#let me live again please i dont want to exist this way with these bouts of just. inescapable memories

[cupcraft]

And since im sick of seeing it. Calling out misogyny and understanding how misogyny as a system of power influences and rewards abuse is not "hating men cryptoterf bioessentialism" on principle. Please please pleasee stop. TERFs win when you narrow down their violent white supremacy and patriarchy as just "hating men", terfs win when you refuse to acknowledge the patriarchy as a system critically and how it rewards certain abusers, terfs win when you cannot see that misogyny does inform some abuse. Terfs win when you see bioessentialism as calling out misogyny and not what bioessentialism really is (which is why bioessentialism is so fucking horrific of a place to go down). TERFs win when you water down their arguments and refuse to engage with feminism at all.

TERFs are a group that reinforce white supremacist patriarchical systems and are not feminists. You being uncomfortable saying misogyny exists and can inform abuse is not the "fight against the terfs" you think it is. You must be able to dissect and talka bout misogynistic abuse and patriarchy and you cannot let terfs existing pull you away from that, because if you do they are winning their propaganda war.

We can live in a world where we critique terf talking points because they are in fact dangerous and violent and contribute to anti-trans violence and laws being on the rise. But we also need to NOT let terfs disallow us to speak up against misogyny (a system they happily reinforce, making it that much more important to engage in). Also seeing patriarchy as a social system does not equate bioessentialism, and please dont water that term down (because again, it is equally important we speak out against those dangerous arguments when they happen).

I say all of this because for the past two weeks i have seen discourse after discourse upset misogyny in MCYT is being called out by tumblr users, even fellow trans tumblr users, and whenever ccs come forward about it it is crickets to critiquing them like people are doing on here. Please get comfortable engaging with conversations about misogyny and how it intersects with the abuse allegations that have come out, Please get comfortable engaging with how misogyny has influenced normalizing abuse in these cc circles (as stated by multiple victims and witnesses). Please get comfortable because it is important you unpack it for the safety of victims.

And if you come out of this thinking "well i guess you're a terf who hates men" you have missed my point and this post is not about hating men it is about unpacking misogyny as it intersects with abuse in the cases that have come up in the past few weeks. If a terf sees this post please dont interact I do not want your bigoted bullshit staining this point at all.

You are free to add on and educate me on anything by the way. My anons are only off because of the harassment I had already gotten two weeks ago.

[satoverse]

▪︎Summary: Y/n sure likes to keep a lot of secrets to her friends but to the day has finally come and her secrets are exposed will they abandon her or will they stay.

WARNING: mafia!au, non-jujutsu sorcerers!au, modern day!au, angst, mentions of sexual conversations here and there, smut(at some point), TW!mentions of alcohol, fighting, blood, knives, guns, mentions of violence, brainwashed reader(at some point)

PART 1

Vengeance...Blood...Kill..

And with those three words all i could think of was the blood gushing out of their bodies, watching them die mercily...

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Having to hide such a huge secret is not the easiest thing a human being can achieve to do. Sure, it is easy to hide the fact that you kissed or had sex with your toxic ex to your friends, or hiding the fact that having a massive crush on them is easy again. You see these are all easy secret to hide it from them, but being the boss to one of the most dangerous mafias that has ever existed sure is easy..right?

"Stop sleeping and get up you lazy ass." she says as she flicks my forehead, slowly opening my eyes to look over to my side only to see Nobara looking down at me with her hands crossed. "First of ouch..secondly why should I? I barely got sleep last night." I turn my back at her covering myself from head to toe with the blanke trying to fall back asleep, only to feel the cold air hit my body "Oh shut up it is not my fault you stayed with that damned phone all night plus we promised Shoko and Utahime that we would help them painting their house."

I groan in annoyance as i kick my feet to the mattress "Cant you just go alone and tell 'em that i got sick or something? Noba...I really dont wanna go i feel really tired." and with that guilt washed all over me seeing her looking at me with those disappointed eyes. Turning around to leave my room she stops at the doorstep "You know... oh forget it its not even worth saying you'll always make up excuses again." and with that i watch her leave my room only after a couple of seconds to hear the front door forcefully getting shut. I sigh as i get up from my bed sitting down and looking at the floor 'if only i could tell..if only...'

Truth is I was up all night trying to find the location of Ryomen Sukuna. An infamous mafia leader that has been wanted for years, searching for him is not that easy since...well lets just say he has his own old ways. I get up once again walking towards the bathroom to brush my teeth and do my little sincare morning routine and apply some light make up. I walk back to my room going towards my closet to grab a plain white crop top, some old sweatpants and a jacket. I grab my hat and sunglasses looking at myself once again in the mirror in my living room and then i head out.

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...Ring....Ring...Ring...

'Meet me at _____ in 20 minutes'

I look down to my watch only to see more than 20 minutes have passed "Where the hell is he? Whats taking him so long?". As im about to pull out the flip phone to call him he appears, only to see him breathing heavily with sweat dripping down his forehead to his neck. "Jesus fucking Christ were the hell where you that you had to run." I watch him sit down on of the empty chairs in the room as he waves at me away with his hand, only for me to chuckle at his action. "You literally called a last minute meeting in the middle of fucking NOWHERE and on top of THAT ITS ON THE 50TH FUCKING FLOOR and MIND YOU the elevator does NOT work." I laugh at his sudden tantrum as at the same time I make myself comfortable on the chair that is on the opposite direction of him "Damn it sure is pleasing to see a quiet person throw a whole tantrum about some stairs." He shot at me a death glare as i simply chuckle it away... "Now let's begin shall we..."

After 'bout an hour or so we both grunt to the feeling of disappointment. "This is just so frustrating I FUCKING HATE HIM!" and within seconds the chair has ended up on the other side of the room. He just looks at me unamused as he slightly rolls his eyes "Calm down." thats the only sentence that comes out of his mouth 'damn he went quiet again..' i thought to myself. I go over where the chair is grabing it and bring it close to the table and sit on it. "You know this is just hell for me we will never going to find him or the last remaining antique."

I place my head on the table as i sigh deeply, only to feel big hands on my shoulders to slowly massage them.He looks down at my exposed neck, leaning down to it close to my ear only to whisper.. "Calm down." ...again. He softly pecks the back of my neck as I lean in on his touch of his softly lips, I sigh once again and lean back up to push him away slowly. "Let's just call it a day its already 2pm I need to get back." He crosses his arms as he looks down at me with a raised eyebrow "something happened?". I turn around to look at him with a slight pouty face "Nobara got mad at me again because i bailed on our plans...again and Shoko and Utahime are also probably mad at me too." He just stares at me for a couple of seconds and just shakes his head, "Go ill take care of everything."

My face lits up and i go over to him on tip toes to give him a big hug "You are the best, this is why you are my right hand man." and with that i quickly get out of the room and make my way towards Shoko's house.

...Ring...Ring...Ring...Ring...

'The number you have called is not available at th-'

'sigh...what have i done'

As im walking down the street i notice a bakery, thinking to myself 'since i made them mad i might as well make it up to them'.I go into the shop and look around only to leave the shop with a bunch of sweets in my hands, "Damn they sure will love this..specially Satoru." i chuckle to myself and make my way again towards the house. Walking in narrow alleys sure its a bit scary when you're alone but its even scarier when someone is following, and by someone meaning an enemy.

I cut out routes passing through old buildings, in order for him not to follow me to my friends house I quickly make my way towards and old looking house getting and setting the bags down. I hide behind a wall waiting for him to get lured by my trap and once they are in i quietly and quickly headlock him placing a hand over their mouth. He grabs me by the hands and rolls me over to the ground taking a knife out he tries to knife me in the heart but i quickly roll over, get up and forcefully kick the knife out of his hand with my leg. I grab it and place it over his neck, slowly walking forward for him only to walk backwards, "Who are you and who sent you?" getting amuzed by his scared face, pale face and cold sweat dripping down his forehead.."P-please s-spare m-" ..i give him a smile and with that i slice his neck.

I watch him fall down, gagging trying to get some air only for him to fail as he stops breathing after a couple of minutes. I crouch down at him and grab his shirt to clean the knife. "This is what happens when you dont answer the correct questions that you are being told..now shall we send your boss a quick message?". I cut his shirt off with the knife and i start carving on his body.

'I'll find you'

I clean the knife once again and place it in my pocket making sure to dispose it later. I grab the bags and making my way towards the house once and for good.

After twenty minutes or so i finally arrive at Shoko's house, anxiety slowly building up on my stomach prepared to be yelled at, well...mostly from Utahime. I knock on the door tree time making a quick pause then knocking again two times. The door opens only to be revealed by-

"Utaa...heyy nice to see you" she gave me a glare that sent shiver down my spine "WHERE THE HELL WHERE YOU Y/N I THOUGHT WE PLANED TO-" "i bought sweets" I tell her as i shove the boxes to her face making her to hold them. I get in the house closing the door behind me as I look around taking a big sniff to smell the freshly painted living room. I take my shoes off as i make myself comfortable around "This is a nice apartment i love it" "Thanks took a while to find a nice place like this" Shoko say and as per usual her cigarette never leaving her mouth. I sit down to the floor as the rest of them follow my lead sitting down making a circle.

Utahime places the opened boxes of sweets in the middle so anyone can take as much as they want. "Never thought you'd drop by, your always so "busy" for us and you never stay even if you do its for a short period of time" Nobara says to me while she its a cookie. I drop my head low smiling knowing that those words dont only hurt me but her and the rest of group. "Well-.." "Well what? You always cancel on us saying your vusy yet you never tell us with what, you're always so "mysterious and all that" you weren't like that" Geto says as he cut me off not letting me say a single word. My heart feels shattered I've been so focused of finding Sukuna that i forgot that i also gad a normal life to live and friends that actually do wanna be in my life.

I bring my head up high and give a soft smile "Im sorry I truly am I've been busy with work so much, that I've forgotten about reality, I've working double shifts and I've also work late night shifts so its-" "Don't even worry about that" Gojo says to me while wrapping a hand around my shoulder, looking down at me while giving me a soft smile "We just want you to be happy and healthy nothing else if you need us we will always be by your side" I smile at his kind words as i shove him away while giving him a slap on the shoulder "You corny bitch dont talk to me all lovely like that you just saying that because i got sweets" they all chuckle and giggle at the remark as they all agree with me.

It is nice being like this with everyone I feel like Im finally free like there is nothing stopping me for being with my loved ones...

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Looking down at the the body he laughs hysterical as he takes a picture. "I'll find you huh...adorable." He places his phone back into his pocket and calls out his man telling them to dispose the body. He gets in the backseats of the car telling the drive to drive off. Pulling his phone out he looks at the picture once again chuckling to himself.. "Boss will be entertained with this"

[angelplummie]

imagine how understanding and sweet katsuki is when ur inexperienced

cw: pussy eatin, fluff, super soft katsuki,‘girlfriend’ used

you’ve never done anything with anyone before him, and you’re not exactly confident in ur man pleasing capabilities, probably due to the fact you have none.

when u start dating, you let him know you’ve never gone there with anyone before, and if it’s ok, you’d like to wait a little to get more comfortable, so it’s better for the both of you. you were nervous asking that of him, worried he would be put off or try to talk you out of it, worried he would scurry off and find someone who would put out right away.

but he didn’t, of course he didn’t.

he just hugged you and told you that was fine, he could wait as long as you wanted. i think katsuki is a person that views sex as a very emotional experience, a thing of intimacy and closeness and comfort. personally, i don’t think he would have sex with anyone he didn’t care about, he’s just not that type of person, so you asking him to wait doesn’t matter to him, he doesn’t need it with just anyone. he wants it with you and he wants it to be nice, good, safe. he couldn’t have taken it better, and you carry on with your lives.

and maybe in the coming months you get really close. you have never, ever felt like this about anyone, and neither has he. you both didn’t know this kind of feeling existed, but here it is. you just feel so happy when you’re with him you can’t even begin to explain it, talking to him is like... well it’s like nothing you’ve ever known. it’s everything, and it’s so easy and fun and you’ve never been happier. so, you decide to give it a go! why not? how horrible can it be? You sit down with him to talk about it one night he’s over at your place.

“what should we do?” u ask after he gladly agrees to trying tonight.

“I don’t mind really, whatever you’re ok with”

you sit together on the sofa, and he has his legs man spread, the perfect vision of confidence. you on the only hand are cross legged, feverishly twiddling your thumbs, eyes on the cushions.

“i don’t know man” you say n your voice cracks a little.

“we don’t have to do anything tonight, you know that right? you look like you’re bout to shit yourself”

you let out a high pitched nervous laugh.

“I know, it’s just... you know i have no idea what i’m doing, i just don’t want to fuck it up”

he sighs, brows furrowed as he thinks of what to do.

“want me to eat u out? that way you dont have to do anything, just gotta lay there.”

you had been avoiding his eyes, but you turn to look at him, and a chill runs down ur spine when you see his burning stare looking back at you. you wonder if he’s been looking at you like that this whole time. you look up at him with big puppy dog eyes.

“you would do that for me?”

he laughs like a dog barks, warm smile on his face.

“would i give my own girlfriend head? of course i would dummy.”

your cheeks burn and you slap his leg lightly.

“well!” you say indignantly, “it’s still nice of you anyway!”

he laughs again and stands up, holding out his hand for you to take.

“come on nerd, let’s get to it.”

you grab his hand, and it’s big and warm and safe. he pulls you up and leads you down the hall to your bedroom, excitement and nerves swirling in your tummy.

you lie down on your bed, eyes never leaving katsuki. he is so pretty, you think, so pretty and big and hot and he’s all yours. you watch as he closes the door and turns to you, eyes raking over you. you shuffle up so your head rests on your pillows and you spread your legs. you were only wearing a big hoodie and panties, so he just lays down between your legs, slowly pulls ur panties aside, and goes to town. you gasp when he gives sharp concentrated sucks to your little virgin clit, and he reaches up to lock fingers with you. You take his hand gratefully as you whine, his mouth covering your whole pussy and he slurps. His eyes never leave your face, making sure you’re ok. katsuki eats it so good and messy, spit covering every millimetre of ur throbbing little hole. he tongue fucks u, sucks on ur clit, slobbering and drooling and nasty. runs his tongue all over it, plays with ur clit over and over. flat licks on ur labia to make u shiver.

just like everything else with katsuki, u have never felt like this before.

every noise you make seems surprised, ur body is so hot right now, and u can hardly think. your being so loud right now, but you can’t seem to care, and katsuki can’t help but love it. he sighs into the kitty, and u shudder, but it reminds u he needs to breathe. Even though you’re horribly close, maybe he should take a break.

“kat, kat, katsuki-!” you squeak, “maybe you should take a breather-!”

but your concerns fall on deaf ears, as he only speeds up, tongue flicking up and down furiously on your cunt. it’s like he’s trying to kill you, you squeal and grip his hand tight. you’re so so so so close, your whines becoming nearly pained, drawn out and breathy.

“katsukiiiii-! i’m gonna cum, oh god-“

your legs twitch and convulse, and you cum on his mouth, chest heaving and heart pounding. he doesn’t stop. he finally lets himself breathe, letting ur cunt leave his mouth. he give ur clit a final soft kiss, and sighs. he looks up at u, thumb running over the back of ur hand. Ur eyes are fluttering shut and ur breathing is slowing down, but u spare him a look, a warm smile.

“was that ok?” he asks softly.

“yeah. thank u katsuki.”

he smiles again, that kind lopsided smile no one else but u has ever seen.

“can i get u anything?”

“no, let’s just go to sleep.”

“alright.”

he pulls ur panties back on for you, and gets up. you drag urself under the covers and he rounds the bed and gets in next to you.

“i’m proud of you, you know,” he mutters against your skin after you wrap yourself around him.

you heart skips a beat, and your glad his face is buried in ur neck.

“why? i just lay there, you did all the work.”

“yeah, but it’s a big step for you. i’m just happy you feel close enough to me to let me do that,” he had gotten quieter as he spoke, butterflies going crazy in his tummy as u gripped his shirt, moving even closer to him. he wasn’t shy, but vulnerability wasn’t easy for anyone.

“mm,” you pause, before continuing,”i just feel bad, i haven’t done anything for you.”

“it’s ok pipsqueak, don’t worry about me. whenever ur ready.”

you hum one last time before you drift off together, and it was the best night sleep you had ever gotten

thank u for reading!! reblogs appreciated! masterlist

[localcryptic]

it’s midnight “can’t sleep because i have unresolved issues” time!

[shadow-bouquet]

alright bout to drop a lil truth bomb for all the allos/hypersexuals out there:

being asexual/aromantic does not prevent you from having a libido, enjoying physical closeness or smooches etc

being asexual does not prevent you from being in a relationship, either with or without sex involved

being asexual does not entitle you to be the object of sexual objectification! if anything me not reciprocating means u should probably just hook up with someone on tinder/grindr/etc and stop bullying an asexual

being asexual/aromantic is not “being aloof” and i honestly find the whole “uninterested = attractive” trait to be incredibly toxic. If i seem uninterested, especially after the 50th time you ask; im probably not interested, and thats exactly why i act that way

being asexual/aromantic is not something to be changed by “meeting the right person” or can be “talked out of”. And especially miss me with that hurt puppy shit like its some attack on u. nah chief i dont wanna date/smush. not specifically u. i dont want that at all, with anyone

being asexual/aromantic is not a hard and fast specific rule! u can be whichever way you want to be and still identify on the asexual spectrum. there are many terms out there which you may find suit you, and of course above all its most important to be and feel like yourself! if (especially an allo) tells you “you cant be ace/aro and also XYZ” theyre probably spouting nonsense like a tea kettle left too long on the boil.

asexual does not mean: you literally feel nothing down there, although it can for some! (as it does for me personally)

for aromantics, i know i brought this up earlier and to be honest if you’re having trouble here please let me, or someone else you know help out: if someone is pressuring you into a relationship, and its not something you can safely reciprocate and they keep going on about how much they love you, and they might be confusing you about platonic love compared to romantic and you’re confused? chances are, a serious, classical sense “relationship” is NOT what you are looking for, and theyre trying to gaslight or manipulate you. personally ive had people try to “win” a relationship with me like im some kind of forbidden prize, which is super gross. please do, again, reach out if you feel pressured into something you dont want to do; be it romantic, sexual, anything.

also, can we mention that being aromantic does not stop you being affectionate? i like to cuddle, i like to smooch, i like to make the people around me comfy and happy. does that mean i want to be in a “relationship”? no. I don’t feel that sort of “desire” or craving or “need”. But i do enjoy being in a QPR (queer platonic relationship, essentially a friendship+ where u are a little more affectionate while still maintaining safe and healthy boundaries and communications) as well as flirting or just being cute!

also any sort of affectionate behaviour is NOT “leading someone on” or “being untrue” or hurtful. you are simply being yourself and to say that what is quite literally your romantic orientation is wrong is a horrible horrible thing. its something that ace and aro people have to deal with incredibly often because affection automatically meaning sex or romantic correlation is such a prevalent idea in our society. but that doesnt make it okay.

being ace and/or aro is not a mental illness nor invalid. simple as that. we exist, and we’re not mentally ill for having these orientations.

make sure u have ace friends to talk about this with! this post might help, but its also important to have friends who u can validate when things arent okay with and also feel safe around. feel free to reach out to your local ace/aro friend or equally just respond or shoot me a message! i always love meeting new friends esp in the asexual and aromantic circles.

that being said, hope u live ur best life and have a wonderful day! pls help where u can even as an ally and be respectful and helpful :)

[hazbinhotelcanon]

Voxtagram posts - 16 June 2020 to 30 June 2020

These are all the “in character” posts & comments from the Helluva/Hazbin accounts that have recently been popping up on Instagram. Comments from other people aren’t included unless characters interact with them. Since Instagram doesn’t have a chronological feed & timestamps show only the date on posts older than 24 hours, I’ve listed the posts as close to chronologically as I can reconstruct.

I’ve seen tons of fans expressing annoyance/frustration at trying to keep up with these in character Instagram accounts and their new lore and plots. That’s the top reason I started this blog. If you want to see my ongoing logs of the in character Instagram posts, follow @hazbinhotelcanon​!

I’m gonna call these “Voxtagram posts” instead of “Instagram posts” because Hazbin/Helluva Hell's equivalents to our social media sites were apparently named for Vox—Voxtagram, Voogle, VoxTube, Voxcarto—so I’ll use that for the in-universe posts.

Since this is the first “Voxtagram” post, I’ve got a big disclaimer on how “canon” this material is; I’ll put it at the bottom of this post. First, the actual art!

Canon accounts featured in this post: just Blitzo (blitzorodeo) and Stolas (daddy_hoothoot).

16 June 2020

blitzorodeo Here at the stable!!! #horsethings #itwasonly5$$$$$$$$ #selfie❤️ #😈😈😈😈

17 June 2020

blitzorodeo I just cant choose what name to give my horse!! They’re just so good! Which is your favorite 🥺😈😛 #namesrhard #icantwaittowriteitdownagain

19 June 2020

blitzorodeo My horse and I went to the living world. How do you people deal with all this blue

janegumball Blitz, show us your horse blitzorodeo @janegumball 😮👏😢🙌😔 janegumball @blitzorodeo so no horse? Damn... 😔 blitzorodeo @janegumball Push pin (my horse) and i have a special relationship, you cant just ask for pictures of my horse

20 June 2020

blitzorodeo I got new riding boots!! My horse coupon 2.0 picked them out for me! :0) BT dubs, i changed my horses’ name to coupon 2.0

megan25gothiqueimmortel Youre awesome like always Blitzy blitzorodeo @megan25gothiqueimmortel 😍😍😍 yes i am good thanks 😋💖💕❤️

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blitzorodeo

Watching my favorite movie with my horse!!

#movienight🥺 #spiritismyfavmovie

blitzorodeo Maxipad and i can’t get enough of these lil iced bitches 🥰😛😋 BTdubs i renamed my horse to maxipad dont flame me 🔥🔥🔥 #icedcofee #mmmmiloveicedcoffee #donttslktomebeforeihavemycoffree

markzillow655 I feel like Blitz put some drugs in that drink blitzorodeo @markzillow655 its just iced coffee 😬

janegumball What name is on your horse’s birth certificate? blitzorodeo @janegumball 😳 thats a secret 😗❤️

watsurdamage dont tslk to me before i have my coffree probablyfakeblonde @watsurdamage leave him alone, he just wants to enjoy time with his horse watsurdamage @probablyfakeblonde what horse blitzorodeo @probablyfakeblonde 😔

21 June 2020

blitzorodeo WENT TO THE MOOOOVVVIIIEEESSSS!! 🥴 it was lame, no horses in this movie 😑👎 it suuuuxxxxxxx!!! Anyways my horses new name is nail polish #moxxiehasstinyPP #iatrtheirpopcorm #illreviewthrmovielater

lordskelecat Pics of the horse or it doesn’t exist blitzorodeo @lordskelecat YOU CANT JUST ASK FOR PICS OF MY HORSE!!! DONT FLAME ME!!! 🔥🔥🔥

blitzorodeo Throw back to last years halloween costume!!! My horse Latex glove said i should post it :0) Oh yea my horses new name is latex glove #iusedlotsofmakeuponmyhorns #andotherplaces;) #donthugmeillloosemymakeuponyou

akira282006 Isn't it in those clothes that blitzo appears in a Hazbin hotel scene?. By the way great costume👌 blitzorodeo @akira282006 i had to look fancy at the stufio 😎

markzillow655 That is awesome looking ngl blitzorodeo @markzillow655 😎🔥

22 June 2020

blitzorodeo My horse and i found this in Moxxies closet! LOOOL!!! Im pretty sure moxxie cant pull it off like Tupperware can. My horses new name is tupperware BTW🥺😎👍❤️ #bigdickenergyproblemslol #myjorsesnsmeistupperware #stolaseatmyass

radio_demon_husk He wouldn’t know about virginity after all he did sleep with stolas blitzorodeo @radio_demon_husk who the fuck is stolas

yaelgilbert He low-key kinda hot tho. blitzorodeo @yaelgilbert 😎😎😎😎😎😎😎

blitzorodeo GOD DAMN IT!! They gave me fucking HOT COFFEE!! 👿🔥 this is bullshit im about to to full karen on their asses!! BTdubs, my horses name is ICED COFFEE WHICH IS WHAT I WANTED!!! #bullshitbullshitbullshitbullshitbullshitbullshit!!!!

hellishgirly34 Do you like Moxxie xD? Spit the tea! blitzorodeo @licoholics nah he’s stinky.

