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ilurvjohnoliver · 8 months ago

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john oliver doing this pose makes me crazy

the jeans, his legs, his huge cock, the unbuttoned shirt, the smile ughhh he’s just so fine 😋

#john oliver #lets pretend i didnt say that one thing #but i had to get it off my chest #zamnnnn

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al-luviec · 1 month ago

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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)

#alek insanity #not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant #home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day #s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but #its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his #true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish #seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each #other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people #some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here #and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to #say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav #for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has #always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he #doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong #with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only #baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me #the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did #cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the #form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird #(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was #avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol #but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself #for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc #he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow

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ableedingpromise · 4 months ago

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God I'm so fucking annoyed how come she gets to treat me however she likes and then gets to say she didn't mean it?????

#have u considered not constantly comparing me to ur abusive husband who hit u??????#since i was like 8 its really fucking weird #like who in their right mind tells their child theyre naturally destructive just like their father and then says ohhhhh but i didnt mean it #are u fucking insane #doesnt help that i look like him too everyone tells me that #and now she acts like me raising my voice once means she needs to walk on eggshells around me wtf #what about how u treated me from ages 13-16 #freak #i cant believe this shes treating me like im some scary stranger as if shes not the one with full financial control and that im this horribl #person go kill yourself omgjdjsjsjwjwwhwhhw #fuck u #last year was the worst year of my life and that was wholy bc of u you showed me what place i really have in this family and that it was not #hing. how is sveryrone so ready to throw me away??#yet everyone else gets to say shes sooo proetctive and loving fuck off you wouldnt even tell them youre treating me badly diedie diediediedi #i want to cut so bad bro #but i promised myself i wont so #i mean i dont even have any way of gettibg blades so whatver #just remembered her reaction to me cutting #nothing. yeah absolutely no reaction. i thought the worat thing that could happen was her gettjbg mad at me again but no #i realised there was somwthing worse. she just straight up doesnt care #useless mother #im fine w u treating me like shit ive accepeted it that i have no place in anyone's life unlesss i hive into this but at least #at least stop trying to confront me like this #just let me rot in peace #i really dont want to do this anymore #any time now she'll ask me if i was pretending to cry so i wpuldnt have to go out w her now #as if that isnt insulting #and then she'll say i wasnt trying to be rude!!! as if she hasnt always treated me like none of my feelings r real. i only ever overeact. ok

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foccaccia · 8 months ago

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does anyone have recommendations for fictional media that has like. actual lesbians in it. not like supergirl Two White Skinny Girls, One Blonde and One Brunette Kiss media, or "its implied lesbianism!!!" but just regular fucking lesbians

