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gutsfics · 7 months ago

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i dont think ill be able to post anything for tobias appreciation week. im spending some time w an aunt and uncle & helping them move and its insanely stressful i dont really have the bandwith to make anything fully original + im not super vibing w any of the prompts

#the guy who used to own this place was a nasty fucking slob who never cleaned up after himself + the cleaners he hired Fucking Suck #so the kitchen is just FULL of cockroaches its so nasty #+ theyve got four dogs & one of them cant be around two of them bc she gets violent so we have to cycle whos out and whos kenneled #just. super stressful all around.#its the aunt who i got to play the it lives series btw

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skrunksthatwunk · 29 days ago

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EXTREMELY REAL MOMENT FROM HIRANO HERE

#'people actually want to kiss the ppl they like?? i thought they made that up??? um. ok now how much of a freak does that make me'#what if they made a character so aroacespec. im not joking this chapter (25) alone is such proof in my mind #im sure plenty of ppl read this and went 'wow the extent of his denseness or whatever is genuinely frustrating' but i have literally done #this many times. i am shaking hands with him emphatically he's literally me i love him. if you've never googled if smth you've heard about #your whole life is actually normal (followed up by 'is it wrong to. Not??') you simply will never understand him like i do #his combo of being super intentionally thoughtful and also never considering things like this are just peak. what a guy #cannot stress enough that this is just about the concept of ppl wanting to kiss each other at all. 25 chapters in #look sometimes you gotta sit down and try to solve a sexuality crisis via increasingly desperate google searches about normalcy. anyway #hirano to kagiura #hirano taiga #sitting around a table w your friends talking about their love lives and going wait they didn't make that up for movies?? also been there #took kagiura's 'i want to marry him i'm in love w him but i haven't even thought about kissing him until now oh god' thing to the next leve #he is SO lost. somebody help him

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hunter-burton · 2 months ago

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Here’s Ship Art I did

I am A gabv1al fan I can deny it no longer

AND DAMNIT I REACHED 30 TAGS.

#ultrakill #gav1el #v1 ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #I used to not really jive with the ship #being so real here #I was kinda off put with how unhealthy the pairing COULD be #(ofc not shaming anyone for anything y’all enjoy what calls put to you !!!/gen)#but BUT- I couldn’t get Gianni’s support off my mind YES IM BEING SERIOUS LMAO #and I kept on thinking and THINKING AND THINKING UNTIL I PEICED THINGS TOGETHER ONE:#V1 is a war machine we all know that. a war machine capable of very very stylish killing that requires VERY close attention #to rapid incoming detail.#so what if that was… emotionally too? what if #with their super duper observing powers V1 can basically Psychoanalyse #anyone it so desires #it could be a therapist deadass but it’s a war machine. okay not let’s turn to it’s most obvious client turning to Gabriel this broken #this broken broken angel #up an coming Angel right when DAD LEAVES. council in SHAMBLES oh I have several thoughts about the council but but so Gabriel is #living in a stressed environment and V1 winning several times is like- throwing this guy over the EDGE so much here that I do not have the #words to properly express my thoughts. uh I have a feeling that Gabriel bases his worth on how others around him react? on how his actions #are acknowledged?#ANYWAYS SO V1 AND GABE… I feel like V1 is the perfect ultraobservant subject to be the ‘only one that listens.’#DO YOU GET WHERE IM GOING?#As Gabriel’s opponent #V1 watches and listens to Gabriel’s taunts and attacks.. and eventually digs into the pattern to find more patterns linking some taunts Toto #‘oh shit this Angel is projecting.’ ‘oh fuck this Angel doesn’t have a great home life now does he?’#and then I don’t know how yet but V1 some how communicate’s their finings to Gabriel and he’s just taken ABACK like #‘omg you actually listen to me what?’ cause I imagine that he isn’t really HEARD up there they just work work work and don’t meddle or humor #emotional shinanigans #quote on quote.

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moeblob · 2 months ago

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OC !