23 June 2020

blitzorodeo Having my hotdog that my horse recommended. This guy wont stop talking to me. I changed my horses name to keystroke #thightuesday❤️😈 #hotdogtimeisagoodtime

yaelgilbert You gonna slurp that mustered off your lap or can I? blitzorodeo @yaelgilbert I want a happy meal first

blitzorodeo In a meeting rn, i love these filters LOL! My horse chose this filter :0) Their name is now snimmer~ #moxxieisatotalbabe #thattaghas100+onit #proovesmoxxieisbaby #:)😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

janegumball Snimmer is a dumb name 👎 blitzorodeo @janegumball 🔥👿👎🔥

blitzorodeo Feeling cute today, calling my horse on an old clamshell phone! 😈❤️🌟#foundthisoldshotinaboxlol #missusingmyclalmshells

daddy_hoothoot My eyes have been blessed to see my dear Blitzy like this! You’re always so adorable.

bryan_fedrix what's the horse's name now? blitzorodeo @bryan_fedrix THANK YOU FOR ASKING, the name is shrinkwrap

25 June 2020

daddy_hoothoot Octavia said I needed an instagram account and surprised me this morning. Am I doing this right? #nofilter #wokeuplikethis

blitzorodeo 👎 daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo Oh, Blitzy, you know you love seeing this in the morning❤️❤️❤️ blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot 😔 not a horse

blitzorodeo 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

edwar_17_art Birb father daddy_hoothoot @edwar_17_art I’m not quite sure what a “birb” is but I am indeed a father. And a very proud one at that.

boiled_trash Daddy hoot hoot? Can you be my daddy~? daddy_hoothoot @boiled_trash I’m sorry, I already have a daughter

blitzorodeo Stolas came over and asked for my horse cook but snowcone (my horse) isn’t interested. 🥴👿😑

blitzorodeo BTW my horse is a master chef 🔥

daddy_hoothoot My, what a lovely pair of legs those are!

blitzorodeo At the pool with my horse! We both have pool floaties we stole from some kid together 🥺🔥😈

daddy_hoothoot Oh! You’re in the pool? blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot ................................. no........................... boiled_trash @karlaanimatesyt stolas is bout to join him karlaanimatesyt @boiled_trash Not it I get there first and stop him! 🤠 It’s our job to protect blitzo >:0!! blitzorodeo @karlaanimatesyt finally i have a human shield jaquiialeworld @daddy_hoothoot Stolas, I know how to make blitzo surrender to you, give him a horse blitzorodeo @jaquiialeworld i already have a horse 👎

wolf.nerd.geek Also Blitzo is so cute that face he is making can you send me a link to this pic please blitzorodeo @wolf.nerd.geek this is my selfie 😑🔥

thorns521 How do you feel about Stolas’s new account Blitzø? blitzorodeo @thorns521 I can never post a thigh pic again... daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo Don’t let me get in the way of you showing the world those hot thighs 😉

vinfer8 Who took the picture? 🤔 blitzorodeo @vinfer8 obviously my horse

boiled_trash What does your horse’s pool float look like? blitzorodeo @boiled_trash looks like a dragon 🐉

karlaanimatesyt Wow.... :0 What’s your horses name today? :D I’m interested!! blitzorodeo @karlaanimatesyt pool noodle 😎

nightmurr 🥺💕 you have such a cute little smile i- blitzorodeo @nightmurr 😎

princess_.ee Whats your horses name? blitzorodeo @princess_.ee FINALLY SOMEONE ASSKKED. Its Noodle, pool noodle

26 June 2020

daddy_hoothoot I spy a cutie 😈🥰 @blitzorodeo

pipunpkin i spy a SIMP daddy_hoothoot @pipunpkin If a “SIMP” means Sexy Imp then yes

watsurdamage Suspiciously with no horse... 👀 blitzorodeo @watsurdamage he went to use the bathroom obviously watsurdamage @blitzorodeo obviously boiled_trash @blitzorodeo where’s his pool float then??? watsurdamage @boiled_trash @blitzorodeo I think they’ve got you there blitz daddy_hoothoot @watsurdamage no one needs to pick on my Blitzy. If he says there was a horse there, there was a horse there.

blitzorodeo New icon fr da newme (My horse, typo, wrote that for me)

daddy_hoothoot 😘

maro.drawings blitzo your photos are always beautiful 👌💖 but I need to ask you something .... how much does a domicile murder cost? blitzorodeo @maro.drawings you have to get a consultation if you want a priiicceeeee 🔥

blitzorodeo So.. Remember, bushes are great places to hide... my horse, dixxie cup, hid in the bush next to me #hidingforgoodreasonslol #itskindafunnybutalsonotbecauseimstuckinabush #updatelateronthebushsituation

daddy_hoothoot Oh dear

janegumball Dixie Cup is a dumb dumb name 👎 horse name 0/10 blitzorodeo @janegumball DONT FLAME MEEEEE!!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

sirnasteryg87 is your horse okay? (´；д；`) blitzorodeo @sirnasteryg87 dixie cup is doin just fine, were both hiding in the

27 June 2020

blitzorodeo ok update, I was able to escape the bushes and I got an iced coffee, I'm fine looooool. My horse (named latex glove) also got one too. I think we'll come here more often to get coffeeeee #tastyasfuckman #iloveicedcoffeeitstasty

daddy_hoothoot Hope you’re enjoying the living world, Blitzy! Can’t wait to see you when you get back! blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot yea yea....

maichyartnoodles You look like you are doing an Ahegao, wtf?! blitzorodeo @maichyartnoodles weeb

thesydinator Just add some beta blockers with that iced coffee, and bam: you’re completely hammered blitzorodeo @thesydinator now THAT sounds like an idea 😎😎😍😍

ant_arts_entertainment I love horses blitzorodeo @ant_arts_entertainment this guy gets me

king_leb72 Damn why were you in the bushes blitzorodeo @king_leb72 i have my motives, im a pro

blitzorodeo This is the piñata that reminded me of moxxie LOL. Tortilla chip (my horse) said to give it to mills, I think she’d love it 🤣😈

daddy_hoothoot It’s cute but not quite as cute as a certain imp I know 😏 😈 angelmadefromhell @daddy_hoothoot Moxxie? daddy_hoothoot @angelmadefromhell Which one of the little ones are they? blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot Just remember our agreement and you can call me whatever you want... ill see you at 8 daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo Can’t wait! 😘

janegumball You took my name suggestion. If you change it again I’m afraid I’m gonna have to report your account. blitzorodeo @janegumball wtffff!!!!!

daddy_hoothoot Had myself a bit of a spook. Still not quite used to this phone. #dadprobs 🦉

blitzorodeo Use a filter daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo I’ll keep that in mind for next time

hellishgirly34 Stolas, why Blitzo was hiding in a bush? daddy_hoothoot @bluepatata I’m not quite sure. I tried to call him but he didn’t pick up.

daddy_hoothoot Got to spend the day with Octavia. 💖🖤#prouddad #saturdaysaremadefordads

ballora_x Wait, I have a good question, how can you're daughter hear everything in the Headsets wale she doesn't have ears? daddy_hoothoot @ballora_x we’re in Hell, dear. Living world logic doesn’t apply.

ricardo_silis_garcia_ I came to ask for your daughter's hand daddy_hoothoot @ricardo_silis_garcia_ not my hand to give. Besides she’s far too young for matrimony.

28 June 2020

blitzorodeo I drew a picture of msyulef as a horse :) im such a a creative guy!! my given horse name from my horse (Renamed to flavor dust) is blitzo2. if you translate it it's whIIIINNENEEE nay bRRRRRR HEEERRGH. #whatsyourhorsiename #stolasdontotinteract

blitzorodeo Im such a good artist boiled_trash @blitzorodeo you’re not a good artist, you’re an amazing one! blitzorodeo @boiled_trash 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍YOURE 👏 RIGHT👏👏👏

daddy_hoothoot You’re always so talented with your hands, Blitzy!

sugar.weaver My horse name is Tiny Whore - or Horse... I'm not fluent yet and they're pretty similar sounds... In horse that's PBBBF.. NNNEEHHHHHEH BPFF! BPFF! (The exclamation points are important to the translation) blitzorodeo @sugar.weaver i liked this 3 times. Your horse name is perfect PBBBF NNNNNEEEHHHEH BPPFF BPFFF, fucking amazing sugar.weaver @blitzorodeo Thank you so much, whIIIIINNENEEE nay bRRRRRR HEEERRGH, but you forgot my exclamation points and called me Clammy Ankles 😔😔😔 blitzorodeo @sugar.weaver i was being informal but ill remember next time 😔

momgimmeoreo How did you learn how to draw, Blitz? blitzorodeo @momgimmeoreo im just talented

beetle.ghosts omg you're so talented blitzorodeo @beetle.ghosts ❤️❤️❤️😍❤️😍❤️❤️❤️😍😍❤️❤️😍😍

andonijean Oh wow! This is a piece of art! I'll give you one hundred of apples for it~ blitzorodeo @andonijean WOW GIMMUE APPLE

aateabee Gosh, I wish my art was as good as yours, Blitzo. I feel unworthy when I look at your art. blitzorodeo @aateabee ❤️😎❤️😎❤️😎❤️😎❤️😎😎😎

aitesound666 I Love you art，will you draw moxxie as a horse? blitzorodeo @aitesound666 i should....!!!!!

karlaanimatesyt Blitzo! >:0 I LOVE YOUR ART, YOU ARE SUCH A GODDESS! Will you ever do more art? :D I would love to see some more! blitzorodeo @karlaanimatesyt wow.... yes... ill post more art 😍😍❤️😍❤️

boiled_trash Love your art, Blitzo! Have you considered doing commissions? blitzorodeo @boiled_trash im thinjing of opening them soon :)

kaldraws8280 Oh you should hang it on moxxies fridge! I bet hed love it! blitzorodeo @kaldraws8280 hed better....

leoleochleoleo you draw yourself as a horse because you like to lay on your fours for the old owl 7u7? blitzorodeo @leoleochleoleo FIRST OF ALL. Im a top, and second, i draw myself as a horse because its my SPIRIT animal >:(

blitzorodeo Some requests!! You guys really like my art 😋 i worked really hard on moxxies horsiebdrawing. He doesnt HAVE a horse name. Its just moxxie. My red crayon ran out i only had blue dont flame me preps

daddy_hoothoot 💖💖💖💖💖💖🥺!!! blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot its from that time you choked on a rat bone 🦴 daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo I still absolutely adore it! daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo There’s only one bone I enjoy choking on 😏 blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot STOLAS

megadoomed Do you take constructive criticism blitzorodeo @megadoomed no

nightmurr AN ART GOD 😳😳 blitzorodeo @nightmurr 😎🔥 i am really good at art

aitesound666 I think you deserve this 🙌🙌👏👏👏 blitzorodeo @aitesound666 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

useful.crew.too Your drawings and pictures bring me such joy!! blitzorodeo @useful.crew.too 😍❤️

mr_unknown15632 Your art work is amazing not gonna lie, the second drawing looks exactly like moxxie blitzorodeo @mr_unknown15632 doesnt it??????? 🙌🙌🙌

whereareallmyenchiladas honestly at this point put “artist” in ur bio🥺 ur art is way too good to not be recognized blitzorodeo @whereareallmyenchiladas so right

29 June 2020

blitzorodeo My horse, who i renamed to smart phone, said I should wear sunglasses. I trust my horses opinion :} #sunglassesonfunsout #ifuckinglovewearingsunglassesyoucantseewhatimthinking #galaxybrainzriseup

bootyprince damn u single bb? blitzorodeo @bootyprince always up for a good time 😎

aateabee Where’d you get the glasses from? I’d really like a pair like that! blitzorodeo @aateabee at my local sunglasses hut

blitzorodeo stolas sent me this picture earlier... not sure what he was trying to do but i think the camera went off after he posed.

daddy_hoothoot Oh! This is embarrassing. blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot 🤧

bootyprince send him one back blitzorodeo @bootyprince maybe i will....... blitzorodeo @blitzorodeo NOT daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo 🥺

blitzorodeo just saw Antz... Z reminds me WAAYYY too much of Moxxie... #pleaseshutuppleaseshutup

daddy_hoothoot I always feel amazing after a good preening 🦉❤️ #fluffyisthebest

blitzorodeo I came back for my left glove thats all 🔥🔥 daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo If you want to come by for the other one, we can watch one of those horse movies you enjoy 🐴

blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot ............... spirit........ ill bring my VHS but NOTHING FUNNY daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo I’ll get popcorn!

30 June 2020

daddy_hoothoot Movie night with Blitzy! 😈🦉🍿

blitzorodeo SPIRIT IS A VERY EMOTIONAL MOVIE

deparkjimin COUPLE GOALS.! They should get married now.❤️❤️❤️ blitzorodeo @deparkjimin we are NOT A couple! saquesealchingada @blitzorodeo That's what everyone says, what do you say Stolas? daddy_hoothoot @saquesealchingada I... It’s complicated

leoleochleoleo I thought that old man didn't know how to use netflix 0: daddy_hoothoot @leoleochleoleo Blitzy brought a VHS

mistress_of_insanity Are ya watchin' porn or somethin'? 👀🔥 blitzorodeo @mistress_of_insanity 👎👎👎👎👎 NO ITS SPIRIT

natycolrange OhHH we can Finaly see the Horse!! 🌟🌟 blitzorodeo @natycolrange its just a horse figurine, my horse went to the shitter

blitzorodeo I went to Mcdonalds and Mccucked this human womans wife lol. My horse said it was my charms and my daddy fingers. too bad I'm wild and free babybeeee #ihadamcflurryandlarrrggeeefries #cantfuckintamemeimfree #likespiritthehorse

daddy_hoothoot Oh...

trysteropup Need an imp with daddy fingers in my life blitzorodeo @trysteropup this is my absolute favorite comment

mr_unknown15632 My main question is, what’s your horses name? blitzorodeo @mr_unknown15632 THANK YIU FOR ASKINGGGG!!! Thr name is flame proof, cuz nobody can burn this biatch

hat_flap Hey Daddy Finger blitzorodeo @hat_flap hey baby maker

yaelgilbert At least return her horse frame to her. blitzorodeo @yaelgilbert NO.

probablyfakeblonde STOP STEALING MY SHIT!!! YOULL NEVER BE LIKE SPIRIT blitzorodeo @probablyfakeblonde DONT FLAME ME JUST CUZ I HAVE DADDY FINGERS AND YOU DONT! watsurdamage @blitzorodeo @probablyfakeblonde I mean he’s right blitzorodeo @watsurdamage @probablyfakeblonde cucked again probablyfakeblonde @watsurdamage @blitzorodeo honey please don’t do this, he’s already stolen my beautiful framed horse picture, I can’t lose you too 🥺 blitzorodeo @probablyfakeblonde its mine now, and im wild and free, cant tame me watsurdamage @blitzorodeo @probablyfakeblonde you heard him, like Miley he can’t be tamed

daddy_hoothoot A pleasant afternoon tea with my wife 😢

daddy_hoothoot Sorry, I meant to put 😌

aitesound666 Ok，a question。Who took the picture?😮 daddy_hoothoot @aitesound666 Butler

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blitzorodeo I tried animating and it’s sucks

janegumball Everyone in the comments is trying to spare your feelings, and you know it blitzorodeo @janegumball i think ur just jealous thet im amazing

blitzorodeo Loonie and I went out to the city! my horse Dominator got us there! :) #horseinthecityha #betterthanataxiiii #itfuckinfreeeee

daddy_hoothoot How cute, Blitzy! Perhaps someday we can arrange a little play date. I think our daughters would very much enjoy it. blitzorodeo @daddy_hoothoot Loona might be a little too old to do play dates.. daddy_hoothoot @blitzorodeo it’s more of an expression than an actual play date, Blitzy. I simply think they may get along.

bootyprince she looks just like u blitzorodeo @bootyprince the resemblance is uncanine

And that’s all the June posts!!

So! Since this is the first Voxtagram post, lemme include the big ol’ disclaimer that’s going to apply to all of these posts: we don’t yet know how canon these accounts are.

This is why they’re broadly accepted as canon: as far as I have been able to track back (correct me if you know better & have a source!), the first of these accounts, Blitzo’s, was found by fans because Vivzie followed it when it was brand new. Since then, new accounts have been discovered as they follow/interact with each other. Some official artists have interacted “in character” with the accounts. The accounts accurately announced when the “Addict” music video was going to come out, and some art posted before “Addict” used imagery that was also used in the music video. So either the accounts are definitely made by the canon creators or else being made by somebody who’s got inside access to the creators.

But, as far as I have seen, nobody on the Hazbin crew has taken credit for running them. More importantly, nobody has said how canon the blogs are. Maybe every image/word posted by these accounts is 100% accurate/canonical; or maybe the art is canon but the roleplaying in the comments is noncanon goofy fanservice; etc. We don’t know yet. It appears safest to say these accounts are probably mostly canon—but take it with a grain of salt.

So until we’re directly informed how canon the Voxtagram accounts are, Voxtagram posts are going to be tagged “#semi canon” (the same tag I’ll be using for stream transcripts) to indicate that it appears to be info coming from the creators, but it may or may not still be canon/accurate by the time the full shows and comics are released.

[anestheticrage]

Be me: Japanese honor student🎓, 15, with half a brain and even less of a plan. Hunting bitches by day and witches by night. Livin that dank only child✌️ life while mom n dad yeet all over the globe, leavin me plenty of time to forget not to make 2 lunches for myself #quirky 😜

no time for socialization or basic electronics skills ???📱??? when your best friends are an alien demon rabbit🐰👽 and the inexplicable Hole ™ in your brain. lmao, btw did i mention im ✨M✨A✨G✨I✨C✨A✨L✨

dreamin bout my 2D waifus again when familiar pink haired cancer patient dances through my brain passin out fliers: Kamihama Meguca Dating Service: Sponsored by Cult of the Magius. 250 stones per session 🤔

seems legit, Mr. Moneybags. wasn't spending my unwieldy sack of gemstones on anything else anyway. lets pull 💎💎💎

first up we have Redhead Radagast and her plethora of plants. 🌿☺️🦎

anndd, nearly dies immediately. 

well not off to a great start but i guess shes pretty cute at lea- oh FUCK its her girlfriend, Tsundere Poseidon😒🔱💦, and their exasperated, straight and single Sword Mom 😔🗡️🔥. fml gonna have to save up for the next pull. might as well play a few rounds with what i got tho. 

get in some good girl talk about things like school, color coded hair styles, body count, permanent soul damage, and our personal demon pacts. ya know, the usual 😚 . realize my dark backstory seems to be missing, so the girls take me to Ketchup Queen Sappho 🍅🥧 (wtf?) to molest my glowy egg stone. whatevs, more action than ive had since Kuroe 🖤 got added to the story anyway

the gang agrees it's time to hunt down the cutest rabbit pimp 🕶️🐇💵 in the city. >> say 🎵mukyuuu🎵 one more time and ill hug you so hard my backstory will pop right out, you adorable fluffy bastard. plz be my new best friend 💕

Form brand new friendship pact with Kyubae, and remember that my lil Sis 🐥 was always the best wingman for pickin up magic chicks, and kept her side of the room so spotless i forgot she existed. whoops 乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ Maybe if I find her i can stop paying these exorbitant pull fees.📵💎

speaking of which: hot damn this week's featured bachelorette is a 19 year old model and magical detective🔎 with massive levels of PTSD and self loathing 🥵💙💦 more likely to stab you or dramatically jump off a rooftoop than utter a single positive comment. wow, maybe i really COULD find true love…

... if i had MORE THAN A 1% FUCKING DRAW CHANCE. 😡 smh

hard to make much progress finding sis or winning the broken heart of a hard boiled detective amidst the never ending lover's quarrel of the Trident Vine Lesbians. 💔 Sword Mom tells them if they don't behave a monster will take them away. LOL classic mom 🤣

>>>HOLY FUCK IT DID

declare all-out war on urban legends, starting with staircases ⚔️ to reunite the dysfunctional trio, and hope that I net a way better lineup with the next 10x pull. at least sad sleuth lady came to help out. they say combat is the best way to bond wi-   and there she goes off the rooftop again 🙄 fml

alright that got way off track, we need a fresh start, away from all the loli drama. how bout a little B&E🔓🔨🤷🏻‍♀️ at the local house of worship to clear my head. ahh nothing like the unanswered prayers of the masses to get you in the mood for another wasted pull, and the 🔥 MIGHTIEST 🔥 headache you could ask for with a side of Double Cooked Pork 🐖🍜 (meh 5/10🧾)

venture forth into the spiritual unknown with your new human flamethrower🔥🌻🧡 and ask your favorite private eye to please, for the love of Eve, trade Meguca accounts with me~~~ Head through the eastern spirit portal to meet up with hologram propaganda sis and detective crush's evil ex, who joined a dating-app cult (#fuck) and also turned into the moon?🌕?(that's rough buddy)

get ambushed by Acid Horse on Wheels 🌈🐴 and vomit up my soul so hard that its time for a crossover episode. T U R F F F   W A R R R *que operatic harmonies* 💛 Blondie with the hair drills and enough attitude and guns to fill up a noble phantasm tries to ban my account permanently, but PI heartthrob denies her admin privileges. aww babe i didn't know you cared. 😭♥️

get kidnapped by my new true love and go back to her place 😏  defs enough empty rooms to house five emotionally traumatized girls and at least two ghosts hehehe👻 XD 💚🃏💜🎸 decide to form the anti-gossip brigade and recruit my blazing sunflower after getting ambushed by the witch living in my fruit loops🥣

��outvoted 2:1 that cults are bad. mf. fiinneee one last pull to round out the team and then I'll delete the app. cmonnn Karin 🎃~

OH HELL YEAH TWO FOR ONE.

Always wanted a daughter 💜🔨🐄 with a penchant for pissing off the local Martial Arts & Books Club and drinking suspicious liquids offered by total strangers. Well if it's good enough for her AND the sexy mayadere with enough game to seduce a mermaid, might as well get in on that myself. 