#i say lesbians but i guess i mean sapphic #im just like. tired of gnawing #and of men also. sorry men in my life i love you but on god if i have to pretend one more man is butch just to get #content that isnt m/m or m/f im going to turn into a horse and run into the wilderness until im saved from the glue factory by a plucky #young woman except instead of letting her have her formative summer where she trains me and bonds w me and wins a competition w me #im going to commit horse suicide in front of her & change her life forever. just because im so tired of bland CW-marketable women kissing &#digging for scraps in a refuse bin while brushing aside 7002993829292929939292929399394 gay and het romances #m text #i will also take nonfictional lesbians if its like a story #not to be whiny on main but one of the hardest hurdles i had to jump wasnt realizing i was a lesbian. i came out to myself and to friends a #lesbian multiple times. but i would always walk it back when a friend would express doubt or a male friend would ask me out #bc i dont and especially then didnt know very many lesbians in person. and so i had to turn to examples #and all i fucking had were fictional women who liked men. or fictional lesbians who were so cleaned and sanitized and prettified #(you all know what i mean right. the 2 skinny white girls one blonde one brunette. im not crazy right)#and i would be like. i dont feel things when i look at these fictional lesbians so i guess i belong back here #(this is also bc my gender ended up being fuckier than i realized but shhhhh)#I WAS GOING SOMEWHERE WITH THESE TAGS but theyre too long and im lost.#anyway the point is if people werent so fucking weird abt fictional or onscreen lesbians maybe thered be a lot more people comfortable bein #out as lesbian #like sorry but this awful ouroboros of 'all lesbians onscreen have to be cute and sanitized' meaning that people write and believe wlw has #to be cute and pure and sanitized (OR a 'badge of honor' bc good for u u doodled two women together or had it as a background in ur fic)#meaning that therefore all portrayals of lesbianism continue to be like this. is just #and im also gonna be honest theres probably a lot of good sapphic media im just in the wrong circles to have stumbled into lol. so #yknow. personal viewer bias here #but i still like swing wildly between overly brandishing my dykeness as a badge to feel like im proving im lesbian #and like. backing up under a blanket bc i dont wanna be weird or annoying or freak people out #but if people just Saw Normal Ass Lesbians. aough.#im going to watch revolutionary girl utena one of these days even if i struggled w the writing style the first few episodes #I JUST WANNA SEE AN OLD BUTCH ONSCREEN GET SOME PUSSY.#like it also doesnt help im mostly femme4butch so seeing 2 femmes on screen is like. okay cool so what. but only femmes are 'marketable'

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ao3screenshotss · 6 months ago

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#thank you for submitting!!#submission #ops caption:#Hey there!! I love your account and couldn’t help but notice there’s a lot of JJK screenshots and so I thought I’d submit my own.#This is from my work titled: Let’s Get Physical! And I also go by YearnWorm on there.#Idk if it’s tacky to submit ur own stuff 😳 but hey maybe someone else will find it as funny as my beta and I did lmaoo #Keep it up gamer!#<- replying #youre so sweet thank you!! no worries about submitting your own things there’s nothing to be ashamed of showing your own work!!!! i for one #post things i think are hilarious - sometimes they hit sometimes they don’t but hey they’re out there and i still like them #also no shame to the person who i’m about to talk about but idk but i remember this one time someone submitted their own work and when i #posted it they reblogged it saying smth like oh it’s me!! thanks for screenshotting my stuff!! and i was like …ok #but respect to them ig i admire their audacity #anyways story over don’t worry about submitting your own work anyone who’s reading this chances are i’ll love it anyway lmao #n e ways #CRHING LMOA I READ TBIS WRONG AND DIDNT SEE THE PRETENDING TO REEL HIM IN PART AND GENUINELY THKUGHT THIS WAS SOME MERMAY THJNG LMAOOOOO #LOVE THIS FOR HIM THOUGH AT LEAST HES SELF AWARE MEGUMI 🙌#FAVOURITE

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ghosts-of-love · 9 months ago

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someone tell me to go outside pls

#ive looked up the place i want to go (fen) and theres parking #it's raining really hard rn but i like walks in the rain #idk ive been on my own in the house for a while. and my two friends came back for 20 minutes this morning so one of them could pack up more #of her stuff (she moved out a couple of weeks ago) and both of them forgot their keys so needed me to let them in #and then the 1 who moved out didnt really speak to me except right before she left when she said something rude about the kitchen #and then tried to backtrack by saying 'i didnt mean that. in fact. i dont even remember what i said!' like just say sorry its not that hard.#id rather you said something rude and then said youre sorry and that its uncalled for than pretending you dont know what you said #10 seconds ago #so i just went up to my room until they left and it sucks because that was like my one opportunity in a week or so to speak to someone #in my own house #thank god i went into the office this week and spoke to people #also my friend messaged and was like 'odd core vibes?' about his partner who said the rude thing and i wish id been like its actually just #rude not odd #but whatever #and ive just been sitting and thinking aboht it for 2 hours instead of leaving the house

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ningningkittie · 2 months ago

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so now im sure she is the one who has been sending me anon hate about me being ugly.... 💀

