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i can’t explain it but my adhd has been severely kicking my ass these past few weeks like oh my goddddd can my brain function properly please
#haven’t been drawing much just working bare minimum and thinking abt leon kennedy#i hardly even talk to anyone either like HJDHSS JM SORRY i am just not in the mood for most of the day lowkey#just very low energy really#maybe i need a lobotomy
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space sweepers but they're delivery people and are at no point on screen through the entire movie
#fantasy high#riz gukgak#kristen applebees#gorgug thistlespring#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#figueroth faeth#the bad kids#half tempted to say these names are forum handles they use so much it pretty much became their professional names lol#I keep them teenagers bc its funnier that way#no real lore I just like drawing this. but I do think abt how theyre all weirdos too also bc thats funny to me#riz is a huge conspiracyhead who does everything by hands. he has a casio fx-570 in mint condition. nobody knows how he's maintaining it#he is nonetheless Really Good at his job. which somewhat tracks bc it's a job that requires keeping up with interstation conflicts#and new policies and an obsessive amount of planning. but he is Too Good at it. and also he dresses like that#kristen has the atomic engine that theoretically lets her unmake and remake matters with her mind. but it consumes a huge amount#of energy so it's mostly useless. she's still a cult survivor also#gorgug lives his entire life on a ship with his parents who quit a cushy deal maintaining a space station bc he wouldn't be allowed on#the low gravity let him grow very tall but also his oxygen saturation is pretty bad so he's got breathing support#fig is a robot who just found out she's a robot like two months ago. she's been assuming everyone's a robot like her and she's been feeling#very betrayed by her mom lying about that part. she's on a body mod spree which is rough bc system-specific parts are expensive#and so is adapting random parts to her system#fabian's still a pirate captain's son. can't say anything that'd be able to get the vibes across clearer than that#adaine went to tech/business school. she put her monthly allowance towards an ecoterrorist group in her academy which turned out to be an o#and she's currently wanted by UTS. more than fabian. which makes him slightly mad#she's also acquired a passion for low-tech weaponry on the way. she likes ice picks and cleavers#I think up all of this for no reason except that once again the idea of all these people being 1/teens and 2/on the same ship to be posties#is hilarious to me. esp. if they were in a forum group chat beforehand
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HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!
So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!
ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.
I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!
I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!
#update#just rambling#my art#dont wanna really add this to the welcome home tags?#feels inappropriate? even with the doodle but the post itself is just to let anyone wondering about me know I'm alright#anyway#I probably shouldn't have pushed through drawing this but I mostly drew it for my own comfort if anything#and felt fitting to use for an update post#art looks so sloppy lol but thats okay....#Repeating that I am very much okay though! But I'm def needing some time. For my mind's sake. Too much noise around me gets overwhelming#so energy is low and I am taking my time#dandy leon#I dont mind adding my oc tag lmao#tw stitches
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lots of misc sketches of varying quality 4 you
#dont really feel like tagging these um.#ethubs#smalletho#cledubs#jizzie#trafficshipping#the one w etho and bdubs where theyre wearing like. studded jackets was a concept/attempt at tuff guys designs#but. My only idea was. theyre ripoff bad boys. because that was my first thought when i first heard their name#didnt really feel very creative with that one asdfjgh. and i couldnt get tango to look right so i just scrapped it lol#my energy is so so low lately i need to like. See if it’s an actual health problem by now because its not good :’)#i have Responsibilities. Things to do. But no. All i have energy for is playing bad sudoku on my phone#anyway just posting these because. I can. And well. Thats lovely isnt it#sphynx sketches
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Something just got me thinking...
Suibian is a truly loyal sword, it refused to let anyone else use it and did what was only ever heard of in legends and sealed itself away when its master died!
The sword is monogamous. It only connected with one person and no one else would do. No one else could compare.
Spiritual weapons have a deep connection with their wielders, they are constantly permeated with their owner's spiritual energy. They are, in a way, an extension of their master.
So, it makes perfect sense that Suibian is monogamous. Because it's quite obvious that WWX is as well. WWX only ever had eyes for one person, he only ever connected to one other person in such a deep, life changing way. No one else would do, no one else could ever compare to that boy that stole his undivided attention on the Cloud Recesses rooftop the first night they met.
It was always LWJ for him, just as it was always WWX for Suibian.
Like master, like sword.
