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Should I be getting turned by reading the articles on this page, with titles like âHow to Train Yourself to Eat Food Fasterâ and âHow to Expand Your Stomach Using Foodâ? Idk but tbh it seems like thereâs some good advice in thereâŠ
(Edit: how could I forget⊠âYou Will Gain Weight If Youâre Not Carefulâ đ„Ž)
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Any creature on earth would eat as much as it could, as often as it could. The pursuit of food, to sustain and grow your body, is one of the most basic instincts there is.
The only thing limiting most animals is:
Need to stay physically able to access more food, and escape predators (i.e. not get too big)
Lack of unlimited food supply
Luckily for you, modern humans have solved these problems. Stay inside on the couch or in bed, and youâll be safe from any danger. Fire up your food delivery app of choice and whatever you could possibly want to eat can be at your door in minutes.
If anything, you deserve to be an immobile blob thatâs constantly eating. If not, youâre rejecting the advantages that millions of years of evolution and civilization have blessed you with. And that just wouldnât be right đą
#life advice for piggies#science!#not that I have any idea what Iâm talking about⊠I just want you to get huge OK?#did I just invent tradblobs đ
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#What to do if Napoleon Wonât Stop Pointing#tips#tricks#life hacks#helpful hints#advice#Napoleon#France#Elba#Ziggy Piggy#waterloo water park#anyway donât point#itâs rude
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Can't Hold My Liquor - Headcanons (Blue Lock Chars.)
ᯠhow do the blue lock boys handle a drunk reader? ᯠcharacters; michael kaiser, oliver aiku, sae itoshi, barou shoei, karasu tabito, yukimiya kenyu ᯠtags; mentions of alcohol and being drunk/tipsy, just fluff, established relationship gn reader, no y/n
[đ]: Obviously, I don't condone underage drinking or any unresponsible consumption of alcohol. I purposely chose characters both based on the request and their ages. So, yes, they're of legal age. Drink responsibly! (I wish I followed my own advice).
Michael Kaiser
"Hm? What's that? I can't understand you if you're mumbling~"
This ass would take funny videos of you first before helping you at all. But not to worry, the videos are for his eyes and his amusement only. Maybe if you were REALLY upset, he'd consider deleting them.
While he does help you, Kaiser will still find a way to tease you or make fun of you. You're slurring your words? Funny. You can't walk straight? Funny. You're spilling a life's worth of secrets? Could be funnyâdepends.
"Mhm, and what happened next? C'mon don't leave me hanging here."
He'd hate having to deal with puking (that is, if you do happen to end up in that unfortunate situation). But he'll reluctantly gladly help his s/o clean themselves up and drink some much needed water.
But it's highly unlikely that you reach that point because he stops you from drinking too much anyway. He'll refuse any more drinks in your stead and if anyone offers you more, he'll chug it down himself.
Actually enjoys carrying your drunk self. He likes it because you become clingier and more dependent on him. He'll soothe you until you eventually fall asleep (which is fast). He likes pampering you when you're all disoriented like this.
Oliver Aiku
"You're quite cute when you're drunk."
It's not that he likes torturing your liver, but he'd gladly take care of you when you get drunk. He just loves it when a different side of you takes over... thanks to the alcohol.
He'd be so touchyâkeeping you in his arms to help you sit up straight, holding your hand when you need to take a trip to the bathroom, supporting the back of your head when you're taking a sip of water so that you don't fall over, and so on.
"Hey, hey, sloooowly. You're gonna get water in your nose."
He'd go along with any of your drunken antics. If you decide all of a sudden that you wanna go up on the table and danceâhe's going to join you.
But he'll gently calm you down if you get ahead of yourself. His voice would soften as he cups your cheekâtrying to knock some sense back into you.
Also enjoys carrying you, but prefers to give you a piggy back ride. Last time he did a bridal carry... it upset your stomach and you know the rest...
Sae Itoshi
"What a pain... You're lucky I have a soft spot for you."
He doesn't enjoy drinking and even more so the atmosphere associated with it. But he tries it once because you wanted to. He thought it wouldn't be so bad. Spoiler alert: he now regrets his decision.
He won't drink for 3 reasons: 1) Again, he hates it, 2) he's the designated driver, and 3) he knows he will have to take care of you.
Sae has a poker face the whole time, but deep down he's amused by your change of demeanor. It's not that he's loathing the situation he's in (he is) but in reality, he's just observing you closely.
ALWAYS REMINDS YOU TO DRINK WATER. Even when you're not drinking actually. He'd prefer it if you sobered up faster.
When you do get too drunk, he'll carry you out of there especially if you go drinking at a place with a bunch of strangers (like a bar). It's because he doesn't want you to find yourself in a compromising situation in public or possible humiliate yourself. Aww...
He'd gladly give you a shower to help you clean yourself and cool off. While you're still disoriented, he'll take it as an opportunity to talk with you (more of a monologue) about things he can't say to you while you're sober.
Barou Shoei
"Tsk... seeing you like this... now I have to be there whenever you decide to get drunk huh?"
HE IS MOTHER. He's not usually overbearing, but he is when you're drunk. Hell, Barou's not even sure why he supported this decision of yours in the first place.
But then again... he figured if this would make you happy, then he'd just have to do what he can to keep you safe and sound.
He tries not to show it, but he's actually super anxious while watching you drink and have the time of your life. His leg's bouncing so much that it's almost a workout.
"Jesus. This smells like the shit you use to clean bathrooms." / "Hehehe... it means it's strong." / "God, give me strength...."
Will definitely give you a lecture on the way home and until you're sober. But he can't reallyyyy be angry with you. He was just insanely worried and this is his way of diffusing it.
He'll set you on the bathroom counter and do your skin care for you since you're so out of it. You won't be able to remember it well, but he'll have a look of utmost focus on his face as he rubs the product into your skin. SUCH A CUTIE.
Karasu Tabito
"Yer a wild one, ain'cha?"
He has a really high alcohol tolerance, so he doesn't mind drinking along with you and taking care of you right after (if you can't keep up with his pace.)
Karasu hates spoiling your fun. But once you're reaaaaally drunk, he has to do something about it. So he may or may not take a glass of juice and pass it off as alcohol just so you can continue to "drink".
He's like your own personal bodyguard, especially if you decide to go drinking in a public establishment. He'll be hovering over you protectively, observing the people surrounding you, and making sure you don't faceplant into the ground.
"Woah, woah, what do ya think yer doin'? Waltzin' over 'ere like ya got business with my darlin'?"
Does your whole night routine for you once you get back home. He'll be so slow and steady with you. Karasu will also make sure that you've had your meds before totally passing out to hopefully ease the impending hangover.
He will continue to take care of you even in the following morning. He'll wake up ahead of you and start with the breakfast, wanting to surprise you.
