#let's hug everybody~~

[morievna]

Given last chapter preview

Hello~~

That Mafuyu smile – so happy without trace of sadness T_T

Btw it would be nice to get another Mafuyama date on ocean beach… or any proper date honestly XD Although confession from previous chapter was 100% perfect – still I hope we will get more of them talking about future together and simply being cute dorks in love^^

Finally, Given’s debut is discussed properly xD

I really missed all four of them hanging out together and having some fun like in previous arcs – I hope we will get that something akin to that good old times. I must admit that the bars are actually very low for me – that chapter with Haruki and Aki being condescending to Uenoyama left me with a sour taste, so you know  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I just hope we won’t getting anything like that again.

Besides, I am really curious how Given’s debut will be presented – my guess is that it will be portrayed like movie montage – their progress mixed with ordinary daily life. Then maybe story will be flash forwarded to 10 years later – reference to that anniversary illustration where they are shown older – and we will see Given preparing to go on scene for some major concert on tour with some Mauyu’s narration acknowledging how much he worked hard and how happy he is for choosing his path following music and his love aka Uechi ^^

In addition, I am sure Yuki will appear in some form – maybe again as ghost in audience or something like that. Yuki is just too important to Mafuyu and his final appearance would showcase Mafuyu’s journey to heal from that tragedy. Especially, there was similar choice in other Natsuki-sensei manga – Links - where dream about lost person helped protagonist to accept the past and the fact that they weren’t meant to be together – sometimes life is just like that. Still that acceptance helped him to focus on the present and to be happy with new beloved, with whom he wants to spend rest of his life. Imo there will be similar sentiment in Given’s final.

Final page of Links – simple yet beautiful. Maybe we will get something like that with Mafuyu’s guitar who knows^^

To sum it up - let’s prepare mentally for emotional ride one last time T_T

[kazumahashimoto]

you're colder than i remember

[notlivys]

i can't believe i just saw people mourning one of the members of the band of my life in front of my eyes. i look through my window and the world keeps going on, but you're not here anymore. and this is how it is, how it's going to be from now on.

i just can't believe you're gone, liam.

is with a heavy heart that i write this. is with a bittersweet feeling that i try to heal, because saying goodbye and accepting you're just not here anymore surrounded by people feeling the same while also knowing that you are immortalized forever (through music, and through us) feels both comforting and soul-crushing.

i spent more time of my life loving one direction than not loving them.

we put our hearts where we find happiness and i found happiness on one direction. one direction is the band that was with me through my worst moments. one direction gave me memories, smiles, friends (one of the most important things i have in my life), a love and the courage to start writing. one direction was always the beginning of everything.

one direction was the band of my life (as a child, a teen and now an adult) that shaped me as a person.

and i just keep fighting the fact that today, i have to say goodbye with my chest hurting in a way i had never thought it would.

but deep down, i know life goes on and i know goodbye is almost never true. i know, in this case, is see you soon. i know, this time, is i'm carrying you with me forever and i'll make sure to spread your name and legacy as much as i can, whatever generation comes next, no matter how much i have to talk about the happiness you brought me.

i love to believe in transcending. and i always loved to love you.

i know, as an adult, liam wasn't the perfect person. i know he wasn't the excellent example to follow we all thought he could be when we were 10. and that is fine, because, who's that? who's the perfect role model?

i know everything. i am conscious. but liam truly was my whole world ever since i saw him with those boys on those stairs. liam was one of the people that became the reason i survived more than once, so how am i not gonna cry when i lose someone i always hold more than close to my heart?

i can't lie and say i'm ready to accept everything, what happened, how it happened. i can't lie and say that i've come to terms with the fact that the days pass by and people start to talk about other things and it feels like everyone is further and further from what happened while i'm here with my chest empty. i can't lie and say i'm not kind of mad at the whole universe, as if it had played the most unbelievable and sick joke on all of us. i won't lie and say i don't hate that i'm doing this, that i'm sad and listening to your songs with a bad taste in my mouth. but today, i started to think a little more of that little girl that felt safe because of you. if you -and the boys- taught me and inspired me to be strong, am i really going to give up like this?

i intend to keep on honoring what you meant in my life.

rest in peace liam. wherever you are, i will pray for your soul to be at peace. if there's a way -i really, honestly, wish there is a way- i hope you know you were are loved. i hope you can see how much love the world is expressing for you. i hope i get to exist in the same lifetime as you a thousand times more. i look forward to exist together again.

thank you for allowing me to see you grow up.

thank you for allowing me to grow up by your side.

you are sealed and embedded in my soul. i can promise that much.

[ineedhjalp]

me when they make my sadwetpathetic character sad, wet, and pathetic:

[kurolini909]

LATE BECAUSE I MESSED UP-

@zu-is-here

Happy birthday!!!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎁🎁🎁

So sorry for the timing-- I legitimately don't know what happened, we had it all planned out and everything, I'm going to scream-

[princeanxious]

*baps @shamedump * it's the blood twins and yer littol oc Vermillion!

