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#detroit become human#connor rk800#rk900#hank anderson#hank then says oh boy come on lets go to lunch and they all go to lunch#i like the idea that sure rk900 can talk but the idea of telling connor he might be malfunctioning#is a very personal thing and he respects NOT broadcasting that news so he just does the mind link#and then is like well that worked out better so no one else can hear me be wrong even though i still think im right#idk man just seeing him in one scene where connor is told oh youll be deactivated#is like wow ive seen so much fanart of this fella and i really like him but he is basically a fandom oc and i dont want to be wrong#also i noticed some artists color his hair darker than connors but some draw him the same hair color#so i kinda mixed it with using the same base but then making the shading and highlights less warm#its probably not even that noticeable to anyone but SHRUGS
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I know itâs probably just my age and Iâm Too Young To Possibly Get It and You Had To Be There but Iâve always kinda rolled my eyes whenever people talk about how joss whedon was some titan of nerd media and everyone loved his work
avengers came out when I was 13 and I thought that was. all right. at the time, everyone on the internet was nostalgic for firefly, so I watched that and found it extremely underwhelming, and wasnât interested in seeking out more of that writing. but it is inescapable huh
#was gonna post this on my main but i have way more followers there and also what inspired this was#reading gaiderâs post about alistair lol#yes we can in fact tell he was inspired by buffy#the part where heâs like âyea heâs persona non grata NOW but he used to be the shitâ citation needed lmao#and itâs always made me kinda roll my eyes#heâs fine. i like him as a character. but everywhere i go thereâs been whedon worship#and now that heâs fallen out of grace people feel like they need to do penance for it#when iâve. never understood it in the first place lol#obviously iâm one person and my opinions arenât universal either but#i feel like everyone who talks about it is like âyeah heâs shitty BUT itâs goodâ#i guess you had to be there#but when i say i donât like him now it sounds like im lying or just joining the people who are canceling him#hipster moment. i didnât like him before it was cool#itâs just the writing style. iâve talked about it a little before on my main#itâs especially insidious still in SFF novels bc once again. theyâve all seen buffy and firefly and#i remember my older sister liked angel but iâm p sure she had a crush on him#when will i finally be at the age where the things i grew up liking are the influence behind the Hot New Thing#i mean i know the issue is that the things i liked as a kid werenât popular then either lmao#like iâm sorry but one man from 15 years ago cannot be the sole pillar of an entire genre#people need to diversify their influences and/or we need to let other people write stuff#honestly whedonâs style feels like he was going for american terry pratchett but itâs like. a little mean spirited about it#personal.txt
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My friend who also has to eat more salt due to blood circulation reasons says that eating more salt makes them feel unstoppable.....
Perhaps the answer to my fatigue this whole time has been Eat More Salt... the more you know...
#speculation nation#the problem is that im not really that into super salty foods. like idk i just dont care for how it makes my tongue feel?#like they can taste good but they always make me extra thirsty and it's kinda just a pain#and since like most ppl say u should reduce ur salt intake bc average americans have too much salt#i just kinda let it be. no reason to eat smth that i dont care much about & is supposedly unhealthy#but turns out i am the exception... bc of Joints Suck Disease i need to eat MORE salt...#this is what the rheumatologist said. specifically 'You are the exception' to the normal rule of wanting to reduce salt intake.#so im like. well how am i gonna do that?? eat more salty foods i guess. i still dont really want to tho.#so im tempted to just fuckin. salt shake some into my mouth or smth. idgaf. just get it over with each day#idk how well that'd go either tho. idk i guess i can try to eat more popcorn. or something.#need to look for salty snacks that i like well enough to snack on... no potato chips are not an option... they make me nauseous...#such is the problem with a lot of snack things. ugh.#but if i can increase my salt intake... it can improve my blood flow... i can be less dizzy... maybe... hopefully...#man there is a world of new possibilities out there now. bc of the knowledge i now hold...
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Photon Maiden's selection album, 4 Un Voyage, finally released!! Let's go!!!
