#and manipulation i dont like doing it and sometimes i do it unwillingly and then i beat myself over it like;

[matrix-pawz]

ISTG I wanna ramble on to somebody about ghost and pals but it'd all be gibberish :/

[kkysolo]

I realized the reason the cultist, and all the glory I’ve seen you receive regarding that series- rubs me the wrong way, is that: coming from someone who’s survived a cult, it just feels like it somehow glorifies cults. With that being said, some of what you wrote is accurate and I couldn’t even make it past half the second chapter because it’s just, is too much. I think it’s too often people consider cults ‘something of the past’ and don’t consider that there are still many forms of cults today in 2021. It’s a serious thing that leaves people traumatized and scarred. I understand it seems like an interesting or fun or similar topic when considering the first order, but it just rubs me the wrong way that so many people hype about it and love cult Kylo when in reality it’s a horrifying experience many people still go through today.

alright so here’s what i’m gonna do, i’m gonna put this under a read more because the rest of the world doesn’t need to see, nor hear about, my trauma’s unwillingly. 

but what really rubs me the wrong way, is you assuming it’s fine to come into someone’s ask box anonymously and make anyone feel like they have to defend their own trauma or experience to anyone on the internet. you don’t owe me an explanation of your trauma, and i am truly sorry for what you went through. but that does not make it okay for you to assume offhand that someone is writing something for “fun” and not for catharsis from their own traumas. 

cw’s for the following content: domestic abuse mention, entrapment mention, rape mention, the whole nine-yards. 

i am once again going to preface this by letting you know that i am sorry for what you went through. but i do not treat this as a ‘fun’ topic, nor do i treat it as something that doesn’t leave those who endure it as scarred. 

was i in a cult? no. i’ve said several times, though, in the chapter notes for the story, that this is based on my own experience of domestic abuse and severe entrapment. 

my experience is that of being forced to stay inside someone’s tiny apartment for nine months of my life, almost never seeing daylight, and spending most of that time locked in either the bathroom or the bedroom. tied to a radiator, sometimes the bed. i was manipulated and brainwashed into assuming my family and friends hated me, my social media was cut off, and i was isolated from the outside world. i was manipulated into thinking my only place in the world was there, to serve where i was, and nowhere else. and that if he was not there, my life had no purpose. i have navigated my experience with this domestic abuse situation through The Cultist - because it was my way of purging those memories that i find difficult to directly verbalise, in my own way.

the point of the story is not to glamourise the cult, it’s to highlight the issues caused by entrapment - issues i currently, still, face with PTSD - and abuse. TC kylo is not the abuser in this story, which, i can only assume, is why people enjoy him, because he is written as experiencing these symptoms, and these issues, but still is seen as worthy and loveable - something i have directly struggled with, and i channel through writing him. if he can be loved among his traumas, so can i. 

i wanted to write this in a way where i could refrain from making kylo ren the abuser, because i could never stand to see him in the light of my own. my own personal choice. the way it made sense in my mind to write it, was to have both rc and kylo entrapped, as there are parts of me and my experience in both of their characters. 

furthermore: one of my traumas that is often written about in this fandom is violent rape. but i do not go into the askbox’s of those who write it anonymously and assume they do not have their own trauma’s to navigate in their own ways. and even if they didn’t? it’s their content, they can write as they wish. 

i am sorry for what you went through. i dont wish entrapment or manipulation of any kind on anyone, much less that of a cult. but as i said, this is my catharsis journey. 

[ill-be-istj-if-no-one-else-is]

Im going to explain my personality so you can confirm or deny if im an infp 5w6. Firstly I do relate to 5s fear of being useless and incapable. I dont go out of my way to help anyone, but if someone wants me to help them, I will try to do what I can or give them advice. If im not able to help them I say something obvious/vague so it still looks like I know what im talking about. I really hate looking stupid or feeling inferior to anyone. I also hate feeling powerless.[1/8]

I feel so pathetic when I cant do anything to influence something in certain situations. I relate to 7s fear too. I hate feeling any type of negative emotion and I just want to enjoy myself and have fun. I care very much about satisfying my own desires just so I can feel better and not feel like im forcing anything on myself or doing anything unwillingly. I also hate feeling like someone is controlling me or has any power over me. I love having freedom to do whatever I feel like doing.[2/8]              

