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Legacy: Life among the Ruins 2e
More of an engine than a system at this point, Legacy is a game about... legacy, each player plays as an entire faction of people, guiding their history, their conflicts, and their choices. Eventually, the game zooms in, showing the story of a couple of notable heroes from each PC faction going on dangerous quests to save people. Legacy is on the complex side of things, so I wanted to save it for later, but I'd be doing a disservice to everyone by not recommending this sooner rather than later
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#my art#ace attorney#franziska von karma#im going INSANE#im going fucking CRAZY#so i already told you all how i made a brush set in the shape of among us crewmates#but these are genuinely the best brushes i have ever used#i used amoguses stacked on top of each other for the chains#i made a scatter brush for the glitter#so if you zoom in on the glitter on her dress you'll see a bunch of little amoguses floating around#these brushes are so good#they have ruined my life#i have been so proud of everything i have made with this brush#i will never be able to go back#one day i will create my magnum opus#and in the desperate search for aesthetic beauty someone will ask me for the brushes i used for my masterpiece#and i wont be able to answer them seriously#god help me
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I think it’s funny how people point to the existence of female kataang stans as proof that kataang isn’t written for the male gaze when every female kataang stan I’ve interacted with has said something to the effect of “but he’s so nice, he wouldn’t have done something like that” to dismiss his blatant violation of Katara’s boundaries on screen. It is unfortunately not uncommon for women to flock to the defense of male interests.
#do you realize how many times real sa victims hear things like this?#female kataang stans are like those women who try to convince you men have it just as hard#and say things like ‘it was just one little touch is it really worth ruining his life over?’#again do you know how common it is for sa victims to hear this?#how they are wrong for feeling hurt because the perpetrator was ‘good’ or ‘traumatized’ or ‘didn’t know better’?#i see you#atla#anti kataang#aang critical#katara deserved better#not to mention kataang was a fantasy of two men from 2005#whereas zutara by contrast was primarily conceptualized by women#and back when being openly misogynistic was still acceptable#the fact that zutara was most popular among women and girls was used as evidence of it being inferior
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>mfw i realize the investors of the royal trading company i hired myself out to as land-marine security have bet their entire livelihoods and dreams for the future on a doomed project and i just could not care less about any of them.
Pocahontas (1995)
#'''those boys'''' :3#king bitch john smith#john smith#disney john smith#disney's pocahontas#disneyedit#pocahontasedit#pocahontas meta#pocahontas#disneygif#pocahontasgif#queso*gif#queso*edit#john 'cunt montague' smith saying some more out of pocket shit about his fellow englishmen#this man. fucking Hates the people he's here with#there's no way he doesn't do more than tolerate them all. he's Constantly pulling anti-social shit like this#even how he indulges thomas reads very much as 'tolerance for the kid' to me#from the settlers' perspective the revelation that Virginia has no gold is Life Ruining News#and john's response is to Laugh. the virginia company is falling apart john. and you're LAUGHING#this is a good time to remember that john's not actually there as a ''settler'' himself#HE'S not personally invested in the company. he's there to protect the investors' interests. for PAY.#he's a hired gun: his job is to make sure nobody dies too badly on this venture#and he's good at his job! he's a damn professional. he doesn't need to LIKE them to give a shit about them all surviving.#hell part of his job is working with and maintaining order among the company for RATCLIFFE#and they HATED each other on SIGHT.#pocahontas (1995)
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was reminded that Maven’s entire motivation primarily revolves around his need to be better than Cal at literally anything so much so that he basically kills himself when he loses it
#they fuck me up so bad#spent his entire life being compared to Cal and being deemed the lesser of the two#and then he finally is better than him and even then everyone’s basically like ‘we’d prefer ur brother🫤’#the clash between him needing Cal to know he’s better thus Cal HAS to live#but by keeping Cal alive it ruins his image among the silver nobles because it makes him look incompetent#and on top of that all the shit with Mare#He HAS to be better in every way the throne isn’t enough he also needs Mare to prove he’s above Cal#that doubled with his mutilated image of Mare#he was never gonna survive he was never going to succeed on the throne he was doomed to fail the moment Elara first infected him#THIS IS SICK#maven calore#cal calore#red queen thoughts#red queen series
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sometimes people who struggle like to make jokes or find positives about their condition that causes them to struggle so they can escape the constant negative and struggle. sometimes autistic people will say things like "the 'tism" or use the "autism creature" or say their autism helped them have a *positive trait* to feel better about their struggles. because living your life only focusing on the struggles and negatives is depressing and makes it hard to want to live, even if those struggle take up 100% of your life and you can't actually escape them. sometimes any little seemingly positive thing can help a lot.
but there's so many other autistic people that hate when we do that and call it "reducing autism to a cute trendy thing" and say it takes away from *their* struggles and is bad and shouldn't be used. maybe *you* want to only focus on your struggles, but some people can't live in constant negative and need some positive or to find ways to make their condition more positive so they can feel better about living with their struggles. life is hard. I take anything I can get.