Yukimiya Kenyu
"Don't worry about a thing. I got you, okay?"
He thinks of himself as a social drinker and finds parties to be just fine. But he'll have a grand total of one cocktail and maybe 1 shot if he was urged to have one. So yeah, he can take care of you if needed.
His trick is pulling you to the dancefloor and keeping you busy there so that you don't have to go back to the bar and drown yourself in more alcohol.
Yuki will make sure you look dashing as ever throughout the night. I mean, it's no surprise that at some point you'll be looking disheveled. He'll fix your hair, your makeup, and even if your clothes.
"Come with me for a sec... let's get you freshened up."
HE WILL BE GUIDING YOU EVERYWHERE. Doesn't matter if you're only walking a couple of stepsâYuki will be there to hold your hand so you don't trip on air.
He'll seriously entertain your drunken ramblings while he tends to you and your night routine. If you ask him anything (even a stupid question), Yuki will give it some thought and actually answer back is if he were talking to someone sober.
o-sachi © 2024 pls do not translate/copy/reupload my work on other platforms.
#pixelcafenetwork#blue lock#blue lock x reader#blue lock headcanons#kaiser x reader#sae x reader#aiku x reader#barou x reader#karasu x reader#yukimiya x reader#michael kaiser#oliver aiku#sae itoshi#barou shoei#karasu tabito#yukimiya kenyu#ââïžsachi#ââïžblue lock#âmilktea
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Lee: Sensei, how do I win over my crush?
Gai: Thatâs easy, Lee. Buy the most beautiful flowers and the most decadent candy. Go for a moonlight stroll around a sparkling lake. Make plenty of eye contact, use every other sentence to give a compliment. Then at the end of the night, gently take her into your arms, and â
Lee: Her? Gai-sensei, Iâm talking about Gaara-kun!
Gai: G-Gaara? The Kazekage Gaara??
Lee: Yeah. But ⊠maybe I shouldnât even try it? I mean itâs probably weird because weâre both guys and â
Gai: This changes everything! First and foremost, you need to travel to the Sand, go to his office, kick down the door, get in his face, and declare him to be your eternal rival! Then you need to relentlessly challenge him to a competition every chance you get! And then, just when heâs angry and annoyed enough to punch you, catch his fist mid-air, and pull him into a kiss. I guarantee heâll be head over heels for you after that!
Lee: Thank you, Gai-sensei! Iâll prepare to go to him at once! *leaves*
Kakashi, having walked up: That was the absolute worst romantic advice Iâve ever heard anyone give anyone else in my entire life. You should be ashamed of yourself, feeding him such nonsense.
Gai: *puts his arms around Kakashi* Oh? Funny you say that when all of that same stuff worked on you, Eternal Rival. *kisses his cheek*
Kakashi, blushing: Yeah, but, clearly Iâm a weirdo in that regard. I guarantee Gaara will have more sense than I did, to fall for such tactics.
*two years later*
Gai, playing piggy-back with Shinki: Say, Kakashi ⊠what was that you were saying to me before, about Gaara being too smart to fall for my tactics? Mm?
Kakashi, looking lovingly down at Metal as he feeds him a bottle: Shut up.
#kakagai#gaikaka#leegaa#kakashi x gai#rock lee x gaara#kakashi hatake#might gai#rock lee#gaara#sabaku no gaara#metal lee#shinki#naruto#eternal rivals ftw#sexy old grandpas
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Bitches! You have a wide audience so I come seeking advice. My family are all of the thin, straight hair variety. I am not. I have long (waist length), thick, curly hair.
Can I get some advice on how to style it and take care of it? Iâve been told my whole life to âjust brush itâ but Iâve seen on insta and elsewhere that thatâs like, the worst thing you can do to curly hair. Please help a confused little bitchling!
Love your content! đđ
First off: you sound absolutely gorgeous. Good on you for wanting to take care of your natural hair and let it show its true glory.
HOW BOUT IT, BITCH NATION? ANYONE WITH THICK, CURLY, LONG HAIR WANT TO CHIME IN WITH SPECIFIC ADVICE FOR ANONYPOO?
I (Piggy) love hair, and mine is long, wavy, and thick. If you watch our YouTube you'll see I almost always straighten or curl it. Sounds like we have different textures, but a few things that have absolutely changed my (hair) life are as follows:
I oil my hair once or twice a month using a keratin oil. I used to think that with greasy hair like mine, it would make the situation worse, but an oil treatment actually makes it LESS greasy. It's magic.
I coil my hair into a bun on top of my head when I sleep. This keeps it from getting tangled and sweaty over the night. Plus, if I've curled or straightened it the day before, the style will last longer this way. Lots of people with long hair wear silk caps to bed or braid their hair before sleep for similar reasons.
I wash my hair twice per week instead of every day. Overwashing can be really bad for your hair, but everyone's washing schedule is different. I'd consult a hair stylist about how often you should wash (if you can afford to see one, they'll give you LOTS of expert tips).
I often use a wide-toothed comb to comb it out instead of brushing.
Hair can be a VERY sensitive subject, tied to culture, ethnicity, and oppressive beauty standards. Seek out communities, either online or irl, of people of your ethnicity with the same hair type and texture. They'll have great tips and stories for you!
Also, we wrote a bit about hair here:
Can Looking Weird at Work Be Good for Your Career?Â
Why Is Short Hair Controversial? An Examination of Expensive, Annoying Beauty Standards
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tl;dr: donât move. drink cream. đ„°
Omg! Congrats on 50lbs in 10 months! What's your secret? It feels like my partner has stuffed me practically every day since we met in Oct 2023, and I've only gained like 20-25lbs. I need to start seeing numbers like yours and fast! (P.S. Love your blog!â€ïž)
honestly, the majority of that weight gained came from december-january 2023/2024âi averaged about ~2k steps per day and managed at least 5k calories a day very often. i gained 20lbs in those two months.
the key seems to be inactivity. you can eat as much as you like but if youâre still moving around and putting those calories to use, youâre not gonna see significant gains⊠that being saidâyouâre playing with fire here and itâs NOT the healthiest way to gain. i could barely walk to class the next semester after gaining that way. enjoy your slow gain!! manage your mobility!! 20-25lbs is still quite a lot and you should be proud!!
also though. wg shakes :3 heavy cream, melted ice cream, mass gainer if youâd like, chocolate syrup, peanut butter or nutella, and cake mix. my go-to is usually just heavy cream, cake mix, ice cream, and chocolate milk. :))
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They only way to be sure youâre fat enough is to outgrow every scale made for humans
When youâre getting weighed like livestock, then youâll know youâre starting to get big đ
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Here we go, it's Ranma time. Episode 5! The introduction to Ryoga continues.