#curseddrank 🤢 0/24 would not recommend to a friend, 'cept maybe Ria

win alot of cash 🤑, blow up a fountain, meet the pied piper²🎶🖕, moon cult, monochrome feathers, something about liberation✊🏻; adopt temper tantrum cow girl. aces 💜🥩

Next up!!! skydiving with DJ Hammer! Jump to apparently-not-certain death after suicidal A.I. 💚💾🗼 tells you to rescue her hostage before they run out of Radiohead albums and have to move on to Thom Yorke's solo discography. save the invisible shield kitten 💚👑😿 from happiness and get chased through the internet by the sexiest homicidal Paint Pallette 💚🎨😈 since Caravaggio. (apparently green is the color of the digital apocalypse. i’m deleting Kako from my friend's list)

that’s it, fuck this app. 250 stones 💎 per-life-threatening-experience is more than i’m willing to deal with 😓 don’t wanna mess with the perfect nuclear family anyway. we've already got: 

✔️the two emotionally traumatized moms with memory and commitment issues

✔️the adhd daughter with anger management problems and a giant hammer

✔️the psychologically abused scizophrenic cat

✔️and the eccentric aunt with crippling anxiety

#squadgoals

now that were done hoarding bitches, its time to hunt the witches. and the bitches makin the witches. btw did i mention the witches ARE the bitches! AND WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!? 📽️⁉️💀 wait fuck lets back up a second

This is Nemo📕 and Token🧪 and they have all the answers but prefer if you only ask vague questions in exchange for vague responses so they can fill in the rest by discussing their superior intellect 🧠 at length. not to mention they built that dating app, so of course everyone in my harem decides to be a FUCKING. TRAITOR.🤬

cept waifu prime ofc 🥰💙. [PTSD > brainwashing] 'yOu CaN bE tHe LeAdEr NoW'. i have been from the very beginning you traumatized Hinedere nightmare. maybe if you weren't so caught up collecting surrogate daughters you would've noticed IM👏THE👏ONLY👏 ONE👏PROGRESSING👏THE FUCKING👏PLOT✨

rescue the rest of dysfunctional found-family™ from selves before my adorable firebender burns down Disnihama🎡🔥😱 during her weekly anxiety attack. (love the makeover T B H) 

CHAPTER 8: Magical Girl Massacre🩸🗡️

   - everyone has like, the shittiest day ever

   - the new Pope really needs to be extradited from the church

   - make friends with a really pretty tree 🌺🌲✨

i swear, if i don't finish this god damn story in time to get that free pull im gonna beat the shit out of every mirror i find in that giant mansion that i haven't even had any time to even mention yet. 🖕🏚️ let alone EVERYTHING happening with the prequel [fuck you, I'm the star] girls 💗💜💙💛❤️️ and their multidimensional melodrama. We don't need that many repetitive af episodes to emphasize that Homo-ra is a shitty person. we've all seen Rebellion. 🙄

NO, I DONT CARE IF YOU WANT SAPPHO'S BACKSTORY, I ONLY HAVE 79 STONES LEFT AND IF YACHAN FINDS OUT I HAVEN'T DELETED THE APP YET IM GONNA HAVE TO GO SLEEP IN WITH SANA 😭💎💸😠

uhhhggggg where were we… Topple a cult and burn down Hotel Denoument only to realize that Sis was fused with the dating app servers this entire madokafuckin time (told ya she was the best wingman 😊). 

Dilemma: Sis =🥚, Triumvirate of Trouble want 🐣. What do? vote now:

Help Hatch - IIIIIII

Not Do That - IIIII

What The Actual Fuck Is Going On - IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Lets just fight everyone until something good happens.

🔥🔫🔥🗡️🔥😱🔥🌆🔥😱🔥🛡️🔥💣🔥

Kill (???) the artist-in-chief of the italian reindeer murder police after teaching her the true meaning of Christmas 🎄 hatch 🐣lil Sis and realize she WAS your wingman all along🐰 MUKYUUUU! we're just gonna ignore how much trouble it would have saved if you'd just mentioned that. "yOu DiDnT aSk..." 

FUCK YOU SPACE BITCH. ONCE AN INCUBATOR ALWAYS AN INCUBATOR 🖕🐇🔪

anywho, somewhere along the lines we of course summoned the Antichrist ⚙️ because why not raise the stakes to max and still not kill off a single character. Madofuckinkami, can we PLEASE wrap this up. 😩💤

feathers (not the culty kind, tfm) rain from the sky, and the power of friendship and not having the Urobutcher 🔪🩸as a lead writer saves our peacefully sectioned off alternate reality 😇

TL:DR fuck cults, real life waifus DO exist, don't sell your soul to space rabbits, or your stones to megacorporations. Enjoy arc 2 on the JP server with your shitty translation patch you filthy fuckin weebs 

Yours Truly, 

- Thirsty Weeb Eroha 💗💎😘 

[unravelling-the-world]

random thoughts related to kagepro (tw for depression?? death?? suicide ?? implied ?? im not sure and idk what else read at ur own risk)

well idk lately ive been thinking a lot and ik ive uh always (? since i can remember?) have been depressed (i mean...it started around age 12...i dont really remember much before that. most of what i remember are bad moments anyways. or very specific scenes. but they dont feel mine. if that makes sense. its like remembering the scene from a movie.  back on track i guess idk well lately ive realized i actually kin some characters and lately ive...been relating a lot to shintaro kisaragi fromkagepro. i mean its ok. there´s always been that specific similarity in us (after all, how many characters in anime are as related to coca cola as shintaro //and me,,im literally a coca cola addict lmao// well anyways. after some days, this lead me to thinking...to a hidden memory within my brain, i guess. I remember introducing my then best friends, to kagepro. one told me haha he´s like u bc the coca cola!! and i think i just laughed and smiled? i truly didn´t see it? i was sad sure, but i couldnt really relate to him. after all, i was the leader of my own little group of 12 year old weebs,right? (i was also 12 btw) i didnt personally dislike shintaro but i didnt rly see myself in him yknow? also i have loved ayano from ever since i have memory so idk like she´s one of my biggest comfort characters and its weird bc if she was ´´real´´ idk if i could date her or anything but im just glad she exists bc it somehow comforts me a lot yeah anyways ayano essay for another time lol. anyways at this age my favorite characters in kagepro were ayano and konoha ( i still love them a lot) thing is, at this point in my life i didnt know/wasnt aware i was transgender but i already kinda liked he/him pronouns so i roleplayed a lot. online. i roleplayed as konoha obviously lmao and actually one of my irl friends related to shintaro ?? and i think we may have roleplayed lmao and stuff.... she even had a facebook account named shin hikkikomori or smth like that. anyways fast forward bc after being 12 a lot of stuff happened obviously. and none of that relates to kagepro until quite some time. i will mention some items that dont really relate to kagepro but marked moments in my friend group that may be relevant later on. Around 2016)? Some of my closest friends changed schools (but we kept contact) yet i still had a big group at school. But it got fragmented along the way. 2017 i went to Japan and formed a new, different friend group with people that even today, are dear to me. When i came back, my friend group fragmented more. I kept contact with other members of the old group but one on one, not as a group anymore. 2018 we graduated, and i broke up my realtionship with one of my former best friends (2016-2018) 2019 was a year of change, and even though i was afraid and shit got weird, i was not doing too bad. i will skip that. Well. Im sure we all know 2020 was a trainwreck, shit happened. i had a villain arc. I lost my shit,definetely. Ups, downs, whatever. 2021 has not been too different. However, even through everything, in early 2020, i kept close relationships with my friend group. as the year moved forward and the restrictions started lifting ( thank you government very cool <3 //ironically obviously, this is the reason this shit wont go away//) some of my friends saw each other irl and stuff, or talked about stuff i didn´t understand/didn´t want to hear while on discord. I felt alienated. I felt empty. I got mad at a friend for the first time, for something he said. I ended up isolating myself. A friend celebrated her birthday. She invited me and never excluded me, asked me a lot of things and asked to virtually include me. But that would just make me feel more alienated, wouldn´t it? I told her it was ok, i didn´t go. Honestly, I felt like a bother. I didn´t want to bother. I wasn´t okay, but i didn´t want to bother anyone, so i isolated myself. I had a very bad breakdown. lasted weeks. When I recovered, it wasn´t the same. It felt like everyone else was closer, while i drifted away. I kind of recconected with some of my friends from Japan after this. In the vacations, i felt like i reconnected with some friends just to drift away again later. However, i never could reconnect with one of my best friends. She never really got mad at me or anything ( i think) but we don´t really talk much anymore. We used to talk daily, be it actual talking, memes, anything. I don´t think we´ve actually talked in weeks. There´s nothing I can do. This year, another friend had a birthday, but I was so disconnected from everyone I didn´t even care. I mean. It´s all broken now, isn´t it? The other day I just started wondering. When did I start relating to Shintaro so much? I had always been like this, hadn´t I? Who am I, actually? Why do I relate so much now? It´s not just about the soda. I had lost friends before, but I never really felt like that. Sometimes I feel like I´ve lost everyone. In a one year span I became a hikkikomori. About a month ago, when I entered classes, I was recognized as Shintaro pfp and I admitted to kinning him to people i´d never talked to before (on chat) // I decided to go apeshit idc anymore about what anyone thinks of me// I had fun. I think I must´ve posted on my stories, because two different people told me they were the ene to my shintaro. I appreciated it. i mean it´s kinda true bc now that i´m only on the pc they do bother me online and try to get me to open up or get better but sometimes the just annoy me lmao but also not bc they all have their own particular lives and they all seem to be doing better than me. Still, my classmates are very nice and inclusive. But it´s not like im close to any of them I guess. I´m just alone now. I´m fucked up man....I don´t feel real anymore. I don´t really know who I am. I guess that´s why I find comfort in seeing a part of myself in Shintaro? But when did i turn out like this? Why didn´t I relate when I was younger? Well, I hadn´t really lost any friends back then. I now know how painful that is. How lonely it is to be alone even when there is people around. idk. and i´ve always been quiet. introverted. shy. a loser. yet now whenever i meet anyone i try to idk connect? but i cant. i wish i could be more evil. maybe it´d just be easier if everyone really, truly hated me. maybe i´d get the strength to actually kill myself then. it´s weird. i really see myself in route xx shintaro. I know that´s fucked up because I know how it ends. but truly, i was trying. I was healing, i think i was going somewhere. and i was trying to keep my newly formed renovated friend group together. I really was trying to. I didn´t mind if we had sub groups on the big group, but we were all there for each other. I tried my best. I felt like i belonged. but now im alone again. and this time there´s nothing i can do. if something, i´ve made it worse. and i keep making it worse. it´s weird. when i first got into kagepro, both shintaro and ayano felt like adults. i thought they were really, really big. im older than them now. now i know theyre not really adults. i get it. i still feel 18. after all, these last two years have been taken away from me. i didnt waste them myself this time.  i feel like a rotten 18 year old...when i listen to lost time memory, i just...get it. i always liked the song. i thought the story was so cool. when it first came out.. i still remember. iwas there. i waited for it. i loved it. i still do, but back then, i just saw it all as some really great and cool song. now i feel like i really, really get it. i love it even more. im hiding away in all my memories. but what is my true heart? what do i really want? i don´t know, i don´t know... If I'm 'wise' then, I can't face forward; I have no reason to so, I'll rot away instead It would be nice if time could be turned back. Years may pass but I'll never die I repeat hopeful words to myself, even though I know I still won't be able to reach you. "It doesn't matter, just die already!" I said as I clutched my wrist, simply cursing it. Unable to do anything, I merely indulged myself in life. "If summer can show me dreams, then let's go to before you were taken away" The days where I hid my embarrassment are illuminating upon the atmosphere and burning my mind. If I'm wishing for a dream that can't come true, then I'll embrace this blurry past and have a dream which I don't wake up from and naturally seclude myself from the outside world. "But that means you can't even see tomorrow?" I don't really care 'bout that, so it's ok I stained my hands in order to kill these boring days I'm choosing "solitude" after all A rotten boy at 18 today too, prayed again while clinging on to your colored smile Underneath the blazing sun Asking "Somehow, please take me away instead of leaving like this!" and my murmuring breath was quietly stopped

I guess i just wish someone could actually help me. take me out of this hole. Maybe some kind of closure would be nice. It´s not the same, though. I don´t have enough bravery in myself to actually kill myself. Mostly because of guilt. I can´t take the guilt of dissapointing everyone. I don´t want my parents to get hurt. I don´t want my bunny to miss me. Yet i wish everyday for it to be over. Lately, half of my dreams have been in Japan, with many friends, some who i met there, some who have never been there. Yet my brain shows me the dreams before it was all taken away. I think one of my favorite parts of the day is dreaming. I like to sleep simply because I dream. And i sleep very few. mayb bc i hate myself? I still barely indulge in life. I do anything to stay distracted. If i think, it all goes to shit. it all does. like now. Heh. it´s funny. I guess no one is truly my ene, because no one actually knows how mentally fucked up i got these past months. No one knows how badly i´ve been treating myself and how badly i´ve been doing. Still, i can´t tell anyone but scream it into the tumblr void. No one has to keep up with my shit. No one has to take care of me. After all, it was I who chose solitude. It was me who kept them away. But I don´t get a second choice. I don´t get a change of routes if things go sour. And i guess I don´t get to get a mentally fucked up friend group where I belong for a second time. Once was good enough, wasn´t it? I.. Even when I wasnt as deep as i am now (again) into kagepro, ive always wanted to die on August 15. It holds meaning to me now as well. Every year I used to ask people to go out with me that day. I know im not brave enough to kill myself. I always hoped for a lil miracle i guess. Last year was the first year...I didn´t do anything. I just... I just hope this year i can make it. I hope the miracle happens this year....I can only hope......its too late for me to be saved, isn´t it? I never thought it´d be like this. I don´t get closure. I don´t get goodbyes. I am left behind on a world that keeps moving. I am nothing.

[btsrmono]

Trial & Error | chapter 7

Main Pairing: (jimin): student/idol x (main): foreign student

Side Pairs: main x taehyung,, main x (nct) jaehyun

PART 6

"What it is?" Jimin asked, making you look up from your pizza to him.

 You sighed, leaning back on the couch sofa in your living room. You guys sat at the coffee table as you enjoyed each others company and forgot about everything you were both were stressed about for a while... Until he bought that up, at least.

"What is what?" you acted stupid.

"Y/n... Earlier. You were clearly crying in class today. What happened?" He bought his knees up to his chest and rested his chin on them, looking at you concerningly.

 You put your pizza down and breathed out, defeated. "I saw Taehyung today," you started. "And he just seemed... Not hisself."

"Yeah, he hasn't been lately," he agreed. "I think he's just upset that the fans are upset. Like, he doesn't want them to feel that way about him, you know? Just give it some time."

"But he told me not to talk to him anymore," you said.

"So what--"

"He seemed serious, Jimin."

He clenched his jaw before poking the inside of his right cheek with his tongue. "Forget him then--"

"No, Jimin, I'm not just going to just ‘forget him’. Tae is my best friend, he's all I had. I don't want him mad at me."

He sucked his teeth, seemingly getting mad. "So I guess I don't exist," he humped.

You cocked your right eyebrow in confusion. "Ummm say ‘sike’ because you and I didn't even start officially becoming friends up until about a week ago."

"But I'm here, right?"

"Yeah and I said he's all that I had, not have. Obviously, I have you right now but not too long ago, it was just him."

Suddenly, he looked sorry. "Oh," he said. "You're right. I'm sorry..."

 You shook your head after staring for quite some time. "No, Jimin... Don't be sorry." You rested your hand on his knee, reassuringly.

"I just want things to go back to normal," he whispered.

"Isn't your school almost done with the reconstruction?" you asked, placing your hand back in your crossed lap. "Maybe then, things will change."

 He shrugged. "They don't seem like they're getting done anytime soon, to be honest."

"Oh, I'm sorry. That sucks."

He smiled shyly at you. "No, actually, it's okay. I kinda like having class with you now," he said, winking.

"Jimin, are you flirting?" you teased.

"Maybe," he replied, biting his lip in a seductive manner and looking you up and down.

 You rolled your eyes, picking a pillow up and throwing it at his face. He instantly picked the pillow back up whilst laughing and gently tossed it back in your lap. You guys silently collected your fits of laughter together before Jimin turned to you again. "Hey, you still owe me ice cream."

"Ugh," you grunted. "Fine, let's go."

He smiled, jumping up quickly to go put on his shoes. You followed in his footsteps and both left the apartment, walking to the nearest ice cream parlor.

"Do you do this often?" Jimin spoke up in the midst of your journey.

"Do what?" you wondered.

"Walk alone at night like this."

"I'm not alone," you scoffed.

"Y/n, you know what I mean."

You shrugged your shoulders. "Sometimes. Why?"

He started to look at the ground as you two continued to walk. "It's just... You need to be more safe, okay?" You looked over at him, making him look back at you. "You're a pretty girl," he started. "And people can be crazy. Just start taking taxis everywhere. Got it?" He took his hand out of his pocket and roughly slapped his hand on your back right shoulder.

"Yah!" you yelled out. It was obviously just a playful hit that you doubt was meant to actually hurt but clearly Jimin just didn't know his power. "The only crazy person is you, you psychopath, who goes out to get ice cream while its cold outside?" you complained, rubbing your back shoulder in the spot where you could still feel some lingering pain.

 On your left, Jimin was just cracking up. You scowled at him, still lowkey upset about the hit but quickly getting over it as you both, unnoticeably, arrived at the parlor. "Aww, poor y/n," he joked, as he rubbed the spot for you.

 You pushed him off of you just before entering the store as Jimin followed, still laughing.

"What do you want?" you asked.

"What do you want?" he asked back.

"Mint chocolate chip."

He scanned the menu. "Melon," he decided.

 You shook your head, then paid for your order as Jimin found you guys a table to sit at. After handing him his bowl and sitting down across from him, you started to worry about something. "I figure this is a bad idea."

 Jimin tilted his head, picking his spoon up. "How so?"

 "It's just... Last time I was out with Tae--"

 "Oh please," he quickly cut you off. "Look around, there's no one here. You don't have to be paranoid, y/n." He started eating his ice cream, clearly not bothered at all. You, however, were still scared.

"I just don't want to bring you boys trouble, I've done enough already."

His shoulders slugged and you could tell that you were sucking the joy out of his pep. You hated to be the person to do that, you did. 

 A few pauses later, Jimin put his spoon down and reached across the table for yours. He scooped up some ice cream and put it in front of your mouth. "Open up," he said.

 You looked around, aware that the worker at the register was carefully watching the both of you. She was sitting, seeing what was about to happen next and Jimin saw this. "I dont care if they see," he said. “We're friends. Am I not allowed to hang out with you?"

Not wanting to argue back, you simply complied, opening your mouth as asked. You ate the scoop and looked at him. "Happy?"

He smiled. "It's good right? Now eat up, don't worry too much." He went back to his own bowl and began to make small talk.

 You started to remember what it was like the first time Jimin and you actually had your first real conversation. You realized it was just easy to talk to him about things. He was real but non-judgmental with you. He just wants the best for everyone and you found that to be so nice of him. He truly had a way with making you feel better about every situation and making you forget about things in the time being.

After a little while, you and Jimin walked back to your place, stopping in front of the main entrance. You saw your mom in the lobby, waiting for the elevator, making you turn to Jimin. "It looks like my parents are home," you spoke. "Guess that's your cue to go too."

 Jimin looked through the lobby, his eyes slightly widening. "That's your mom?" he questioned. You nodded your head. "She's beautiful! I see where you get your looks from."

 You playfully rolled your eyes as you laughed, placing your hand on his chest to slightly shove him. "Please, Jimin." You noted that this was his second time complementing your looks that night and not going to lie, you were flattered.

 He laughed too. "Alright give me a hug," he said, pulling you in before you even got the chance. You hugged him back tightly, grateful for him taking your mind off things for a while.

 "I'll see you later," you spoke, looking up at him. He looked down and shook his head in agreement before you both let go and he took off.

~~

You and Jimin had been hanging out a little less than usual due to him and the boys having multiple dance practices, meaning he would not only rarely show up to school but you rarley even talked or texted with him. Of course he tried to keep up with you when he could which was better than nothing, you guess. You just kind of missed him.

"Psstt," you heard from behind you. 

You turned around to find Kayla, another internatial student like yourself. "Hey," you said, smiling at her. "What's up?"

"I'm freaking out," she replied. "I didn't do my homework last night, I was too busy. Before class starts, can I pleasssee copy yours?"

 You shook your head, not minding as you grabbed your homework from your backpack and handed it to her. "You're a life saver!" she exhaled. She quickly copied your homework and within about two minutes, it was back in your hand. "Thank you so much!"

"No problem," you replied, ready to turn back around before she cut you off.

"Wait," she said. "Is it true, about you and Taehyung?"

 You sighed, not aware that that was still a thing. "People are still on that?" you asked, semi annoyed. It had almost been two weeks, you thought it was behind you.

She scoffed. "Of course they are girl, you snatched up two of the most wanted guys in this school.” She paused, thinking. “ Well, besides Jungkook and Jaehyun."

 You were confused, what did she mean? "Two?"

"Jimin and Taehyung," she responded in a ‘Duh’ tone.

 You stared at her for a quick second. "Well to answer your question, no. How bout' you spread that around the next time you decide to gossip?" you snapped. You don't know what it was but you were over it. This rumor ruined your friendship with Taehyung and you were sick of it following you around.

"Jesus, well excuse me," she said, putting her hands up in surrender. "It's not like it was me that started it."

"Well you're sure as hell not helping, no?"

"Attitude much?"

 You sighed. She was right. Normally, Kayla was really nice to you so although she was being annoying at the moment, you still couldn't help but feel bad for the way you spoke to her. "I'm sorry," you apologized. "I've just been really stressed."

Her face softened. "Yeah, you look it," she joked, a small grin appearing on her face. "Hey, if you're not busy after school, me and Heejin are gonna go grab some boba if you want to join us?"

 You thought it over. Having some girl company didn't sound too bad, it actually sounded like just the perfect plan to you at the time. It wasn't anything significant but given the fact that you only was hanging out with guys for most part, this seemed overdue.

"That actually sounds really nice right about now."

She shook her head. "Okay then, we'll just be waiting for you at the bus stop after school."

Just then, your math teacher walked in and you all started our work.

~

After a long day of 7 classes, you and the girls did end up hanging out. Kayla ordered matcha boba, Heejin ordered strawberry and you ordered coconut. The three of you got a table and sat down, discussing random things such as school and who they liked.

 “Taeyong is definitely the most handsome boy in our school,” Kayla stated.

 “Really?” you chimed in. “He is super attractive but he’s too mysterious.”

 Kayla threw her head back in admiration. “That’s what makes him hot, y/n!” she cried, making you giggle.

"Well, I hands down like Jungkook," Heejin said. "No doubt about it, he is my ultimate crush." She was swooning over him and got dramatically emotional at just the thought of him. "Ugh! My heart is beating so fast even thinking about him, I think I'm going to die!" she then plopped her head on the table as you and Kayla laughed at her silliness. "It's depressing," she said said in a muffled voice, her face still on the cold surface.

"You'll survive," you responded.

She lifted her head back up, looking at you curiously. "Wait, aren't you friends with Jungkook?"

 You scoffed, looking around to make sure no one at the surrounding booths heard that. "No," you responded. "I hardly know him."

"Oh, I just assumed because you and Taeh--"

 Heejin was interrupted by Kayla shoving her quickly as a means to get her to stop talking. Kayla cleared her throat. "So, y/n," she started, changing the subject. "Heejin and I were thinking about starting this club--a dance club and we were wondering if you would be willing to join?"

 Heejin gave her a look, scrunching her eyebrows together, as did you, wondering where this was coming from. "Me?" you asked. "Why me of all people?"

"Because," Kayla started. "I see how you are in class, you're a team player. I already know you would do well on our team. Plus, you just look like you can dance," she chuckled.

 Her explanation wasn't good enough and you were still confused. Heejin still looked confused too but she seemed to not want to bud into it.

"What do you say?"

You started to stutter. "I-I-I.... I, um... I'm not sure," you said. "Dancing isn't really my thing..." She suddenly started to look disappointed, which made you feel a little bad. "But I'll let you know," you added, wanting to give her a glimpse of hope.

She smiled again, shaking her head. A few minutes later, you then dismissed yourself and said your goodbyes before you headed out the cafe door to go home.