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#mdzs novel#suibian#so loyal#and before some stans jump on this#suibian recognised WWX's golden core when it was JC#that's all#the sword is tricked into think he is WWX#what's really sweet is that suibian is able to recognise it's true owner even in a new body#with new (very low) spiritual energy#it just shows the deep connection WWX has with his sword#suibian recognised his beautiful soul ❤️
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Round 7
Round: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8
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#detective conan#music#polls#detco posting#my stuff#ok in the process of making this post but i need to say this: butterfly core IS SUPER GOOD#and while i don't like the music video that much (too much CGI for me)#i still picked that bc VALSHE's look in is *CHEF KISS*#something about the energy reminds me of annie lenox in the sweet dreams music video#as in: HOT AS FCK#so there you have it#also only 4 songs into this round and full of bangers... well good luck picking everyone i would have already lost this round#god so many of these are such big BANGERS#shuffle is truly evil#but BUT......... i have to admit if mune ga doki doki gets a very low amount of votes i will be very disappointed... the original banger...#really hoping that it'll win... bc that is the banger of our nation isn't it?#(sorry revive and all the rest of you... mune ga doki doki is special all right)#have fun everyone!#also adding the links of the other polls#and i will do that for all posts#for easier access#just haven'T had the time for it till now
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he's ruined my life. Peter.
#Jay in this universe is kinda interesting to me?#cause I didn't know how to fit him in at all#at first he's a very nonchalant type of guy. very low energy#but when Peter comes in. he starts opening up more and being able to sleep better and such (idk they'd lay together)#they'd be dating for like a month before Peter takes Jay to his house#and tbh Jay would be more upset with P knocking him out than anything else#the murder? okay. kidnapping? who CARES his head is sore#then again Jay has offed a few people so he wouldn't really care#oh btw that Kid is Mona she's Jay's daughter and Peter loves her#Jay knew of Peter before they met#whenever he'd walk past the diner Jay would catch glimpses of him. always wanted to invite him in but was too nervous#also Lucy Tk and Don are still alive dw#Peter killed a customer at the diner#that whole day moves to later in the relationship#idk why Peter would be Bubbles I just wanted to put him in a dress#okay gn#yb fanart#yb game#yb peter#your boyfriend peter#your boyfriend game#my art#Jacob#Jay#Void#human centipede#dr heiter
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this event's expert deck is such a pushover. it literally can't stand a chance against ninetales, ivysaur and liligant both go down in one flamethrower and need 2-3 energy to work, and kangaskhan is luck based and goes down with one giovanni. blaine'd rapidash can't ohko kangas but is bulky enough to take a beating. save for donking with a lucky turn 1 kangas i don't see how it can win, it's just very slow. is this how pika ex players felt about the lapras event.
#i don't love ninetails bc flamethrower doesn't give you spare energy to build up other pokes#ofc rapidash doesn't need that bc it's a single energy but it makes for a very monomaniacal deck#i added moltres ex into the mix bc i just got it today but it isn't really a pokemon i'd use in pvp#feels like a brittle strategy especially when it's so low hp#ptcgp
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my best friend just told me she's gonna show me her regular ass grocery order when she gets home and i seriously cheered as if she said she was coming over Right Now
#admittedly... i have such low social energy just ebing shown routine/boring things from ppls day to days makes me really happy#cause like!! i know random silly things!! and i can learn so much from that!! like food preferences or even shampoo smells yk???#like augh mundane things < 33333333#(also yes if u want to be my friend its definitely easier if u just take a show and tell approach. like kindergarten show & tell style wehr#u go “HERE'S MY THINGS” nd everyone claps and cheers then it just keeps cycling. i love show and tell. its my favorite way to make friends)#its funny - i literally ramble so much in the tags someone could probably search them and figure out Exactly how to love me w/o me having t#say much to them (Cause i am such an oversharer in tags + ik myself v well) b/c im frequently giving stupid little “cheats”#(ik its not cheats im just being silly with that wording)#i once had a exfriend send me a picture of her reciepts from being out for the day with others (and none of the things she had gotten atp)#and we arent even friends anymore and i STILL think very fondly about that conversation bc ahhhhh <3 i just like knowing random silly thing#im such a friendship bitch