And for anyone interested in TSAMS and oc branch-offs, please check out their fic Vermillion! It's really cute and a nicer look on how the bloodmoon twins could have had their view changed! More doodles for this fic are absolutely incoming(and hopefully will get digitally colored lol) as I've got a bunch of little scenes I wanna draw out for little Millie and the fam they've made!!

I can't wait to see what happens next, as I have some theories on how things might play out and I'm eager to see how it all plays out!!

[geeky-nightphilosopher]

What am I doing?

Oh, you know thinking about how Eliot Spencer allows his team- nay- his family to press his buttons. All because he wants them to trust him.

[pierregaslays]

:(

[zuliobro]

I love this reddit migration, it feels like cousins i've never met came over to stay at our place

just a big ol' sleepover! lets stay up all night & tell each other stories hehe ଘ(੭ˊ꒳​ˋ)੭✧

[swordmaid]

was taking screencaps of shri’iia and astarion making out in the sewers like the little rats they are and I just caught shri’iia’s shy smile…..omg……what if I ended it all….

[sensitivegoblin]

Vent

Tw: sh, suivide

[teddybeartoji]

hi there, mickey!! i just got a little curious, what is the anime/manga that you’re most emotionally attached to? (if there’s any ofc)

because i just read a little poem about aot and immediately started crying — and i don’t cry a lot!! so i wondered if there was something that made you feel similar

HI HI HIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mmmm i think i'm definitely the most emotionally attached to jjk................. it's the things that started this whole thing for me afterall yk? like ok i had seen some stuff years and years ago but then i got into jjk aaaand well not to be dramatic but it did kind of change my life lmao

so so so many of the characters are SO fucking dear to me that i do genuinely get upset if i think abt their deaths/dying for like a minute... i just love them so much they all mean so much to me. and reading fanfiction and just seeing fanart of them gets me in my feels too it's so over for me😭😭😭 not to mention how much i've cried over the fuckass leaks ashgdghasghdhggha goddddd gege has really done a number on me huh..........

but they bring me so much joy too. it's literally the smallest things like lately i've been seeing a lot of tiktoks abt ppl with jjk skins fucking around in fortnite and hgsghadghdshga they make me so happy idk i am very easily entertained... buuuuut i also just love talking abt them with my friends, kind of analyzing and figuring out what they'd do in different situations. assigning them poems and songs, different types of tropes and etc it really does make me smile so big when i get to delve deeper into their personalities yk?

one more addition that i feel like really shows how attached i really am to them is that i've cried over MY OWN writing lmao like putting any of the jjk characters in bad situations makes me feel fucking awful it's so hard i hate it😭😭😭

[storm-driver]

had a very wild kh-related dream last night that was like a post-kh3 kinda setting where roxas, sora and ven all were laying out on the beach near each other. a lil distance between them, sora and ven were laying in the sun, but roxas was in the shade beneath something. and ven woke up to drag roxas into the sun, who yelled at him to stop, but ven just laughed while roxas was forced to be dragged into the light.

edit: ive been told this means im the ceo of roxas and ven, idk what to do with this information

[unproduciblesmackdown]

orvphil: so real

for example used analysis on the following instances

orville's physical reluctance & difficulty kneeling to propose to jane vs. readily swinging right into such a kneel with phil during 'til we meet again

'til we meet again

(see above) noting the "both immediately becoming So happy to be doing this" and "staring at each other for an unbroken ten seconds after finishing the song which was evidently beyond simply a [hold for applause] thing"

having indeed an adorable little meet-cute, which may not be an integral part of every eventual writer/lyricist & composer partnership

when phil drops in at wingate manor and he an orville have a private little wave to each other like =)

sitting next to each other sharing a hay bale and orville gets drinks for them both and phil walks orville home

lucky day

the choreography where orville's at the piano and phil swings it out while rotating it and orville's "walking" while sitting to one side to help (my analysis: going ohhhhh ;w;)

both simultaneously answering "his" when asked whose song it is like the earnest effortless mutual admiration and appreciation huh fellas

margaret talking about protecting your heart from these theatricals; orville Is one of these theatricals, and he loves it; phil watching him / reacting in this moment including his little "hell yeah" move like he had for orville going off in lucky day

their general enthusiasm together / for each other / enjoyment of being around each other and increased ease of operating when around each other

phil wishing orville could hear his music and talking about how orville ruined his own night to save theirs, then remarking "...what a guy!" mmhm

🌈🌈🌈

[grinchwrapsupreme]

there's something about characters for whom emotions cannot be contained, where the feelings are all so surface level whether they want them to be or not, who can't help but be loudly angry or happy or sad, who love so so deeply and have no hope of concealing it

[marshmelonfluff]

also i have doubts that they would have tai feature heavily in a volume again but i really want him to meet up with the gang in vauco bc i want ruby to get a hug from her dad. please. just let this girl get a good cry in about everything she's been through and have her dad hug her afterwards