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So I recently finished the first half of Smile Precure, before this my knowledge of was mostly comprised of what I read in fanfic, the occasional Tumblr post, and, of course, the english dub, Glitter Force.
Spoilers for Smile Precure
So imagine my surprise when Joker gets defeated by Cure Beauty, he calls out for Pierrot-sama.
Now another thing to note about me is I heavily ship these two, so I am now going to ride this high for a while. Is it a little pathetic that this is what makes me happy, probably, but I am starved for content about these two that a crumb is a meal, so sue me.
#smile precure#smile precure joker#smile precure pierrot#smile pretty cure#My shipping heart is very happy#like I can die and I'll be happy#god I love my gay clowns#they're so silly
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Wardrobe Woes
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Yes: there are people who read these comics who don't know much about mdzs. Several are my beloved and supportive friends B'*)#This comic in particular is one that I've been thinking about for a very long time and I'm so happy to finally be here!#I was trying to think about how to explain the social rules of the forehead ribbon and the reason lwj was so upset#and the metaphor of 'it's kind of like wwx accidently undoing lwj's bikini in front of a crowd.' came to mind.#of course there's a bit more to it than that but the point here is that - accident or not - it still embarrasses lwj#wwx doesn't get the entire context behind it (at the time. Now he *does* and it all makes a bit more sense)#But he knows he made lwj upset. He knows he doesn't want to put lwj in another embarrassing situation.#Not after all this. Not after everything. Not after realizing that his desire for friendship might be the kind of desire that ruins lan zha#Love the symbolism of the archery outfits being red during this moment of 'whoops only married couples can do that' moment.#What if we accidental proposed............accidental marriage....accidental kiss the bridegroom....accidental fall in love.#Guess we did inadvertently get the puffy sleeves and bikini outfits in the end.#wwx in an old timey bathing suit is so important to me. I'll die on this hill.#lwj's cute little box is inspired by @lazycranberrydoodles's cute fan art <3 I love it a lot
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Do I like P'Jane?
The Trainee: The Series, premieres June 30th, 2024
#the trainee#the trainee the series#gun atthaphan#offgun#view benyapa#sea tawinan#piploy kanyarat#poon mitpakdee#gmmtv series#thai bl#th: the trainee#i know i already like the trainees they look like they have one shared braincell and i appreciate that about a core group#they all also look super pretty#and as your resident only friends outfits displayer ryan's shirt is the same one that nick uses in the last ep of of#which we know it's something gmm does in their series and out of it too with their artists' events#(the day piploy used the same pink heart sweater as khaotung did in the fanta event i was the happiest tbh)#(one day i'll have firstkhao working with piploy and emi and that day i can die happy)#bibi gifs
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#Omar Rudberg#Omar in Stockholm#ENF tour#soooooo#I survived the concert#but barely#it was incredible#I was so close to the stage guys#like at the barricade#never happened to me before#I saw him from SO close#I don't know how I didn't just DIE#and so for once I have some videos where you can actually see him :o#I won't post them though because the sound is horrible#because 1 the speakers where in front of my face so it was crazy loud#and 2 I had a group of girls behind me who were very sweet but insanely loud and screaming every lyrics ^^'#so yeah my videos are good without the sound ^^'#but here's some gifs I made from them#(and some of the slower songs might be not too bad so I'll see if I post them ^^)#anyway#it was an incredible evening and I'm still not over it#he was so so good#he looked so fucking happy#and the energy in the venue was crazy
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Woman I would die for and her crazy ass partner


#THE PRISM DRAWING IS HEAVILY INSPIRED BY MEL FROM ARCANE#CAN YOU TELL I HAVE A TYPE#anyways I just. wanted to draw her a little dressed up and it ended up rocking my shir#shit#prism is SOOOOO freaking beautiful u guys#AND SO FREAKING INTELLIGENT!!!!!!!!! GOD. she's an engineer and freaking. AWESOME about it#i absolutely adore her as a character i hope so hard she's got a major role next game#and my phoeeeenix#constantly changing bits about their design#I'll be happy with them someday i SWEAR#i really like the shading on both of these tho#it's a mix offff highlighters and alcohol markers with some paint pens and gel pens#also they're both sketched in highlighter#cannn you tell I love mixed media#alas#ieytd#[agent moose's art]#i expect you to die#roxana prism#agent phoenix
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It's taking me ages to write this chapter because every time I look through old VODs / notes to check something, I come across moments like this that make me want to lie down face-first on the floor:
[Context: Pac commits to the idea of taking the Happy Pills so he can create a cure. He's about to write a note to Cellbit to explain his plan.]