Here are the songs in order:
FriendShip
4 Challenges (ver. 2023)
We Never Stop (ver. 2023)
Hikari (ver. 2024)
Akatsuki (fruits mix ver. 2024)
OVERCOME (ver. 2023)
Linked Ring (ver. 2023)
Collector
24 (ver. 2024)
Into the storm (ver. 2024)
Be with the world (ver. 2023)
Photon Melodies (ver. 2023)
Begin Again
Platinum (Saki Solo cover)
Dear My Friend (Ibuki Solo cover)
Fansa (Towa Solo Cover)
Let The Show Begin (Noa Solo cover)
Your Love âĄ
Happy Happy Friend (Cutopia cover)
Kawaikute Gomen (Cutopia cover)
Photon Melodies (TAKU INOUE Remix ver. 2025)
#crow talks#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#photon maiden#AHHHHHHH IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SO LONG!!!! <333#the reason why i found out this album was released was bc i saw sato hina make a story abt it on her ig lol-- (ty sato hinaaaaa)#now i can hear the full version of all of their solos let's gooo!!!#also cutopia's stuff!!! THEY ALL HAVE FULL VERSIONS!!! YESSSSSS#also crazy to me they remixed the taku inoue remix for photon melodies this year..... just for this album.... damn#as im writing this im still in the first few songs so i wont be able to say my thoughts on all of the covers#you might see me post abt them later tho.... especially let the show begin and dear my friend#ahhhhhhhh i forgot how much i love photon maiden's sound <3 SATO HINA U ARE AMAZING!!! her harmonies and... idk how to explain but--#her voice during instrumentals where she just belts notes and just!!! IS AWESOME?! yeah i love it so much!! i never get tired of her singin#haru-chan is also so good!! ive been listening to more harmoe so ive been getting more and more used to her voice and seeing how cute it is#OH AND haru-chan's voice for the more âseriousâ photon songs scratch my brain a lot..... ahhhh i should go listen to harmoe after this#tsumugi risa is awesome too.!! i still think it's crazy she can have that voice for saki then switch to chu2 and akikaze rui lol#tsumugi risa's voice in collector makes me rlly giddy lol (makes sense since the song already does that w the synths and stuff)#AND!!! dont get me started on nanaki kanon...... i love the tone she gives to ibuki's voice... it makes her parts more richer and nice to--#listen to! it's really apparent in akatsuki (fruits mix and og) and linked ring! i already love both songs a lot so her voice just boots it#her voice kinda sends an arrow through my heart and such ahhhh i actually love her voice so much SHES AMAZING!!!#*meteor isnt here but i LOVE how she sings 'is the tempo slow? i dont care at all' SO MUCH IYAAAAAA!!!!!#i think nanaki kanon's voice just adds a whole new flavor to photon that i never knew i needed..... she's so amazing guys pleaseeee--#i should check out the stageplays and see how she does w koharu in revstar...... ive seen the first stageplay so i just need to watch more#ALSO IM ON INTO THE STORM AS I TYPE-- THE 2ND RAPPING PART WAS IBUKI!?!!?!? OK DAMN..... i love the power she puts into her voice AHHHHHHH#okay enough fanboying over photon maiden.... it's making me look like theyre my faves..... i wanna see all the units live one day istg--#LISTEN TO THE ALBUM!! stop reading me fanboy over it and LISTEN!!!!#edit: * i put the wrong song lol ALSO BEGIN AGAIN IS JUST SATO HINA PROPAGANDAA AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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i schwear to god ur not gonna find someone who enjoys working in the grocery store against their better judgement more than me, i am so fucking autistic about this job and everyone knows how good i am at it all, but nothing kills it like the dumb corporate overlord bs. the work can be grueling, the customers can be horrific, but i have got to serve- even the irritating mystery shopper score can be coped with- but when you start picking on me about the stupidest dress code shit thatâs when you lose me. like now a new manager is saying they may force us all to wear those chunky nonslip shoes within the year. i have a pair but man they hurt my fucking feet. i cant do that shit every day thats why i wear converse. i said these are nonslip man they used to play basketball in these. he said âlets spill oil on the floor and see how you doâ ok girl yes! try me!
