#legit went full charm

[winterswake]

CHARLIE VICKERS The Rings of Power "Halls of Stone"

[inthelittlewood]

Did u go to university? I’m curious what your major was/would be :3

Yuppers, I did a uni course but the classes themselves were actually in a college building and format. It was a new experimental thing at the time where Nottingham Trent Uni were accrediting it and instead of really informal lecture structures, it was taught like a usual 30 class, multi module academic year.

The real charm of the course was just about every tutor was still an active freelancer or owner of a business relating to radio, web design, graphic design etc. - the course was simply named Multimedia ha

Year 1, we did a module on each topic. Year 2 we trim those down, then Year 3 we focused solely on one (or two if they complemented one another well). I zero'ed in on Radio Presenting and web design. I'd already been doing online radio on Habbo fansites then towards the end of my first year I finally joined Trent Uni's student station Fly FM. I somehow nabbed Best Newcomer at the national Student Radio Awards with only one term under my belt. That really elevated my passion for that industry and I went on to get nominated for Best Male Presenter in subsequent years.

Then I graduated, knew I wasn't passionate about web design but had to be an adult and 'get a real job', self sabotaged or ghosted some interviews in protest looking back on it LOL then I landed a gig in radio quite quickly doing evenings Mon - Thurs. Met yogs some time later and they offered me a room in the office. I was undecided, but when I got home from Bristol, the literal next day the station told me they were making cuts and I was axed in that. Threw all my energies in to it and still going to this day

Bit of a sporadic journey but each branch of media I studied and honed means I'm so self sufficient as a creator (sometimes to a fault, I know I should delegate more)

Before uni I did join a course which promised game design elements alongside web design etc. and it was super disappointing. We used Visual Basic *shudder* to make Guess Who and that was the extent of it lol - I did toy with the idea of going to Demontfort uni because that had a legit full fledged game course which was very unique at the time, but radio took a hold of my interest in that period keeping me closer to home

[canonsinthehead]

Yuji/Sukuna/Choso Familiy & Sibling Dynamics Headcanons.

(this is old but imma post it anyway)

BIRTH ORDER & AGE

First, let’s address their birth order. So Choso is born first (obviously) followed by Sukuna and then Yuji. Ironically, they do possess many of the stereotypical personality traits we associate with your birth order:

First Born Choso (Second Parent/Older Sibling Curse): a severe case of “neglected older sibling syndrome”, overachiever/perfectionist/hyper independent, parental figure, difficulty expressing emotions properly, responsible. 25-26 yo.

(Cursed) Black Sheep Middle Child Sukuna: “unloved” child, when I mean black sheep I mean in a VERY bad way, isolated by age since Yuji is too young and Choso too old, independent, Rebellious as fuck, lone wolf, overall red flag, 19-21 yo.

Favorite Maknae/Golden Child Yuji: Obvious favorite child (by parents and siblings), charming, outgoing, creative, social butterfly, often needs reassurance, 15-16yo.

They used to be 5 siblings but the other 2 passed away (Kechizu and Eso), leaving only these 3. Their parents' history is a bit unknown and complicated since they are a reunified family.

Yuji and Sukuna’s dad raised them during their diaper years but that’s all before he passed away. As for their mom, she vanished without a trace, so they don’t remember much of her. Since she was their father’s second wife it didn’t affect as much either. This other mother who birthed Chosos and their two other brothers is also mysterious since they as well don’t know a lot about her either.

They all most of their care under Yuji/Sukuna’s grandad care but the old man couldn’t wait for them to reach the age right age to get out of his house especially Sukuna with all the trouble he caused. Meanwhile Choso was abroad working as a model, but then grandad passed away, he came back to take full responsibility of his only brothers left meanwhile Sukuna who just got released from prison/juvi went his own way.

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First Born Second Parent Choso

As I mentioned before Choso has always been the most responsible type, but it is not completely true. When he left the household first, he went on a self-discovery quest. He tried different avenues for his life and made a decent of money as a legit model. Away from his family's eyes and under different stress, he got involved in various types of hard drugs that scarred his eyes permanently.

Grandad’s death motivated him to get clean and get his act together to take of Yuji. The passing of his brothers pained him the most and their grandfather’s death made him feel like he was abandoning Yuji by being away and leaving him alone for his selfish ambitions. He now works 2 jobs, one in data entry and another in graphic design.

He will not mention while being overseas, how he got mixed up with a weird crowd and witnessed darks things. Aside from a satanic cult and people with supernatural abilities, a man named Kenjaku seriously claimed to be Yuji’s mom. What?

Choso spoils Yuji to the fullest. He appreciates how Yuji genuinely looks up to him and respects his quirky/edgy personality and looks. Sukuna will never admit it, but he is envious of their close relationship/bond to the point of being a full-blown hater. Since their toddler days, he did all he could to destroy it while hating being associated with his two brothers.

Cursed Black Sheep Middle Child Sukuna

Well well… it seems like he always was like this vindictive evil ass kid. Since his younger years, he contrasted Yuji’s bubbly and sweet personality with his cruel and harsh tendencies.

Going from hurting kids in pre-school and middle school to beating up twice his height and weight in high school and beyond, he seemed like a typical hyperactive mean little kid, but it evolved into something sinister.

His room is a constant mess. Smells of weed, piles of clothes, and IS THAT A REAL SWORD AND A KNIFE COLLECTION ON THE WALL?!? He hides handguns and military grade snipers under his bed.

As I said, he got tattoos OVERNIGHT, many suspected he joined a gang around the age of 15 yo, the same period when he was hopping from one problematic situation to another. Getting kicked out of high school many times to end up in an alternative school (which he ran away from btw). In reality, he was a gang leader and already made a name for himself with few bodies under his belt.

At 17 yo, he was sent to juvie/prison, during that time nobody knew where he was and what he was doing. Cutting ties with him was not difficult, it almost felt like a relief since he has been exponentially wilding out since Choso left.

“I’m not gonna babysit you, bye.” He told Yuji, Before he vanished without a trace, leaving his younger brother alone behind. It's not like Yuji couldn’t survive without him (not going to happen with Choso constantly sending money from abroad). Their landlord exploited the teenager’s situation and kicked Yuji out of their apartment. Luckily Nanami was there to help….

Sukuna is the type to:

Blast his music with 1000% volume in his trap car windows wide open.

He tried to do a drive-by on Yuji and Megumi

Sneak out of his bedroom by the window

Matter of fact, many people will try to beat up Yuji thinking it’s him. Luckily Megumi is with him and the boy can defend himself

After moving into Nanami’s house, Yuji can live a normal life for a while. but 2-3 years later Sukuna shows up unannounced as if he hasn’t been missing for all this time saying “Yeah, I was in jail.”. nobody can verify this information.

He is by definition the male counterpart of baddies/city girls/bad girls of the world. And attracts them. He would sleep with them. According to rumors and a lot of “He Said, She said” saying he ate some of past his girlfriend’s kids. But always keep in mind he cares NOTHING about ANY women.

You can catch him at your local Travis Scott concert casually engaging in devil worship. Meanwhile Yuji in content forcing Nobara and Megumi to go see Megan Thee Stallion. Luckily Gojo and Todo are fans as well.

