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LOOK AT THIS ADORABLE CROCHET POT FLOWER🗣️🗣️🗣️ ft cute crochet guy🙏🏻🙏🏻

there was a cute guy running the shop. I'm losing my mind, I was in a lazy fit and with my FATHER. I'm going to shoot myself (he was probably straight but FUCK)

dubbing him cute crochet guy from now on.

ALSO he was wearing those beaded bracelets, with words or a name on them, and I couldn't see what they said😭 what if it's a girlfriend. I'll kms.

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lover in my dreams

don't mind the tags, this was included in the terms of my bet😔 this is just some random ranty writing I did, not my usual sturniolo content ik, and I'm gonna take it down soon, BUT I needed to prove a point to my friend 🙏anything to win a bet ONGGGG🙏 also, if you guys like this for some reason, check out my actual blog for this kind of stuff!! @solarstorm-heart

Do you believe that those strangely meaningful dreams are glimpses of our past lives?

I, for one, hope it's true, for it would mean that some version of me in the past held you, and was held by you in turn. It would mean I loved you as you loved me. It would mean I was happy, at least once.

I had a dream last night that you were my lover. We were with others, we were alone, we were apart, we were together. We were happy. We fought. We made up. We loved one another as though we were each other's sun.

I don't know your name, I don't know your voice. I don't even remember your face. Every single identifying detail of you faded with the last clinging vestiges of sleep as I awoke.

And I am left consumed by the ache of a lost love that never existed, bereft and desperately grasping at false wisps of imagination.

But I remember how you felt, how you held me, how you laughed. I remember how I loved you and how you made me feel as though my chest was given wings to fly to you. I remember how we shifted toward each other unconsciously whenever we were together, like magnets - or perhaps more like taffy, melted together and refusing to be seperated, sticky and sweet. I remember how I was drawn to you inexplicably the first time I saw you. I remember how your name always tasted perfect on my tongue and lips, like my favourite candy.

I remember the tiny details, the habits you had, the way you liked your coffee, the way you loved the sunlight filtering in through thin white curtains, the way your grin was always just slightly lop-sided, the way you could never be serious unless you were mad, the way your arms felt around me, the way you always sat on my right, the way you brightened up when I walked into the room, the way you ran cool but still warmed my life, the way everyone who knew you loved you a little, and the way you made me glow.

Most important of all, I think, I remember you.

I don't remember your appearance, nothing that helps me envision anything in my mind beyond a rough shape [taller than me, slightly broader, radiant] but I remember everything about you that made me fall in love. I remember how you were so much like me and yet my complete opposite. I know everything about you, better than I’ve ever known anyone, even myself.

You are nothing but a figment of my imagination, a figure in my dream whom I will never meet. But I loved you. I love you. And I suspect I will keep loving you until you fade with the remnants of my failing memory.

I can only hope with all I am that you will embrace me each night as I fall into the abyss of sleep, and grant me that brief solace of warmth and joy. Love me. I beg of you.

Please allow me to love in return, my faceless darling.

anyways yeah, hope you enjoyed, I wrote this all in like ten minutes in a craze because I woke up from a beautiful dream lonely and hurting over an imaginary man 😔😔i need a bf man...

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chat this is so diabolical

I have a really important assessment task for my Extension 2 English course on Friday [aka TOMORROW.], and the TRAINS ARE FUCKING STRIKING. SO I CAN'T GET TO SCHOOL. I'm so cooked this is terrible wtf😨😨😨

maybe i should camp out at school all night. maybe I should drop the course. maybe I should drop out of school. maybe I should turn into a tree.

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HI GUYS I'M SO SORRY

my Tumblr has been a real ass this week and I legit couldn't post at all for over a week??? had me crashing OUT guys you don't even know.😭I would press the button and it would do NOTHING😍😍

it's currently finally working again on my phone [what I'm using right now to complain] so when I get home later I'm gonna check to see if it works on my laptop too so I can FINALLY post that god damn final chapter to 'Not Allowed'.🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I'm convinced that story does NOT want to be finished because WHY have I encountered every possible unfathomable issue trying to get it out and posted wtf😒😒

thank you for being so patient guys I'm praying it works💪😮‍💨

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while I get my ass to work wrapping up and editing that final chapter of 'Not Allowed', tell me what colour you think I am!!! I'm curious😁😁

all of u r wrong Actually so i made a new ask game!

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📢'Not Allowed' UPDATE:📢

THE FINAL CHAPTER OF 'Not Allowed' WILL BE UP WITHIN 24HRS!!!🗣️🗣️

I'm so sorry it's been so DIABOLICALLY LONG😭😭 I've been bogged down with illness, school work, exams, AND been hit with a wave of no motivation😔 BUT I've gotten over it💪 so expect the final chapter in the next 24 hours🙏🙏🙏

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thanks for the tag babe!! hrhskjh hope i did this right sorry for the late reply...

npt: @yearning-for-sleep @dropd3adsyko (finally me tagging you in something and not the other way around😔)

this... could have been better i'm ngl... i have too many colliding aesthetics😭😭

how do you see yourself as an aesthetic moodboard???

no pressure tags just thought this would be fun!! @pr3ttyf4wn @patscorner @sturnioloshacker @chrispotatos @chrislilcumslvt @endereies @fratbrochrisgf @flouvela @freshloveforthefit @heartlessturniolos @pouring-rains @too-efn-old-to-be-here

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i can get behind this

ask away guys

Wanna be nosy. . . here's your chance

0: Height

1: Virgin?