#also every time i buy a new pair of pants LITERALLY TRYING TO BE IN DRESS CODE its some kinda problem like leave me alone!!!!!!#literally every problem i have with various dress code shit comes down to autistic sensory issues#OR my connective tissue problems causing pain#like please! iâm not just being difficult! god!#also like i hate this corporate bs when its like#omg yes be yourself!!!!! unless you want to express it in any way in which case shut up!!!#i will say they do still let me do a lot but i have got the distinct impression theyre inventing new dress code rules all the time just to#deal with me personally LMFAO#yall can take my makeup and my jewelry alongside my resignation letter if it comes to that#âŚ..ok probably not bc im a coward and the job market is terrible rn#but! iâll find new ways to torture u! mark my fucking words!
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Hi! I hope youâre doing good in life.
What do you think of a phantom hourglass remake? Tbh I donât know how they could remake it without basically remaking it from the ground-up. It would probably play more like windwaker, which I see as a both a good and bad thing. On the one hand, if it was more like windwaker a lot more people would probably play and it would be more popular since I know the touch controls were a turn off for most people for both Spirit Tracks and Phantom hourglass. But on the other hand, remaking it to be more like windwaker would make the game lose some of itâs previous identity. Like, Phantom hourglass was so unique because of the touch controls and the puzzles you can make and solve by having two screens and touch controls. And it was so nifty and handy to be able to write notes on your map. Idk, I still would like it to be remade in general even if it ends up a basically different game, but I wouldnât change the story or the characters, especially Linebeck. The only other change I would make is the music. Phantom hourglass had rather weak themes, mainly because they re-used the same theme for the islands and the dungeons. The only songs that were really good were the few orginal tracks made for the game, so Linebeckâs theme, Oshusâs theme, both Bellum boss battle themes and the and that music that plays when you first follow the Ghost Ship. But what would you want out of a phantom hourglass remake?
Hey, Iâm doing good, and I hope you are too!
Iâve thought a bit about a possible Phantom Hourglass remake, but not too much recently. I donât really know if Iâd want one, since youâd lose a lot of what really makes it special, and you can still play it through other means. Iâm personally fond of the graphics and the music- yes, even the dungeon theme has grown on me- so I donât really want a remake too badly, especially since I fear any additions/changes they might make with story or characters in a remake. The touch controls make it, and playing it on pc recreates that feeling decently well, but I don't think it'll be just the same if you had to control it with joysticks or anything.
Not to mention, there's so much emphasis on having the two screens, too, not just for map stuff, but almost every single boss had a mechanic related to the top screen! I have no fucking clue how you'd replicate that very well on something like the switch without just fucking with the mechanics altogether.
I would kill to hear some of Phantom Hourglasses tracks be orchestrated or otherwise rearranged in a higher quality. I wouldn't want any of the more notable themes altered in any way, no adding or removing of melodies and only very very small changes to the instrumentation, but I think it'd be neat to see what could be done with dungeon themes. I think a while back I had a fleeting desire to write some short tracks for each dungeon, with some ideas like mostly using instruments heard in Bellum's themes for the dungeons while each individual one gets a leading instrument unique to and reflective of the dungeon, while the Ghost Ship maybe gets a song that's a bit of a expanded version of the fog theme, while the Temple of the Ocean King could have slightly different themes the further in you got, starting with instruments more common to Oshus's theme or the great sea theme, while the further in you got the more instruments from Bellum's theme would be heard, plus some harpsichord thrown in for the hell of it.
Leave the original dungeon theme for stuff like the minor pyramids and some larger cave areas, idk. It's grown on me.
I think the only story rearranging I'd want is mayyyyybe unfridging Tetra? You could very easily shuffle some things around with her and just not damsel her for the whole game and honestly it'd still go off perfectly without a hitch. But you'd still have to deal with the World of the Ocean King being a whole other world, so either bring her and her crew in and have them as wandering ship npcs (the better idea) or just leave them out (not a good idea) but either way it's better than what they actually did. I just don't think I'd want it to switch to Tetra being a major reoccurring character tbh, the main character dynamics in PH are good as they are.