Pac: If Cellbit puts himself in this position, it's worse for everyone, because Cellbit is smarter when it comes to coming up with strategic plans, so he is the thinking mind of the Favela Five group, so if he no longer has the mind, he’s not capable of solving this whole problem, you know? But if I put myself in this position to help Cellbit so he can get the cure... You understand? It's better if I'm the bait. Right? I can't- I can't carry things alone guys, I've already lost Mike [...] if I lose Cellbit and I alone had to carry things, I won't be able to. But I think Cellbit can manage better. He is more independent, and he has Roier. He has a husband. I'm trying to– to be lucid here, understand? That's all.
Date: September 11, 2023 || Timestamp: 03:10:10
#i talk#qsmp talk#Oh Pac... :((((#I know the Happy Pills arc is soured for a lot of us (for valid reasons) but I still love it because of how vital it is to Pac's character#This arc is what solidified him as my favorite character. He was so brave and he's so full of love and grief#Aghh. Those self-worth issues man... :(((#Pac cubito I carry you in my heart forever and ever and always#fic talk#I don't know if it's funny or miserable that whenever I fact-check myself thinking#''Am I misremembering this / misrepresenting this? Is this too grim?''#The answer is no I hit it dead center#I love Pac's dynamic with all the Favela members but Pac and Cellbit's relationship dynamic has so many layers#it's fascinating to explore#Especially since in the stream before this he had a complete breakdown because he was terrified Cell was going to come back#Love and fear and friendship and anger and hate and healing...#So many layers#The murderer who once mauled him who he left to die#Now a dear friend and co-parent of his son#It's fascinating#What breaks my heart is when Cellbit finds out Pac took the Happy Pills a few days later and they have a confrontation#Cellbit tells him ''You were my only hope- the only scientific person who could create a cure; how are we supposed to save you?''#''We still had one another and now I'm alone!'' <– As always please take my translation with a grain of salt#But man. MAN.... Pac saying Cellbit will be fine he can handle things on his own and he has Roier#vs. Cellbit having the same fears of being left alone#I wonder if; even for a moment; he remembered what it felt like when Pac (e Mike) abandoned him on that Island after Fuga#Obviously he realized / later learned why Pac took the pills but AGH!!!!!!!!!! It hurts.#I wish they logged on at the same time more frequently I WISH we got to see them interact more#I can't really explore this too much in the Fit Pac fic but I am delving into it in the Pac fic#I don't think I'll go as in-depth with the Happy Pill stuff as I'm doing in this fic though. This has been exhausting. It's a heavy arc#(Stream date: September 13 2023 || Timestamp 1:34:00 for Cellbit's POV of that conversation btw)
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I don't have words I only have tears now.
it certainly was one of a kind experience. ethereal ritual.
I will apload some stuff later but now you can have two pixels of this boyfriends and my soul even more now dedicated to them.
#sleep token#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#concert#sleep token ritual#i saw everything I'll ever need#i can live and die now really#I'm eternally happy now#just that#just really cried throughout the whole thing#like i mean it#i has fancy makeup and just ruined it on the first song#have no regrets tho#worshitposting
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Commander Tim Laurence trying to catch his chatty new bride's attention after they've just gotten married at Crathie Kirk, on 12 December 1992 🥰💕
#sweet baby boy#tall dark and handsome#he's so sweet#LOOK AT HIM TRYING TO CATCH HIS WIFEY'S ATTENTION#ALSO DID HE CALL HER DARLING IN THE THIRD GIF???????#BC I'LL DIE IF HE DID!!!!!!!#ANNE LOOKED SOOOOOOOO HAPPY#😭😭😭#MY BABY#SHE DESERVES THE WHOLE WORLD#ALSO LIZ BEING SO HAPPY FOR HER 😭😭😭#ALSOOOOOO MAMA LAURENCE SHIFTING TO STAND NEXT TO HER BABY#SO CUTE#AND CAN WE TALK ABOUT TIM'S UNCLE WHO LOOKS JUST LIKE HIM? LOL#THEY WERE SOOO HAPPY THAT DAY#AND THEY STILL ARE TIL THIS DAY#bless them#OH YEAH I FORGOT#LOOK AT HOW TALL IS JOJO#CHARLIE'S SO HANDSOME HEHE#princess anne#princess royal#tim laurence#timothy laurence#queen elizabeth ii#zara phillips#mama laurence#barbara laurence#the princess and the sailor#my gifs
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I gave myself a writing challenge and I am fascinated by it
So basically I put the robins in a randomizer to give them a new order/role (because I just...kinda wanted to see what would happen + I like role-reversal AUs) and got results that are giving me a fucking brain blast.
