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#ooouuuugghhhhhhh ive spend the last hour making myself sad :(#whyd i have to go catch feelings for someone who Could Not Give A Shit lol#its a blessing that im moving or i would probably just slowly kill myself for the next year#watching him Very Obviously like someone more than me lol#worst part is everyone knows im just some sadsack sidepiece#and like we were never 'together' so idk wtf im upset about!!!#i could go out and do just as much as he does!!!#but i guess i just wish it had been different and that i had gotten closer w everyone else before i had to leave :(#because now i really feel like i could have been spending way more time w everyone if i had stopped waiting for him to invite me to things#he never invited me to shit anyways!! i was ALWAYS the one to ask 'hey are you free sometime'#EVERY SINGLE TIME#killing him with hammers in my mind#i deserve so much better and i KNOW that but hes hot and smart and has such cool friends#and i just really wanted to be part of that group so badly#and i dont have any relationship expirience i dont know how all of this is supposed to Work i just#i dont know i guess i thought it would be different#anyways im seeing him again tomorrow for what might be the last time#and i wont tell him any of the things i should bc ill see his stupid beautiful face and forget everything i wanted to say#you know this mother fucker wont even help me move? more than an entire year together and he flat out says no to helping me#and i know for a Fact he'll never come visit me#and ill probably drive my stupid little ass down two+ hours just to see him#you know hes got at least two guys willing to drive hours just for him#i need to meet this other guy so we can unionize#cus i guarenteeeee hes probably treating this guy not much better than me#and i say probably the last time bc now itll be reliant on him actually making a fucking effort to see me lol#or itll just be at shows and stuff#not like itll make a big difference cus we onky saw each other once or twice a month ANYWAYS#actually makes me so angry why did i spend so much mental energy on this guy#ILL FIND SOMEONE IN ALBANY WHO ACTUALLY FUCKING LIKES ME JUST YOU GUYS WAIT#btw if i know you irl... ignore this... its shameful...
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A phone call between brothers (takes place AFTER this incident and Fiddleford's phone call)
Sorry if this is OOC!
#mama~ just killed a man~~#<- PLEASE get that reference#anyways- the lipgloss is popping and the girlies are slaying <3 (literally)#psychologically messing with the doomed narrative brothers just for the fucksies and the funsies#as per usual#been planning on this lore drop for a WHILE but got sidetracked- so here it is later than never#A brief insight on how Stan got roped into the whole mess and why Ford is so insistent on bringing Bill back#there's a little more to it like how Bill kinda acted like a parasite in Ford's brain?? and it latched onto his mind until he became#like codependant and INTEGRAL to his brain and whatnot#and then Ford killing him from his mindscape was basically the equivalent of him smashing the load bearing pillar of his mind with a#big ass hammer#sooo it left a GAPING hole where Bill used to be- making Ford believe Bill cursed him or did something to him during his last breaths as#revenge#(which Bill obviously didn't because he was busy DYING- altho it's completely fair of Ford to believe that of Bill- that narsty skank)#so he's trynna bring Bill back to figure that shit out- BUT also ALSO keep in mind that Ford is a leetol bit frazzled atm#he's not in his right mind- so he's making stupid decisions and stupid thoughts#anyways#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#bill cipher#my art#my writing#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#tw graphic descriptions
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woah. actual thought out reference?
Completely disregard wtf the reference from a couple weeks (a month?) ago looks like. Completely inaccurate. not sure what I was thinking w/ that one. This time I thought this one through, lol. wahoo!! Ive been kind of lazy and totally leaving out features the past few times Ive drawn him and I dont want that to happen again because he loses all the fun features.
notes written out for those who need it (glances behind my shoulder at the mobile app) under the cut. be warned, its long, lol.
starting from the top left, going across to the right side in rows.
