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little-mimikyuwu · 26 days ago

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#feeling like bad to the point i dont wanna mentally ill post about my fucking f/os lmao #like idk- id feel really damn awkward posting about the one im thinking about rn #like i already feel awkward but still #its like #ugh #i try 2 forget he exists n thankfully thats v v easy as he rarely fronts or anything so its like #ill forget he exists- then remember him n get really sad #n then forget again for a while #rinse n repeat #we havent talked in a while either....but like also we're not going to so its whatever #i wont see most people for a few months anyway #hell he'll probably one of the last #which makes me has lots of feelings #enjoying certain types of media is so difficult to impossible cuz of these stupid f/os n other hoes!!!!#like ooogh- the media w/ them is tained from them (good or bad)#n like i cant do it sorry #just- i need 2 go like lay down on my heating pad and let the cramps take me

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erinwantstowrite · 2 months ago

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I might be wrong, but didn't Roy also first meet Jason when he was 15 and Roy was in his 20s?

I've always thought their ship was kinda weird.

my little brother is only two years younger than me, but with the way our birthdays fall, he was three years behind me in school. so when i was a senior, my brother was a freshman. (for anyone not american: when i was 17, he was 15, but the age gaps between a freshman and a senior are usually a little larger and developmentally, it's a big deal.) we were both in band together and both pretty well known pretty fast. which meant that other freshman felt comfortable to go up to me and talk despite me being a senior (which was fine, because i was a section leader and i wanted all freshman to feel comfy enough to ask me questions and talk). and sometimes, that conversation would be about my little brother, asking if he was in a relationship and blah blah blah. THAT was adorable to me (with context, my brother was a little shit in middle school but when he got to highschool he suddenly decided he wanted to be a downright gentleman and got super embarrassed by this so i often teased him LMFAOO)

however. there was ONE person in my grade (that i was close friends with!!) that said "if your brother was a senior too, I'd date him"

shit was NOT CUTE. i was flabbergasted. i was appalled, even. even as an innocent comment, it freaked me out and i went full big sibling mode. tore that person a new one because that's literally my baby brother what the hell are you talking about????

now imagine that the age gap is even larger? nah, if it was my little brother the person would be DEAD. even if we were close friends before then. which is why im confused why the Jayroy ship is as popular or accepted as it is... like i know the batman fandom are fucking weirdos (looking at batcest shippers you fucking freaks i hope you feel embarrassed and shamed) but this ship slipped through the cracks i think and not everyone is aware of that age gap or why it's weird. at most i've seen people comment about dick being like "you're dating my little brother??" but not like. in the way of "hey what the fuck that age gap is fucking weird" and instead as "you can't date my family!!" ummmmmmmmm

#and it's weird because these same people will understand that dick was an adult when jason was itty bitty #so wtf y'all #they're good as a platonic pairing #also this applies to Kori and Jason too #and this isn't even bringing up that jason is mentally behind because of his death #he's not extremely far behind or anything #but it's enough that jason is like what a year or so behind? because 6 months dead + coma for a year i think?#and he was 15?#so he comes back as like 17 but mentally he's stuck grasping with his 15 year old mindset #the artists and writers that had jason look like a grown man and not a 17 year old... ill never forgive you #the damage that caused his reputation...#someone needs to redraw the panels of his appearance as red hood (and titan's tower) but with jason still having some baby fat to his cheeks #like actually looking his age #cause 17 is already an awkward age to be #because you feel neither kid nor man #but it's WORSE for jason #he was in fact. just a kid.#jason todd #roy harper #dick grayson

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unexpectedbrickattack · 2 years ago

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babpy.

#pizza tower #peppino #arts #mine #happy pride; heres a little otter for u #hes like very early 20s here #happy and unbothered before the Horrors happened #it is NOT his 30s bc he needs to exude raw dilf energy by that point #but for now he is anxious and sweet and awkward #not that i dont draw him like that already but its like 10x here #its PALPABLE #okay mwah i will hopefully come back w more than just sketches that mean nothing skjfsdjkfdhfhsk #i have LITERALLY been on this commission for WEEKS i need someone to take me out back and put me out of my misery i swear #im going to finish the lines TODAY like i cant be this person i cant keep coming back to this fucking comm w no progress ill simply Die #its like singlehandedly preventing me from doing anything else; its making a mental block waaaaaaaau #but i feel like i am breaking through it today. at least i HOPE i am sdkjfsdjkfjsdkf #um if u are still here ilu. send me some anons; i want to be chatty but the messages i have feel like i need to respond w essays #and i literally. cannot.#at least until i get my head screwed on properly again

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sysig · 2 months ago

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Growing closer than expected (Patreon)