Stephanie, the first sidekick who defines the role
Tim, the sidekick who dies and comes back wrong
Dick, the sidekick who saves Batman from himself
Damian, the sidekick who was never supposed to be a sidekick but would go on to prove everyone wrong
Jason, the youngest sidekick who is still the Kid Wonder
...So this is fucking wild. I've got some ideas and several of these fit perfectly (Dick's role is pretty similar to his one in canon), but some of these are fucking INCREDIBLE to explore (Steph being the first Robin is something I never even considered but tbh I kinda love it).
I probably won't write a fic or anything because tbh I don't like publishing my writing that much, but I might expand this into a full AU and post about it. I might randomize other stuff too (ie, stuff that I cannot change vs stuff that I cannot keep the same) but this fucking rules as a starting point.
#uhhh what am I calling this??#randomizedrobinsau#stephanie brown#oh my god I am so excited to figure out how tf to write this.#because she's my favorite of these characters and having HER be the first sidekick + the one who has a mentor/older sister relationship#with the others?? kickass. though I'll probably keep her and Tim's relationship as 'dating-then-exes' because I think it's funny#and then SHE can be the Robin who Tim got fixated on + figured out her identity?? holy fuck and then the angst of Tim later dying#Tim Drake#tbh I kinda wish he'd gotten a different position because 'sidekick who dies' Tim has kinda been done a lot with the standard#reverse robin aus. But it'll still be fun to write. Definitely going the Joker Junior route with this because Batman Beyond kicks ass#Dick Grayson#He'll honestly probably be the easiest. Like...his role has not changed much outside of being younger/not the one who defines this#But I still think it'll be good to see how well I know Dick beyond his eldest brother thing (which is my best way of relating to him)#Damian al ghul#damian wayne#oh this is gonna kick ass#Bruce does not want his son to be a sidekick but Damian just kinda forces his way into that role#and everybody doubts him because of his history with the league but he later proves himself more than capable#to the point that he can set out mostly on his own and still thrive#Jason Todd#Jason being the baby of the family is also something I have never thought about but holy shit it could kick ass#I really hope that I don't roll 'Jason must die' or 'Robin 5 must die' on the randomizer. I just kinda want Jason to live this time#But unfortunately I double-screwed him because he's on the 'must happen' wheel twice now. I did not think these prompts through#TBH I am so happy that none of them rolled their OG roles. because that would have been so fucking boring
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Ok from glimpses of the cancelled BJ goes Hawaiian script, plus clips I've seen from the cartoon, and now the sequel, Betelgeuse and Lydia always seem to have a scene (or scenes; might have been more than one in the cartoon) dancing together, except in the first movie. But all the media that has come after has had them dance together.
So I fully expect another dance scene in the final movie. I think dancing is just part of the characters' aesthetic. 💚
#Imagine them waltzing in a white room after they finally get married for real#Don't know why but I wish it could be a romantic waltz lol#A lovely wedding waltz#Beetlebabes#Beetlejuice x Lydia#I say a white room because in my head if they marry for reals it will be at the very end of the movie and maybe after Lydia has passed away#Like them meeting in the afterlife#That way they can be together forever#bc we just don't know what in the world will happen if she marries dead Betelgeuse#it'd be interesting if she does marry him while dead to see what he'll do when unleashed#he'll probably just become a regular human without powers lol#Idk maybe he'd like that since it seems it's what he wanted for a long time#and now he just wants Lydia so maybe he will be happy as a regular man because he will get to live and die next to her#Ok I'll stop here too many tags lol#Beetlejuice
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sorry for only saying this type of shit lately but i kinda wanna drive a car straight into a brick wall at the highest speed possible
#trying to keep it together so bad because i already know the problems and solutions and whatnot but i cannot do anything#i desperately just need to do something. accomplish any task. actually several would be nice. but i cannot stand just letting life go by#while i watch other people have the things i want. or even metaphorically living my dream like. that should be me why am i settling for thi#i hate even talking about this because i feel so stupid when i know it's not even a real tangible problem and that i actually DO have real#problems to tackle and the ability to do so but i'm choosing to be upset over the stupidest things i could possibly be sad about#and i can't even be sad about it in a normal way i'm cycling through like several different reactions to smth that isn't even real#or if it is real i literally do not have tanglible evidence for it one way or another like i'm driving myself insane for no reason#i can't even get catharsis because all i'm doing is digging a deeper hole for something i never should've gone back into in the first place#because i KNOW how i am i KNOW how i react to things and i still chose to do it lmao.