God, I love how mournfully quiet this is.
This is what happens when women write women. Male writers don't often think about things like just how much a long-haired girl's hair means to her. Akane's been growing that out for years.
Look at how little she was when she started growing her hair. That is the product of years. Many years. Gone in an instant.
But she rolls with the punches. Akane has remarkable emotional fortitude. She'd kind of have to in order to survive all the shit she's had to put up with in her day-to-day life.
I love that they leave so much unstated, yet clearly implied, about the way her long hair relates to her longstanding crush on Dr. Tofu. When she says she wants to grow it out so she can be like Kasumi, there's an implication there that she thinks Dr. Tofu will like her more if she has Kasumi's hairstyle.
She's trying to walk in her big sister's shoes so that the man who likes her big sister might look her way. An idea that was doomed from the moment of its conception. She was never going to beat Kasumi at being Kasumi, and if she has to try, then she's already failed.
The manga's a bit more explicit about this, as Kasumi directly tells Baby Akane that Dr. Tofu won't like her very much if she keeps acting like a boy. From that, she draws the conclusion that having hair like Kasumi will make him like her more. But the reboot anime keeps it implied and understated.
So there's a lot going on here when Akane breaks down and cries into Dr. Tofu's chest. This is the end of an era. The loss of her hair symbolizes the death of a child's dream. The end of her efforts to be more like Kasumi so that this man would like her better, and the beginning of a new era where someone else out there will like her for being Akane.
While also demonstrating how much she leans on and depends on Dr. Tofu as a stabilizing figure in her life. She feels safe enough with him to finally let down her walls and cry out the grief over her lost hair, in a way she doesn't have at school or at home. Ironically mourning the death of her pursuit of him to him.
My dude, you desperately need to get a hobby. Supervillains are more considerate. Giving some real Vegeta energy here, but specifically the TeamFourStar kind.
And also the Tendo home desperately needs to get some door locks because he just strolled right on in here to do this.
And they both get punished for this.
Story of Ranma's life.
Takahashi's comedy remains incredible. Kasumi objects to Akane going out there not because she doesn't think Akane can take the mystery robber but because she wants Akane to hit him with something heavier.
I want that too. So Kasumi and I are on the same page.
She does, too. Nails Ryoga right in the back of the neck with a long-range shotput throw of that fucking barbell. Akane wins Ranma v. Ryoga, Round 2.
The moral of the story is to... not... do... anything that Ryoga did here.
...or, really, anything that Ryoga ever does. Don't be like Ryoga. That's sound life advice. (Not that the rest of the cast is any better.)
Immediately followed by Kasumi with another punchline. Man, I did not remember how funny she is.
Akane's rematch with Ryoga goes super well too. She is on fire.
Sincerely want to know what could possibly have possessed him to think jumping Akane while in piglet form was a good idea.
So begins the saga of P-chan.
AND ALL FOR BREAD AND BREAD-RELATED PRODUCTS
My dude.
The curry bun was not worth it.
Like.
Like. The part where Ranma knocked Ryoga into the piggy spring without noticing and then Genma tried to fucking eat him? Yeah. I can see being homicidally mad about that.
But he didn't even know that was them until literally this scene. Everything up to this point has been Ryoga blaming Ranma because he, Ryoga, stalked Ranma to China to avenge his curry bun.
Speaking of Genma.
I love how he just walks in on his son in girly form having Naked Bath Time with some random boy, and his response is to just... apologize and peace out. Whatever this is, it's none of his business.
Actually, not just any random boy. Specifically the random boy that got Ranma in trouble earlier tonight when he snuck into their bedroom for a late-night call.
Genma definitely thinks these two are up to shenanigans.
Literally the only member of her family that actually objects to Ranma sneaking into Akane's room late at night to do shenanigans to her (read: trying to fucking extract Ryoga from an unsuspecting Akane's bed) is Kasumi. Who merely scolds Ranma for moving too fast.
Is it any wonder she doesn't feel safe being emotionally vulnerable at home?
(Seriously, though, there is so much drama that could be avoided if Ranma would just tell Akane that P-chan is Ryoga. She has a right to know that, and not telling her makes Ranma complicit in Ryoga's shittiness.)
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your theory about proxy bypassing as it currently stands seems to anthropomorphize brain functions, which is to say it is lacking a lot of steps and explanation.
Anthropomorphize? The human brain?
Isn't the human brain inherently anthropomorphic? đ€
But I think I get your meaning. I'm explaining in a way that makes subconscious processes sound more conscious than they are in the same way someone might describe natural selection as creatures "deciding" to grow wings or better brains or opposable thumbs. It's obviously a simplification.
I'm not a neurologist. And even if I was, I'm not sure how much insight could be drawn from our current understanding of the brain.
What we do know for certain is that plurality exists. And in these groups of plurals, there's an incredibly common phenomenon where when a headamate is fronting and starts acting for the non-fronting headmate, the fronter commonly sort of goes blank while the nonfronter gains more control, even if it feels like the fronter is still in front.
The existence of this phenomenon is without question.
So the question we're left with is why this happens?
I personally believe it has to do with keeping the organism running efficiently and cutting out the middleman, because typing would be much slower if everything you want to type has to be told to the fronter.
...
But actually, since you bring it up, there's another interesting thing about all of this that's been on my mind
Whatever mechanisms cause proxy bypassing... they didn't evolve for writing. Aside from proxying for headmates not really having much benefit at an evolutionary level, the oldest written language is only about 3000 years old.
So it's not like humans evolved specifically to let headmates write for themselves.
So the reasons we evolved in a way for proxy bypassing to work is a mystery.
If I were to speculate, I might suggest that proxy bypassing also could work for other automatic responses. Perhaps in the distant past, our ancestors relied on a sort of "combat bypassing" with more combat-oriented headmates being able to control the body during battle without actually taking front.
In that case, maybe a full switch would be too disorienting, but trying to tell the fronter what to do would cost too much reaction time in a life-or-death situation.
Allowing the combat-headmate to control their actions quicker than the fronter could react if simply relaying advice could be a survival trait.
But this is all just speculative.
We sadly don't have any way of knowing what plurality was like or how it may have manifested in hunter-gatherer cultures millennia before the first written language.
And another possibility is that this mechanism isn't even for headmates, and is more for other types of non-sentient "parts" influencing the body's actions; and we're just sort of piggy-backing off of those mechanisms.