I cant get jobs. I can't make and keep friends. I can't get help and support for doing "normal" things so sometimes I go weeks without being able to shower and without eating more than a bowl of cereal a day. most times can't even do things I like. struggle to communicate. have meltdowns. i'll never be able to live independently. I struggle a lot. but instead of sitting here always depressed and having no motivation to live, i'd rather try to joke about "my 'tism is acting up again" when i'm struggling (just an example. don't think I ever actually used the 'tism thing but i saw others use it) or say "i'm just being a creature" when I need to stay in my dark room because everything is too much and I personally find it cute to be a little creature meant in a positive way. i'm not actually downplaying mine or anyone else's struggles. I still acknowledge them and that silly jokes dont make them go away. i'm not trying to be trendy. i'm not doing any of the things people say we do by making silly little jokes. i'm using the silly little jokes to convince myself life can be a little more than pointless, painful garbage all the time.
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#dont know why continuing in tags but here is more#sometimes we need to ask “why” and not just get mad about how we feel personally. because other people feel differently#yes im guilty of only thinking my feelings and situation and how it relates too and forgetting other peoples. i also need to learn#and everyone's feelings should be valid. just because something might “hurt” you it might be important for someone else#everyones feelings are valid. but we cant protect everyones feeling. so idk the solution#but stopping someone from having a small positive among a sea of nevgative seems a little mean to me#youre not being empathetic to their side. and i can turn it around and be not empathetic to your side and say stop being upset#and get over it and let people have fun. but i wont. i hear you. but at the same time maybe hear us too.#not everyone wants to live only negatively. youre allowed to but dont expect others to.#and yes i GET IT these things can make the allistics and neurotypicals be even worse towards us. but what do we do?#throw out any positivity we can find and grovel in our struggles because the allistics wont take us seriously?#DO THEY TAKE US SERIOUSLY WITHOUT THOSE SILLY TRENDY THINGS? NO! THEY NEVER HAVE#like i said i dont know the solution and everything still be used against us by those people anyway so might as well have fun?#if we focus on struggles they baby us and dont let us do things and block us from living life#if we focus on positive they dismiss our struggles and try to make us do what we cant and dont help us#we cant win! so its not “the 'tism” or whatever other things people made up that cause them to act this way#they already act that way and wont stop unless we figure out how to teach them! but i dont know how! im just a useless little creature#this is probably controversial and someone will get because i dont agree with their perspective despite respecting it#someome will comment to lecture me even though i get it. i do. but two things can exist at the same time!! idk what to tell you!#autistic#autism#actually autistic#lee rambles#words are hard so dont know if i worded it well or not. probably not#also why take away fun things because another group used it for bad? make them stop the bad not stop the good!#i also might be missing more context. i think is about tiktok using these for bad. tiktok is just bad in general and i refuse to use it#why tiktok dictate and ruin our lives now in general? tiktok is really bad 😂 but that another conversation#no one yell at me and say i dismiss struggles of struggling autistics. maybe you dismiss me needing negative thing to have positive?#not in mood for negative response. will probably cry fhhddhsjdjdjkd#today is real struggle day but if i be little creature i feel better
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things to note: im watching everyone's povs from the life series. all of them. ever.
anyway
one of my friends told me that i need to finish watching a gaming video since a new part of the game came out a long time ago. and erm. don't they know,,, i have a legal obligation to finish all of the life series videos first.
#life series#traffic smp#literally the only other videos i have watchez#among us. alpharad among us#the video they want me to finish is SB ruin
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Have you ever read the Winternight trilogy? I'd love to see your artist take on some of those characters, especially after seeing your take on the ones from Spinning Silver!
yesss i have! i actually have some sketches somewhere but i was never happy with them so never posted :'D
Konstantin was my fave by far but i just couldnt get his face right in my drawings
#loveed the atmosphere of these books i think the author captured the old fairy tale vibe very well#i liked vasya as a protag also i just couldnt get into Morozko as a character and love interest at allll#oh one bit i liked with morozko is when SPOILERS in the last book vasya travels through magic and finds him among villagers but hes#forgotten about her#that travel in general was such a fun and magical ride i loved it a lot. the witchs hut and all#i sometimes do a konstantin reread hes so miserably awful 🫰🏻maybe i will get him right someday and post it here with other sketches#as lee says: a 30 year old getting groomed through vr voice chat by god#and obsessing over a teenager whos minding her own bussiness and he decides to ruin her life for it ...slavic frollo for real#winternight#sorry i turned this into an opinon dump but i will probably draw them again at some point
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I’m playing Uncharted 2. I’ve died more than I like and had to fight a helicopter, but Elena showed up so it’s all good.