Restrictions make me angry. Im an observant person and im not great at talking to people or forming any type of relationships with anyone. Its hard for me to find people I can get along with. Im opinionated and I love sharing my perspective on things with everyone to see what they think. I enjoy making people not able to counter my points. It usually means I have evolved my way of thinking or the person wasnt very smart. Im surprisingly good at manipulating people without even realizing it.[3/8]            

           Im extremely suspicious of people so it takes me years to trust anyone. Ive been considered selfish by many people but I think its because theres no way I can possibly understand anyone besides myself. Isnt it pointless and rude to make assumptions about someone? And I would rather not risk being wrong. I am great at predicting what someone will do. With people im close with or have a good understanding of them, I know exactly what they will say and what their next actions will be.[4/8]            

           Im usually never wrong about this. I am confident in myself and I am aware of my limits. I am not afraid to confront someone if I feel like I need to to feel satisfied. I am mainly concerned about how something will benefit me or how I feel rather than how others feel. I can easily come up with a bunch of ideas or solutions in most situations. When I think of solutions I have no problem considering everything detail to find a perfect solution or offer multiple if there is nothing ideal.[5/8]            

           Im a quiet person. I am very competitive when I care about something. Winning is always important to me. I am very pessimistic because I hate disappointing myself. Id rather be surprised than disappointed. I like when things are less organized because of how interesting things can get. If I say something, Im obviously confident in the trueness of it so when someone says I am wrong I get confused/offended and panic until I can convince them I was actually right.[6/8]            

           If im wrong about something I start to question what is actually true and doubt ability to be correct. I am prideful so I hate having to accept being wrong. I seem uncaring to a lot of people but sometimes I do actually care, im just not very expressive of those feelings. I am very defensive of myself. If someone even touches me I am instantly ready to attack whoever it was, I usually dont, I prepare just in case. You never know what can happen.[7/8]        

           I can be very dramatic/panic if I feel completely hopeless which isnt very often but often enough to mention. To avoid overthinking, im impulsive when I make decisions or do something. Thinking just wastes time in some situations. I am considerate of people I care about. Im not afraid of negative things happening because they havent happened yet so why would I be worrying about it. This is a lot so I'm going to end it here. Hopefully I included all of the relevant information about myself.[8/8]            

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Hi,

You sound like neither an INFP nor a 5 and I think you’re an ExTP 7. There is also a decent amount of contradiction in here, which may be situational but might be a sign that you need some more time to get a better understanding of your own personality (as many people do - if you’re in your teens or have low/no Fi, this is very normal).

To start off, you mention that you relate to 7 as well, and you provide considerably more evidence in favor of that - avoiding negative emotion, indulging in your desires, impulsivity, and so forth. 5 is really not indulgent nor avoidant of negative emotions, and 5s as a rule aren’t particularly good with people or manipulation either as they will almost always rather withdraw from the situation. 7′s core fear is to be trapped or deprived and unable to do what they want, and that sounds by far the most accurate. My guess is 7w8 here, and possibly with an 8 fix as well.

There is really nothing that looks like high Fi in this, to be honest. Ti is the function that tends to be motivated and excited by making other people unable to counter their points. High Ti users tend to enjoy arguments for arguments sake (vs. for a specific goal) and Ti-Fe users tend to be more interested in getting everyone’s perspective than Fi-Te users. Fi-doms are also typically not very good at manipulation; when unhealthy they tend to get invested in authenticity and thinking everyone else is fake but they don’t really need the approval of others in the same way, so there’s not that same motivation to manipulate in the first place. On a more positive note, Ti users do like problem-solving and tend to take pride in that ability.

You mentioned you’re a quiet person, but so much of this question is about interacting with other people, being somewhat confrontational, and being impulsive. Overall I think there is very prominent extroverted perceiving and better Fe than Si displayed here - the overall style seems very extroverted to me.

I could go with either Se or Ne as a lot of this was general extroverted perceiving; both can be pretty good at predicting things since Se tends to pick up on many tiny details (ESxPs are among the best at reading people) and Ne tends to think of so many possibilities that the right one is often among them; both often can come up with multiple solutions, and so on. There’s nothing that specifically points to one or the other here for me (and they can be hard to tell apart) so I’d consider your spatial awareness/reasoning and your thought processes in terms of abstract/concrete.

[gettin-bi-bi-bi]

Ive only been in two relationships and my last one ended really poorly and not that long ago and I just can't help but think Im a bad person cause of when they told me I'm manipulative. I never thought of myself that way, my friends never thought of me that way. One of my friends thinks that they were kinda gaslighting me? We weren't even together that long and I'm still mourning them even after all the shit hit the fan. It's still so raw. Sorry for the rant.