#pluralgang#psychology#science#evolution#neurology#biology#plurality#plural#multiplicity#endogenic#systems#pro endo#pro endogenic#system#plural system#system stuff#sysblr#actually plural#actually a system
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olderbrother!skz headcanons :3
gn!reader with a scenerio w menstruation in changbinâs! maknae line
i want an older brother⊠anyways
bang chan
oh ho ho you KNOW hes gonna be super duper protective of u
like nuh uh the kids can NOT meet you
but u still get to hang out w maknae + jin line (closer to their age)
age gap is like three years or smth so
his parents adopted you when he was four and u were one
movie nights every weekend frfr
or atleast movie nights on call
and whenever you got tea, heâs on the ready
best best advice, like, ever
sometimes you wonder if this is his nineteenth life or smth
so wise
you painted a mug for him once
no one is allowed to touch it
it has its place in the gym brosâ dorm
sometimes picks you up and runs when your talking to someone
and if you ignore him heâll start cuddling up to you
âchannie get tf away go annoy seungmin or whatever im studyingâ
gives you nicknames like âbuggy bearâ and âbaby duckâ
makes you learn languages with him
when he learned ikaw for manila, ph concert he showed you first
bc he knows you like listening to tagalog
he has videos of you singing and falls asleep to it when he gets homesick
lets you listen to his unreleased songs and tracks on his laptop
you got to make one that one time at home too
you send little messages to him thru out the day
and scold him when heâs up working
you know bc he gave you his location
you bought his bubble and constantly tease him
when he comes home he takes you and berry to the aquarium
he picks you up and spins you when yall hug
its the funnest thing ever
will not hesitate to bring up that time you ate hamster poop thinking it was choco chips
lee know
okay heâd be really scary to your friends but like a cat around you
your age gap b like, one or two years
he annoys you about anything
crushes, enemies, good animes or mangas
stuff like that
in turn you bug him about the members
âwhats jisung like when hes sickâ âoh do you know innieâs plans are tomorrowâ
he finds your hyunjin pc collection and blows your phone up
but his hugs are so nice and warm
he holds you by the shoulders and his hands go down your back
eventually he starts tickling you
but you use the self defense moves heâs been teaching you
one of your middle school friends had a crush on him
they were flabbergasted when you walked home together
buys you things that remind you of him
and leaves it on your window sill/table/bed
his favorite hoodie is the bunny w the middle finger bc you gave it to him
makes your lunch for you and leaves slightly passive aggressive notes in them, still sweet tho
although once you got a note that said
âgive me back my hoodie or iâll shove a water bottle up your asshole. xoxo lino hyungâ that was for jisung
once decided to pick you up from work to get sushi
your coworkers were like
âwow i didnt know they had a boyfriendâ
you cried laughing hearing that and so did min
teased you about the fanfic you wrote when you were thirteen
and you tease him about the 2PM shrine he had
obviously you both r cat ppl
so he takes you to cat cafe dates all the time
insists on paying and saying youâll pay next time
sends random ass pics on tour all the time
changbin
he absolutely cherishes you
like holds you up like a trophy infront of his friends all the time
youre two-three years apart from each other
he loves loves giving you piggy back rides
also loves squeezing the life out of you
youre the one he goes to when he buys something
and heâs the one you go to for relationship advice
once you took him to an amusement park
your camera roll was full of blackmail
tens of millions of inside jokes
one of the kids will fix their hair and youâll both burst out laughing
bc once changbin ran into a pole fixing his hair
your ultimate group is newjeans so you went to a fansign
and got bin a signed teddybear
he cried when you gave it
he constantly tells you to be safe
when your going somewhere
âbye baby cub (nickname lol), be safe have fun love ya!â
when you need a little pick me up
he comes to you with your favorite ice cream flavor and his laptop
your emergency contact
one of your friends has to text him and he gets super suspicious
âcub who tf is this? why were they texting me?â
almost started a whole ass fight
its okay tho he apologized and bought chocolate
constantly tells you to go to bed early bc he doesnât want you to âbecome like channie-hyungâ
will run to get you what you need
if you got your period and arent prepared heâll know
just sprints to the nearest cvs
even cleans up your nasty bedsheets bc u leaked
âoh dont worry cub i can handle itâ
your on his close friends list on instagram
most times its just dedications to you that he puts on his story
hyunjin
his day one frfr
like your only a year apart so your tight asf
his hugs will be gentle but so warm
bear hugs>>>>
his huge ass hands will totally go around your neck for comfort
he also digs his face into your shoulder
he paints many things for you
like heâll also give you his unfinished projects when heâs sick of them
shines when you compliment him
teaches you choreos and lets you make up some
dyes your hair often too
spa nights where its just the two of you with a movie of your choice in the bg
those are the days where you can just. let go
tea gets spilt. i mean like, you know absolutely everything abt the other atp
spontaneous karoake nights
he gets worried when you drink tho
ânoooo what if you fall on your face and then it gets ruined!!â
when heâs tired or down tho
one of the members text you and you come over with your comfort box you packed for these situations
face masks, iced americanos, watermelons, fluffy blankets, llama eye masks for sleeping, an air purifier, room spray, and a huge hoodie and sweatpants/shorts bc he probs did NOT shower in his funk
when he goes home you take walks together and catch up
also you just. really like smelling his room
it smells like flowers and the perfume your late grandfather used
gifts you things from versace
his favorite colors are black and white; yours are brown and grey
picture wall of polaroids w photos u took together
you stream his music 24/7
he writes sad sad songs abt missing you
worse than hannie and his break up songs đ
working on the maknae line!
#skz#skz headcanons#stray kids#bang chan#lee know#lee minho#changbin#seo changbin#hyunjin#hwang hyunjin
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LEAST favorite Luke moment(s)?
Iâm challenging myself by trying to limit this to just the original three movies because itâs a lot harder. Unlike everyone else, I like it when Luke is whiny and annoying (Tosche Station, Iâm not looking for a friend, etc) so those moments are relatable and endearing to me. Should I dislike Luke choking the little piggie guards? Nope, thatâs cool, sorry. Was Luke wrong to ignore Yodaâs advice? Possibly but it made his story more interesting by not doing the smart thing.
Heâs kind of a dick for cutting off that wampaâs arm like Mark complained about, but hey, it was likely life or death and we had to show our hero had some combat capability this early on. His whole plan to rescue Han from Jabba is about as nonsensical and/or stupid as it gets.. but even that is fun as it gets more and more convoluted and more people get captured lol.
Damn. This is hard.
Share the ones you all dislike in tags, comments. Roast him for me because Iâm too defensive.
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Hola its me Daniel's simp! Am sorry if am annoying u or anything!! Can we just have Daniel reaction of..reader just being down bad for him. Like When I say down bad I mean it like Xufdfiodpiydoy HOW CAN WE NOT BE DOWN BAD FOR THIS MAN đ LIKE SOMETIMES HE'S THE REASON I GET UP EVERY MORNING DIYODIPYIDYDIY..sorry about that. Idk wtf am saying nor doing sorry if am being weird! Also gave a nice day/afternoon/evening or night! â€
Daniel Park x Reader (Being a simp for him)
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If you ever met this man on middle school when he's being bullied. You're lucky. Y'know that Daniel has lots of trust issues and anxiety especially in this era. So you gotta be nice to him ;).