#and i continue to choose to go through this shit instead of actively trying to change my life because... i'm lazy? and stupid? idk#negative self-talk isn't gonna get me to do anything either so let's just say i'm feeling particularly unmotivated like usual#i hated being a teenager but i really do miss when all my problems just amounted to 'someone was mean to me on tumblr today :(' or i failed#a test in chemistry or something. like i yearn for that simplicity becasue at this point all i'm doing is ruining my own life LMAO#i'm too scared to live i'm too scared to die so i just sit here and fantasize that life could be amazing if i wait#and i'll magically get everything i've ever wanted if i just wait long enough. and i know it isn't true and i still wait for it to happen.#because honestly like. i think deep down i am just convinced i will fail at anything i do when that shouldn't be what scares me.#what scares me should be never even allowing myself to fail because i never tried to do anything at all with myself or my life#like. wake the fuck up. get off your ass and put in the effort. learn some skills. gain independence and stability and discipline and do it#just live please i'm begging you just live so i can be happy don't i deserve to be happy... why am i not letting myself be happy#i'm literally keeping myself trapped in this negative feedback loop ON PURPOSE because teehee shiny toy#and it doesn't matter if the love is real it doesn't matter how i feel like i'm just using it as a distraction i can't say it's motivation#because it's barely motivated me at all. i have to start being realistic. 25 & just realizing you actually have to participate in your life#anyways. i've cried i've agonized i've pictured killing myself in 30 different ways. i think the only way i'm gonna feel better is#to just actually try this time without giving up. wish me luck
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almost january which means it's almost st sebastian's feast day which means it's almost light yagami's death day which means it's almost february which means it's almost valentine's day which means im six months behind on all of my projects
#ough i have so much to do and then also real life stuff that makes me want to curl up and die but i really gotta get my applications sent#out n stuff so i know what the fuck im going to be doing with my life before the not knowing kills me#but anyway i have a few things planned that i'd like to get done soon but the biggest one is prolly gonna be valentines day bc like#the cards i did last year took me TEN MILLION YEARS to do and i'd like to make them nicer this year and also i have more mutuals#but i think it'll be fun i think i;ll just have to start much much earlier this time around tho#ive found ive become rlly taken w valentines day since getting on tumblr i like doing valentines things i mean i used to do those irl too#but i like drawing themed cards 4 ppl on here and then getting to send them all it's fun#and i have other projects n i wanna participate in some events (much less than last year tho im thinking One piece per event so i dont#fuck myself over again) and i should rlly get started on kinktober things. might seem early but writing takes me foreverrrrr#and i'd like to have at least one fic done for it that i feel completely happy with#whatever i just have much to do fandom-wise. and also much to do not fandom wise but if i think about it i'll start crying so im thinking#about fandom things#also btw if anyone knows of any new dn events being set up lmk so i can add them to my calendar i think i have all the big ones and their#potential/planned dates set up but i like to know everything forever
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the reason geto and gojo wouldn't work out is because they both want to be the housewife
#geto like haha yeah we'll just get rid of curses. i won't need to eat any and therefore will have no main attack but won't need one!!#people won't have to die anymore!!!#gojo like i'll just work myself to the bone as long as i can and change the power structure and then i won't need to fight so many curses!!#they both want to stay home and spend the time learning to bake for each other#nanami is invited#everyone is welcome#in their own ideal world both of them imagine they get to be calm and happy with nothing but each other to worry about#and sadly that just won't happen#jjk
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I said it before and I'll say it again.
It can not be this hard to write a female lead that stands hand and hand with the protagonist. That her whole character doesn't revolve around just her feelings towards the protagonist. (Say what you want but if in the end her arc was about accepting her feelings about the mc then her arc was around those feelings more then anything.)
And it can not be this hard to make two childhood rivals take up a lot of their screen time and have their relationship be a major part of the show and not have them come off as romantic. In fact it can not be this hard to just not give them romantic tropes.
You know how I know it can't be this hard because say what you will about the later seasons, about the fanservice and all that, but hiro fucking mishima managed to do that with Gray, Lucy and Natsu. Fairytail for all its faults has some good relationship and characters especially in its early seasons. And I hate how it's apparently such a challenge for everyone else.