#my characters #i missed her so much wowee #her name is katale and thats what she goes by EXCEPT her best friend (and ex boyfriend and boss) who gets to call her kitty #hes just like the all around best guy in her life and she loves him a whole lot #and even though they broke up they have a very loving friendship and shes like #oh i would absolutely kill for him and in fact i am VERY good at killing im honing my skills :3 #and her family is actually just a bunch of criminals and the only reason the other guy gets involved #is bc he needs fast money to help his mom with hospital bills and so hes like hey my mom doesnt need to know how shes alive #and then he somehow becomes head honcho and is a rumored to be ruthless man #but hes just incredibly level headed and able to think his way up (and kills a few unpleasant family members for kitty)#and if shes running out and about you can even hear him say shit like #my wife left me i miss my wife #and everyone knows he means katale but no one knows how to react bc its clearly a joke (???) since they broke up #but no one is telling their boss to elaborate the wife situation #kitty however is the entire reason that she gets this lil puppy of an agent to not kill rudyard her dear boss #and somehow they adopt this grown man and also his really weird mentor who faked their death #but they love their puppy son boy agent man #and kitty is super happy to dote on the agent but even she has her lines like WHY DID YOU JUST HAND HIM A GUN #RUDYARD HE TRIED TO KILL YOU LIKE LAST MONTH WHAT ARE YOU DOING #and rudyard is just ??? can i NOT shove a gun into his hands now? what is that? a crime? really? gonna tell on me? a criminal? for crimes?#but genuinely it stresses her out bc she loves her adopted son but loves her best friend and eventually she realizes #ok puppy agent man is loyal to them but not a criminal thats ok #while rudyard is like ... passing him guns to try out as a bonding thing #but also he is fascinated with how good the agents aim is like hey kitty you should watch how far he can shoot perfectly #hey kitty remember all those dead underlings and how precise their kills were to make them not suffer this guy is really good #also for what its worth ruds mom is still alive! shes just in a nursing home now and he goes to visit her #kitty and rudyard have such a fun dynamic to me and both are murderers but its okay (its not)#also kitty likes anime and she has forced rud to watch anime with her and he just accepts his fate #bc it makes kitty happy to share so he will watch to make her happy even if he doesnt understand all the appeal

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popcorndispenser · 8 months ago

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Hershel is actually the only character I've ever projected my dpdr onto. Idk, it fits him really well imo. Des' PTSD gives him uncontrollable fits of anger, Layton's makes him dissociate.

For those uninitiated:

#professor layton #hershel layton #desmond sycamore #jean descole #bronev bros #like I feel when you throw either into a traumatic situation at this point #des gets very proactive - FIGHT out of fight flight freeze - and channels all of his stress and fear into aggression #if he gets triggered you will KNOW because he will react very badly. and it's often embarassing for him but he's also pretty defensive #meanwhile you genuinely can't know with Layton because people attribute it to him being unflappable #something DEEPLY upsetting happens to him and he's weirdly on top of things and seems to be coping super well. but he's also kind of spacey #and doesn't seem to grasp the enormity of what he's experiencing or how fucked up it is or how he maybe SHOULD be reacting #and at some point probly he has to admit to someone that for a long time now his brain sometimes just shuts off and he stops feeling himself #the world kind of breaks down around him and becomes surreal and he's always tried to hide it so he doesn't upset anyone #it started with big things but sometimes happens in response to small #on bad days it can even be a child crying/screaming or certain names #emmy can give him a big hug #rambling over lol

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opens-up-4-nobody · 3 days ago

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#Jesus christ. what a fucking week. its been January for a million fucking years #but this week has been good. very busy. i gave my 1st departmental presentation which i was real nervous abt #but i think my presentation was good. the department has a high standard for students to meet. like one of the guys who goes to the adjacent #department's student talks was like man it is night and day. the presentations in this department r so much better #so i feel like im getting a good education lol. and everyone was super supportive. like no one congratulated me besides my lab when i gave a #departmental talk for my masters. but here like everyone stopped to say good job and that the work sounds exciting. so that was nice.#and i feel like i spent so much time being social this week. im kinda drained and like oh god im fucking insufferable. but also im like well #if im being fucking annoying and ppl still Associate with me its their fucking problem lol. and also if u spend enough time around anyone #they become annoying and i still like my friends even if sometimes theyre annoying and its fine. everyone has the right to b a little #annoying haha. but i really like my lab mates. its fun talking to them. also everytime i talk to my old boss im like oh wow i am learing a #lot bc we talk abt my old system and my old work and i have new ideas abt how things function on a community level and she's like oh wow how #does that work? and i kinda kno what im talking abt and i still kinda love my desert cyanos a lot. and thats the other thing. i feel like #thats the other thing. i thought astr0biology was my guiding light but i think its actually just that i lov cyan0bacteria. somebody's gotta #and thats me... and my old boss haha and i have her to thank for that 😊 anyway. im feeling a lot my confident in my being here and in this #project. which is so crazy after the last 2 years of my life. Anyway. an aside but its been a crazy fucking week to b a scientist #bc of all the funding stuff. the post docs r really really stressed. as r the PIs. and my dad works for the government so he was telling me #all abt the fear within the VA. its crazy. and scary. but anyway. im so tired. Hopefully ill b able to properly draw this weekend but well #see. im a lil strung out haha #unrelated

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boycritter · 2 months ago

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sorry. im still pissed off about my english class today. can everyone shut the fuck up about the holocaust forever. please. holy shit.