#Doodles #Pokemon #Kabu #Larry #Firebland #Silverstreakshipping #To the shock of no one this is Zarla's fault (lol)#Bad influence! Too inspiring! Stop this! I'm totally not culpable for Being Inspired for the [X]th time now definitely lol #I kept finding little ideas popping into my head with them and I mean if I've already doodled them Once I guess I could try a couple more #Learned them just well enough to keep finding things for them pft #Although I am surprised by just how easy I find Larry to Draw - not necessarily that I'm fully Confident in drawing him yet but like #There's very little struggle to the shapes I put down here and I'm fairly pleased with their configuration haha #Kabu on the other hand!! Why is he so hard to draw!!! What!! Like I know his clothes are complex but no his face!#He's got a really cute and difficult-to-draw face! Why! I cannot figure him out #It's probably the do with the shape and size of his head...his hair........ I really enjoy fluff and he's Kind of but Not Really fluffy??#And his white streaks aren't intuitive to me - but Larry's floofs are??? I don't know #The only thing I can figure it that I Kind Of draw Dexter the same way - Larry's streaks are like an exaggerated version of how I floof Dex #And then a suit is second nature by now but I've already talked about my difficulties with Kabu's clothes lol #Didn't stop me from putting him out front for this hug tho! It's cute... Kabu asking Larry to come play with him but Larry has stuff to do #May or may not have felt a little that way myself - made most of these doodles during Requestober haha so busy!#The brightly shining brilliant glow boyfriend setup-payoff returns ♥ He glows like a fire! Overwhelming!#I still really love that glow cutaway style around the low-bouncing flower haha - just don't draw there and it gives the impression! Fun :)#Hugs <3 Unsurprisingly been in the want of cute fluff and sweetness and hugs were very on the menu #It really is fun to think of Larry being just a Little weird about how much he feels for Kabu #Acting childish as that part of him hasn't had the chance to grow and mature! Stuck awkward and gangly in otherwise full development #Feelings so big and strong and immediate for the first time in too too long <3 Gotta express them all somehow #And ending off with a bit of silliness haha - was Kabu prompting him just to hear such an answer? Who knows ♪#Larry just too straightforward haha - why else would he do or say things unless he felt like it! Pfsh obviously #Haha

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bizrreparallax · 16 days ago

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u don’t understand how much i care abt them

#i feel really awkward posting this when i’m STILL not caught up yet #just know that☝️#but i’m impatient and didn’t wanna wait #beyblade x #beyblade x fanart #bird kazami #robin kazami #multi nanairo #ekusu kurosu #jaxon cross #how am i this insane already i’ve only known them for LIKE FIVE DAYS #update i finally watched up to episode 26 #ILL NEVER BE THE SAME EVER EVER AGAIN #IM IN SHAMBLES

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dariusaurs · 4 months ago

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i think dinostar is such an interesting ship right now even if i've kind of turned away from it after this season. the problem is that it's complicated, and fandoms historically don't like nuanced situations or takes. i don't think it's fair to say darius is putting brooklynn on a pedestal, since from his perspective, she hasn't done anything wrong, and kenji has been framed as this unfair partner to her. it does feel like his feelings are very immature and more of an infatuation right now ("if he loved you half as much.."/"unless?"), especially when you compare them to kenji's own feelings for brooklynn - his girlfriend who he's loved for 6 years - but that isn't a horrible thing, it's just different. i do completely understand if people dislike the ship right now, and even criticize darius' way of handling the accidental confession, but i just think people have been way too harsh on all three of them without being willing to see that all of their perspectives are different

#like darius' whole thing this season was his tendency to say or do the wrong thing and make things awkward by complete accident #he's a very awkward person as it is and considering he's also never dealt with romantic feelings before and he didn't even mean to tell her #about them it makes sense that he once again said and did the wrong things while trying to fix it #i'm not going to judge his characterization just yet until we see how he handles his own feelings vs kenji's next season after finding out #she's alive #he was still respectful of her and i doubt after learning more of kenji's side and realizing this man genuinely does still love and miss he #that he would prioritize pursuing her romantically(especially since she already yk.. rejected him and also literally just left them all)#if anything i think the finale putting his feelings about her survival to the side and focusing on how it hurt kenji to see her alive and #leave him kind of indicates that brooklynn's not really going to be much of a love interest for darius after this #which imo as a dinostar enjoyer and professional darius lover i'm actually okay with #slightly off topic but season 2 has made me really appreciate kenlynn on its own because of how tragic and nuanced it is #so i think focusing on them instead is not only a better decision in terms of consistency and storytelling but it's just the more realistic #and satisfying choice right now #and that's not to say i think they'll be perfectly fine or even together again once they're reunited properly #in fact i very much hope she ends up alone and they all get closure from this #and there's always the possibility that later on the show might actually revisit dinostar again #which would be better than them trying to do so now in my opinion #idk this is probably a mess but i've been trying to think about how i felt about this love triangle for awhile and since s2 handled it #completely differently than i thought they would. i feel like it's not going to be that simple #and i just wish fans of all sides would kind of chill out on the characters lmao #jwct #chaos theory #jwct s2 spoilers #brooklynn jwct #jwct season 2 spoilers #dinostar #kenlynn #kenji kon #darius bowman #jurassic world

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akkivee · 3 months ago

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AND THEIR SAUCE????????