Gaslight Anon: like idek if he actually is gaslighting me or if he actually doesn't remember these things. I feel like he is but idk... i would like to see a therapist but i just dont have time right now because of work. I can't even move out if i wanted to bc of the lease either...

It’s impossible for me to understand what’s going on between your ex and you with but I know that some abusive people have started kind of meta-gaslighting people by making them think they were the ones being manipualtive. So maybe that’s what’s going on here but again, I don’t know. Or maybe you did have some manipulative behaviour. Sometimes people do hurtful things unwillingly. It doesn’t automatically make you a bad person if you did something that hurt your (ex-)partner. Sometimes we fuck up accidentially. What makes you a good or bad person is how you deal with that after realising that you fucked up.

Note that I’m not saying you fucked up and manipulated your ex. Again, I have no idea what happened and it’d be highly unethical to act as if I knew what was going on. Just saying... even if he was right in saying what he said - that doesn’t mean you’re an irredeemably bad person. It just means you made a mistake and you will get a chance to make it better next time.

I also think that it is a good idea to get professional help for your mental health. If you can’t afford seeing a therapist offline you might want to look into decent online counselling. That can be done really good, too, and is often cheaper. And I guess it’s also more flexible in time so you might be able to make online appointments after work.

Maddie

[mumuho]

I need you to kiss me - Kai (pt.1)

Supernatural AU! In which you accidentally establish a link between you and Kai, causing him to become dependent on your kisses for survival.

Fluuuuuuuff

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Two years. That’s how long you’ve been in the same school as Kim Jongin. During those years the interaction between you have been nothing more than that of a passing in the hallways. Being part of a rather small group, you rarely meet new friends, while Jongin, as a dedicated ballerino, is often seen in the dance studio by himself.

And yet here you are, two days after your first conversation, with your lips tightly pressed against said ballerino; your relationship with him still the same as before, virtually non-existent.

How you had ended up in a situation like this was all due to that god-forsaken bracelet.

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The first time Jongin had made an appearance in your life was seven years ago, when his performance had taken your breath away. Everything, from his facial expressions, to the subtle actions of his fingertips, was beyond perfection. Even to your young, uneducated mind it was apparent how much work and effort Jongin had put behind his performance.

You felt as if your whole world had toppled over, realizing how many hours, days and months you had wasted just because you were certain you didn’t “have talent”, while Jongin had been working hard every single day to improve.

It wasn’t about talent; it was about hard work. For some reason you felt the need to convey your thoughts to your source of inspiration.

“I have to meet him.” That had been your only thought. Even though you didn’t remember his face and would soon forget his name, you were dead-set on meeting this boy. Unfortunately, you weren’t the only one. Although the amount of people who were familiar with the name “Kim Jongin” back then was limited, those who knew him were devoted fans.

Though you wanted to make it known to him just how much his performance had touched you, it seemed difficult to convince him of this when you had nothing to show for it other than the feelings in your heart, and seeing all the other fans holding bouquets so big they covered their faces, only made it more difficult.

However, you were determined to at least convey your thoughts. Even if your feelings would look small compared to them, you had to do it. You had unwillingly left the concert hall after writing a smudged text on a napkin and wrapped one of your belongings in it, a bracelet with one single charm. That was the only thing you were able to gift him.

In hindsight, it probably looked like a five-year old had written that letter. Sometimes you’d reach for the bracelet only to realize that, you had gifted it a long time ago.

So imagine the surprise when you found an exact replica of that bracelet lying on the ground. Finding that bracelet had been like a reunion with an old friend. It had fit just as well as seven years ago, your wrist size having remained practically the same during those years.

Unfortunately, it was the very moment you wore that bracelet that Kai became linked to you.

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The first time you share a kiss is during a lunch break. While you happily chatter away with your friends as your food goes cold, Kai comes staggering down the stairs, scanning the area for you, his target. You only notice him when your friends suddenly go quiet and stare at the boy behind you. He’s wearing sunglasses indoors.

“W-what is it?” You stutter, whole body rigid with fear of the unknown behind you.

“There you are --ah,” he says and though you’re unaccustomed to his voice, it’s not completely foreign. 

“I need to... “ he hesitates for a second, “...talk to you.”

“Now?” You stare at your friends and then back at him. 

“Yeah, now.” 

“Alright, hold on a sec.” 

-----

The two of you don’t walk very far away, just far enough to have some privacy.