Sukuna is somewhere in the rough parts of town in a busted basement apartment with some white haired girl.

How is this man still breathing or standing when you can only see him eat Mcdonalds and Taco Bell.

Nanami raised his voice against him after he tried to sneak up on his wife during the night (You look delicious, come here!). This added to the months of Nanami being on high alert 24/7. He had to add locks to all bedrooms’ doors fearing he would attempt to kill everyone during the “ungodly hours of the night”

Sukuna listens to drill/Trap Rap. The hardcore type (anything adjacent to Baby Khia)

(NSFW) This guy has an unhealthy obsession with Megumi Fushiguro (it’s about to get devious…) he goes on and stalks the boy and pulls on him like;

 “Why don’t you join my gang my sweet little Fushiguro?” “We would make a perfect duo together, forget about my goofy ass brother” “I jerk off thinking about you” “Let me lick your feet”

Yuji got beat up bad the first and only time he asked why does Sukuna wears long pointy acrylic nails.

Sukuna is a proud cop hater; he’ll eat them for lunch.

He also commits armed robbery/home invasion without a mask and STILL not getting caught.

Favorite Maknae Golden Child Yuji

he is the type seriously ate glue as a kid

Was and still is a hardcore otaku especially when it comes to music and dances. His anime impressions are legendary.

Yuji has a weird habit of being extra touchy with the adults he is attached to, especially with hugs and burying his head in their chest. (mainly with Nanami & Choso). Nanami WARNED him not to do it with his wife or he will have to kill him. Himself.

His room is full of posters.

Will eat ANYTHING.

[reorientation]

femme transmasc here. i went to a gay club the saturday before halloween wearing a tight short black dress, no bra or binder, and the top part of the dress has a cutout that my breasts sometimes fall out of (so i wore black heart pasties over my nipples). a straight guy immediately sniffed me out (legit within five minutes) and made a connection with me, he charmed me and flirted with me and it felt so good. he admitted he was straight but "with exceptions" and when i made sure to tell him i was trans he smiled so big and said that didnt change anything for him.

i was seriously soaking my lace thong and kept giggling and looking at his lap needing his cock, its insane how quickly he had me under his spell. every sexual comment he made had me closer to pulling my breasts out and showing him how good of a girl i would be for him. we were sitting so close wrapped up in each other all evening and the intimacy was electric.

we didnt go anywhere to fuck (so many red flags even other than the fact that he was straight, i dont think the straightness would have been a dealbreaker but some other comments were concerning safety-wise) but i wanted him to take me with every fiber of my being. i wanted my breasts to fall out accidentally and to have him laugh at me and grope them. i wanted to be a woman for him and feel him empty himself inside of me. to tell him my real name and listen to him moan it as he knocked me up. fuck i think im getting really close to giving in and accepting my womanhood. i dont think i can deny myself this raw pleasure for much longer. what should i do?

It hardly feels like you need my advice - if that straight stranger had been just a bit smarter about not scaring you off, you would have done your best to make him a daddy.

I truly enjoyed hearing this, though. You went to a gay club, but tarted yourself up to put firm emphasis on your breasts and your femininity - repelling anyone there who would have wanted to fuck you as a "man", while advertising yourself to any man who came there looking for an easy girl to fuck. When one found you, you instantly got giggly and wet and ready to have his babies.

It's stories like this that show me there's something special about "transmascs": there's a real sense in which you're better girls than normal girls, you know? Getting a normal girl in the sack usually takes effort, and they tend to be wary about fucking strangers or taking it unprotected. Femininity is a background condition of their sexuality.

But if you pump a girl full of testosterone and lies about how she's "really a man", and pay her a little attention, and let her think that it's a sexy taboo thing to be called her real name... Suddenly just the fact of her biology turns her on, and you have a little whore who's ready to get knocked up within an hour of meeting you.

So to answer your question, Anon: no, you won't be able to deny yourself much longer, and you know what you should do. You lost the protection of normal womanhood when you decided to be a "femme transmasc" instead. All that's left for you now is to be a good girl.

[hazzybat]

Can you explain why you chose each monster/power to go with each band member? For example why Kris is a vampire etc?

Yeah sure!

Bojan- the other option for him was a siren (cause duh singing voice being enchanting) with a full mermaid tail but I just didn't want to deal with those logistics and it felt like it restricted him.

I went with incubus cause it gave a good reason for lots of smut and cause of the Demoni scream which i adore. Also let's be real Bojan is just kinda slutty and seductive on stage so cranking that up all the way made sense.

Having bojan be the frontman who obviously likes attention to then expand on that to have him literally feed on and need attention and love to live is just icing on top.

Kris- the man looks like a vampire. His cheekbones can cut glass. Legit that was the main reason. He just photographs very elegantly and seems older than he actually is which I feel fits with a vampire. I imagine a quite old school, charming vampire with a hint of marceline from adventure time. He has a variety of powers partially to make up for him physically only having pointy teeth and a bite mark on his neck.

Nace- his stompy dance he does one stage and the fact he wears blazers a lot with very big/thick boots. I also liked the idea of him being really strong but in a human way, and being literally made to be helpful (oooh backstory) Also if I was a monster I would be a Frankenstein monster so I had to make one of them that. Soft spot in my heart.

The idea of Nace wanting to fit in to the band and do it so well it was like he was made to fit the role to go alongside him literally being a made man rather than born is also a fun parallel.

(Tell me you don't see it)

Jan - he's a really hairy guy and his big fur coats look amazing on him so naturally he had to have the hairiest monster. Along with that I feel he's kinda monotone but once you understand him he's actually really expressive which I then used by having his tail express his emotions. And the angst of a wolf transformation was just too good to not play with.

Jure- i had the most trouble with Jure. I tried to think of maybe a sphinx to play into the whole cat thing. There's also some fanart out there which depicts him as a mummy which I also really liked but then didn't want to deal with the whole ancient Egypt mummy in Slovenia kinda deal because as you might have guessed I like everyone to have logical backstories.

A show i really like is BBC's Ghosts so I thought about how a poltergeist actually works well. They can be cheeky and chaotic and it just ended up suiting him really, really well. Along with that the idea of him being seen less (him being stuck abd the back of the stage and being translucent) was a fun theme i could explore. Maybe he wants to be seen more than he is.

Bonus two i haven't introduced yet!

Martin: he's a vampire. Yes it's also cause he's tall and elegant with good bone structure and wanted there to be at least one double up to make the world feel more real.

Jere: he's a pixie! Cause he's very cheeky and mischievous and cause of that one show somone gave him fairy wings.

[rottenbrainstuff]

BG3 playthrough - House of Hope

Man I’m getting legit sad I’m getting so close to being done.

