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[girlivealwaysbean]

do you still love me?

of course ye bhi koi puchne ki baat hai

[bixels]

They're the same character.

[commsroom]

still getting a grasp on this whole no gravity thing (by @jamisonrivv)

[ilikedetectives]

[moomimania]

a very fun conversation with @sw00ts led to the creation of Pink Snufkin. basically, Snufkin's flirtatious side personified

there were other emotions personified too, but Pink Snufkin is definitely our favourite - for obvious reasons 😏

full credit to @sw00ts for coming up with the idea!

[droewyn]

Tumblr Meme University: Life Skills 101

This works with any stainless steel object! They actually sell "magic soap" for this purpose, but save yourself the $7 and just grab a piece of flatware from your kitchen drawer. I use serving spoons for the larger surface area.

[faunandfloraas]

[Baby Bread / Hungry / Was very sensitive when producers visited] for @linoguy

[casino-lights]

I posted an excerpt a while back from a wip I titled "shameless illario apologism" and I think it's time I post the whole thing because this stupid man resurrected my urge to write. a drabble about the ending of A Murder of Crows is beneath the cut with some mentions of Illario x oc because he is unfortunately my pookie. enjoy!

He looked so pitiful on his knees, gasping for air, one eye red and swollen from a particularly swift blow to the face. A single tear streaked down his bruised cheek, leaving a shimmering trail that caught the light with every breath he heaved. His doublet was more crimson than blue now, each dark blotch blossoming further across his chest as the blood from his wounds soaked into the embroidered silk. 

It would never come out. Yet more stains to add to the ones quickly mounting on Illario Dellamorte’s reputation.

“What are you waiting for, cousin?” he panted, fully expecting Lucanis’ blade to sink into his flesh any second now. “Finish what you start.”

Though he cast his eyes downward, he refused to close them. He would not meet his end in the dark. But his grandmother’s voice made him raise his face, and his heart plummeted into his stomach as he watched her make her way toward the stage he knelt upon.

“Get up, Illario,” she said flatly, as if she were simply asking him to take his feet off the coffee table. “No one from House Dellamorte kneels.”

As Viago hoisted him roughly to his feet, he found himself wondering if his parents were forced to their knees as they died. Were Lucanis’ parents? Were their cousins? Were their cousins even old enough to stand?

Illario forced himself to meet Lucanis’ eyes. Defiant, even until the end. If he was going to die at his cousin’s hand, he would look him in the eyes first. He would look their grandmother in the eyes and hope, as he had hoped his whole life, that maybe she would see that her least favorite grandson was capable of more than she thought. 

Lucanis asked his companion what to do with him. Rook. The woman who saved him from the prison he was in by Illario’s hand.

She responded with a question in kind: “Didn’t you say he’s like a brother to you? That he is your brother?”

As if Illario needed to feel even more shame. It was hard enough to look Lucanis in the eyes without memories of their childhood flashing across his mind. Wyvern-hunting. Prickle-burrs. Canes across the back. Coffee in the kitchen. Too-hot cookies. Tying knots with bloody fingers. Sauce-covered faces. Tear-stained cheeks. Crying against each other in the dark.

Lucanis was all he had. The only person he could ever rely on. The last member of his family who didn’t hate him, didn’t hurt him, didn’t think he was worthless. And Illario betrayed him.

Of course, when Illario taunted him, told him he used to be somebody, Lucanis replied with a bitter, too-quick, “And you never were.” Maybe he was hiding the hatred all along. Maybe he never respected Illario at all. Maybe Zara was right. His family never loved him.

“He was my best friend,” Lucanis said, looking at Rook. “One of my only friends, before you.”

Zara’s voice rang in Illario’s ears. A touching lie.

In a voice thick with the blood that coated his throat, Illario rasped, “You think you can show me mercy? That is not up to you, is it? Caterina is still First Talon.”

And like clockwork, Caterina answered, “His decision stands. Lucanis is the new First Talon of the Antivan Crows.”

