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The curse of being goth and smelling like a sweaty Italian man.
Just spent the last hour scrubbing the smell of onion out of my trenchcoat's armpits. Why god?
#why must i smell like an italian deli?#i even wear cardigans to try and keep the stink away#yet it never works#life is a struggle fr#i scrubbed for like 30 minutes and i still smelled it permeating#and ya know you can't just throw them in the wash because LEATHER#uhg
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Join us and die 🧟♀️🧟♀️🧟♀️
My piece for @trafficzine 5th edition!! Go check out the whole zine 🫵
#dddaily4sherin#day 343!#secret life#secret life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#geminitay#ethoslab#impulsesv#bdoubleo100#pearlescentmoon#goodtimeswithscar#smallishbeans#grian#bigbst4tz2#tangotek#skizzleman#itlwart#scott smajor#zombiecleo#aka EVEYRONE IN THAT SESSION HRLEOJAKAKW#THIS WAS SO FUN TO DOOO EVEN THO IT WAS A STRUGGLE LMAO#an honour to be in this zine fr i hope you guys like this :DDD#my art
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Her heart was beating in her ears like a marching band
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I’ve been getting back into drawing stuff for Rhythm Doctor again because of the Act 5 hype, so here’s a silly comic based on Mic Check by ReneeDekobora2042!! It was one of the first RD fics I read when I first got into the fandom, and probably one of the best (definitely up there with Clipboard Notes, victor if you’re seeing this hi LOL) so I thought it would be nice to make a short comic of one of my favorite parts. More ramblings & bonus doodles under the cut :]
I started working on this about a month an a half ago, and initially I just wanted to work on this as a small silly wacky fanart project that was supposed to look more like this
So like every sane artist I decided to make it harder for myself
Also some unused sketches based on the Rollerdisco Rumble Reprise custom level by Kabii!
These were my favorite panels during the sketching phase but I had to change the last couple panels to reference 2-3N instead because it made more sense timeline wise. Might render these someday tho because I'm still attached to them lmao
Last but not least shoutout to my discord friends for being there for my slow descent into madness (now if youll excuse me im going to go collapse now thank you for reading)
#rhythm doctor#nicole ting#cole brew#chiimo art shenanigans#usually im talkative in the tags but honestly ill jusdt#add them tomorrow im really tired LMAO#edit: hi im awake now time to start rambling!!!111!!1111!#bro the STRUGGLE i had to go through to make sure it was exactly 7 pages#i saw the opportunity and SNATCHED IT#somehow the hands werent that hard to draw#but i struggled on the eyes instead?????#art is fun#ive noticed liek#3 inaccuracies#no ones gonna notice so its fine lmao#cocole has taken over my life i swear#ive got some more cocole art that i might post sometime#im so normal about them fr#cocole
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what is a cigarette. qhat is the beatles cartoon
#my struggle art era fr#starrison#the beatles#george harrison#ringo starr#also if i havent made it clear i owe the beatles cartoon my life#and also my entire career in beatles fanart
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you don't need to be a good writer to get published or get a movie adaptation, just look at colleen hoover!
#i hate her#nasty human fr#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writers#writer#writing community#creative writing#writerblr#writer things#writers block#writers life#writers and poets#writerscommunity#ao3 writer#writer stuff#writing funny#on writing#write#writing meme#writing memes#writing struggles#writing problems#writing humor#writer problems#writing is hard#queer writers#colleen hoover#coho
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I'm sorry that my blog has become a Gravity Falls repository as of late (lying) but also. Listen. Hear me out. Ford Pines exists and I love him
#i watched the show for the first time over covid lockdown with my brother#this renaissance is forcing me to rewatch and like. he. him. HIM. my GUY#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls#...he always appealed to me in that he's a weird nerd who struggles with self isolation and obsession and forming relationships#and he bases a lot of his self worth on how others perceive his intelligence and what he can produce to demonstrate it#he's just like me fr#or should i say... it's just like my life. in a way#anyway context my other favorite characters of all time are bruce wayne/batman and anakin skywalker/darth vader#doomed to fall in love with characters who catch WAY too much shit from their respective fandoms#my post#mine
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Me too, buddy. Me too.
#that issue made me feel really sad even though ik it’s supposed to be funny#he’s just like me fr#it’s issue 31 from Young Justice 1998 btw#Urgh I want to grab him by the shoulders and squeeze him so tight and tell him YOURE NOT TOO MUCH!!!!#I dunno and then he goes and messes up a few times cause he didn’t have enough information#and it’s like#THATS HOW I FEEL IN LIFE!#NOBODY EVER TOLD ME! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW!#and then the ppl just kinda keep shushing him if he asks for an explanation!!!!#BUT HE JUST WANTS TO HELP!!#AND NOBODY LISTENS TO HIS STRUGGLES!!!#bart allen#impulse#dc#young justice#young just us#yj98#I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS!
