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btw queer expression is so fucking important, in these times more than ever, and yes that includes your anime ships and selfshipping ocs and everything else considered silly by other people. your work matters, your art matters, it is proof that you are here and you are queer and you are alive. i want you to keep drawing characters you love with top surgery scars and i want you to keep drawing that one yuri ship you’re obsessed with. keep making characters trans & gay & etc. and of course if you are so inclined make your own queer stories no matter how small or insignificant it may seem. you don’t have to be “good” at it, it’s worth making no matter what it looks like. i really truly believe this
#kiki was here#kiki.txt#insane to me that i was despairing abt my art being frivolous the other night#as if being openly gay and expressing queer love isnt important#i was wrong. its the best thing i can do#well one of them anyway#of course i have other things to do like donations and volunteer work if possible#but it is important#for myself and the hearts of others
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KIKI'S CHARACTER ANALYSIS ON TAKIISHI CHIKA
BEFORE PROCEEDING TO READ i want to clarify that this is my opinion and my take on his character before we get to know more about him in the manga. i know that the way i write about him is not what he really is, and that can cause conflicts but i am trying my best! contains small spoilers ahead! anyway hope you will enjoy!
Written on August 9th 2024. Posted on August 10th 2024. Edited on
Takiishi Chika is expressive only when he wants to be, but most of the time he is with that bored expression making it look like he is some kind of robot or haunted doll. As already known his face changes when he feels anger or when he fights with someone at his level or higher, it's when he gets happy and excited, because there is someone who will not bore him and keep up with the adrenaline.
He will not listen to anyone in whom he finds no interest. People can talk to him, but he will pay no attention to them. He will listen, catch a sentence here and there, and when someone mentions something that intrudes on him, he will listen without hesitation wanting to know more.
Strikes me as a type who is also very observant. Not only in a fight but when around people in a calm setting. Also intelligent, may not show it because he acts on impulse but everything is calculated.
Likes to light up fireworks when there's nothing better to do or people to fight. It's nice and something he can do on his own.
He likes to sit on the rooftop of buildings and look down on everything and everyone, either enjoying the view or the feeling of power. We again don't know why. But in Chapter 134: The Moment Longed For, when Endo Yamato receives a punch to his face because he stopped Chika's sudden charge at Umeniya, the conversation goes as such "But hey, Umemiya told us to go to the roof with him. It's been ages since we have been there. You like the roof don't you?" and then Chika freezes agreeing with what Edno said "Right. That's true." Then he walks past Umemiya telling him to go there, leaving everyone behind.
The question here is why Chika likes roofs so much, and what exactly does Furin's rooftop that Umemiya wants to show him? My mind directly goes to the garden. Is it to see one's growth despite its roots? What if Chika used to take care of the garden too? I know, it's a laughable idea and seems impossible but what if? So many questions, but not many answers. This is normal, seeing as how their battle is just beginning and the characters' internal and external conflicts are yet to emerge.
As stated, he is violent and short-tempered, he would never let anyone or anything block him from doing what he wants, it doesn't matter if it was a friend or an enemy. He is capable of destroying everything in his path. But personally, I think he won't hit someone if there's no reason to or if he isn't provoked in some way.
He doesn't care about the others, he only cares for himself and his enjoyment.
Of course, he knows many people and many people know him. But he isn't close with anyone besides Endo Yamato, even if they are childhood friends and their friendship is weird, Chika just lets Endo do whatever he wants — buy him clothes, paint his nails, find him opponents. He probably never asked for him to do such things but Chika knows how devoted the tattooed fool is to him, and so he played along. That leads me to a theory that he was spoiled as a child, that's why he doesn't question Endo, because he is used to getting what he wants and if something goes in his way, he will eliminate it.
Endo stated that Takiishi "began to fizzle out when he left Furin" meaning he was slowly losing his spark and maybe fighting out of boredom and not excitement. Chika is "The Strongest Man in Furin History". Probably in his first year, there wasn't anyone worthy enough to keep up with his pace and cause that fervor to ignite his flames.
Two years later when he dropped out of Furin Highschool he became a shadow and it was a few in the school who knew the truth about him, including Umemiya, the person Chika probably wanted to fight from the start.