I don't know, but at first he just seemed to be REALLY hesitant at making friends at first and warming up because of his past trauma. But once you accepted each other's strengths and flaws he'll definitely become more open about what makes him happy and upset.
(Maybe it's just me that I love the friends to lovers trope more than enemies to lovers trope? HAHAHAHHA). But he's such a gentleman. He's often polite, respectful, yet have that fun and chaotic side of him that will make you MELT. If you like softie guys while still having that balance of masculinity you will like him a lot.
I think Daniel knows and loves to ride a bike. And if you don't know how to (like me), he'll happy to teach you out! Y'know those cheesy romantic scenes in love stories? That's what I am talking about he'll definitely push you to learn (but if you're uncomfortable he will stop of course) and once you mastered it he'll ask you out for a biking race at the sunset as long as it's safe and there's not many vehicles moving on the road.
Jamming in his apartment while his mom is out, listening to your favorite music while dancing around like idiots, eating at your favorite food places while comically arguing who's going to pay the bill, doing other silly things, and opening up to him are the most fun activities to do with him in my opinion. You know this guy is very empathetic and a very good listener since he's been through tough challenges in his life. Being friends with him is not just about spending your time and creating fun memories. It's about opening up to him as he does to you since you trust each other. I think that's one out of the many factors you're going down bad for him man. If you tell a sad story in your life, he'll cry. If you tell about an embarrassing and cringy memory on your school, he'll laugh his ass out yet with a gentle giggle. Same goes to his second body. The taller male is so similar to him that you almost feel like he's Little Daniel. They're both so humble yet so fun to hang out with. I don't know I'm word spilling rn but I just love him so much.
He may not realize it but he also dresses well in any fashion like KL:HDLK:HLAHSLA:. He might ask for help for fashion advices!
This man used to have those issues about opening up so be prepared when he's gatekeeping so if you are helping him out whole-heartedly in his issues he'll definitely fall in love with you.
He's really surprised and GETS REALLY NERVOUS when you suddenly jump on his back for a piggy-back or when you hug him from behind. And he would hide his face with his hand while he's blushing (especially when you compliment him not only about his looks but when he does a great job at something). He really also likes your company so once his feelings developed more into something deeper, he'll be more awkward around you (in a good way he's so anxious that he'll mess up lol).
He may be the type to ask your friends that knows that you're crushing on both Daniels. He may have that 0_0 face all the time because of how thick and weird the atmosphere is while your friends have that ( ͥ° ÍÊ ÍĄÂ°) face because they can see how nervous you are around him. It may take a while for the both of you to confess but you'll be both blushing once you both found out that you're crushing on each other the whole time. Once he's courting you he'll give you your favorite flowers and chocolates before going out on a movie or cafe date or just plain cuddling at your or his place. Or if that sounds too clichĂ© for you, he'll luckily listen and accept your date ideas as long as both of you are safe, it's affordable, and both of you will have fun. And the rest is history.
Bonus!
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"đđĄ, đ'đ đđ đđđđđ!" đĄđ đđ„đźđŹđĄđđ đđŹ đĄđ đ°đđŹ đȘđźđąđđ đđŠđđđ«đ«đđŹđŹđđ đđđšđźđ đĄđąđŹ đ„đšđ§đ -đŹđ©đđđđĄ đđĄđđ đĄđ đđĄđšđźđ đĄđ đđĄđđ đČđšđź'đ«đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđđđ„đąđ§đ đđąđłđłđČ đđ§đ đđ«đšđ°đŹđČ đđđšđźđ đĄđąđŹ đĄđđ„đ-đđšđ§đđđŹđŹđąđšđ§. đđźđ đČđšđź'đ«đ đŁđźđŹđ đĄđđ©đ©đąđ„đČ đđ§đ đđđđđ§đđąđŻđđ„đČ đ„đąđŹđđđ§đąđ§đ đđš đĄđąđŹ đ°đšđ«đđŹ đšđ§đ đđČ đšđ§đ. đđšđź đ đąđ đ đ„đđ đđ đđĄđ đđĄđšđźđ đĄđ đšđ đąđ. "đđđŠđ§, đąđ đČđšđź đđ«đ đđ§ đđźđđĄđšđ« đšđ đ đ§đšđŻđđ„ đČđšđź đŠđąđ đĄđ đĄđđŻđ đ đđąđ§đđ đ©đšđ©đźđ„đđ«đąđđČ đđ§đ đđđźđ đĄđ đđĄđ đđđđđ§đđąđšđ§ đšđ đđĄđđđŹđČ đđ§đ đĄđšđ©đđ„đđŹđŹ đ«đšđŠđđ§đđąđđŹ." đČđšđź đđđđŹđđ đĄđąđŠ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đ©đšđ€đąđ§đ đĄđąđŹ đŠđđ«đŹđĄđŠđđ„đ„đšđ°-đđĄđđđ€đŹ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đĄđ đ đ«đšđđ§đđ đŠđđ€đąđ§đ đČđšđź đ„đđ đšđźđ đ đđĄđąđ«đ© đšđ đ„đđźđ đĄđđđ«. "đ'đŠ đđđąđ§đ đĄđšđ§đđŹđ đ«đąđ đĄđ đ§đšđ°." đĄđ đ«đšđ„đ„đđ đĄđąđŹ đđČđđŹ đđŹ đČđšđź đ°đĄđąđ§đđ đđ đĄđąđŹ đđąđŹđđ©đ©đšđąđ§đđŠđđ§đ. "đ'đŠ đŁđźđŹđ đ€đąđđđąđ§đ ! đđđŹđąđđđŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđđ§ đ«đđđ„đ„đČ đđ đ đ đ«đđđ đ«đšđŠđđ§đđ-đđźđđĄđšđ«, đ'đŠ đĄđđ©đ©đČ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđšđźđ§đ đŹđšđŠđđšđ§đ. đđĄđšđźđ đĄ đ đ°đđ§đ đČđšđź đđš đ„đđ đČđšđźđ«đŹđđ„đ đĄđđđ„ đđąđ«đŹđ, đŠđđČ đ đđŹđ€ đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đđĄđąđŹ đ„đźđđ€đČ đ đąđ«đ„?" đđšđź đŹđŠđąđ«đ€đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ đ«đąđŠđđđđ đđ đČđšđźđ« đȘđźđđŹđđąđšđ§. "đđŹ đąđ đđąđ«đ?" "đđĄđĄđĄ đ§đš, đŹđĄđ'đŹ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđđ€đđ§ đđ§đ đđđđ€ đŠđđČ đđđđ đŠđČ đđŹđŹ đđ đđąđ§." "đđĄ đČđđđĄâŠ đ«đąđ đĄđ." đČđšđź đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đĄđąđ„đ đ«đšđ„đ„đąđ§đ đČđšđźđ« đšđ«đđŹ đđŹ đČđšđź đ«đđŠđđŠđđđ«đđ đĄđšđ° đđđđ€ đđđđđđ§ đźđ© đđđ§đąđđ„ đ„đđđŻđąđ§đ đĄđąđŠ đ°đąđđĄ đ©đźđ«đ©đ„đąđŹđĄ đđ«đźđąđŹđđŹ đđ§đ đąđ§đŁđźđ«đąđđŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đđđ§'đ đĄđđ„đ© đ§đšđ đšđ§đ„đČ đđš đđ«đąđ§đ đ đđźđ đđš đđ„đŹđš đ đđ đđźđ«đąđšđźđŹ đ°đĄđđ§ đđĄđ đđšđ±đđ« đđąđ đđĄđđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđđŹđ-đđ«đąđđ§đ (đđ«đźđŹđĄ). đđĄđšđźđ đĄ đČđšđź đŠđąđ đĄđ đĄđđŻđ đđšđ«đ đąđŻđđ§ đĄđąđŠ đ§đšđ° đąđ đđąđđđ„đ đđđ§đ§đČ đđšđđŹ. "đđđ„đ„, đąđ'đŹ đđšđ!" "đđš! đđĄđ'đŹ đ§đąđđ đđ§đ đĄđđ„đ©đđźđ„ đđ§đ đ đđ«đźđ„đČ đđ©đ©đ«đđđąđđđ đđĄđđ. đđźđ đ đšđ§đ„đČ đŹđđ đĄđđ« đđŹ đ đđ«đąđđ§đ." "đđđđđđ, đđ đđđđ đđ đđđ đđđ'đđ đđđđđ đđ đđ!" "đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đŹđđąđ đđĄđđ đŹđĄđ'đŹ đ§đšđ đđĄđ đšđ§đ." "đđĄđđ§, đąđŹ đąđ đđđ«đČ?" "đđ'đ«đ đ§đšđ đđŻđđ§ đđĄđđ đđ„đšđŹđâŠ" "đđšđČ?!" "đđĄđ'đŹ đđźđđ, đđźđ§đ§đČ, đđ§đ đĄđđ„đ©đđźđ„ đđźđ đ đŁđźđŹđ đđĄđąđ§đ€ đŹđĄđ'đŹ đ đđąđ đ°đĄđąđ§đČ đđ«đšđźđ§đ đđąđ đđđ§đąđđ„ đđ§đ đđĄđ đ-đČđđđ« đđ đ đ đđ© đąđŹ đ đđąđ đ°đđąđ«đ đđšđ« đŠđ." "đđđ„đ„ đđ«đČđŹđđđ„?" "đđđĄ, đŹđĄđ'đŹ đđšđš đđšđ„đ đđ§đ đŹđđ«đąđšđźđŹ." "đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ« đ©đšđ©đźđ„đđ« đđđđđđšđšđ€ đ đąđ«đ„ đąđ§ đđĄđ đđđđźđđČ đđđ©đđ«đđŠđđ§đ?" "đđĄ, đ§đš. đ đ€đ§đšđ° đ§đšđđšđđČ'đŹ đ©đđ«đđđđ, đđźđ đ đ€đąđ§đđ đđšđ§'đ đ„đąđ€đ đĄđđ« đđđđąđđźđđ."
đđđŠđđŹ, đđđđđ« đ§đđŠđđŹ, đđ§đ đđ§đšđđĄđđ« đ„đąđŹđ đšđ đ§đđŠđđŹ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đ«đšđ„đ„đđ đšđźđ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đŠđšđźđđĄ đđŹ đđđ§đ§đČ đđšđ§đđąđ§đźđđ đđš đŹđĄđđ€đ đĄđąïżœïżœïżœ đĄđđđ đđ§đ đĄđđ§đđŹ đąđ§ đđąđŹđđ đ«đđđŠđđ§đ đđ đČđšđźđ« đ đźđđŹđŹđđŹ. đđšđź đđ«đąđđ đđš đđŹđ€ đĄđąđŠ đđŻđđ«đČ đ đąđ«đ„đŹ đđĄđđ đČđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đđđšđźđ (đĄđđđ€ đđŻđđ§ đŹđšđŠđ đđšđČđŹ) đđĄđđ đŠđąđ đĄđ đ©đđđ€ đĄđąđŹ đąđ§đđđ«đđŹđ đđźđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđąđŹđŠđđČ, đ§đšđ§đ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đ đźđđŹđŹđđŹ đđ«đ đ«đąđ đĄđ. "đđđ„đ„ đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đąđ?!" đČđšđź đŹđđąđ đąđ§ đŹđ„đąđ đĄđ đđ§đ§đšđČđđ§đđ đđŹ đĄđ đ€đđ©đ đđđđŹđąđ§đ đČđšđź đđĄđđ đĄđ đ°đšđ§'đ đŹđđČ đąđ đđš đČđšđź đČđđ. "đđźđ đ'đŠ đČđšđźđ« đđđŹđ đđ«đąđđ§đ đđ§đ đ'đŠ đ§đšđ đ đŹđ§đąđđđĄ!" đČđšđź đđđđđ§đđđ đČđšđźđ«đŹđđ„đ đđŹ đąđ đŠđąđ đĄđ đđ đđĄđ đ«đđđŹđšïżœïżœ đđĄđđ đĄđ'đŹ đĄđđŹđąđđđ§đ đđš đđđ„đ„ đČđšđź đ°đĄđš'đŹ đđđđ§ đ„đąđ€đąđ§đ đšđ§. "đđ'đŹ đđđđđźđŹđ đČđšđź đŠđđČ đ đđ đŹđźđ«đ©đ«đąđŹđđ đšđ§đđ đ đđšđ„đ đČđšđź đ°đĄđš đąđŹ đŠđČ đđ«đźđŹđĄ." đĄđ đđđđđ§đđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đđŹđ€đđ đąđ đČđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đđĄđ đ©đđ«đŹđšđ§. "đđđ©. đđšđź đ€đ§đšđ° đĄđđ« đ«đđđ„đ„đČ đ°đđ„đ„. đđ§đ đČđšđź đ đđ đ đ„đąđđđ„đ đđšđš đđ§đ§đšđČđđ đđ đĄđđ« đđ đđąđŠđđŹ." đĄđ đŹđŠđąđ„đđ đđ đČđšđź đŠđđ€đąđ§đ đđČđ-đđšđ§đđđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đ đđ đ„đšđŹđ đąđ§ đČđšđźđ« đđĄđšđźđ đĄđđŹ đđ«đČđąđ§đ đđš đđąđ§đ đČđšđźđ« đ©đđ«đđđđ đđ§đŹđ°đđ«. "đđ đŠđźđŹđ đđ đđąđđĄđđ« đđšđ đšđ« đđđ„đ„ đđ«đČđŹđđđ„." "đ đđ„đ«đđđđČ đđšđ„đ đČđšđź đąđ'đŹ đ§đđąđđĄđđ« đšđ đđĄđđŠ." "đđĄđđ§, đ°đĄđš?"
