#kind of a bummer I guess
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this baby’s from 2019 I think
I don’t usually fully finish/colour a sketch but I needed to plan so much in this piece
I painted it with underglaze first, before adding the black lines with the mishima technique
I chose blackberries for death and grief, and poppies and forget-me-nots for remembrance. even the frogs that aren’t endangered are so few these days :(
#kind of a bummer I guess#sorry guys#frog#frogs#amphibian#frog art#art#ceramic plate#flower language#one of my art teachers bought this one#it was the first piece I sold for over $100#mishima technique#mishima pottery#underglaze painting#claypigeon#glazeware
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Like I know belos is evil and all that but I actually think it would be more interesting and worse if he did like some of the grimwalkers and saw them as separate people from his brother only to kill them when he realizes that
#talkin#man grieves in the worst way imaginable#and he loves in the worst way imaginable#toh#emperor belos#idk I guess implying belos is capable of caring abo it other people only to just say jk lol he’s a narcissist incapable of true love#just like every other narcissistic villain is kind of a bummer
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Perfect Caskett Moments Season 4 x
#definitely contemplating a “tomorrow�� gift set cuz man they say it alot and this one means so much#this is kind of the last caskett moments of season 4. i think i got every major one for the season#most episodes have only one and some dont really have what i consider that perfect moment#guess that means I just get to go to season 5 now man what a bummer *evil laughter*#side note this jacket is MY FAVORITE piece of clothing she wears LOOK AT IT fierce tough sexy DAMN GIRL#abc castle#caskett#castle#kate beckett#castlegraphics#richard castle#stana katic#nathan fillion#4x22#undead again#castleseason4#castle tv show#zombies#season4
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I've referenced before how I have a big google document to keep track of every media I've ever seen in my entire life (just for reference because I like to track everything possible lol… I am the Data Collector), but recently as I was updating it, I thought of actually evaluating them to find out random percentages (like for example, out of Total Shows Watched, what percentage did I finish vs. stop watching, what percentage did I like or dislike, etc.)...
Evaluating these things is made easier by the fact that I already place everything on each subsection of the list into 6 broad ranking categories, so I don't have to go back and guess to figure out how I feel about them or anything. The categories are: Ranking 5 - overall best* (despite some criticisms of course because I'm too much of an Analyzer to ever find anything Perfect lol) Ranking 4 - more positive than neutral, but not good enough to be 5 Ranking 3 - either the good + bad negate each other, OR it's just not memorable/interesting in any way enough to be ranked higher or lower (this is the Default category ALL things are placed in if no other rank applies) Ranking 2 - maybe a few redeemable elements but largely more negatives than positives Ranking 1 - So bad that it circles around to being fascinating to observe in some way (not necessarily Funny, or Good, but just interesting somehow) Ranking 0 - Bad in a genuinely frustrating or obnoxious manner
*("best" primarily defined here as most interesting, rather than most good in a technical sense, or some other measure. I tend to value more highly whether there's something novel or thoughtful about the worldbuilding, tone, writing, base premise, etc - than about whether it's actually executed perfectly.)
And here's the amount of shows that have so far been placed into each category -
TV shows ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 20 shows ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 28 shows ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 114 shows ~ Rank 2 (mid low) -33 shows ~ Rank 1 (low low but intriguingly so) - 14 shows ~ Rank 0 (iredeemably low) - 2 shows
This would make for a total of 211 TV shows overall. However, there are 57 shows within these list marked as "didn't finish" (typically meaning I quit on the very first or second episode - but log them still to keep a record that I at least had a brief view of them).
So my total of genuinely fully watched shows would be more 154. 211 Total, but a More Accurate Total of 154.
Counting them all and using the Total Number Of The List (211) -- that means roughly 9.5% of all total shows I have ever watched (or at least attempted to watch) have been Mostly Good, 13% have been Moderately Okay, 54% have been either entirely Forgettable or some mix of good + bad that lands them right in the Neutral Middle, 15.6% have been Mostly Bad, 6.6% have been Bad (but in an interesting way), and 0.9% have been Terribly Bad.
Additionally, I didn't even get past the first two episodes of about 27% of the total.
Sooo, discounting ones I didn't finish, my total TV shows ever watched in my life would be about 154 (maybe give or take a few, assuming I might have forgotten some from very long ago).
But instead of entire life, let's just say this is the total for 'About 20 Years' (so, not counting very early childhood when I likely wouldn't remember things I saw/have no detailed recollection of them (like for example, I'm sure at some point when I was like 4yrs old I must have seen an episode of Spongebob or something, but I have zero distinct memories of it, can't quote anything of it, and barely recall the premise - so I don't count it on the list, etc.)).