Unpopular (?) opinion - I have read people explaining up and down and back and forth about how pressed they are that Haarlep says Raphael is bad in bed, how Haarlep is unreliable because he hates Raphael, how he’s an incubus so his standards must be very high, how Raphael is probably purposefully doing this or that because Haarlep is a spy keeping an eye on him for daddy so of course he’s not going to appear vulnerable in any way, even how sad and conflicted Raphael must be, being a cambian…

Honestly - I have zero trouble taking Haarlep at his literal word. 100%. Raphael’s house is literally full of paintings and statues of himself. He wrote an entire book that’s nothing but descriptions of different scenarios of him being crowned with the crown of Karsus. His diary entries are absolutely insufferable. He is the textbook definition of hubris and vanity. I have zero problem believing Haarlep literally. And I say all this affectionately, by the way: Raphael is one of my favourite characters in the entire game. But it’s kind of like how everyone wants to soften out all the rough edges on Astarion - I like him like this. I think it’s hilarious that he’s so vain. His hubris is so funny. His opinion of himself is so high and his confidence in his victory is so complete, but his personal incubus is sitting here lounging in his bed absolutely roasting his ass to complete strangers with very little prompting. I think he’s a great devil character and I don’t want to make up excuses for his behaviour in order to humanize him. I definitely do love complicated antagonists who have more to them than it first appears, but honestly I just do not get that vibe from him. And I love him for it.

Haarlep was so funny btw. I just love it when actors are having fun. That must have been so funny to come in and voice the character, like, ok so for today, you’re doing the same voice as before, except make it slutty and bitchy this time. It makes sense I guess that Haarlep can change into a female form if you want, of course he can, and I think it’s funny that even when Raphael wants to shake things up a bit, it’s still with a version of himself, but myeh, that whole thing felt to me like a “hey don’t worry if you’re icked out, we have a girl option too that we can totally switch to if you want.” Maybe I’ve just read too many forum arguments about how there’s too many gay people in this game and people are crying to have a toggle to turn it off, and it makes me hostile to anything that smacks of trying to soothe people’s hurt heterosexuality. (because like, theoretically there could be lesbians who object to the scene as well?) Oh well. Still funny in the end. I was going to go through with just sleeping with Haarlep to avoid a fight, because that’s the direction my tav generally likes to go, but then Astarion got very concerned and made me feel bad, so I changed my mind.

Well this whole area was fun. I loved Raphael’s house. I loved all the details. I loved the debtors, the tacky ostentatious bullshit in every corner, I loved the rotten banquet. Is that its natural state and he charmed it to look fresh when I arrived? (disgusting, I love it) Or has he just been so pissy about whatever went wrong with the skeleton folks at the table that he’s never bothered to have it cleared and has left it there in a temper tantrum as a lesson? (ridiculous, I also love it) I love how absolutely, singularly obsessed Raphael is with my party. I know it’s because we are the means by which he thinks he is going to get that crown, but it also feels personal and weird and uncomfortable. I love that my contract has this place of honour in his archive. It’s almost touching, if it wasn’t my fucking soul. I love how absolutely self-assured Raphael is, how confident he is that his plan is going to work, how the possibility of a failure or a trick, like, he doesn’t even have the capacity to consider that a possibility. It SO GODAMNED FUNNY to kick his ego-inflated ass when he was SO FUCKING SURE that he would win. Raphael you are such an insufferable idiot. I love him. I’m so glad the VA won a Bafta.

The Raphael fight is tricky, but honestly, half of the trick is that before you even get there, you have to fight your way to the foyer past the most annoying enemies. I guess Hope’s divine intervention which can restore your spells and HP helps to balance that out though.

It was surprising to see I was able to get Yurgir to side with me in the fight - I had assumed he’d be SO fucking pissed after I tricked him in the Shar gauntlet. Now I have an additional ally in the big brain fight! …except he really wasn’t all that helpful in the Raphael fight, not at all. He’d go invisible, pop out of invisibility, knife someone for maybe 7 HP, then pop invisible again. I guess every little bit helps but…? Come on dude. At least stay visible so you can soak some hits.

Apparently it’s possible to make Korilla survive the fight? I was… NOT able to do that. You get some extra dialogue if you do, but the fight is hard enough to win even without trying to manage a hostile NPC who is usually the first one Yurgir targets. Sorry Hope, sorry Korilla. How come you can cast Otto’s Irresistible Dance on Raphael, and it will incapacitate him, but it won’t make him actually boogie? I was so excited to see him dance, and then he didn’t, he just stands there.

It doesn’t even need to be said - Raphael’s fight song is of course amazing, chef’s kiss, perfection.

Anyway, bard vs bard fight, very fun, when you kill him Raphael crumples dramatically to the ground, I love the big boss fights in this game.

Coming back, I got a stupid lecture from the Emperor about how naughty naughty I was being. Sure asshole, lecture me about trust, that’s really rich coming from the guy who didn’t trust ME with anything, and I had to pry the truth out, unwillingly, in stages. I can’t fucking wait to doublecross that guy.

If you attack Helsik, Raphael’s boss song also plays? That was… a little bit strange! I wanted to see what was in her basement, but the fight with all the gilded imps and Minotaurs and whatnot was such a pain I didn’t bother. Apparently you can access the basement through Dammon’s basement anyways, if you really want to see it, so. I DID make sure to pickpocket those gauntlets back off her cause I want them.

Mannnn. I’m almost done the game. WTF. All I have left to do is go give Mol her contract, talk to Voss in the undercity and piss off the Emperor, get my poop in a group and… that’s it. I’m off to fight the brain. I’ve been playing this playthrough for six months, and I’m almost done.

[blizzardsuplex]

10

10. three favourite Halloween/spooky songs

Fun facts: Halloween (in the spooky sense) isn't a really big thing here and (despite what you might think Izzy @heartsinablender) I am a total coward when it comes to scary stuff. I still have some unsettling music to share though (all hip-hop LOL):

Kids See Ghosts by KIDS SEE GHOSTS -> I love love love the beat on this one: so quiet, so calm, so sinister. The wood block sound is addictive, the hook is awesome, and it legit put me in a trance whenever I listen to it (especially that spoken word parr at the end!) "Civilization without society; power and wealth with nobility; stability without stasis; places and spaces..."

Kodokushi by Aesop Rock -> this one doesn't SOUND spooky (though that desert sun-filtered guitar riff to open the song is killer), the lyrics very much put it in the spooky category for me. I've listened to this one enough that Aes' famously esoteric lyrics actually make sense to me on this one! "One hundred hands, one million eyes, two bleeding gums, I will survive: that last line's rose-colored only for a limited time—it all shifts when you militarize."

A Cat's Demise by Lausse the Cat -> I love Lausse the Cat (like at one point I could badly rap this entire 22 min project) and I wish he would come back from that farm in France or wherever he went :( Anyway, I highly recommend that you listen to the entire LP: The Girl, the Cat, and the Tree. Beautiful spooky lofi hip-hop audal picture book. This one is the "scariest" sounding out of all the tracks though. P.S. this project is British af. "I had the heart to mend; it felt dark, and I can't pretend to be full of some youthful charm and vigor when I can't feel a thing."

[heathtalbot]

( EMILIO SAKRAYA, 21, CISGENDER MALE, HE/HIM ) Is that HEATH TALBOT? A SENIOR originally from SAN JOSE, CA, they decided to come to Ogden College to study COMMUNICATIONS. They're THE MALINGERER on campus, but even they could get blamed for Greer's disappearance.