Lucanis looked more surprised than Illario. He couldn’t muster shock. With both of them alive and present, this was the only possible outcome. This was why Zara told him he had to get rid of them. This was what he had suffered Lucanis’ presumed death to prevent.

“Viago, keep him out of trouble,” Lucanis said with a weary sigh. “I’ll come by to discuss the details in a day or two.”

“I’m no miracle worker,” Viago replied dryly, “but I’ll see what I can do.”

Illario the troublemaker. Dellamorte the Lesser. It was who he had always been. Sometimes, when he was in a more generous mood, he would joke about it. But it was always true, whether or not he gave himself the nickname in jest. Caterina saw him as an annoyance and a burden, and Lucanis… who knows how Lucanis really saw him? Right now, he was treating him like a little boy throwing a tantrum, not someone who had the throne of the most feared guild of assassins in Thedas within his grasp mere minutes ago. Was it brotherly love, or blatant disregard for everything Illario had accomplished?

All this for nothing. Worse than nothing. His grand prize was a crippling, mortifying defeat at the hands of the Demon of Vyrantium and an outsider, in front of every Talon, every House, every Crow with any kind of sway. The best he could hope for now was either a merciful death or a lot of short memories. His reward for his scheme, nearly two years in the making, was disgrace.

As Viago pulled him away, he looked only at his cousin. He mustered half a grin through the searing embarrassment. “Lucanis…”

“Don’t, Illario. Not now.” And he turned his head away.

Every step hurt worse than the last. His adrenaline wore off, leaving him tired and sore. He felt as pitiful as he looked. He felt like a child. His chest burned, his throat felt raw, and though his wounds stung and still seeped blood, it was his lungs that tightened, swelling with the urge to cry. 

He had not cried since Lucanis’ wake. Ironically enough, Viago had to escort him up the stairs then, too. Illario suddenly wished he was as drunk as he’d been that night, or that Viago would be merciful enough to knock him out again. Based on the sheer hatred in his eyes, though, that seemed like a faraway prospect. And his head would still hurt in the morning without any of the blissful forgetfulness a drunken stupor would bring.

The only thing missing from the next morning would be Lidia. She’d practically torn the Diamond’s guest wing apart looking for him after the wake. She hounded him until he ate, followed him through the city until he was weary enough to sleep, held his head in her lap and ran her fingers through his hair and soothed him until he could drag himself out of bed. She never knew how much of that paralysis, that deep depression he fell into was pure guilt. And still, all she ever did was defend him. After that depression was over, when Caterina and Viago questioned his ability to return to work; after Lucanis came back, when he tricked her into leaving the Diamond just in time for Zara’s people to take Caterina; after he killed Zara, when he held Lidia with scrubbed-raw hands and told her he didn’t want to fight anymore and that he could finally give her everything he promised if she could only just trust him a little while longer…

There would be no similar concern from her this time - not after what he put her through. He drained her blood in her sleep so he could find her if she ever left. He lied to her for over a year about where he was and with whom. He kissed her goodnight and held her until she was fast asleep before swapping his chest for a pillow and sneaking out their bedroom window so he could see Zara. 

He would return to Lidia before sunrise. That had been his promise to himself. Return to Lidia before sunrise, because she always looked her loveliest at dawn. He slipped back in through the window after a bath and crawled back into their bed, and she curled up against him and smiled and mumbled something drowsily about how he smelled nice. Every time, she asked if the job went well. Every time, he said yes. And every time, he felt that heavy ache like stones piled on top of his chest, another weight added with each contented sigh or nuzzle of her head.

He touched Zara with the same hands he touched her with only an hour before. He did it so many times he lost count. He always tried to make it up to her in the morning - a one-sided debt that kept growing and growing as he drew from her seemingly never-ending well of trust without ever replenishing it. Another betrayal to add to his list. Another person who actually loved him, lost to his own ambitions and Zara’s unfulfilled promises. He thought he would only lose Lucanis. He had prepared himself for that. He thought it would be quick and painless and Lucanis would never feel the sting of knowing his cousin - his brother - sold him out. 