#she said things like oh i would never send anon hate to anyone!!!#but ig ppl just say anything and then do it anyway 💀#ppl will just lie and pretend to be your friend to then use your insecurities against u #if she acted like a grown up and talked to me i wouldve listened #but that wouldve required her to listen to me tooand not just judge me #and ig she couldnt do that #so she took the easy route #like if i explained to her that yeah i felt abandoned by u bc u just stopped talking to me as soon as u got a bf #and then i kept talking to that guy bc of these reasons where i wanted to see if i could pick up on signs #bc being abused by my bf is one of my biggest fears i have #and she wouldve said iget that but i still feel uncomfortable. then i couldve listened to hger and decided if i wanted to keep making her #uncomfortable and hurt her or just stop. but she didnt say anything or try to communicate or listen #and now to see what a fucking shallow narrow minded view she has #is frustrating bc she hadnt even tried to talk or understand or communicate or explain her side #which is like ok that sucks but whatever i will just let it go #but then she keeps sending me hate abt what i confided to her abt and talk shit abt me and it is like #can u just let it go #just stop everything. lets just pretend we have never known eo or talked at all #anyway ig i dont wanna be friend w a woman who invalidates founded fears #like shes just the kind of woman who would tell her friends that #oh yeah your bf hit u just bc he loves u stop complaining!!#so ig this is good either way but like. ig she just assumes i was flirting behind her back #bc she cant comprehend a woman only being friendly with a guy #and like i didnt keep telling that guy im already in love w someone lmao 💀💀#gosh...disappointing. people are so disappointing #and childish and shallow and narrow minded. yikes

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hanicchy · 4 months ago

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i'm about halfway through the peace land arc of orv and i'm noticing that the webtoon made way more changes here than they have in any other arc so far. granted i understand that it has to do with not wanting to broadcast the korean struggle with japanese colonialism and the unsavory way the novel depicts japanese people in the context of fighting koreans to a wider, international audience, but i think it was sorta important to put in? at least the literal fight between a famous japanese colonizer and korean independence activist. idk but that's just me.

#im not gonna say anything else bc i dont know enough beyond what i've read online #but with the way people love to glorify east asian media now i think its a little important to keep in the parts where theyre terrible #like japan did in fact colonize korea. it was a whole thing it was truly awful #lets not pretend they didnt!#anyways crazy to me that they cut out this fight and also changed one of the two prevalent japanese characters to be a good guy #instead of a betrayer because. idk why actually its tripping me up #also no one should take my opinion on this seriously i do not know nearly enough about this to actually say anything of importance or use #just putting my thoughts somewhere because i was skimming (this is my least fave arc unfortunately :/)#and there was a fight out of nowhere that wasnt in the webtoon?? really threw me off #anyways. who said that.#nick reads omni view #🧇💬#edit: coming back to say they also completely got gid of the whole 'colonization' attribute that makes all korean people weaker #when fighting japanese people and i just. idk how to feel about that. many things to think about in regards to this.

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glitchdollmemoria · 2 years ago

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yknow the cool thing about having a ptsd induced bad dream is it gives me more motivation to go watch cozy movies and eat comfort food til i feel better