-TURN-AROUND -opt grey hairs/grey stripe. he keeps it evenly colored with car oil. -eyebrow crease opt. -head lifted for convenience (for the pose. Also spelt that wrong on the image whoops) -5" when slouched. -neutral expression. Teeth always visible. -eyebags NOT opt. (Except in certain circumstances.) -"Tail" not usually visible -HORRIBLE posture* -black bottom lip pokes out a little -hands reach knees in reg. posture -Gnarly mullet -Overbite -Constant slouch. -Warped lens/frame -Sweaty & jittery a lot - \___ misc. extremes ___/ -BJD body -Motherboard cover -Plush tummy :-) -wears heart boxers underneath. Not shown. - |dissociating-----|-------disconnected| -sensitive eyes w/o glasses. Squints. - :arrow: Sparratically ejects -overdramatic - *except when actively interacting with someone - 5"1 when standing straight - |forced--|genuine--|?----|???---|
#DISGUSTING freak. I love him so much.#Reblogs encouraged.#He is absolutely balding btw. The glasses even out the horrifying forehead.#the way the fandom has influenced my hcs and my design is crazy actually. he was kinda a twink before.#I am not about to have a twink spamton in my household#no sir. He is old and disgusting and needs to be such. Also there was no exaggeration in his shapes before. no idea how i survived.#also yippee!!! I figured out how to fix my stylus pressure issue.#this one and the last post were in firealpaca. Still learning it because its a new program but it is so much better. Phhhew.#i love the animation feature#Im messing w it currently muwahahah. I hope i can finish it.#zoom in to see the notes better lol.#if needed i can write out all the notes!! lmk if you need it.#deltarune#deltarune spamton#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune chapter 2#spamton fanart#rotates him in my mind#killing him with hammers#never done a turn around w him but i think i did good this time#also this is mostly for myself because i kinda slack off. It ruins his body structure when i do and i want him to keep the triangle chest.#BuwheArt
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I’m mostly staying off the Mouthwashing fandom bc I personally don’t want to put myself through whatever discourse is ever going on there. But know I love Anya and Mouthwashing is one of the best games I’ve played that had an SA survivor AND was respectful about it!! The abuse Anya suffered is never portrayed as a spectical for the audience to leer at. They use the art of implication VERY well, and in the end Anya gets to go out dignified. She’s not just Jimmy’s tradgic victim, she’s her own character who makes her own decisions. Jimmy doesn’t get to kill her, she expresses her own agency to do so. She’s also the one who kept the gun away from him for so long. Also she’s SO fucking strong, she’s so cool. Anya I love you.
Also the game’s overarching (but subtle) commentary on rape culture, enabling, and how capitalism almost makes a set dressing for it is peak.
#there’s the easy fandom stuff I don’t like#like the idea Curly is ethier ‘did no worng’ or ‘did his best’#don’t get me wrong I LIKE curly#but he is COMPLICT in what happened to Anya and how it was handled#the bug theme of the game is take responsibility#also I think the fandom thing of ‘Swansea would’ve killed Jimmy if he had known’ has some… weird implications#like Anya didn’t need some big man savior to kill Jimmy for her#she needed Curly her BOSS to side with her and prioritise her safety#Swansea is cool- don’t get me wrong#but the implication everything would have been ok had Anya just told her OTHER (more of a ‘real man’) co worker#feels… icky?#Like I think he would’ve helped her but honestly? he was Jimmy and Curly’s subordinate too#I do think he would have pressed curly and helped Anya#but I’m the way he did in canon- as a supporter#maybe it would’ve been different if he knew Anya could survive#but honestly him letting her go out how she chose and then killing her abuser is based#bc like only Daisuke was going to survive in their minds#but you can tell he gave Anya power in the planning#maybe I’m reading into it#oh and also Anya should get to kill Jimmy with a hammer and then get a free abortion (paid by Curly- TAKE RESPONSIBILITY)#I do think he’d pay if he could- he understands what it’s like to be under Jimmy’s power now#Curly should also pay for her nursing school#as a thank you for being a saint and keeping his ass alive and in the least amount of pain she could#she’s a real one#anya mouthwashing#mouthwashing#also hi def mentioned this on my blog before (bc it’s helpful to be semi-open about it to get rid of shame and embarrassment I find)#but the way Anya is handled is very personal to me as a SA Survivor <3 and that’s the lens all of this is coming from-#she deserves the world
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Does anyone think of that moment when Tony and Cameron are literally in bed and he’s so upset about Declan leaving and she says “I knew you and Declan weren’t going to work out you’re too similar”
like leave Cameron alone and go fuck that old man Tony. We know you want to
#Extreme boredom and sleep deprivation made me write this#Sometimes problematic gay rivals polycule just comes to my mind unbidden#It’s a curse at this point#My brain early in the morning dreading a full day of academic stuff: those three old men should have fucked#Also like leave Cameron alone you creep#tbh she deserves to kill them all with hammers but tony most of all (she deserves to resurrect and beat the shit out of him again)#sorry I’m just very passionate of these two things#Rivals#declan o'hara#rupert campbell black#tony baddingham#cameron cook
