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gaybuckybarnesss · 1 month

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NICK BOSA "Shorts Guy": Front squats 475lbs

#no thoughts in that head #kinda why can't really be mad #nick bosa #those thighs 🤤#excuse me i'm hypnotized by them #*

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bacchuschucklefuck · 3 months

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the boy-but-not-that-way-ism of riz gukgak send tweet

#not art #have been chipping away at a more... proper? so to say. piece of the kids for keepsake. and since its of them at the beach Im rotating #gender stuff in brain again. riz and gorgug ping a lot of the like funny gender stuff in my brain #very specifically adjacent to cultural understanding of it all... like I did say I do think riz has a gender and it can be #translated to ''man'' in solesian understanding but also that boy has close to no self awareness nor does he want to #he grew up as ''goblin'' before ''boy'' and it's kinda how he perceives himself. got a gender but doesn't wanna do much with it #kinda imagining him seeing his grandparents again and realizing that there's a gap there between himself and his grandpa too #and sitting with that for a bit. not for long that kid doesnt do that but for just a little bit #man I truly really do love that riz is aroace. my boy of the unquantifiable unimportant margins....#gorgug though is 100% trans lmao. there's a kinda distance to his own body in how he acts #that's kinda common in ''mad scientist'' characters? (or maybe my perspective's just skewed due to willow jenkins lmao)#kid spent the first two seasons fitting himself in places he Should be able to fit. and s3 is pretty much all about him Making New Spaces #thing is despite looking ardently for like. the reason Why he can't fit in in the first season I think gorgug really does #love his gnome parents and love being their child. and its confusing and tough to have to learn why something you love still hurts you #he wants it to not. he wants to make sense. and then it does and it changes nothing really #until he actively makes choices based on what he's learned. like. damn idk how to word it but #just like the ability to say ''actually this Is my life what are u gonna do? stop me from living it?'' is a powerful force #its rly fun to look at these two guys in these contexts thats like #they will never win the gender game just by virtue of being who they are. it's not designed for folks like them to win #but riz would simply not play and gorgug would design his Own game he's the champion of. and I think that rules

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alsojnpie · 4 months

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If the ask thing is still allowed, is ur Papyrus purely the horrortale one or is OG Papyrus also there? Love ur art and stuff btw aaaa Ur self-ship art is so cute >\\\\\<

awwwwwe thank you :' ) i will hold your kind words tight and treasure them forever❤️❤️

and you mean my imaginary friends right?

sometimes i do imagine og papyrus because it makes me sad to think of him being left out and i love him so much. but that's more me playing with daydream toys, then him being a real imaginary friend. (which like, playing with daydream toys is kind of the first step to imaginary friend! but..)

i haven't seen the real imaginary friend him ever since years ago (i can rewind the tape in my mind and you can actually pinpoint the second his heart rips in half) and it feels insulting to force. he left on purpose. i could probably make a new one and indeed I've half-heartedly tried but again it feels rude. also that was the most tangible and least constructed papyrus in my mind so anything i make specifically to replace him inevitably feels kinda phony.

#sharing was hard for him. kinda.#he wasn't mad or anything. i think it was just a sad shock to him that i couldn't live in imaginary thoughts all the time :(#it was a sad shock to me too but life moves forward #and blending the real and imaginary gives both a richness and depth that one alone can't achieve #anyway thats why i won't play ut I'm scared that even if i do he won't come back and that'll make me sad sad #just realized because of this ask that i couldn't really enjoy daydreams of him since he left. ough QQ wjat do #i know it's all a pretend world in my mind but even then it's hard to request someone come back to you #when it feels like they wanted to leave #it really helps that htp has explicitly said I'M NOT LEAVING!! IF YOU THINK I LEFT ON PURPOSE IT'S A LIE FROM YOUR BRAIN!!!#but that was established after last March in which he DID leave but not in a bad way. he was just trying to help #but we decided that it did not help in fact it the opposite of helped #a lot of the time real life throws off my imagination groove

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eikichi-supremacy · 6 months

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hey so do you think wtv keiko had to deal with growing up with yusuke could be considered a type of parentification

#god chapters where barely anything happens except a character's realization about things can be hard ...#im writing another keiko pov chapter and it's hard because well!!#keiko was never really a main focus in the series and as time goes on she gets even less of a focus so i have to fill in these spots #in her personality and views that aren't really explored. im taking a lot of liberties lets say #and idek if it's gonna read as in character cos of that #anyway im tryna say that like. pre series keiko was basically this presence in yusuke's life and he saw her as a pain but he cared #she was there to scold him and cajole him into going to his classes and she was his only friend #now we know atsuko was negligent and idk how involved the yukimuras were in his life but i feel like keiko #whether directly or indirectly was given this duty like you have to keep him outta trouble #you're smart you're mature he needs someone like you. this responsibility just kind of put on her before she can understand the weight of i #and she can't really comprehend that weight until it's abruptly taken from her. yusuke dies and there's no one to shepherd #i feel like keiko should get to be mad about this. this realization of the nature of their dynamic. keiko planning things around yusuke #who's never done that in his life. not because he's purposely being thoughtless but bc he was never the one to have to plan #to think about what their future looks like. he just kinda drifted along and keiko tried to do damage control. it wasn't fair #yusuke is keeping secrets from her she is scared of high school and that he'll die again without her knowing why and it's unfair #so she should get to be mad also because girls getting to be mad is one of my favorite things 👍🏼#the realization that yusuke won't be lost without her so she shouldn't hinge her life on the expectation that he will be #she worries about yusuke a lot i think. especially after he comes back from the dead. and i think kuwa's presence would help ease that #dread in her heart. it doesn't have to be just me. there's someone who can be there with him always and it doesn't have to be me #the guilty relief of not having to be the sacrifice. but kuwa doesn't mind so maybe it's okay this way #idk just rambles about my fic while i puzzle out how to word it #character analysis #yukimura keiko #yu yu hakusho