THE BASICS:

FULL NAME: Heath James Talbot

NICKNAMES: None, he's just Heath

AGE & BIRTHDAY: 21 & March 24, 2002

ZODIAC: ☼ Aries ☾ Leo ↑ Pisces + full chart

MBTI & ALIGNMENT: ESFP & Neutral Evil

+ TRAITS: Intrepid, Optimistic, Honest, Sociable

- TRAITS: Temperamental, Obtuse, Unreliable, Domineering

HOUSING: TBA

MAJOR: Communications

EXTRACURRICULARS: Member of SAE, Golf, Powerlifting Team, Rock Climbing Team

CHARACTER INSPIRATIONS: TBA

THREE SKILLS: excellent at picking out apology gifts, can successfully parallel park anywhere, weirdly good at walking on his hands

LINKS: Pinterest / Playlist / Tasks

AT OGDEN:

RELATIONSHIP TO GREER: COLLEGE FRIENDS

Heath couldn't say exactly when or where he met Greer, all the finnicky details lost to the chaotic blur that had been rush week, but when he woke up with her contact info in his phone one morning, it definitely felt like it was meant to be. Both freshmen, both rich and pretty -- what more motivation did they need? C'mon, it would've been weirder if they weren't friends! Just like the rest of the Ogden masses, Heath was dragged into Greer Morrison's gravitational pull, and he went willingly. They started linking up on the regular, meeting up at parties or catching each other on down days around campus, building a strong friendship that he's never once thought to second-guess.

EMBODIMENT OF HIS TROPE: THE MALINGERER

Everyone has known a Heath. The no-show with a great excuse. The guy that never fails to charm his way into the group project with the smartest student. A person who's probably never seriously been told 'no' even once in their life. And it's not luck, either; it's privilege. Heath can rest on his laurels all thanks to the Talbot family name and the achievements of those around him. The third son, he's never felt the pressure of expectation. His mother babies him while simple participation trophies earn him congratulations from his father, allowing him every easy win that he chooses to take. And if he ever faces a roadblock? Heath's positive that there's a way around it. A check to write, a phone call to make, red tape to ignore. Everyone else has always pulled the strings for him, anyway, so why should he start worrying now? Life's a breeze when you don't have to seriously think about anything!

BACKGROUND & DETAILS:

heath was an unexpected baby, the product of a long-term (and still on-going) affair of his mother's. his parents privately maintain a pseudo-open relationship while publicly playing house for the sake of each of their careers. needless to say, family dinners have a tendency to get Weird

his dad is a venture capitalist, very much in the same vein as gavin belson of silicon valley -- he's long since lost touch with his coder roots and mostly just throws his money around to keep his name relevant in tech circles.

heath interns frequently at the companies his dad owns, true nepo baby shit 🥰 but lbr all he does is go on coffee runs and clocks in for 4 hour work weeks

he's currently majoring in communications bc he legit googled "easiest college majors" and it was near the top of the list

started out trying to major in engineering??? who let him do that?? freshman year was rough 😔

anyway yeah, heath's..... not that smart. and to make matters worse, he's sensitive about it!! gets mean when he's confused or frustrated, esp when he feels like he's being teased and not in on the joke. he's got a short fuse after a lifetime of his older brothers picking on him. he'd rather be perceived as rude than dumb

big time gym bro (obviously) and v competitive -- tends to favor solo sports bc at least when he loses it's no one's fault but his own

has a terrible habit of making big promises and not keeping them

he was soooooooo obsessed w/ uncut gems when it came out, i just FEEL it

julia fox = dream woman

brings a certain "haha.. okay" energy to the function

both of his older brothers previously attended ogden (5+ years ago, i'm still iffy on exact ages) and pledged SAE. naturally, heath had to do the same <3

ngl he's very easily swayed by public opinion. critical thinking?? we don't know her!

lowkey has a childhood dream to one day climb mount everest. pls don't try to explain to him how it negatively impacts the environment, he doesn't wanna hear it and won't understand (or care rip)

probably pre-games while listening to drake lmfao

POTENTIAL CONNECTIONS:

FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS !!!!!!!!

people who have been saddled with him for group projects, study groups, etc.

heath doesn't do drugs (he's a keg stand champ tho), so someone to smoke him out for the first time! fs would be a hilar thread

with ogden being full of bad daddies, i'd love for him to have this energy with someone xx

..... also this

anyone he fucked around with over the summer!! i'd luv to hc some juicy goss for him from the break

someone who always calls him keith lmfaooo

maaaaaaaybe his baby sister?? she'd be going into her sophomore year and i have many family hc's to discuss, so <3

an ex who made him paranoid abt astrology stuff sjdjsdkn

someone that he's using and/or leading on

flip the script - someone who's using and/or leading him on!

literally anything else ur heart desires 💖 this will be heath's fourth year at ogden, so we have plenty of wiggle room to plot some crash-and-burn relationships, seething rivalries, situationships, etc. -- i'm down for it all!!

[mitchvnderson]

Hey, look! It’s MITCH ANDERSON at PIZZAGEDDON. Did you know they WORKS there as a PIZZA DELIVERY PERSON? I guess they’re from NEW YORK CITY and have been in town for TEN YEARS, living in PIZZAGEDDON. I also heard they’re a little INSECURE, but also very GOOFY which definitely makes sense.

TRIGGERS: Divorce, marijuana use, health issues

THE DETAILS ;

Full Name: Mitchell Ryan Anderson

Nickname(s): Mitch

Age: 23

Birthdate: May 5th

Aesthetics: Cold pizza, tie dyed shirts, dusty acoustic guitars, worn out converse, poorly rolled blunts

Zodiac: Taurus.

Sexuality: Straight

Occupation: Pizza Delivery Boy

Height: 6'2

Weight: 170

Build: Lanky

BIO ;  

Mitch is the youngest of 3 siblings and grew up with a silver spoon in his mouth. His parents were both very well off and successful music producers.

Mitch was kinda the odd man out in his family. He wasn't the most attractive of his siblings, nor was he the most popular. His brother was an all star athlete and class president. His older sister, Anna, was the the prom queen and cheer captain.

When Mitch was 12 his whole world changed. His parents ended up divorcing so his father could start a new life with his new boyfriend. His mother got full custody of him and his sister who were still under age and moved back to her home town of East Haven.

Mitch's family was easily one of the most wealthy in East haven, which put a target on him in school. Because not only was he rich, he was awkward, had braces, horrible acne, and new his freshman year of high school.

Mitch would have despised his entire high school experience if it wasn't for one girl in particular, Rhiannon Spring. From the moment he laid eyes on her, Mitch fell head over heals for her. though it took him forever to muster up the courage to ask her out on a date. But the two clicked, and it wasn't long before he said I love you. Eventually, Rhi said it back.

The two were an odd couple. Clearly from different worlds and social circles. But their love was strong. Unfortunately Mitch's mother drove a wedge between the two and they broke up. Mitch's world was shattered once again. When Rhi broke his heart his whole world came crashing down, not only did he loose his girlfriend, he lost his best friend.

As much as it seemed that Mitch had a charmed life, it was lonely. His father and older brother weren't a part of his life. His sister was always out god knows where doing god knows what, and his mother, well more often then not she was away on business.

Mitch is back from college. Having both simultaneously flunked/dropped out, Mitch's mother is furious with him.

The college Mitch attended was Boston College. He was a Business administration and management but was struggling because he hated it, but his mother didn't care and support him wanting to change majors so now he's cut off.

Now Mitch is working as a pizza delivery boy, putting tons of miles on his fancy sports car he really can't afford anymore and living off free pizza

Though he went away for college, Mitch never really left East Haven aside from college. He would come back for breaks and moved back home when school was out.

Mitch was premature and has a weak heart though he's never had any problems from it yet

Mitch has only had 3 girlfriends. Rhi was his first girlfriend, first kiss, first everything.

He's legit a stereotypical "teen" boy even if he's not a teen anymore. Does nothing but play video games, smoke weed, and eat junk food. But he's really got a heart of gold.

Mitch's family, mainly his brother and grandparents put this idea of what a "man" should be in his head and he struggles with that sometimes

This is the first job he's had aside from doing landscaping in the summer for his grandparents when he was a teen

Family ;

Abigail Anderson: Estranged Mother Michael Anderson: Estranged Father Noah Anderson: Estranged Older Brother Angela Anderson: Older Sister Andon Anderson: Nephew

Wanted connections ;

Best friend: Co workers: Old classmates: Enemies: Acquaintances/friends of his mother/family: Ex Girlfriends (1/3): @rhixspring

[petalpierrot]

Big Eidys (and Rahadin) session last week 👀

The party got a few crucial items on their short time traveling, so they went back to chill with the dusk elves.

When they arrived at the camp Eidys received 2 letters. One from Baron Vargas and the other from Lady Wachter. Lady Wachter invited her to stay in Vallaki and The Baron asked her to aid him in a matter.

Eidys (being a noble moon-elf from Evermeet) was a bit suspicious of their motives at first but ultimately went to Vallaki

Since The Baron lived closer she took a trip there first and bumped into Rahadin.

Rahadin was glad to see her and told her he was also on his way to the Baron's house, only he was there to collect taxes.

As they are talking Eidys spots a chain around his neck (as in he is wearing the ring she gave him 😭 I was normal and okay about this, naturally)

Rahadin tells her that because his tax collecting might put The Baron in a bad mood she should speak with him first, but Eidys insists his work is far more important than her courtesy visit.

Their exchange was really like "Oh, I could charm the crusty old Baron." "Yes, Lady Eidys. I believe you could." (She for real called him crusty)

Rahadin then asks if he could escort her to the Baron's but doesn't insist on it. Eidys takes him up on his offer without hesitation.

They both arrive at the Baron's and are let in and led to the "den" area, where they have a few moments to chat.

then this happens:

Legit made my heart so full.

She asks him how things are at the castle, making small conversation. Rahadin notifies her that things are "As well as they can be" and in hushed tones tells her that he is taking care of Escher, which made Eidys happy (Escher helped her escape and Strahd found out, and Esher was imprisoned in the crypts. Eidys felt very guilty about that when she found out from Rahadin.)

after that exchange, The Baron arrives. The Baron is a bit surprised that Eidys arrived "alone" without *his* escort (In the letter he detailed that if she were to accept his invitation she should seek out Captain Izek Strazni. Eidys was feeling a bit naughty so she didn't do that.)

Eidys tells him that she brought her own Escort (Referring to Rahadin) but that that didn't matter right now, and he should deal with his more important appointment (the tax thing)

Eidys proceeds to watch Rahadin roast the shit out of The Baron.

After Rahadin leaves Eidys asks what the baron needs of her, to which she is asked to investigate the disappearances of some of his servants and strange sparks being seen. She, as a wizard (Bladesinger) is intrigued by this request and agrees to investigate.

[theirmadness]

allow me to Cry about clara and 12th's relationship for a moment.

clara LOVED 11, right???? she absolutely loved him. she adored her funny little boy. yeah, the doctor plays around calling himself her bf. they flirt. it's like... when you have a crush on someone when you're a teenager. she loved him, but it was different. then........ then she BEGGED the timelords to give him More. more time. not more time with her, bc clara oswald is not that selfish, but more time with the universe, bc the universe NEEDs him. the universe needs the doctor.

and she got 12. and 12.......... 12 is the opposite of 11, and he's this grumpy old man. this is the doctor looking like The Doctor for the first time in a while. i feel like 12 is the doctor being like. I'm Tired. I thot I was Dying. for GOOD. i just don't have it in me any more. and then he gets a whole new set of regenerations bc THERE CLARA OSWALD GOES AGAIN, BEING THE IMPOSSIBLE FUCKING GIRL AND SAVING HIS LIFE. ALL OVER AGAIN. the doctor saves everyone but how often do people save the doctor? like. FOR REAL, SAVE THE DOCTOR. the way that clara did???? what she did trumps bad wolf in so many ways and that alone was such a sacrifice from rose.

BUT YEAH. BACK TO MY POINT.

what clara felt with 12 was like this soul connection. this old man who's not charming and needs social cues from her was literally MADE for her. she feels more connected to him than she ever has. and this is beyond the physical stuff which like..... their sexual chemistry in every fucking episode was absolutely insane. it's CRAZY how so little people touch on this and i fully believe it's bc of ageism bc peter capaldi isn't yk, matt smith or david tenant. but bro, mummy on the orient express was legit so sexually charged i thot i was watching a romantic comedy lol. and that was just their energy.

11 was this schoolboy with a crush but 12 was her life partner. she anticipated his needs and he Saw her. "when do i ever not see you?" the episode where she aged and she's so frail and yet all he says is: "i just see you, clara." AND HE JUST SEES HER AS HE KNOWS HER. YOUNG AND FULL OF LIFE AND UTTERLY PERFECT IN HIS EYES. nd i don't think the doctor has, had, or will ever love someone the way that he loved clara. i don't think he will ever go to the lengths that he went to save her. the devotion 12 had for clara was something unique to their relationship and their dynamic and i don't think the doctor would ever allow himself that again bc he KNOWS the lengths that he will go for if he truly gives himself to love the way he did with clara. they were never overtly romantic the way doctor is with the few romantic interests he has had, but their relationship went so much deeper than that. the doctor LITERALLY PUNCHED HIS WAY THROUGH FUCKING TIME TO GET HER BACK. this man, this man who sacrificed so much, for so long to save the universe, who made the ultimate sacrifice to end a war, was ready to throw it all away for THIS ONE HUMAN WOMAN. his love for her made him reckless, made him dangerous, and it made him........... the most human he has ever been and GOD THE WAY THAT FUCKING TERRIFIED HIM.

but the way that it meant the world to clara because she spent her entire time with 11 thinking she'd just be a ghost in the end to him. just another story. but then in comes 12 and he proves his undying, unwavering love and devotion to her and she's absolutely made her peace with the fact she's Dead. She's dying. and she's okay with it because every moment she has lived with him has been worth it and????????? oh my god i'm fucking crying these two are too much i can't. i'm just gonna sit in MY CORNER AND FUCKING SOB.

clara oswald loves EVERY version of the doctor there has been, and she can say that because she's one of the few people that has actually met in some way ALL of them, and she will love every version of him there will be but my god the 12th doctor is It for her.