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Do you guys remember the first time you ever saw an abusive relationship depicted in fiction (that you were consciously aware of)? For me it was Joker and Harley in BTAS. It’s kind of a weird thought to have but I think they stand out in my mind because domestic violence between partners is not something you see depicted often in kids media
#This is such a specific thought but Joker and Harley will always stand out in my mind as the 1st time I recognized a fictional abusive#relationship. Before I even knew what the word ‘abuse’ was I knew they were fucked up in a very specific way#and the reason why Harley was such a compelling character that she was able to jump from cartoon to canon is because they did#such a good job depicting it. So shout out to Bruce Timm for that I guess#Dc#this might come as a surprise from a Jason Todd fan but I have no particularly strong feelings towards the joker and most of my residual#’we should kill him with hammers’ feelings come from being an 11 year old Harley fan
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hotd twitter is turning me into a reddit atheist istg
#.txt#like its ok that you're a christian ig but can you keep that shit to yourself#'dont say x character suffered more than jesus it's disrespectful to The Lord' ok should we cry#and it's alwaysss with tg characters like it's so clear they just wanna epicly dunk on a post about a character they dont like lol#and I guess 'this is disrespectful to my religion' seems more legitimate than 'um no they didn't suffer...they're evil and mean'#I remember at some point someone was like 'its ok to compare SOME asoiaf characters to jesus but not alicent or aegon'#ok you're just drawing arbitrary lines now 💀 its literally just. character I like=ok character I dont like=not ok#I think their 'ok' example was like. robb and cat which. why are they ok and alicent isnt lol#like why is it ok to compare a feudal king responsible for the deaths of thousands of smallfolk to jesus huh??#jesus was all about the poor isnt it disrespectful to compare him to any asoiaf chracter since they're all nobles. just saying#anyway when did it become hashtag woke to be pro-christianity I feel like I'm losing my mind#it's like. this recent trend of repackaging conservative ideas with progressive language I dont like it at all can we stop#hotd twitter looooves doing this I need to kill them with hammers
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sigma snake
#blazblue#hazama honoka#draws#.#sorry this looks like shit i did it in 30 minutes it would not leave my mind#i actuallylike his face lets kill him with hammers
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Broke: Hating Maruki for his virtues as a character, his ambitions, his actions, ect
Woke: Hating Maruki because you have any sort of psych degree/training and you want to WRING HIS LITTLE NECK
#Persona 5#dr maruki#Im personally following him and throwing rocks like HEY JERKOFF WHERED YOU GET YOUR BACHELORS? CLOWN COLLEGE?#DID YOU BUY IT FOR 20 BUCKS OUT THE BACK OF A VAN?#DID YOU SLEEP THROUGH PSYCH 101 AND ETHICS?#I AM KILLING HIM IN MY MIND WITH HAMMERS AND ALSO BRICKS
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While the World's Slowest Slowburn makes the most logical sense, between Kiran and Alfonse. In my heart. Moe manages to find a way to get in an overly handsy way too intimate WAY too soon I just got my ass ghosted or perhaps dumped situationship with Alfonse. In a demisexuality and trust issues honoring way. ALL under Moe's assumption, that "Well he's Not gonna get attached to me so It's Fine."
#moe tag#moe lore#BUT. A BIG DISCLAIMER PERHAPS. is i can NEVER make up my mind on any 'official' sequence of events.#still i cannot resist. thinking what would be the funniest most unique form of torture to apply here#like moe sucking alfonse off before they even kiss. alfonse along the way getting to know moe#is making some fairly reasonable assumptions all things considered. given the information he has#and in a nonjudgmental way ofc ofc#only. as he slowly but surely unlocks more information from moe. the reality dawns on him.#the one relationship moe has ever been in was long distance. he doesn't quite grasp all of moe's explanation.#but they seemed to be something akin to pen pals. they never had a chance to meet.#moe's character is funky bc it IS very blunt and upfront and honest to a fault. HOWEVER.#DESPITE. ALSO being So Bad at hiding things. despite all of that. it still manages do this sort of thing.#like. so much. not telling him that it was moe who ghosted its old friend. him not even finding out#moe has a brother. it just straight up did not mention that until alfonse trying to comfort moe is like#'you must miss your sisters terribly... 😔' and moe is like. in the most autistic way possible. well yes.#but this isn't about them actually.#this is WELL into being friends w moe at this point. again no solid timelines but moe keeps Pulling This Shit#and then there's. gesturing broadly to all of mani#like i am ALWAYS caught between what would be the most piningful payoff or what would be just the Worst way to do it.#and EXTREMELY often. the funniest option wins. also alfonse is going to kill moe w hammers.#maybe the secret here though is. there's still a slowburn occurring here.