A/N: Surprise! Heejin is in this. She’ll be around a little more often now hehe okay stay tuned to see what happens next! <33

PART 8

[legisaskerator]

vent vent vent

buckle up bastards this is gonna be long as FUCK

holy fucking shit my life yhas been so goddamn hard recently and i’m not handling it well

first and foremost on my mind at this second is the fact that i am in so much fucking pain right now i do not know what to do. my EDS is acting up really really badly and i’m super bedridden right now. i took my last vicodin and i have no idea when i can get more, or how, and i have like nothing to help. i had to leave class today to weep in the fuckin bathroom because i can barely walk and even sitting up is a struggle. if i felt this sort of pain three years ago i would have likely considered doing something VERY rash to stop it and i’m amazed i’m still, almost functioning. i can barely think i’m in agony i want it to end

i’m so scared this is just the next turn that eds is taking. i know i wont ever get better but fuck, i dont want to need a mobility aid yet. i’m only fucking 22 i have to be a teacher!!! how can i fucking teach if i cant write on a board?? or maneuver around classrooms? how will i ever get a job? or even just. live in the house of my dreams. i wish there was some help for me because i am tired of ehlers danlos running my life. i am scared for my future. i cant imagine who i will become if this level of pain becomes my “normal”. someone move me to mass so i can get legal weed to try to numb myself

on the same path of injury, my mother recently injured herself very badly and was hospitalized for a little w hile. ended up needing surgery to put rods and screws and plates in her leg/ankle, and as a result, she’s not functioning for the next 12 weeks. i’m doing my best to help out aroudn the house and i’m filling in for her at work. she does advertising for a newspaper and brings the papers to subscribing businesses,, which i’m taking over now. at least i like driving?

i love my mom and i will do anythign to help her, but god it’s such a load on my shoulders. i’m  upset and frustrated because i’m strugtgling to balance my life around this sudden responsibility. it’s definitely not her i’m upset about, it’s not like she did this purposefully??? she needs the help and i am willing to give it. but i am also allowed to feel these emotions. i am upset at the /situation/. her boyf and my sister are barely helping and they’re neglectful and distant. i’m the only emotionally present one in the family and also (aside from mom) am the only nurturing, caring one in the household. i keep her from having panic attacks, i keep her anxiety down, i’m warm and i try so goddamn hard to make sure shes ok. but it’s exhausting. i’m keeping my family together it feels like, everythings crashing down and i’m the only “sane” one. which is sad because ive been a depressed wreck for weeks and have been working on scraping myself off the fucking pavement, trying to get out of the spiral. i’m scared that my mom relies so much on me. she tells me everything, things i don’t want to hear. relationship troubles primarily. i know i give great advice and am ~wise beyond my years~ (thanks trauma) but, that’s what her therapist is for. i’ve told her i wish she would, tell me less, because as her daughter it’s uncomfortable, and she always overreacts like “oh i’ll never tel you anything again if it’s so terrible then” and i end up feeling fucking awful, and it’s a nightmare. but if things keep going the way they are in their relationship (i’m not gonna spill deets because, privacy still) we might lose our house!!! and everything we’ve finally worked for!!

so i feel like, if i can’t fix this problem, it’ll be my fault our lives come crashing down.

i know that’s ridiculous. it’s not my job. 

but it still feels like it

i never feel like i’m doing enough. just in life in general. i’m not good enough i’m not working hard enough i just am not enough. i was very saturated with child prodigy shit when i was younger and that fucked up my psyche so much. it’s still thrown at me by my father, americas got talent and movies where the protag is a ~genius~. i hate it. ill never be that and i know that’s what my dad wants of me. i’m not the next bill gates i just want to be a teacher and live my life!!!! i don’t want to start a band and get famous!!!! i dont want to run a business!! i don’t want to revolutionize the world!! just let me please! follow my heart!!!!!! i can’t fucking stand it when he tries to tell me what to do with my life it makes me want to scream and wail and sjafkl; fd fjasfg;akldf

i can’t do this, man. 

i’m so alone. i’m sick of the slut life. i’ve been hoeing around for a year and it’s taking a massive toll on my self esteem and sanity. i’s a terrible coping mechanism and i’m very very not healthy about it. i only have sex when i’m heavily under the influence of something and use it as a way of getting attention, which is, awful. i often forgo protection because it’s ~inconvenient~ and the second a guy protests, i’ll cave because i ~live to please~ and don’t want to start shit. i can’t keep doing this. hooking up is the only time people ever touch me. i just want a fuckign hug sometimes

i keep seeing so many posts like “you can’t love another if you don’t love yoursel!” and “people aren’t your medicine” but what if??? they can be to an extent?? part of being uber depressed is self-isolation and i’m so, sick of it. i need some fucking comfort because right now i am suffering through my life alone and it’s so difficult. it’s not as easy as just, settling though. i’m picky with my lovers because?? i deserve someone good? everyone that’s been coming through my life like, has a fatal flaw that i just can’t do. like long term compatability is risked for me with that shit.like, too introverted, too emotionally distant, people who just aren’t smart, i can’t do it?? i just want someone who’s going to comfort me when i need it, who i can have a healthy debate with, and someone who respects my life choices and things i do. 

i’ve been talking to one guy recently who, i was hoping maybe could have been a potential. he’s super nice and considerate/respectful, hes HELLA smart, adores a bunch of the same stuff i’m into, we talk really well together, i feel comfortabgle around him, gotta say he’s hot as fuck too...and he just wants friends with benefits. I respect that. i was in a similar spot literally last semester, there was a pretty great guy but i just wasn’t in the right space for a relationship. so friends with benefits. i don’t blame this new guy for not wanting a relationship he has every right!! but oh god it hurts a little. i worry that it’s me, that i’m just a good pussy for him, or a convenient lay who’s down to clown like 99% of the time. he’s been talking to me less recently and i’m worried that he’s...done with me. idk if that’s true or if i’m just reading into it but i’m in a VERY vulnerable place right now in my life, and i really need someone by my side for it. i need the support and warmth. 

i wish my warmth would comfort me. i wish i could turn my nurturing attitude around and help myself. i wish i didn’t need smoene else for comfort. i’m a fuckin libra tho i live for romance

this guys’ great though. i hope he sticks around at least for a little bit longer. i want to learn more bout lovecraft.

my sluttiness is my biggest qualm with myself right now. it’s definitely a huge problem in my life, it’s actively causing me problems. my one friend (because, i have only one fucking friend i can actually talk to. that’s it i hAVE ONE i’m so goddamn l,onely) has been like, coaching me through making better decisions? i’m very impulsive and he’s got great advice and is quick to be like “then don’t” and shit. i’m trying really hard to make sure i dont use him as a therapist though, that’s unfair to him. i’m respectful and all that shit don’t worry bout htat. he’s a huge help to me and has been my absolute rock through college, idk where i’d be without him. he also introduced me to his friend group, who are all really amazing people? they welcomed me with open arms and no ones ever done that before. i’m always super outcasted cause i’m weird and i wont hide it because it’s ME goddamnit! but these people, they’re weird too, they’re freaks and outcasts and, while they’ve all been very close friends since they were wee tots, they still welcomed me in. they still wanted me to be part of them. i’m getting to know all of them still, but i’ve got hope that, maybe i’ve got some lifelong friends now. at the very least, i’m sure i’ve got one. 

onto phase 4 of my fuckin monologue i guess, topic SHIFT

my thesis is a mess and it’s due in three weeks, i’ve barely gotten anything done because my teacher is awful and i’m worried i’m gonna fail the course

which would be SUPER bad because, i’ve had this teacher too many times and we do not get along, she loathes my existence, and i really just need to get out. shes partly the reason i need an extra fucking year at school and i always DREAD going to her class. it’s humiliating and discouraging to spend three hours every monday there. no one else likes this professor, they’re only here becuase the school loooooves the researchers and writers. complaints dont matter. all of my other classes are fine but this one has been probably the worst, most emotionally devastating class i’ve ever taken

i don’t even get to write about a topic i want. i was forced to write about the play i was in, instead of Monty Python like i wanted (it’s a fucking comedy class!!!!!) the play is about SCHOOL SHOOTINGS (we won some national awards teehee it’s an outstanding play). yes it’s a “black comedy” but not really? it’s a drama with comedic moments? and i KNOW THIS cause i’ve been studying comedy with this professor for like three cumulative years at this point. i’m struggling beacuse there’s zero research, zero information, and has to be over 20 pages long??? like fuck? i’m so fucked

anyway thanks for coming to my TED talk. i’ve been wanting to make a vent post for like weeks but i haven’t had the time or energy and , i really needed to just....get this out. i feel a little better having all the words down. there’s still so much else going wrong in my life that i could talk about, all the car troubles, my other classes, dorm shit, but, it doesn’t matter in the light of these issues. i can get through this. i just gotta keep fighting. 

oh and if anyones like, worried, i’m not suicidal, i’m not going to do that, there’s no chance of that hpapening. i’m in a very bad place but i’m never gonig back there if i can fucking help it

[youcancallmemeimei]

Hieloowww, Happy Munday! hope your monday isn't as munday as it sounds XD sry i'm so munday today. How's this week? hope this week isn't as crazy as your last week!! and yes! I also want to go back to the very beginning of the time, because I actually had put my tiny teenage soul into a small capsule like a few few years back and buried it by a pine tree. I meant to dig it back up but I handed over a shovel to another one whom I thought could hand it back to me when it becomes the right time, but seems like that ain't happen yet so haha yea I have some things that I miss and those could be the reason why I want to go back in times to just live those early memories again. I don't know, but yea it sounds very romantic in that sense =D, I've ordered some samples of those 3 perfumes that you mentioned! kinda excited because I never held any women perfumes in my crib before actually hahaha i might fall in love with the air around my living room after I get those samples wknos lmao but yeah, i heard the smell is one of those senses that keep our memories together through the long journey, I really wish I had a chance to smell some more scents in the past and sometime I also wish some of my memories had tied with some scent so I could remember it more vividly, but sadly some of the most important ones I have no memory of smell, well.. but if the brain-triggered smell which only exists in one's brain could also be considered as a type of smell than I have those kind of scent that ties with those important memories. like even if you don't actually smell a thing your brain perceive some memories as a form of smell or they function as some sort of smell, that sometimes like when you feel so happy or so excited you may feel like you are smelling something so sweet and fruity and floral, namean? lmao. speaking of your biggest biggest inspiration can I take a guess? hmm.. I think it could be God!? but I could be wrong lol and you could enlighten me about it too! I'm willing to listen and learn about it because it sounds so interesting :D!!! Is your celebrity crush a Cha Eun Woo? hahahaa I have to admit he's just way too good looking even to same sex species but am not gay hahahaha you really have KISSED someone ?! hahaha jkjk!!! how did that happen to youuuuu om that sounds so exciting hahahhaha you should boast about it and tell your story about the first kiss!! hahahaa and what happen with your crush a couple of years ago? would you wanna share some of those story with him owwww!! but you said you kissed a friend?!?! omy!! hahahaha how that happened? and are you guys okay as friends now?hahahaha I'd be so embarrassed see the other one for some long time if the person and I end up being just friends after that happen hahahahah (or I might would end up just enjoying that distance wknos but how bout you? hahahah). and sorry about hearing that people changed their minds after you revealed your heart to them... that mustn't be good memories to keep.. but you know there is always the time when you reveal and it becomes reciprocated although you don't actually seek for that reciprocation you'd rather just focus on what can be done from your side and keep your best for that person because who knows the new person that you pour your love into and reveal with honesty could earn you a better and more delightful one =D !! I mean.. let's just not lose our hope or close our doors to the others because of the bad memories of the past you know.. not everyone is same although some of the past has been repetitive for you.. like for myself I also have tendencies in my life that steers itself towards a certain direction like everytime and regardless of my will, and I also had closed myself away from all of surroundings for many many years and I think still I do for the most of part but I really still believe closing it up completely and leaving others for guessing games and with uncertainties will also need those "door-open" moments at some point for it to be fully realized as you dreamt to be, idk I just think and speaking things LMAO. -cont’d

Hi Hi Hiiii!

i mean shouldn't you be the one with the shovel? Imo you shouldn't depend on anyone to take your tiny teenage soul our of that small capsule you buried under that pine tree, people are busy dealing with their stuff, you should do it yourself, because if you don't do it no one else will, you can ask for help to do it faster, but at the end of the day its yours not theirs.

What do you think about the perfumes? do you like them? now you have a wider view of myself hahaha i hope you like them tho, please give me your honest opinion!!!!!1 please please! you might fall in love with them or me, who knows right?

And i mean obviously my biggest inspiration is God, but i'm talking abut a human being, someone i know, a HUMAN hahaha

Yeah my celebrity crush is Cha Eunwoo lmao i have a big fat crush on him, what a man hahahaha i want one for me

about the first kiss... guess what, i dont remeber anything about it, i dont remember with who, when, how, i have no clue, weird isnt it? it should be something special, magical, but i have no clue :(

Do you mean my crush who liked me? We're still friends hahaha nothing happened, we just liked each other and thats it.

and the friends i kissed yeah, i was a crazy kid back then, we're still friends tho, he says he's in love with me but i don't really care lmaooooo it happen in school days, he gifted me a cupcake (because i love cupcakes and he's a cheff) and i gave him a little kiss as a treat or as a thank you haha

and people change because they get power, once you tell them how you feel that becomes a weak point on you, but i dont see them as unpleasant memories to keep tbh, i keep them because it showed me who they really were, for example my crush who liked me, i told him and he was like, no way, baby i like you too, and he didnt change at all, so that thought me that no matter how much fragile (? i might look to him, he would never take advantage of that with the "power" i gave him, he'd believe me and not test me, and we've been friends for 5+ years and he's never used that power against me, he's had girlfriends and stuff but he's never said "do you remember when you used to like me? or when we used to do this and that years ago?" or things like that, and thats the people i like to keep around me you know? those that would never take advantage of you no matter the situation.

[legion1993]

A Princess In The Wrong Place, Is Not Who She Seems...

Title: A Princess In The Wrong Place, Is Not Who She Seems...

Summery: You always felt out of sorts, living in auradon, not feeling like you truly belonged anywhere, you were raised by Belle and The Beast... Raised thinking that you were the adopted sister to Ben... thats what you always knew... but then Mal, Evie, Jay and Carlos came over from the isle... you knew that something was wrong, you could feel like a part of you was missing, when you watched Ben become king, Mal evie jay and carlos decide that good was stronger than evil, and the big party... you could only think if someone else was out there wondering about you... today was the day when you would find out... you were gonna go to the isle and find out for yourself... find out who you truly were...

Rating: hopefully PG but maybe PG-16

Warnings: nothing i can currently think of maybe some fluff, maybe some violence...

word count: 12,818

challenge: challenge 4-Disney challenge

Pairing: mystery!!!!

Tag: this is for @phanfichallenge hope this makes you smile!

Masterlist   Letter to Mal   Letter to Evie   Letter to Ben   Letter to Belle and Beast   Letter to Jay and Carlos letter to Corin from James  betrothal notice evie’s guide

life in auradon was one of many pleasures, your brother was king Ben son of Belle and the beast.. to be honest if you could you would commit incest...

ugh what a horrible thought... anyway you never felt as though you belonged anywhere even though you hanged out with Evie Mal jay Carlos and of course Ben often you could also be found practicing with a sword in the fencing area.

to which someone usually would come and watch as you destroyed another dummy... today you were certain that what you were missing was no longer in auradon, but possibly on the isle of the lost.

you decided that when everyone went to bed you would head to the isle... come what may you would find out what you were truly missing...

Ben never let you eat alone, you were always loved by everyone! one particular day you were just coming out of class where you had to now walk across the way to get to your next class.

now you would think having your brother be the future king would be awesome right... wrong... Ben loved you sure he loved everyone but you sometimes felt as though people only hung out with you to get closer to ben...

several people a day would try to talk to you about Ben but you would have headphones in.. the only people who were smart enough to take out the headphones were Ben, Mal, Jay, Carlos & Evie...

as you were passing the field you didn't realize you were being shouted at... that's when you felt a set of arms come around you from behind...

you shrieked and pulled your headphones out only to see your brother as he placed you down to face him...

Y/N: "Ben you scared me..."

Ben: "sorry sis what were you thinking about?"

y/n: "what makes you think I was thinki ng bout something?"

Ben: "I know you too well... I can tell when your thinking..."

Y/N: "I was thinking about what I could possibly be missing from my life.. I've been feeling recently like I'm missing something... like this isn't where I'm meant to be..."

Ben brings you to sit on the bench in the shade... the one place where you guys found was nice quiet and peaceful to have sibling chats...

Ben: “i know what its like to feel out of sorts but i dont think something would be missing if you knew the answers.. have you tried the archives...”

Y/N: “there is nothing there before your parents adopted me... its like every piece of my life before i was brought into your household has been erased...”

ben: “but why would someone go through that much trouble to erase your existence before living with my family...”

You shrugged and just let your brother hug you... you felt a little better as Ben then walked you to class... you spent the class typing 5 notes... 1 to Ben, 1 to Evie, 1 to Belle & Beast, 1 to Jay & Carlos & 1 to Mal. 

you printed them off and when you got back to your room, you put them in envelopes and sealed them with your seal, packing your bag with some essentials and your necklace insignia, placing your ring in with Evie’s letter, making sure that you pack as light as possible but yet making your load reasonable... 

you also planned your route out of auradon so you could drop off the letters to the correct rooms on your way out.. you were super nervous about this... you also knew it had to be done... 

nightfall came and everyone was in their rooms you decided to start making your way out of the castle now... the order of the rooms hit is as follows: Ben, Jay & Carlos, Evie & Mal, and adopted mom & dad...

with all letters successfully dropped off you headed for the barrier for which you opened it and drove your bike through... once through you parked beside a netted area to which you hid your bike put on your cloak and started walking around...

~meanwhile in Ursula’s fish and chips~

Uma: “look ok guys that pricy little princess thinks she is better than we are just because she is on the arm of the future king of boradon but it should be our turn...”

Harry: “look they aren’t coming back here so we can rule here...”

Uma: “harry i want what she has, it should be me beside the prince... not her... she doesnt deserve it...”

Harry: “i feel a change in the wind... someone new just blew onto the Isle...”

Uma: “go check it out and bring whoever it is back here... we shall give her a proper Isle greeting...”

Harry then walked out of the chip shop, and walked down the road heading straight for you...

~meanwhile~

you continued to walk forward, not acknowledging anyone... not even knowing where you were, you happened to also not see the over turned stone on the ground in front of you...

you tripped on it, falling down you heard your bag fall as well some of your things on the ground you now knelt to pick them up... not realizing that someone was about to stumble upon your crouched form...

~back in auradon~

a new day is upon them, Ben is the first to wake as normal he goes passed his door and finds your letter... he takes it and turns it over seeing your seal he goes back to sit on his bed to read it...

Ben: “oh sis what have you done?”

he says as he reads the final words in the letter... next to wake are Mal and Evie they too find the letters to which they also read them...

Mal: “E shes on the isle...”

Evie: “this is gonna be worse than we thought...”

evie holds up the ring for mal to see as they both sit there wondering what to do about your suddenly absent form...

next to wake are Belle & beast they too find the letter and sigh...

belle: “we should have told her the truth...”

Beast: “ya but her betrothed is on the isle do you think its true what they said...”

Belle: “if she returns with him im sure that will answer our question...”

finally to wake as usual are Jay & Carlos they read their letter and its instantly shredded in half...

Jay: “how could she think its the right course of action to go alone...”

Carlos: “we have to gather with the others im sure its gonna be hard on everyone today...”

everyone together gathered early in the garden... presenting each letter, while evie pulled out the ring...

Evie: “in my letter it states that she wants me to take her place in case she doesnt return but the one thing i dont understand from all this is why she would think she is gonna find her answers on the isle...”

Belle: “because thats where she is partially from...”

belle and beast now had the undivided attentions of Jay, Carlos, Mal, Evie & most importantly Ben...

Beast: “Ben before you were born we put up the barrier, but before we did a woman who was just about to give birth we took her here and gave her help to do so safely... but when she did we asked her where the father was and all she said was that he was from the isle...”

Belle: “she also gave us a paper with a betrothal notice for Y/N to marry Harry Hook... they were to wed on their 18th birthdays, but the father of Y/N wanted more than just a wedding he wanted a kingdom of his own... her father is one of the most dangerous villans to ever have breathed... her father is Hades...”

Beast: “as soon as her mother gave birth she passed away Y/N was left in our care it wasnt long after that we had you Ben... so we passed it off as you guys were siblings, you both had a family... it was amazing... till we started to realize how curious Y/N was about her past thats when we ordered for all her previous info to be gotten rid of...”

Belle: “it was then that we also ordered her to be under security or to be with you guys at certain times of the day...”

Ben then interuppted his mom...

Ben: “so you both lied to me and Y/N... now she is off on the Isle for what purpose... to find out the truth because no one told her who she was...”

Ben starts to storm off, but stops at the sound of his name...

Beast: “where are you going Ben?”

Ben: “to bring my sister home... to help her find out the truth...”

Mal Evie Jay & Carlos all move to stand with Ben as Belle moves beside beast...

Belle: “son please dont do this, we understand that your upset with us but its gonna be alot easier for her to do this on her own, if you guys go to the isle to find her it might not go the way you plan...”

Mal stepped between Belle and Ben holding her hands behind her to keep Ben at bay...

Mal: “we know the isle we can help find her and we can unite her with Harry...”

Belle: “mal i trust you not to let her near her father...”

Mal: “what happens if she sees hades?”

Beast: “death will be released... it will be a plague...”

Ben: “does Y/N have any abilities?”

Belle: “when she was younger she had the power to make things disappear...”

Beast: “when you find her you guys have permission to see what kind of state things are in and if it seems like things are going well between her and Harry then you may bring harry back to auradon... or at least offer it to him...”

Jay: “dont worry we will all return home before cotillian... come guys lets go...”

they all took off to their rooms to pack a few essentials not knowing how long they would be on the isle... they met up again by one of the limos... Jay Evie Carlos and Mal all dressed in their original isle gear with a few improvements and Ben wearing a piece that evie made for him…

Mal: “so we go to the isle we have to make sure we don’t get into any major trouble…”

Ben: “that’s why I grabbed a bunch of swords from the fencing closet… one for each of us… we also need to make sure Y/N is safe at all costs and that her father doesn’t find out she is there… our priority is helping Y/N without actually giving away that we are there…”

~meanwhile on the isle~

You were just finishing picking up your stuff off the ground when a gorgeous accent spoke up from in front of you…

Harry: “are you lost deary?”

You froze at the sound of the voice, the accent made you aroused… you tried to get up but fell over lucky for you he caught you…

Y/N: “yes I mean kind of… I am new here…”

Harry met your gaze when you looked up at him… his eyes searching yours for any sign of you being scared but your breathing was hitched in your throat which went instantly dry didn’t say anything as he stood you back on your feet…

Harry: “you alright deary?”

