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heartsgettingwiser62 · 2 years ago

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Mike's definition of normal went from this, caring for his best friend when he went missing (regardless of the reason people said he went missing) and willing to do anything to find him:

To this:

A.k.a., what Mike used to think was normal vs what society taught him 'normal' was.

Bonus:

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rolandkaros · 6 months ago

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forever hilarious to me that tennis is promoted as this prestigious highbrow big-brain sport when most tennis fans these days are like. yeah this is my favorite player. yeah i don't know why they're like that. yes they are stupid. no i will not choose somebody else.

#wta tennis #atp tennis #i feel like the era of...shall we say 'federer-esque' players is waning #which i think can in part be related to the loss of the one-handed-backhand #as the sport moves more toward a necessity for fitness and athleticism players do not put as much emphasis on 'art'#which imo is fine! i think the 'art' of tennis is too protected in some ways. which i maybe will expand on later.#but i think it's too much for the tags of a (mostly) silly post #but yeah you can hear a lot of commentators touch on it #i know nadal even said something abt it recently(ish)#but i think as tennis is gradually less associated with this abstract 'image' (e.g. the obsession with federer's 'grace' and 'class')#players are coming in thinking 'this is a physical battle and i am going to win' and very much leaning into the *competition*#which not to say that they're ignoring/denying the mental aspects at all because i actually do think many players are very strategic/aware #and in truth i think many tennis players ARE actually very smart #but i also think it's less apparent because more and more players are able to just hit the shit out of the ball and call it a day #which leaves you with the occasional shot/point/game/set/match etc where it seems like they don't know what the fuck they're doing #but you think about most sports which evolve in phases #it's very normal for certain player profiles to become more or less popular as the landscape of the sport changes #or as new techniques/strategies are developed #or as new communities/populations become interested!#extreme example but think of like. high jump's fosbury flop. that was one guy!#one guy who changed the entire fucking sport! so it makes perfect sense that tennis is continuing to evolve #given how many unique players have come and gone #and how much the sport is changing externally as well as internally #anyways. this got out of hand but i love sports and i love tennis and i love my brainless players.#this whole post was inspired by rewatching sabalenka v boulter and aryna completely missed an overhead by like five feet. lol #love her <3

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pochapal · 7 days ago

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some of you haven't experienced true hell until you end up drowning in Horrors and your only lifeline is an individual who completely sucks and only views you as a feelgood accessory to augment their own life and you can't seek anything better for yourself because there is a rot inside your body that you cannot fix and scares literally every other human being away no matter what you do so it's either settle for being shoved into someone else's myopic fantasy mold or let every minute of your life be ruled by unfathomable loneliness and terror. as you do.

#:)#the illness is survivable the material circumstances the illness has locked me into are unbearable however #i feel wet and pathetic moaning about this because all this shit really should pale in comparison to the Literal Organ Failure #but you know how much it sucks when everything in your life either stresses you out or bums you out!#like i have uni but that's stressful on account of how unstable my schedule it is #my ability to go places and do stuff is dependent on if i can work around constant hospital appointments #and other people in my life all fail me in various ways!#my parents are understandably traumatised and 24/7 fixated on my health so no reprieve there #my friend is good and lovely but she's barely keeping her own head above water herself #and my partner....complete flop #can't talk about my illness because it upsets him and he needs comforting instead #i have to go visit him on his terms because he won't take time off work and his ocd means he refuses to leave his city #so this obviously limits when/how much i can see him since it's 2.5 hours to reach his house #and when i do see him he only really entertains Cute Gay Romance fantasy so vibe killer conversations are no go #since obviously i'm way less desirable when bumming him out talking about my mortality lmao #but that means that i can't and shouldn't really lean on him in literally any way in any matter #so i spend so many days sitting in my house dwelling on scary thoughts with not much to break it up! absolutely maddening lol #think i would kill sometimes just to have someone around who i can uncomplicatedly cry to but being in your 20s is about Not having that #fuck an organ transplant at this point i'll take having a shoulder strong enough for me to lean on!#maudlin on main again but i'll get over it

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tj-crochets · 1 year ago

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I felt like doing some hand sewing today and still had a few of those “some assembly required” mini embroidered plushie kits, so here’s a little starry rainbow cat!

I did not do the embroidery, I’ll add the link to the etsy shop I got it from in a minute once I find it again

#sewing #handmade #plushie #sometimes you just want to spend you lunch break watching taskmaster and assembling a tiny cat #I got to lean out a window and tear a fake shutter off a wall today!#because the top of the shutter came loose from the wall #and with the storm it was kinda flopping around and could fall and hit someone #but it was too windy for ladders #I didn’t really tear it I used wire cutters on the weird plastic tie thing holding it #but it was very much enrichment for my enclosure #I got to use tools! and essentially throw a large object out a window to crash onto the concrete! (it did no damage to itself or the ground)#(we just couldn’t leave it dangling to potentially fall on someone later)

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anonymusbosch · 9 days ago

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decided to bloomscroll instead of doomscroll and now I've got the Yearnings