đđźđŹđ đ°đĄđđ§ đĄđ'đŹ đđđšđźđ đđš đđđ„đ„ đČđšđź, đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ«đŹ đđđŠđ đąđ§đđš đđĄđ đŹđđđ§đ (đ«đźđąđ§đąđ§đ đđ đđąđ§ đČđšđźđ« đŠđšđŠđđ§đ đ°đąđđĄ đđđ§đąđđ„) đđŹ đđđŹđđš đđđđđĄđđŹ đđšđđĄ đšđ đČđšđźđ« đđđđđ§đđąđšđ§ đđšđ« đŹđšđŠđ đŹđ§đđđ€đŹ. "đ/đ! đđđ§đąđđ„! đđ'đŻđ đđšđđĄ đąđđđđ«đđđŠ!" đĄđ đđ±đđ„đđąđŠđđ đđŹ đđđđ đđ§đ đđđđ€ đ©đđ§đąđđŹ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđ°đđđ đđ§đ đđĄđąđ„đ„đČ đđ«đđđ đđ„đŠđšđŹđ đŹđ©đąđ„đ„đđ đšđ§ đđĄđ đ đ«đšđźđ§đ. "đđđđđ đđđđđ đđđ đđđ đđđđđ đđđđđđđ!" "đđđ đđđ'đ đđđđ đđ đđđđđ đđđđ đđđđ!" "đđĄ, đ°đđđđĄ đČđšđźđ« đ„đđ§đ đźđđ đ đ đźđČđŹ." đđĄđ đđ«đźđ§đđđđ đ°đšđŠđđ§, đđąđ«đ đŹđđšđ„đđđ đđĄđ đđšđđĄ đšđ đđĄđđŠ đđŹ đđđđ€ đđźđ«đ§đŹ đąđ§đđš đ đ°đĄđąđ§đąđ§đ đ©đźđ©đ©đČ đ©đ„đđđđąđ§đ đđšđ« đĄđđ« đđšđ«đ đąđŻđđ§đđŹđŹ. đđšđź đđ„đ„ đđšđ§đđąđ§đźđđ đđš đđ§đŁđšđČ đđĄđ đđđČ đ°đąđđĄ đĄđđ§đ đąđ§đ đšđźđ đđ§đ đđŻđđ§ đĄđđŻđąđ§đ đ©đąđđ§đąđđŹ. đđźđŹđ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđźđ§ đ°đąđ„đ„ đŹđđ§đ€ đšđ§ đđĄđ đĄđšđ«đąđłđšđ§ đđŹ đđĄđ đŹđ€đČ đđźđ«đ§đŹ đ°đđ«đŠ, đąđ'đŹ đđąđŠđ đđš đŹđđČ đ đšđšđđđČđ đđš đČđšđźđ« đđ«đąđđ§đđŹ. "đđĄđđ§đ€đŹ đ đźđČđŹ, đ đđ§đŁđšđČđđ đđĄđ đđđđ." "đđš đ°đšđ«đ«đąđđŹ đđđ„đ„đ." đđđđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ°đąđ§đ€ đđŹ đĄđ đđ„đŹđš đ€đ§đšđ°đŹ đČđšđźđ« đŹđđđ«đđ. "đđđđĄ đŹđđđČ đŹđđđ-" "đ/đ!" đđđ§đ§đČ đđđ„đ„đđ đšđźđ đđšđ« đČđšđź đđŹ đđĄđ đšđđĄđđ«đŹ' đđČđđŹ đ°đąđđđ§đđ đąđ§ đŹđźđ«đ©đ«đąđŹđ. "đđ đČđšđź đđšđ§'đ đŠđąđ§đ, đđđ§ đ đđđ€đ đČđšđź đĄđšđŠđ? đđźđŹđ đđš đđ đŹđźđ«đ đČđšđź'đ„đ„ đ đđ đĄđšđŠđ đŹđđđ." đĄđ đ«đđȘđźđđŹđđđ đđŹ đČđšđź đđđ§ đŹđđ đĄđąđŠ đđźđ«đ§ đ«đđ đđŹ đ đđšđŠđđđš đđŹ đČđšđź đ đ„đđ§đđđ đđĄđđ đđĄđ đ«đđŹđ đšđ đđĄđ đ đđ§đ đđ«đ đĄđđŻđąđ§đ đđĄđđąđ« đ°đąđ§đ đŠđđ§ đŠđšđŠđđ§đ. "đ/đ đđ'đđ đđđđđ đđđđ đđđ đđ đđđ đđđđ đđđđ đđ đđđ đđ
đ đđđđ'đ đđđđ đđđ đđđđđđ!" đđšđ đ„đąđđ đđ§đ đđđđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ, "đđđŹđđš! đđ đĄđđŻđ đđźđŹđąđ§đđŹđŹ đđš đđđ„đ€ đđđšđźđ! đđĄđ đđźđ«đ§ đđ§đźđđ€đ„đ đŠđđŠđđđ«đŹ đđ«đ đ„đšđšđ€đąđ§đ đđšđ« đźđŹ!" đĄđ đ«đđ©đ„đąđđ đ°đąđđĄ đđ§ đđ§đšđđĄđđ« đđĄđđđ€đČ đŹđŠđąđ„đ đđŹ đđđđ€, đđąđ«đ, đđ§đ đđđČ đđ„đŹđš đ„đđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đ đźđŠđŠđČ đ đ«đąđ§ đđ§đ đ„đđđ đ°đąđđĄ đ đđĄđźđŠđđŹ đźđ© đđŹ đđđŹđđš đđšđ„đ„đšđ°đđ đđĄđ đŹđđđšđ§đ đ„đđđđđ« đąđ§ đ đđšđ§đđźđŹđđ đŠđđ§đ§đđ«.
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Your body is really impressive! đ€©I would like to know, are you happy with your body and your life? With all the restrictions that come with it.
