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jula483 · 11 months ago

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still in shock after being 4 rows away from David Tennant for 2 hours on Monday, January 15th 💖

#david tennant #macbeth #donmar warehouse #london #i was meant to post this earlier in the week but i kept forgetting!#flew to london just to see the play with a ticket i got week in advance #truly insane #and i'm so freaking lucky #the whole cast and music and staging was incredible #i would do anything to see it again ugh #and david just showing in the middle of the stage after whole theater was sitting in pitch black listening to the intro scene #i might never recover after that #and i was so anxious to pull up my phone and record during the bows but i did get some pics <3 #my post

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abyssal-ilk · 2 months ago

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getting all of the banter dialogue for dorian and bull so they can be a couple in dai is so... ugh. there is some genuinely wonderful stuff to explore in their dynamic, with iron bull abandoning the qun and dorian leaving tevinter and what it means to have done that and finding themselves as people, but. christ. the fetishization and oversexualization of the qunari in da is fucking hair tearingly painful, and it is at its most obvious with iron bull and dorian. really hoping that something changes for the taash romance, but i am,, kind of doubtful.

#dai #dragon age #dragon age inquisition #not really sure what to tag this as. because i DO enjoy adoribull. i DO. but holy fuck.#uhhh i guess i'll tag characters. again i like adoribull this isnt anti-adoribull but it is me clenching my fist and scowling #dorian pavus #iron bull #the iron bull #its not Just them. its how iron bull is written in general. its how the qunari are so widely percieved to be animalistic and hulking and #violent. its even sera's little comments on specifically finding qunari women attractive because of their physical traits of being #big and muscle-y. and then the tamassrans and how the qunari dress. its not just One #of these things. but its all of them added up together that makes it uncomfortable.#not even including the rest of the mess of the qun and how fucked that is. bioware has fucked up so bad with how they present the qunari an #even the elves. its so. ugh.#ignore me im complaining #bioware-critical #i guess #also generally anxious on how theyre going to handle taash being (spoiler) but i'll wait to give more thoughts on that

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pine-needle-scuffle · 3 months ago

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i hate when theres a thing i see other ppl do all the time and its cool and then i go to do it and my brain goes "no...its weird when you do it..."

#UGH #anyway fan kids are cool. im just overly anxious about everything #*kicking the dirt*#idk if its cause shes a rarepair fan kid or something else. Clay i will post you. i just need to get over myself

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arabella-strange · 8 months ago

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p.s. Robbie's question last ep? Had this Yasha energy.

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riacte · 9 months ago

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so hey guys i finished dungeon meshi yesterday and i'm still thinking about it

#ria.txt #i spoiled myself so at first i was like 'this is bonkers wtf are they doing in those last few chapters?????'#but then it was like. yeah. i see #love those ch when it's just clearly putting the squad into Situations #also. izutsumi #what i really liked was how tightly the protagonist and the deuteragonist were wound up in the overall themes #the plot the themes the conflict the characters it was very neatly connected #hence i am also now accidentally invested in whatever going on between laios and marcille #not just platonic not romantic not enemies i just think they work well tgt and deeply care for each other its great watching them develop #it's the leader + most trusted advisor / anxious girlfailure + the annoying freak she's somehow attached to vibes #haha that rabbit chapter with marcille. hahha i was like what the fuck man. it was funny and then boom whump [tears streaming down my face]#those shapeshifter chs were sooo much fun esp seeing other chara's perceptions of each other. stealing that #the changeling ones were great too elf senshi is the fucking funniest he looks sooooooo unserious #marcille's evolving perception with death starting with saving falin and saving the squad and her nightmares of outliving everyone-#-and her dad and her 'temper tantrum' and UGH when at the end she said she was fine with falin not coming back.... WAAA. OUGH.#i think dunmeshi handled the trope of 'prophecy of chosen one becoming king' pretty well and it makes sense why laios is the protag #the worldbuilding is so thoughtful as well i liked seeing different characters with different worldviews interact #very solid and well rounded series wooo #the main 4 has such a fun dynamic together #anyways. dunmeshi au.....#more like borrowing the worldbuilding bc charas are too nuanced for a one to one comparison #ren is like some prince of his own species but he's like 34th in line and no one cares about him so he fucks off to eat monsters #which is why he's both snobbish AND a total freak when it comes to his food taste #false is originally in for the money from ren and plans to scam him but unfortunately the cringefail swag captures her #martyn is Obnoxiously Clueless and thinks he's smart but he's not. he's resourceful but also pathetic and crazy #stress cant cook but she thinks she does so everyone goes (≖_≖ ) when she picks up a pot. they delegate her to killing and chopping duty #the mvp is iskall who keeps on saving everyone's asses and somehow has resources for everyone #i think ren is actually aware false is going to scam him but he has too much money to spend anyway and he thinks shes cool so he lets her??#and somehow she doesnt take the money and run. and goes back to eating monsters w/ the party. everyone is crazy

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britcision · 11 months ago

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Manifesting Marcille holding Izutsumi by the scruff while Pattadol holds Mithrun by the scruff and both levels are just vibing with each other

#delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #izutsumi #mithrun #marcille #pattadol #izutsumi dungeon meshi #mithrun dungeon meshi #marcille dungeon meshi #pattadol dungeon meshi #just two anxious elves and their pets #manifesting because i do not have time to learn to art good #i’m far too busy being possessed by fics that need writing #ugh they’re all getting too long no short for me

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eeriedragone · 6 months ago

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Veren - Lost Satyr

"Hello there, Prince Zagreus, ready to enter the arena? Charon tells me that you've been quite fast to cross each floor this time, but don't lose focus, especially now that you're so close once again! May the Gods be with you."