In that case, 154 divided by 20 would be roughly 7.7 shows a year.
Which is actually surprisingly low considering that I often have stuff on in the background for hours whilst I make sculptures and do costumes and stuff (maybe I should have also marked some distinction between 'things I fully paid attention to' and 'things I kind of half listened to whilst sculpting', but that would further split the categories too much probably lol), but I guess a lot of that is youtube videos or random documentaries, so .. eh.. maybe I get it being lower.
Now, doing the same thing for movies-
Movies ~ Rank 5 (highest) - 4 movies (3.4% of total) ~ Rank 4 (mid-high) - 12 movies (10.3% of total) ~ Rank 3 (neutral/default/meh) - 91 movies (78.4% of total) ~ Rank 2 (mid low) - 8 movies (6.8% of total) ~ Rank 1 (low but interesting) - 1 movie (0.8% of total) ~ Rank 0 (irredeemably low) - none in this category (0%)
That makes 116 for a Total (Actually Remembered) Movies Watched In Lifetime (Or At Least In 20 Years).
116 divided by 20 is roughly 5 or 6 movies a year (I feel this has probably been skewed though by adding everything since like elementary school onwards, as I remember a lot more movies from child/teen years.. Whereas, the past 3 years I feel like I've barely seen maybe even 5 movies?? lol). I also have "Didn't Finish" marked on 18 of them. Which means I quit halfway through about 15% of the total movies.
So, a for broader summary stuff..
I seem to be less forgiving to movies than tv shows, by far. Which makes sense to me, I guess, because I love elaboration and details, so "short form" things that only last an hour or two are often lost on me a bit. My biggest complaint with movies is indeed usually walking away just wishing there had been more exposition, more scenes where characters are doing nothing, more "mindless bantering" conversations, more Quiet Downtime and Lore Elaboration and so on lol, so... of course most 1-2hr films end up feeling a bit Not Enough To Draw My Interest/Nothingy to me.
If you count 5 and 4 as "like" and rankings 2 to 0 as "dislike", then for TV shows I at least somewhat liked 48 of them, and at least somewhat disliked 47 of them.. So it's almost exactly the same lol. I'm just about equally as likely to find something bad as I am to find something redeeming about it. But overall, the largest chance is that I just won't really care much for it at all and it will be tossed into the 'neutral' pile, forgotten forever. Movies have a bit better of a balance, "liking" 16 of them, and "disliking" only 9 of them. So I'm slightly more likely to enjoy a movie than to find it annoying - though still VASTLY more likely to just not find it anything in particular, possibly not even finishing it.
ANYWAY.. this is vague and literally pointless, but like I said, I just really find information fun. Like my document where I've rated every apple flavor I've ever tried (like 40 of them now?), or reviewed every oreo flavor (32?), or ranking data from my entire 10 years of Trying To Make Friends process (out of 100 people, roughly 8% chance of a moderate compatibility, 3% chance of high), or etc. etc.. I love to have random pointless things to analyze I suppose lol.
I doubt anyone tracks things in their life in this same exact way, but I'd be interested in hearing any at least somewhat similar data !!! (like, how many TV shows you watch a year on average, and what percentage of those you like vs. dislike (if you keep track of that sort of thing), etc.)). I guess it might be easier with movies, since I think some people use those websites where you curate a list of movies you've seen and you can rate them or something, so maybe the numbers are already available on those places. :0
#maybe this is my version of spotify wrapped lol.. Lifetime Media Google Doc Wrapped.. kind of.. except I'm not going over specific titles.#I can't do this with music since I rarely EVER look for new music or add to my Youtube To MP3 folder library as I just don't really#listen to music that often. When I'm working (the majority of when I seek background noise) I need like.. people's talking voices#for some reason. Just instruments and singing are not distracting enough to me to work as background noise because theyre#almost TOO in the background if that makes sense? like if I put music on then I just tune it out and it's virtually no different#than if I were daydreaming stream of consciousness thoughts in an entirely quiet room lol. And I can't really do it with books since#essentially 100% of what I read is non-fiction. usually about some specific subject or academic topic OR stuff like#1800s magazines or cookbooks or historical people's diaries. Which is not really.. the type of thing I would#rank as easily I guess? like 'ooh yeah putting the sociology textbook in my top 5 hee hee right next to the 1920s radio recipes book' lol.#Then for games... I just sadly dont play enough of them. I've been banned from new games as I've told myself I cant play anyting#long form (no rpgs or etc) until I actually finish MY OWN game first - to keep me from wasting time. so on average#I play... 0 new games a year. ToT... I do play the sims sometimes but that's really all (which is not a new game at all since#I've been playing it on and off for years). Thus I guess movies/TV are really the only things that make sense#to collect this sort of information on. I could do youtube videos I guess also but that seems kind of strange like...#giving a rating to every single video I watch in a ranked list lol.. Especially since I would say a good 85% of the time#they are exclusively background noise whilst I'm working on something or cleaning the house or etc. and not things I pay serious attention#to. There are only a few specific topics/types/creators of videos I watch where I'm ACTUALLY sitting in front of a screen paying#direct attention to the content (usually when it's educational or political things). Everything else is too mindless to even rank.