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tsukasa fan hivemind after That scene
a second (first but we do not talk about it) moe tsukasa plane has hit the tsukasa fan community tower i'm afraid
me personally got fundamentally changed as a person by That scene in a ways i never imagined or craved and it's Horrible. what is this yellow thing doing to me
#doubling the tsukasa tenma death in nene5 tweet. we don't need him in this game anymore#can he die because i am losing my mind over this mf moe kirakira expression the whole day.#actually no i think the first moekasa was him doing that one pose in tetrad 3dmv#it's for a split second and barely anyone talked about it but it changed me as a person Too.#can we kill him with hammers i'm literally. losing it.#jay tag!!
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yes i want ford to be happy and finally move on
but also yes i wanna see his horror at learning that bill's obsession has shifted to become unadulterated hatred of stan/finding out that stan is his reincarnation/seeing even a glimpse of stan's many many issues
#ford going 'finally living my best life with my brother!!! :D' while stan hits the horrors™️ away with a broom#ford reacting to all the tests on stan's mind with a simple 'he still has his bad jokes' still makes me unhinged af#cos just a few weeks later we got the website hammering it in how bad stan's mental state must've been#we're gonna be left with just this for the foreseeable future im chewing on my walls#....unless alex decides to upload the stan nightmare story soon cos then i will lose it#'no one has ever been nice to me in my entire life' kills me inside every time i remember it#i can imagine them being >:\\\\ cos they were expecting the dangers of the sea and cold and like.#not. existential horrors. and that annoying guy who's basically a stalker at this point.#but also the annoying guy was him once! god damn that sucks!
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no but thinking of violante's manic state following her murder of ruven and that sick game of association-replacement played by gortash where he acts just like ruven did, picks up some of his behaviours and mannerisms and speech patterns he specifically used with violante and that he knows of well bc he observed and studied them interact, so that he can fill up the now empty spot left by ruven's death.
#rena.txt#LIKE THE LAYERS. vio is visibly not. alright. it's all about 'i'm alone without him' so he plays a role. takes advantage of the weakness so#to devote her to him like she was devoted to ruven. vio could've killed for ruven and now more than ever she's a powerful asset to have on#your side. plus she showed she can and will kill. she took out the only person she cared for (in their twisted ways) in the world so she's#useful but dangerous. a double edged blade. no better moment than now that vio is so unstable and lacks purpose and a sense of community#to lure her on his side for his future plans. there's smth about the manipulation in it that makes me lose it like#i know this is what you desperately need rn and i know you know you will never have it back so what if i showed you i can be that thing#you're missing? that sense of loneliness is what he's pressing on the most. and the loss too. and vio notices ofc she recognises when he#speaks or acts in a certain way. she's aware but willingly letting his plan work bc god. she does miss ruven so sickly much and the comfort#in a lie is preferable to what's going on in her mind in that moment.#there's exploitation and there's a lil touch of loneliness on his side too and it's bitter to pretend to be someone else to convince her to#stay but he won't ever admit it. genuinely think that if vio didn't leave without saying a word his plan would've worked. she'd willingly#pretend he could replace ruven. it would hurt less probably#that devotion that could lead her to do great horrors...both her weakness and strength 👍 the illusion of free choice 👍#it's past 3am if i could elaborate better i would but i feel like i'm having visions at this point.hit me with a giant hammer so i can slee#i 🫶 toxicity in my characters dynamics btw
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Katniss catches peeta flirting with another girl post mj and has a serious seeing red moment
wooaahhhh guys have we lost the plot? since when was flirting not considered cheating. i’m clutching my pearls here.
#like… well no!#if one of my girls told me she caught her man flirting with someone i would kill him with a hammer.#or probably. just tell her to dump his ass.#but know i would be killing him with a hammer in my mind.
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Worst thing to happen to me is completing all of Quinlan's Legends comic appearances. Wdym there isn't anything else
#there's also real life but idk about that#devastating when i tried to filter out everything I've read with him in logc and there was nothing left#i wanna read about that fucking loser#need to go through his legends appearances on wookiepedia to complete everything that isn't comics#(this is so funny considering like a month ago i wanted to kill quinlan with hammers but now he's my best friend)#(different quinlans in my mind and yet
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Whoops
#Taras very first encounter with Raven didn't go so well#instead of getting hit in the face with the mind control powder he got hit in the face with a hammer#rip I guess#poptropica#ringmaster raven#poptropica ocs#my ocs#tara#also you could hear her say “oh my god I killed him”
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