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#so one half of the couple i'm house/dogsitting for had an unexpected medical emergency on their trip#which -- i won't go into details but it culminated in a pretty serious diagnosis and emergency major surgery#and now they're coming home today after getting medevac transport back to california#and have asked me to stay here for a few more days while they settle in#as the one who had the emergency needs 24/7 care during recovery but is being released from hospital to recover at home#and they need someone to basically keep looking after the dog/keep her from getting in the way while they figure out what care he needs#anyway i agreed to stay a few days like they asked#which means i'm trying to finish my coursework before they get back later this afternoon but man my focus levels are LOW#and honestly they have been for several days at this point because once again it seems that waiting to hear about medical stuff has become#somewhat of a panic response trigger for me since the extended nightmare of february this year with my dad#and mostly i've been able to compartmentalize but the energy that takes has truly wiped me out#to the point that i'm genuinely shocked it hasn't set off a fibro flare up (touch wood)#also i really don't know this couple very well at all -- they're mostly friends of my parents-in-law#i've looked after their dog for them several times over the past couple of years#but obviously that's been while they aren't home#and i've only had fairly brief interactions with them#so i do feel a bit awkward about being here while they're going through something so serious and personal#but they're nice people and they need the help and i'm able to provide it so i'm gonna push past that#anyway just a tag post venting thing
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#very random (not snz) haha but#does anyone else feel like their social battery fluctuates like. 0 to 100 with no middle ground or is this perhaps something wrong with me#i will go for weeks without having the social energy to talk to people i love and treasure 😭#maybe it's a lack of dopamine in general idk... would not be thrilled to add another mental illness to the list#but then i'll have a night where i am super talkative and happily reply to half the people i've been talking to#or times when i send off all my responses and sit at my laptop like when are my friends going to reply 🙂 i can't wait to talk to them 🙂#i apologize if you have personally been on the receiving end of my extreme inconsistency 😭#i have been thinking about it recently and i think that's in part the reason why i also gravitate towards long form conversations;#it feels mentally easier for me to deliver a meaningful response once in a blue moon than like sustain that level of#conversational depth on a more consistent basis? because i am inconsistent#but sometimes in the long wait between responses (which i have arguably played a large role in establishing) i feel unexpectedly social and#then feel strangely lonely 😭 (🤡)... truly i feel like i am lowkey a badly adjusted adult#this is not a catastrophizing post (though i did catastrophize slightly more over it in past weeks); just passive musings atp#i go through similar flows with artistic motivation but the highs and lows are not synced with my social energy at all#i think i am someone who likes to analyze my habits just as a whole because i really enjoy optimizing for things 😭 so this tendency in#particular really perplexes me#delete later perhaps because i know this is truly a yap post. (i apologize)#i met with a friend earlier irl and this might be the remnants of the social energy from seeing her or it might be a function of#the drink i had (strawberry matcha 🥰) if you have read this far i apologize personally
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tbh the only thing holding me back from getting obsessed with demon slayer again is the fact that i haven't watched anything after the entertainment district arc. do you know how easily i'd fall right back into dissecting the characters and writing my whole roster of dorks?? too easily...
#look at tanjiro's sweet face...#i regret never writing him properly when i first picked up demon slayer muses#maybe one day... and ngl i do miss rengoku and tengen and zenitsu and kaigaku and my sweet lil oc's#hmmmmm i'm having thoughts#like maybe perhaps i'd make a very private and low energy sideblog? but i dunno man#just a thought bc i really do love this series to pieces :' )#for now i gotta skedaddle though! bye!! mwah mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Me sneaking into your asks with this drabble:
Disclaimer: I have yet to get a good grasp of Moze's character so this might be a bit OOC and on your side as well (sorry). I did my best. Also, this was inspired by the post you made abt telling Moze your tasks for the day | 600+ words (not proofread)
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In Moze's eyes, you reminded him of a dog catching a case of the zoomies.
You were quite literally everywhere. He'd find you talking to someone one moment before you're rushing off to do something else entirely the next. It seemed like you had quite a lot on your plate as of recently. Tasks, things you wanted to do, and so much more spinning around that mind of yours. You've told him a bit of your plans so he has a general idea. But seeing you juggling all of those tasks at once makes both admiration and concern bloom in his chest.
One time, Moze found you carrying a box filled with items. It would've been amusing to him how comical it was that the items piled so high— he could barely see you behind it. However, he did worry right after given how you almost tripped over something. He managed to catch you and the items before both came crashing all over the floor.