2: Shoe size

3: Do you smoke?

4: Do you drink?

5: Do you take drugs?

6: Age you get mistaken for

7: Have tattoos?

8: Want any tattoos?

9: Got any piercings?

10: Want any piercings?

11: Best friend?

12: Relationship status

13: Biggest turn ons

14: Biggest turn offs

15: Favorite movie

16: I’ll love you if

17: Someone you miss

18: Most traumatic experience

19: A fact about your personality

20: What I hate most about myself

21: What I love most about myself

22: What I want to be when I get older

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

25: My idea of a perfect date

26: My biggest pet peeves

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

30: What I hate the most about work/school

31: What your last text message says

32: What words upset me the most

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

34: What I find attractive in women

35: What I find attractive in men

36: Where I would like to live

37: One of my insecurities

38: My childhood career choice

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

40: Who wish I could be

41: Where I want to be right now

42: The last thing I ate

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

44: A random fact about anything

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boutta do an admissions test for a future uni course... I'm going to waste 200 dollars because I'm about to FAIL THAT SHIT

nonononnonononoNONONONO

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not the usual content but!

I made a little bloody fan thing out of boredom💪💪

it's done entirely with a $2 bottle of fake blood and a dream guys don't judge it too hard🤷‍♂️

and it's not finished yet so it looks kinda plain... and washed out...😔😔

BUT I will be adding details and darkening parts of it, and I did the first few layers with a diluted solution of the fake blood, so hopefully my plan works and the details show up well!!!🙏🙏🙏

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just got my math results back and WOW!! I failed!!!

I can see myself homeless on the streets already wow.

good golly gosh oh me oh my gee whizz cow-a-bummer

chat I WILL, unfortunately, be ending up #homeless in about six weeks give or take when my reports go home or even BEFORE THAT if my parents find out AHAHAHAHA. WOW.

and that's just the first two marks back! out of all seven exams I did! and I'm pretty sure I fumbled ALL of them!

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nah cause who walks about with 1500 dollars cash. plus ALL of your credit cards and debit cards.

rich people are crazy on god

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FREEDOM... but at what cost...

chat i'm convinced the world is homophobic.

i JUST finished all my exams yesterday, and I woke up this morning and I'm sick and dying.

like, high fever, 5-minute coughing fits, eye infection, pounding headache, nausea, sore and stiff everywhere, dead throat, runny nose, AND it lowkey hurts to breathe.

life REALLY does NOT want me to write fanfic and enjoy my five-day break post-exam block huh?

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You see how I'm not requesting for Nick x Fem!Reader? Very Demure of sexualities See how I'm not asking for Matt/Chris X Male!reader? Very Mindful of sexualities. See how I'm not asking for a threesome of them? Very Cutesy of brotherhood relationship and aware of Incest.

LMFAOO yep yep, as you SHOULD boo, it's genuinely weird as fuck like...

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freedom is nigh

I have one last exam chat... then I'm free. the light... I can almost grasp it in my fingers... it's... it's so close... I can almost taste the freedom on my tongue... feel it like fresh wind through my hair... oh sweet blessed mercy PLEASE.

sorry for being so inactive these past few WEEKS damn, I got sidetracked and suddenly got hit with a workload like a TRUCK.😔

and I may or may not have had to do a two-month task in one night...😬😬 and then I had to dive head first into studying for my two-week exam block😰 [WHICH I'M NEARLY AT THE END OF GOD BLESS]

so yeah I'm so sorry for leaving everybody high and dry with the last installment of "Not Allowed", I swear I'll make it up to you guys by dropping a monster of a final chapter🙏🙏🙏

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☆ - put this star in the inbox of your favorite blogs. Its time to spread positivity .ᐟ

5 DAYS AGO good LORD i'm so sorry i never saw this ksdnfk

but awww you're too sweet mars!! love ya lots mwah mwah!!!

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ITS SO FUCKING HOT TODAY ISTG. AND ITS EVEN HOTTER THE REST OF THE WEEK.😩😩gonna have to bust out the shorts at this rate fucking hell🤬

Aussie weather is pulling 🗣️🗣️TF UPPP🗣️🗣️ for Nick I swear, it's been SO cold.

IT IS WINTER. WHY IS IT SUDDENLY SWELTERING. FUCK THIS BS🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

I have a BONE to pick with the weather man.

APOLLO fuckFIGHT ME.

NICOLAS ANTONIO STURNIOLO IS IN AUSTRALIA AND I'M IN FUCKING SCHOOL I'M GONNA KMS.

AND i just got another nosebleed i think I should just end it all rn. i can't do this bro FUCK.