#just writing more poems honestly
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me, postponing going to sleep because I have to get the last 5 HP to defeat a habitica boss by doing tasks
#I love habitica#normally I do it in better ways#but I am determined for something to go right today#this will be the thing going right#just writing more poems honestly#such a good platform#habitica#re occurring hyperfixation#task management#productivity
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I WANT ENDLESS BLISS!!!
HALF-AWAKE, HALF-DEAD, HALF-LIFE CRISIS
ALL NATURAL POMEGRANATE PULP.
FERMENTED TO PERFECTION, SAVOUR YOUR SAVIOR.
Q: What's your favourite food? A: THE ALE THEY SERVE AT THE TAVERN!
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#uhhhh happy pride month have a fucked up chilchuck that im really proud of#i took so long on that hair rendering just so i could cover it up with the stars...#this was a reaaaally experimental one#if i had another go at this id change a lot of things but sometimes you gotta know when to stop#ive learned my lesson from this one so ill do another one with my knowledge now ykyk#ive discovered i reaaaallly reaaaaaally like thin lines#still figuring out how rendering + painting works but hey it was a nice attempt!!#this is my first finished peice in a looongggg loooooongggg time and it makes me really happy how well it came out#i guess switching things up really helped with things.. i usually get stuck at flat colors because i get so bored#cw alcohol#cw alcoholism#eyestrain#<- maybe? its really saturated#chilchuck#chilchuck tims#dungeon meshi#by the way i always thought him saying “ale” as an answer to “favourite food” was odd#maybe its a translation thing where theres a japanese wprd that covers both food and drink and the translator just estimated it to “food”?#cause if its not... sir??? chilchuck thats not a food... my man... you have a problem...#this is#[ tragedy au ]#but honestly you could take it as set in canon#by the way do you like my little poem : ) im pspspsps-ing at the dungeon meshi fandom/fandom in general to write more poetry/short lit#maybe ill tweek it and post the poem on ao3.... shrug !
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Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman
part one | part two
#me when everybody is posting the maple leafs sad narratives and i am furiously generating this like HOLD ONNNN HOLD ONNNNNNN#honestly i could've been SOOOO MEAN about this because i saw this poem & alexandra got the preview on the poetry blog#where i just reblogged the first half of this poem point blank with the tags#kyle dubas#toronto maple leafs#& got yelled at aksdaksf & it literally only didn't go on this blog bc i usually write more & then it was percolating & i looked up the poe#& it was only the FIRST PART i'd reblogged i didn't know there was more & then brain immediately went brrrrr ok time for an edit.#this is a long one lol & i also have no idea if it makes sense to anybody but me but because y'all know me i will always overexplain so!!#my reasoning for the reasons obvi kyle. that's a given i hope he's doing well i hope he & his family r good but man is not coming in to wor#the second edit took me a stupid amount of time bc i am nitpicky but also i learned how to do the layers & transparency from the claude edi#that actually y'all don't know about lmao but i lost my mind when i saw how perfectly those pictures align i was scrolling getty & was like#ok december i'm gonna do a headline one (in my brain with the november/june quote about choosing to die again) w/ maple leafs playoff odds#how they say at winter break you know who's gonna be in the playoffs & who'll win & they thought they had a shot but it's mitchie overlaid#the 2003-04 team who'd last won a playoff round with the atlantic division stats from dec for 22-23 & how long it's been & dec headlines#i wanted breakup/recent/never loved to be a recent trade acquisition somebody who bounced around & somebody else so i almost had simmer#brodie & zar but then i wanted to make murray for breakup at any time &i forgot zar & him were on the pens together &it hit me like a truc#bc there's a photo of the two of them EXACTLY the same so close it's scary of this one but them as pens so they had to be it & i did always#know never loved again was mitchie. sorry. also mitchie in the penalty box the last game but i couldn't find footage of it & this one works#no i could not find a photo of tyler bertuzzi fighting a leaf for a dog looked at me yes i tried.