I think I like Phantom Hourglass too much as it is to really want a remake at all. I'd rather we get something like an anime adaptation. That's what I think about more. Give me animated Phantom Hourglass with some fun takes on the dungeons and fights and some fun slice of life stuff with the group between the islands what I want is a Phantom Hourglass anime
#asks#zeldanamikaze#salty talks#loz#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#kinda just boils down to like. i kinda want it to remain untouched with nothing added or removed if that makes sense#different themes for the dungeons would be rlly cool. harpsichord for deeper ocean king temple floors bc its where you meet linebeck#also vague foreshadowing? as an aside how many other loz songs have harpsichord in it im very curious to know#also. i say i dont mind the dungeon theme while also not really minding my tinnitus so also take that in mind maybe. brain go brrrrrr#i think adding tetra in to the main crew of ph would kinda be a bit much and also maybe not add very much. fyi i have not played ww#but i feel like it'd almost be adding another ciela cuz shed support link and be more barbed and bold with a side of less morally upstandin#so i dont really think she'd being much new to the ph crew table and i wouldnt want her there in a remake cuz they might pull the#goddess blood card and i really really like how ph has fuck all to do with hyrule or any of that nonsense#sorry this took so long btw. i dont think much abt a ph remake so i dont have a lot of notes#additions? idk add more rooms to linebecks ship. let us poke around in a few areas. maybe potion storage. give link a room#let us poke around in linebeck's room when possible. put smth fun in there. pull a wilds era and give him a journal for us to check out#what they did with tetra kills me (but not too much since i dont rlly have thoughts on tetra) bc you could just remove her entirely#and the story would still work really well anyways. holy character fridging batman#idfk. give us a silly loz dating game. make linebeck an option. thats what i wanna see
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mmm now thinking of brando/marchy brainworms... like it's not romantic, monogamous â¨ď¸loveâ¨ď¸; they both have their own partners. but neither is it nothing to be trusted to catch someone each time they fall. (and it is a bit but it's also so much more than that.) the implicit nod that says I can go out there and lead this men because I know you have my back. and the ways they look after each other over the years and how that changes as they change, you know?
#hockey rpf#brandomarchy#like...kissing someone as a way to say hey. im here. im here and i wont let you go#and idk i just imagine rookie brando who is new to the team and loses them a game bc of a bad turnover#and he is just seething on the flight back so angry at himself#and marchy just plops down next to him and yanks his headphones out and is like#and he has no bs oh dont be sad words#but he is there.#and later when their places switch brando does the same for him#even tjo he is still a rookie and is kinda terrified bc krej said oh no do not go anywhere near march when he is seething like this#mmmm thinking thoughts
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I was going back through my old school stuff from like 1st grade and there was this like journal where we had to write like a couple sentences each day to practice writing and stuff and i had this one day where part of what I wrote was "I hate myself today because I had to change my card to yellow" (the cards were like discipline things so you started with green and if you weren't being good you had to stand up and go to the front of the class to change your card) and I don't remember what it was for but I'm sure I was just like maybe talking or something like that.
But like damn. Even just thinking about the times I had to change my cards in those classes makes me want to cry. I remember always being so upset anytime the teachers weren't happy with me and then I think about me now and how I'm always expecting people to think the worst of me or be hiding that they don't like me or always expecting the other shoe to drop even if they've been telling me I'm doing a good job because I'm bad and I need them to just tell me why and what exactly they're holding back
And I've got a review coming up at work soon with my bosses since it's almost my 6 year anniversary of working there and all I can think is oh good now they can stop telling me how great I am and how happy they are to have me there and just tell me everything I'm doing wrong because I know the compliments aren't right and they have to have been holding back what all my issues are.