#ANYWAY... ever analyzing my little hermit Weird Relationship To Media (in the sense of seemingly not processing or getting the same#things out of it as many other seem to). I think that can contribute sometimes to the whole difficulty socializing and stuff#since our culture is very centered around media consumption generally speaking. People want to talk about The New Movie that came#out or The Big TV Show Of The Year. and for me it's like.. highly likely I just plain have NOT seen it. Or if i have. statistically#I most likely was entirely ambivalent if not slightly negative towards it lol. Which just kind of takes the steam out of a 'fun' 'casual'#conversation and you seem like a bit of a bummer if most of your only feedback is either 'idk what that is' or 'oh yea... i did#see that one.... i didnt like it all that much though... I think it'd be better with elves in it.. and 7 hours longer..'' lol..#Which I am not disliking things in a 'grr i hate it bc its popular'/just to be contrarian way. I actually dislike that mindset/find it#silly (by striving so hard to be counterculture you are thus still defining yourself by the whims of external culture - just in the#opposite direction. but are still just as preoccupied with the mainstream (going against it) as everyone else. etc. lol..)) In my#case I think it IS just having niche hyperspecific tastes.. for example- it peeves me when cell phones are in media bc I dont want to be#reminded at ALL of the real world. so.. cross off anything set in modern times. so on & etc. Judging all things by these weird criteria lol
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red | 03/01/2000?
+ yeah a hug is cool but sometimes you need to have a mental breakdown, send your friend photos of yourself crying and get told you look cunt
#not having a good May which is a bummer given its only the 19th but we persevere#everything is red etc#index:rows#1. moodboards and sunburns#2. kill all the banks and the kind of drinks that give you palpitations after a law exam#3. vitamin water and flats that are cooler than mine#4. my friends new car which is apparently suspended in time almost 2 years before i was born and red shoes#(100 dollars and a cigar to the person who can guess if thats an enchante hoodie (it is))#photography series#this is not chronological and not all from may.
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Hello :D I was wondering, do you know if there's any NPC quotes in LGPE that mentions the RGB trio going on their journey 4 years ago? I could've sworn an article online had a screenshot of it, but I can't find it anymore.
I can try to look it up! I don't know if anyone mentions them all at the same time, but I'm pretty sure that they are all mentioned. You can encounter all of them, after all. Not as sure that Green is ever referenced in a past tense, though.
....Y'know, this reminds me of the fact that we found out in XY that Blue went to Kalos to study. I love fun little stuff like that :)
#I don't think we ever really get callbacks to other protagonists though#(except Hilbert/Hilda in BW2)#which is kind of a bummer#...except maybe mentions from returning rivals/villains in USUM etc...? 🤔#pokemon npcs#ask#anon#trainer red#rival blue#trainer leaf#rival green#(I guess)
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Hello, do you think is possible that we will get a FITF live album? Louis and the band sound so good on tour.
they doooo! I love Steve's arrangements and additions to the songs so much! Honestly I have no idea; on the one hand it seems like Louis might be more focused on moving towards new stuff, like we are still in FITF mode but by the time it came out he had had it forever and now he's well into LT3 and probably feeling more excited about those new songs and sounds; on the other hand he is very good at working the industry stuff and all the angles and it's basically free money, right? He has said FITF was a further step towards the sound he wants most rather than the finish line, so it's possible that as happened with Walls as he works more on the new one he is getting less enthused about sharing the old stuff; but I think adding Steve's arrangements and just moving away from some of the songs seems to have lessened that this time around, so maybe that isn't a factor. Here's the thing though: the only way it would happen or make sense I think would be if it was recorded pretty recently, like one of the UK shows; the show was still being tweaked and gelled and cooking until then. But if they wanted to make vinyl (and surely they would? fancy double vinyl of live albums is SUCH a thing), that is very very long process of waiting around these days. First you have to get lacquers made (this is the physical thing that the recording is cut into that all the records are duplicates of- if you want quality it has to be more or less handmade by an artisan) but one of the two places left in the world that made those burnt to the ground in 2020 so there's a super long wait time on that. Then it just has to get made; but there are basically ten large scale factories left (again, in the WORLD) that press records so that also has a very long wait time... so it would take forever and the thing is I think we're getting LT3 in the late fall/ early winter (I bet he's using this month to finish it up so it can begin this lengthy process). So I kind of don't think so, like I guess they could do a CD/ cassette/ digital only in late spring and make so much money, and it would be fun, but who knows. Either way, I just hope Louis has Steve do some production work on LT3, I like his sounds and ideas a lot, and that he keeps him around to do his tours forever!
