#just what am i even doing anymore?

[alectoperdita]

WIP Wednesday

So this draft turned out more porn with feeling that originally planned. Still focused on Jou trying to give his first blowjob, but it seems Seto will read less authoritative during it compared to what was suggested in "The Catwalk Job." And now I am worried about series continuity.

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Their bodies moved in tandem, joined at the mouth and hips. Soon their hands joined the fray, slipping under clothing to paw at one another. Jounouchi managed to wiggle several fingers under Seto's waistband, curling the digits below his hip bone and digging a hint of nail near the top of Seto's buttock. Seto retaliated with light scratches across Jounouchi's lower back and the nape of his neck. Whenever a low groan rumbled deep in Jounouchi's chest, Seto shivered and squeezed his thighs together.

Jounouchi was hard, pitching an impressive tent in his pants by feel alone. Seto, on the other hand, despite the arousal swimming in his veins, was slower to rise. His half-hard dick was pitifully puny compared to Jounouchi's rock-hard erection.

Jounouchi must've noticed the difference, too. He lifted his head to catch his eye. Even as he held himself still, his nostrils flared. Seto didn't shrink away from his gaze.

"Hey, you sure you're okay? We can stop if you're not in the mood."

Inside Seto's head, he cursed the man for being so understanding. Most of his hookups would've rolled him onto his hands and knees and fucked him with very little regard as to whether he was hard or not. The perks of being mainly regarded as a hole for men to stick their dicks into.

Don't get Seto wrong, though. He didn't mind being used, and he (usually) got plenty out of the experience, too.

"I want," he insisted. His frustration turned inward toward his own libido. He wanted sex. Especially sex with Jounouchi. So why did his body betray him now? "I want you."

Jounouchi continued to watch him. The stare grated on his nerves.

Seto arched off the mattress. "I can suck you first—"

"Actually," Jounouchi cut him off, "I think this'll be a great time for me to return the favor."

"What?" It was Seto's turn to gape.

Flashing a boyish grin, Jounouchi pecked the corner of his mouth. "You heard me. I wanna blow you."

"You don't have to—"

"I wanna."

Seto's heart hammered in his chest. He tried to offer Jounouchi an out, but the man refused. He said he wanted to suck Seto's cock. Twice.

"Have you ever sucked cock?" he asked in an accusatory tone.

Jounouchi dared to look sheepish for a moment. "Well, no. But it's never too late to learn, right?" He laughed, though a nervousness thrummed through it. "And it's not like I've never done other kinds of oral. Eaten plenty of pussy in my time."

Seto pulled a face. He did not like to think about Jounouchi pleasuring other people beside himself. He especially didn't appreciate the reminder of Jounouchi's once fiercely defended heterosexuality. "Stop. You keep talking about cunnilingus, and it'll definitely kill the mood."

"Sorry. Look, I know I probably won't be good at it, but I still wanna give it a go."

Jounouchi could give the world's most mid blowjob, and Seto would probably still get hard. Which probably said worrying things about Seto's state of mind.

"Okay," Seto agreed, still breathless from disbelief.

[apostaterevolutionary]

Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao

Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…

(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)

Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it

And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else

But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh

[dkettchen]

she would've told them unlike her canon! version who decided not to be an ally smh

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

When in doubt, Soup it out.

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[starscream-is-my-wife]

Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze

[teaboot]

you're so like. inspiring. or i wish i could be inspired. you reblog that post with the blue critter and you're like "im glad i was born on this planet". how do i manage to get that mindset. how do i manage to not want the pain to stop at any cost and enjoy what's still possible to enjoy

It's my first time here and I'm never coming back

[yrsonpurpose]

TAYLOR ZAKHAR PEREZ Natural Diamonds

[mydarlinglaszlo]

they're holding hands! for the last time (on this documentary) 🥺💕

[cozylittleartblog]

bug doodles so i can say i drew something

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

[deltaruminations]

what if gaster in a future chapter calls out the audience for speculating so much about him. the guy canonically has some amount of access to Real Life Social Media. like i started this mostly as a joke but there are definitely some real metanarrative opportunities for a character with recklessly curious impulses, and possibly a fragile sense of self, having nearly limitless access to streams of debate over whether or not he’s a bastard. rude to talk about someone who’s listening etc

[yrrtyrrtwhenihrrthrrt]

All these posts I see with the nerve to say, "We'll be alright, we'll be okay, we'll continue to fight, we'll continue to hope," have made me more weary than the plain truth.

It's over. That's it, it's over. Our country has been taken from us.

The genocide will be invigorated, and any hope of U.S. pressure bringing it to an end is gone. I'm so sorry.

Everyone with a uterus will lose any semblance of human rights they once enjoyed. You can say goodbye to being considered a human being, you can say goodbye to any consensus whatsoever that your very life ever mattered.

Every queer and transgender person will face outright persecution and lose the right to so much as exist as themselves, alongside which even cishet people will lose all right to self-expression.

Immigrants will lose whatever fragile hold they had allowing them to pursue life and happiness in this country and will be forced away from their families, jobs, and loved ones if not worse.

Police abuse against people of color and any political dissenters will be invigorated and their immunity from justice will expand.

The prices will continue to rise and the wages will drop or remain stagnant at best.

Disabled Americans, including any American with any pre-existing condition, will lose all access to healthcare as medical costs will skyrocket and our meager insurance will be stripped of us. We will be left in the street to die.

So don't fucking tell me to "hold onto hope" and don't you dare fucking tell me "we will be okay." Who is we? It isn't me, or any of my friends or loved ones. There is not a single person I know that doesn't fall into at least one of the above-mentioned categories. Not one person in this country am I acquainted with who has neither a functioning uterus, nor ANY medical condition whatsoever, nor is an immigrant or from an immigrant family, nor is a person of color, nor is a member of the LGBTQ+ community. Think about it. Do you?

So, in God's name, who the fuck is "gonna be okay"? Anyone lucky enough to survive? Anyone who lucks out and manages to avoid a dangerous pregnancy (which will be soo easy once we lose access to birth control, I'm sure), or manages to stay under the ICE's radar, or manages not to be pulled over by a pig who needs to take out his rage over his wife surviving her last beating, or manages to not get sick or injured ever again? That's somehow not as comforting as people think it is.

And as for the genocide, I'm so sorry. I'm so, so, so sorry that my country has once again failed the people of Palestine. I hope all the people who abstained from voting because Kamala wasn't pro-Palestinian enough feel really good about themselves when they watch countless more children being slaughtered as Israel is bolstered in its capacity to accelerate the genocide beyond any level we've seen thusfar. I'm so, so sorry to my brothers and sisters in Palestine. I'm so sorry that we failed you.

This isn't to say we should stop fighting. But the time for hope and handholding and singing kumbaya is over. Compassion and love have failed, today has proved that. Violence is our only option left.

[thekittyokat]

you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

[ender1821]

shut up im coping

[chronological-knight]

Tanguish with his cloak :]

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[larapaulussen]