Awe, thank you! đ Absolutely, I love my body and my life! Of course I have âmeltdownâ moments where things I used to be able to do are SO hard and I get frustrated but then I eat some good food and all is right again in the world! đđ„”
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Iâm genuinely curious what the other critters roles are in the holders au (especially who the Chloe or Lila might be).
alr this ones simple, imma list all of the (rest of the) critters and give them a role based in both in the og MLB series and the Holders AU
just to make it clear, all of the relatioships im talking about here take place before catnap joins the same hs as dogday, eventually they all (Except bubba) become friends between them
Craftycorn: Along with dogday shes an exchange student as well, but attends to a different HS, she's dogdays roomate and both get along very well, eventually from living together they become good friends. Crafty's role on this au would be Alya's on MLB, but without the ladyblog lol, on this universe crafty like alya is interested in the heroes that suddenly popped out of nowhere, and starts investigating about them out of curiosity, eventually she gets very invested in them and starts taking part of a magazine to talk about them both. She's gonna be the first to find out their identities too, she eventually connects the dots and guesses, but doesn't tell anyone
Kickin: He's childhood friends with dogday, but here they met online before dogday decided to move and study on the same country as him, They don't belong to the same HS neither, he goes to the same one as crafty and they become friends there. His role here would be Nino's on MLB, as he would become very close to catnap eventually (catnap got his second best friend yippeee), and also would end up dating crafty lol (kickincorn enthusiast)
Bobby: Bobby is childhood friends with hoppy, and she takes on luka's role on MLB as the good listener and good advice giver to dogday (no romance between them here) Her and Dogday don't exactly have a band, but them both enjoy playing music together (dd plays guitar, bobby plays bass and guitar too + she likes to sing) which made them close. They met bc of Kickin as him, bobby and hoppy were in the same elementary school and kept being good friends ever since.
Hoppy: Childhood friends with Bobby, doesnt take on any particular character's role, she was on a volleyball club with kickin on elementary school and they met there, she also works at the same bakery as dogday mostly to help piggy's family out and get paid for hanging out with friends LOL
(as a psa, theres feelings between the bear and the rabbit, they are GAY, but their relationship develops later on)
Piggy: You could say she in some way takes marinette's role here? but this marinette would not be ladybug here LOL, i stated before that dogday works part-time on a bakery, well piggy is the daughter of said bakery's owner, and she also attends the same hs as dogday and catnap, she became friends with dogday from him working there and going to the same hs as him, shes also best friends with bobby and hoppy and hang out tgt often as a trio
Bubba: This man takes on both lila and kagami's role here, but both would be against caatnap here. As i said before, prototypes an engeneer who owns a company, said company has a partnership with another one, and this company ceo's has a son, Bubba is that ceo's son, so he and catnap had met on multiple ocasions but dont get along that well (they hate each other's guts), as bubba's mindset is like prototype's and catnap is not that fond of his father lmao. When catnap gets sent to socialize, prototype asks his ceo pal to send his son and watch him so he doesn't slip away from his duties. His job is basically to keep catnap from getting away from his father lol, and so he makes his life difficult to achieve that.
the closest thing to a chloe here would be bubba? but they behave very differently so he reminds me more of lila, so i could say theres no chloe here at all, personally chloe's character is very non important to the series, her only role is to be the mean girl and maybe help akumatize some ppl, but overall the only good part about her was her redemption lol, but then they threw that away soo, nothing much to say abt her, i don't find having a Chloe here necessary at all
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To All Those That Have Reached Out
It's been a very bad few weeks, and I haven't exactly tried to be subtle about it on tumblr lately. I've gotten tired of bottling up the persecutions and backhanded slaps from my brother and sister from the entire world, and tumblr is one of the few platforms I'll vent about them on.
Sincerely, thank you to those people - mutuals, followers, and outright strangers alike - who reached out to me over these past awful few weeks. I haven't had the ability to get back to everyone yet because my health is taking a nosedive again and I haven't been able to expend the kind of emotional energy to communicate and get back to everyone quickly without risking another backslide. I need surgery soon, and I'm trying my hardest to lower my stress levels and focus on my health. I'm autistic, so overshooting my social energy can really be bad for my general health.
From offers to doordash groceries to my house, to offers just to listen, I've wept over the amount of concern and compassion that I've received over the past days. I am not exaggerating, to those who have sent me a message, that your shared sympathies, concerns, advice, and care have been above and beyond anything I've received from my siblings in over 10 years. Backdraft is a helluva symptom when you've been taught from childhood to believe your very birth was the cause of your older sibling to hate and abuse you. My sister resents me for being born and taking my mom's attention away from her (she has openly admitted this to our mother), while my brother resents me for my mental and physical disabilities and has taken to taking his angst and childish pettiness out on our mother as a way of punishing me. I've been ashamed of the little brother I spent so much of my life devoted to bringing up well that I barely recognize him anymore.
I was recently taught the phrase, "Never hold water for your oppressors, because they will never let you have a drink," and I've been taking it to heart. I hate to think of my brother and sister as oppressors or anything but people I want more than anything to see how much I've sacrificed, changed, endured, and given up out of love for them, but staying on the island they've marooned me on will only result in a sad end when I have the opportunity to set my own sails for other waters. Even my mother has washed her hands of my siblings, feeling just as used and taken advantage of by them as I've felt unfairly persecuted and judged. My siblings are extremely myopic, self-centered, and selfish people that never deserved the time and effort I put in to showing them how much I loved and cared for them.
I'm thankful to have grown up as part of one of the generations that celebrates found family, because it's made it impossible for me to feel completely hopeless about the future.
Opening up to one of my best and only friends of over 10 years has resulted in what may turn out to be a happy change. My mom and I would benefit from another person in the house, and after several tense and nerve-wracking talks with him, my best friend will be visiting for a couple of weeks soon. Given that he's queer and his is one of the states that flipped red this past horrifying election while I live in Washington, it just seems to make sense that we at least meet up in a safe state and see how we go together and if he likes it here.
My mom is thrilled to the point of practically flying to him herself and carrying him piggy-back here overnight. She's an incredibly stoic person in the face of abuse, but I know my brother's disrespect and outright rudeness to her recently has been hurting her.
I can't wait for when my friend visits and if he finds he wants to settle here, either as a housemate or in his own place (although real estate prices are skyrocketing in WA right now due to a rush of former red-staters fleeing here in the wake of November 6th's election results). We met here on tumblr not long after I first joined the site to promote and work on a webcomic series I was involved in at the time, and our friendship turned out to outlive the comics. I'm very excited for the opportunity to see him and spend face-to-face time with someone I've loved like another brother for years.
Things are still bumpy, and if you haven't heard from me after messaging me, please know that I've probably seen your messages and taken them to heart. My dark spells still come and go, and there are times where I still get trapped in feeling hopeless and lonely, but I'm working on it.
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