#after spending an hour in bed scrolling through tumblr waiting for my muscles to power on ofc #anyway little vent abt that ahead #no one has to read this ofc its really mostly just me working through it and processing it yknow #had a dream i was still involved with a couple people who are now gone from my life hopefully forever #also still dating my gf though? but he wasnt there :(#and we were in a uhaul or smth and were driving around and i felt very Uneasy #and like. i was actively in a flare up in that dream so the brain fog was making it harder to think clearly #so i felt very dumb the whole time #and so we drove through this like... pathway? with tall dark plants on either side #some kind of overgrown decorative shrubbery #and we were just chatting and i was trying to pretend i didnt feel uneasy #and then we came to this plant archway but the way was blocked by a bush about waist high #which. i have some particular feelings about that imagery. but idk if i wanna say it cus maybe im just being schizo #anyway we got out of the truck and left it there to go to the little restaurant cafe place we could see on the other side #and once we were inside we realized it was very clearly run by and for the jewish community which made me feel a bit better #so we sat at one table for a while i guess just to wait? then moved upstairs to another table to actually eat #and one of the people i was with started arguing with me and insulting me while the other one just kinda let him #bc he was like mad that i didnt tell him when to say a certain thing in a prayer i guess even though it was written on a thing on the table #and even though i was brainfoggy as hell and didnt know to expect that and he couldve looked himself and it DID NOT MATTER...#so i threw a metal thing holding the piece of paper at his head.#it kinda just bounced off him but then i walked off and he followed me and started beating me up lol #i woke up right as he started throwing punches. i think people were about to step in though #the weird thing is i think at the beginning of the dream i was ONLY with my current gf #idk how to word it but like. these other two just kinda barged right into the dream #anyway that dream is def Up There among dreams that i feel might have some deeper meaning but also not the MOST Up There #might delete later also bc The Paranoia #anyway! claps! time to watch old pokemon movies and eat pancakes

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mental-skillness · 2 months ago

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and i know i sound pissed and i AM but im not pissed at them for leaving. im pissed at them for not, oh, idk, maybe fucking telling me even ONCE that they were seriously worried before deciding to force me into moving in with my parents when i was in the middle of fucking studying with someone?? and then im literally not allowed to talk to either of them for a week??? despite the fact that theyve literally created my worst fucking nightmare and they KNOW i dont want to live with my fucking parents??? and then they expect me to still want to meet up when the week is up???? like, the last time i saw yall you literally fucking strategized against me lmao. idk how they want me to trust them when i now know for a fact that they spend time planning how to handle me.

#im still gonna go when they tell me to #but it's gonna be fucking awful for all of us #unless they somehow have some magic phrase that's gonna make me trust them again #which they wont #bc there isnt anything to say #the fact of the matter is i fucked up #and i get that #im not trying to pretend i didnt #but i dont know how or why or if they think im gonna move past this #like it's one thing to say “oh u had a fucky dysregulated week let's just pretend that never happened as long as you get more stable”#or even “it turns out we're not equipped to handle you and it's not your fault but we shouldnt spend time together anymore”#i literally fucking suggested that #why the fuck would you take this route #literally any other fucking option would be better

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gibbearish · 3 months ago

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oh no im remembering why i liked sebastian so much my first time through

#literally all he wants is to be listened to and respected by a single other person #he asks you to wait and you do‚ robin walks in and says hey i know you dont like when i do this thing but im doing it anyways also #i ran into abigail and she said shes doing the exact same thing later today #he says out loud that it frustrates him that no one takes him and his job seriously and robin just. turns around and leaves.#doesnt even acknowledge it. doesnt need to. they both know it wont make a difference #and then you turn to him and take him seriously #he knows hes being an edgelord and he knows everyone else thinks its goofy but he asks you to take him seriously anyways and you do #he says 'what‚ you havent seen my motocycle before? oh‚ i guess thats cuz i havent shown it to you before huh?' and then slides back under #it waiting to see if youll scoff and walk away or if youll let him be aloof and mysterious. and you do #you stand there and you listen and you treat him like a person #you let him be tired and sad and have his space and show interest in him. you respect him #he keeps his feelings down there with him under the motorcycle and doesnt meet your eyes as he talks #he comes back out and pretends nothings wrong and you let him. you dont push for more than youre given. and no one else around him does that #people act like demetrius is mean for never spending any time with him‚ but like. im getting the feeling its the exact opposite #i think maybe demetrius is the only other person in his life who speaks his language‚ is direct and to the point and wants clear #established boundaries and preferences #sebastian says i dont really like socializing and would rather be left alone when im in my room and demetrius says ok‚ let me know if you #need anything #and thats it. maybe he doesnt do all the other things a dad should‚ but it's... enough.#not enough to want to stay for‚ though.#anyways tldr the reason is that im is him🙃#like. to a freakish degree now that i think about it #overbearing mother‚ polite acquaintance father‚ sibling i didnt really get along with‚ house way up in the woods‚ sad edgelord JEBFKSNFK #anyways . cant wait for the fiona sangster video on him bc if the penny one did therapy to me then uhhhhhhhh lmao?#origibberish #stardewposting