#boycritter et al #STOP BRINGING IT UP WHEN YOU NEED AN EXAMPLE OF A BAD THING.#ITS NOT EVEN RELEVANT #fucking. talking about heroes/villains and how the pov of the narrator influences how you view the story.#bc everyone sees a situation differently. basic ass shit this is a college level english class but whatever.#'yeah like nazi germany thought they were in the right' YEAH WE ALL FUCKING KNOW. WE KNOW THEY THOUGHT THAT.#can we all stop rehashing basic fucking facts about the nazis and talk about something that is a) relevant to this class #b) not super upsetting to hear about constantly as a jewish person #idk im just. im TIRED of hearing about it and im tired of it being tossed around in casual conversation #and im tired of it being treated as some easy thing to point to when you need an example of something horrific #because a lot of people in my high school in indiana have not been impacted by it!!!#but i have!! it happened less than a century ago to my great grandparents and its fucked up that you seem to forget #thats even a possibility #idk. ive just also been really pissed off about everything ever #bc my period is soon and im stressed about finals and seeing family #and this feels like the one thing ive gotten pissed about that actually feels justified to get upset by

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nobodysdaydreams · 6 months ago

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Giving a complicated tragic childhood backstory to your favorite character is all fun and games, until you realize you need to account for how old all the other adult characters would have been at the time and realize that scenes that would work perfectly if one character was twenty three and the other was fourteen stop working when you need other characters who are played by adult actors clearly younger than they are to be in college at the same time so your story beats line up thematically.

#Don't worry. I made an excel document for this over a year ago #Was that unhinged? Yeah. But this is harder than you think it is #In unrelated news it is now reasonable to have a child in your 20s 30s or 40s depending on when the plot needs the child #Also people in their early 20s can be in grad school have already established careers and adopt children now. I've declared it.#Also: Hollywood stop trying to trick me into believing women in their 30s are the same age as men in their 50s. It's never gonna work.#I'm fighting for my life to make these age gaps normal even on a platonic level #Don't worry I aged the girls up and the boys down #But still this is a bit ridiculous #If you use the actors' ages it doesn't work. Garrison's actress is 16 years younger than Curtain. Why?#I mean I like the casting. But SQ is a teenager. We know Curtain has had his evil plans at least since SQ was born and lost his bio dad #and if the Whisperer is Garrison's invention that means she and Curtain were working together when SQ was born #If SQ in the show is 16 (the actor was older I believe) and Garrison is 37 (that's how old the actress is now she was younger at time)#That means Garrison was only 21 and Curtain was well into his 30s. And that's after you age SQ down and Garrison up for the calculations #So Garrison was likely (according to the shows' casting) even younger than that which begs the question what was Curtain doing?#Was he spending his 30s lurking around college campuses and high schools looking for a kid whose inventions he could steal?#What in the Marcus Cutter is that about?#All these jokes about Garrison being SQ's uninvolved divorced stepmom but nah she's really his estranged big sister #also this is very frustrating because the irl age gap between the actress who plays Number Two and Tony Hale only 7 years #but they're the ones for whom a 16 year age gap would have actually made sense because he adopts her in the books!#but now since Garrison is clearly so much younger than Number Two Curtain and Benedict I have to deal with this #(Don't worry I figured it out and made the age gaps normal. You just now have to believe Number Two is only a year older than Garrison)#It was the stress of living with her family that aged her and Garrison just looks naturally super young that's what we're going with.#And don't get me wrong:#I do like the actresses and actors they casted they're great but sometimes I google the ages and I'm like oh you cannot be serious #But we've (more or less) figured it out #Rant over #writing #writing struggles #tmbs