And I think something in my upbringing may have kind of fucked my head up... just a little bit
#peeerrhaps i should start looking at therapists again to work on some isssssuuuueeesss....#the last one was not that helpful but she was the first person i looked at and tried and she did well enough#just didnt really get deep into anything under the surface#i literally cant take compliments. like idk if its like a youre supposed to be humble so dont let it go to your head thats turned into#dont internalize any praise ever but if anyone ever complains about you then its real and you should internalize it times a thousand#or maybe its just a i kinda hate myself and dont feel like i deserve good things or anything ever#i think some of it is im ashamed about my stupid inability to get to work on time. like if i force it and work myself up#maybe i can be on time like a few days in a row#but the momentum drops so fucking fast and then im back to well im here before we open even if i was supposed to be here 20 minutes ago#but also like i get there before stuff is going on and like its not that late and i havent mentioned the issue because#i feel like if i did theyd say oh well then just get here at the later time youve been arriving close to its fine#but then stupid brain will go okay so this is the new time which means that im going to shift to arriving even later#so i just have to keep relying on the shame and guilt and panic to get me there in the mornings#which is not fun#i just hope the review goes well other than my bad time management#i feel like it will... hopefully. theyve talked about possibly 'promoting me' which would be me doing the same stuff ive been doing#basically but then id just have the title (and pay đ¤) to go along with that#i dont want to get my hopes up but we'll see what happens#im going to like try super hard to get to work on time until the review though and like after but still#come on clarissa do a good job
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I just realized we didn't get Death Game this season either. i see .. Well that's okay *deflates like a balloon*
#kyuushi#I'M SAYING THIS IN A JOKING TONE BTW im literally So grateful for all that we did get during this season#I MEAN WE GOT PLENTY CHARACTER INTRODUCTIONS SO I RLY CAN'T VOICE ANY COMPLAINTS ON THAT DEPARTMENT LMAO#But like....</33333 My DEAREST LITTLE GUY.. MY DARLING BABY ANGEL !!!! (<- spoken abt a literal game console)#me w/ a completely altered reality perception: Ok if they animate the shitty game chapter+establish DrĐ°luc's collaboration w/ Autumn Books#then Naturally what should come next is DG's introduction right??? :âł (<- Misplaced Confidence)#ngl i was pretty much convinced we'd be seeing him animated this time â i feel like a real fool now HSJQJFJ That's on me tho ofc#'nyways .. weepweep sobsob I can't believe S2's over already!! those past months sure flew by! ( ; Ď ; )#I can already feel a TVDINT-shaped hole forming in my TVDINT-shaped heart all over again . just like when S1 ended đ¤§#i'm holding out for a 3rd Season confirmation already tho!! Let us hope that we get some news abt it in the futuređ¤đź#Then again i should probably catch up w/ the one that just ended first before that time comes đ§ HKJAWHSJF#i wanna marathon the hell out of it so bad . . . Hopefully i'll have some time to do it soon !#wondertext#Nostalgia aside tho; everyone involved did an absolutely Remarkable job throughout this season once againâ im still marvelling over it#I srsly cannot be thankful enough for all the arduous work they put into bringing us this new season :'3 I cherish it greatly#i kinda went off on a tangent there oops. Anyways i hope my boy DG makes it into S3 in the futureâ hashtag DEATHGAMESWEEPâźď¸âźď¸#tvdint spoilers#kyuushi spoilers
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#cant sleep... but im having big thoughts and feelings about connie. our dearest weird sci-fi baby#put the thoughts down in a draft to come back to with a more well rester approach. but man...#i try and approach fandom-y stuff fairly neutral-like. bcs. to each their own. and as long as we're all having fun. and etc etc#but! i do have opinions. and one of those opinions is. that those that think connie's existence is genuinely weird or a joke. are weak#i say that lightheartedly. but still. fucking youre suprised by weird science in yhe weird science comic????? really??#like. im still new-ish to the comics. only started reading them all within the past 2ish years. but still. wtf is up with other nrw folks#again. not trying to sound mean or judgmental or smth. just. TF is a sci-fi with weird alien science shit. why are we surprised???#i get the joke ig. but theres far weirder stuff in tf as a whole. both canon qnd fanon. lets be honest. so why her?#not ignoring those that do enjoy her as a character. byt its like. shes more than just that odd lil purple baby#shes a product of war. her existence is so complicated and kinda sad. but fascinating and full of potential#shes a bridge between organics and cybertronians in a time where things are incredibly tense in the galaxy between both#shes being raised not only by grim. but by cons. cons whos beliefs once held organics as lesser. as smth to be rid of. smth to destroy#her impact on them. their views. their beliefs. and how they approach ehat theyve done to their galaxy. could've been so neat. aughhhhhhhgg#i need to sleep.but yeah. idk. yhis isnt a new take i imagne. but seeing some stuff is making me yhink of iy and her#i5 seems so obvious smtims that some folks just arnt used to werid scifi shit lmao. like. pft. expl9rrn scifi sm more pls omg#esp with sm if 5he fanon stuff ya get here. like. i say this lov8jgly. but phew man. tf fans are built different alright. with respect ofc#i dont judge. i juts uh. iften get nauseous over a certain common thing. bcs its too huamn ig. idfk. when its mor alin or whtcer its fine#ok. sleel timsđ goo night