Liliaceae in the San Gabriel Mountains. Look at them. Goddamn. They're just out there!! damn!!! and I've seen and love Humboldt lilies (my favorite lily!!) and Plummer's mariposa lily and desert mariposa lilies but I've never seen a pine fritillary! a lemon lily! i need i need i need

#i intend to be Eyeing the bloom reports #i intend also to drag some local friends down if there's a good flowering #i will attempt to assume the linguistic mantle of stellers song one sec:#im climbing the curtains I'm clawing my way up the walls I'm gnawing on the baseboards i need to get out and see them #rolling around in the sand flopping and writhing about it #eating rocks about it #in june u just know i gotta have the gas tank full to leave at a MOMENT'S notice to get down to that sweet sweet sngb dmoj interface #i KNOW there's been no rain AT ALL but . but. it rains today. the desert blooms are probably scant and pale but perhaps - perhaps !-#the high elevation mountain perennials will be there

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raspberry-beret · 2 months ago

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1326 - Club

#my post #capsule wardrobe #capsule #fashion #style #minimalism #minimalist wardrobe #minimalist fashion #white #black #orange #beige #fall #sandwich #honestly the sandwich flip flops are foul but how could I ever leave them out??

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adimouze · 2 months ago

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#kinda feels like my last weekend watching this sport ngl #i cant imagine hatewatching fueling a full season next year #daniel deserved to be there more than most #the three stooges flopping out there and daniel had to leave for nothing #fuck this sport #i hope to see daniel at the met gala looking gorgeous #i wanna see his face but actively engaging in this sport sucks without my boy in a car

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crimeronan · 1 year ago

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by far the most vexing part of regular exercise is the need to shower regularly. my standard of personal hygiene is such that i shower when it becomes too uncomfortable to sleep, which i'm sure everyone thinks is gross but like. i do what i gotta do. during my worst autoimmune flares i could go like ten days between showers bc i couldn't stop sleeping & absolutely could not spend energy on Cleaning My Body. nowadays if i exclusively lay in bed, i can go 2-3 days between showers (when it isn't hot) before i feel Yucky. but if i exercise?? fuck me. ya bitch has to get in the wet box every goddamn day. i go out and shamble my crippled ass over a few miles, wandering wherever my ADHD whims take me, and then i have to save enough energy for showering because there's this WHOLE OTHER TASK that i have to do now before i can sleep. otherwise i will be uncomfortably aware of The Sludge and The Slime and The Skin and lay awake for hours. i am TIRED of washing my hair and scrubbing off grime. Let Me Exercise Without Getting Gross!!!

#this could be solved if i swam instead of walking but currently #my swim habits are impeded by executive dysfunction and spotty car access #with walking i can just put on my shoes and leave. dangerous kid impulses turned adult self-care #now i'm sure in a month i'll be back to sedentary flopping because i lack the attention span for long-term habits #but i'm letting the walking bug bite me for as long as it's willing.#just got out of the wet box. which i surrendered to after 3 hours of trying to sleep.#autoimmune tag

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s4w-yer · 4 months ago

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Crawlings after McCraken telling him "SQ would be more useful than you"

leave my boy SQ alone 😭

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ghost-proofbaby · 9 months ago

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considering writing something based on my dream last night (before my nightmare) solely because it was so damn stupid but caused so much damn yearning for a man

#it’s ridiculous #the man in question was actually noah sebastian which has thrown off my whole rhythm this entire morning/afternoon #it was something so silly and stupid but like #the YEARNING i felt when i woke up in a cold sweat #my friend and i were hanging out drunk and he was there and i was secretly pining for his attention #he was drunk as well and went from laying on the floor near my friend to walking over to me #and then just. laying his body weight on me.#flopping down and burying his face in my neck #no explanation #then getting up and leaving just as i got comfortable #literally NO explanation i just went ‘okay’#oh to be squished by someone and to feel safe in the cocoon of their warmth WAAAAH

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sunfloralchaos · 6 months ago

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Once I'm done with ongoing things I'll probably take a serious break from shit,,, not feeling worth it at the moment

#working my through infernal heritage stuff #book layout v hard but were getting there #i was going to go straight into running the next thing for lost haven but i probably need to give it a rest #full of ideas and all but its just #ive lost the desire to do the work for it recently #since im essentially doing all of it for free it becomes very difficult when i just want it to be over #the deck of beginnings flopping hasnt helped motivation either #im just #not in a place where i can do anything i want #i might never be #ive got acme in september #i have megacon in January #tho im seriously considering pulling out from megacon at this point #having to fight the urge to leave other things im part of #🤷 not feeling good #a resurgence in old social life problems has destroyed me and any motivation i might have had #somehow feels worse this time round even if less world ending #cant be comfortable online anymore tbh #and its tanked my art motivation #this is rivalling 2021 levels of i cant #feels bad man

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eebie · 3 months ago

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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........creachure