Kai looks a bit sweaty and hesitant, thinking of the smoothest way to ask his question. You never pegged him as the shy type, considering how comfortable he seems to be with an audience. But he can’t stop fiddling with the hem of his shirt.

“What did you want to talk about?” 

Just get it over with. Rip the band-aid off in one go. He’s already visualized this scene several times in his head, that’s what Sehun told him to do to gain confidence but Kai’s request comes out so quietly you have to ask him to repeat himself.

“I said, ‘I need you to kiss me.’” 

As someone who’s used to being on stage and well-versed in managing his expressions, you’d expect Kai to be better at hiding his emotions. 

“W-what?”

Kai’s ears are slowly turning beet red when he repeats the sentence a third time. “I need you to kiss me.”

Taken aback by his frank request you, too, are unable to mask your emotions.  

“Do you remember the conversation we had?” he asks in a low voice. “About how I need consistent contact with you due to .... that.” He nods at the bracelet on your arm. 

You had gone over the conversation between the two of you over and over last night, trying to figure out whether Kai had been truthful or not. On one hand, you had never thought of him as the lying and manipulative type, but people weren’t always what they appeared to be. On the other hand, what could he possibly gain from spinning such a complex lie? And why you? And why hadn’t you been able to remove the bracelet? There were so many things that you simply couldn’t explain.

“Don’t freak out, okay?” Kai says, his breath a bit short. He slowly removes his sunglasses and you instinctively tense up when you see his eyes. In any other situation you would’ve lost yourself in his beautiful brown eyes, but there’s a blackness that occupies the outer corners of his eyes that grabs all your attention.

“It doesn’t look very pleasant, but I figured, it’d be easier to convince you if you could see the effects in real time.”

You stand silently staring at him. Despite having mulled over this for hours, you still feel doubtful. 

If he’s tricking me, it’s better to find out now rather than later. “Okay,” you murmur under your breath. Let’s get this over with. Your palms are sweaty and then, without any warning you stand on your tip-toes and press your lips against his.

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[bbskars-blog]

Roman Godfrey Imagine

Roman Godfrey x reader

Requested: “Can you make onr Where i am peters sister and i like roman and he likes me to which i dont know and his otger friend makes a bet to get me in bed and it works but he doesnt want it to be a brt anymore but its too late and the next day at school i daw his friends give him money and telling that he get me in bed and i hear him and roman os not happy that he got the money but he fakes it and he sees me and i run off and peter finds out and fights with roman and after a couple of days at scgool this boy corners me at the lockrs and touches me and days he doesnt to things like that to me and i dont want it and he tries to touch me and roman sees it and  fights him and he helps me yo his house and we talk and we get together? :)”

Your Pov You had just arrived to school after being driven by your brother Peter. when you guys got there he immediately left your side saying he needed to talk to one of his teachers. You didn't mind slash didn't care so yo just went your own way which was to your locker.

In school you were considered the shy girl who wasn't popular but at the same time you weren't considered a loser either. People knew who you were and you knew others but didn't converse. You just sticked with your group of friends.

You hated school. School was never really your thing but the only reason you went was to see your brother friends Roman. You knew a lot about him considering he was friends with your brother but you guys didn't talk that much. Even though Peter was friends with him, he didn't want you getting involved with his friends. This caused you to just day dream about him on what you could've been.

You got to your locker, opened it and started to transfer stuff to and out of your backpack and to the locker. Out of the corner of your eye you saw someone staring at you. You looked at saw Roman staring at you. You offered him a smile to which he returned and you looked away getting back to what you were doing.

Bills Pov Unbeknownst to him, one of his friends who were standing next to him saw Roman staring at you and smirked.

"Trying to figure out how you're going to get the next girl into bed?" One of Romans friends asked.

Roman looked at his friends, "What makes you say that?" All Romans friend did was nod in your direction. Roman looked down unhappily knowing what his friends were about to make him do.

"I'll give you $200 if you get her to sleep with you." His friend said to him.

"That money is like change to him," another friend of his said. Roman hesitated to say anything watching as you walked away. He had a crush on you since you moved here with Peter. Ever since he found out you guys were related, he always wanted to hang out with Peter in hopes that he could have a decent conversation with you but he never could.

"Come on! You doing it or what?" The friend who told him to sleep with her said.

"I'm not sleeping with her." Roman fired back. He began to light a cigarette.

"Too ugly?" One said.