[neckromancy]

A new day, a new opportunity to once again post about............

/insert bongo cat emote

This is the only screenshot where it's not obvious I had to play a tiefling this game and I can imagine it's just me (except a little taller). 🤣

But yes this means I finally got to 'officially' start a romance with Astarion in the game I play with my friend. He even missed all of this because of his own camp event ahaha.

I also made other stupid screenshots from our play today.

It's his save file so I kinda spammed the screenshot button and deleted the ones that were 'eh' because of clipping.

This screenshot just exists because it 'looked like' we were holding hands. I cropped out my friend's characters because they are full-time in underwear and it's awkward.

And yes, I took the smallest horns possible because I did not really want to be a tiefling, I just needed that fire resistance. 🤣

This is me wearing my favourite outfit and being happy with the Glaive that I had to give up by now (glaives have no top tier options and we play at a high enough difficulty that it matters).

But I went back to the Astarion blouse because I was happy I could wear it without removing it from him, I love his blouse.

And then I just spammed screenshots of my romancing scene where I got to hug him again.

And that is where the scene ends.

I never uploaded the screenshots with my halfling because the extreme height difference does make it a little awkward sometimes, but I know for sure I posted the hug before because I got SO excited over it, and of course the new year kiss.

One day I can play a true OC that resembles me haha, and it'll be my own save (reason I don't mind being a tiefling), and I will learn how to make gifs.

But just for flashback's sake, it does hit different to be this small person coming up to this tall vampire to embrace and comfort him.

Like obviously my height would be between the halfling and the tiefling realistically, but in the hugging scene I feel much more like the halfling side of me, and it would make so much more sense for him to look surprised down at me, so I do very much prefer my halfling for this moment in particular... and it has its charm that he has to kneel all the way down to kiss me... and honestly having him look down at me every time just makes me imagine I just 🥺-eyes him all the time ahaha, but everything else is very awkward.

I am just very grateful that the halflings very clearly look like actual adults (props to Larian in general btw for having all characters look like actual adults, closer ranging to like 30ish rather than always the 20ish boys/girls).

At this point I am just rambling aren't I...

Also gosh I will never have the heart to actually ascend him but this made me laugh so much BECAUSE I am a halfling.

Yes! That's me! I am the little love! 🤣

Either way, I never actually got to finish my second playthrough because I started this co-op, I really want to see what happens in the epilogue if you romanced him.

I legit do not know how it goes and ends.

[qu33nincrims0n]

My Dumb Thoughts on Higurashi- Watanagashi Part 2

a continuation of my reaction to Watanagashi. you can find part one and my Oni reaction at #dumb-thoughts-series

Ch2-6

You know a chapter's gonna be good when it starts with sad music.

Oh, wow you’re right Keiichi, that was a quick day.

STOP! Keiichi, stop it. You sound like Kaname Date. You’re doing something wrong with your life.

(in all seriousness, I don’t care too much, just finding it wild how extreme it is compared to Oni)

Full on rom- com moment.

TOMITAKE!!!!!! Oh how I’ve missed you.

*me realizing I never gave Tanako a voice* oh um uhhhh – F it, you’re British now!

Ohhhhh! I got tricked cause they swapped the opposite way from what I thought! So the key thing was likely a trick for Mion to meet him as Shion, thus giving context to how she could do the huddle thing and her talk with Ooishi. Also, super recontextualizes the who would you save discussion. (Maybe the bento was Mion too, but not super sure until they confirm it).

Yeah, I guess closed off elitists could come to be interpreted as oni by neighbors… I can tell you my neighbor is! *slaps knee*

I agree with Keiichi {{shudders}}, not sure how the kidnapping= specifically someone from Hinamizawa is the culprit. Like abstractly the Oyashiro-Sama sacrifice, sure, but that seems flimsy.

“Babe you don’t understand, they were giving me the deep lore!”

Tip on sacrifice: hmm well following that logic, it would seem some part of the murders is what’s angering Oyashiro-Sama…

Tip on ritual instruments: Ah so Tanako’s gonna steal the raft thing eh? That sounds like a good idea that can’t have any possible repercussions.

Happens to see the New Silent Hill F trailer on Twitter: Wait WHAT?!

Congrats Ryukishi07. Hope it comes out well. (also, no wonder Ciconia is taking so long)

Ch 2-7

The gang single handedly destroys and immediately saves several food vendors. Ramsey would be proud.

And just like clockwork, Keiichi has become an idiot sandwich.

That moment when you realize you’re in a secluded cabin with a person you barely know and a metric ton of torture equipment:

I know the gang’s about to jump you, but this is one of the few times you should legit be comforting Shion, like that’s not the kind of thing you can just shake off dude. Also, I give the Silver voice back as a good luck charm. (I’m gonna headcanon that the Sonozaki family has a “hedgehog” accent, but Shion has been slowly losing it)

“We haven’t found Satoko yet.”

NO Nonono you don’t get to do that game.

The minute Keiichi tries to lie to them, the gang’s like:

Police Tip: I swear if they sautéed Satoko… don’t do my kid dirty like that.

Went back to Oni to see if I missed a mistake from Rika’s performance, but instead got real uncomfortable with how much they referenced and compared food with the cotton

Ch 2-8

Mion and co. are late for school. You could say they… Gotta go fast :)

Woo! Satoko is safe and still twerp-y as ever.

Mion on the sauce!

Mion looks at you like this WDYD?

 Ah Mion came from the school of “I know you’re lying but I want you to tell me”

Mion crime family confirmed! And as the heir no less.

Tomitake and Tanako can’t catch a break, can they?

Oh, wow Keiichi you are just the worst. Coulda just asked if she wanted to run away but noooooo. It had to be about you.

Who the hells Kimiyoshi?

*Five minute later*

Oh, that’s Kimiyoshi. Honestly kinda surprised Rena and Satoko’s families weren’t part of the big three, especially since I swore Furude Was mentioned as separate earlier. (turns out it was the Furude shrine and the three fam squads.)

Sorry Keiichi, you're apparently not politically important enough to disappear.

Ch 2-9

Hey I’m with you Satoko. Pumpkins… kinda gross.

The class has started the first japan Branch of the Fight Club…. Wait a minute. That works way better than it should.

“Rika-chan… I…”

Keiichi: Who be… Scooby-Doo?

Hm, I wonder what the chances are Rena was in Mion’s street gang, since I think she still would have been in Hinamizawa then?

 Shion: having a guilt-ridden mental breakdown

Keiichi:

 Tip: Oh, so everyone already knows they’re just being polite, are they?

Ch 2-10

NO! You can’t do this again.

I had a feeling that kind of thing was going on with Satoko’s family, but it’s pretty uncool of you to say it like that Mion.

Oooo, new BGM.

Keiichi, why must you be weird even when you’re mourning?

I thought for sure this convo was going to have Rena be like “It’s not your fault Keiichi… because I killed her  🙂”

Kuma-chan: ~Ooishiiiii~ did you make someone piss themselves in your car again??