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im gonna feel this tomorrow

#tomorrow meaning today cause its 2am#i was getting through another vn#i caught up on klein#and was like let revisit the kid at the back#i think the last time i played was like a year ago#a lot has been added omg#its so cool to see peoples progress fr fr#and the art is MWAH#also i somehow came out of this kinda smitten by crowe omfg#that was not the plan but here we r#his hair looks so soft hrrnnn#also can say how much i love brittenys design#shes like super attractive to me lmao#anyways ill rein it in#i have to go through sols route tomorrow cause its late#and i was starting to struggle reading#like falling asleep while i read haha#after this idk what the read#maybe start something new finally#instead of replaying the same things over and over#idk what yet tho#like im still in a yandere mindset rn so trying to read non yan stuff may be hard#idkkk#i could just pick up my comics too#if i cant find anything to play
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boyfriend!toji who doesnât know why but he feels this weird jealousy everytime he sees you meet your friends and greet them all with a big hug. you never did that with him. you relationship was still fairly new to the both of you, but you kissed you fucked you even held hands sometimes when walking around. but, what toji was now realizing, was that he wanted a hug. well, he wanted a hug from You. not a casual little hug, a hug. holding each other. he didnât know how to broach the subject without sounding needy and like the complete opposite of how he usually acts. he had never cared about this kinda stuff with other people, heâd never experienced it growing up and he thought he could live without it. until you. until you showed him that wanting to be held was normal. heâd been thinking about it for a while until one night, as the two of you got ready for bed it simply slipped out.
âhow come you donât hug me?â
immediately you stopped plaiting your hair and turned to him with a shocked look.
âwhat?â
âhow come you donât hug me? like when you see your friends or you say bye you hug them. you donât hug me.â
as soon as he said it he felt stupid. a grown man like him, older than you and he was sat here asking for a fucking hug. what if you turned the question around and said âwell you donât hug meâ what would he say? that iâve never done that before sorry i donât know how? his thoughts came to a stop when he felt a small hand grab his own larger one.
âi- toji im so sorry. iâm sorry i didnât think that was something you wanted.â
fuck now heâs made you feel bad.
ânah doll you donât have to say sorry, its nothing letâs just go to bedâ
âno toji please. letâs talk about it.â
you lifted the blanket and made your way over to his side of the bed so you could sit face to face. everything about you was so soft, so kind. such a complete contrast to himself. he was panicking, he didnât do stuff like this, never talked about stuff like this.
âhonestly toji, i really just thought you werenât a touchy person. iâm sorry for just assuming especially considering everything youâve been through,â
âno please doll. i wasnât trying to blame you for anything. i justâ
his palms were actually sweating, but your face. god your darling sweet face, looking at him like he hung up the stars in sky. like every word out of his mouth meant the world to you. you would wait for him to get the words out no matter how long he took.
âi donât know to be honest. youâre right iâm not a touchy person iâve never really hugged anyone. but i want that. with you. and im sorry, i should be the one to initiate it i just didnât really know how doll.â his voice was so quiet, just a rough whisper.
he looked up to stare into your glassy eyes when you leaned in and kissed him. a small whisper of a kiss.
âcan i hug you?â you said with your lips pressed against his.
he knew you knew he would prefer not to dwell on it.
and then he wrapped his arms around your back so tightly like he was showing the universe just how bad he needed you. he pulled you into his lap and let his cheek fall to your shoulder. he felt your arms wrap around his neck and you fingers stroking the hairs at his nape.
neither of you spoke, you simply sat and held each other and made a silent promise to maintain the closeness from today onwards.
âthank you for telling me toji. you big baby.â
âyeah thatâs enough. time for bed.â
your giggle was music to his ears.