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bibleofficial · 3 months ago

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lol uni accom sent an email saying that theyve ‘received many complaints from staff students & guests’ & it just makes me laugh but they DID include a place accommodating me feeding them at the end of the car park which is fine bc that is all i wanted to be fair. this was ALWAYS ABOUT POWER like 😭😭 it’s deadass so miserable living here we are all postgrad students so 22+ but we literally have room inspections 2x a semester like we’re fucking 12 to make sure things are ‘clean’ as if the building isn’t as old as our parents & literally falling apart. they restrict u so much like u can’t have a kettle in ur room …. but those guests can ??? ur putting a like 3 inch suicide bar on my window ? that i PAY FOR ???? girl … ‘it gives ppl anxiety & diseases …” & ???? having no fucking security here gives ME anxiety & these mfs are givin ME diseases shut the fuck up !!! THE ASBESTOS IN THE WALLS CAN HEAR U & IT’S LAUGHING

#diary #ALSKDJLASJLASKJDKLASJLDKASD #like it just makes me laugh #i started this petty journey when they told me to take down the fucking feeders in like may or june #solely to get the birds to shit everywhere #bc they then ONLY DORM CHECKED ME !!!!!! & told me RUDELY i can’t feed the birds so i was like ok yea i took down the feeders LOL they still #know MY window & i will let them come there bc its the windowsill not a birdfeeder #but then i big brained then just started going doenstairs to feed them at the benches #& then there were so many that i moved to the grassy patches these past few weeks lol #& now im going to have them follow me to the end of the parking lot AD:ASJKLJDALSDAJSLKDAJSLKDJLA #BC THATS WHERE THEY SAID I COULD #swag #‘i aint get no sleep cause of yall yall aint get no sleep cause of me’ except w respect #YALL THINK I FORGOT ABT YALL NOT FIXIN MY SHIT FOR. A MONTH BC I DIDNT #YALL SUCK DIE #im sooooo happy #my lasting legacy: pigeons #i can walk by this shithole everytime bc the entrance is right on the road that i take rn to get to school so ill just walk by dump a bunch #of seed then continue walkin LAKSJDLASJDKLAJDLJASLDKJALSDJAJSLDAJLDKJA #like ummmmm this is the BACK entrance achtualy 🤓#& the gate that doesnt lock IS the security issue but yall pretend someone smoking weed by themselves in their room is the security issue #one of the best things i learned from law or contracts is that if its not explicitly prohibited they must provide u w reasonable #alternatives to conduct the point of what ur doing #like mostly it falls under protest like protestors outside a building on the sidewalk: well u cant bar protesting on the sidewalk bc u #simply dont like them - the sidewalk is public so bar ANY loitering within like 20ft of entrances thats fine bc its w everyone u know what i #mean #so u can still protest … just not within that 20ft bc also nobody is doing anything w/in 20ft bc ur not allowed to & thats fine bc nobody is #so basically w me in this regard its the fact that there is no clause in my lease prevtning bird feeding nor are there ‘no feeding the bird’#signs so … ur WELL within ur rights. but here is uk law ur allowed to feed the birds its protected unless stated like they can say damage or #whatever but its irrelevent bc the damage is from a wild animal not from ur pet or ur direct harm to the building causing damage. it’s

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sunnysolaria · 2 months ago

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"He's gonna be the BEST worm parent EVER"–not a sound escapes, even mind readers wouldn't be able to get past to the depths where Damian hides this answer

(Danny, yes, he'll still love you)

Demon Twins HC

Damian and Danny have this thing they like to do when they really want to get out of something. it's turned into a bit of a game for them ever since they reunited.