#could I have just said it takes a while to make records I GUESS#but maybe people are interested!#IN MY DAY *totters up on a creaky walker* you could just be like I wanna make a record of my band#and send off $500 and a mastered recording and 6 weeks later get a couple boxes of 7's in the mail#SIGHHHH#this planning a year in advance is such a bummer I bet Louis would much rather get to write the songs and share them#and by a year later be onto whole new ones#it's no wonder he doesn't remember the lyrics by the time it's time to tour them he's ages past those ones#fitf live#vinyl pressing#steve durham#is the drummer but also the tour musical director#I've always had an embarrassing thing for drummers and I genuinely do not have a thing for steve because I am past that tyvm#but every time I rave about him I do side eye myself like is this correct or are you just in drummer groupie mode#anyway he looks just like- I kid you not- a drummer I have uh#what#had a Thing With let us say#once upon a time#but honestly I really do just like his arrangements musically I think he seems kind of annoying personally#and that tattoo artist was his friend and that guy seemed like a DOUCHE which made me even more skeptical#anyway enjoy the personal TMI corner GOTTA GO BYE
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Not to complain on main (neither things are true) but I kind of wished the wf tag still had the same magic as it did to me months ago. Now it all feels kind of weird
#genuinely if you have drama or something do not tell me about it#I’ve had more than enough bad experiences . I’m over it!!#I came here to post stuff that I thought would be fun but I’ve become more and more jaded abt it within months#it’s kind of a bummer. wished it wasn’t like that#I hope my following stays small and I don’t attract anymore trouble. it’s really hard to know who I can trust now#glaive speaks#tmi#I guess. idk!! I’m so stressed out sometimes#I’ll delete later if I remember
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when my mom yells at me 4 yelling at video games im like... im literally being opressed for being puerto rican
#i truly dont know how im so loud that my brothers dont bug her but i do 💀#it's just kind of a bummer cos i was having a bad day and trying to enjoy myself but if u enjoy yourself too loud then that's a problem#:( literally don't know how to solve this#things like this make me wish i could move out but i cant so i just gotta go insane i guess#back to agonizing
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for anyone who follows me and writes, fanfiction or original stuff... is it normal for pretty much no one in your personal in-person life to be interested in your writing? like i've got people who might read the odd short story i wrote, but usually if i ask someone to read something they just never do, and i never have anyone asking me about it, so like... is that normal?? does the average person not care if their friend or family member is working on a novel?
#i had a friend in sixth grade who was VERY enthusiastic about my writing#and i guess i never realized how special that was or how id never have that again#even with other writing people like....#and i KNOW people are busy and have their own busy lives but......#i tried to explain this to my parents (stupid) over christmas like... making it clear that i kind of got it but it still hurt mw#THINKING THEYD UNDERSTAND bc they are ARTISTS#but instead i got oh people are busy and your stuff is too scary for me personally#like ok yes I GET IT#but it's fucking discouraging when i pour my heart and soul and all my talent into work and NOBODY in my life cares enough to read it#or wonder about it#even with like... if i have a friend who's into something i wrote fic for i'll try to share the fic#but they wont read it#it's just a bummer#is this the universal writers curse?#writing
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me: [tries different mods] the mods: [missing files for hairstyles and clothes]
#degrees of lewdity#i'm not upset at the creators btw#it's just kind of a bummer that i can't make my pcs look as i want in every mod ><"#guess i'll stay with bees+hikari for now#it's cute so it's not really a big deal#rant#kinda ig#not really
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sometimes if i look at really good art too hard it makes me sad
#ace rambles#not even like the good emotional type of sad#just the type of sad that comes from knowing that i'll never be that skilled or make something that good in my life#like.#okay.#my art isn't bad. alright? i know that. my art is fine. it's okay. sometimes it's even good.#but it's not like that. it's never like that.#and it never will be.#it's always cute. occasionally it's cool. it's never beautiful.#nothing i make will ever move someone to tears or inspire the kind of raw emotion that drives other people to wonderful things.#i'll always just. be that guy who draws cartoons.#which is fine.#i guess.#but i can't say it never hurts.#GOD THERADICACE BUMMER MOMENTS DON'T MIND ME#negative//
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If I had a penny for every time I've had to awkwardly tiptoe around the fact that my boss just lost a beloved 1.5 decades+ old pet in order to ask for approval for an off day..... you know how the saying goes...............