Tip about Names: *quickly goes into Oni to see if “Reina” is written with the demon character*

Permission Denied tip: oh shoot! I prepared for Oryou to have an Amy voice, but now there’s another Sonozaki I have to deal with? I guess the councilman is knuckles? Sure. (and incase anyone says anything Keiichi is unofficially Shadow so councilman Sonozaki can’t be Shadow)

Ch 2-11

*Mion not showing up for school*

Keiichi: Oh, it’s probably nothing

Keiichi, please for the love of god…

You absolute dumb-dumb

Wow Rena’s a true-blue detective.

I feel like we’re past suspecting someone from Hinamizawa Rena.

Who would they meet to go get soy sauce, and not be suspicious about food from? Well thinking about the cast the only person I can think of is Mio—

Oh no.

Oh No! Keiichi’s been infected by Rena’s repetition disease, repetition disease.

Keiichi… the phone ringing…Stop Monologuing in real time and pick it up! He is so Shadow.

Another surprisingly rad new BGM… not sure how well it fits here but I like it.

They really just hit me with a

Okay… so Shion is probably killing/disappearing the leaders one by one so they can’t make her/ Keiichi disappear, and she’s probably been Pretending to be Mion since the day after Watanagashi. That’s my guess.

Tip about tattoo: Aw excellent Now all we have to do is look at their bac-…Curses! if only they weren’t always directly facing us!

Ch 2-12

Rena, you have been surprisingly reliable this timeline. Thank you for keeping keiichi humble.

I hate how much this conversation hurts.

I’m honestly surprised how straight forward this reveal is.

The true Mion… weirdly looks like Shion. Like they clearly used one of Shion’s face sprites for this.

This is a lot of really depressing history.

So you’re saying Mion’s Grampa soylent greened a whole bunch of people either on accident or on purpose.

Worst timing on an achievement ever. * Mion tracing the horrid history of discrimination and trials of the village and her part in them*

I can’t believe so much of this is because of a freaking doll (supposedly) 

Keiichi gets to live by the power of sheer sincerity.

I can’t believe they brushed over that she killed her grandma too. Wonder what that was for.

Hey at least you got to live this time buddy… dammit.

This is straight up Bad Moon Rising by Creedence Clearwater Revival

Oh, wait, not dead. Yay.

For the first time in his life, Wata Keiichi has turned down being horny… I’m so ProUD OF HIM

They even had their own secret version of the swamp. That’s dedication.

So Rika had a syringe of the magic drug, meaning she likely knew it was Mion doing this, and that she was risking her life. *Sips lemonade with suspicion*

A lotta zombies running around this joint, aren’t there. Like Mion could be explained as a mental breakdown from Shion, but Takano doesn’t have a twin as far as we know.

Oh, hey it’s a Silent Hill Regret MonsterTM. It’s in a hospital and everything!

AFTER PARTY

Satoko! You’re safe now!! I’m so happy.

“There’s probable a Satoko chapter coming up”

 *sweats looking at the next chapter*

Oh and here’s TOMITAKE!!! Ayyyy!!!

Why must the adults be so weird about the gang? Why?

“This chapter played right into what the players probably were thinking” 

That said, I did think with this being so early, it does kinda make it unlikely to be the answer at least not for everything. Mion was very careful to say she was related to every murder, but not that she did them afterall. 

God the Sonozaki twin theory is worded so weirdly, but I think I get it. The theory is that they were working together to take down the three fam squads, w/ Shion able to go off and murder while Mion was helping search. Then when the police came Mion was supposed to either hide in the well, later escaping to meet up with Shion, or die there and let the bloody history end.

Also no, he got stabbed because he was a shit to Mion, like What? Is the sin breaking a heart?

I can’t believe this over 70 hour game has the nerve to tell you to go back and read chapters again immediately after each one. (Maybe I’ll look at Oni again after I finish Chapter 4, but that’s a maybe)

I kinda hope that the killer is not only a person, but someone we’ve already met. Like even if it's set up really well, I don't want the ultimate answer to be “Got you!  The entire time it was a demon you only just met” *narrows eyes at the girl on the chapter 7 cover*

Well this was fun. I enjoy all the pieces Wata puts down, even if I missed a lot of them. 

My one question that I’m not sure the game will cover is the point of divergence for the timelines, because like how did Keiichi come to be in the club at least three days before Oni

Also I feel extremely validated by the fact Keiichi never returned the maid outfit.

[doggerell]

I am now one of the dozen of people who actually watched the Old Wounds music video

I was gonna put this all in tags but Im getting carried away. puppy is interesting in genai imaging. if you didnt know this already. hi I like genai images/art sometimes and this is going to come at it from an interest approach. dont unfollow me dont argue with meeee just stop reading now if u hate genai

it didnt change me its just. literally standard. not the worst ai music video Ive ever seen not the best. I went and watched coheeds right after to compare and coheeds had me in TEARRRRSSS laughing, the fuckin spin pan around the rigid 3d models? to zoooom into their eyes to see the genai jitter style with horribly ugly effects cutting over them??? truly next level!

anyway. old wounds was literally fine. I thought the beginning was kind of directionless but l liked the imagry more towards the end and Ive seen genai music videos that are kind of a... pushing style of movement? I kinda liked the rotation better. I did find the galaxies at the end charming. and I liked the color scheme

and. I legit went and watched a good handful of genai music videos after it to put it in context yaknow? and obviously technology has changed in the past 10 months but l dont love the smoothed out slower moving more hyperrealistic look a lot of the newer ones have. old wounds is clearly not trying to be anything but abstract genai. its not hiding its ai-ness at all and as such is not getting caught in the worst of the uncanny valley. I was charmed to see some genai styles I recognize and like in there tbh! the bloody hand called to mind xis.lanyx's viral bloody hand closeups and the phantom painter and other of the more convincting and interesting 'dark art' style genai creators. but this is something only I care abt as someone whose developed an interest in genai and has a vague awareness of some of the better (or at least the ones I prefer) creators.

which brings me to the point of like. is it better to lean into the ai or not? but like thinking abt it like clearly I enjoy both already. artists like reachartwork’s stuff is imperceptible as genai because she is that skilled at the medium and puts that much care into crafting the images she wants. and inktheartists ganbreeder stuff leans into the ai jank hardCORE. and I love both! it just comes down to intentionality and thought always I guess. is Old Wounds intentionally being janky? whose to say. looking at the video creators page theyre clearly leaning into the horror of ai at least. theyve continued with this same jitter style— besides the point Im actually happy to see Anthony still in their likes not too terribly long ago (and Travis). I mean I knew this, Anthony reposts a great photomanipulation artist on his story all the time and its such a similar vein… but I like to see a touch of standing their ground yaknow? 🥺— theyve done at least one piece of the more smoothed out slow style. idk, its just not for me. the uncanniness increases too much. I know that could be utilized for great horror but I havent seen it served as anything but straight up “look how cool ai is!” yet, so

anyway heres some fun genai music videos on the two ends of the spectrum

FROST CHILDREN SHOUTOUT!!! full lean into the jank. rotoscoped style— this is the kind of genai jitter style I was seeing before the Old Wounds announcement and why I was like ‘why is this a big deal?’ I just think its fun. Frost Children leaned into this well and it feels also like genai is just a tool in this, its an overlay, not the sole focus. just absolutely delightful.