In Chapter 142: Revelation, we see Takiishi in Endo's memories, and he has always been so aggressive towards the world, but unfortunately, we still don't know the reason why — perhaps a family conflict that indicates him being abused as a child; himself being bullied and then turning into a bully, or he was a prodigy too doing everything before other kids his age making him develop faster and he took advantage of that. So many theories. Hope we know in the future! [this part will be edited once his backstory is out]
God complex which may also be associated with mania or a superiority complex. Someone with a god complex may exhibit no regard for the conventions and demands of society and may request special consideration or privileges. GD is linked to Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) with a diminished ability to empathize with other people's feelings. Even tho we don't see Takiishi being 'in love' with himself, he only cares about himself, and thus I will say he is probably narcissistic but not to such an extent.
But here I think the right word which should be used is Egoist — a self-centered, selfish person or arrogantly conceited person. Egoism comes in different forms as there are several reasons as to why someone may act in their own self-interest, such as ethics or rationality. The three main types of egoism are physical egoism, ethical egoism and rational egoism.
1. Physical Egoism
This type of egoism refers to the basic, instinctual drive for self-preservation and personal survival. It is often associated with natural instincts and physical needs, such as hunger, thirst, and the avoidance of pain. Physical egoism emphasizes the inherent tendency of living beings to prioritize their own physical well-being and survival above all else. In this view, self-interest is rooted in biological imperatives.
2. Ethical Egoism
Ethical egoism is a normative theory that suggests some individuals act in their own self-interest. It is a prescriptive approach, meaning it provides guidance on how people should behave. Ethical egoism posits that morally right actions are those that maximize one's own welfare. Unlike physical egoism, which is based on natural instincts, ethical egoism is a philosophical stance arguing that self-interest should be the guiding principle of moral decision-making.
3. Rational Egoism
Rational egoism posits that it is rational for individuals to act in their own self-interest because doing so leads to the best outcomes for themselves. This form of egoism is based on the idea that reason, rather than mere instinct or moral obligation, should guide self-interested behavior. Rational egoism suggests that acting in one's own long-term interest is not only logical but also the most reasonable course of action for achieving happiness and success. It often involves considering the consequences of actions and making choices that best serve one's goals in a rational, calculated manner.
In conclusion:
Takiishi Chika is impulsive, violent, and primarily concerned with his own physical needs and desires, aligning most closely with physical egoism. He doesn't seem to consider the long-term consequences of his actions, nor does he follow a moral code that dictates acting in his self-interest in a socially constructive way, which would be characteristic of ethical or rational egoism.
The behavior could be indicative of several potential mental health conditions or personality disorders, but it's important to note that diagnosing someone, especially when a real person requires a qualified mental health professional. However, I am not a professional and I am doing this only for my entertainment in the fictional world. There are a few possibilities that might align with the characteristics of Takiishi Chika.
1. Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD):
Individuals with ASPD often exhibit a disregard for the rights of others, lack of empathy, and can be prone to aggressive, violent behavior. They may engage in fights, show little concern for the safety or feelings of others, and may be manipulative or deceitful.
2. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD):
While not always violent, people with BPD may experience intense emotional reactions, including anger and aggression. They can also have a pattern of unstable relationships, self-harming behaviors, and fear of abandonment, which might be linked to masochistic tendencies.
3. Intermittent Explosive Disorder (IED):
This disorder is characterized by sudden, explosive outbursts of anger or violence that are disproportionate to the situation. The person might feel a sense of relief after the outburst but may also feel remorse or regret later.
4. Sadistic Personality Disorder:
Although not recognized in the DSM-5, some traits could align with what was previously considered Sadistic Personality Disorder. This involves deriving pleasure from the suffering of others, which could explain sadistic tendencies.
Chika's behaviour is explosive or volatile sadism. This type of sadism is characterized by sudden outbursts of aggression and violence, often triggered by frustration or when the person feels someone is in their way. Individuals with this type of sadism tend to lack empathy, and their violent behavior can be unpredictable and intense.
In addition, his potential sadomasochistic tendencies suggest he might derive some pleasure from both inflicting pain on others (sadism) and experiencing pain themselves (masochism). This combination can make his behavior particularly volatile, as he may be drawn to situations that allows him to express both these desires.
5. Conduct Disorder (in younger individuals):
If the individual is younger, this could be a sign of Conduct Disorder, characterized by aggressive behavior, a lack of empathy, and a disregard for rules or the rights of others. This condition in youth can sometimes progress to Antisocial Personality Disorder in adulthood.
6. Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD):
While not typically associated with overt physical violence, individuals with NPD can display aggression when their ego is threatened. They may lack empathy and be manipulative or exploitative in relationships, only caring about others when it benefits them.
7. Psychopathy:
A more severe form of ASPD, psychopathy involves a profound lack of empathy, superficial charm, and often a tendency toward manipulative and violent behavior. Sadistic tendencies may also be present.
8. Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD):
Individuals with PTSD may experience anger as a response to trauma reminders or as part of the hyperarousal symptoms. Irritability and angry outbursts. Feeling constantly on edge or easily startled.
PTSD develops after exposure to a traumatic event, and anger can be a coping mechanism or reaction to perceived threats.
9. Trauma and Childhood Experiences:
Anger issues can also stem from unresolved trauma, especially if it occurred during childhood. People who have experienced abuse, neglect, or abandonment may develop anger as a defense mechanism. Difficulty trusting others, leading to anger in relationships. Feeling easily threatened or provoked. Chronic irritability or anger without a clear cause.
This is all I can think of when I did my research. Chika definitely has something traumatic happened to him or he was someone's trauma.
But there can be a scenario with him just being born like that even if love and kindness were shown to him. We will know more once Satoru Nii drops his full backstory like he did with Endo and Umemiya.
TAKIISHI CHIKA'S CHARACTER IN MY WRITING STYLE
I don't want to make him too out of character for the sake of the people who like or will like him, as I want them to have the best experience while reading any of my works that includes him.
In many of my drabbles readers will get to see him being more soft towards the female character or his girlfriend as stated in the most scenarios. He is being vulnerable towards you. It is simply the way I imagine him when he gets to like someone who catches his attention: he wants to know everything, is being possessive, is more expressive, making space in his heart only for you, though his ego and pride would no go down but instead they will go up because he has something the others don't.
As I stated earlier, he will not listen or look at anyone in whom he finds no interest. That being said, and as a cliché as it sounds, you are different, he wants to have you to either a) play with you until you break or b) learn about the way you are making him feel, because his heartbeat only rises when he fights.
When Takiishi Chika learns to love, or at least tries, he realizes that he can tolerate people who get in his way, meaning he tolerates you and is extremely important for him to see you everyday. And if his nonchalant behaviour is due to a trauma, you are his free therapy.
I saw people who think he doesn't talk much, again he does, he chose to who, how and when. Even if it's one word, sentence or a punch, he will talk.
In my opinion the way he loves is unique, everyone has their own way to express their longing for the other. He doesn't know what love is, its a new term in his vocabulary, and you teach him the ways of being soft and tender.
He is protective of you, very fond by the way you show him how to do things and he acts on instinct. If he wants a kiss, he will get one no matter what. If he wants get intimate or just to initiate a physical touch, he without thinking twice would. Takiishi Chika is not a person who waits, unless necessary, because when he wants something he will make sure to have it. If he wants you he will get you. He is the living prime of "If he wanted, he would."
But then again he has another dark, manipulative and toxic side. Again he is not good or used to expressing his emotions that well, if he wanted to hurt you, unintentionally or not, he would. I know I'm repeating myself a lot with words, but it's true. Was it with a real or non-existent person, if they wanted to, they would do anything to or for you.
This is mostly what I have to say about him, in hopes of your understanding and if you got to the end of this long post, thank you! Takiishi Chika is not that complex of a character, he is pretty easy to understand in my opinion, as long you want to do it.
But it's my profile, my own way to express myself amd how i view a certain character. I would be happy if someone wants to discuss further issues with our blazing inferno Chika <3
And as the manga will continue and more will be understood, I will give it my best to describe and write not only about Chika, but also about all the other characters. I hope this was a hopeful guide to answer questions if you even had one.