#i almost made the bunting photo jt but instead it's 'bunting a rat etc' anyway the one i really feel unhinged about is dead pets bc at firs#i was gonna make it the handshake line & look to see if the leafs had drafted anybody on the panthers (dead pet former draft pick)#& they had & it was carter verhaeghe & i couldn't get a good pic of matthews & verhaeghe but it's fine bc i thought about the mo/luke schen#narrative (in which they are a perfect d pair long lost) & schenn was drafted by the leafs & that line fits jut trust me. also how i feel#about the kniesy luminous line that one possessed me it had to be kniesy idk why. i almost put gussy as girls are too pretty though ALSO#did u like my joke. daylight SAVINGS time on the goalie. thank u. also my photo magic on the jt (me very poorly editing in him as an isle)#OK ALSO HOLD ONNNNN there is a part two but i have to wait for the Content i want it will come out as soon as [redacted] or sooner#if i get bad at waiting &everyone will pretend like it is always the way it will be once i have the photos i want. speaking of did the leaf#simply not take a team photo this year?? it Does Not Exist for me i have tried very hard to look for it also i'm excited for part 2#one of them is named oh you're so unhinged for this one & the finished product is you're unhinged in ways you didn't even know u were sorry#liv in the replies
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I love the rhyming on ttpd. can only think of two examples currently but I know there’s more.
#the dancing phantoms on the terrace do they get second hand embarrassed#is e v e r y t h I n g#but also I can’t stop thinking about:#you. look. like. taylor swift. in this light—we’re lovin’ it#like just the flow. the cadence. not even just the rhyme but#her ease with language and playfulness with it and all the little pockets and corners of so many songs#even ones you think you don’t like. settle in with time!#like the thing about taylor is that she is VERY much a poet#in that some of her genius/way with words is innate#and the images and stuff she uses the turns of phrase can feel so garish and embarrassing on first listen#they JAR#but honestly I think it’s because she is truly …. new? she is doing something NEW#and the shock and outrage that always goes with new things is always present with a Taylor album#and I think she’s drawing on so much from the past to write but she is so deeply rooted in the present cultural moment#so it’s so easy to dismiss her writing on first glance as like. idk a college girl’s idea of poetry#as being too Stark or Melodramatic.#she loves OBVIOUS imagery and extremely dramatic ones too#but she isn’t actually just throwing stuff at the wall#because pretty much always. it starts to land and soften and settle#and the image she’s chosen has done its job of drawing you into a world#and/or communicating an emotion#and sometimes it’s so upsetting. like. get me out of the bedroom with Matty Healy taylor!!!!!!!!!! but. the art is art-ing!#I guess is what I’m saying. she’s good at this it isn’t just hype#but some of it really is that she’s taking us places we might not want to go or are so quick to pass judgment on#as being unworthy of a song or more importantly a poem. but present art HAS to do that#and does do it!!!!!! idk I am just. musing
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#did i stay up way too late writing down poetry to add to my wall? yes#did i also follow that up with actually writing more poetry? yes#you know it's especially silly when the poetry leaves the notes app and makes it onto the paper notebook lmao#to clarify this is not sad !! it is just Emotion#honestly i would technically say that the poem is a positive focus but that is Very Rare for me and it still has Emotion undertones#anyway i didn't feel like posting officially but i did need to shout into the void about my questionable decisions#personal
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My Country: The New Age, first and last episodes & Hanif Abdurraqib, For The Dogs Who Barked At Me On The Sidewalks in Connecticut (text/audio) image descriptions in alt
#damn imagine if hui-jae was well written beyond like episode 7 or so. wouldnt that have been something.