#cats #his eyes are always so big and weird he no longer looks like a cat anymore sometimes.. in a way...#it's hard to understand.. complicated vibes on this boy #his summer sprawl (laying flopped out on the floor weird because of the heat)#I AM still trying to get some costumes done and also post another poll advtnure so I can finally finish it lol #the weather this month has just been soooo.... There was the heat wave and then after like 2 days of coolenss where I was like 'ah! finally #I can be productiv!' but just as soon as I had recovered from the heat.. it got hot again ghhhh #currently sweating inside. I actually had to leave my doctors appointment early today because I was just so so warm from #sitting in the car and the fac tthat half the buildings still do not have their air up very high and etc. and I felt so nausous #and flushed and started to get back and stomach pains for some reason.. Which I guess is good in a way to further confirm to doctors that #I Have Something Wrong With Me lol (most normal people should not be this heat sensitive I think) but is also still a little stinky #because I still payed a copay for the fulla appointment time but cit it short by leaving 15minues early.. grrr #ANYWAY. It seems like recently it's just hot all the time but it will ocasionally tempt you with a cool day of reprieve BUT don't let your #guard down! because as soon as you start to think 'hey things are getting better! :0' the sun will be like NO actualy. scalding temperature #be upon ye..#Which of COURSE. I would rather have hot weather with little breaks in between than just constant hot weather. 100% definitely.#but it just always makes me sad because I get my hopes up lol.. JUST as I've recovered from the past heat and am So Ready To Start #On All My Things now That I'm Not As Sick And Hey Maybe It's Even Cool Enough To Do A Costume! .. my hopes are dashed #.. woe and so on and so forth. . Which I am stil managing to get a few things done but just.. not the things I really WANT to do (costumes.#sculptures. edit videos. etc. ).#anyway.. look at son.. If nothing else I still have lots of cat photos.. my sole productivity offerings to the internet online world

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mars-and-the-theoi · 1 year ago

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Anyways Phobos and Deimos, I dedicate the bat getting into my room and me being scared shitless and having an hour long panic attack before anyone was able to help me to you guys.

#a bat somehow got into my house (idk how) then managed to wiggle beneath the gap between my door and the floor and get into my room :)#I legit thought it was a sock until it started flopping around then I fucking lost my shit #my sibling and their fiancé saw it first but it got into my room :)#I’m cool with bats but from a distance :)#I legit thought I was gonna die cause I couldn’t catch my breath and I was starting to get super hot under the blanket I was hiding under :)#my mom ended up leaving work early and a combined coalition of her and my sibling’s fiancé got me out of my room :)#my mom basically had to drag me out because I was too scared to move :) while my sibling’s fiancé covered the bottom of my door :)#I’m literally petrified now :) I’m not gonna get any sleep tonight :)#I’m gonna throw out pretty much everything in my room idc idc

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elizabethrobertajones · 1 year ago

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I think Modern AU Halsin should wear my Does A Bear Shit In The Woods socks

(Don't worry about my anatomy, I'm just taking advantage of being one of the few people who can show off the sole and leg of a sock in one go... This is nowhere near stretched enough to hurt myself :P)

#Halsin #tbh modern au halsin is the type of man to leave a trail of socks and any other superfluous clothes everywhere he goes #but I think he'd appreciate them for about 10 minutes before he finds some excuse to start taking socks off again #(to be clear this is not judgemental... one of my main characters spends 3 days in March over the course of the novel in flip flops)#(I've walked a mile in his - oh he's lost his shoes again never mind)#bg3 #.... do 5 tags even still keep you out of a main tag these days

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swiftfootedachilles · 1 year ago

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what do i have to do to get people to read my stuff actually like im not about to get in everyones faces begging for attention but i dont understand how im expected to make FREE fandom content without much feedback on my work

#ignore my ranting but im actually so fucked disillusioned #like why are there so many people who scream about supporting each other and lifting up small creators #and they never do it themselves unless its their friend #sorry i dont sit at the popular table but i never expected that it would impact my reach this much #my newest fic has more hits but less kudos and less comments than my first #it's so obvious people only interacted on my first fic *because* it was my first fic #and thank you so fucking much to the people who have given me kind words #and literally religiously rbing my stuff because you think im worth listening to #this isn't about me crying because im not popular #people with bigger followings are naturally going to get more attention #but the only reason ive started posting my fics is because all these POPULAR BLOGS were like 'we support each other here!!!'#'were a big family were not a big fandom so any time someone posts it brings a smile to our faces!' blah blah blah #like youre out here lying for clout you literally only leave feed or kudos if its your fucking friend 😭 not even if its good #i guess id rather have less people interacting if it means the feedback i get is genuine and not just blowing smoke up my ass #but it still hurts to write a fic that flops and then write another fic thats over 3x longer than my first fic #WITH A PREMISE THAT POPULAR WRITERS HAVE WRITTEN ABOUT BEFORE AND BLEW UP FOR IT AND PEOPLE IDOLIZE THEIR WRITING #so im expecting to get more feedback and constructive criticism because it's a concept that a lot of people seem to love #only to get EVEN LESS FEEDBACK THAN ON MY FIRST FIC #like sorry to everyone who genuinely likes my writing i actually love you so much #but im very rejection sensitive and don't plan on continuing this. it seriously hurts me. it triggers my abandonment and selfhatred shit ba #like im sick to my stomach that another thing im passionate about is sucking the life out of me & i cant even get my foot in the door #donut rebagel this thanks and goodbye

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