They would start off by playing games, silly, harmless games that didn't really mean much. Things like, who could jump the furthest? Who could throw a knife harder? each time one of the twins one upped the other, it was a point in their favor. These points would later equate to something very important.

Ways to cash in a favor with one another.

Danny: remember last week how I managed to capture Killer Croc before you?

Damian: what do you want, Danyal?

Danny: I have an exam in English today and I didn't study for it, can you be me?

or

Damian: remember when you told me that you could hold your breath for thirty minutes and passed out at twenty nine?

Danny: you'll never let me live it down. What do you want?

Damian: father has asked that I attend a JLA meeting.

Danny: I'll get on the Robin suit.

No one ever notices. Years go by and the twins are never found out. No matter how crazy or weird the situation is, no matter how obvious it is to them, no one in the family can actually seem to tell them apart.

Not when Damian and Danny have an endless supply of colored contacts, not when the two were nearly identical twins who knew one another like the back of their hands. The twins simply switch places whenever they need, and no one has to know.

#Bruce and Jazz never let anything get past them #Bruce didn’t know how to bring it up so he never did #Jazz is trying to respect their boundaries #The batsiblings never even considered Damian had a sibling #Danny didn’t give any hints that he wasn’t Damian either #Jack and Maddie didnt notice Sam pretending to be Danny #there’s no way they’d notice Damian who’s an expert #but Jack and Maddie are experts at two things: ghost hunting and showing their children that they love them #even if they don’t realize they have one too many children #maybe three too many if Dan and Ellie are here too #even Bruce didn’t see them coming #Alfred probably knows too but #i think it’d be funny if Alfred knew something was up just not what #Like Damian likes to do this one specific thing but didn’t do it once and it’s strange but not he’s being possessed or replaced strange #the only other ones who could possibly know are Sam and Tuck since Damian can’t do the Phantom transformation #Danny’s love language is physical touch and it affects how he perceives someone’s love towards him #logically he knows they’d love him if they knew he existed but he still likes having physical evidence of them showing they love him #Damian is so done with Danny needing a hug from him every few seconds #Damian: yes danny mother does love you but she was raised by grandfather 😐#Danny: exactly she was raised by grandfather 😭#Danny is the type to ask Damian if he’d still love Danny as a worm #Damian would say no

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globodamorte · 1 year ago

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like there's this alley where many ppl sell things and I could very well go there it seems like a space where I could get some sales done except I CANT bc someone I know that I've been ghosting for over A YEAR sells their shit there and knows everyone there so k CANT GO THERE. "well why did you ghost them" BC I'M INSANE AND DEPRESSED LEAVE ME ALONE. like I CANT I CANT GO THERE if I see them I'm gonna throw up on the spot

#delete #like im aware this situation is entirely my fault ok i know this. just let me complain a little please #and like idk it was kinda tiring. not thwir fault but they just didnt get it (of course they didnt)#like i would constantly be sad and upset and down and not want to hang out and when we hungnout i would suddenly just drop #and feel miserable and ruin the whole mood #and if i tried talking about it it would either get too heavy or too frustrating #i know its hard to talk to ppl who are deeper than rock bottom #but its still frustrating to hear the basic oh well thats really sad bit have you thought about like. letting go of that and getting better #and also one day they kinda said something thats made me spiral in the middle of a birthday party #they said “when you talk like that it kinda drains away my wish to help” <- or something like that translation is hard #and i know (do i? now im questioning it) they meant like “if youre so negative all the time i start losing hope as well and dont know what #i should do to help“#but it hit really hard and made me miserable #idk. i also dont make things easier for myself #like. idk man #the last time i met this group of friends i regretted it so hard #bc the vibes were like “i mean this so respectfully but can yoh pretend youre not traumatized and depressed and suicidal for a second #were trying to have fun here. we love you and we hear you“#yk?????#i wouldnt say theyre bad friends. im the one who needed to go #i know how exhausting it is to deal with ppl like me #so its fine I guess #i just wasnt expecting to like. not ve able to go to this famous commecial street bc of this . sucks.#fuck me. as always