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bmpmp3 · 2 months ago

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post ankle-twisting clarity

#i slipped in the mudddddd the other day LOL i twisted my one ankle and scraped up my other knee #so the past few days ive just been kind of needing to waddle around.....#LUCKILY its healing well and fast <3 but yknow i was like #so stressed out over shit that doesnt matter in school. and like this is an awful unintentional habit i have but i will get like #overly stressed over shit and then i'll start getting SUPER careless with everything. and then i'll injure myself foolishly and Calm Down #happened last year with my foolish midnight woodcarving incident LOL its always november....#BUT yeah luckily this years foolish injury is a quick one at least!!#but yeah like genuinely i was so stressed out about all my fine arts major shit. teachers have been really getting on my case recently #my main professor said that it was a good thing people get so riled up with my work because it means its impactful #tbh i didnt believe her at all i thought she was just trying to placate me but then i listened closely to the things faculty say when #they look at my fucking. cartoon wolf drawing or something and i think. she might be right actually. people keep getting frustrated with me #because i think they see a lot of potential in me but i basically only have to drive to draw cartoon wolves etc HFKJSDHJVKRFEds #which is great for my ego. maybe too good for my ego. that my mark making and colour use etc is so evocative to these industry and #instutition people. but on the other hand i was told like thrice now that my work has no place in a gallery. which is fine although im not #totally sure how true that is. but also afterwards one time i was suggested to go into animation instead which is. um.#so its not out of nowhere i mean i did want to be an animator when i was like 10 but if you know anything about the current state of the #animation industry its like genuinely wild to tell someone who you've only seen 2 dimensional watercolour and acrylic painted #sketchy lined drawings from and who has said they cant do digital art anymore that they should get an animation degree?#brother they would kill me. i would be killed. i had an inkling but it really made me notice so clearly how limited the experiences my #faculty kind of have with certain industries. which is fine. or maybe not. for a professor LOL but yknow. but i was like huh. i guess i can #just kind of chill lol if i just keep doing things maybe something will come of it. i may not get as much help in my artistic development #rn as i would like. but its chill i think i'll figure it out if i just keep doing stuff <3 #doesnt really matter that my teachers dont know what to do with me. my kneeeee has a booboo so i am CHILLING out :)

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flurry-of-stars · 4 months ago

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*taps microphone* New chapter for These Hollow Halls coming soon--

#Flurry chats✦#so sorry for the delay but life be like that sometimes!#Im not dead yet just got super swamped for MONTHS.#Gonna change my name to tennis ball #Seeing as 2024 wants to keep smashing me around like one--#I have time before things may get stressful again so you better believe Im writing as much as I can #I just have to proof read and edit so Im aiming maybe for a Wednesday/Thursday update? Friday at the latest.#Unless something happens *knock on wood*#Ngl Im kinda glad I didnt have the time to keep writing back in June #Im much happier with this chapter than the original few drafts I had. Ive rewritten this chapter and chapter 6 like six different ways each #But I hope you all like it when it comes out! <3 #Praise be to the Novelist app #I have everything regarding THH on there except for the actual written chapters #But it has all my rough ideas for all future chapters so I dont forget/can fiddle around with them there instead of getting stuck in #a rewriting loop and rewriting the same chapter so many times I make myself dizzy #Wishing you all a wonderful week!! Lots of love! <3

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spaceratprodigy · 1 year ago

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✏ WIP Whenever ✏

Thank you for the tags @captastra @darkfire1177 @the-lastcall @hibernationsuit 💖💕

Haven't been working on too much personal art lately so not many new things to share

Have a lil sneaky peeky at these tiny sketches for the next few faith and max smoochy prompts in my ask box tho :]

open tag to anyone who wants to jump in!

#next week is gonna be great for faith and max enjoyers it looks like #just wanted to get a couple of these sketched out before I leave for the weekend #since they've been really nice (and much needed) stress relievers #I promise I haven't forgotten abt the other prompts in my ask box!!#I just have bigger ideas planned out for those and haven't had the time to work on them!!#but believe me I have been SO excited for when I can get back to them #they're literally all I think abt in terms of what I want to draw next!!#those and p&p au AND western au okay!! I have all the ideas planned out in my head but no time yet!!#2024 is gonna start off with some banger art fr fr #ily friends thank you for tagging me sorry I've been super slow getting around to everything #my mind has been all over the place and it's just that time of year ya'know #much love to y'all always <3 #my art #faith and max

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gaytwirights · 6 months ago

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Omg Simeon Saint slaps so hard,,,,,, but what the fuck is Fifi Leguarde or whatever. Like I'm sure everyone gets the guard part but what is Fifi

#ace attorney #simeon saint #im gonna be honest! this is probably the one character tag that i will change!#like im sure we all have some issues with winner and fender (at least. i personally have issues with winner and fender)#(like if they spelled it wynner that would solve like 90% of my issues with winner tbh!!)#but also i am ashamed to admit it but i dont super like gavelle either.... like the Verity part is good but just i dont like gavelle #like ngl simeon saint is the first official name that didn't disappoint me a little.... such an all around great name........#but again. i cannot stress this enough. what the hell does the fifi add to the name

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moeblob · 1 year ago

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New OCs

(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)

OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.