Veren would be a random encounter, sort of like Nemesys/Artemis in Hades 2, but 80% of times you'd have to actually spot him hiding somewhere; only if you befriend him sufficiently he'll start announcing himself. They might take a cheeky shot if they're feeling bold, but don't count on them changing the fate of the fight. They always offer a choice between various healing gifts. The only encounters where they are immediately in the open are at shops, as they seem to like to hanging around Charon.

#he's my anxious little guy #since it's been so long since i actually started this drawing i already want to change some stuff ugh #but it was a fun study #satyr veren #hades oc #hades game #hades fanart #fanart #original character #my art #eeriedragone art #digital art #this drawing took MONTHS #i'm just happy i'm done honestly

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swinging-stars-from-satellites · 5 months ago

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the worst feeling is when you come to your senses after doing something that you knew was wrong but didn't care enough/wanted your own way and you feel like a terrible Christian and have to figure out if the fact that you chose to sin even knowing consciously that it was sin means that you're not actually saved

#like. when I'm tired and anxious. this happens #I need to do better #I don't Feel convicted I just Am convicted and the fact that I'm not feeling intense guilt makes me worry #that I'm not saved somehow #ugh #it's gonna be a day #pray for me

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nicoandthepoets · 20 days ago

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Guys I just met a really nice girl from my dorm but I had to go to the kitchen to do smth and now I feel like I ruined the conversation and she probably hates me now

#vent #sorry haha #im just #still so fucking scared in here #everyone says it'll get better but it's only getting worse #and it's just pathetic that I've only seen 2 ppl after 5 WEEKS #and I have to take the trash out this week so now I HAVE to go to the kitchen but im SO fucking scared #I normally never go there bc I have all the food I need in my room #and yes I know it's weird #ugh sorry #im so fucking anxious all the time in here

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best-of-theworst · 2 months ago

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Please, I'm begging you.

Stop. Licking. Your. Fingers. Before. Turning. Pages.

This is a PSA. Please it's so gross... why... why are you putting your saliva on my drawings...

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goodness-graceous · 2 years ago

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many zel*nk shippers when ANYONE tries to be happy about and enjoy a different ship involving Zelda or Link:

(this is about b*tw/t*tk, but can apply to any of the games if y’all wish 😌)

#ZelRah #sidlink #miphlink #implink #revlink #if y’all wanna rb 😌#not tagging this with the fandom bc it’s just a rant #I am only posting this because my girlfriend keeps being upset BY HER OWN FRIENDS #like my girlfriend is the fucking frontman for purah and Zelda #it has had such a positive impact on her life #she’s writing and drawing when she was too anxious to do much of either before #and she just tries to be silly and say things she knows are sometimes reaches just bc ZelRah makes her so fucking happy #but nooo her fucking FRIENDS have to reply to her silly fun messages with attempting to disprove her #like- she’s fine with not talking about it! she’s even asked them to tell her to stop if she’s bothering them!#but instead they try to literally disprove something she’s having fun with to her face #when that has gone terribly every time #ugh sorry #goodness grace spoke

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fountainpenguin · 2 months ago

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I feel like Angela and Hazel would really like desktop zen gardens...

Specifically, I'm imagining Angela browsing carefully to find the most perfect prim and proper little thing and meanwhile Hazel's just taking fistfuls of sand from the beach and filling a box with her favorite rocks so they can have a nice home.

I also saw a coffin-shaped one with gravestones for the rocks and it felt like something Hazel would get her dad.

#Me done looking at stickers and now looking at tiny glass animal figures & gardens I don't intend to buy #But I think she would...#Anxious Hazelnut #Hadley probably would too but I feel like that's a bad choice for a house filled with robots. Can the au pairs go to the beach?#or do they like. die if they touch sand or salt water.#I hope Season 2 gives us scenes of Hazel on her plant-covered apartment roof because I'd love to see that #I just want Hazel to own a bunch of geodes...#One of these zen garden sets includes a tiny AK-47 and idk why that's zen but that's so funny #One desk toy is a stack of tiny bricks but I think that would be dangerous for someone who eats Candy Blocks (Me)#Ugh. Maybe I DO want to find some dirt / sand and make a terrarium for my figurines #99% true as far as we remember

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the-oracle-of-the-lost · 4 days ago

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#sighhhhh apparently im not really over that traumatic thing that happened on christmas years ago #i was trying to ignore it bc its fine. it doesnt affect my life any more. it happened so long ago #but i was so anxious going to sleep last night and then i had some horrible dreams and i just woke up with a pit of anxiety in my stomach #im not even that anxious or panicking about the traumatic thing though. my brain just hit the panic button and i cant stop ruminating #what if it never happened. what if i made different choices. what if i *was* different bc obviously everything is my fault #(i know its not)#anyways. ignore me sorry for vague mental illness posting on a holiday #but maybe i just need to stop celebrating christmas #but i dont think it would stop just like it didnt stop when i stopped celebrating my birthday :(#smh fandom holidays would never betray me like this #ugh i need to get up bc i know seeing other ppl will help but i just want to sulk in bed all day #ill probably delete this later #vent #personal

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bandsandwristbands · 1 month ago

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Vent post