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starlit-mansion · 1 year ago

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I think the worst thing help wanted 2 will be is nothing but fanservice, and the fact that ruin was all fanservice gives me. Little hope actually

#i feel like baby is just going to play like a badly written fanfic of herself because. the writing in the steel wool games is sheiße #their dialogue is honestly unlistenable half the time. the worst the series has ever delivered.#it's either incredibly forced faux-naturalistic babble or that awful stilted impression of baby and henry's monologues #which worked for baby and henry because they're both weird. but like. phone guy and phone dude didnt talk like that #the fact that roxanne started talking like baby when she was telling cassie about her bday party? oof. weird choice #throwing out her whole characterization to sound deep and emotional. yikes.#baby and henry are like... exercising a lot of self composure in their monologues. roxy doesnt seem to HAVE that quality #it didnt feel like her raging weeping bitter personality had finally uncorrupted. she was just like. basically the same as freddy. oblivious #whereas if she'd been written to be a little boisterous and excited with a hint that she knew it was an illusion they were sharing #trying to talk about the fun they'll have at cassie's next birthday but accidently saying something that highlights her shattered nature #both of them trying to pretend for a moment that things aren't terrible #like the whole thing about roxy is that she's so upset when others are around then puts on an act when they're close #and it just. did not seem to even be the casr when the whole narrative crux rested with her #so like. i'm very wary of how they're going to write the funtimes because the funtimes HAVE personalities but they're harder to nail down #like baby at a glance is sweet but cold (like ice cream...) but i can't see them nailing the slow burn of her menace or the way she gloats #kellen will carry as freddy of course #but it could go either way with foxy or ballora. they're so one note that they could fall flat when trying to carry whole scenes #but if you dont let them carry whole scenes then thats worse

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hello! I hope you're having a nice day ✨

can I request LADS men reaction to MC sending them videos of their baby like it's either them saying their first words or anything adorable since the men are away from home for quite a while and MC and their baby misses them ehe (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

Sending Them Baby Videos When They're Away- The Love And DeepSpace Men

parings in order: Xavier x Reader, Zayne x Reader, Rafayel x Reader, Sylus x Reader genre: fluff fluff c/w: for sylus there's mention of him using his evol to x_x someone, no gore tho a/n: hihi anonnie! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡ this was such a cute concept to write and i had to write this immediately (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ) ‧º but i dunno if i did this justice so if it didnt, you alr know just pretend this doesn't exist ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) anyways them as papas are such a cute concept i have so much of it in my drafts that i'll post soon ): enjoy reading and have a nice day or night anonnie ! (ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ)♡

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Xavier:

He was sent away for a mission for a couple days due to fluctuations of Wanderers in the area. Unfortunately if he was by himself, it wouldn’t have taken days but his teammates were dragging him down.

His phone chimes, signaling a notification from you. Opening his phone he sees a video you had sent him.

“Rahhh!!” Your son squeals, hitting his toy sword at your plushies that you both won a couple years ago. Your laughter was in the background, making his lips tug into a smile. He missed you both as he watched the video. He was quick to text you back.

₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎: is he protecting mommy

₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎: it seems i have taught him well

He clicked off his phone, determination bursting through him. He wants to go back home. The warmth of your laughter and the sight of your son, drove him forward. This mission dragged on way too long, he was going to finish this himself.

He moved swiftly, slashing his sword with precision. The hours flew by as well as the number of Wanderers. Without any word to his teammates from the mission, he headed out. He couldn’t wait to see the look on you and your son's face when he walked through the door.

₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎: i’m on my way home now. does our son need a partner to protect you?