#my characters #also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation #but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him #but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too #its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful #mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human #mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS #while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life #and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt #but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet #and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM)#and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me #so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research #and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah #and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans #are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name!#anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect #i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research #and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart #but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know #and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha #anyway if you read all those tags ty #and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad #i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so #i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main #but then here i am posting on main #im sorry

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year ago

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sneepy cozy....

#cats #(medical stuff mention for tags)#poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe #I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse #your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just #literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea #so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar #event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems #normal so... aa.......#Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me #since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you #if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol #the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing #vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder #my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone #ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such #I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol #feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation #and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am #last night and it's 2pm now..#thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers...#And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially #My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc #and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff #... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest #so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I #supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar #AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas..#I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left #alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....

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tobe-sogolden · 11 months ago

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#hi!!!!!!#i feel like i should update here bc despite the stress it caused me this place got me through some of the roughest parts of med school #so if anyone at all is still around thank you <3 #im updating to say match day was friday and im very excited to have matched into my dream specialty in a program im very excited about!#im thankfully moving much closer to my family which im stoked about and ill have excellent opportunities here so im super grateful #im graduating med school in two months which is surreal #i will be a literal doctor like who allowed that im just a young girl #anyways thank you to harry and this place for giving me stuff to look forward to during the rough patches #idk what he's up to these days but i hope he's well!!!#anyways byeeeeeeeeeee hope you guys are doing great

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californiaquail · 11 days ago

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well boss said reese has no indication of any uti or crystals only a tiny amount of red blood cells which can be caused by the manual expression. coworker insisted there was no point in taking rads to see if he's blocked from the string so going to try some laxaire and hope 😬🤞🏻also then my boss gave me a ride to the bus stop so i didn't have to carry the huge crate which was uncharacteristically nice of him 🤨

#already plotting in my head how trying to get him into emergency surgery on the weekend would go and its not great #on account of the fact that i simply do not have enough thousands of dollars for the er proper. or a way to get there but i could probably #figure that one out but not so much the money #he had a god awful time he had to see a d*g and that was horrible he hissed at it (chihuahua less than 1/3 his size)#he was SO scared i feel horrible and i almost cried a lot of times just from looking at him 😭#anyway i'm glad we did a ua though that does help some of my anxiety but now the problem is the string #it probably had a big knot in it so i'm not totally convinced it would even be able to exit the stomach but if it did thats terrifying #i don't think it was super long just the big knot #coworker also insisted strings cant cause blockages only intussuseptions which does not sound right to me particularly if it was a bulky #but not long string such as this one. but what do i m #*know #i'm still really stressed and we have to move tomorrow ugh #i forgot to grab the laxaire at the clinic so i'm going to have to go out and get some but i have to go drop off a goodwill bag anyway #ugh also while my coworker was trying to get pee from him she said “if you bite me i'll smack you in the face i dont care if your moms here”#and i didnt say anything but if she had done that i think i would have lost my mind. what the fuck is wrong with you #she is like that with all of the animals and it drives me insane or like she'll brag about how her rottweiler lifted his lip at her so she #beat him and stepped on his head (???) like some would accurately identify this as animal abuse and yet youre a vet tech???#like these animals are all having a horrible day why the fuck don't you have two seconds of patience instead of immediately going to #“oh you threatened to bite me let me force you into tonic immobility”. again what the fuck is wrong with you #same woman who justified hitting kids in the face btw. of course #my boss is actually much nicer to them for the most part than she is he's just a total douche to people (me) its weird #like i just think you should not have made your lifes work being a vet tech if you think its cool and fine to smack dogs and cats around for #not immediately doing what you want or for expressing discomfort or fear #and they are almost all fear reactive i think there have been maybe two cats that i would describe as aggressive and not just fear reactive #and i'm probably wrong honestly! theres always a reason #anyway. please everyone pray or vibe or whatever that my cat doesnt get his guts tied in knots because i dont have $10000 and his insurance #doesn't kick in for two weeks i think (i got it last night in a panic having intended to do it months ago but thought he had to have a vet #relationship in order to get it)#i'm still really scared lol. god bless #me

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