Y/N: “yes… the ground isn’t built very well…”

Harry: “welcome to the Isle of the Lost… let me guess you are so new that you didn’t even take any second guesses at leaving boradon…”

Y/N: “is it that obvious…”

Harry: “let me bring you to where all the cool people hang out… and we can see about getting you something to eat…”

You smile lightly as you both look up to see the slightly risen sun…

Y/N: “please lead the way…”

You walked with Harry, but he stopped in front of Ursula’s fish and chips turning to face you he smiled lightly at you…

Harry: “im harry…”

Y/N: “Y/N its nice to meet you…”

 Harry: “likewise now lets get you inside and get some food in you…”

Y/N: “I hope you understand if I don’t part with anything im carrying…”

Harry: “I know how you feel, don’t worry ill help you…”

You put down your hood letting your hair fall to your shoulders and walked into the restaurant beside Harry who was explaining how things work on the Isle… but Uma caught sight of Harry and you walking in together…

Harry: “Uma my usual please… with something special to drink for my new friend here…”

Uma: “since when do you care about some newbie to the isle…”

Harry: “since I saved her life… now do it… or we will go elsewhere…”

Uma could see the change in Harry, Harry could tell that there was something special about you, you started to feel normal again… you felt normal around Harry almost like this was destiny… 

~meanwhile~ 

Jay: “ok everyone hold on we are heading through the barrier now…”

Jay says as he activates the bridge and you guys start driving through… Ben just stares out the window… there is nothing he can do but wait to see of any clues or anything that you may have left or dropped… Mal grabs his hand and smiles at him…

Mal: “don’t worry ben we will find her and bring her home… no matter what happens she will return home, I promise…”

Ben: “I just hope she sees it that way…”

Mal: “well if she doesn’t then we will get her too or we will let her figure out what she needs to first then bring her home… hopefully before cotillion…”

They crossed through landing on the isle the barrier closed behind them, making things easy…

 Mal: “ok lets start searching, I got to make a quick stop, Jay, Carlos Evie please take care of ben… ill meet you guys at the clubhouse… hopefully with some useful information…”

Mal takes off with haste towards the chip shop… but the others take a look around the area hiding the car was first priority…

Ben: “ok where do we… wait a second…”

Ben out of the corner of his eye spys your motor bike… he then uncovers it slightly for the others to see… 

Ben: “its hers, she came through here but which way did she go…”

Evie: “don’t worry ben we will find her… just cover it back up and we will find her I promise we all do…”

Ben: “k how do we…”

Evie: “you gotta be careful what you say Ben, this is the isle…”

Ben nods his head…

Ben: “tha…”

Evie: “drop the thanks and drop the please too… you gotta just chill…”

~back at Ursula’s fish and chips~

Mal appears outside to pear in the window, hopefully without getting spotted… she spies someone in there that looks awefully like you from behind… you turn your head as you smile at Harry who shrugs out of his jacket…

Mal (to herself): “OMG they discovered eachother…”

Mal then turns her head a little to the left to see how Uma was looking at you… 

Mal (to herself): “I have to tell the others..”

Mal takes off from the spot and starts back down the dark alley… you sat inside still just as mesmerized by Harry as he was by you… you no sooner tried to get up slightly to adjust your cloak than you fell landing against him..

Y/N: “that’s the second time you hav stopped me from falling, thank you…”

Harry: “no problem love… now do you have a place to crash yet…”

You shoke your head as he looked at Uma who waved him away… Harry got off his seat and set you on your feet once more he walked out of the chip shop with you… he then led you to a spot with what was known to be a spectactular view…

Harry: “this place is no longer used… im sure you can figure out how to get in there… once you do peek out the window and stare to the east from wence we came, there you will see me…”

Y/N: “thank you Harry for everything…”

Harry started to walk away when something made him turn back towards you… his hands no longer holding anything he had dropped the hook on the ground, his hands now cupping your cheeks his eyes searching your for any sort of fear as you both leaned in, your pendant burning hot against your skin, but it was nothing compared to the passion you felt from the kiss you soon received from Harry…

Neither of you realizing you were being watched, for it was at that moment Mal, Evie, Jay, Carlos and Ben all started to come around the corner, but stopped at the sight of you kissing Harry… they all went and hid back around the corner shocked by what they just saw, it was something that they were gonna talk to you about…

Harry was the one to break the kiss, you both were breathing heavily, neither of you knew how much time had passed, but suddenly the world seemed so much brighter… 

Harry: “I hope I get to see more of you Y/N.”

Y/N: “I am certain we can make that happen…”

Harry kisses you once more before backing away, the taste of his lips still lingering on yours, as he turns to walk back to Uma at the Chip Shop… you stood there for a few seconds after as your fingers traced your lips…

That’s when it happened… that’s when you were clunked on the head and next thing blackness… you woke up a few minutes later, on a couch, your cloak on the floor, your bag on a chair across the room, your shoes were off... you groaned as you stretched and ran your hands through your hair…

Jay: “oh good, guys she’s awake…”

It was at that moment with that voice you opened your eyes to sit up and see Mal, Evie, Jay, Carlos and Ben standing over you… ben who was relieved to find you, pulled you into a new wrecking hug…

Ben: “im so happy your ok Y/N… did he hurt you?”

Y/N: “no Harry wouldn’t hurt me… he cares about me, he saved my life twice and he even showed me a place to sleep…”

Mal: “the place he showed you to sleep is where you are now… this is the clubhouse we used before we went to auradon… there was nothing that any of us could agree on this morning except that we were coming to help you…”

Ben pulled back from you and looked at your shocked expression turning to look at Mal giving her a kiss on the cheek before speaking again…

Ben: “would you guys excuse us a moment I need to talk to my sister alone…”

Mal: “of course we will make plans for safety while here…”

Ben: “thank you, and be careful…”

Mal: “I always am…”

Mal Evie Jay and Carlos all leave the room before Ben turns back to face you…

Y/N: “I cant believe you ignored my request for you not to come after me…”

Ben: “I cant believe you took off in the middle of the night, wrote me a letter that threw all my good out the window… that made me yell at mom and dad… who by the way are the ones who hid the truth from you… that’s why I asked the others to leave… you should just have to hear it from me not from all of us…”

Y/N: “finally someone is gonna tell me the truth…”

Ben: “before I was born, my parents were just tearing down the bridge that originally connected the isle with auradon… your birth mom was just going into labor when she crossed the bridge to escape your abusive power hungry father, which yes they know who that is too, when your mom gave birth to you she also gave 2 pieces of paper to my parents… which I brought with me so you could read it for yourself…”

You took the pieces of paper and looked at them… immediately something inside you clicked you were suddenly whole… you felt like you had a purpose…

Y/N: “ok but who is my father and what happened to my mother…”

Ben: “to sum it up your mom died shortly after giving birth to you, all she told my parents was that it was someone from the isle… it wasn’t till they got a visit from Zeus that they confirmed which villan was your father… Y/N you’re the daughter of Hades… but there is something else, should you come in physical contact with your father, your powers together will unleash a plague upon the world…”

Y/N: “so im a ticking time bomb…”

Ben: “but there might be a way to soffen your powers so if you came in contact with your father it wouldn’t wipe out the entire world…”

You took a soft but yet not so subtle chuckle…

Y/N: “ya like what… like I take the throne, like I marry Harry and together my power with his will cancel out any evil power within me…”

You yell as you now start pacing… but Ben just looks at you like you just had a great idea… you stop pacing as he comes up to you and hugs you…

Ben: “your brilliant and smart, I want you to arrange a meeting with Hook… as in Harry’s father, from the sounds of that letter he knew your mother… he might have some answers… just know that whatever happens you are always gonna be my sister…”

You smiled as everyone else came pouring back in the room… 

Y/N: “I need to find captain hook… he knew my mother maybe he can further shed light on my past…”

Jay: “he runs a little boutique in the square, I can take you there…”

Y/N: “that would be nice thank you… the rest of you need to be careful, its clear that they hate the royals… keep out of trouble please…”

Jay: “when your ready Y/N..”

You walked down the stairs towards the exit/entrance, but soon realizing that you had no idea which way to go till Jay came up behind you and started leading you round town… that’s when you stopped in front of a shop with a yellow sign that said “Hooks clocks and nick nacks” 

Jay: “this is it, do you want me to come inside with you or are you good…”

Y/N: “I should be fine… he knew my mother… I can find my way back ill meet you back at the clubhouse…”

Jay hugs you and lets go a few seconds later…

Jay: “be careful…”

You smile before turning to enter the store, upon entry a few clocks chimed their good mornings, and the sound of footsteps echoed…

Y/N: “Hello…”

You said softly watching as a man comes walking out of the back room… he stops suddenly at the sight of you…

Hook: “can I help you?”

Y/N: “are you James?”

Hook: “that’s me, who are you?”

Y/N: “my name is Y/N my mother was Corin…”

Hook dropped the clock he was polishing and took a look at you…

Y/N: “if it helps I have these as proof of who I am…”

You went over to the closest table, placing down the certificate the letter and your birth certificate… he looks at the documents and there is something that flashes across his face…

Hook: “Y/N…”

You nodded as he proceeded to hug you… once he let you go he backed up slowly letting out a loud whistle making you shutter as another fellow came down the stairs and through the door…

Smee: “yes capt’n…”

Hook: “go fetch my son from that witch’s restaurant… I have the saving answers we have waited so long for…”

Smee: “I will send for him at once…”

Hook took another glance at you made another gesture toward you, he offered you a place to sit you gratefully took it… 

Hook: “how is your mom? It must be what 17 years since I last saw her… I mean the last time I saw her I helped her escape from the Isle… before the barrier went up… she was preparing to give birth to you…”

Y/N: “she died shortly after she gave birth to me… she didn’t leave me in capable hands tho… I was raised by belle and beast who shortly after gave birth to a son… but they lied to me, they didn’t tell me about the betrothal, or who my father is, or anything like that… no I didn’t find that out till I got here and Ben came after me…”

Hook: “great so your mom died and left you in the hands of the king and queen of auradon… great… so you know nothing of your heritage…”

Y/N: “I know what I was told by Ben only half an hour ago, but I also know that when I arrived on the Isle last night I felt as if something was gonna happen to me…”

Hook was about to speak when the door to the shop opened and hook looked up and saw Harry walk in…

Harry: “father what was so urgent that you had to send your minion to fetch me…”

Hook: “remember how I told you that one day you would find out the truth of the past… well my boy the truth is your betrothed to a beautiful young woman, one who I think you will take a liking too… but you will have a difficult time with what I have to tell you…”

Harry: “ok but will you please just get straight to the point…”

Hook ushers to you showing you that its save to come out… you do so only to see Harry who is just as shocked to see you…

Harry: “Y/N…”

Y/N: “Harry…”

Hook: “you 2 seem like you know eachother…”

Y/N: “ya kinda we met when Harry helped me get up off the ground after I tripped over a rock, then we shared a kiss not too far from here…”

Hook looks from you to Harry as your eyes never left eachother…

Hook: “so it has begun…”

Harry: “whats begun?”

Hook: “and so it shall come to pass that when the children of fire and water come together a new day shall rise bringing forth the union to end a power so strong it could destroy everything…”

You and Harry now looking at Hook took it in and the realization set as you both sat in the chairs closeby…

Y/N: “all this time I was told I would make a difference but never how or when or why… now its…”

Harry: “like the world has just opened a new door and its our turn for greatness…”

Hook: “you both have a big decision to do… especially you my son… Harry as a father I have to implore upon you my son to make the choice, make the right choice… you can either follow your betrothed back to auradon and get a fresh start in a new place… or you can stay here and follow that skank Uma for the rest of your life and play second best… but no one can make the choice for you son, only you can…”

Harry: “can I have a few moments alone with Y/N?”

Hook nodded and left the room, but not before placing a box with both yours and Harry’s names on it on the table then he went into the back… this left you and Harry in the room alone… Harry and You got up at the same time, you both made your way to the table…

Harry: “I don’t know what kind of choice ill make but hopefully I wont loose you…”

Y/N: “im not going anywhere, I have always wanted to feel like I belong somewhere and when im with you I feel like I belong…”

Harry: “well lets open this box and see whats in it…”

You guys open the box to see several items including 2 champagne flutes, a set of wedding bands, an engagement ring, a stone with your names on it and in the box was also a letter address to both of you… from your parents…You both read the letter and then looked at eachother… breathing heavily as you took it all in…

Harry: “are you alright?”

Y/N: “not entirely but I guess we need to decide a few things…”

Harry: “wherever you go I go… look I don’t know you all that well yet, and I know that according to these letters and things we don’t have long till our supposed wedding date but right now you’re the one thing that makes sense to me…”

You watch him pick up the engagement ring and he holds it to you with him having placed his hook on the counter…

Harry: “Y/N will you agree to wait on the engagement till we have a proper settling on what is happening?”

Y/N: “I can do that…”

Harry: “we are done now dad you can come out now…”

Hook comes out from around the corner and looks at you both and the box…

James: “did you guys make some decisions?”

Harry takes your hand in his as he places the engagement ring back in the chest closing it…

Harry: “I have decided to follow Y/N wherever she may go… if that means I follow her to Auradon then so be it… and per to the letter you guys left for us it means so much to both of us that you guys trust us enough to let us be on our own together… also that bit about fire and water… was that meant to be in there or did you guys write..”

James: “its part of the prophecy we found in a cavern before the barrier went up when Corin first discovered she was expecting Y/N it became clear that everyone needed answers especially me and Corin so we went and we searched this cavern for something that could give us the answers we saught… and it gave us a prophecy the same thing that we wrote in that letter is the same thing we got for an answer… not very helpful I know but still… so we put it in the letter to help…”

Y/N: “thank you for everything you did to help my mother and what you did for me… that makes things easier when we know whose on our side…”

James: “anything for the lady who won the heart of my son… just becareful who sees you both together not many people will believe that the son of Hook found love… and if you guys need anything while here you let me know…”

Y/N: “thank you…”

You go up to James and give him a hug which he returns it with a smile… releasing you then into the open arms of Harry who took a turn upon witnessing then something ringing outside…

Harry: “damn guys ill be right back someone is spying…”

Hook: “it’s the sea witch’s daughter you both need to go out the ceiling now… ill have Smee bring the box by later go now…”

You grabbed your phone and cloak as Harry left his hook on the table you both took off out the attic and up onto the roof… you stopped for a moment texting Jay…

Y/N (by text): “jay we got trouble… I need you to meet me and Harry on the upper roof across from the clubhouse… and bring rope hurry…”

Jay (by text): “we are on it… don’t worry what happened?”

Y/N (by text): “tell you later just hurry someone is chasing us and its not good…”

Jay (by text): “we are on it…”

You crouched with Harry waiting for the signal, 2 sharp whistles like to the tune of heigh ho… but nothing came yet, it was another 5 minutes before you heard the whistles which made you look over the edge to see Jay floating up to you… he landed on the roof and hugged you instantly…

Jay: “someone call for a ride…”

Y/N: “you have a carpet…”

Jay: “mal enchanted it with a flying spell… its obedient... and it works wonders… lets go before something else goes wrong…”

You and Harry got on the carpet not realizing that the turn you and Harry had taken was about to be short lived… when Jay finished landing the carpet it flew off back to its hiding spot, you Harry and Jay all ran up the stairs… but you stopped on one of the landings for a quick breath… 

Harry looked at Jay who then with Harry looked down at you stopped on the landing below… Harry nodded at Jay who finished going up the stairs, Harry proceeded to go down the stairs to where you were… you had your bag on the ground in front of your, your eyes making things a little blurry, you didn’t even realize Harry was standing there till he touched your arm…

Harry: “are you ok?”

You shoke your head as he took your shivering form in his own…

Y/N: “im scared… what if something goes wrong? I can’t loose the only man who makes me feel like I actually have a future…”

Harry: “don’t worry once we sort this out, there will be a lot that you will have to teach me…”

~Meanwhile up above them Jay was filling the guys in on what he knows…~

Jay: “so Harry is coming back with us… he has agreed to go wherever Y/N goes…”

Ben: “so we have to teach him when we get back to auradon…”

Mal: “Evie I have an idea for the dresses for me and Y/N… but I need your help to change around the ensembles.. and we need a maching outfit for Harry so he can match Y/N… Y/N is wearing red right…”

Evie: “yes but what does…”

Mal: “ill explain when we get back… but right now we have bigger issues Jay you said that they were being chased do you know who did the chasing…”

Jay: “it was Uma and her crew… they are coming after Y/N and Harry cause of their betrothal…”

Mal: “how did that snake witch find out about where they were anyway…”

Jay: “I don’t know but we need to fortify this place now…”

~back on the landing you and Harry were watching the air between you guys grow thin~

Harry: “Y/N look I know what your going through cause im experiencing it as well but right now we have bigger issues… I fear that Uma wont stop until she either has killed you, killed me or turned me against you for the worst so that I kill you…”

Y/N: “ill kill her for anything she does to harm our union…”

Harry: “we should go up and tell everyone what happened…”

But there was something within you that told you to just stay there for a few more moments… that worked till an arrow came through the hole in the wall… it almost hit you but Harry pulled you both out of the way… Jay, Ben, Mal, Evie and Carlos all came down at the sound of you and Harry hitting the metal landing… they helped you both off the ground…

Harry: “someone please explain to us who sent that arrow and why?”

Jay: “your father did he says he has the box and some news…”

Harry: “Jay can you bring him in here im gonna take Y/N upstairs and let her wrap her head around a few things… but also I fear I may need a disguise… if me and Y/N are to get off the isle we need not to look like ourselves…”

Evie: “I can help with that lets see what I can do…”

Harry held you against him for a few seconds before leading you upstairs following Evie… Carlos, Ben, Mal and Jay stood on the landing only to find that they are so silent at a loss for words… its Ben who speaks up first…

Ben: “Jay and I will go meet hook… Carlos stay and help the girls... with everything they need… Mal I need you to help Y/N teach Harry everything that you learned and you need to do it before we can leave…”

Mal: “both of you be careful please…”

Ben kisses mal before following Jay out of the clubhouse… Mal and Carlos go back upstairs to find fabric and stuff everywhere…

Mal: “E… is everything alright…”

Evie: “yes if your referring to the mess im making new outfits to help them adjust to life together plus I needed measurements for other purposes… but Mal come here and take a look at this…”

Mal and Carlos go around the corner to see you and Harry in completely new attire, one in which you would not be recognized…

Evie: “the outfits are unique to their body structures and thankfully I had materials here to make them on the fly… of course the shoes were already made thanks to my brilliance I made several pairs of comfortable shoes for you and Ben, I borrowed a pair of each type so I could be prepared incase of fashion emergency… but I present Y/N and Harry…”

Suddenly you and Harry were staring at yourselves in a large mirror… Harry was the one that was the most shocked… he knew that he would soon adapt very quickly to your lifestyle but maybe it wouldn’t be so bad…

Harry: “well ill be… I never thought I would look good in anything else… I am ever grateful for this, for all of it… and while im speaking on this topic of how grateful I am, I would also like to personally apoligize for anything I may have had a hand in during the feud between you guys and uma’s gang… im sorry for the roles I had in everything…”

You never had to think before leaning your head on Harry’s shoulder watching the expressions on Mal’s, Evie’s and Carlos’s faces turn from shocked to accepting as one by one they nodded their accepting and forgiving replies…

Evie: “I also think that Y/N needs a new hair style same with Harry… only to truly disguise their true selves…”

Mal: “I can see them needing some extra color… whats your thought E?”

Evie: “we take them to lady tremaines tonight before it opens…”

Harry: “can…”

Just as harry was about to speak again Jay, Ben and James walked in the entrance… Hook almost fell over when she saw you and Harry…

Hook: “Harry, you look handsome, Y/N is truly lucky to be on your arm…”

Jay: “the box is in the car already that’s what took us so long was we took it straight to the car… but we noticed something it was Uma… she was just coming out of Hades Souvlaki restaurant…”

Hook: “if you all are to survive this new found union, you all need to know what I told Harry and Y/N… you need to know what happened before Y/N’s mother made her way to Auradon…”

Everyone picked a place to sit, Harry sat on the couch and had you sit in his lap… his arms around you made the second time hearing the story made things seem more real…

Hook: “Hades was abusive, he wants power so he figured if he had a child that it would increase his chances of gaining more power… that’s why he bred with Y/N mother Corin… but Coring didn’t like how he reacted when he found out she was pregnant with Y/N. he stuck Corin in the dungeon, she made her escape when Hercules heard her plea from Olympus… Corin was brought out of there and placed on the corner near my shop just as auradon announced that in 9 months they would be building a barrier… Corn came into my store seeking shelter and help, so I helped her and when I told her that my mate was due in 9 months too we came up with the arrangement… for Harry and Y/N to be betrothed in hopes that one day things would be clear…for everyone’s sake we prayed the day wouldn’t come where we would have to part ways but I found that just before the barrier went up would be the perfect time for Corin to escape the Isle one day we hoped fate would lead Y/N and Harry towards eachother and it did thank the sea but Hades stirs, he can sense tremendous power… when Y/N and Harry kissed at dawn it unleashed a shockwave of great power… it woke Hades… I can feel it, im pretty sure the entire isle can feel it… which is why I captain james hook leave my son in the hands of the most powerful group of villan kids and royals in the country…”

Ben: “please tell me he can be stopped from taking powers from either of them…”

Hook: “I think it would be better if they told you themselves what they have to do…”

Everyone’s attention was on you and Harry whose hand was rubbing circles on the small of your back, as though he could feel how scared you were…

Y/N: “apparently when me and Harry marry both our destructive powers will be turned into a neutralized double good boost of power… for both me and Harry we will both have magic and not the evil/bad kind either…”

Ben: “I understand that Y/N gets her magic from the side of Hades but who was Harry’s mother…”

Hook: “a siren… she was a siren…”

Harry and you look at eachother as you get up with Harry on your tail as you both go out on the deck…

Harry: “my mother was a siren… your mother was human I guess that answers what sides of the family line we both got our powers from…”

Y/N: “the fact that Uma isn’t happy with us right now is freaking me out and if I continued to sit there and fake like im not scared of anything, but truth is im terrified… what if my father tries to come after me… I would rather die before letting him touch me, which is why I have a sort of strange request… Harry should my father get his hands on me before we marry, I need you to kill me…”

Harry: “no no no I cant kill the girl who has made me feel more alive these past 24 hours than anyone else has in my entire life…”

Y/N: “I just need you to promise me that you wont let my father get his hands on my power and use it to destroy everything… just promise me that you will do what it takes if it happens…”

Harry leans in an kisses your forehead…

Harry: “alright I promise… and I understand why you are having such a hard time with everything… I mean just cause our kiss at dawn possibly woke your father and Uma was coming out of his restaurant which means we are in grave danger. And I think as soon as possible we need to get out of here…”

You looked at him as he nodded his head towards the chip shop where a storm cloud was forming over it… you leaned up to place a chaste kiss on his lips only for you both to feel a surge of power flow out of both of you, this shoke the clubhouse… but when the kiss broke a loud clap of thunder was heard across the entire isle…

Y/N: “don’t worry we will be getting out alive, and nothing will separate us well maybe except to sleep… but right now I think a nap sounds good…”

Harry: “couldn’t agree more but someone has to do something about the lack of security…”

At that moment Hook and Ben come out on to the deck…

Ben: “and we have a solution one that we think will have a very find impact on your lives… what if you guys got married right here on the isle kind of like a trial wedding then, do an actual one when we get back to auradon, during cotillion… then next week you will be man and wife…”

Harry looks at you whose eyes are locked with Bens as Ben waits your response… you walk away from Harry and passed Ben and everyone else fear and confusion written clearly across your face… you went down the stairs and hid in the lower pad under the stairs… crouching against the wall you started to cry, you felt the fear and confusion consuming you…

Harry: “what the hell kind of suggestion is that? Y/N and I want to be married for real, if its just a trial wedding our powers wont merge and we wont ever be safe… did no one think of that? Does no one realize how scared Y/N is and has been since this all started… am I the only one that realizes and can feel how scared she truly is, she has been putting on a façade so as not to disappoint everyone else in this room…”

Ben: “if that’s true then she shouldn’t be alone right now…”

Harry: “I think you’re the last person she would want to see right now mate, and you should all know that on the deck just before yo came in and announced your plan, she had me promise to do whatever it takes to stop her, should hades get his hands on her and her power…”

Ben: “she asked you to play the murderer…”

Harry: “in all sense yes… and I agreed, cause I would rather see her by myside forever than let her get drained of her powers and killed by that monster, I would rather kill her myself if it came down to it…”

Ben: “then someone needs to go talk to her and someone needs to pack up some stuff for the trip to Lady Tremaines and then back to auradon tonight…”

Mal: “ill go find her, ill talk to her… Evie can you go to Lady Tremaines and book us in for midnight… reserve 2 stations for 2 customers… please it will save us a lot of time…”

Jay: “ill go with Evie, incase something happens…”

Hook: “ill go and scrounge up what I can to help the cause of getting you all out safely…”

Hook leaves as does Evie and Jay…

Carlos and Ben are left with Harry as Mal heads downstairs to try and find you… well find you she did, she just followed the sobs… at first she just stood there and listened to what you were mumbling to yourself…

Y/N (to self): “this cant be how it happens… I mean this isn’t how my fairytale ending was supposed to come about… im too scared and whats worse no one seems to see it, I blame Ben for setting me off like this, ugh why cant they just see how perfectly happy I am around Harry right now… we don’t need a wedding right now, we need to get off this isle… god I am so tired… I want to nap with Harry holding me, petting my hair… things would have been so much easier if I never tried to do things with other people…”

Mal had heard enough she had to stop you before you decide to make another wrong decision…

Mal: “none of this is your fault…”

Y/N: “it might as well be, nothing I do recently seems to be going right…”

Mal: “do you remember how I was when Ben and I first got started… I didn’t do anything right either, but as your soon to be sister in law I believe that anything that happens between you and Harry has to be your guys decision… Ben has no right to try and decide these things for you… I mean I understand he was just trying to help, but the fact that no one told me how to do it properly till almost coronation day was disasterous…”

Y/N: “at least you made it through the dangers of coronation day unscathed, that was the day when I snuck into the archives and discovered the torn out and missing pages… which Ben found for me before I left… trust me Mal its better for everyone if we don’t do the trial wedding…”

Mal: “I know you don’t see it now, but this trial wedding will give us a cover of escape…”

You looked at her with confusion as she started to explain…

Mal: “I have it all planned… it’s a spell to give us a cloud of cover so we can escape without anything going wrong… but its under the guise of a wedding… Ben mistook what I talked to him about before hand as its an actual thing…”

Y/N: “because you think if he knew the truth he would freak, but im so scared of what could go wrong, im scared of change… and most importantly im scared of what could happen if my father comes for me, Mal I can feel it he is searching for me…”

Mal: “don’t worry I swear nothing bad will come for you… and if your dad tries anything we will show him wht badasses with magic we can be…”

You leaned into your soon to be sister in law feeling the love coming off her… you needed to just breathe away from the crazy for a bit…

~at lady tremaines curl up and dye~

Evie and Jay enter the shop weary of their surroundings, the first thing that Evie sees is Dizzy… she goes up behind her and scares her… dizzy turns around and immediately hugs Evie…

Evie: “I missed you so much…”

Dizzy: “whats auradon like? Whats ice cream taste like?”