Zayne:

Zayne isn’t easily distracted except when it comes to you and a box of macaroons. Now if it was you and a box of macaroons that would be a deadly combo.

During his meetings or when he’s about to head into a surgery, he always lets you know if he’s occupied so you know he won’t be able to reply right away. But right after all of that is over, he’ll immediately check his phone for you and ignore any of his notifications.

But when he’s in his office, the moment he receives a message from you, he can’t help but glance away from the reports he needs to file or send over to the nurses. Your messages always pull him in no matter what.

He unlocks his phone and is instantly met with another cute video of your baby daughter. She’s wearing his freshly clean white coat, which she had pulled from the laundry basket. She’s also wearing his oversized shoes that are comically too big for her tiny feet. “Papa!” She squeals, her face lighting up with a silly smile as she looks into the camera.

A soft laugh escapes his lips and he can’t help but replay the video a couple more times, his heart melting each time. It’s as if he can hear her giggles through the screen. With a wide smile curling up on his lips, he texts you back.

☃︎ ♡: How adorable. I think we need to get her one that’s her size

☃︎ ♡: I have one more break after I finish this report. I can call you both when I finish.

☃︎ ♡: I’ll finish up my work quickly so I can get home sooner.

Rafayel:

He didn’t want to be at this art exhibition, or quite frankly any art exhibition if you weren’t there. All he could think about was being home with you and the babies. Leaving them behind felt like one of the hardest things he could ever do.

You sent him a cute and chaotic video while he was away. “Quick, show daddy what you just did!” you exclaimed, as you aimed the camera at your baby waving a crayon clumsily in their tiny hands while you cheered with enthusiasm. “Glub! gub gub!”

He couldn’t help but let out a wide smile, his little baby was going to be just like their papa, an artist in the making and even better they were learning Glubglubnese. The video ends up with your other baby blowing bubbles to their sibling and they start wailing.

Watching the video, his heart ached with longing for his family. He was a father. He was your husband and he shouldn’t have to miss out on all these precious moments he has wanted with you for a long time. He wanted to be there in person and experience the joy with you.

He texts you while making long strides to the exit, ignoring all the reporters and critics that tried to approach him.

𓆟: tell them to stop being cute until i get back

𓆟: cutie im on my way

𓆟: i miss you and my little glub glubs

𓆟: getting the fastest plane ticket there rn

𓆟: see you soon cutie ( ˘ ³˘)

Sylus:

He was away for another business deal for a couple of days, a business deal that shouldn’t have taken this long and Sylus was getting irritated. “Mr. Sylus, we’re really sorry! Please give us a couple more days! We don’t know what happened to half of the inventory!” The man begged with desperation on his face but Sylus did not have the time for a couple more days.

Before Sylus could respond, his phone chimed with a familiar notification. He raises a finger, signaling for a moment while Luke and Kieran keep the restricted men distracted.

Opening his phone, he was met with an adorable video of your baby daughter. She was dressing up Mephisto in her doll clothes, her giggles flooding through the speakers of his phone. “Caw....” Mephisto caws defeatedly, his head drooping down. “Caw! caw!” Your daughter squeals, her laughter and yours was infectious as she lifts him up in the air, dashing around the living room with pure joy.

He couldn’t help but chuckle, a smile tugging at his lips as he watches the video. Once he clicked off his phone, a sigh escaped his lips. His heart ached with so much longing for you both and he couldn’t bear missing even more precious moments with you and your baby girl.

As Luke and Kieran snicker, stepping aside, crimson swirls began to surround the men, slowly suffocating them until they vanished into thin air.

“Send their team another warning. We’re going home.”

𓅪: The business deal is finally finished. I apologize for the wait, sweetie.

𓅪: I’ll call you both before I get on the plane. I hope I didn't miss much.

𓅪: I'll pick up more doll clothes for her on my way back.

Once he was in his private jet he couldn’t wait to have you and his baby girl in his arms again.

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