Thank you Chika nation for the support, and thank you for reading and following through my writing journey! More is yet to come (。・ω・。)ノ♡
#✧* ꜝ kiki's rambling#✧* ꜝ takiishi chika#wind breaker#windbreaker satoru nii#windbreaker#takiishi#takiishi chika#chika takiishi x reader#character analysis#wind breaker manga#windbreaker x reader#i hope this helps as much it will help me#spend my whole night#to write this#so enjoy
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Super duper late Halloween wheel 😭😭
#kiki’s delivery service#night in the woods Mae#dungeons and dragons#dalv undertale yellow#vampire cookie#woodie don’t starve together#eve the binding of Isaac#spud regretevator#monster prom#Winona dst#Funtime Freddy#jester lethal company#jevil deltarune#ragman tboi#fettucine cookie#buddy simulator 1984#undertale napstablook#six grains of gravel mountains abound#lost kin hollow knight#blue baby tboi#ancient fuelweaver dst#have a nice death#azazel tboi#devil cookie#pony island
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FIRST ART POST WAAA!!! >w< here's a sixfanarts thing i did a couple months back on my instagram that i wanted to post cause i still really like how a lot of these came out (and the majority of these are from my biggest hyperfixations right now kicks my feet and giggles.) EHEHEHE i hope you enjoy!!! ^_^
#my art#six fanarts#undertale#mob pyscho 100#mp100#pokemon#swsh#marikinonline4#mo4#puella magi madoka magica#pmmm#friday night funkin#fnf#my ocs#deltarune#warioware#flowey#dimple mp100#gym leader raihan#otsukin#madoka kaname#jungle takahashi#kiki catt#susie deltarune#rival hop#penny crygor#nurse joy#sorry for all the tags UAHAHAHAHA#i like to make friends and play and draw :)
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MORE SPIRK 🔥🔥🔥🔥 (Only if you want to, obviously.)
Kiki & booba core
#they should kiss#ask#anonymous#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#jim kirk#kirk#james kirk#james t kirk#captain kirk#spirk#spock x kirk#art#fanart#traditional art#kiki and bouba#sun and moon#day and night#I can go all day#although I think it's more 'stars and moon' rather than sun. because sun and moon don't really go together like moon and stars idk
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gabriella and cricket attack GO [I FORGOT ONE 😭😭😭]
also. whole lot of characters i havent drawn/colored so much yet + some little teen concepts
finished s3 recently it was very good. seasons just keep getting better
Had to come back and edit a lake episode Tilly in
#big city greens#bcg#big city greens fanart#sooo many characters in this one#cricket green#gabriella espinosa#bill green#alice green#nancy green#gloria sato#remy remington#dont love his older design bc its just him but slightly taller idk#andromeda bcg#bcg andromeda#??#kiki kitashima#weezie eastman#kiki bcg#weezie bcg#bc i didnt even know they HAD last names#benny bcg#good lort. ohgh#also wanted to doodle cricket and gab as that one pn2 “can i just punch you in the shoulder really hard” bit but it is soo late rn#some of the first 3 look weird bc i only did like 1 quick sketch and didnt rly try too hard on Anatomy mb#nancy green my lovee#Tilly green#i posted this so late at night i kept forgetting things guys im soo sorry pls enjoy the lame asf bf one
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What's this? My skin, cleared? My crops, watered!? My heart, soaring!!??
Callowmoore softness, comfort and sleeping beside each other my FUCKING BELOVED!
#at the same time Zathuda motherfucker you BACK THE FUCK OFF#kill that bastard! kill him dead! or let me kill him: I'm ready I'll fucking do it!#is Fearne on 2 or 1 points of Exhaustion now? Kiki got rid of 2 but was it a long enough rest?#if 2 maybe sneak in some Ashton carrying Fearne next ep since she'll have half speed - also returning the favour from her carrying them#regardless both still need a rest to get rid of the last one before Aeor - another chance for cuddles#Essek glad you're back but you need to be very calm about the dunamancy in Ashton's head a lot is going on rn#maybe gently inform him that the hells have like 7 potions of possibility too...#damn I wish my skin was clear in real life XD but I got all the comfort I wanted from the two and more#Zathuda interruption and shadow fight with evil Fearnes though was not ordered#this is still the same night as FCG exploding let them rest Matthew!#I am not normal about them and I don't want to be normal about them I'm just AAAAAAAAAAAAA#callowmoore#fearne calloway#ashton greymoore#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#rockwild#ashley johnson#taliesin jaffe#critical role#cr3 spoilers#cr3e94#bell's hells#bells hells#cr3#cr campaign 3#thank you tal and ashley#tag reader bonus hc: the hells all get FCG's grass logo tattooed on them
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lakeside sunset
#arknights#lappland#lappland arknights#arknights lappland#sunset#lakeside#finished this piece from last night!#took a while to get colors i was happy with but pretty happy with this overall :>#kiki draws#i think my next post will be a comm post if anynyan is interested in something like this#just figuring out prices#anyway. lappland my beloved
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My first Photocard ever 💗
Hoping to make a proper collection of these. Baby Kiki needed to go first
#thursday night#criticial role thursday#critical role tlovm#critical role#artists on tumblr#art#artist#keyleth#kiki#critical role c1#vox machina#tlovm fanart#tlovm
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Sure is interesting that my DMs and Asks got problematic, and issues with other creators all started after I came out as trans…
Like… I’ve been here for like, a decade and suddenly there’s all this drama?
