miles is not the most articulate he can possibly be in spanish yeah but he literally knows the word order grammar structure all that intuitively he just . doesn't know all the words ! that doesn't mean he's hopeless at spanish bro
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thinking about todd and his resolve towardā¦ not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with whatās being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesnāt necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story āfrom camp in sixth gradeā, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesnāt voice it until they all have). heās not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, heās just lonely, and heās generally okay with that. he doesnāt have friends and thatās fine, he doesnāt participate in class and thatās fine, he doesnāt have a relationship with his family and thatās fineāhe could live without any real connection and heād have been, more or less, fine.
the thing about when he says āi can take care of myself just fine!ā is that he isnāt really wrong, you can infer that heās been doing it his entire life anyway, itās that ātaking care of yourselfā isnāt the same thing as really living or being happy. toddās an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but heās also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isnāt friendless because heās an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, heās friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neilās unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but arenāt really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)
thereās obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie heās all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. heās already accepted being the family disappointment, and heās already accepted heāll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesnāt like it, but heād have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but heād have managed. heād done it for that long already, anyhow.
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im getting my wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow (four. 4. all four of them i am going to have 4 giant holes in each corner of my freaking mouth) and..... yeah well anyway maybe the silver lining of this is i'll have so much time to write while im suffering recovering!! let's see! also i will look like a squirrel probably. cute. (if you never hear from me again i died) goodbye farewell comrades
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Ya know Iām re-watching Adventure Time and I was at āMin and Martyā and was thinking
Minerva probably doesnāt even know Martin was going to come back I wonder if she thinks that Martin just took Finn and left her
I donāt know if itās ever specified if she was aware of what happened but if she wasnāt she doesnāt know that Martin was just trying to loose track of those people that were after him and unfortunately got attacked by the Guardian. She doesnāt know that he was going to come back to her
I feel bad for her cause she comes home, her house is a wreck and her husband and son are just gone she doesnāt know where they are and she overhears the lady say that Martin got past the Guardian so all she probably thinks is given Martins history he just took Finn and abandoned her and the fact that Finn and Martin never return probably just solidifies that fear
It kinda sucks that Martin was such a deadbeat I think it wouldāve been nice if he found his way back to Founders Island and him and Minerva got a second chance (even if Finn wasnāt with them for a time being)
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yall for the first time in my life i straight up went up to a guy n made small talk w him n gave him my number n HE HAD A GF šš WHY THE FUCK DID I DO THAT??? IM THE STUPIDEST BITCH ON THIS PLANET LIKE HOLY FUCK IM NEVER APPROACHING A MAN AGAIN THATS A PROMISE
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percy and jason are so funny because like. on one hand in percys pov its very explicit that hes not a fan of the gods and hes really passively-aggressively sending them hints. slamming the door in lester's face? brutal, but expected.
and then jason's like. yeah no i understand my father it must be hard i guess. yeah i guess gods have their reasons. then out of fucking nowhere he's like "father you are stu- i mean unwise" like sir????? and it kills me everytime i think about it lmfao
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I donāt know if Iām just imagining things but I feel like Olli and Aleksi are actually so close š„ŗ for example I feel like they post so many pics together and I know they post with others too and itās not a big deal but e.g. Olli has posted 5 pics with someone else this year and 3 of them are with Aleksi.. so it must mean something right?? š„ŗ and I feel like they spend a lot of time together yk even āoutside the bandā when theyāre having a day off and they still do music (the remix) etc. together š
Yeah I mean I for one am so deep in the Olli/Allu delulu land that it's VERY easy for me to agree and confirm all of this š they're boyfriends secret lovers special friends and it shows š„ŗ
Here are all the pictures of the two of them I could find on Olli's IG, for reference š
+ the group picture Olli posted when Aleksi first joined the band, with the caption 'so now there's six of us' š„ŗ
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