#just saying but if they had actually leaned into the parallels between these three instead of doing ... whatever weird comphet stuff we got#it couldve been so good!!!! or even if they had just let her keep her fun gender!! but no :(#im so glad hui-jae is busy being the occasional third in hwa-wol and mun-boks marriage while seonhwi raise goats in seo geoms village haha#anyway. enjoy yet another half assed post abt parallels and heartbreak in the parallels and heartbreak show <3#also do urself a favour and check out the whole poem hanif abdurraqibs writing is insane#my country: the new age#mctna#han hui-jae#nam seon-ho#seo hwi#caveweb#actually no i still have sth to say. like im not even mad that theres comphet im just angry its so bad like??? what was that#that wasnt even half assed that was like quarter assed at best#also the hui-jae / seon-ho axis is so tragically underused#like i respect that they just fully made them both hwisexual but couldnt we have at least gotten more than some crumbs#they went from vaguely friends to bitchy antagonists to i dont even think of u at all and thats honestly so lame#tension of a wet lettuce leaf. seon-ho was the one who made the first step towards friendship in ihwaru and he also warned her abt his dad#and wingmanned hwi (took hui-jae to see hwi kick ass) like in the beginning he was the one w the people skills!#and u are telling me apart from one extremely unbelievable attempt at a love triangle w the 'last drink' scene u never did anything w them?#like so much of my grief w this show hinges on the fact that there shouldve been more Good Times before everything went to shit#to make it hit harder bc imagine the beef if seon-ho and hui-jae had been actually good friends before he betrayed hwi#them seeing each other at court as the king and queens respective confidantes wouldve been so much better like !!!#wait actually i need to stop here i can feel myself getting hangry i need to eat lunch but imagine. imagine#the good timeline where hwi just got to be fully bisexual and there were more divorce flavours than just hwi/seon-ho and hwi/bang-won...#solarpunk_future.jpeg#nam seon ho#han hui jae#<- thats just bc i never fucking know what the consensus on the romanization of everyones names is#i personally go w the hyphenated method but lots of ppl write each syllable separate and ive seen the kpop variant (written tgt) used too
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#haunted ecosystem#tagging this as pandora#au: where the dust settles#potential title: to and from the autumn#but honestly i dont feel like titling this#i had some thoughts about pandora and decided i may as well just make this lol#canine imagery. fire. the typical when it comes to him#not a lot of art / photos with this one since nothing really Fit#two pieces from 'a place called home' (the extended version) and one from 'when rats catch cats'#i may write linearly but the imagery goes back and forth#the fire burns brighter at the start#and it fades into the fog of denied hatred#im still debating whether i lean more into the hatred aspect or if i let it be more of a subtlety#side note: with the proper / full version of chapter 20 wtds is 80k words#that's fucking WILD#it's funny how the further into the story we get the more bastardized his character becomes#he becomes what is needed to survive; like he always has#and god if im not looking forward to showing how bad the repercussions for that are#no main tags with this one :3#normally id make a bit of a poem / dialogue piece for these#but i think it wraps itself up nicely
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Memory Sieve
A poem inspired by this playlist of the same name, composed by Francis Wells (memory like a sieve = when you forget things very easily) ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ All your life, you've been a traveler. Always moving, never standing still as if the thought of stopping - of reflecting - will make your heart stop beating. Whenever you catch yourself drifting, reminiscing times long gone, warm mornings of your mother sowing the summer barley, smiling to herself, your breath catches in your throat and the dizziness consumes you, as if the memory isn't supposed to be there, unnatural in its effort to take space in your head. Sometimes, I wonder. Do you recall the little house on the hill? Do you remember what you did with your cruel hands? How you touched me, worshipped me like a God and molded me into new shapes? Do you remember what you told me after? How you took it all away as if it never mattered at all? Still, the journey I took to return made me realize that the chronicles of my life were a blank page before you came along. Now, I can tell from the inside looking out that I am indeed a person or, at least, human enough to touch you, grab you by your shirt, shake you, and remind you of what we are. What we became. It seems like you forgot. Looking at you covered in blood, facing your back, your gun trembling in your hands, I know the stories they'll tell when you're gone. Stories of a monster disguised as a man, a cousin, a brother, a son, but I will not wait for that time to come. I refuse to accept it, to make peace with it. For we made a promise, in the form of a blue stick-it note. Perhaps you forgot, but I did not. Wake up. I'm hungry.