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The truth about Alicent Hightower: why is she so disliked?
https://youtu.be/t9HjamrAMfU?si=QpoUMPQQSuTWmovz
I found this video on YouTube. I didn't watch the video, but I did read the comments, and many of them were negative toward Alicent. I want to know your thoughts on this video.
The comments are negative towards Alicent because the creator's request for engagement consisted of asking her audience to share why they disliked Alicent. Though I do feel inclined to enquire myself: why are you asking me to react to this video if you haven't even watched it?
Many of these talking points I have already addressed in my lengthy meta posts over time:
There is a conflation of Alicent from the books and Alicent from the show. Show!Alicent was not sent to comfort Jaehaerys and is more innocent and trusting that book!Alicent because she is younger.
Alicent is hated by many viewers for "seducing" Viserys. The creator says she doesn't and denies that people blame her for that, but they do. It's an easily-verified, observable reality and, thus, a strange thing to even say.
Jace/Helaena is not an advantageous marriage for the greens.
"Why was Otto spying on Rhaenyra?" It's literally his job. "He deserved to be fired". It's literally his job to be spying on everyone and report the information back to the King.
The Hightowers are faced with the fait accompli that Aegon will not be named heir. They went into the marriage fully believing that Alicent's sons would overtake Rhaenyra in the line of succession, as was the social norm.
It ultimately comes back to what I was talking about these last few days. This is the result of a conflation of several factors:
ignorance about what medieval social and economic arrangements actually were (what is feudalism? what is manorialism?);
stubbornly clinging to the notion that Westeros is an absolutist monarchy and that "the King's word is law";
downplaying the bastard issue, i.e. refusing to acknowledge how concerning the division of the marital estate was to inheritors and blaming it entirely on misogyny-fueled sex-negativism;
having no concept of what common law is or how it functions.
People can't let go of this image that Westeros is a capitalist modern state with an authoritarian leader (the King). And dragons. (It's Russia, basically. The dragons are bears).
Most of TB's discourse contains some combination of the above, which is why, honestly, at this point, if people are so invested in still talking about this, I would truly suggest a primer in medieval history, because this is getting ridiculous. These reasonings are just not rooted in a tangible basis of reality and trying to engage with them is like fighting windmills.
In the same vein, I wish people would stop bringing up the point of Alicent misunderstanding that Viserys changed his mind on his death bed. I get it, you think it's a dumb argument, but, lo' and behold, it's actually lifted straight from real history and, to the shock of thousands of Twitter users, it worked. What now? Stephen of Blois truly is crying in the afterlife because you think this little trick of his lacks realism. 🤦♀️
#they don't understand how much modern institutions shape their daily lives#institutions which are totally absent from westeros#it doesn't even have a parliament#'pass a law' pfffff#anti rhaenyra targaryen#anti team black#alicent hightower#there is also the refusal to accept that rhaenyra has any power over her own situation#and that she also could have made better choices both for herself and for the realm#'what was rhaenyra to do?' renounce being heir! or be smarter about it!#girl pick a struggle fr#ask#anon#also. like. you have to laugh at OP's characterization of rhaenyra being groomed by daemon during their night out in town#& then coercing criston into sex#as 'her living her best life'
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Tom Hiddleston once suggested Sif's actress Jaime Alexander could have played Loki instead of him.