#this helicopter ruined my life#nathan drake#elena fisher#uncharted#uncharted 2 among thieves#uncharted 2#helicopter
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Oh no I've got the desire to run an overly ambitious tabletop campaign forming.
#Watching elden ring videos has made me want to take a crack at some collaborative mythical history#and I think I know just how to do it#or at least a way that might work#wanna do a more fantastical hack/reskin of Legacy: Life Among the Ruins to set up the world prior to the arrival of the Marika analogue#and have the players create a lot of interconnected factions with history together#*then* switch to Godbound for actually making and running around as the demigods interacting with said factions#and alternate sessions between the two sides/systems
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I like how a lot of us are choosing to ignore episode 9 and parts of episode 10 of Fionna and Cake. The parts we like are canon and the parts we don't aren't, it's that simple.
#fionna and cake#critique#no hate to anyone who liked these episodes btw!#i just really didn't like how they retroactively portrayed simon like some kind of oblivious meat head#there were definitely grounds to talk about their mutual obsession with each other and how it ruined both their lives#but this really didn't feel in character#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#adventure time#text#also yeah the show had some weird loose ends with Simon's story especially. like where was the pay off with talking to Marceline?#among other things#hey one thing i really liked was that Simon had to keep living. his life as Simon Petrikov does matter and he should allow himself#to have that chance#kinda wanna rewrite parts of these eps tbh...
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r/v + loneliness.
102 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch. 4 / 4 / 8 / Art Wallace, Shadows on the Wall / 603 / Daphne du Maurier, Rebecca, ch 4. / 473 / Richard Sherman, Demo: "Lovely, Lonely Man/Chitty Chitty Bang Bang Finale" / 2
#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure,miss winters.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#compilation tag#idk I have just been Thinking about this since that gifset lol.#‘I’ll blame it on you‚’ she says — because you are the one who has brought me here‚ she thinks#because she seems to anticipate even in their first meeting that she will play Eyre and he Rochester.#there had better be many more such tête-à-tête’s on the cliff side or she’ll be terribly disappointed !#[and not only cliffside proselytizing: barging into her room at all hours‚ chasing her around town‚ dragging her bodily into the drawing#room‚ and‚ occasionally on a good day‚ an actual genuine date or a meal sometime.]#Roger has –– in theory –– everything that she wants. a family‚ a home‚ a wife and child‚ history and ancestry! boy does he have that!#and yet he is terribly terribly alone in this well he has poisoned.#(from which‚ I might add‚ vicki drinks greedily.)#''What do you want out of life?'' when he's already achieved (or so it appears on the outside) the midcentury blazon of success:#a family‚ a well-to-do office position at which he really does nothing‚ a succession of american-made sports cars.#he may be separated from his wife but together‚ he and elizbeth and david and carolyn form a mimetic image of the nuclear family.#to which vicki is desperate to grasp onto‚ even in its most nightmarish form‚ whether or not she realizes that's why she stays.#but what does he want? he wants the same thing she wants. love and companionship. (that he hasn't yet ruined. that he can't stop ruining.)#she may not precisely understand his type of loneliness but she knows about loneliness among people. she's lived it.#and she knows too about ... a visceral loneliness pushing you to push people even further away (as in the childhood story she tells david).#so she sees through his fronts a lot of the time‚ whether they be a layer of charm‚ or terror. and boy does he hate that. being seen for#something real. where his actions matter and produce consequences. where feeling is real – good or bad.#the little governess and her capacity to find shadows to throw light on! whether they be locked chambers in the basement or the atria.
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as we approach thanksgiving... black friday also comes.
i will always remember in the 2000s, i went to walmart with my mom to get an xbox 360. at like 4am. and i got ours. but some white lady grabbed it outta my hands and shoved me, so i decked her in the face outta reflex cuz literally anyone that touches me gets fucking smacked, took my xbox 360 back, threw it in the cart, and mom screamed ' GO GO GO, QUIT FUCKING AROUND! ' while ahe took the cart to the gardening section to wait out some of the chaos... then went and checked out. we ate sweet rolls and drank tea. beautiful.
she was so unhinged, from birth to death. i was also unhinged, but maybe dont touch me if u dont want me to knock ur ass out so that's a whole separate issue of respecting my space.
the bonds of violence................. nothin comes close to it.
#⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ooc! ruler of the capricorn sun.#/ i want this kind of thread LKFJDSLKSDFKGFDS.#/ just a frenzy. someone gets their shit rocked.#/ i think soul calibur 4 was a launch title we got? either way that game sucked ass.#/ idk how that franchise peaked so early in its life. star wars literally ruined it. among other things.