#toji x reader#incredibly sad#soft toji save me#jjk x you#jjk toji#toji fluff#jjk fluff#jjk#toji headcanons#toji x you#toji x y/n#jujutsu kaisen toji#toji zenin#jjk headcanons#jjk drabbles#jjk fic rec#jjk fic#jjk x reader#jjk fanfic#fluff#jujutsu kaisen#jjk smut#jjk angst#toji angst#hurt/comfort#toji comfort#jujutsu toji#angst with a happy ending
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Stream and Scream | reader x multiple men
PROLOGUE ⡠|| play next song? summary : You started an OnlyFans to pay rent. Then came Fuck-a-Fan Fridays, one lucky subscriber, one masked hookup, all caught on camera. Itâs anonymous. Itâs hot. Itâs getting you more subscribers. All good right? 'Till it turns out the ones watching you are your classmates and professors.
contains : camgirl!reader x a whole ass roster, rotating cast, university AU, smut, porn with kinda a crack plot, casual sex, anonymous sex, exhibitionism, recording, oral sex, piv sex, rough kinky sex, everyone wants to fuck reader, reader is kinda... willfully ignorant
A/N : hii this is my first time writing something like this but im SUPER excited. let me know your thoughts who do you think should come first :))
Being broke wasnât a personality trait, but sweet neptune, it was starting to feel like your entire identity. Third-year cursed techniques major at Jujutsu University? Check. Half-assing your degree with the enthusiasm of a soggy napkin? Also check. Part-time job that paid in existential dread and maybe $11 an hour? Triple check. You were one bounced rent payment away from selling a kidney, and honestly, that kidney was looking pretty damn optional.
So yeah, when the idea of starting an OnlyFans first crossed your brainâmid-scroll on TikTok, wine drunk on a shared bottle of cooking wine with your equally poor friends, and flopped on your shitty single bedâyou didnât laugh it off. You snorted, scoffed, and muttered something bitter, "Bet her rentâs paid," while watching some girl with lip fillers and a Gucci hoodie flaunt her brand-new car, courtesy of her tit pics. You sighed and stared at the water stain on your ceiling like it held the answers.
Then rent day came. Your bank account proudly displayed a majestic $7.24. Your landlord's emails had shifted from "gentle reminder :)" to "we will pursue legal action," and you had a full-blown spiral that ended with you Googling âhow to fake your own deathâ before switching to âhow to start an OnlyFans without your mom finding out.â
And somehowâsomehowâyou were fucking good at it.
Not just good. Thriving.
Turns out all you needed was a ten-dollar ring light, some bargain-bin lingerie that only looked expensive if you angled your body like a Tumblr-era contortionist, and perhaps the illusion that the people that were viewing your content weren't real. You didnât even show your face. Just your body - though sometimes doing private videos for the right price, some sultry poses, a well-placed pout youâd perfected in the mirror while pretending to be some sort of pornstar bombshell, and boomâyou were in business. Real business. Like, able to pay your rent in full and order takeout everyday no sweat.
It escalated fast. One day youâre nervously posting some artsy nudes, the next youâre getting tipped fifty bucks just for answering questions like, âWhatâs your favorite color (and can you say it while biting your lip)?â You were sitting in your crusty dorm room still, surrounded by your influx of takeout boxes and cursed technique textbooks you hadnât opened in weeks, realizing you were somehow becoming a one-woman empire.
So naturally, the next step was chaos: livestreaming. You had heard that could bring in thousands in one night - and honestly? You were starting to build up at least a few hundred subscribers.
âFuck it,â you said, setting up your laptop, adjusting your ring light, and channeling your inner seductress while fighting back a nervous breakdown, ensuring your mask covered your face fully and that your wig covered all your real hair. Your first camgirl stream was a whirlwind. You were shaking, sweating, probably looking one glitch away from buffering into another dimension with your cracked setup - but the chat?
Tips flying. Comments rolling. People calling you a goddess. Practically throwing money at you to get you to do stuff you had (ashamedly) done for free for other men. Another said theyâd sell their soul for a moan.
That was the moment you knew.
Youâd made it. Well, all things considered atleast.
Rent? Paid. Groceries? Not a single ramen pack in sight anymore, just takeout bags. Your mental health? Still dicey, but at least now you could afford therapy.