Do you think your feelings about Thor 1 and 2 would change in any way if Loki were cast as a woman? (if the plot stays exactly the same or minor differences)
I feel like it absolutely would change my thoughts about Thor 1 and 2 but hear me out because the gender change in the context of what I understand of Asgardian society would mean Loki starts out as a younger sister thanklessly expected to mediate Thor’s violent tendencies and by the end of the movie she’s turned into what is basically Hela
#I think throwing Loki under the bus by making her a woman but not changing the plot would have a lot of implications#like as a man/prince in asgardian society there was the whole warrior life thing going on as an expectation#and idk if that pressure would be more or less if Loki was a girl?#I’d assume the pressure is less but if Loki is still struggling to be loved/respected it’s like. of course she’s trying to be a warrior too#Loki would 🤝 with Sif a lot more directly in terms of situation#Sif having no solidarity for that would be wild but could make sense I suppose#if magic use was frowned upon even if Loki is a woman it would be ‘oh of course she should be allowed to she needs to make up for lacking X’#competing with Thor would be so much more savage fr#like you’ve told a stolen/fostered daughter that she’s got the same shot for the throne as your son. in a patriarchal warrior society#in a place where men and women have different cultural expectations and the person on the throne should always be ready for war#like. bruh#also Odin saying he wants to forge peace between their realms obv means the possibility of Odin wanting to marry Thor and her at some point#unfortunate
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reading a post s7 fic and it's got me thinking... like, y'know, maybe the reason wil and xand struggle with their partners is because no one really comes above buffy. they're part of the slayer's arsenal, her best weapons, her biggest supports. and why buffy has such people troubles in general is because she will always always save wil and xand before anybody else. cause it's them three against the world
#in parentheses with a little asterisk ofc this is excluding dawn but do you understand me#they're trauma bonded u can't separate them :(#it'd probably be better for them honestly but also it's CRUEL#I'm just throwing this out there bc I'm thinking about the three of them again#like I don't think it's accurate but I don't feel like I'm entirely wrong either#will has an easier time putting her partners above buffy but like. idk man. she brought the bitch back from the dead#that was pretty big#and we all know how xander deals with buffy vs his girlfriends#buffy can't make friends to save her life out here and it's probably cause they know the scooby gang is fucking impenetrable#like oh yeah you really think ur coming between them? lol. lmao. rofl even#and okay buffy knows they can handle themselves. but be fr#if one of them was actually struggling do you not think she would drop everything to help them?#I am NEVER going to be able to properly articulate my feelings on three I just. they're so important to me. so important#I am still devastated to find they do not have an official ship name. someone. please#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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Indians and their obsessions over 10x shade lighter foundation than their actual actual skin tone.
#why bro why#yk your skin looks greyish#desi aunties fr#desi aunty#desiblr#desi tag#desi academia#desitags#desi things#desi culture#desi stuff#desi tumblr#desi teen#desi memes#desiness#desi blog#desiblogger#desi shit posting#just desi things#desi thoughts#desi people#desi life#being desi#desi side of tumblr#desis#desi struggles#desi indian#desi
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Had some sushi, laughed and hugged my friends, made more plans for the next few weeks, maybe will do something on my bday after all, got to wear boots and an umbrella at last. There *is* some good in this world, you were so right Sam. It *is* worth fighting for.
#believe or not i am 100% sober. just feeling very sappy and appreciative of people and things for once#also i look hot!! autumn clothes at last!! (even if it is still a bit too hot because HUMID. AUGH. MY HAIR)#saw a friend i hadn't seen in many many months!!! we talked!!! i was brave and told her i was struggling!!!#it was my best friend's mom bday. she fr is like a 2nd mom and dear friend to me. 50 years!!!!#i wish you could all meet her she's so cool and awesome and amazing and warm 🥺#anyways. yeah. life is good#be kind have hope eat something etc etC
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Once I figure out how to get the confidence and correct angles to post femme scratching post pics (I’m really happy with my back at the moment), it’s game over for all of y’all 🖤
#lesbian#wlw#sapphic#lesbian pride#sapphic yearning#alt lesbian#lesbian nsft#sapphic nsft#goth femme#femme bait#femme4femme#femme lesbian#nah but fr tho#idk posting pics is hard when you’ve struggled with your body for most of your life up until recently
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good thing I am “that person” who acknowledges that characters aren’t one dimensional girlbosses who have zero flaws and make the right choices forever even when going through immense stress and trauma <3 unlike some people in manhwa comment sections 🤭
#deity dialogue#some of yall wanna read the most boring stories in the world#also day ??? of praying everyone who gets mad in comments and claims they could do better than the main characters find themselves in the#same exact situation and scenario and same exact restrictions as said characters#and that they have to prove whether or not they could actually do better <3#I couldn’t be a deity fr because I’d use my power to put annoying bitches through shit they claim to be able to do better at and watch them#struggle and suffer until they realize how fucking stupid they sound.#hello welcome new followers I am mean and annoyed at people online#yall expect too much from people and characters like#if a character is perfect never made a mistake never did anything wrong then that’s a poorly written character imo#that doesn’t exist in real life or in fiction I think it’s good to have a character make mistakes#btw for context: the character in question watched countless people she cared about die at the hands of a single man was always on edge that#she would be next forced to work as his main and be his loyal dog was almost forced to kill the persons he previously served but he was#already dead was forced to stab ppl watched her only friend turn out to be a spy lose her thumbs and be dragged away was fed poison#regularly and finally snapped and made the decision to trap and stab the man which sure yeah bad idea but like. she’s traumatized