Evie: “its cold and sweet and if you eat it too quickly it gives you a headache…”

Dizzy: “really…”

Jay looks around not noticing anything out of place…

Evie: “dizzy I need a favor… can you fit 2 friends of mine in as soon as possible…”

Dizzy: “sure whats the occasion?”

Evie: “it’s a long story but we need them to not look like themselves…”

Dizzy: “let me think, I can take them in an hour… I have to touch up grandma’s roots… who am I doing?”

Evie: “Harry Hook and Y/N…”

Dizzy stopped and looked at Evie..

Dizzy: “you mean Princess Y/N adopted sister to King Ben?”

Evie: “yes… she and Harry are betrothed… it’s a long complicated story but right now I hope you will have your grandma understand that this is of the upmost importance…”

Dizzy: “don’t worry she doesn’t care what I do with my spare time… as long as I do my chores…”

Evie: “ok we will see you soon… and don’t worry I think this will be amazing..”

Dizzy: “any certain thing I should prepare for…”

Evie: “fire and ice…”

Dizzy: “let me guess there is a long explanation behind that too?”

Evie: “yes…”

Evie hugs Dizzy and turns to leave with Jay on her tail but both of them notice something strange Hades is standing outside his restaurant talking to Uma… both Jay and Evie ran back to the clubhouse… at the same time they entered it you and Mal had made your way to the middle landing…

Evie: “lets get upstairs we have to prepare to leave ASAP…”

Mal you and Jay all ran upstairs behind Evie to walk in on Harry, Ben and Carlos standing there…

Jay: “we witnessed Hades talking with Uma outside his restaurant…”

Evie: “dizzy is squeezing us all in in an hour… but first we need to get around undetected…”

Mal: “I can create a cloud of cover once we are ready for us, once they are done in the salon… trust me it will work, as long as we don’t get caught… but first we need to do something…”

Mal grabs her spell book flipping through it…

Mal: “bind them now, bind them quick, don’t unlink until safety nears, combine their strengths make it simple, make them stronger together than apart…”

Mal did the spell in front of you and Harry… suddenly you and Harry were glowing, Evie then came out from the sewing room with 2 cloaks… evie handed you a blue cloak as she handed Harry a red cloak…

Harry: “fire…”

Y/N: “water…”

Mal: “that spell I did linked you 2 together till we get back to auradon… the cloaks I believe are designed as a neutralizing agent for you unique individual gifts… the spell will fade once we are safe… right now E what did Dizzy say?”

Evie approaches Mal admiring her work…

Evie: “she said to bring them by in an hour… she is very excited to meet Y/N, but if we go we all go together… Jay meet us there with Hook… we will send the signal when its time… but I need you and hook to start a riot… we let nothing happen to Y/N and Harry... and we don’t get separated…”

Jay: “ill go talk to hook…”

You watched as Jay turned to leave but before he did he came over to you and hugged you, the VK’s were your family… you knew you had love surrounding you forever, even more so that Harry caught you when Jay let go of you… Jay left out the clubhouse to meet up with James at that moment he never gave another thought outside of keep everyone safe…

Y/N: “I hope this goes off without a hitch… and I’m sorry everyone for how I’ve reacted recently to everything… and Harry if you’re still willing to follow me everywhere will you be by my side as we face the trials awaiting us outside this place… no matter what happens will we be united evermore?”

Harry: “we will… but now will you be willing to go through with Ben’s plan or would you be willing to make a play as a distraction before we leave…”

Y/N: “what do you mean?”

Harry: “I’m talking like do a little bit of acting…”

You looked at Harry soon realizing that it wasn’t that hard to understand…

Y/N: “you mean get engaged right outside of the curl and dye… but wait what happens if…”

Harry didn’t reply he just pulled you as close to his form as possible…

Harry: “we cant avoid it forever plus this way if we get engaged our strength is already doubled.. why not double it again then when we wed it will be tripled and we will live happily ever after…”

You looked around at the eyes in the room memorizing every single one of them… you could only think of the consequences of your actions… it would be an interesting thing… your eyes met Harry’s again as you nodded, the room erupted with cheers…

Harry: “alright when do we leave…”

Mal: “shortly but right now you don’t need to panic, you and Y/N just need to put your cloaks on… before something else happens…”

Harry and you put on the cloaks and felt something happen, your glowing forms faded into a shroud of you being cloaked in water, which Harry being cloaked in fire… everyone watched you guys as your powers danced together…

Mal: “the spell is now in full effect… you will notice it for sure if it turns into a battle… but right now lets get you guys to Lady Tremaines…”

You nod looking at Harry who is just as mesmerized with you as you are with him, upon leaving the clubhouse you and Harry found you couldn’t move… then around the corner came Hades with a smug look on his face as he watched Mal spell the clubhouse before she and Evie pulled you and Harry behind the gate of the clubhouse… along with Ben as it was sealed and you were safe…

Hades: “well well well, so the spawn returns… which one of you is my daughter…”

Y/N: “that would be me… but I want nothing to do with you and mom secured my future for me before I was born… so that’s why I came back was to find my betrothed… yes Hades im getting married…”

Hades: “who approved of this marriage?”

Y/N: “mom did… she died after giving birth to me, she left me in the hands of a nice family who took me in and raised me as their own, they knew the truth of my origins, they also knew of my betrothal, they are fine with this… therefore I believe the phrase is, YOU DON’T HAVE ANY SAY…”

Hades then looked at Mal Evie Carlos Ben and Harry...

Hades: “let me guess whose whose kid… the one in purple belongs to Maleficent… blue chick belongs to queenie… white spotty belongs to whats her puss… the boy in blue isn’t from around here… the one that’s holding my daughter is someone’s brat… how am I doing so far?”

Ben: “why don’t you just leave, I believe your daughter said you have no place here…”

Hades: “as true as that may be I have brothers and they try to tell me what to do as well, it never works out for everyone… purple chicklet you have some serious magic, no where near your moms level, I wonder if it guards against arrows…”

Hades conjours up some arrows and sends them flying at you Harry and Ben, they mostly miss but one grazes your arm, you don’t notice anything only that it grazed your skin… it didn’t hurt…

Hades: “im sure we will see you guys soon… remember im always watching…”

Hades pops himself out of there, Mal drops the barrier once they are sure you guys are safe, you hug Harry making sure that you and Him are still linked Mal Evie and Ben lead you guys to Lady Tremaines… you guys enter as a group, you and Harry put down your hoods taking a look around Dizzy approached and hugged Evie…

Evie: “we told you we would be back, we brought some very important people…”

Evie brings Dizzy over to stand in front of you and Harry…

Evie: “dizzy, I want you to meet Harry and Y/N… these are your customers…”

Dizzy curtsies, as do you Harry bows out of respect…

Dizzy: “im pleased to meet you Y/N and Harry im glad you found your one… now what am I doing to both of you…”

Harry: “well can I have something a little less like me but more that reflects what my love is… so something firey but yet me…”

Dizzy: “sur thing come on over here and have a seat… both of you please hand your cloaks to Mal and Evie no one would dare to come in here to stir up a fight… trust me…”

You and Harry do so making sure you guys were sitting next to eachother…

Dizzy: “and Y/N what can I do for you?”

Y/N: “I want to go shorter and a little bit of fire and water on black…”

Dizzy: “yay!!! This is so exciting!”

Dizzy starts on yours and Harry’s hair, both you and Harry not really paying attention but instead using your bond to spend time relaxing out of body, like in your minds… discovering what you guys were and could be, occasionally getting pulled out of your perfect happiness by Dizzy washing the dye out or someone talking…

Finally Dizzy finishes with your hair as well as Harry’s but neither you nor Harry have seen anything, you guys were blinded magically by Mal… requested by Dizzy…

Dizzy: “ok you guys will get your sights back in a few seconds but someone tell them how different they look… without giving too much away…”

Mal: “well its true there is beauty behind everything… you guys look amazing!”

Evie: “as the stylist of your outfits, I approve…”

Carlos: “guys you truly give a meaning to the terms fire & ice!”

Ben: “I approve, Y/N you look beautiful, Harry you look stylish…”

At that moment both yours and Harry’s sights returned only for you guys to see yourselves in the mirror… your new looks amazed you both! First thing you did was run your fingers through Harry’s not caring bout anything else at that moment you were amazed at how hot he looked in those colors!

Harry’s new hair do fascinated you enough to make you run your fingers through it several times, watching the look on his face just as amused and happy as yours…

After a few more moments he took your hands and kissed them before he started running his hands through your hair… he became exactly how you felt…

Your hair was fabulous, you couldn’t hide any of your emotions, you went over to Dizzy and hugged her, thanking her profusely…

Dizzy: “it was my pleasure…”

Y/N: “please let me repay you in some way…”

Evie: “well there might be a way but it will have to wait till we get back to auradon we have the right forms there..”

Y/N: “of course… but I promise Dizzy we will repay you somehow someway… I promise…”

Dizzy: “I look forward to it Y/N and besides I was just glad I could help…”

Evie hugs dizzy as you and Harry help eachother do up your cloaks… now with your new looks making you guys look and feel like new people… but the cloaks were magically binding, it was the basis of Mals spell…

Evie: “shall we go?”

You texted Jay at that moment giving him a few moments headstart…

Y/N (by TEXT): “Jay we are leaving the curl up and dye… start the riot…”

Jay (by TEXT): “you got it… we will distract the square, you guys just do your thing… oh and Y/N congratulations on getting engaged!”

You only smiled listening for th chaos to start sounding from outside, Harry could feel the engagement ring burning hot in his pocket, it wouldn’t be long now… once you guys heard something that sounded like glass being thrown around and people shouting, it was your que…

Harry: “you ready to do this love…”

Y/N: “not really but im ready to have this adventure of get to the car and back to auradon with you!”

Harry chuckled as in a line you all exited the curl up and dye you and harry flipped up your hoods… upon walking outside you all witnessed a really heavily enduced battle between James and Jay… you guys decided that smoke might cover some of your color in order for escape to be easy!

Once more thanks to the curl up and dye riot plan, it was a few blocks from the car that you guys got stopped by Uma and Gil… both of whom weren’t that happy… it was almost like something was trying to kill you, well duh of course it was… you huddled with Harry behind Ben Mal Evie and Carlos… they all pulled swords out from their belts…

Uma: “chill out everyone hand over Harry and Y/N no one needs to get hurt…”

Mal: “in your dreams Uma… let us through or we will make a mess…”

Uma: “I knew that whole princess act was fake… your still evil…”

Evie: “Uma just move aside and I suggest letting your mom know her psycho ex is on the loose again…”

Uma: “what are you talking about?”

Mal caught on right away, she nodded at Ben and Carlos...

Mal: “ya I mean whats Hades gonna do when he finds out your Ursulas daughter… your mother broke his heart…”

Uma: “I don’t believe you for a second you rats… now if you don’t mind give us Harry and Y/N or we will be forced to go through you guys to get them…”

Mal: “ive been itching to get into a tangle with you since I got here Uma… lets tango… Ben Carlos get Y/N and Harry out of here… get to the car now…”

Carlos: “we are on it…”

Ben and Carlos come up on either side of you and Harry as you all make a run for the limo… but a forcefield went up in front of you…you and Harry were on one side while Ben and Carlos were on the other…

Y/N: “forcefield… it goes to the height of the buildings… Mal must have spelled the car area but there is another forcefield right on top of this one…its keeping me and Harry away from the car… wait a moment I have an idea…”

You let out a high pitched whistle… only moments later were you whisked away with Harry on the carpet… you hovered on Carpet over Ben and Carlos…

Ben: “Mal, evie and Jay are still over there on the isle… we can always call James later to make sure he is ok, but right now we need to get them and get out of here…”

Y/N: “Harry you coming with me or staying here…”

You looked at him as he stared at you like you were crazy..

Harry: “I go where you go mi-lady…”

You kissed his cheek before turning your attention back to Ben and Carlos…

Ben: “be careful sis, I just got you back I cant loose you…”

Carlos: “just come back in one piece, everyone alive please…”

You nod as Harry sits behind you holding 2 swords one for you and one for him, this was gonna turn into a blood bath… unless you and Harry did something and fast… first stop you made was to Mal and Evie…

Mal: “E I need you to make a run for it… and tell Ben I love him…”

Evie: “no M I wont we are in this together…”

You suddenly turned to harry as you landed carpet on the rooftop…

Y/N: “harry stay here with carpet be ready when I give the signal… im gonna go down there and give the girls some cover…”

Harry kissed you right then and then released you so you could lay out a staircase of fire and water…

Y/N: “now now ladies lets not fight…”

Mal: “Y/N wheres everyone else…”

Y/N: “Safe Ben asked me to come after you… I couldn’t let him down, not after everything I put him through…”

Evie: “ladies lets focus on getting safe ourselves before we continue this conversation…”

Your eyes turn red as you put up a wall of fire between you guys and Uma/Gil… you whistled for the carpet and Harry, both of who came down and the girls got on the carpet…

Harry: “Y/N whats wrong?”

Y/N: “im going after Jay get the girls to the limo then come back for me and jay…”

Harry could only think of how small the distance was in total but he hated how close you were gonna be to your father…

Harry: “I wont be but a minute my princess…”

Y/N: “just remember your promise… I love you Harry…”

You say as you take off running down the road… Harry lets the words sink in, his eyes glowing like water but he flew Mal and Evie to the limo and then hovered the carpet in the air…

Mal: “what are you waiting for?”

Harry: “the spell you used to bind me and Y/N together is it like an emotional bond as well…”

Mal: “yes why…”

Harry: “I think hades did something to Y/N… when he sent the arrows flying at us one grazed her skin she didn’t notice but I did and now she has changed… that firewall, the look in her eyes when she told me she loved me before taking off is a look only one whose spelled could have… believe me ive seen it done…”

Mal: “ok ok I guess I need to come with you in order to help reverse it… but i will only help you to reverse it in a way that wont involve you having to kill her…”

Ben: “no Mal your safe right now… Y/N insisted on going to save you why do you insist on saving her…”

Mal: “cause she is in danger and I promised your parents Ben that I wouldn’t let her father gain control of her…”

Harry holds his hand out to help Mal onto the carpet which she accepts after kissing Ben, as Mal and Harry head off to rescue you…

~at the scene of the battle~

Jay: “ok this worked a little too well…”

That’s when you arrived on scene just in time to line the arena with a smoke cloud, grabbing Jay’s arm you whisked him into a corner…

Jay: “Y/N but how…”

You put a finger to his lips…

Y/N: “later but right now Harry is on his way back with Mal hopefully Harry figured it out… im barely holding back right now… I want you to swear that no matter what happens you will get everyone off the Isle…”

Jay: “Y/N you cant go near your father what the hell are you thinking…”

Y/N: “if it means that I can give everyone a chance to get off the isle ill do anything… when hades shot those arrows at us earlier I was grazed by one it was spelled to set me off like a literal ticking time bomb…”

Jay nods and pulls you deeper in the shadows his form hiding you from anything… but it couldn’t hide you from Mal and Harry who dropped down beside you guys… Mal put up a barrier as Harry helped you attend to Jay’s wounds… but that’s also when Carlos, Ben and Evie showed up…

Harry: “how have you not…”

Y/N: “im trying to fight it, Harry look I know this was supposed to start our happily ever after but im pretty sure that meeting you has been the best thing that’s ever happened to me…”

Hades: “well this is such a touching moment…”

That’s when Mal put up a barrier around you and Harry as Harry got down on his knee, he held the ring towards you…

Harry: “Y/N these past 24 hours have been amazing, you changed me in more ways than one, im a better man for knowing you, but you I’m pretty sure are the one thing about me that is ready to explore the world…”

Harry takes your left hand in his and that sends out waves of clensing love as Harry continues to speak…

Harry: “Y/N what do you say to taking on the world with me… Y/N its taken us 24 hours to get to this point, will you marry me?”

You were taken with the clensing waves flowing from you both but someone wasn’t happy and that was your father…

Hades: “Y/N if you say yes I swear none of you will be making it out alive…”

Y/N: “guess what father the power of Love is stronger than whatever evil thing you tried to put me under…”

Hades: “love is for the weak… this entire fire and water prophecy is stupid… no one is gonna believe that 2 people who met a little over 24 hours ago could possibly have found love within eachothers arms…”

Hook: “this has happened numerous times and not with anyone else… children its your call…”

You took a glare at your father, before looking back at Harry and nodding your head…

Y/N: “yes…”

Harry slid the ring on your finger, but as soon as he did that the barrier dropped and you felt light headed, suddenly you fell unconscious… Harry caught your body falling to his knees before you could hit the ground…

Hades: “if I can’t have her, no one will… next time we meet kiddos Auradon will fall…”

Hades then disappears, you lay still in Harry’s arms, everyone panicking but Mal and Evie share a hidden glance as they have the same thought…

Harry: “no no no I just proposed, this wasn’t supposed to happen…”

Mal: “Harry, there is something you need to know, I just analyzed her form, she is under the aspects of a sleeping curse… she isn’t dead…”

Harry: “what.. but Hades said…”

Mal: “Harry, what Hades said isn’t what is happening, because she was in a barrier of love she was put under the sleeping curse not a death curse…same look different effects… long story short she isn’t dead…”

Harry: “how can we wake her?”

Evie: “True Loves Kiss… it’s the most powerful thing in the world…”

Harry: “what if it doesn’t work?”

Evie: “it always does but it has to come from the heart, if you truly love her, it will work otherwise she will continue to sleep till someone wakes her…”

Harry moves you into position as he cups your cheek not caring about the tears pooling in his eyes…

Harry (in a low whisper): “please let this work…”

Harry leaned down and kissed your lips, but something happened, something happened and it made Harry pull back… he watched as you gasped for air and looked at him with a smile crossing your features… you touched his cheek, wiping the small tears welling in his eyes…

Harry: “you woke up…”

Y/N: “I was hoping you would save me…”

Harry helped you stand up and then spun both of you around making the world around you spin a little… Harry stopped and kissed you…

Harry: “what do you say Y/N ready to start our forever…”

Y/N: “as long as we are together ill go anywhere…”

Ben: “Y/N don’t get to comfortable with this idea we still have to face mom and dad when we get back…”

You turned to see Ben standing there, you ran out of Harry’s arms and into the arms of your brother (yes ok even though he is your adopted brother you just call him your brother because its shorter and easier and it feels right…)

That turned into a group hug, which then turned into a lets squish hug the engaged couple…

Y/N: “can we go now, I have to explain a few things to mom and dad back home…”

Everyone let you and Harry walk ahead leading the way to the limo you all piled in except you and harry… who took your motorbike… Harry sitting behind you as you started the bike and followed behind Jay on the bridge… it felt right, but the arrival back in auradon was something yet to still be desired…

You arrived back and parked your bike Harry helped you off the bike as mom and dad approached…

Belle: “everyone go get cleaned up class is about to start again… Y/N and Harry we want a few words with both of you…”

Mal, Evie, Jay, Carlos and Ben all left as Belle and Beast stood before you and Harry…

Belle: “Y/N we understand you might not be too happy with us right now but we kept the information from you to protect you, we knew that one day you would get curious en…”

You stopped her from rambling by going and hugging her, she was surprised but she hugged you back…

Y/N: “its ok, I forgive you guys for keeping it from me, it forced me to go off on my own for a bit and learn it on my own… if I hadn’t have taken off I wouldn’t have met Harry… but something happened while on the Isle, I briefly met Hades, he tried to poison me, Harry proposed to me and I said yes before falling under the sleeping curse to which Harry woke me up with True Loves Kiss… you guys have to understand I don’t blame either of you for hiding the truth from me… cause its not easy raising a child from the isle… James Hook said that my mother always wanted a better life for me and that was why she and James had me and Harry Betrothed… I knew I would find answers I just didn’t know what to expect…”

Belle: “but what about your father?”

Harry: “forgive the intrusion into your conversation, but I believe it had something to do with the fact that he had spelled the engagement ring with the death curse. which when Y/N said yes to my proposal turned into the sleeping curse, cause Love conquers all it became known that things were different…”

Beast: “we couldn’t be happier for you Y/N and Harry welcome to Auradon… Y/N would you give Harry the grand tour and fill out all the paperwork please…”

Y/N: “of course father…”

You hug both Beast and Belle before taking Harry’s hand and walking through the courtyard of Auradon… thus begins our tale of fire and water…

~that’s all for now folks~

[franeridart]

I don't know if I like what the manga is doing with the eri story wise right now. Like, after the new chapter, if eri's quirk ends up doing what I think it does, it will probably be a huge loss for the manga story wise. (I love mirio and nighteye, but in this situation, to get them back this way, would probably feel like a huge cop out)

Ah, can’t say you find me on your side on this, anon - generally I’m a positive person! And I like bnha because it’s a positive story! So, yeah, if Eri’s gonna fix it and avoid deaths and permanent damages all around I’m not gonna mind it one bit. I understand your position on this tho, and I’m pretty sure you’re not alone on it. I guess it’s about what you’re looking for in a story, and what the point the story means to bring across is to begin with - you say that having an all around positive outcome to this arc is gonna be a loss for the manga, but bnha isn’t snk. It’s not Tokyo Ghoul, or D.Gray-man, or any other story made to drive across the point that life is sad and sad things happen and you just gotta deal with it as best as you can. The general point of HeroAca, since the very beginning, is that luck exists! Things can turn out for the best! Look at it, our protagonist didn’t even have a quirk and now he’s got the best one out there. Literally became the successor to the greatest hero alive without doing anything aside from being a nice guy

I mean. I get why you’d wish for a... more real story, I guess. I get that you might like the angst and the realness of life being shitty and bad things happening and all that jazz. But that’s never been bnha’s point? Since the very start? Deku’s whole arc is turning into a fight to show you that you should never lose hope and that even set futures can still be rewritten - and, about that, there’s also how big part of this arc is still about Nighteye and what he saw in All Might’s future, and about Deku wanting to prove that he doesn’t have to die, so a girl that can literally rewind said future to make it go some other way? That’s exactly what you need to counter Nighteye’s quirk. Deku might talk about twisting fate all he wants, but considering how Nighteye’s quirk works and how precise and definitive it is, without something that can make what Nighteye saw happen just to bring it back and change it there was no way Deku could have done much.

