing i could post the fic itself of but. gets tooooo suggestive for yall i think
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used to love misgendering kink with my girl but we went too far and now he's bigender so i gotta start calling her shit like "theyfab" while im fucking him for her to get off
#queue#posting cuz mom told me to#oh boy do i wanna kms waiting for this to get like 1 note n be ignored even more :D
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I actually can’t he’s like caught onto the fact that Vales not joking but he still can’t quite believe it. He’s like what are you saying right now.
#I wanna kms every time i see Sepang rosquez#do you ever think about the fact that a lot of Marc trauma in racing happened in Sepang and if it wasn’t Sepang it was the crash in Italy#vale home and then his own home in Jerez like the narrative of it all#mm93#marc marquez#valentino rossi#rosquez
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you have to stop acting like you are only worthy of hate and malice. you have to. i know how hard it is ta stop the self deprecating jokes or feeling the constant urge ta dunk on yourself i have been there and i have done that and i cant even say that i love myself b/c i dont, but im in a better place now b/c i actually accept that people feel positive feelings about me and i am not unlovable! ive lost count of how many times i have poured out my heart ta my friends and told them i love them or that i love something they create and then i just get slapped in the face by them saying "no thats not true everything i create sucks and i suck" like!!! what is the point of me being here honestly. why am i saying nice things ta you if you're constantly going ta say otherwise. do you even care about the things i hafta say? why are you acting like your friends are constantly lying ta you abt how they feel? you hafta think about how constantly rejecting someones affections for you (in this specific sense) is going to impact them! you dont hafta believe that you're the best thing since sliced bread if someone tells you that you are. but you have to accept that the people who care about you feel that way about you or you're going to drive them away. like im trying to love you asshole! let me!!
#spacie spoinks#i saw that post about not using self deprecating language on my dash (the ''i wanna kms'' one)#and was gonna ramble in the tags but i decided ta make a post instead#b/c i also thought of this as i was reading it#like do you even *want* your friends ta love you? do you? b/c you're acting like you dont.#you dont hafta accept these things about yourself. but at the very least acknowledge that your friends care about you#theres only so many times you can do this 2 a person b4 they start ta think *they* are doing something wrong!#you hate yourself so much you are hurting the people around you! cut it out!
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feel like one of those korean drama moms fighting for this apartment unit like how much do you need Up Front *flips open checkbook*
#fighting to demand they let me pay a lot for 600 sqft of space kms#BRUH THE UNIT CUTE I WANT IT I HAVE NEVER LOST A TENANCY APPLICATION. BUT I WAS KINDA FEELING IT IN MY HEART THAT I WOULDNT GET IT#so when she told me oh there was another application i was like URM#in stark contrast to a few nights earlier when i was like: damn do i really wanna say goodbye to my dishwasher…..#YES NOW I DO I WANNA MOVE 😭😭😭😭😭#im so TIRED of the BUS and coming home at 12am#i dont actually own a checkbook idk if those still exist
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hahahaha THUQHAHW CAN YOU TELL I GOT TIRED TOWARDS THE END?? AHHAAH (I’m going delulu this took too long)
anyway enjoy this I guess. also do not comment on the missing eye scar or missing snaggletooth I only realized towards the end and I’m not fixing it itd take too long.
#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 2018#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt raph#raph#raphael#rise raph#raphinha#raph tmnt#raph angst#angst#lots of angst#kraang#tmnt angst#kraang raph#stg Kraang raph is so under appreciated#animation#can you tell I’m insane#i wanna kms!#not really#just glad this is done#welp time to get around to that animation I promised Sammy I’d do#see you guys in like two years I guess?#it’s 43 seconds long (roughly)#and this was 13#this’ll be fun#save rise of the tmnt#save rottmnt
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my health insurance premium is going up in jan.........
when will it end.