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chaoswillcalmusdown · 2 months

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i wonder how much of richie being dismissive of carmy and claire in season 3 connects back to his marriage with tiff crumbling while he took carmy's role(as son/brother) of helping donna cope post mikey's death

#the richie mikey carmy grief triangle is just very dense #it's not really a triangle atp is it ??#the bear #i want to talk more about richie and carmy and mikey and grief lads #anyone ???#i don't get how people can't understand why richie is so mad at carmy still despite the phone apology #richie's family crumbled while he helped mikey's mom grieve #richie calling carmy donna was fucked and you can see that he knows that #but the way carmy goes on to say richie is a leach and just clinging on to them while he doesn't belong #when he totally fucking does belong!!#and then he just apologizes on the phone like 'oh yeah sorry. see ya tomorrow'#of couRse it's not resolved #i kinda love that it didn't resolve #as much as i can't wait for the blow up #i think it needed to fester #it's just delicious conflict #richie's too hurt to properly bring it up and carmy's spiralling and thinks his apology solved it #bc berzattos will be cruel to one another and then just move on

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shadeswift99 · 2 years

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Hot take: How chill an MCC streamer is about possibly having to replay a game due to technical issues is a pretty accurate indicator of how fun they'll be to watch overall

#mcc #shade rambles #like on a surface level i get why somebody might be disappointed if they were doing really well，I would be too #but idk it just really puts me off when people are Overly Mad about it #oh my mind because of how chill hbomb is being about all the tech issues #I've never watched him before but that's a good sign i think #compared to Some Other Streamers in the past #it's kinda embarassing to get super mad about stuff the organizers can't control especially if there's this weird implication of like #''this issue is sabotaging Me Specifically''#glad to not see any of that this time #that i know of

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my-thoughts-and-junk · 8 months

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'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊

#random thoughts #stardew valley #love the idea of a clint who slowly loses interest in emily and starts fixating on the farmer #it wouldn't get violent so not REALLY a yandere he just gets kinda stalker-y and really passive-aggressive #about you talking to and romancing other people #i just wish more stardew mods kept the original kind of asshole-y personalities of the nonromancable characters #don't make morris a sympathetic guy whose dad died and he's 'just following orders' give me reasons WHY he thinks pelican town sucks #and make me be able to kiss him anyway #a character doesn't need to be morally good for me to understand their motivations!!!#GIVE ME ASSHOLE WIZARD!!!#actually you know what i love the idea of clint killing someone and immediately regretting it #like in a heat of the moment 'my crush's spouse is arguing with me while im forging and well.'#'i got mad and i had a hammer'#immediately freaks out but OBVIOUSLY he can't go to harvey about this!!!#so he takes the body (were they still breathing? he was so freaked out he can't remember anymore and he hates it)#and buries it in the grove of trees behind his house where you get that one statue #goes inside and cries himself to sleep or smth #gets all jumpy for a while until you trigger his next heart event #when you go to his shop while he's visibly upset and he's like #'would you still like me even if i did something really wrong? would we still be friends?'#and depending on how you answer he either gets moderately back to normal or kills himself #the ghost of your spouse starts haunting him btw. visible only to him #you can see inside his house before you enter during the cutscene and you (the player) can see the ghost #but when you go inside it's gone #if he kills himself you find a note saying to check out back to see what he did #my guilty pleasure is really fucking edgy character mods can you tell #anyway if you get married and have a kid after this the kid has your deceased spouse's name by default <3

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edelorion · 4 months

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#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

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kingspuppet · 8 months

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Hey. Hey Atlus. Why are you okay with putting Black Mask and Loki into Reload (even if they're just DLC costume and usable Persona) which is totally unrelated to P5 but you can't even put him in spin-offs and other P5 related things??

#; OOC || Bri ♟️#//I'm actually kinda mad.#//Like don't get me wrong I'm hyped to see the representation.#//But why can't we get actual Goro content for it???#//The only thing we ever really got was a BM figure and while I adore him to shreds it really makes no sense.#//Like why spoil it in a game that has no relation to it when they literally could've given us BM content in Tactica's DLC????#//I'm actually shaking. It feels so silly to be this angry.#//But what the actual fuck. What's the point???

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emiliemaria · 6 months

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#tbh i hate when couples argue in fics #this makes me stop reading but I'm pushing through for this one just because them already being a couple isn't disgusting me yet #it is also written perfectly so the author gets a pass #even tho I don't get why there's a need to always write an argument scene just for the sake of angst #can't couple juste hold hands and be like wow i'm so secure in this relationship you're the best person for me i love you end of the story #i'm so mad i hate couples and romance #also yes i knew there would be angst and an argument @ some point just didn't think it was going to be abt ~that~ in the context of the fic #also thought person A who's supposed to be soooo in love and soooo desperate would never act like that but oh well #kinda ooc but it's okay i get this story for free i can't really complain

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born-to-lose · 1 year

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Missing people and regretting shit o'clock