What you didnât know, though, what no part of your clout filled brain could have prepared for - was that some of the top tippers in your chat? The ones dropping money and borderline-feral compliments like... SixEyesOnly: stretch like that and make that noise again and i think i miiiight just send you an extra 100. OfficeAfterHours: Tipped 50. Please buy yourself some food. And wear socks. It's cold out. (For some reason you followed what he said.) EmoWithaBoner: squeeze the toy harder. pretend its my fuckin neck. Yeah. You saw them every damn day. In class. At the cafeteria. In the fucking jujutsu training hall at college. In all honesty you perhaps weren't the sharpest tool in the shed when it came to connecting the dots. Really.
But that disaster? That story comes later. For now, you were just a broke, horny, slightly unhinged college student who had accidentally stumbled into a side hustle that was by all means paying more than anything you could possibly do with a degree.
And baby, business was booming.
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hi guysies.
Ig I should just say like. Hi
I haven't been posting here as much cause. Idk. Might be depression? I keep thinking its cause I've been so busy, which also wouldn't be not untrue, but these past, like, 3 weeks I think so far? I've had some free time but I haven't cause. I dunno, then again, I haven't been doing too much in general? I gues, besides very mandatory things, hell I've even been lacking in my regular skyrim hours of playing.
That, and as said, I get super melancholic when I remember just how sad and bittersweet it is that t0h is. Actually legit over. The show and experience, that is.
Oh all that and also becuz my headphones broke! Fuck! That's like number 2 in my bare necessities for when I post, do almost anything really! It's seriously been painful this past month going without headphones holy shit. Dude I've been scratching at the bit for some relief for headphones, I NEED music legitimately. Even right now, as I'm typing this on my phone, my music is on low levels.
But yerp. Its been. Rough. Really rough. I really do appreciate yall, everyone of yall. Have a sweet week everyone, âď¸!
#the butts chronicles#ogh but yea. been rough.#as said I have no idea if we'll keep this house cause man shits been fucked#uhhhh. lets see. recently my sister got into a fairly nasty argument with her husband since they were both drunk and hes a bit of a. hm#quick to being mad guy? I spose? but yea they made up and he actually apologized to me and my family for that so. its okay?#OH YEA FUCK LOL a few weeks ago fuckin tecksas got hit nasty with a hurricane and GUYS. I FREAKED OUT SO BAD LOL#cuz there was hail with the rain but since. I dont think we even ever experienced hail here I was scared that my ceiling roof broke again#and that it was the rain leaking to my room ceiling and was about to burst my ceiling so I legit started hyperventilating and panicking#with like. short and heavy breathing and almost crying badly until I went to look outside and saw hail and only slightly calmed down#oh but yea it was nasty lol. then the next day almost the entire block lost power and apparently sparks were happening cause fallen trees#uhhh. lets see. hmmm. OH OH RIGHT DAMN I FORGOT WE GOT A PUPPY LOL#we've gotten a lil pup all the way back from dec? iirc and she is now older and a shit lol shes in her teething phase and whatnot#still p cute tho and very puppyish. oh yea also during dec our power went out and ogh man dec was so freezing literally.#almost as bad as the one from. uhhh I cant remember the exact year but I remember it being within these past 4 years at least cause I read#a t0h fic during it lol. oh yea speaking of. we also changed our light company and damn. its been not bad so far! we had to pay up to 300#in our old company and now we dont even get to 200 so far! hope Im not jinxing it! hmm oh did I already say before that I had to get a new#phone? cause I did and I did not enjoy it lol. had it for a while and now and its arguably worse cause no damn headphone plug-in#I think I did mention this but in case. I did finish counseling. well more accurately they required payments again since things and whatnot.#I think? I mentioned the stuff I got for my bday and chmisas. I got mostly neat stuff. I guess. one of them has still yet to arrive lol#uhhhh. hrm. I did get Mr. Martinet's autograph as a present! hrmmm#my other sister got another surgery a while back and its been relatively the same since. hmm. my only other living grandparent passed away#me and my ex got into a. not great argument cause mistakes and whatnot. raccoons in the attic thats hopefully taken care of for now#aaaaand the plushes I ordered a damn near year ago have been technically canceled cause of unfortunate circumstances for the creator#who just kinda. posts things now lol ig.#but yea. lots. holy shit guys. lots has happened. fuck man. I think Ive been way more tired than I thought.#not to mention the past weeks of just. reflecting. man#uhhh#long post#LOL i gues#but yerp.
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