#at least they usually cover most everything 🥲#even if my copays are kinda nuts atm jfc#oh claims adjuster... if only you could do smthn abt these ridiculous monthly premiums...#ughhhgghh every single time i wanna get serious and pay down my debts#its like SOMETHING gets in the way as per fuckin usual#i'm aallllmost done paying down the taxes that my dumb ass mistakenly didn't pay last year#but i'm also juggling: rent. groceries. car payments. insurance (health dental AND auto)#student loan debt. phone bill. investments. car repairs. AND trying to save on top of all that#i'm gonna kms soon 😔 how much more can one bitch take#if i didnt have unlimited therapy appts under this insurance i'd probs grab a fucken pistol myself and write:#LOWER THE PREMIUMS on three bullets LOL#clown horn
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chapter WHENNNNN😫 jk take your time queen we love you
Alright lovely people, do I release this chapter at an ungodly time (a.k.a in the next hour or so) or do I wait till tomorrow?
#ask#after the news today do y'all really want/need more angst?#i also can't talk about the news without screaming yet i fear#like best case scenario yes but i still wanna kms#so many tags what's another ya know?
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If you’re so funny,
then why are you on your own tonight?
And if you’re so clever,
then why are you on your own tonight?
If you’re so very entertaining,
then why are you on your own tonight?
If you’re so very good looking,
why do you sleep alone tonight?
#jjk#gojo satoru#satosugu#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#sugusato#gego#take this I have nothing else to give#(I do indeed have more to give)#my phone is soooooo angry at me for saving so many pics LMFAOOOO#iCloud: YOU HAVE NO MORE SPACE WHAT ARE YOU DOING#so anyway haha this song never fails to make me wanna kms whn I listen to it#and bc I relate to Gojo I was like y’know who is this song perfect for 😉😉😉😉😉😟😟😟🥹🥹🥹🥲🥲🥲😭😭#so yeah also added some Geto bc I mean??? his loneliness is straight up connected to that one guy#the song is#i know it’s over#the smiths
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is this how shaders work
#i'm not really into superblack#or any shader at all#most set i came across with already looks good on its own#except warlock's knight helmet i like shiny shiny silver texture#and exotics#have to make the colors coherent#(which is not happening in this post how do you even color things omg i wanna kms)#anyways#i wanted to draw that iron banner set on its own but never really did that and this happened lol#need to collect more good looking hunter fashion as background characters#or more titan fashion#because of#reasons#hehe#destiny 2#destiny hunter#destiny 2 art#my art
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when i remember the way things went and my stomach starts twisting
#i need to vomit#i desperately need to vomit#i fucking hate myself#guy i hate myself so much it’s not even funny#it hurts so much#i need to cut myself#i want to bleed out#i can’t heal#im so tired of being me#mentally unstable#tw depressing stuff#trauma#i wanna kms#i want to be okay#tw depressing thoughts#mental abuse#mentally tired#depression relapse#this account is a cry for help pls help me#depressing life#help me pls lol#im sorry for being me#what did i do to deserve this#it’s getting bad again#bpd stuff#i don’t want to feel like this anymore#depressing shit#kinda depressing#haha
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So I have no way to heat my home or have warm water.. Nice.
#my hands are so cold they burn. I’m wearing all my layers but I’m extremely sensitive to the cold#STILL can’t get hold of the landlord#and in still cleaning up after the flooding#signal is still patchy but better#I’m not doing well lads#I was at the pensions office today and they warned me about stopping my income because I don’t have an up to date fit note bc the gp has#been out all month#and they still haven’t said anything on my health assessment#which if approved means no more fit notes. but it’s been 7 months.#plus with the storm I haven’t been able to see any friends or anyone#i’m just lonely#all this plus I’m a bad friend/person anyways#idk man.#I won’t say I’m gonna kms because I’m not but like#I wanna#everybody’s doing their best to piss me off today too#vent post#delete later
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im like if a person was completely rotten inside
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chat... I have eight hours til it's due. I'm falling asleep. I am SO cooked I might as well already be eaten. this shit is 30% of my grade bro...
#when i said i related to chris#i didn't wanna mean my academic failings#☆ace☆ yaps#☆ace☆'s blog#i need to kms#why am i like this#why did i do this to myself#my brain should be STUDIED#the sturniolo triplets#sturniolo triplets#☆ace☆ talks
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