And now he stood at the door of the smallest guest room in Villa Dellamorte, having cost himself Lucanis, Caterina, Zara, Teia, and everyone else who may have loved or even simply tolerated him once. He had no one and nothing to show for his efforts.

Not even Lidia. 

It would have been too much to hope that Viago would bring him to his own room. That would be much too comfortable for a traitor like him - and much too close to the new First Talon’s room. He stepped inside the guest room without a word to Viago, whose disapproving stare said more than enough to fill the silence.

As Illario sat weakly on the footstool at the end of the bed, Viago rolled his eyes and finally broke the quiet. “I’ll have a healer stop by. It’s more than you deserve, but I’m sure you know that. The First Talon wants you alive. Think on why.”

He locked the door behind him. And Illario was alone.

[karjalantroll]

absolute disaster

I didn't even have enough space to put everyone in the hashtags......

[lotrmusical]

happiest of lotr musical gift exchanges to @nevertochange-evertoshare! one of the things i love from chicago nafa is their little fire box with its glow, and i had this green fabric that reminded me of sam's waistcoat, so here's a little embroidery

[kashlegon]

Salmonids!!!

[girlivealwaysbean]

OMG HI YOU ARE ALIVE

barely and i am miserable about it but yes i am alive

[atinycelery]

I've finished Sugar Apple Fairytale s2 and now I'm joining the prayer for the rest of the light novels to be adapted. I'm on my knees

Please.....from the spoilers I've got of the novels I reallllly want them in anime form.

I wanna see more of Challe, Ann, Mythril Lid Pod, Cat and Benjamin !!!

[javierduffy]

stuffand also things

[sealbee101]

quizmas…a little treat…gift to everyone and me……

dividers r by @/animatedglittergraphics-n-more!!! theyre so cool!!!!!

merry christmas!!! i hope your extra holly and jolly!!!! and I hope the big red guy gives you awesome presents!!

[little-skunk]

regressor finn,,,, perhaps,,?

Ooooh yes, regressor Finn! :D

- He tends to regress around 3-6 as he's a very active and outgoing little. He doesn't really care to hide it much either.

- Even when he's little, he still absolutely loves to tell fish puns, it's just that sometimes they start making less sense the smaller or more sleepy he gets. He also cracks himself up with his own jokes and it's very cute to see.

- Finn likes to try and play with Shrimpo specifically, but it stresses Shrimpo out because he isn't good with littles (and he's actively fighting off regression himself). But little Finn doesn't understand that and still tries to play with him to 'make him feel better.' At the very least, Shrimpo doesn't yell at him when he's little like this, it'd make him feel really bad if he did.

- He likes to play with bath toys a lot! Because of how often he spills the water in his bowl, he prefers his toys to be water safe so he doesn't accidentally ruin them. Sometimes he likes to put his bath toys in his bowl so Barnaby Whilikers can have friends/toys to play with! Bathtime is one of his favorites.

- Finn's favorite non-bathtime toy is one of those wind up fishing toys where you can catch the fish with magnets. He loves playing it with others, and even loses on purpose if he thinks the other little might get upset.

- Even though he only drinks water, he does like to drink it in a baby bottle on occasion, even if he regresses a little 'old' for a bottle. It especially comes in handy at night when he gets sleepy, it prevents a good bit of spills.

- Instead of cuddling with a plushie in bed, he has one of those big inflatable dolphin floaties he likes to hug like a stuffie. He's named her Bubbie.

- His main caregiver is Teagan, who he sees as a mother. She may not do a lot of playing or pretend, but he loves her cuddles and reading voice.

- His main playmates are Shelly and Razzle and Dazzle. Shelly often feels comfortable and seen with Finn, and Finn likes to play an older brother role with her. Finn likes to help her read her favorite dino books, and he also likes drawing dinosaurs with her. As for Razzle and Dazzle, sometimes it can be difficult with their differing ages (and Dazzle's aversion to Finn's puns) but Finn loves to play with both of them. The conjoined twins love to help him make up elaborate and whimsical stories for playtime. He tries his best to make sure both feel included, he feels like picking a favorite would be unfair to them.