this one is baffling to me. lyrics, music, voice, video. all genai. wow. I dont love genai lyrics typically but clearly the artist was going for something here, a kind of thought experiment with making all the components of it genai. I think its obvious through other genai stuff I looked through though that this takes a lot of patience and creativity, and creator has some other interesting filming and editing pieces on his channel. short shots means the uncanny jank doesnt get to bleed through more than the edges, but this is really interesting utilization, emulates realism (or at least with more standard video editing methods) very well

anyway conclusion? Old Wounds is kinda boring and I cant believe anyone lost their shit over it. esp in regards of people acting so viciously horrified over it and on coheeds the negative comments are like. aw this is kinds lazy. but also I cant really be a dying defender of it on the basis of. its kinda boring.

okay Im gonna go watch music videos I might come back a changed woman

[pastelracha]

Pregnancy with Felix

☾ Title : Pregnancy with Felix

☾ Pairing: Felix x fem!reader

☾ Genre: fluff, established relationship, pregnangcy

☾ Prompt: just a head canon of pregnancy with our Brownie boy.

☾ A/N: request : by @skzruletheworld​,Can you do pregnancy with Felix :) don’t forget to give me your feed back guys xox

☾ Other : Chan’s version : ☾ 

☾ Word Count: 0.547K

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Your pregnancy was the best thing in Felix’s life. 

Always talking about how excited he is to finally going to have his own kid. 

“Like they’re gonna be best friends, just like Chan and I’’ about your future child and Chan’s kid. 

Painting the nursery in like light grey or a beige. And decided to decorate by himself to surprise you. 

Also have the full SZKOO collection. 

Already in love with this small and fragile life you guys created together. 

Read stories to your belly every nights. 

Went all soft when you called him on FaceTime to show him, your baby kicks.

Legit had tears in his eyes, cause he was working. 

Took amazing pictures of your big belly during a walk at Han River, it’s his home screen since then. 

Like to draws on your belly, like cloud, hearts, or even a face on it. 

Just like Chan cried when you guys learned it was a baby boy. 

Announced your pregnancy with “Is mini SKZ version a thing now ?’’ 

Have a photo of your first ultrasound in his wallet as a lucky charm. 

Help you to shave your legs when your belly is too big for you to do so yourself. 

Bake you cookies and brownies cause he gotta feed his kid. 

Always has a hand on your bump, to protect his little one, to caress it, or just like that. 

Look bad at people asking you if they can touch your bump. Protective mode : ON asf

Loving how you now live in his shirts cause it’s comfy. 

Bought an oversized white teddy bear for the nursery. 

Counting the days until he will meet his boy. 

Ask advice to his parents, and chan about all this parenting things, sometimes worrying about being a good dad. 

“ Like mate, you’re gonna be one of the best dad out there’’ Chan’s words

Cried the first time he heard the heartbeat. 

Realized, yes he is really going to be a father. 

Drop everything when you send a photo of your belly, or if you call him. 

Always happy when Stays ask about his little one. “He is growing well, he is healthy and I can’t wait to see him’’

Is with you at every pregnancy classes thingy. 

“Can you please go faster, my wife here is creating life so we don’t really have time’’ in Starbucks line, cause you are his first priority. 

Tell you to go sit, he will order for both of you. 

“Lix you know I’m not sick or made of glass, ‘I’m just pregnant’’

“And i want the best for my child, so go sit love please’’ 

Don’t fight him, you will loose! Will fight the all world for his kid. 

Rub your belly at every chance he got, watching tv ? Felix will be rubbing your belly. 

Have a list of thing he was to do with his child. (Baking, football, going to beach in Australia, going to the zoo, having father and son dates, ..)

And you’re like : chill he isn’t even born. 

Extra uncles are back! Watch Changbin speaking his weird aegyo language to your belly, at bbq night. (And chan’s wife being like : it did to mine when I was pregnant too) 

Just imagine Felix as a dad, my heart melt. 

[cantquitu]

I sussed out your feelings about mp too and it was definitely because you didn't post anything about it, I was like hmm, oh no she didn't like it :(, hahah. So I'm guessing it was the same for the other anon. I'd still be interested to hear what you did think about it. Also, do you think it's possible for us to discuss harry's acting without it turning in to a whole thing? Because I think it's a mix of good, great, and not so good, and it'd be fun to talk about it! I have some thoughts about what his strengths and weaknesses are but I don't know if anyone feels the same...

After I watched My Policeman I was full of ranty questions about script and directorial choices, and also it was 1am and also I was in a FOUL mood due to other reasons, so I didn't want to start complaining about it on here (and yesterday was super busy)

But yes, Harry's acting! I think it's a mixture of good, occasionally really good, not so great. I felt that My Policeman was a far more challenging role for him than DWD and it showed.

I think Harry has genuine acting talent, he has natural instinct, but in My Policeman his lack of experience and training is clearly evident. I think his acting in Don't Worry Darling was unfairly maligned by some and lauded by some, but if you look at the scope of legit reviews the overall consensus was that he was fine and delivered on the assignment and his natural charm- essential to his character- came through.

That was my takeaway from Don't Worry Darling too. I've seen it 2 or 3 times now and I think he was a really good fit for the role. The chemistry between Jack and Alice is palpable, his easy charm and humour is evident, his discomfort and desperation in later scenes comes through clearly.

Where it's clear he's just "fine" as opposed to really good is in the intense, angry scenes with Florence Pugh where she's so masterful and he's...acting. I genuinely felt he held his own and was fine, but those scenes would have been elevated if Florence had an actor to match her intensity rather than just giving her a platform to shine. However I'd say that about a lot of actors when in a scene with Florence Pugh.

In My Policeman, honestly it's hard to separate Harry's acting from so many of the things I disliked about the film. But there were certain scenes where I felt he was really good and showed an instinct and commitment that's promising and exciting, and where his rawness came across as natural and vulnerable rather than inexperienced. Like the drunk scene with Patrick, and the intimate scenes in general. David Dawson is so damn good and felt like a generous actor, he took Harry with him. Honestly their scenes were the only times I felt the film came alive.

Elsewhere....oh god, the damn accent! It was so clearly hampering Harry's delivery and it wasn't even successful, so it was lose/lose overall. As soon as I saw the clip in the trailer where Tom shouts at Patrick about marriage at the table, I thought "uh oh". It seems like Harry's attempt at a southern English accent started and ended with "enunciate the 't's". And even that was inconsistent. It so obviously ruined his flow and often made his delivery stilted and awkward.

Overall I felt like it was an overly-ambitious role for Harry at this stage and it got the better of him. BUT I so admire that he went after it and gave it his all. I'm sure it scared the shit out of him to take it on....and good! It should! 🙂 I bet he's learned a huge amount from it and hope the critical response doesn't put him off continuing to challenge and scare himself, and to learn and grow as an actor.