#idk what happened but I started writing this in the morning after listening to the playlist and talking to my beta about it#honestly they're the one to blame they tempted me#how dare you make me write poetry - sth I clearly don't passionately love#thank you so much as always#this was very fun more people should try it#get a playlist you love and use the song titles to come up with a story#it doesn't have to be a poem like mine tbh#I just couldn't resist#vegaspete#poetry
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Taking the Stage (Identity).
Inspired by the Wikipedia poem, Identity, by @elliotpireflyy.
#wikipedia poem#i really liked the concept of the original poem#just kinda wanted to expand on some of the ideas in the original#in so doing i tried to avoid using the same sources as they did#is this uncouth to do?#i'm not actually certain#the themes of this and the original aren't exactly one to one#which honestly i prefer#but i like to think there is something shared between them that is more than the subject matter#but who knows#poetry#writing
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last night I was scrolling through the wikipedia article that lists every unicode character
the experience was downright transcendental
every individual script was beautiful
there were so so many scripts
and almost each and every one feels or felt completely natural and normal to someone in the world
and just
so much work has been put in to accurately transcribing every one of these scripts to a digital font
and then there were the ancient scripts
there was a script that came from an undeciphered phoenician disc
and it was digitized. ready to be used to write down a sentence.
we don't even know what it means, but it's there.
as if to say
"hey, if you ever find your way here, we want to make sure you can say hello"
humanity is defined by our connections to each other
#i honestly want to expand this out into like#a full piece of writing or a poem or something or another#i think ideally itd be a comic but im not yet able to draw at a level id be happy showing off#but regardless#I have more to say than just what is here#but i liked this enough to share it with others#enjoy <3#I should start a writing tag since ive started doing that#uhhh#oh fuck#lynnscription#thats it#gpmna retroactively add that to all my original writing now
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Inheritance
I inherited my father’s mistrust
of doctors. He thinks they want to get into his
wallet. I think they want to get under my skin.
Jealously, we each guard what‘s ours—
his wallet, my skin.
And I can’t think about my father
without wringing my hands, scratching,
clawing. Because I know,
even this is not my own. The mirror
has my father’s eyes—I cringe from the familiar,
judging gaze, weighing my sins.
I wait for my punishment, staring down
at my feet that do not flee,
because even these are not my own.
In the mirror, my hands curl into fists.
I hate the mirror, because this hatred is my own.
“This is my own,” I say to the mirror,
and the mirror repeats it back to
me, wearing my father’s face.
#surprise! another poem no one particularly wanted#i may start dabbling in poetry more frequently#just a heads up lol#am i a poet now???#this was not on my 2024 bingo card but here we are#two poems coming out of my brain two nights in a row#ok.#is it good? i honestly can’t tell bc i have poetry blindness but i it definitely has a theme#my writing#my poetry#on the subject of fathers#writeblr#poetry#poems#spilled ink
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At the same time
It's an open book And a filled quill Yet an empty page stares
How can I even begin to word what I feel How can I even imagine to word what I feel
For its emptiness and overbrimming at the same time For its longing and knowing boundaries at the same time For its liberation and fear at the same For its anger And acceptance at the same time For its a crying heart And a strict mind at the same time For its closed throat And dried eyes at the same time For its ambition And carelessness at the same time For its regret And hopelessness at the sane time
For its hidden
And obvious at the same time
For its love and Loss at the same time
Because what if I'm stuck? In between and nowhere at the same time
#Yes I'm actually alive btw#I've never felt so strongly as much as I'm feeling now so here a whatever poem#Honestly it's more like a heart dump rather than a poem#not even a poem#let's call it a heart dump#poetry#spilled ink#poems and quotes#poems#poetic#I just want to start writing again so I feel less suffocated#Which means I'll be posting more often woho#Atleast something good is coming out of my ruin#fin
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My pen stopped working, and I was forced to substitute it for a black color pencil cause I have no spare pens...
