#it wasnf even that bad. you dont even know. you couldnt have known. its my fault bjt i cant change that now. and no ones ever gonna know.
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localcryptic · 5 years ago
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it’s midnight “can’t sleep because i have unresolved issues” time!
#vent#@ myself shut up#insomnia hours#hey. im just whispering this to the void. its not abt anyone who can actually read it#tw vent#just like idk what im abt to write i jusf need to do it so dont read if u arent comfortable#ok now its only the nosy bitches left like me so stick around for the hot trauma venting in the tags here we go#fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!! god fuck you you dont even knkw how much youve damaged me#i cant sleep vecause my skin still crawls and i want to tear my legs clean off and start fresh so i stop feeling it#i was doing so well too i thought i got closure i thought i coukd be done and be happy and not feel sick when i think of anything about you#and its too late you fucking destroyed a piece of me and you dont even knkw it youd never know what you did and thats the worst fucking part#its all on me and its not worth telling anyone because theres nothing i can do and i hate it i hate it theres no vindication#youre happier than me. and you deserve to live your life. you dont know what you did to me. you dont know i cant sleep at night.#but i also deserve to live again#let me live again please i dont want to exist this way with these bouts of just. inescapable memories#it wasnf even that bad. you dont even know. you couldnt have known. its my fault bjt i cant change that now. and no ones ever gonna know.#i just have to live lkke this with my halfway trauma keeping me up af night and i cant tell at which point i can take myseld seriously#is it the reliving of the past? is it the constant disgust beneath my skin? when am i legit? am i overreacting?#when am i hurt enough to count?
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