#viitalks#what kind of sign and/or portent is this. america exprain#like doggies should live forever ofc and it's a huge bummer they don't but like 👉👈#no more solar eclipses in mexico til 2052 after next monday's yknow?#also i wouldn't talk to my coworkers about Personal Life Bummers if i had a gun to my head abt it but i guess that's the nEuRoSpIcY in me#or whatever#....i've accidentally overshared trauma but in my head i was just Talking About Thematically Relevant Life Experience#not seeking emotional support#there's a difference!!!!!!
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#fretting over my future once more. i’m afraid i might actually kms if i go back to a regular school but i’m worried i’ll completely#fuck up my chances of getting into a university if i don't#turning to that cursed website Quora . i can’t do this i’m just TERRIFIED i’ll fuck up and only realize it a year down the line#i don’t want to think about what hasn’t even happened yet but i can’t just blissfully ignore the possible consequences either#i hate that this happened to me. i already had a Plan. a straightforward idea of what i was going to do and then i get ARRESTED omggg#why is it me that has to have my life disrupted like this‚ right? i hope hope hope things will turn out okay in the end but i am just sad#about everything that’s ever happened to me#i want to do the private candidate thing so badly but it means not finishing the last 2 yrs of highschool#i’d still technically be learning tbe same things but its more about the certificate or whatever that comes with it#and the friends‚ too ....#of course you only do this to me when i am almost at the finish line and ive found people i click with! thank you 👍🏻 salamat sa lahat 🤗#i need to do more research on the topic before freaking out . but i'm just. eugh so so sososososo sad#💭#negative#cw vent#edit: it is becoming more and more likely that finishing my edu in a regular school would be the best option but AHHH#i really. i really cant emphasize how much i dont want that for myself. i hate it#i miss my home so terribly. but whatever i guess!#also i relapsed so thats kind of a bummer ...#cw self harm
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i'm sorry i keep talking about this but it's just alarming to me how stark my reaction to my recent attempt to get back into dating has been. like by all external measures it's going quite well; if i was having these kinds of conversations with these people as prospective friends or even prospective non-romantic hookups i think i'd be very pleased with them, but the fact that it's in a specifically dating context is making me so dysphoric (in a general way, not a gender way). like, i'm finding it difficult to get anything — even unrelated stuff — done today because the thought of trying to continue these chats is making me exhausted out of what has to be some kind of self-protective depression.
#i got into this thinking i could do the romance aspect for the sake of connection#but i'm really not sure i can#good to know i guess but also kind of a bummer#i suppose i have also been in a high-strung emotional state for the last few weeks anyway#so maybe i just need to try again when i'm feeling more normal#alternatively i might be able to handle this better if it was not specifically in a dating app context#i think i could maybe date someone i met through shared interests. i haven't tried that for a long time so who knows#idk. anyway.#personal
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When I saw that the Topolino comics were making an adaptation of The Little Prince, I was soooo sure Minnie was going to make an appearance as Mickey's precious rose, and/or that we were going to get some whimsified version of that tragic ending.
The end result was still lovely--gorgeous gorgeous artwork and a really creative, beautiful story. But that doesn't mean I wasn't a little bummed that those other elements weren't at all present.
#if there's one thing I've noticed about those comics#it's that they don't seem to have much of a fondness for Minnie#she doesn't quite read like herself#and neither of them seem nearly as loyal to the other as they are in nearly all other media#which is kind of a bummer#because while their adaptations are a little crazy and sometimes weird#(btw I'm talking about the ones since Disney took over and NOT the really weird ones from way back when)#the artwork is always so pretty#and they do think outside the box in a really neat way#I just wish Minnie wasn't boxed into this little corner#they kind of write her like a brat#and it just seems they're missing that core essence of her character#which is her love#not just cheap romantic crush kind of love#but an overflowing compassion and care for Mickey and everyone else#ah#hold on#I think my Minnie mode has been activated lol#every now and then I switch back and forth between feeling really close with one or the other#right now it's Min I guess#xD
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