He insisted on helping you carry the items to wherever its destination was. It took a bit of pursuasion on his side. Convincing you that it truly wasn't a bother to him at all, and that he'd be very much glad to be of assistance to you.
"I need to get these delivered first. Then go stop by the shop to buy some things. After that…" You go on to ramble about the things you had to do to help get a better vision on what else you had to do. "Oh, no… I messed up." The smile on your face dropping at the thought that had slipped your mind until that moment. "I forgot to invite Jiaoqiu to dinner with the others—"
"It's tomorrow evening, right? He knows. I mentioned it last time when I spoke to him." Moze says with a calm tone.
You blink at him, slightly caught off-guard by the man beside you. Though it's immediately replaced with relief and gratitude. The smile on your face already back, lighting up your features once more. Infectious as always, it makes the corners of his lips tug upwards as well. A small part of him feels quite proud to have been able to help you ease your worries even by a bit.
And this is when you start noticing it.
Did you mention that you're running out of a certain skincare product, but you can't find the time to stop by the store to buy it? Moze conveniently has to stop by near the store and buys it for you. Did you also mention that you wanted to do a certain task but keep forgetting about it? He gently reminds you about it via message or verbal if he's nearby. Did you also happen to mention that you've been meaning to try out a certain desert from a cafe, but the schedule simply doesn't seem to allow you? No fear, he passes by the store to buy you the treat.
Moze doesn't see you as someone incapable of handling things by yourself. To him, he simply sees it as a way to show his care. If making a quick stop somewhere, sending you a small reminder of something you had to do that day, or even helping you out with the tasks you need to accomplish, makes you smile? Gives you a chance to take a break? Let you worry less about the things you need to do? It's worth it in his eyes.
He does his best to avoid making you feel like you're bothering or troubling him (you really aren't). Most of the time, he does them discrcetly and casually. Partially, since he's also scared that you'll think he's weird or a creep for acting like that.
Please don't think of him badly.
Moze truly means well.
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cy!#彡 inbox.#彡 cherishing.#excuse me cy 🥹🥹🥹 you wrote a drabble based off a vague little post i made about moze 🥺🥺 HOW WILL I EVER THANK YOU 🥺🥺 that is so sweet ?! ?!#600+ words ?!?! CY !!!!!! THANK YOU ?!?????!!!!!! IM IN SHOCK /pos IM STARING AT MY SCREEN LIKE 🥹🥹🥹🥹 YOURE SO KIND YOURE SO SO SO KIND !!!!#‘you reminded him of a dog catching a case of the zoomies’ HANSNDJDN i want to be his dog 🙂↕️🙂↕️ and !! i have to say — the energy rush a#him is so real T T HE IS JUST SO FUN HES SO SWEET HES so awesome he’s so lovable — zoomies is inevitable with mr shadow guard of the yaoqin#im smiling so hard at the ‘you were quite literally everywhere’ AAAAAEEEE there is much to explore !!! THIS IS SO CUTE THOUGH IM SO 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#THE CARRYING THE BOX SCENE ?!???!???? this reminds me of one of previous jobs i had ajanskdkxk YOU DONT REALLY NEED TO SEE . YOU CAN PEER#AROUND THE BOX �� BUT MOZE SEEING ME IN SUCH A STATE IS SO EMBARRASSING/pos omg he caught me x0x IM BRIGHT RED AT THIS THOUGHT SHSNJDCJ also#cy !!! i will say that i love your writing and you put down your thoughts ….. this is such a cute read and my heart is so soft reading this#truly truly thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to write something as sweet as this for me ?!?! i am so blown away and so#thankful AND SO EMOTIONAL AND SO HAPPY oh )))): thank you thank you thank you thank you cy!!!! i adore you infinitely 🥹🥹🥹🤍🤍🤍#NOOOOO HE DOESNT NEED TO HELP ME CARRY IT ALL THE WAY THERE 🥹🥹🥹 SURELY SUCH A THING IS NOT IN HIS JOB DESCRIPTION#even if it was i would feel bad !!! T T oh my god please cy this image of him insistently that he’ll help is making me so red /pos he’s so#sweet ))): OH MY GOD AND THE RAMBLING SJSNSNDKXKKS IM REALLY SO RED AND FLUSTERED READING FHIS SKNSNDNX HES LISTENING TO IT 😭😭😭 HE IS#PERCEIVING ME 😭😭😭😭 but i do think my nervous chatter would activate in his presence — oh cy that would be so awful — to talk and talk and#talk his ear off :’) OMG OMG HE ALREADY TOLD JIAOQIU 😭😭😭 SAVIOR MOZE life saver moze i am indebted !!! TWICE NOW . THE BOX AND NOW THIS#him feeling proud ?! 