Really makes you think…
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#a nighttime view of my winter park area❄️#so cute when it looks like the villagers met up to hang out💛#acnh#animal crossing#animal crossing new horizons#new horizons#acnh island#acnh exterior#nordsea#acnh nordsea in winter#acnh nordsea#acnh park#acnh night#acnh nighttime#acnh inspiration#acnh inspo#acnh snow#acnh winter#acnh bea#acnh kiki
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my favourite nightlight ˚☽˚.⋆
#aesthetic#aesthetics#pinterest#pinterest girl#kawaii#kawai girl#cute#cute core#sanrio#sanrio aesthetic#sanriocore#little twin stars#kiki and lala#night lights#cute aesthetic#cutecore#soft aesthetic
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Favorite cocktail?
Personally i prefer my cocks tailless. But that's just me.
#rum and coke does the job fine for me but honestly I'm not a huge cocktail person.#if my buddies are making them though I'll be chugging them all night!#i also loooove a spiked arnold palmer. someone on twitter said those are called a Kiki Palmer 🤣🤣🤣#answered
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i am really endeared by liko being so sure of dot's abilities when things look rough for her twice now... like of course she is, gurumin is a battling expert and dot as herself is so cool and battles so smartly (<- liko voice) but like it's really sweet to me 😭
#kiki was here#kiki.txt#horizons#anipoke spoilers#pokemon horizons spoilers#i finally was able to watch hz055 last night
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comfort drawing from a couple months back in honor of jungle sunday todayyy ^_^ i was gonna draw jungle today but work made me too tired...zzz... tbf when i made this i started + finished it on sundays sooo IT'S OK!!! anyway fuck cringe culture life is too short to waste on people who aren't worth your time so as long as you're not hurting anyone do what makes you happy HEHE!!!
(don't tag the mo4 stuff as ship pleaaase ^_^;;)
#my art#the characters with pico + hop are my fnf and pokemon ocs by the way!!!#i've posted kiki (the one with pico) here before but not the one lulu (the one with hop)...#kiki and pico are dating and lulu and hop are bestiesss teehee ^_^#if anyone is interested about lulu you can find info about her on my toyhouse (linked in my carrd. smiley face)#I LOVE PLAYING TOYS!!!#personal#bfb#bfdi#battle for bfdi#battle for dream island#fnf#friday night funkin#pico's school#mo4#marikin online 4#marikinonline4#pokemon#swsh#my ocs#oc x canon#bfb leafy#pico#kiki catt#rival hop#trainer lulu#gou kirimi#jeraldy mazaingo#jungle takahashi#jungle sunday
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hear me out cuz chika reminded me so much of someone and when i was clearing my gallery I saw a picture of akura-ou I CAN'T UNSEEN IT NOW they are both evil and pretty red-heads, chillin like a villains
even tho im speaking mainly visual wise because they personalities are kinda similar in some ways but the thing they have in common is being blunt, violent and confident in their powers, taking parts of doing meaningless and bloodthirsty fights.
also their clothing style too please see what i see ‼️
#✧* ꜝ kiki's rambling#I JUST HAD TO DO A POST ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I LOVE KAMISAMA KISS AND I LOVE AKURA OU#I WISHED THEY ANIMATED THE MANGA PAGE BY PAGE BECAUSE THERE'S SO MUCH MISSING CONTENT WITH AKURA OU AND YATORI#also pretty boy chika#i love chika#did i mention i love chika?#IM HIS NUMBER ONE FAN#i can talk about him all day all night#he maybe ooc in my works but who cares anyway yeppie#TAKIISHI CHIKA AND AKURA OU WORLD DOMINATION#takiishi chika the man you are <333#takiishi chika
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