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the brief mention that 1.3 leonard could still be feeling some deep lingering grief over his brothers' deaths still never fails to fascinate me tbh like, does he think of the standards he must have lost since their passing and feel guilt? or does he see them in every child he abuses??? does he keep his grief to himself or does he find it a useful anecdote to what must be a countless number of families dealing with loss??? does the green dragon know? does he confide in it????? since leonard seems to be aware of what arioch lost to the union, just how aware is/was she in what HE lost???????? did they have a role in each other's loss? is THAT where their beef came from??????? im going to merge into a wall
#gu6chan's musings#drakengard#drag on dragoon#leonard drakengard#drag on dragoon 1.3#drakengard 1.3#on the other hand; i've been obsessed over the idea of doing the 'nothing in life matters 😔' (DOD1) 'nothing in life matters 😎' (DOD1.3)#meme with them because of this#still... why would they give us the base concepts for the 1.3 cast but literally none of the depth for 98% of them (angelus is excused lmao#like you're going to make them edgier okay BUT THESE ARE STILL THE SAME PEOPLE???? WHAT PUSHED THEM TO THAT BC IT CAN'T JUST BE A 'DIFFEREN#TIMELINE DIFFERENT PERSONALITY' THING OTHERWISE YOU LOSE ANY SENSE OF “self” THEY HAD IN THEIR CHOICES IN THE DOD1 TIMELINE ENTIRELY#there HAS to be SOMETHING that made them like this... well caim we pretty much see it#BUT LEONARD AND FURIAE?????? i still stand by it; they fucking took the dragon-blood pill too i just KNOW they did#but that still doesnt answer what the fuck went on with him and arioch#the boring but most STRAIGHTFORWARD answer would probably be something among the lines of#'Oh well she came to the village and he had to drive her out after realising she was literally insane and she's been waiting to get back in#ever since. leonard just kinda knew about the dead relatives bc thats everyone'#but i dont like that explanation as much as the idea that they KNEW because they had some INVOLVEMENT when it happened#(likely unintentional.... maybe? 👀)#also why the fuck does the prologue just casually mention leonard was part of the union but literally never brings up why he's midgard's#most wanted by the time the truly diseased takes place and what led him to (presumably) abandoning it to begin with#....WAS IT SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE DEATH OF ARIOCH'S FAMILY???? HUH??????#ngl im entering conspiracy mode with this but being honest#it almost seems in character and MAKES SENSE that him having something to do with the death of/possible killing of arioch's family would#drive him to where he is by the time TTD takes place#think about it!!! leonard joins the union; ends up driving a woman to literal insanity after involving himself with the death of her family#the guilt causes him to leave the union and seek a life of atonement helping OTHER families whose lives were torn apart by the war/union;#his brothers are possibly killed during his defection??? maybe??? something something#arioch seeks his ass out and spends her time waiting to feed on the village/semi-subconsciously maybe waiting to ruin everything he's worke#for....
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a few pictures of Russell Crowe that ruin my life on a daily basis
#and by “ruin my life” i mean “give me something to live for”#the first one knocked the legs out from under me and paralyzed me#hypnotized like i'm staring into an elapid's eyes#THAT MAN#I SWEAR I CAN'T ANYMORE#he turns me on and then does NOTHING about it#it's ridiculous#but yeah all of these pictures are. among my favorites#i have hundreds of other favorites also#collecting pictures of russell like pokemon cards#he is so PERFECT to me#i can't STAND IT ANYMORE#russell crowe
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Hi. Sorry for the lack of heads up. I was OOT for the first half of the week to attend ATEEZ in DC. I am also diving right back into work tomorrow. I will catch up with everyone once I’ve recovered from the avalanche that is awaiting me in my inbox. I will upload some clips from the concert too 🧡
#eternally truly grateful for Luce for being the best host (and camp counselor)#Seonghwa didn’t wreck me#he ruined my life for several hours#I short circuited so hard during yeos it’s you#that Sunny thought I died and had to check on me#I wasn’t expecting it to hit so hard#but HOLY SHIT#ateez#puts on a fucking SHOW#woo might have been hurt but he really was among the first half of the show#the little smirk he gives the other dancers when they grab him or get in position#ughhh 🫠#don’t get me started on Yunho and him dancing all over the stage#Jongho’s vocals!!!#or KIM HONGJOONG IN ALL HIS NERD GLORY#san rapping matz#EXCUSE ME#I do not wish to discuss Song Mingi#but uhhh#I did have a breakthrough on#fratboy!mingi#/#say my name!au#say my name!mingi#idk what my fucking tags are anymore#sorry!#🚀#Hao-line takes DC#ateez tour#mars transmits
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