🥹🥹 there is much more for him to feel proud about ! for example — how resilient he is / how strong he is / how kind he#is / how … i should not continue HIM KNOWING WHAT SKINCARE PRODUCTS I USE ????????? AND CHECKING WHEN IT RUNS LOW ??? ))))))): AND THE REMI#REMINDERS * MEAN SO MUCH TO ME OH CY ))): YOU ARE TOO TOO TOO KIND IM SO HONORED TO HAVE RECEIVED SUCH A GIFT insjdjxnj ))): cy !!!!!!!!!!#THE DESSERT …. I LOVE CINNAMON OR LEMON DESSERTS …… oh he is ))): he is too kind )): YOU!! ARE TOO KIND CY !!!!!! I WILL SOB INTO MY HANDS#BECAUSE THIS IS MAKING ME SO HAPPY AND )))): !!!! omg ))):#HE IS SO SWEET . HE MEANS WELL ???? I LOVE HIM I LOVE YOU I LOVE HIM I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU BOTH !!!!! i think i would genuinely burst into#tears thinking about him doing anything for me to :’) ease up some days :’) IM JUST :’) this is so thoughtful and so :’) im so incoherent a#and these tags are so messy — im just so happy and have read this like ten times over !! and go -> 🥹🥹 each and every time#thank you cy !!! ): from the very bottom of my heart!!!! you are such a skilled writer and you have such a kind heart#i saw your post about drabbles for friends and oh — im hugging you so tight — thank you for being so sweet to everyone ): i adore you so mu
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briony from @shepherds-of-haven 💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪
#briony stormbreaker#but its buffrony skullcrusher#i started at 11pm ended at 2amish#i strategically cut off the other arm because i have a skill issuwe#i forgot the other tags i had in mind wtf#i think one of them was abt me randomly thinking abt big arm briony earlier#i love her caracther and energy#shes very slay#the number after 7#she ate#left no crumbs the moment she entered the fray#also tried out cell shadng with lasso tool#her bow probably isnt THAT big BUT#who doesnt love a comically large accessory#or maybe thats me#i gave up with the armor halfway and just started freestyling without the ref because it was 1am at that point#perhaps this doubled as a muscle shading practice#i love my improvement but also i cant tell if im jusr really inconsistent with my style#low key gving brionyb taunting someone in the arena or training ground#because who actually could beat her in a physical battle#*cricket sounds*#twas what i thought#shepherds of haven#briony#emo shery sounds fun to draw#brb gotta pass out#if anyone reads this#goodnight
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My main issue with giving people compliments is that I have no idea how to make them sound natural. If I say to my sister "your hair looks nice" then there's a 60% chance she'll think I'm being sarcastic or trying to be nice for some weird/selfish reason. Or if someone draws something and I want to express that I think it's really good, I often sound really ingenuine even though I do actually think it's good. Why are things like this
#I usually resort to using slang like “omg girl why is that fit low-key eating”#or something#with art and fics I'll typically go for the “fangirl” approach like “OMGG I LOVE THIS SO MUCH <333”#if I'm complimenting a stranger I'll go for a “low status pleasant” approach#where I'll be like “hi I just wanted to say I really love your outfit!”#I'm shy tho so I don't do it very often#socializing is hard#social anxiety#compliments#it's knowing exactly what tone to use#and level of energy to an extent too
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So I'm struggling and doodling some OCs and it wasn't going well so I mentioned I really wanted to go pet my cat (Tackle) and yet I had no idea where she was. Then someone else was like "I can't find my cat either so they're probably together" and I'm like. Oh wait.
So I very poorly drew two cats! (Tackle aka Tic Tac is ... very vocal. she screams so much so loud i love her)
#there are actually no tags i can think of#this is mostly just to post art cause im running really low on energy and idk man#the oc art is NOT going well at all and its stressing me out so#yes you get very poorly drawn cats thanks#I STILL POSTED ART TODAY I HAVENT FAILED YET#and i did technically draw more but .............. with unsatisfied results currently#shockingly had a wonderful day at work and yet feel like i have NO energy
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