ANYWAY, I GOT A NEW NOTEBOOK AND DREW THIS ON THE FIRST TWO EMPTY PAGES
#it's gonna be used mostly as a dream journal (write in it every morning to take note of what i dreamt about)#but i might write a few of my trashy poems as well#i think im just gonna use it as a general notebook honestly#tumblr killed the quality again#fuck you tumblr#also the last time i drew a more cartoon face like that was when i was like... 12
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Yes, I killed him.
#poetry#poem#words#drowning#murder#but like in an aesthetic way#no actually i just wanted to write a murder poem cause its fun#anyway i havent poested poetry on here in forever#and this one was nice to write so why not#and like its not a personal one#because contrary to popular believe i have not murdered anyone yet#my poetry#i need to write more murder poems honestly#that poetry reading in edinburgh really inspired me#vik shirley was so right#sometimes you just gotta write some unhinged marcabre shit#and i havent even managed that yet cause im still holding onto making it sound pretty#just gotta commit cold blooded fucked up poetry murder
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 274
Adjective: Deceptive
Noun: Spiral
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Deceptive: giving an appearance or impression different from the true one, or misleading
Spiral: a spiral curve, shape, or pattern; a spiral spring; (astronomy) short for spiral galaxy; a progressive rise or fall of prices, wages, etc., each responding to an upward or downward stimulus provided by a previous one; a process of deterioration through the continuous increase or decrease of a specified feature; (American football) a pass or kick that moves smoothly through the air while spinning on its long axis
#just a smidge late this time#lowkey cos my girlfriend and i were busy#speaking of which we continued birthday celebrations for her and went out and did some small things#we honestly had another fun and relaxing day#also cant believe its october#halloween is right around the corner (my girlfriend and i are trying to work out costumes rn)#and we are both attempting inktober again#ive never finished an inktober (including the year in which i tried to write poems instead of making drawings)#so im crossing my fingers for this one#anyway this prompt screams the 'spiral' from the magnus archives#so im obviously going to do something with that in the poem i end up writing#i cant get over how 'deceptive' and 'spiral' are so perfect for a piece about the spiral#also i fell asleep while writing these tags and now im more than a smidge late#so oops#the magnus archives#tma#the spiral#the spiral tma#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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Am I Even A Person?
A wise person fears death, and so tries to find the meaning of life while they can.
A brave person fears death, yet charges forth into danger despite it.
A holy person fears death, praying that their god gives them life after they have passed.
A smart person fears death, and so discovers new ways to delay it.
A lonely person fears death, Afraid no one will be their for them in the end.
A depressed person fears death, yet begs for its sweet embrace.
A fear of death seems to be in every person, no matter who they truly are
But i do not fear death, for i have shaken its hand many a times.
I have lost so many so often, so many so close to me.
More of my kin lay below the soil than stands above it.
I have tasted the pill bottle upon my lips, its medicinal release one swallow away
I have felt the knifes edge at my wrists, one quick motion and then the most colorful freedom
I have felt the cold steel of the gun upon my temple, an explosive exit from this word.
and yet here i stand, happily moving forward.
I am not a wise person, nor a particularly brave one
I am far from a holy person, nor am i an especially smart one
Im no longer a lonely person, and i am no longer a depressed one either.
Yet i cant help but sit here and wonder, a thought that gnaws upon my very being.
If i am none of these, am i even a person?
#original poem#poem#my poem#my poetry#tw suicide mention#tw: suidice#tw: suicide mention#i am perfectly happy now#more so than ever before honestly#i am genuinely so happy nowadays and in so much love#surrounded by friends and people i care about#just something i wanted to write about#poetry
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