#this is vee speaking #I HATE SASARA ITS SO SICK WHENEVER HE OCCASIONALLY SHOWS HIS BDE AND IT SUCKS HE EVEN HAS IT LMAO #AND THAT SHIT HAD NOTHING ON HITOYA THEY LOOK SO COOL LOL #the showcase itself was interesting!!!!!! there’s a lot of elements at play and great lol!!!! it’s robust asf!!!!!!#but i feel like i was making A LOT of guesses at the mechanics lol #like the enemies i think are colour coordinated to their weaknesses so plan your card usage accordingly hence the next card feature #tho i was having a bit of a hard time telling which was which lol and i’m pretty sure the pale blue one is neutral #and therefore doesn’t have a weakness lol #the chance combo had me most confused lol i assume it has something to do with dice????#but like lol besides the chance combo thing what else was it doing????#i want to playyyyyy lol!!!!!! i want answers!!!!!!!!!! we still haven’t seen the abilities either lol just skills #which is neat btw!!!! skill within canon is just your ability to be able to rap and how well lol #but in hypdream there’s actual skills that raise/lower stats lol this is already fun #the chance combo thing made me giggle a little bit lol the way it was probably calculating the damage output so it to a minute to load #and sasara and dice looked awkward asf lol i wouldn’t have it any other way tbh hypmic brand jank lol 😌😌😌😌#c: sasara #c: hitoya

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gelarshiesprofruitboarder · 1 month ago

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a few more because shes real now

#okay my personal headcanon is that she transitioned in college (hence. long hair scott is just like her awkward beginning stage) but also !!#i really like the idea of nega scott just already being a girl and her having to figure out what the fuck that means #so i feel like thatd just mean nega scott already existed but since there’s nothing of him until where shed already been transitioned in my #hc this has to do #ough tags still dont work i dont think but idc #summer pilgrim #scott pilgrim #transfem scott pilgrim #headcanon edit #edit

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dimidarling · 2 years ago

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The new Superman show is all well and good but I don’t want to see any of you watching it acting like it’s the first time Superman has ever been nice/kind/sweet/interesting/a person outside the suit. As if the DCAU Superman hasn’t been here for years and years, and the Legion of Superheroes cartoon Superman hasn’t been here for years and years and various comics Supermans haven’t been written to be the most compassionate people ever, and some live action Supermans being down to earth and kind. It’s cool if this show makes you enjoy Superman in a way you didn’t before! I def want more media to focus on him as the good person he is, not the muscle suit popularized in some circles. But know it is not the first media, and especially not the first cartoon, to show him this way. Also don’t woobify him I’m begging on my knees to treat him like the grown ass man he is orz

#my adventures with superman #I’ve already seen the woobifying start and I feel like I’m bracing myself #I’m so passionate about this character and I don’t want it to be another case of #ppl making him out to be a himbo just bc of this one show having him be awkward #dozy speaks #this is not meant to sound mean to ppl watching this show btw #I just don’t want ppl to treat it as the first take EVER that’s like this #pls pls if you like this check out more of his media there’s good stuff out there #check out the legion cartoon for awkward sweet newbie Clark #and the justice league and justice league unlimited cartoons for adult Clark who’s more Superman #but still fun and good and the best

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xxplastic-cubexx · 11 days ago

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My husband and I (he's my boyfie but I am delulu af) are talking 'bout Cherik and my normie hype self when Charles is on Marvel Rivals, the interactions he'll have with Magneto and Tumblr (esp. your fanart *chef's kiss*) would flood this site.

Me: My feeds would be fill with Marvel Rivals Cherik fanarts on Tumblr HDJDBJS

Him: Ig they'll pop their Cherik

Just sharin' lmao *rolls*

POP THEIR CHERIK may you be wed before the decade ends

#snap chats #every time i hear a pun i feel like a joyous king as i guffaw and cackle. alone in my dorm at 8AM VJELKJAK #just reminds me how i was playin rivals with kayla last night and i ko'd a storm #and i still let out a Cheeky Chuckle when mags goes 'i wish i could say i was /shocked/ ororo' LIKE YOURE NOT FUNNY #YOU ARE NOT FUNNY I KNOW YOURE SMILINGGGG he thinks he's so funny he's insufferable <- i desire him carnally #anyways.. how do we know ill make fanart of rivals cherik tho huh..... what if i think it mid..... so thats a lie lbr jVLKERJLKA #I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHATS UP WITH THEM imagine if there Wasnt any interactions. oh my god #worlds most awkward divorce they aint even on speaking terms #itd be even funnier if they only 'talk' to eacch other through other characters they gotta pass a message along HELP #im still waiting for the day charles' rivals design gets dropped cause yboy already got somethin stupid he wanna draw JVLKEJAKLJ #nay my prediction is theyre gonna be grossly in love. either that or divorced but Of Course still have feelings #because theyre hopeless. idk its prob gon be krakoa vers theyll be one tender glance away from shaggin on point tbh lbr

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infernal-feminae · 16 days ago

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