#fairy tail#mha#i can name you like 20 things about lucy that aren't about Natsu can you all do that with Ochako.#mha is genuinely the better written of the two but people sleep on ft relationships#i know there are others but these are the two i know and i'll harp on them until the day i die#i'm so happy there was never a real love triangle there#lucy is such a well written female character mashima stop making her seem weaker then she is#i wish ft was more popular so i wasn’t actually just shouting at the void with these#i don't care that we got a “not cannon” with Horikoshi 329 has this issue too#its so prevlent i had such high hopes for this manga and now their all gone 😭#my hero acedamia#ft 100yq#shouts of the void#i'm still so mad about the chapter ahhhh
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#should I wish a friend happy birthday#this friend didn't write me even once for half a year and I know I kinda to blame for playing the 'I wonder if she'll write me first' game#but it worked isn't it. isn't it.#and we also kinda fighted before this break#and overall relationship went from 'we spend hours talking daily' to 'I barely get to know what happens in her life if I press hard enough'#(and I can't shake the feeling that it's because her mental health get better (good for her!) and since she wasn't in need of support so#much she just wasn't interested so much anymore. but also I can be unfair because of my own brainworms and she was just busy with her new#life and new shiny friends etc which again not something to blame her for I myself can bounce from friend to friend depend on hyperfixation#but like no news for half of year. come on)#anyway#to write or not to write#I just imagine polite 'thank you' and lifeless 'how do you do' with even more lifeless answers and death looks more preferable#and maybe it's better to just let it die as it is#but also I may be overdramatic. and it's just me seeing my fave nightmarish scenario where person could've just literally be busy#funny thing is that conclave looks exactly like shit we could've absolutely obsessed about together as in old times#but I'm not even sure I'll be comfortable mention this around her if we start talking again#our last fight kinda punched me in very soft spots#siiiiigh#it's either me overthinking or me pathetically following around person that just doesn't interested anymore (and it's fiiine things happens)#I just. need to sleep I guess.
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lays on the floor do you guys ever think about how in ResF Bulma falls for Vegeta's fake-out with Freeza and both she and Yamcha are worried about Vegeta's villain fake-out strategy in Champa and Beerus' mini tournament and how it's only been a couple of years since the Buu saga and how Vegeta straight up stopped using that strategy after that tournament
#i do#do you think he noticed it upset her twice in a row and was like 'oh I haven't earned the trust back yet i'll retire this strat'#'it's fun to scare people but i do not like my wife being scared we can put this one up on the shelf for emergencies only'#because like bulma can consciously trust him and I'm sure she does but one can still have The Fear if you've seen your spouse relapse befor#And he probably thinks it's very amusing but it is also almost certainly very not funny for her no matter how much she trusts him#and the next arc is Trunks and she's so worried about the way he left she ignored the PDA rules and squished him when she saw him alive#Because Geets determination can be self destructive when it comes to Bulma and Trunks and he killed himself to protect them once before#and knowing how connected they've been for so long some part of her probably Knew he would opt to stay behind and die like he was going to#And I love the idea that between those two events and all of the things Trunks tells him about Bulma during the GB arc Geets has to really#really be confronted with how loved he is -- and it's not that he wasn't aware before but knowing she even missed him at his worst#and loved him maybe even before she was pregnant -- means the cruel part of his mind can't make excuses for why she stayed with him#I also like to think that being confronted with the idea that Bulma is still scared for him getting his worst wires tripped#wouldn't be offensive to him. Knowing he's still got work to do if his wife is worried about those things happening to him again#is just proof that she loves him with his flaws and was still thinking about it and supporting his recovery when he didn't#even notice he was recovering -- which has always been true of her -- and now he has the chance to support her recovery in return#and being in a place where he can still put that work in to make her feel secure in his priorities is a privilege and a gift#and man I just really like how casually comfortably close they are in Super's manga I love them a lot they worked so hard#to make each other feel safe and secure for the past decade+ that it's Easy for them both now and they're SUCH a confident couple#and I am once again shaking the anime by the shoulders WHY didn't you give us that they are SO the team's Mom and Dad in the manga#until Goku riles Vegeta up -- then Piccolo is the team Dad. Bc Piccolo is the team Grandpa aksjda The Z-Fighter's locker room judge#dbtag#vegebul#putting the whole essay in the tags again oops#happy pride i am gay for a whole married couple
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