"Not ugly, you've got a crush don't you?" Bill pulled the cigarette out of his mouth. He didn't like appearing weak in front of his friends because he wasn't that type of person, that wasn't part of his reputation.

"I'm telling you right now I can get her to sleep with me!" Bill exclaimed.

"Prove it!"

"I will." With that Roman walked away in search for you, not happy about what he was abou to do.

Your Pov School had finally ended and you walked back to your locker. Waiting for you was no other than Roman Godfrey, who was smoking.

"You know you shouldn't smoke, you'll live longer." You said to Roman opening your locker. You were actually super happy that you and him were finally talking to each other. All Roman did was drop the cigarette on the ground and step on it.

"You shouldn't liter, it's not nice," you said.

"To who is it now nice?" He replied with a smirk.

"What do you want Roman?" You asked him seriously and with more attitude. Romans been over to your house before and you know him, or at least you thought you knew him. He was much sweeter than how he was acting now. More of a gentleman, but you guessed he acted like a jerk because of his reputation.

Romans Pov He looked at your facial expressions and knew he was blowing it.

"I was wondering.......if you....." Roman was having trouble getting the words out. This never happened to him. What happened to him and why were you making him feel like this. He took a breath and told himself that you were just another one of the other girls. Ones he could manipulate to do whatever he wanted. But when he looked up at you again he couldn't. He didn't want to manipulate you. He wanted something real with you.

"I was wondering," he started again, "if you'd like to go out with me Friday night."

Your Pov You looked at him curiously. He went from being cocky to sweet.

"I don't...." you said, knowing your brother wouldn't like it.

"Please, just one night, and if you don't enjoy it then I won't try again." Sometimes when you like someone you had to be selfish. You couldn't think about if others would want you to or not. You had to make the decision not thinking about your brother and what he might think but how you would feel.

"Sure," you finally let out.

"Great, I'll pick you up at 8." Roman said and walked away. You stopped what you were doing and just processed what happened. He never once talked to you before even though he was friends with your brother. Why change? You weren't disappointed, rather happy. You just didn't understand him.

It was now friday night and you were getting ready to go out.

"Where are you off to?" Peter asked walking into your room.

"I'm going out with friends." You told him, scared that if you said you were going out with Roman he would get angry.

"You're wearing makeup. You never wear makeup with your friends."

"Well I just wanted to impress myself for once." You told him. Peter looked at you not believing in what you were saying.

You put on your outfit and finished getting ready. Once done you heard a honk outside and quickly said goodbye to everyone and that you'd return later.

Peters Pov Peter watched has you go into Romans car. What were you doing with him?

Bills Pov Friday night came and Roman took you to an amusement park. He had payed for the whole thing so it would be only you and him there.

You guys were now on the carosel and you were holding onto the bar laughing and smiling. He watched as you smiled, as your eyes sparkled in the moonlight. Your smile lighting up his heart making him smile. Roman has never felt this way before.

He'd usually use girls but with you he wanted to be gentle. Staring at you he was reminded of the bet he made with his friends. He looked down disappointed in himself and angry that he was doing this. He didn't want to have sex with you unless you allowed him to. He was willing to wait for when you'd be ready. He was about to doing something he knew he was going to regret.

Your Pov After going on more rides and eating candy and taking pictures, Roman drove you home. You guys were now in your parking lot just sitting in the car in silence.

"I had fun tonight," you said to him smiling.

He smiled and blushed, "I'm glad you did. Does this mean that we can hang out together again."

"Of course, silly." You guys looked at each other. He started leaning in and you followed his lead. Your lips met and stayed together for a few seconds before pulling away. You looked down smiling. You felt a hand on your chin turn your face to be met with a face that made your knees weak. You guys kissed more passionately this time. You pulled away first and just stared at him and smiled.

"I've got to go," you told him.

"I'll see you tomorrow." You nodded and got out of the car.

Romans Pov Roman watched as you walked to and inside your house.  He looked at the steering wheel and knew that tomorrow he'd regret seeing you. He didn't want tomorrow to come because he wanted you to see him like this, the guy who smiles when you smile. He didn't want you to think he was an asshole. He acted like that at school and didn't care what people tought of him but he did care what you think.

Roman with tears in his eyes drove away wishing tomorrow would never come.

Your Pov "Yep, this is my house, and this is my room," Roman said while leading you into his room. You looked around and just smiled and chuckled.

"What?" Roman asked.

"It's not what I pictured."

"What did you picture then?"

"You don't want to know."