As I said, I get why you’d be disappointed in the possibility of a total fix-it, but as far as bnha’s plot goes I don’t think the story’s gonna lose anything with simply keeping up the positive-to-a-naive-point look on life it has always had, if that’s what it decides to do. You might end up finding the story less good then you’d been expecting, but that’s because you were seeing bnha as a genre it has never even tried to be. This is still a story in which at some point holding hands saved the day, after all haha

Anon said:you always thanks horikoshi for your life but seriously, thank you, for my life

sob you’re so sweet oh my GOD ;O; thank you so much, I’m so so happy you’re liking my stuff!!!

Anon said:YOUR LATEST KIRIBAKU COMIC KILLED ME AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT YOU TALENTED HUMAN BEING

WAAAHHHHHHHH I’M GLAD YOU LIKED IT OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!

Anon said:Would you ever draw anything nsfw or at least a little bit steamy?? I would love to see some of that in you style

That’s actually answered in my faq! But yeah to keep it short the answer is nope, I try to keep my blogs as sfw as I can manage! Also why would you want to see that sorta thing in my style omfg hahaha I feel like it would just end up looking wrong lmao

Anon said:im legit crying over this kiribaku comic 😭😭😭 bless you

I’m super happy you liked it but please don’t cry omfg !!!!*hands you tissues* 

Anon said:......LISTen!! !! ! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! !! ! and thank u for the super quality content b l e s s u p! ! !!!

AAAAHHHHH I LOVE U TOO THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!!!!

Anon said:I rambled about it and I'm still blown away by it but that comic made my day so so so so so much I feel blessed. I was so excited when I saw how much there was and all of it!!! Was so good!!!! The art was consistently amazing and gosh u blow me away ur so good!!! I know it must've taken a lot and doing all that and SO WELL in 3 days??? I rlly appreciate the effort u put in and I wanted to let you know I think it was incredible C: I hope ur having as lovely as a day as that comic made mine

I’m gonna legit start sobbing, thank you so so so so much ;O; it did take a whole damn lot of work, but with how nice you’re being I feel like it was 100% worth it!!!

Anon said:your comic totally made my saturday, kiri is so cuuute wtf?? and baku so hella pretty? i mean, the way you draw him?? i cant rlly explain it but thank you for this beauty on my dashboard. i have all those warm mushy feelings when i see your stuff

Thank you!!!! and I’m happy I could make you feel the mushy feels hahaha feeling mushy mush is good I’m always glad when I’m told I managed to convey that !!!!

Anon said:your comics were so cute and so well drawn!! your art always puts a smile on my face :)

And your nice words put a smile on mine so now we’re both smiling and happy!!!!!! I love that!!!!!! :D

Anon said:bless you and thank you for the kiribaku content, you're making my day every time dude

You’re all!!!! so kind!!!!!!! aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you

Anon said:dRAW KIRISHIMA'S BLACK HAIR SPIKY OMG

That’s actually a nice idea, but can I maybe ask you to come around again with a “please” and “could you”? I’m sure you didn’t mean anything bad by it and I love the enthusiasm, but I prefer it when people are being polite when asking for stuff out of me

Anon said:Okay, how bout this? Bakushima Skyrim AU. This might be a little too close to the fantasy AU but hear me out. So Bakugoi Katsuki is a Breton Spellsword who is commanded by his lord (Aizawa) to go help the Empire with the Stormcloak Rebellion, he is then sent to Helgen by General Tullius to investigate its sudden communication silence. He then meets Kirishima (Eric the Slayer) at Rorikstead who is immediately fascinated by him, they end up traveling together and discover that Bakugo is dragonborn

I mean!!! That sounds like an incredible concept!!! But I’ve never played skyrim in my life before and I could barely manage to follow this ask all the way through, so I’m probably not the best person to suggest this to haha

Anon said:is momo your first option for our lil rocker lesbian or is it mina?

What a question! And one I don’t have a proper answer to, actually - I like both of them equally but for completely different reasons? MomoJirou is the type of ship I sorta see as more or less canon, like, they’re pretty damn obvious aren’t they? And they’re besties! And the aesthetics work so well! So generally I’m like, if I gotta pick one person for Jirou, basing the decision solely on canon stuff, I’m gonna pick Momo. They’re soft and warm too, have sort of a coffee-shop-AU feel to them, I love it

On the other hand Jirou and Mina don’t really have a significant relationship in canon yet - they’re friends and chill together now and again, but haven’t really interacted much in a proper way for me to say “yes, I can see it, this is a ship with some serious foundation” like I can with Momo. But. I understand this ship in a way I can’t seem to manage with MomoJirou. What Jirou would love in Mina and what Mina would love in Jirou, why they’d love each other, how they’d spend their time together and what the general feel of their story would be - the mood of it and the reasons behind it, I understand them, and I can’t seem to manage to do that with Momo yet.

So the actual answer is, if it’s about which of the two gives me more of a “this might actually be canon” feel, then it’s Momo. I do believe they love each other and their relationship is lovely. But if it’s about which of the two I have more fun thinking about, then Mina. It’s two very different ships with very different moods, after all haha

Anon said:your latest warm up my heart!!! man i love how you draw izuku and eri and mirio and well all of them but you dont often draw izuku especially congrats i never want to look away from it

I’M GLAD YOU LIKED THAT ONE I’m actually weirdly proud of how that Izuku came out since usually I can barely manage to make him look like himself, so!!!! thank you!!!!!!

Anon said:Fran, hi! I saw some drawings of you (like, YOU) and I got under the impression that you're really tall??? Would you mind telling us your height? If it's too weird and it gets you uncomfortable, please, just ignore!

I decieved you, anon lmao I’m ~160cm, more or less like my girl Mina! Still the tallest girl in my family, but a small bean none the less in the grand scheme of things haha

Anon said:EVERY AU WHERE ALMA LIVES AND IS TOGETHER WITH YUU BEING HAPPY AND LOVED IS A VERY VERY GOOD AU!!! 💕

WHAT A CONSTANT ETERNAL MOOD THO

Anon said:Looking at your art reminds me that there still are good things to look forward to. Thank you.

This is such a soft ask??? Oh my god???? Thank you so much for the kind feeling!!!

Anon said:you did!! A background on the momojirou!! And I LOVE IT!!

I’M HAPPY YOU LIKED IT!!!!! It’s just flowers, tho haha

Anon said:Your art is so nice to look at, it's really soft and pretty and looking at it makes me really happy!! I fell in love with your style the moment I saw it. Thank you for making such lovely art and posting it here, I really appreciate getting to see it ♡♡♡

;O; thank you so much oh my god!!!! I still feel like it’s sort of all over the place, but this ask makes me feel so much better about it aaah!!!!!!

Anon said:minajirou!! i never thought about so thank you fran bcause its so cute!! and soft!! and bright!! my best girls yess

THEY’RE GOOD AREN’T THEY bright beautiful ladies they make me so happy hahaha

Anon said:Your blog has changed my life for the better. thank you

I’m sure that’s an exaggeration omfg but I’m happy I can make you happy!!!

Anon said:Gosh Fran, I just wait for Kirishima with his hair down to be animated. Thank god you indulge us with your doodles of his fluffy hair down while we wait! On another note... I love how you add some random details in your drawings (like Kiri's tag sticking out lol).

THANK YOU for noticing even the small things like that hahaha some details like that are more for my personal amusement than anything else, but it’s nice to know some people pick up on them too hahaha

[anotherinternettrash]

Prompts

Angst

“Not you again.. ”

“Leave me alone. ”

“I don’t love you anymore. ”

“Why do you hate me? ”

“I thought you loved me. ”

“I don’t need you anymore. ”

“I can’t believe you! ”

“We cant keep this up forever. ”

“You’re a monster. ”

“I hate you. ”

“Don’t leave me… ”

“You’re a disappointment. ”

“Don’t die on me– Please. ”

“I never meant to hurt you. ”

“Are you upset with me? ”

“I wish I’d never met you. ”

“I’m going to kill you! ”

“Please don’t hurt me like this. ”

“Thanks for nothing. ”

“Give me a chance ”

“Don't call this number again. “

“Why did you spare me? ”

“You need to leave. ”

“I’m sick. ”

“I’m dying. ”

“I wish I’d never met you. ”

“I thought we were family!”

“There was never an us. ”

“So that’s it? Is it over? ”

“I fucked up. ”

“I came to say goodbye. ”

“He’s dead because of you. ”

“I don’t deserve to be loved. ”

“About the baby… It's yours. ”

Love:

“I’m so in love with you. ”

“Dance with me! ”

“Isn’t this amazing? ”

“I wish we could stay like this forever. ”

“Will you marry me? ”

“I need a hug. ”

“You’re special to me. ”

“I’m going to keep you safe. ”

“Do you trust me? ”

“Can I kiss you right now? ”

“You’re cute when you’re angry. ”

“I’ve liked you for a while now. ”

“We’d make such a cute couple. ”

“I want to take care of you. ”

“Can we cuddle? ”

“It’s lonely here without you. ”

“I can’t stand the thought of losing you. ”

“Shut up and kiss me already. ”

“Are you flirting with me? ”

“Is that my shirt? ”

“How did we get here? ”

“You own my heart. ”

“I want to protect you. ”

“Whats the matter? ”

“You’re so beautiful. ”

“Stop being so cute. ”

“You’re teasing me again… ”

“This is why I fell in love with you. ”

“You’re the best! ”

“They’re going to love you, don’t worry! ”

“Oh, Are you ticklish? ”

“Of course I remembered! ”

“Are you jealous? ”

“Hold me and never let me go. ”

“Stop hogging all the blankets! ”

“Let's run away together. ”

General:

“I’m fine. ”

“Are you drunk? ”

“Are you high? ”

“We cant go in there… ”

“Give it back! ”

“Well, this is just great. ”

“Don’t touch me. ”

“Not sure if you could tell, but I’m not exactly a people person. ”

“This was fun— Let's do it again sometime!”

“I didn’t do it! ”

“I did it… ”

“I don’t remember that! ”

“Well, that’s pretty rude of you to say. ”

“Get that thing away from me! ”

“You owe me. ”

“Do you believe in aliens? ”

“Do you believe in ghosts? ”

“Are you hitting on me? ”

“Why are you naked? ”

“You did what?! ”

“You have… Superpowers? ”

“Why are you bleeding? ”

“Where did all these puppies come from?”

“Don’t make me come over there myself! ”

“That wasn’t funny. ”

“This tastes horrible. ”

“This is delicious! ”

“Are you mad at me? ”

“Stop ignoring me… ”

“I love that show too! ”

“Can I borrow that book of yours?”

“Let's blow this joint. ”

“Let me help you with that. ”

“Take that back! ”

“Wanna go see a movie with me? ”

“No way, that’s so lame. ”

“What are you listening to? ”

“ I brought you your coffee. ”

“Don’t fuck this up. ”

“Run! ”

“Let's run away together. ”

“I haven’t slept in four days… ”

“Your turn to do the dishes. ”

“Was I really that drunk? ”

“Was I really that stoned? ”

“Give me back my phone! ”

“You’re an asshole. ”

“Are you cold? ”

“This place gives me the creeps. ”

“I swear my house is haunted. ”

“Did you hear that? ”

“It’s just your imagination. ”

“Just how stupid do you think I am? ”

“Stop being such a baby. ”

“Go back to bed. ”

“Are you okay? ”

“I can take care of myself just fine.”

“Thanks for helping me back there. ”

“Since when have we ever been friends? ”

“What on earth are you wearing? ”

“I can’t feel my legs! ”

“Stop texting me weird stuff so late at night. ”

“Put me down! ”

“There’s only one bed… ”

“It isn’t what it looks like! Okay.. Maybe it is… ”

“How did I lose it? ”

“I read your diary. ”

“This is awkward. ”

“Didn’t you read the sign? ”

“Do you think you can teach me that? ”

Below is NSFW prompts.  Sexual:

“Bite me.”

“Make me.”

“Fuck me.”

“Stop teasing me so much… ”

“Do you like it when I touch you like that?”

“Okay... This is new. ”

“Want to head back to my place and have a little fun? ”

“You’re in trouble now. ”

“What a pretty sight. ”

“Bend over. ”

“On your knees. ”

“The food looks great but... There’s something much more delicious I’d like to eat right now.

“Lay back. ”

“Take off your clothes. ”

“Well, fine; just this once. ”

“I’m waiting. ”

“You’re so beautiful. ”

“As you wish. ”

“First one to make a noise loses.”

“You have no idea what you do to me. ”

“If you’re bored; Wanna have sex? ”

“I've wanted this for so long. ”

“Car sex looks so much easier in the movies. ”

“Can I touch you? ”

“No strings attached. ”

“Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you? ”

“Mine. ”

“The nights still young. ”

“We cant do that here! ”

“Behave. ”

“What did you just say?

“Come here. ”

Random ones I had in a draft (i dont know where they are from)

“Stop moaning you big baby”

“Stop winking”

“Why did you have to be a smart person?”

“You’ve got to be kidding me”

“Why the hell are you drinking. At this hour?”

“Take. A. God. Damn. Break.”

“Shit, I'm sorry”

“How did you manage to be this stupid?”

“Your hair is so soft”

“Sorry. I just got lost in your eye’s”

“What are you writing about?”

“I love you”

“Is that my t-shirt?”

“Please don’t leave me”

“Please say something…”

“That's a stupid rule”

“How are you so pretty?”

“What the fuck?”

“You wanna go!?”

“Even the best fall down sometimes”

“You and i. We’ll be alright”

“What are you even saying?”

“Do that again”

“Please don’t”

“Hold me back!?”

“Oh its on”

“How are you so tall?”

“Not in that drawer!!”

“Don't touch that”

“I'm always going to be here”

“Help me up asshole”

“I'll show you where my shoe fits!

“Don't tell me to shut up”

“Don't dare touch me.”

“Could you kindly get the fuck away from me for a moment!?”

“Don't you know how to clean?”

“Why so flirty all of a sudden?”

“Is that the best you can do?”

“Don't you dare throw that snowball-OKAY THATS IT!”

“I'm a little drunk on you”

“I touched the butt…”

“It's too cold! Come back”

“No. I'm not letting you go. It's too early to get up”

“C'mere, you can sit in my lap till I'm done working”

“I'm not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention”

“Just pretend to be my date”

“I think I'm in love with you. And I'm absolutely terrified”

“Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day”

“It's not bad to cry. In fact, i think it makes a person stronger”

“I remember practising asking you out in the mirrior..”

“Let’s just stay in bed”

“We live together, you can’t blame anyone else for this.”

“I want to marry you”

“I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water”

“You lost your chance.”

“Don't look at me like that”

“Pack your shit and go. Get out of my sight.”

“I don't want to live in a broken home.”

“I cant do this anymore. Not with you.”

“I tried to move on but nobody is you.”

“Please take me back.”

“Maybe I'm meant to be alone.”

“I fell like everyone has forgotten me. Like I don't exist.”

“I've been alone for so long…”

“I can’t belive you’d do this to me.”

“What about me!? Did you ever think of that?!”

“Did you think I wouldn’t find out?”

“I'm going to skip the "how?” And “why?” And go straight to your cleaning this up.“

“Sorry I'm rambling” “it’s okay. I like hearing you talk”

“You were supposed to be my forever”

“Pfft. the stars have nothing on your eye’s”

“I'm mad at you because I love you.”

“The heater broke and I'm freezing, can I sleep with you?”

“hear cuddling helps you sleep better, wanna try it out?”

“Are you eating a jar of Nutella in one sitting?” “I have problems. Leave me be”

“If you insist”

“Thank you kind sir” “your welcome m'lady”

“Seriously?”

“I hate you.”

“Stop being cheesy.”

“I’ll slap you.”

“You know what! I love you. I fucking love you okay!?”

“Could you help me”

“Fuck off.”

“You lied.”

“You think that I'm going to forgive you after all you put me through?”

“You broke what?!”

“It's not nearly as bad as it looks, Darling”

“Frankly I couldn’t care less.”

“I don’t know where she gets it from”

“Bring that pretty little butt over here”

“We have to pretend to be married”

“Why are you dressed like that?”

“At what point did you think this was a good idea?!”

“You had me at ‘free pizza”

“Why are you always pushing me away?”

“How did you even get that up there?!”

“You’re evil”

“The sign said not to push the button, so naturally I had to push it”

“That came out wrong”

“I think you’re just afraid to be happy.”

“I just came to dance”

“You know my name?!”

“Oh, you beautiful weirdo”

“How bout dat!”

“I've never felt this way about anyone before…and it scares the crap out of me”

“None of this makes sense”

“You have a wicked sense of humour”

“I won’t let you fall.”

“Do you remember me? We were only 15”

“Your voice is like a melody, I could listen to you all day”

“I'm your’s”

“I'm only human!”

“Must be love on the brain”

“What do you want from me?!”

“Don’t mind if I do”

“Shut up and kiss me”

“Dork”

“Asshole”

“Ah, but I am cute”

“You will forever remember this as the day you nearly caught captain jack sparrow.”

“You did all this for me?!”

“What ate you afraid of?”

“What the hell was that?”

“Well the powers out”

“What now”

“Well. This sucks.”

“Awkward”

“May I have this dance?”

“Hand’s and eye’s off mate.”

“She’s mine.”

“Don’t freak out….but I think we got married last night.”

“Somebody is in love”

“You what?!”

“Did I stutter?!!”

“Fuck you.” “Please do.”

“I can’t wait to grow old with you”

“Why are you covered in mud?”

“You take one more step towards me and I will knock you off your ass.”

“Let him go. It’s me you want”

“Don't deny it.”

“Okay. This is seriously creeping me out”

“We have to find a way to make this work.”

“Is that…my picture on your wallet/ home screen?”

“If he asked. I’d be his”

“Come over here and make me.”

“Wanna bet?!”

“Pfft. Hold my beer.”

“Is there a reason why you’re naked in my bed?”

“Kiss me.”

“Marry me?”

“I wish I could hate you.”

“You heard me. Take. It. Off.”

“Please…dont do this…”

“I love you….”

“Is it really you?!”

“I’ve missed you”

“Boo.”

“Have you seen the- oh…”

“Shit.”

“Who crawls through someone’s window at 4 am to go and get ice-cream?!”

“Our first date is a picnic on a beach under the stars? Have you swallowed a romance novel? Do I need to call a doctor?”

“The only thing I want is you.”

“Are you ticklish?”

“PILLOW FIGHT!!!”

“Fight me”

“I will knock you on your ass if you even think about it.”

“I need you to pretend we’re dating…”

“I'm not leaving you.”

“Please…let me go.”

“You weren’t even going to say goodbye. Were you?”

“I'm hopelessly in love with you.”

“I bet I can make you scream my name”

“Pervert!”

“Childish. That's all you are.”

“I love you a lot. But stop trying to cook me dinner. You suck”

“If you shove cake in my face. This will be the worst wedding night of your life.”

“I bet its a girl/boy”

“IF YOU USE ALL THE HOT WATER ONE MORE TIME IM BANISHING YOU TO THE COUCH FOR A MONTH”

“Our kid is totally the one who wanted to build a pillow fort. Not me”

“Your dad is really excited to see you soon…it's driving me crazy”

“Are you drunk?”

“I'm flirting with you”

“I had to see you again”

“I can't wait to meet you”

“literally everything about this is illegal.”

“you just want attention, you don’t want my heart.”

“you just want to make sure I’m never getting over you.”

“I can’t quit you.”

“I know I just spit blood all over you, and this is a really bad time but I have to tell you something.”

“there’s something you should know, in case I don’t come back.”

“I thought you forgot about me.” “never.”

“was that supposed to hurt me?”

“Maybe I should stop and start confessing.”

“it’s okay, I didn’t expect you to love me.”

“I trusted you!” “that was your first mistake, you're second, falling in love with me.”

“I have a plan.” “Is it a good one?” “I have a plan okay!"

“well, unfortunately, the best of the best was unavailable so we got the best of the mediocre.”

“you just hate the thought of me with someone new.”

“you shouldn’t be so trusting darling, the world is a dangerous place.” “you don’t scare me.” “I should.”

“oh god, you’re in love with him.”

“I don’t want to die.” “I won’t let you, if you die, I do too.”

“how long have you been standing there?” “longer than you’d imagine.”

“I am the one that listens when the line is dead.”

“that has got to be the lamest pick-up line in existence.” “Oh, honey that was just plan A.” “okay then what’s plan B?” “take you, hostage, duh.”

“they’re afraid of me. I don’t blame them, I’m afraid of me too.” “I’m not.”

“well, this is a nice change of scenery.” “we’re in a jail cell?” “oh for the love of god I was being sarcastic!”

“I wanted you to fight for me and you didn’t, you just let me walk away.”

“A small fire, my exact words were set a small fire, this is not small!”

“you know I can kill you right?” “I’m already dead.”

“what do you mean work with him? He tried to kill me. Twice actually.”

“If I knew that would be the last time I held you, I would’ve held on tighter.”

“I always knew it was you.”

“she doesn’t love me, she’s not that stupid.”

“I’ll be the first to tell you, I’m a terrible liar.”

“am I going to regret this?” “probably.”

“I’ve lost count of the promises you’ve broken, so please don’t make anymore.”

“I’d take a bullet for you, I told you that before.” “except you’ll heal, and if you tell me one more time, I’m going to be the one pulling the trigger.”

“wow can we pretend for one second that you’re not a complete douchebag?”

“you’ve got to believe me.” “sorry I tend to not believe compulsive liars.”

“shut up.” “but I didn’t say anything.” “I don’t care shut up.”

“uh, you have blood on your shirt.” “I suppose I do.” “You don’t just go nowhere and get blood on your shirt.”

“just take a deep breath or something.” “take a deep breath? It feels like my insides are being ripped out, and you want me to take a deep breath?”

“I’ll be there for you, but you gotta be there for me too.“

"So I uh notice you’re kind of naked, is that intentional or..”

[iimmcrtalis-archive]

DA verse

a summary post of all my active muses verse(s) in dragon age because i’m f EELING IT BOYS. except terry for rn bc it’ll be Hard. one day. gonna try and go in a from least knowledge bout their verse to extensive knowledge of ‘em so. ayy

this is a pretty long post i apologize to those on mobile!!

Nova; mage(???), human ( ? ), possibly a distant noble

probably a mage? because blue space magic is her jam. though she’s actually more of a combat & tech. she was like well rounded in that regard so i’m considering iunno??? battlemage maybe w/ lockpicking who knows. she’s a sneaky mage that can stab u real good.

would probably also assume she’s pretty good as inquisitor because she would treat it as her role and thing she still has to bare and takes it seriously. like nova is no nonsense as inquisitor but absolute nonsense when she’s not playing that role lmao. 