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it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy
#its only our third time meeting but its so beyond fucking frustrating to feel like we spent the whole hour going in circles & lowkey arguing#& like she never actually listened to any of the things ive told her. like the ENTIRW REASON i told her i was seeking extra help after#dealing w arfid type noncense all my life was 'achieving goal x is always kind of tough but im trying to do it while also achieving goal y &#im struggling with finding a way to balance the two things' like thats IT & then as shes suggesting things to try im like idk of those are#worth the effort bcus they conflict w goal y & shes like. have you considered not worrying about that so you can focus on x?#like NO bcus thats what i was previoislt doing & it doesnt fucking work for me! & she was just not understanding what i meant by adding#variety or having 'better options' shes all like. ok but even if this new thing conflicts with goal y it can just be another option for you#like thats not the POINT i already have enough options i can switch between that conflict with that like the whole point is i need to fill#the gaps w things that are nutritionally different. like if im ok with something thatll use up a significant portion of ny daily values of#shit then i already have multiple options that i actively like well enough i dont wanna waste my time adding more that are things i think#are just ok but take more work. literally whats the point of that#& im like i think rather than me just thinking of random shit i think i could try itd be helpful if I could like get some guidance on like#what are some things that fall into somewhere into this category or this adjacent category while also not being this other thing & then i#cab like determine from there what i already like & can try & add more of & things from that list that sound like sth i can try#& shes like well idk theres a lot of foods out there. YEAH ABD ISNT IT YOUR FUCKING JOB TO KNOW ABOUT FOOD? like i gave fairly specific#parameters this isnt like a 'list every food on earth' type of question what am i even paying you for if you cant come up with a list#like that. & she jept getting hung up on like well lots of things that are the most calorically dense are gonna be like that like ok it#doesnt have to be the MOST dense maybe think about it like 'the densest things in this other category' which sounded straightforward to me#but she was just like continuing to argue & also like getting hung up on reminding me that everything is dependent on portions like#I FUCKING KNOW?? like if a serving of something is like 10% of my dv id rather find something where a serving is 5% etc. idk how thats like#a hard concept like whats the point of adding something to be like oh sure ill have a third of a serving & get 50 extra calories out of it#be so fr rn im so beyond frustrated still even tho its been hours since i talked to her this is more stressful & annoying than the stress of#just trying to figure shit out on my own i fucking hate having to try & re explain nyaelf ivee & over & have someone just talk over me &#fail to understand what im getting at. im one more shitty session away from quitting & just resigining myself to 70% liquid diet#anyways#texticles
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!! DRUMINDOR SPOILERS IN TEXT AND TAGS !!
Listening to Drumnidor as a Hadrian girlie is not easy. My god they're assassinating his entire character and taking away his life purpose right in front of us! They're reducing him to a stupid comic relief character with no depth and no real influence on the people around him (to a greater degree than they ever did before) and they're taking away all his greatest achievements and attributing them to someone else to fit the plot! His main character status has been revoked and he's now apparently merely a supporting character in someone else's story. Please, everyone, a moment of silence for my blorbo 😔🙏 Rest in peace mr. Blackwater. At least they let you pull some impressive-arse sword moves, you looked really cool... but I am so sorry they did not let you be a practising hoe in this one 🥀
#riyria#drumindor spoilers#sorry everyone i am about five and a half hours into the audiobook and i just reached a conversation between hadrian and arcadius#and i want to fucking jump out a window#why is mjs doing hadrian like this???? what's even his fucking point in the story if it's gonna be like this????#literally and what is hadrian? chopped liver etc etc!!!!!#someone who is also reading the book please talk to me or help me see how i am misinterpreting this#i just want hadrian to be taken seriously and be valued and i want him to actually achieve something that is not just helping royce on his#journey to becoming a better person but yeah i guess he can't even have that - the one thing they kind of let him have in the other books#i am literally becoming a worse person as i listen lol#And listening to Drumindor as a Hadrian/Royce shipper is even harder!#lol#I'm sorry everyone#I can't even make any jokes about this point you'll just have to read the book yourself and find out.#i want to adopt hadrian out of that story my god i swear there is someone who cares about you and values you#crossing my fingers that the remaining 14 hours of this book is different 🤪🤡#(at least gwen is nice to hadrian and i love that we get to see them bond/see more of their friendship#it's so jarring though bc she actually treats him as an adult#and not as an idiot)#like am i losing my mind???#was it always like this????#was it different because there were other characters around to interact with???#i want to cry because i am so frustrated lol#as i reread my tags i must say it could also be that i am projecting my struggles onto him LOL#because my life is really bad rn in a suspiciously similar manner ...#either i'm a hadrian fan bc he's just like me fr or oh god i'm literally just misinterpreting everything and its not that deep#but i want him to also get the opportunity to be that deep :( ok enough tags now sorry everyone so sorry everyone#fellow hadrian fans what do we think#enter the hivemind (the replies to this post or my inbox/messages) and let me know#and royce fans what do you think about royce in this book?
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