Roman laughed, "I'm not like that." You laughed along with him and ploped yourself onto his bed. All Roman did was stare at you. H ewalked to you and got ontop of you, interwining your hands.

"Hi," you whsipered.

"Hi." You guys continued to stare at each other when he kissed you. He kissed you gently at first but then it started to get more intimate.

He definitely he hated himself after that. He hated his friends but he hated mostly himself for doing this to you.

It was Monday when Romans friends decided to bother him. Roman unwillingly told the story of you and him.

"Alright man, you did well, here's your $400." The friend who made the bet gave Roman the money.

"Did you catch feelings?" One friend asked.

"Do you think someone like me would catch feelings for someone like her?" When he finished his question he turned and saw you staring at him with tears in your eyes. You shook your head and just ran away.

"Awww looks like she caught feelings," one friend told Roman.

Roman just smirked, "Oh well."

Your Pov How could you have been so stupid? To believe someone like him could love you or even care for you. All you were was an object to him.

You cried while you walked home, heartbroken. Did you really think he was a gentleman, or was that a whole lie to get you into bed? All you thought was that you should've listened to Peter.

You were lost in thought when you heard a car horn. You turned around to see what it was and you saw it was Roman. You turned back around and started to walk faster.

"Y/n listen to me," Roman yelled.

"I don't want to listen to anything you have to say," you yelled at him. Roman parked the car and got out and ran toward syou and grabbed your arm and turned you to face him.

You immediately pulled your arm out of his grasp, "Don't touch me!" You shook your head at him, "How could you?"

"I'm sorry," Roman said softly.

"No you're not! You're not sorry. You're just glad that you won the bet and got money!"

"That money is like change to me," Roman said to you.

"It doesn't matter, you wouldn't miss out on the opportunity to have sex with a girl," you yelled at him, "I should've listened to Peter when he told me to stay away from you," you said normally this time.

"Y/n..."

"Don't," you cut him off, "Don't get near me ever again." You walked away leaving behind a crying Roman.

As soon as you got home you slamed the door to your room and cried on your bed.

Peters Pov He was in his room when he heard both the front door and your bedroom door slammed closed. He got up from his bed ad walked to your room where he heard you crying.

He knew that this had something to do with Roman.

Romans Pov Roman was walking outside smoking a cigarette, at school when he was pushed to the ground. He looked up to see Peter.

"You son of a bitch!!!" Peter yelled at Roman. Peter got ontop of him and started to punch Roman in the face.

"You think you can hurt my sister!" Roman didn't fight back, he just took the beating. Peter punched Roman a few more times before he got up. He walked a few feet away and came back and kicked Roman in the stomach. Not realizing that you need there help.

Your Pov You were at your locker when a guy came up to you and started to touch grope you.

"Get your hands off of me," you told th eguy and pushed him away.

"Or what? Your brothers not around?" He smirked.

"Go away." The guy just smiled.

Peters Pov Peter was on the floor about to kick Roman again when he heard a scream, your scream. He looked to the direction and looked at Roman.

Peter helped Roman get up, "Now you're helping me," Roman said sarcasticly.

"Shut up or I will leave you here."

Your Pov You had locked yourself into the girls bathroom while you heard the guy trying to break the door down. You sat up against the farthest wall crying.

You stayed against the wall until you heard the pounding at the door stop. He looked up at the door scared. You heard grunts but still remained where you were.

There was a lighter knock at the door, "Y/n......"

You got up and walked towards the door and opened it to see Roman all beaten up leaning against the wall for support. You looked to your right to see Peter beating up the guy who was trying to harass you.

You took another look at Roman, "You look like shit."

Roman chuckled, "Thanks."

Peter ended up driving you, him and Roman to your guys house. You went to the bathroom with Roman to clean him up.

You were dabbing a wet cloth to his face when he finally decided to speak up, "I'm sorry. For everything. I never wanted to hurt you. I loved you from the moment you and Peter moved here. I promise you I didn't want to do the bet, but I was so caught up on my reputation. Now i just don't care. I regretted making that bet. And I'm sorry. I know you may never forgive me but I want you to know how sorry I am. You make me feel all weird inside. And......"

You cut Roman off by kissing him on the lips. Roman was surpirsed after first but kissed back gently. When you guys pulled away you guys leaned on each others foreheads.

"I love you, I swear I do." Roman said to you.

"I know. I forgive you because I'm in love with you too," you said, "Don't hurt me ever again."

"I promise I won't."