Morgan; mage?? human af ye. defo a noble blood t BH. 

i unno man. iunno. is he a mage? yeah probably. would he be a legit battlemage + arcane warrior? probably. Would i say he uses a real sword? pro b ab ly. like listen he’s a beefy mage who wears normal armor and probably looks like a fckn non mage but bOOM SUDDENLY LIGHTNING FROM HIS HAND W H AT 

iunno he’s a mage and he’s aggressive as FUCKKKK. aggro as fuck. probably sides withhh iunno both he’d want both and think it’s wasted potential to only have one lmao. iunno he’s hard to figure out man. he’d ultimately probably be like templars because actual ppl who know how to fight. but also wouldn’t wanna condemn the mageS??? so who knows who knows. 

anyways he probably likes blackwall and the iron bull and viv and cass?? and just ye. chills w/ them a lot probably. probably would flirt w/ cass tho god. butw/e no he’s uhhhh real aggressive as a fckn inquisitor like every body getting beheaded. except a few probably.. he would probably make uh... whats his name... tranquil tbh. worse fate than death that yes he would wish on his enemies bc otherwise they get what they want & too risky otherwise. 

Igne; old af elf, probably an assassin combo w/ magic??

like listen if you tell me that they can’t be both ima fckn punt u bc really that’s dumb. defeats the point of multiclassing in the fantasy genre of g am es. anyways really tho they’re old. old as balls. probably? iunno. probably served like... andruil for a while or somethin! got a lil lil corrupted but didn’t want it and wanted freedom so they were like FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUTTIE 

how’d they live? no idea. not a single clue bc i just don’t know jackshit bout ancient elf shit anymore (when did i ever) but honestly. it’s probably a thing right? old af elves everywhere. but no no they’d probably even annoy sera bc like they’re literally?? nonsense. violent af nonsense. hanging off a roof with a fckn potato in their mouth & lookin ready to murder. 

it’s a look™  but nah thinkin that u hhh corruption shit is probably what gave them a red eye ayyy

inquisitor igne is like dagger eyes at solas but doesn’t snitch on him ever not even once. she’s got his back man. she’d be like cool i’ll plaY BOTH SIDES SUre. sure. no mercy run on ppl tho god 

EVELYN / ISENE; old af elf. got that fckn combo again

it’s a theme really, combo classes. all my muses? multiclassed fuckers.  for a detailed everything, please refer to her old blog bc this is gonna be a stupid summary of it so ayyy.

old as dicks dude. lost her arm in the rebellion, against the rebellion. served elgar’nan because he fits her the most tbh. still sort of serves him i guess. like if he showed up she wouldn’t hesitate to follow his orders is what i mean here. otherwise she keeps up the facade of being a former dalish elf mercenary. and definitely doesn’t shy away from admitting she’s got magic. never calls herself a mage because  like lmao 

she has a fckn big ol sword she carries around one handed? and if ur like UR JUST A MAGE she’s gonna use said big ol sword to chop ur head off. not a fan of modern mages tho lmao. at all. like not a lot of sympathy for them. but she would also just kick a circles door in and be like cool leave gtfo you weaklin lil fucks jfc go learn somethin. 

would fight solas in a denny’s parking lot at 2am if she knew jack shit. but she really doesn’t so she’s like ur weird and i dont trust you  butyeah lm ao

Eludysia; ngl i unno if she’s old old but she’s Old. Old seer lady. 

honestly i think she’s not gonna have much of a da verse in general but it exists enough that i feel like i should cover it here. but essentially she’s an old elf seer in rivain. leader of a port side town. No chantry or qunari around its a lot of elves tho. refugees and what not from kirkwall and stuff. 

i unno if she’s an ancient elf but i know she’s old. like real old. so who knows

if she is ancient she probably woulda been like a priestess to ?? falon’din or dirthamen??? because seer shit but like even in a current state she’s fairly devoted to on e o f them or both? probably both lmao. so it’s w/e. 

she’s the former keeper of the clan revas got sent to, which is where revas’ mom is also from and how she gets to that clan. but she was keeper of the clan for like.. a long time like a long time. like that bald fuck from da:o  but without plaguing people with a curse. iunno how she did it but magic and better than that shit. 

more important if revas is inquisitor because lmao she’d probably be like.. welp im gonna come guide you?? probably.   shit she’s probably like emerald knights old tho shit but no fuckin!!! probably comes to be an advisor. 

i think if u go revas as commander/advisor or inquisitor in a thread eludysia’s probs gonna show up and be like sup  but otherwise she’s mainly just a contact in rivain for info and resources!! no special quest or anything u can just contact her for stuff. 

Warren; half-elf, half-qunari. big man w/ a bow.

&& a thick af accent let’s be real here. 

i haven’t made a post about his shit yet so! this one might be a lil longer!! 

grew up in/around starkhaven. in an alienage somewhere really! but he’s got that starkhaven accent. probably just fumbled his way there because honestly he got fucking ditched by his people and has no idea who his parents are lmao. just knows his mom died during child birth and he was fuckin cursed essentially via his?? clan or something. that qunari bit of him is real obvious as his horns grew out and probably had a harsh life in an alienage. 

because he’s not an elf. but he’s not human. and he’s not a qunari. so he’s just. him. 

eventually falls in with some ppl who teach him to steal. so he does a lot and then gets busted and they fckn break his horns off and chop his ears!!! and throw him the fuck out. as you do. but they taught him to use a bow so he’s good with that. and knives. good at close quarters and a long range.

gets better with a bow. real top knotch stuff. ends up in a mercenary crew (same one as qunari inquisitor? probably.) enjoys his merc lifestyle ya know has a good time killin shit 

anyways. companion warren is p much like ‘Strength & force.’ because he has no tact and doesn’t care about politics. like one day i’ll have his approval / disapproval shit. but today is not that day.

but the same applies to his inquisitor shit. he’s fucking brutal as an inquisitor. cares about the little people but FUCK the rich. takes the well for himself ( tho if i would also say revas is there bc i can and she’d take it) but generally just!! give him power and let him kill shit!! that’s all he cares about. tho he wouldn’t kill samson or calpernia bc he doesn’t see them as enemies or villains truly? just pawns in a big scheme and he’d probably stare corypheus in the face and be like get fucked you saggy fuck 

he’s great, great guy. 

Revas: Keeper. Dreamer. Dalish elf. 

literally like most people know Revas’ Dragon Age basics!! but if you don’t i’ll just direct you to her old blog, so you know what’s up.  i’ll put it into a summary the best i can tho! 

Backstory: short and simple? #fucked.  expanded? she was born to the lavellan clan to one of the head hunters & warriors. ended up having magic so she was sort of training to become second, or first, till her moms old clan was like hey we need a new first so uhhhh help us out. and they traded some goods and revas went on her way. ended up being a fucked up situation where the previous first was murdered by two clanmates who eventually tried ( and did) murder revas but she came back bc lmao spirit help & ended up killing them and leaving for her actions.

Dragon Age: Awakening:  full page about it Takes place shortly after this event happened. she lived on her own for awhile, protecting people as much as she could from darkspawn during the blight. ends up going to the wardens because someone doesn’t appreciate her help since she’s a Mage.     The choices made by the warden in regards to her effect how she becomes a warden and the rest of the timeline. Sort of a branch off feel. highly recommend taking a look at the page and also this post. 

DA 2:  If not in the Awakening verse, Revas travels around to the clans. becoming a traveling keeper & helping the clans the best she can. As well as finding ruins and exploring man memories from lost objects. Eventually finds her way to Kirkwall to actually speak with Merrill. But some other shenanigans play out and some stuff goes down. Ends up helping in the fight at the end and leaving with Zevran ( @allurfavesrqueer‘s zevran only lmao. )

DA:I     Companion: Shows up in fereldan with some tree peeps. gets some elvhen shit. offers her services to the inquisition bc that’s what her spirit told her to do. and ya know real fucky. shares some approvals as solas but usually has some pretty contrasting opinions on things! Will defo take on the role of like older sibling or sibling figure with the inquisitor if they’re close enough. Be kind to elves & mages and you’re good.  ( also she’s an option to take the well if the inquisitor doesn’t want it) 

   Advisor: Takes up an offer by the inquistor to become an advisor which is more or less her using her network with the elves around the countries to do certain objectives and what not. acts a bit like an ambassador for the elves & mages in the meetings to give them a voice and remind the human board of trusteeeess that they’re fucking not the only ones around :)) 

  Commander: Mainly with @desiderrium‘s Cullen. Basically Revas takes over for Cullen? at his request kinda because she’s like what the fuck you’re whAT. and gets pissed at everyone else for keeping him on when he’s Not Okay even if she’d rather kick his teeth in 99% of the time. why revas take over? because she’s actually p fuckin qualified, gestures vaguely towards being a first and the advisor au. like she knows how to lead ppl so ayy. 

  Inquisitor: Same ish backstory happens except her parents died to the blight and she left the clan for the other and ye same shit happens. but the clans ask her to go check shit out for them and shes like of course and gets caught up in the mess so. 

ALRIGHTY !! 

so that got long but yea!! hopefully this is a more condensed version of stuff and good for reference later. 

[punkscowardschampions]

Indie & Rio

Indie: you 👀 this Rio: edie's snaps Rio: yes bitch Rio: so she gonna have a dog now, they setting up house Rio: where WHERE Indie: you know it in a whip Indie: if it any place Indie: wtf wtf Indie: he aint even got a nice ride & we all been knew Rio: he be driving without a license rn too Indie: he be driving w out his head on right fr Indie: you think im always high bitch Rio: I swear he been high since he been on the scene as a younger Rio: she makes a point of not dating lads her age but why if he only gon provide you what any waste of any age could Indie: i kno he has cos he come thru to me & drew when Indie: wasteman Indie: from day 1 Rio: exactly Rio: god Rio: saying poor dog but not even the point Rio: how she livin he stealing dogs for her now what Indie: we aint even gon be set to call any heads in cos we dont know where they @ Indie: cant say a 🐶 be stolen & holed up somewhere Rio: she lucky if someone don't clock Rio: it's a pup and it's clearly pedigree Rio: that's thousands, not to mention if they love it and all that fucked shit he ain't consider Indie: it probs chipped thats how mans do when they drop cash Indie: bet he aint thought Indie: he could go prison w drew if 🐶 are missed least get him away Rio: oh god Rio: i'll warn her, not that that'll be appreciated Indie: he should b anyway riding a girl her age at his that shit nasty Indie: get a wifey in your years Rio: i know Rio: surprised he ain't make her keep it on the low til her bday Indie: how your ma not merk him ages afore this Rio: you know how it is Rio: she gon do it anyway so don't fight her on it Indie: i kno she been tryna chase away any boy i ever been near & dey in my bracket Rio: yeah well you ain't gonna do something 10x worse when you questioned init Indie: bitch maybe Indie: if she gon have a dog in a car imma live how i want Indie: deal w it mama cavante Rio: don't even play Indie: she 🤡ing nuff for us all Indie: im vexed af Rio: seriously Rio: this is ridiculous Indie: u do kno she dating drew younger Indie: he buy shit to keep peace thats literally how it plays Indie: boy aint even as cute tho awks Rio: but worse Rio: at least drew isn't an addict, whatever else he got going on Indie: nah that just how he want his wifeys Rio: he should be proud Rio: twat Indie: i feel 😷 Rio: at least she admitted she's feeling on it Rio: buster tried to talk to her and got nowhere so Indie: how that boy exist Indie: 😇😇👑😇😇 Indie: get you a daddy who Rio: clearly she good like Indie: i aint even get a call back from the lad i want 👁👁👁 madness Rio: you wanna be wifed up by a lad like that, i think not Rio: he only got no chill cos that's how he livin' his whole life Indie: i want who i want Indie: he aint that Rio: exactly Rio: lord Rio: at least it ain't an actual baby Rio: 'cos that'll 'bout be it, like bye 💀 Indie: dont even chat it Indie: we aint need that possible in the universe Rio: 😶 Indie: u kno he aint ridin proper all the drugs he on Indie: no gettin hard Rio: as much as i ain't about u puttin that in my head i hope u right Rio: god Indie: i is Indie: i been round nuff customers to get the vibe Rio: yikes Rio: drew making a side hustle selling the little blue ones is it Rio: can't be dealing Indie: he should it y them boys so 💔💔💔💔 & vexed Rio: cracked it Rio: we'll do it and get the money Rio: is it prescription, not tryna go to jail with him Indie: hacks Indie: nah man it over counter Rio: nice Rio: so doing it, untapped market Indie: shame it aint work for girls too Indie: you could make more if it do Indie: 🤑🤑🤑🤑 Rio: i think there's a female one but bet that's still prescription, if even available here Rio: bullshit Indie: is it? Indie: if i been knew i coulda hit that w my ex Indie: 💔💔💔💔 Rio: yeah? Indie: he aint good i told you nah? Rio: i didn't know if it was just the first or what and i weren't tryna be too in your face at that time init Rio: not on speaking terms Indie: innit Indie: i been thought it me but i 👂ed others saying since he dashed me Rio: ha Rio: unlucky Rio: know he ain't trying and that's literally half the battle so he ain't gon' do better Indie: bitch if i tried any harder w it id have to pray Indie: waste Indie: 😭😭😭😭 Rio: aw baby Rio: happen when you ain't looking Rio: ma realness of the day Indie: but i want it to happen w the boy i 👀 everywhere in my circles Rio: is this science boy or another one? Indie: we aint tryna call him science boy but you kno Rio: okay gimme a better name i gotta keep track somehow Indie: he called zamari thats he name Rio: that's cute Rio: i'll probably remember that Indie: [sends screenshot of a snap so she can see his face] Indie: lookit Rio: aww Rio: sweet Indie: be sweeter if he was bout me Indie: but you kno Rio: no chance you reckon or what Rio: what's the vibe Indie: the vibe is he one of the boys now Indie: w the rest Indie: he aint see me like 😍😍😍😍 cos we ✌✌✌✌ Rio: I get you Rio: never know Indie: help me cos you 🔥🔥🔥🔥👑👑💖💖💖 Indie: aint no boy ever friended you how Rio: i have boy friends Indie: bitch where Rio: Rian Indie: please he wanna fuck you since he been known Rio: 😒 Rio: Still Rio: I got friends bitch Rio: I just been busy 😂 damn Indie: i aint tryna come for you i saying you a MILF i needs you to help me Indie: it been long & no thing i done work Rio: Hmm Rio: Maybe you gotta stop being friendly for a bit so he see you like that Rio: that way you know Indie: like stop showin him skate tricks? Rio: yeah Rio: start showing him other tricks Indie: but i aint have none Indie: how i gon do that Rio: just pretend Rio: he aint gone know Indie: i cant b like oi lads guess who know how to suck a dick it me Indie: we aint rollin w no girlie sleepover moves Rio: that ain't exactly what i mean 😂 Rio: just be more of a girl Rio: then they'll see it and fill in the gaps if they feeling it, you know Indie: 😒😒😒😒 Rio: what you poutin for Indie: why he not want me how i is Indie: rude Indie: this aint happen to me afore Rio: idk maybe he got a type Rio: don't take it personal, some people be so specific Indie: @mckenna Indie: 😂😂😂😂😂 Rio: exactly Rio: shows there's hope yet, just work out what he likes Rio: probably tell you cos you one of the boys Indie: there is this girl in science he 👀 @ when i looking toward him Indie: I just do how she do? Rio: Yeah Rio: but better, obvs Indie: [sends pic of the girl in question who is obvs more girly etc] Indie: can you do it bitch or nah Rio: 'Course I can Rio: though Grace would be gutted if you didn't let her in on the action too, like Indie: she gon own me w it Indie: but k 💄👗 Indie: we on it Rio: It'll be fun Indie: is it? 😒😒 Indie: when tho? Rio: you don't gotta Rio: n u don't need to but if you wanna get your mans Rio: it might work, boys are that dumb Rio: so whenever you wanna roll up on him Indie: imma do it but i aint vibin Indie: lets kick this now afore i think any harder on it & chat myself out Rio: you know this only good for a hookup yeah Rio: you ain't gonna makeover scene yourself for life Indie: naaah he gon get a taste and then he gon love me Indie: dont get me twisted Rio: Hmm Rio: expectation management baby Indie: he gon get himself a girl who do both Indie: 👑👑👑👑 Rio: slow your roll gurl Indie: 😂😂😂 Indie: wys i been waitin since he showed Rio: to ride him mayb Rio: you don't gotta go so hard for the d Indie: you want me to hit & quit now? Indie: damn ma Rio: nah you do you Rio: i just sayin if you wanna be w him then he gotta be about u for u Rio: goes without sayin but like Indie: so you not gon help me or you is? Rio: we gotta debrief harder on what this is and what you want Indie: 👌👌👌👌 Rio: just keep away from that tattoo gun this time yeah? Indie: 😂😂😂😂 you gotta chill ri ri its no thing Rio: nah Indie: nah? Rio: yeah but we dun had this argument then so we don't gotta now Indie: caraca bitch 😮😮😮 you gon do me like i aint learned Indie: i just want him i aint tryna head down no aisle w you & mckenna Rio: Nah, I know Rio: I'm just chatting on any more ink Rio: we're good Indie: his name aint fit in 💘 its all good Rio: 😒 shut up bitch Indie: you rude Indie: play w me Rio: I'm trying Rio: but her shit got me in no mood now like Indie: 💔💔💔💔 Indie: lets roll out somewhere some way Rio: where you wanna be Indie: idc Indie: far Rio: Okay Rio: I'll see what's on Rio: seeing as I do have friends, you know Indie: so you keep chatting 😂😂😂 Rio: 😒 Rio: lucky I don't have too many or I wouldn't roll w you would I 😜 Indie: bitch allow it Indie: im the most ✌✌ Rio: you certainly the most something Indie: innit tho Rio: 😂 Indie: tell yo friends baby 😏😏😏💘💘 Rio: You're chief Rio: also Jas and Kels are on pre-drinks now so you believe they exist enough to come or what Indie: i aint never said you w out squad Indie: just w out boyyys Rio: well they cramp your style how you gon meet boys when you surrounded init Indie: i aint had no issue w it babe Rio: 😑 Rio: you saying i'm dry Rio: i'm cool Indie: i saying what i been saying this whole they all 😍😍😍😍 cos you peng Indie: not tryna friend you when they can wife it Rio: they can't now tho Rio: soz about it lads 🤷 Indie: 💎💎💎 see from 🌚 Rio: You know it Indie: how you styled? Rio: Hmm Rio: I gotta see, my clothes are still all over Rio: Nothing too wild Indie: i feel that Indie: im clappin rn Indie: look & mood Rio: 😔 Indie: aint tryna have your mates think im dry crump Indie: gotta step in & up Rio: Nah they nice Rio: you know that kid in your year Rio: ugh, what do they call him Rio: O'Shea they last name, anyway, Kells is his sister Indie: !!!!!!!!!! Rio: Yeah but it'll be chill Rio: not trying wriggle into that fucking catsuit again and have you creasing 😂 Indie: i aint tryna help your drunk arse out again and be sweatin Indie: 😂😂😂😂 Rio: 😂 rude but fair Rio: actual mess Indie: how mckenna get under that? the boy is 👑👑🥇 Rio: i mean you can ask but you already worried peeps be getting the wrong idea about you, babe so Indie: girl please Indie: i aint worried bout no thing you hush Rio: 😏 is it Rio: ma be so proud Indie: wys Indie: it all good over here Rio: i saying she got a bisexual agenda Indie: 😂😂😂😂 Rio: gutted by how many straight kids she got Indie: she turned my ma i aint tryna follow in dem steps soz bout it Rio: 😂 Indie: kissed few girls but she aint need kno Indie: not bringin them home to meet Rio: Exactly Rio: Such a cringe, bless her Indie: her hair always be sick tho Indie: how she do it Rio: #blessed Rio: jammy bitch Rio: in the genes, obvs 🍀 Indie: im mad Indie: you aint tryna do me one solid drew is it Rio: you know you cute sh Indie: dash that Indie: 👾👾👾 Rio: what you talking bitch Indie: he got me lookin 👽👽👽 cos his dna Indie: vexin Rio: you don't look like an alien you mad Rio: if anything he's given you the looks, like Rio: literally bout the only thing Indie: nah Rio: 😡 Rio: where dis coming from Indie: im in the mirror bitch Indie: & my feelings Rio: you want me to sort your weave Indie: its chill Rio: you can't go out not feeling 💯 Indie: i been done that trust Rio: 😢 baby no Indie: you aint gotta amp it Indie: im w out a man stealing me any 🐶 for my woes Indie: just out here w it Rio: you got a 🐶 and you ain't need no man for no thing else either Indie: you kno Indie: how i mean it Rio: i know Rio: it's nice to have one about but only if they not a fuckboy Rio: otherwise it's just hassle, more than already you don't need, trust Indie: im just tryna feel caught up in a thing that aint walking the streets w this face wearing his name while everyone kno where drew is and he been livin Indie: i been stopped mad amount times today only Rio: makes sense Rio: i don't blame you Rio: this town always talks Indie: u think thats how science boy dont fuck w me Indie: he aint new now he been around & he kno Indie: ?? Rio: I don't reckon Rio: why'd he be that anti-drugs or like Rio: nah Indie: not 🚭 just anti waste Rio: not like he gotta hang w ur dad Rio: i don't see it Rio: would be fucked if he was Rio: you ain't drew, like Indie: but i be livin on top like him Indie: too hype maybe Rio: if he roll w u and ur squad he obviously about that life too Indie: idk man Indie: if you right you right Indie: 💖💖💖 ty for chattin me down from 👑👑 Indie: big love like Rio: don't be silly Rio: always Rio: 🧡 Indie: how much time it gon feel like this for us Rio: How you mean? Indie: will it be good again when i kno drews stretch or nah Indie: i aint tryna feel worse Rio: I don't know Rio: better for knowing exactly what's gonna happen Rio: it always helps Rio: not gonna make everything magically better like but least we know the plan, like Indie: least if he gets a few i can age out of him playin da Rio: yeah Rio: we'll see Indie: & you can get mckenna down the aisle w out him not holding his ☮ Rio: 🙄 Rio: christ, probably not making the guest list either way, like Indie: you gon do big & white or lowkey Rio: go big or go home init Rio: gotta be grown to have those funds Indie: 😂😂😂😂 i shoulda been knew Indie: mckenna aint do lowkey no time Indie: he got the 💸💸💸 tho so go off Rio: just tryna get out of the matching dresses, i 👀 Indie: allow it Indie: you aint want me to go out feeling less than 110 but you bout 🤡ing me in 💒 k k Rio: 😂 Rio: it's my big day, bitch 😉 Indie: yeah so how you want me in all the pics looking bare owned Indie: catch me 😒😒😒😒 in every frame bitch Rio: Obvs Rio: that's the kinda bitch I am Rio: long as I'm slaying, none of you hoes can be Indie: ruuude Indie: how i be hookin mckennas best man in 👗 nah Rio: thought you reckoned it'd be nance Rio: sure she'll think you look lovely 😘 Indie: i aint got enough years to be her type innit Indie: dont wear nuff 💄 either Rio: True Rio: least jailbait ain't her vibe or she'd be in real trouble rn Indie: catch her waiting to be sentenced w drew Indie: wild Rio: Bless Rio: she's doing better, I think Indie: is it? Indie: safe Indie: she getting her head shrunk still? Rio: yeah, well, she ain't asking me to go out on the piss with her as often like so Rio: must be Indie: 💖💖💖💖💖💖 Indie: more ri time for me Indie: sick Rio: You know Rio: so in demand 😘 Indie: innit tho